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latin-dr-robotnik · 2 years

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Dev Engine - Hi-Fi RUSH (2023)

Can you nail some S-Ranks to the addictive beat?

#hi-fi rush #gaming #video game music #ngl guys this sounds a lot like a crash bandicoot song #at least that was my first reaction #straight out of the first crash games lol #still a fun and addictive beat #but i can't shake this feeling off #to me it's 'the crash song from that cool level' lol

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elbiotipo · 1 year

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Don't get me wrong, I love that capybaras (carpinchos to me) are getting the love and admiration they deserve but I do kinda dislike that they are just considered random cute animals out of context as if they just showed up ex nihilo in Japanese onsens with oranges on their head, when they are native to South America, something that many people seem to forget. Carpinchos should, IMO, be drinking tereré and eating chipá under palm trees on a subtropical sunset, not eating waffles or whatever.

#cosas mias #capybaras #carpinchos #luckily there are plenty of people here who draw them like that here vamos artistas latinoamericanos y populares #but I can't shake the feeling that many people think of them on their 'onsen orange on head' version and that just seems... off to me

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onaperduamedee · 1 year

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Moiraine and Rand, alone again, naturally - 1x08 || 2x06

#The Wheel of Time #wot show spoilers #wotedit #wot on prime #moiraine damodred #rand al'Thor #wot s2 spoilers #wot season 2 spoilers #wheel of time s2 spoilers #wheel of time season 2 spoilers #mygifs: wot #you're a cool one #never not feral about them and all the parallels between them #it makes me so sad that yet again the both of them are going into this finale thinking they are better off without their friends #at some point someone will have to gently shake them and tell them they matter outside of how they can serve others #but hey today's not the day and I feel such a sad bean about them #what hurts the most with Moiraine is that she's so convinced there is no point in trying to make herself more palatable for others #she might burn everything and everyone as long as she can accomplish her purpose #and now she can't even do that #to say I'm worried about her is putting it mildly #Rand at least is drawn toward his friends because it makes him feel good still #light you can see the relief with Mat and the disappointment when Mat didn't turn up #Moiraine's just like 'I don't deserve anything good ever again'#although the Barty convo is a step in the right direction

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pocketgalaxies · 2 years

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C3E37: marisha + nonverbals

#critical role #criticalroleedit #laudna cr #marisha ray #gifs #*#*cr #cr3 #angst tag #cr meta #*meta #marisha ray supremacy #scheduled #2h45m c3e37 #i almost went blind staring at her face to pick scenes for this. worth it :)#sorry matt for making you look so red in the last one. it's bc your wife is pale and i wanted her to look good 😌#OK FIRST. THE NODDING. listening to imogen...burning those words into her mind and playing them on loop.......#bc they are the only things that have brought any semblance of hope for what feels like an eternity of being trapped in this space #even if she doesn't believe them she can pretend to. a bandaid at best but something to ease the fear #and then 'can you get out of the tree' just the sliiightest hints of a head shake. a gulp. a 'god have i tried. god i wish i could.'#'god god god i would do anything to get out of this tree. how do i tell her that i can't.'#and then blatant doubt when it comes to fighting delilah #LIKE...after sharing this space with her for so long...of COURSE it chips away at her confidence like this...makes her feel weak #even if she thought she could fight her off in life everything is distorted now. has she ever even gotten close to fighting her?#it feels like an impossibility now. of course not. never not for 30 years has she been able to fight her.#and then as the cage closes...the flinch...the hyperventilation...#it's the hopelessness /everything/ here feels weak and scared and tired. like she was about to give up. like she still might give up.#i think marisha ray wants me to die <3

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aeb-art · 9 months

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cringe is dead or whatever so… here's a super rough comic about geo getting smooched at a new year's eve party o7 (the mall toons of course belong to @8um8le)

happy new year, go kiss a robot xoxo

#2023 #stellar city #sc mall toons #sc geo #sc tele #sc hydro #sc pyro #sc ash #self insert #self ship #wish you all a lovely 2024 xoxo #making geo's clouds explode like a bomb went off lmao #i made the little icons go with their nicknames not their models entirely bc i wanted a television for tele bc i thought it'd be funny #idk why but my favorite panel is just them on the couch i think it's so cute #okay now that i've rambled… i'm like extremely nervous about posting this idk i can't shake the feeling that it's wrong somehow #like i'm indulging to close to the sun idk i'm gonna schedule this so i forget about it by the time it's up #okay i need to go make my brain shut up bye #geo.exe has stopped responding

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boxwinebaddie · 1 month

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my favorite baby style ncu continuity is cute tiny hopeless romantic kindergarten disney prince stan falling in love with kyle broflovski at first sight and buying every flavor of ring pop trying to propose to him like 'you are...the most Beautiful person i've ever seen.'

and evil feral kindergarten nj kyle threatening to bite him, fight him and end his pitiful life like 'and you are...so Gahdamn WEIRD. stay the hell away from me, yA FREAK!' and trying to bear mace him skdhs

— but then k-garten stan doing something incredibly wholesome, mindboggling stupid and storybook chivalrous to save k-garten kyle's life, the ice around his cold black heart melting, bein forever changed and falling head over heels in love w boy hero k-garten stan...

...all to take the fATTEST L OF ALL FUCKING TIME because he is too emotionally constipated to confess his feelings and end up gettin stuck in the super best friend zone FOREVER bc every day perfect stan marsh gets lovelier, handsomer and....Fucking STUPIDER.

#nina speaks #i really do feel for ncu kyle...i do #that man got shafted #please note: if the super popular extremely pretty dark haired boy w/ big blue eyes confesses his love to you on day one #just say yes like just go along with it #however i will say that kyle being unapproachable and hating him and wanting to bear mace him did make him obsessed #which is soooooo mentally ill i am actually CRYING #but yeah because then youre going to realize that he is actually v sweet and cute and kind and wonderful and special #and your chest will start to swell and youll get light headed and want to start smiling and singing and swinging #and then you think he's gonna ask you to marry you again and he just asks you to be his super best friend forever #because he doesnt want to push it clearly u dont like him and he is just happy to be near you and spend time with you #and you want to push yourself off a cliff because now every person on planet earth is in love with stanley marsh #including you #and you are legitmately FUCKED #they really are who fell first who fell harder and i mean it #i love insane yandere black lab bf kgarten stan he is so funny like he has mental problems but i admire his detirmination #i also love emporer of evil probably has rabies new jersey potty mouth orange cat bf kgarten kyle who without a doubt 100%#would have a crush on a boy and send him death threats and be like Get Out Of My School because he makes him nervous #obsessed with my silly gay opposite attract sbf sons #ft baby stan like aw! u wrote me something <3 #( can't read bc he's illiterate ) ( hugs kyle ) you're the BEST! ( ft kindergarten kyle having shaking and having convulsions )#pour one out for kyle #specifically jersey #because his stan d*ed he never recovered and then fell in love with the sexc rockstar vers

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aayakashii · 1 month

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I hate occupying space.

I feel like I have to make myself as small as possible.

I shouldn't laugh too loud, or smile too big, or talk too much, or be seen for too long. I shouldn't exist loudly.

Someone like me has to stay quiet. I mustn't bother others.

Maybe I'm weird, but not the good kind – not the tolerable kind. Not the type that would make others roll their eyes and playfully say, "Oh, you!".

I'm the type with sideways glances between strangers and complaints about me behind my back. I'm the type that annoys and aggravates.

It's just so hard, occupying space without guilt when I am just too much, and then too little, and then too much again all the time.

Which is it, then? How can I exist in a way that won't go through so much scrutiny? Why is being autistic so fucking lonely and wrong all the time?

#vent #autistic adult #autism #autistic things #actually autistic #just something I can't stop thinking about after today's class #the way that some people look at me there #like I am a bother #and maybe I'm just being paranoid but this feeling is hard to shake off #sometimes I just wish I could be invisible so I won't offend anyone by merely Being Me™️#but okay whatever #people have acted like that towards me my whole life #it's not like it'll change #i just needed to vent

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enypneon · 4 months

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i've been thinking about this a lot. but i need to shorten my muse list drastically. with the work outside of rp that keeps piling up, i don't have the energy to tend to all of my characters equally. which is unfair towards those waiting for their replies/messages/etc. over many months. not to mention that i don't even get to write down all the headcanons, which are spiralling in my head.

so these are the ones i will keep:

anouar, aventurine, eris, evren, foenix, heimdall, slavoj, songbird and vincent

for easier execution, i will move to a new blog ─ and turn this one into an archive (temporarily), eventually deleting it. i'm aware of the starters i won't be able to reply to because of this decision and i hate to do this when you guys have spent time and effort on them. if you do choose to follow me on my new blog, i can offer you a new starter with a new muse!

apart from this, consider the blog on a mini hiatus. until i have set up everything and can post another update.

again, i am truly sorry for the inconvenience this may cause. in case you want to get a private update/receive the link in the dms for whatever reason, feel free to let me know. of course, you have every right to break mutuals from this point on and there will be no hard feelings, i promise.

#asdfdsa i don't know why i can't shake off the feeling that moving blogs is generally frowned upon #especially when it's not the first time i've been doing this 🫠#i will reblog the post for awhile ─ not too much! maybe even pin it. every third day or something? idk #seeing all the things in my drafts inbox and ims just gives me nausea...#i messed up! this is entirely my fault i got greedy with the muses and stuff when i should have known better #OH AND the muses that i move to the new blog will keep their interactions and starters of course!#and something has fckd up my inbox like it would always show me there are two more messages than i already have #and every time i click on it the messages are not there / the number returns to the amount of messages that are truly there #still kind of feel excited about the option to work on a new carrd and graphics and everything :)#going to hit the gym first though 👋🥰#° › OOC ‹ 𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄 * out of character ╲ MUN .

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void-of-unparalled-chaos · 21 days

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Being on a strictly liquid/soft diet right now is wild. Never in my life have I been so excited to eat yogurt (god yes finally something different). I am craving things I wouldn't normally crave. I can't wait to eat some breaded shrimp or a piece of toast. My god, a slice of cheddar cheese sounds excellent right now.

#This was day 4 of living off smoothies protein shakes and the occasional baked potato #I got to have a little yogurt pudding and Spaghettios today for enrichment #I feel like I've spent all day eating but yet I'm still hungry #In reality #I haven't eaten that much. I just can't eat much or fast #It takes me like 30 minutes to get through a cup of pudding #I am so ready for this to be done yall

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absurdlyalive · 8 months

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people who pick apart people's accounts of their problems on the basis of semantics go outside challenge

#so annoyed about this essay on transandrophobia #listen like #you can argue with the idea of misandry it will still not make me feel any more welcome in a space that has told me repeatedly..#.. that I can't possibly suffer at all as a man and so any violence done to me is fine #and if I disclose that I'm trans it's suddenly half backpedaling and infantlizing you insteas and half 'yeah whatever you're still shit'#and that was a “queer” space! not the world in general #if none of your problems matter because you're a man and men suck and you can't shake that off even in a queer space then #what the fuck are you supposed to do #it is very lonely! it's like suddenly the world has decided you're worthless on multiple accounts #and you can't complain or you get told that you're making shit up to get back at whoever #when you just.#fuckn #wanted to say that you've been feeling like people hate your guts since you started transitioning #p

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podraje · 4 months

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Francesca is so beautiful and kind, I want to marry her.

#bridgerton season 3 #bridgertons #francesca bridgerton #i look at her and can't shake off the feeling that it SHOULD be Ruby #but this actress is sooooo beautiful #i can't look away #and i'm on the first episode and Francesca seems so lowkey and chill and cool and interesting (and shy)#ugh #the face card

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