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ratislatis · 7 months

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PETOPHER NATION HOW WE FEELING 2NITE 💃💃💃💃

#teen wolf #chris argent #peter hale #fanart #digital art #cannot get over the fact their ship name is petopher #thats so stupid. but what else do we call them #christer? methinks fucking not #the bite of 2016 AU #anyway switching to my pc to write this out because it will be a lot #HI.#IF YOU DIDNT KNOW. IM DERANGED ABOUT TEEN WOLF #ANYWAY I WAS LISTENING TO 'GLIMPSE OF US' BY MY MAIN MAN JOJI #AND I WAS THINKING OF PARALELLS BETWEEN PETER + CHRIS AND LYDIA + ALLISON #CHRIS AND ALLISON BOTH HOLDING WEAPONS AT PEOPLE THEY ONCE CALLED THEIR BEST FRIEND #THE FEAR IN GROWING UP A HUNTER #AND THE THINGS THAT CHRIS HAD TO DO UNDER HIS ABUSIVE FAMILY #AND HOW HE'D NEVER WANT HIS DAUGHTER TO FEEL THE SAME #BUT HE COULD NEVER POSSIBLY PROTECT HER AND PREVENT HER FROM THAT FEAR AT THE SAME TIME #THAT FEAR MAY HAVE DRIVEN PEOPLE AWAY #BUT ITS THE SAME FEAR THAT SAVED HIS LIFE #AND IT SAVED HERS #DO NOT GET ME FUCKING STARTED ON PETER HALE #TO WATCH YOUR BEST FRIEND ERODE UNDER THE PRESSURE OF THE CODE #TO KEEP HIM AT AN ARM'S LENGTH TO PROTECT YOUR FAMILY #BUT IT IS ULTIMATELY USELESS BECAUSE YOUR NEPHEW WAS TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF BY!!!! YOUR BEST FRIENDS FUCKING SISTER!!!! AND SHE!!!!#!!!!!!! TRIED TO BURN YOUR FUCKING HOUSE DOWN!!!??!?!??#HELP.#HELLLPPPPPPPPPP

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radmista · 2 months

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Sowing seeds of discontent and disharmony by hanging up on my parents birthday phone call the second my mom asked if I gained weight. Hope that sits badly on their minds while they think about how that's the first call I've engaged with them in 2 months and it was for the dogs birthday. Dad scrambling to text me for my mom that she didn't mean it. Like fuck I told her I've been having a rough month and day. She couldn't keep it to herself that badly. Fucks sake

#was already not in a great place mentally but i entertained the call and was actually feeling okay talking to them giving them an update #she just hits me with that. and I'm not normally sensitive about my weight even when my mom harped on me for gaining some a few years back #i genuinely normally don't care bc I'm happy with myself. but i know ive lost weight because I've been on icu and we don't have time to eat #im so fucking mad and im even more mad I'm crying about it #bc what the fuck #i was actually feeling like momentarily safe talking to them and being vulnerable about working on my next life stages #and she just ruined the call. i wanted to talk to my mom and dad more. i do miss talking to them about some things.#i was happy to get to see my family all together even if it was for the dogs birthday. and people were smiling and shit #and ik theyre gonna say i ruined it by being sensitive but jfc #it was literally the 2nd thing my mom said to me on the call after we sang happy birthday #why couldn't she just shut up. why couldn't she have said anything else. why did i let it bother me so much i hung up #I'm just fucking tired and sad and now feeling even lonlier than ever #i just wanted a nice moment with my family god fucking damn is that too hard to ask for #and im even more angry and sad now that i cant call them back bc my mom will get on me about smth else we were previously talking about #that phone call was supposed to be a neutral zone just for the birthday song. and i was going to ride it out but fucking hell #why didnt i just put up with it so i could have talked to my family #and no calling them back isnt an option. they haven't apologized and it would be an un neutral call #which gives them space to harass me about work and shit

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dayurno · 2 months

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#i will warn you only once: tsc spoilers #literally just finished it as i am drafting this its 5am where i live #so you may be subjected to some nonsense #that all being said i have thoughts.and feelings #the kevin was lovely and tasted delicious! jean defending him at every turn even when he swears to hell and back he'll kick his ass #the kevjean was surprising i was only half expecting that #the dog metaphors i have to say i need this one cashed in. nora run me my check #im joking of course dont quote me on it #jean taking kevins promise to the end and living on it is seriously so. well.#'be careful with him' 'take kevin's name out of your ignorant mouth' 'you promised me'#also kevin getting called the court's queen had me tender and on my back oml #jean's relationship with the trojans is sweet and he is very interesting and complicated #a character with many moving parts im sure #there were a few things i did not care for #namely jeremy and the trojans felt remarkably flat to me bar lucas (by far the most interesting) and catalina on occasion #i didnt quite enjoy jeremy's pov and felt like he spent perhaps way too much time worrying over jean? if that makes sense #i wish he had some more complexity to him or really anything to catch a hook on #all we know is hes attractive and smiley and gets along terribly with his family #so much of his character is sucked out by jean he didnt feel like much more than a plot device to me #which i wouldnt mind if jeremy wasnt the literal main character alongside jean #i was living for everything jean thought but had to drag myself through jeremy's pov if im honest #uuuuh what else. neil! funny. deranged. i have to love him #andrew couldnt give less of a fuck about jean which is funny as all fuck #two bugs placed in the same habitat ignoring each other #the thing with elodie i thought was complicated. i wish we knew some more about her or that shed been mentioned a little earlier #but im assuming thats a topic to be revisited #uuuuuuuh yeah so thats most of it. i think my first thought and the one that sticked out the most to me is that the book felt remarkably #pedestrian #not necessarily in a bad way #it lacked to me one of the main appeals of aftg which were the numerous interesting side characters

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evilmagician430 · 7 months

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i'll have you know there's nothing worse than abnormality

#venturiantale #taleblr #spencer acachalla #spencer normalchalla #of course he wasnt actually called spencer yet at this point in the timeline. or 'he'#normalchalla family #normalchallas #papa normalchalla #gertrude normalchalla #billy normalchalla #sally normalchalla #they were designed to be eerily similar to the acachallas but just not quite the same people #i didnt put too much thought or detail into their portraits for thus drawing though because obvs theyre not the focus...#mspaint #images that are horrid to see and look at #time for content warning tags #blood cw #bruises cw #implied child abuse cw #i dont know what else to tag this with. scopophobia kind of? the eyes looking at her arent particularly detailed #but they are meant to be a vital part of the horror of this piece #'horror' this shit probably looks amateurish to a real horror artist but i like to dabble in scary pictures #horror cw

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girlcrushau · 3 months

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#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/#but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment #i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating #there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2 #months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it #not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him #in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to.#until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if #he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone #and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think #there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy #your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you)#and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly #so last night #i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text.#i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart #until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent #that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real #did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart #and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about #and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in #which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever #it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.#just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the #reason that he went away on me.#im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying #not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me #that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest.#and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs #he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am

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pissfizz · 2 months

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I’m going to lose my mind oh my god I am so scared for this quincenera wtf

#NOT MINE BTW I MISSED MY CHANCE LMAO #but Jesus Christ family I’ve never met before flying in from Panama…. god I’m so scared #I’ve already been dealing with some wack ass imposter syndrome ass shit cuz of how I was raised this is gonna make it SO MUCH worse #I DIDNT EVEN KNOW PANAMANIANS GOT QUINCES #i was raised with almost zero influence from any culture whatsoever I wasn’t even raised close to that side of the family #and like I’m mixed with white but I can’t even use that as an excuse cuz the cousin who’s quince it is is also mixed #and that side of the family is super tied to the culture and they speak Spanish and shit #i don’t even speak Spanish even if the family from Panama doesn’t think ima. total embarrassment what if most of them don’t speak english #when I’m surrounded by white people 24/7 I feel like a total outlier but the second I’m around anyone else latine I feel like that but WORSE #i don’t speak Spanish I don’t know anything about the culture I’m from the fucking pacific northwest and do digital art and watch anime #i am so far completely removed from everything I’m gonna be sick #my grandma is already so judgy about stuff my uncle was even WORSE and made fun of the stuff that was too white or too American about me #my cousins throwing the party are the least of my worries cuz at least their mixed and second/third Gen too #but oh my god the family I’ve never met before I’m so scared I’m so scared #i was already thinking like. can I even call myself latine bc of how I was raised and how far removed I am from everything. I’m mixed so -#-should I just associate myself more with the white side of my family. am I being fraudulent by identifying with that term just bc I have -#-the blood is that even enough maybe that kid had a point when he said I shouldn’t count as hispanic if I don’t know spanish #and thinking about showing up to my cousins quince as. me. it’s terrifying it’s awful I want to go I want to meet these people I want to -#-celebrate my cousin and be happy for her but GOD what if everyone hates us and just tolerates us cuz we’re related to them #i would say we’re the black sheep of the family but I feel like white is more fitting cuz I feel like we’re just slightly brown white people #god god god I’m so stresssd out by this #is this a weird thing to be worried about is this stupid is this selfish #and to make matters worse I DONT KNOW WHAT TO GET HER FOR A GIRT #vent

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campinfirmary · 1 year

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nico coming out to camp may not have worked for other readers, but it was personal to me, resonated with me, and i appreciated that nico felt brave enough to assert himself, to demand that his home be a safe place for himself - even if other people have been insisting that fact to him beforehand!

#have you ever considered mark may have written this because sometimes people need a little bravery even when theyve been hurt in the past…#i had family telling me to reach out to my parents for months. i didnt. u know what i did?#came out as trans to all of them at once before saying LITERALLY anything else.#to my transphobic ass parents!#and guess what! my parents called me BRAVE!!! and a lot has changed for me! could not have done it without facing my fears.#i went home for the first time in 7 years! i dont regret it! my sister & my friends DOUBTED THIS CHOICE.#its ok to be brave when youve been hurt in the past its ok to move past what hurt you #idk. not gonna tag lol

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solaaresque · 1 year

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#reze stfu #sometimes i think there is something wrong with me and i am a terrible person #like im a shit daughter and a shit older sister adn like im sorry #im sorry i didnt mean to be this way #i dont know why im so fucked up and why i cant love people properly #im so selfish because i only care about myself and no one else and i hate myself for it #i keep distancing myself from others but im so lonely and idk what to say. please like me please love me #god its so pathetic. ill do anything to have someone who cares about me #i love my family but sometimes i wish they hadnt messed me up so bad because #i want to know what being normal feels like. i wish i was born second or third #better yet i wish i wasnt born at all. wouldnt that be fun!#sorry. sorry. i think im going to drink some warm milk and idk. do something #i wish i could talk to someone rn...#idk. maybe ill call my best friends #<- his ass WILL NOT #because his ass feels guilty all the fucking time #hahahaha #tw vent

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wellnesscard · 1 month

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if you guys want a guy thats the sweetest snuggler and so spunky and hilarious still at 10y old get u a chiweenie

#chihuahua weiner dog every mix of these looks different hes a sturdy boy hes my everything #so much personality #i was gonna take him on a forest adventure he chased some deer last time the deer were unbothered like wygd lil boy 😂#they were right it was so cute tho his lil rump while he runs #hes got such a funny gait. his haunches. his front legs are built and go side to side his back end is so narrow hes just like his daddy #i didnt like him at first hes devons dog hes my stepdog now i always grew up w big dogs n hes so little and girthy and weird im obsesssssed #it is funny. like i said. every chiweenie i see is built different (i think theyre becoming a popular breed? and not for no good reason this #dude rocks)#but yea the funniness in his mimicking of devon #hugeass shoulders and chicken legs #its funny his dad and brother are the same way. his dad calls them his “cheetah legs” 😂#small guys. hes the tallest in the fam clocking in at 5'7. all of them have effortlessly huge shoulders and small everything else #his sister too shes built she lives in the same town as us so she comes over to use our benchpress and weights every now n then #she could throw me forsure. im from this lanky family my brothers are both like 6'5 im just average at 5'9 i wishh i broke the 6ft threshold #were like long lanky. stg im meant to wander i walk walk walk my sister dad and cousins are marathon runners #i dont know what im doing when im not travelling on my feets its everything to me. ive been compared to those classic bigfoot photos with #w his arms swangin bc i do walk like that each stride is 3 ft gotta take advantage of these stilts #there was this girl in my highschool i was fascinated w the way she walked she had negative three inches on me but each step was like #a mini lunge #and ya actually you get the bounciness going it works well #ive been described as a stomper which is true but its not cos im mad or whatever its like ice climbing you wanna make sure ur cleats sunk in #wavy lanky postural sway its a dance small steps are actually harder i lunge and correct.#being on a boat makes so much sense to me its just these movements and strong rooted feet w a swaying-to-the-enviroment everything else #damn. so this post was originally abt my awesome dog?

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be-good-to-bugs · 2 months

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i need to go to bed but i dont wannnaaaaa

#the bin #i work at 7am and its 1:23 am i have GOT to go to bad but ugh. if i go to bed then that means ill have to go to work as sokn as im conscious #so the longer i stay up the more time i have. but km gonna be so tired at work. hhhhh.#i dont know why but ive felt so horrible today. super anxious. miserable and really sad #im trying to just deal with it. soon enough things are gonna change. its only 34 days till my planned moving date. i will only bave like 20 #more shifts at this job. maybe less depending on what i get given. including tomorrows shift. and tomorrows shift is only 5 hours long #and the day after its only 4 hours and then i have 2 more days off. itll be ok. but i still feel so anxious and depressed and awful #i just wanna stay home and be high all the time. i feel so lonely always. literally the only thing that helps me not feel completely crushed #and paralyzed by how lonely i am is getting high. i know its not healthy to rely on getting high to feel better about stuff but idk what #else to do so who cares. when i dont do anything about it i i stead end up relapsing or worse so i think its an ok option #i hope i can meet nice people this year. year after year it doesnt happen but so much has changed!#it makes sense i havent met people since i moved out. and everything is so different from wwhen i last lived with them #all my siblings are in school. they have people over at the hair a fair bit afaik. my dad wont be there to me make feel awful. my sister #also wont be there to me me feel awful. i can figure something out. itll be ok. it has to be.#i just want to squeeze someone. i just want like. a hug. a good cuddle. and i need to talk to someone. its been so long since u had an actul #fun time hanging out with another person. i need to watch a movie with someone and joke around and. ugh.#how did my life reach this point? what happened that resulted in me spending ages 10-19 all alone. im not even 19 yet but i will be soon #and theres not a chance ill meet someone before then esp bc im moving. when i was little i didnt have mych friends but i had some #i had such high hopes for the future. i also thought the future would be terrible but i imagined id still have friends and peopwl to talk to #all ive wanted sincei was 10 is just to have people to talk to and hangout with. but i dont have a single friend. i can hardky name anyone #besides my family and coworkers. and like aa couple of my sisters friends. there isnt even like people i know who i dont really consider #friends but we talk sometimes. if i dont go to work. call my mom. or tex a sibling. i dont see or talk to anyone period #i guess unless i go to the store. that doenst really count tho.#i want to have a friends group. i want to have A friends. just like. a person. to interact with. what happened that made mw spend the past #8 years just not interacting with anyone? whats wrong with me.#its fine tho. becausebit will change. i acan heal from this and i can meet people. even if half my conscious life has been spent all alone #it will get better. it has to.

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tradingjackbs · 4 months

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It is annoying being told I need to get over the domestic violence committed against me and forgive the person who did it

Like I get she's my sister but I already did that once and all that happened was she fuckin tried it again later like ?????? I'm learning my lesson instead of risking it for the 3rd fuckin time. Goddamn I give her enough chances and eventually she is going to fucking kill me, and then what???

#on top of the other abuse i went through for years and years like im not doing that to myself anymore. im fucking done #im being so goddamn nice and not calling her out either. i should. she's on this goddamned web site.#i really am trying so fucking hard to be good #but at a certain point i need to think about my own survival first no???? not to mention my cats #my cats are fully dependent on me. i know no one else is looking out for them if i die #very personal posting but im tired. i just worked 5 nights in a row. and one of my stupid ass family members tried it again #and im fucking tired!! im fucking tired!! of!! it!!#and it extra fucking sucks bc a lot of our friends were mutual #so i dont have a goddamn person i can really vent to which is why im throwing this out into the ether #it's nice to see some justice for abuse victims out there but i know im not getting any and like. ive mostly made my peace #but i think i get to be angry sometimes. i think that's fair.#bc what happened to me sure as hell wasnt #delete later #i know a lot of those friends are trying to stay mutual too and it's like. listen. i know it's not your business #but i need you to understand there is not a both sides here. i didnt do anything that deserves what she did to me as far as im concerned #so no. i dont talk to a lot of those people anymore.#bc honestly i dont think i would stay friends with a person if i knew they'd tried to kill someone else multiple times. full stop

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the-unofficial-village-idiot · 5 months

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Thinking about the parallels of Prime showing C-137 the universe and Rick offering to do the same for BP

#god its like 'why did you do this' 'because i respect you' what if its the same with prime and c137 because prime says he and c137 were the #first two to invent portal travel do you think it was the opposite with prime and c137 like c137 wanted to quit science to become a full #time father and husband and like prime clearly didnt do that he abandoned his family to invent portal travel he couldnt see another version #of himself be so kind especially one who was so close c137 was wasted potential he knew c137 would never give up his family like he did so #he made him prime made c137 give up everything so he could be made in his own image and it fucking worked. but rick and bp? its the opposit #rick respected bp enough to fight for his cause with him despite his severe nihilism thats what it is he becomes like someone else but then #he hands out a very similar offer to see the universe but bp rejects him theres nothing on the table but their friendship but thats not eve #on the table bp forgives him he still says to call if he needs anything and rick just insaults him and leaves but theyre still friends #its insane the way it parallels rick would risk his life to kill prime who showed him infinity and would risk his life to save bp who he #offered infinity to #or maybe prime did all this for shits and giggles because he wanted to know what would happen #idk im tired i dont know why im writing an essay here #🛸🟢

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shithivemaggot · 6 months

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#i'm so bored and depressed i don't know what to do with myself #i hate being at home i hate that my house is always disgusting and i'm embarrassed to have people over #i hate that i don't have anyone to invite over #my family doesn't do anything together we just sit in our respective rooms and make passive aggressive comments to each other when we #pass each other in the kitchen or the hallway #i don't remember the last time my mother my stepdad and i went out to eat together #it makes me so sad #i hate them but i wish i could just have a relationship with my parents like everyone else does #having roommates who call their parents just to talk to them is so strange #being with a friend who goes out to watch movies and eat with their family is so strange #why dont i get any of that #im going to be so lonely this summer i just want to run away #i wish i was given a normal life with a family that loves me for who i am and not just what i can do for them and how i make them look #i wish i wasnt an extension of my mother and i wish i didnt have to try to fix her life mistakes by existing #i dont want to be here anymore i want to go back to college and stay there forever

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newspecies · 8 months

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hi. im normal about books. now everyone go read Lone Women by Victor LaValle

#rot.txt #personally i dont think it works super well as HORROR (despite being labeled as such on libby) but god its good.#okay spoilers now. the reeds being so performative makes me crazy #jerrine talks of women dressing as men to join a war but the moment she meets a “girl” dressed as a boy living as a boy she loses her mind #also from a writing perspective i liked how even after sam is outed the narrative still doesnt misgender him #hes still a boy. jerrine thinks hes a girl and put him in a dress but hes still a boy #the reeds being all “this town is a family!” but are so willing to slaughter all the people they dont want there at the drop of a hat #jack calling fiona a SLUR and barely realizing that its wrong. he only backs down because he knows fiona and bertie could beat him up #and like. him not stopping joab from killing delmus. the stranglers. they killed those wolfers without any proof of their crime #both of them put on this face of being perfect and kind but the moment theyre faced with something a little different they have to kill it #literally.#i was going to end it there but chapter 61 is making me abnormal. joab being faced with sam knowing this nine year olds mother #is being hanged in the building next door. so soon after strangling his brother and seeing his own mother die at the claws of a demon #and knowing his other brothers were picked off by the same demon. ough. and dont even get me started on elizabeth #im not done yet so i dont know but i was thinking elizabeth is a metaphor for disability being “shameful” to the family #and how family members face difficulty taking care of a disabled loved one and are blinded to said loved ones own struggles #adelaide does basically say this ^ to elizabeth. she was so caught up being angry about the isolation #that she didnt think about how elizabeth felt about the same thing but WORSE. at least adelaide had parents #elizabeth just had jailers #and yes elizabeth has killed and eaten several people (and horses) but what else can she do? what else has she been offered?#god. between the time i started this and now i finished the book LKDSJFDS #anyway its about adults failing children and the marginalized standing together and believing each other #the end was great. i loved how the Lone Women werent really alone at the end. they found a place to be happy and safe #as much as i like miserable endings this one was sweet. i liked it #i have more to say but these tags are long enough

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artisanalpeanutbutter · 9 months

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Obv don't answer if you didn't have a place inside to play

#poll #polls #tumblr polls #bc we called the room we played in the den and no one ever knows what im talking abt if i bring it up #it was a little room with a couch and TV and soft things we could bash our heads on #bc the living room couldnt really be childproofed and we didnt really use it except for entertaining company #like the tv moved to the living room when my mom moved her office into the den and we were old enough that we needed more space #but like we all hung out in the den together and thats where we played with friends and did puzzles qnd whatever #and would play games as a family in the den #like i would do proto-skype calls with my friends in there bc thats where the wii was #but i alwayd felt weird calling it the den around other ppl because no one else save my relatives seemed to use the word #& my parents would do take-home work in there while we played #we never used the living room

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xxlelaxx · 1 year

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I'm so over people making their problems someone else's problem. Listen buddy, you got issues, you take care of it. Don't make everyone else around you do it. Figure it out cause everyone else has to do that too <3

#ignore me #today has been a shit day and honestly i cant handle people anymore #we're not in the us you can get a diagnosis i do not care how hard it is or how much you struggle with asking for help #i do not care in the slightest. everyone else struggles with something so figure it out #but it is not my job to keep nursing feelies or doing double the work cause you just don't wanna be bothered with it #i hate this kind of thinking #i hate people who dont take responsibility for shit they do #first my dumb job fucks up and i have to wander threee hours in the cold just to find out that the kid isnt even at school #like you couldn have done one fucking phone call??? and then they say I'm so sorry it went like that???? what do you mean??? it didnt go #like that.. this was fully within your control and you fucked up AGAIN at least dont pretend otherwise #then my family as always messes up telling me stuff on time and planning anything in the slightest bit #like i do not give a fuck i gave you a week to figure out an approximate time slot.. i know it might be surprising but i am also a grown up #with responsibilities and i need to know if I'm gonna get home in the evening or not and how much waiting time i have cause then i might be #able to get some stuff done. i explained this a hundred times. i do not care. figure it out. its not my problem and honestly fuck off #if you need help go to the doctor you pay insurance for. it's not my fault you decide not to do anything about your issues #and my boyfriend has not been doing shit this week. i had to do the household alone again.#get a diagnosis or fix your behavior but its been years and I'm over it #we kicked out two people exactly for that kind of behavior and now you do the same???#do i look like your mom?? do you think I'll care??? if i have to keep asking you to do stuff for more than four months and you STILL dont #do them cause apparently you have the attention span of a fish and cant be bothered to put work into it it is not my problem #i dont care. potential adhd or depression are not a free out of jail card. figure it out. i had to do it too #i hate people so much #also what the fuck is wrong with people flirting on the job??? thats unprofessional and i do not care of youre cute. youre working #if i wanted to fucking get hit on i would go to the club or on dating sites not to the fucking bus driver #what the hell is wrong with people today????

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