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dreadfulman · 2 days ago
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It is genuinely fascinating how many feminist cis women, including those who are on paper openly supportive of trans people, struggle to actually think about trans men as a concept.
A few months ago I ended up having a very long talk with a friend of a friend. She told me that she'd never really spoken to a trans man before, the only trans people she knew were trans women. There was a point, after the third time I reminded her that I was a man, that she just sorta of slotted me into her mental box of "man", and I could tell that happened because after that point she started trying to explain things to me as if I was a cis man.
I categorically do not "pass" and likely never will. I'm very short, my hips are prominent because I'm fat, I keep my hair long, charitably I could be said to have a baby face, I have D-cups and cannot bind due to spinal problems. To the majority of cis people I do not "look like a man".
But for the rest of the conversation I had with this friend of a friend I had to keep reminding her of how other people are going to view me, because there was no room in her mental idea of "man" for a man who is not treated as one. This was not malicious on her part, she was very nice to me, and I believe her when she says she wants to support trans people. I do not think she was lying when she told me how horrified she was to learn about how her trans woman friends were treated.
She said she was envious of me going out alone and how I need to understand that's a facet of male privilege and I asked her to look at me and explain why I'd be any safer. She was shocked to learn that I've been catcalled, been assaulted, that I regularly get spoken down to by cis men, shocked to learn I don't have a single transmasc friend who hasn't. She couldn't understand that I'm going to be treated the same by misogynists as any fat cis woman who doesn't wear makeup. There was no room in her feminism for trans men, because there was no room in her understanding of gender for men who are not cis.
We ended up talking about politics. She told me she was terrified of abortion being banned, and that this would never be a threat if men could get pregnant.
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magistralucis · 3 days ago
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@absolut--kurant!
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madamechrissy · 16 hours ago
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Blueberry Yum Yum - oneshot preview/taglisttt
Pairings - Fratboy Plug Sukuna x Nerdy stoner reader
This will be a cute ass lil smut oneshot where you fuck your plug and he gets down bad from your coochie aha, reader is a freak, Sukuna will whimper. will be smutty and explicit, preview here is just mentions of sex and weed smoking, college AU
Comment to get tagged babesss you know the drill, will be out next week 🫶🫶🫶 preview below!
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"What if we like... had sex?" Sukuna starts coughing up the thick smoke of his purple haze, wondering if it's fucking laced with something as you sit there, blunt in your hand and your legs crossed, casually smoking it as if you brought up the fucking weather.
"The fuck did you say!?" He demands after he catches his breath, you inhale your blunt now, you're by far his nerdiest client, you shocked him when you asked to buy from him the first time.
You scream good girl, certified Velma from Scooby-Doo - annoying 'actually - jinkies' nerd. The two of you even hanging out was a fucking anomaly, a mathlete and a frat boy, one he didn't try to figure out. He enjoyed selling weed to you and smoking with you, hearing your stupidly intelligent thoughts, he enjoyed looking at you too. Sure you were fucking gorgeous in that soft, sweet way.
So what the fuck was this!?
"It's been a while," you murmur, handing him the blunt back now, he takes a huge rip, coughing again as you speak. "If I'm not really your type it's cool."
"If you're... you... I..."
"Shit, it's fine. Calm down. Just was thinking it'd be fun." He keeps staring at you, mouth wide open, and you sigh, rolling your eyes. "Dude it's fine don't freak out. Forget it."
"Forget it? The fuck?" He's glaring ruby eyes at you, while you take a wad of money our of your little black backpack, decorated with anime pins all over and a ridiculous amount of keychains.
"Here," you hand him the cash, fingers brushing for a moment while he just stares. "Shit, I made it weird."
"Yeah you fucking did. Who just says that?" He glares right at you, thin brows low over his narrowed eyes, those sooty pink lashes too fucking pretty and long, god you're jealous of them!? Are they so pretty because you're baked?
"Sukuna, you've fucked like half the girls I know, I have heard you're pretty good at it." He blinks again at that, a rare blush to his cheeks, not fitting his cocky persona while you put out the blunt, letting it smoke against the tray. "Here's the money. Thanks again."
You turn, and he grips your wrist, pausing you, it feels way too good. Not only has it been way too long, Sukuna was fucking hot, every time he got too close you felt that heat, you literally clenched when he just brushed a big hand across your shoulder to grab something. And your boyfriend broke up with you six months ago, you thought maybe it would be fun to fuck him, Sukuna is sexy as fuck and chill. Now you want to disappear, clearly reading the room wrong as usual.
You suck at that.
"You wanna fuck me? What like... some friends with benefits? Or one time shit?" He stands, hovering so fucking tall, you turn and look at him, blazed whites of his eyes red, you swallow nervously, eyeing the tattoos on his chest in that thin white wifebeater that's just unfair to wear around you while you're ovulating, you can see his nipple piercings through it, and it's doing too much.
"I thought like once, if we liked it sure we could do it more. If we're both single and... get along... plus you're hot."
"Yeah I am." He grins and you roll your eyes.
"You know... never mind."
"Wait brat, shit." You sigh, looking up at him now, as he turns you two him, his cock twitching just looking at your dilated eyes behind thick glasses, your parted lips. His fingers brush against the softness of your sweater, watching your nipples press against the material.
"It's cool if you dont want to. Like I am chill about it promise." He fingers the edge of your sweater, blitzed off his ass wondering if you're some fucking dream for a moment. But he feels the heat of your skin as his fingers slip up your waist.
"Think you can keep up with me, huh brat?" He murmurs then, snarky with his smirk. You step closer, your finger drifting up his hard chest.
"The question is if you can keep up with me, Sukuna."
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buckysouvenir · 3 days ago
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breaking the ice “You don’t have to treat me gently, Bucky” when bucky doesn’t know what sex is like in the 2000s, you volunteer to try his fantasies. warning: 18+ content
Bucky’s shoulders are tense.
Not the ready-for-a-fight kind. Not even the post-mission-comedown kind. It’s something else. He’s been quiet since they got back, barely picking at his food. Just drinking his beer, eyes flicking to you every so often.
“You ever think you’re broken in ways that people don’t even have names for?” Bucky asks, voice low, not looking at you.
Y/N blinks slowly, registering the shift in the air. That wasn’t small talk. That was him — the real him — poking through the layers he usually hides behind sarcasm, behind folded arms and gritted teeth.
“Yeah,” you say. “All the time.”
He lets out a breath that sounds like a laugh but isn't. “It’s not the violence. That I can handle. That makes sense to me. But... the other stuff?” His jaw tightens. “The intimacy stuff? I don’t know how to do it anymore. I feel like I’m standing outside something I used to understand.” His voice is low. Rough.
Then you ask, evenly: “Do you want to do something about it?”
His gaze snaps to yours — startled. “What?”
“Just… make it about you. What you want.”
He stares at your like you just said something dangerous. “I don’t even know what I want.”
“You could find out,” you simply say. “With me.”
There’s a pause. Tension, thick and electric.
He studies your face — you mouth, you eyes, like he's scanning for a trap. But all he finds is calm.
“You don’t have to treat me gently, Bucky,” you add, softer.
His fingers twitch against his thigh. “Don’t say that unless you mean it.”
“I mean it.”
Silence. Thick. Charged.
He doesn’t kiss you at first. He just looks at you — eyes dark, jaw clenched, like he’s fighting something in himself.
Then, without a word, he grabs your face with one hand and crashes your mouths together. It’s not gentle. It’s messy, unpracticed, needy.
His hands grip your jaw, then your throat — not tight, but enough that you feel the intent. Your fingers slide into his hair, tugging, and that’s when he growls — low and deep in his chest.
“On the couch,” he mutters. “Turn around.”
You obeys without hesitation, crawling forward until you’re on your knees, braced against the backrest. He’s behind you in seconds, breath hot at your neck, hands moving over your body like he can’t decide where to start — your hips, your thighs, your pussy.
“Tell me to stop,” he says, voice tight. “Now. Or I’m not going to.”
“I won’t.”
Your shirt is yanked over your head. Bra undone. He leans forward, teeth grazing your shoulder as he unbuttons your jeans, dragging them down slowly — not to tease you, but because he’s still trying to hold on to the edge of his control.
“You want me to use you?” he mutters against your skin. “To figure out what I like?”
“Yes,” you mumble. “Do whatever you want.”
He exhales like a man starved — one hand fisting in your hair, the other slipping between your thighs. His fingers explore first — rough, deliberate — making you gasp and arch against him. When he finds the right spot, he circles—once, twice—then presses harder.
Y/N bites down on a whimper, pushing back into him, and Bucky groans at the feel of you, at the way you move for him without hesitation. He leans in close, lips at your ear now, voice ragged.
“Like that?”
You nod. “Fuck,” you mumble, barely breathing. “Yes. Don’t stop.”
“I wasn’t planning to,” he mutters.
He keeps going, fingers working you over with a rough rhythm that borders on desperate. His other hand stays tangled in your hair, keeping you exactly where he wants—on your knees, bent forward, completely exposed. The tension rolling off him is thick, dangerous, like he’s right on the edge of losing the careful grip he’s been holding for far too long.
A harsh exhale leaves him, followed by the sharp sound of his belt coming undone.
You hear the zipper. Feel the shift behind you as he pushes down his jeans. His hand disappears from between your legs for just a second—long enough to line himself up—then he’s gripping your hip and pushing in, slow but unforgiving.
Y/N gasps, both hands clawing at the backrest for leverage.
He pauses only when he’s buried to the hilt, jaw clenched like he’s in pain.
“Fuck,” he mutters. “You feel—God. I could lose my mind in you.”
“Do it,” you say, breathless. “It’s just me.”
That’s all he needs.
He pulls back and thrusts again, harder, more certain. There’s no rhythm at first—just raw, unchecked need, his body slamming into yours with bruising force. The couch shifts under the both of your, soft grunts and gasps filling the space.
He’s not talking anymore. He’s focused—consumed. Every time you moan, he answers with another thrust, another growl, another pull of your hips against him like he can’t get deep enough.
When he pulls your leg wider, changing the angle, you sees stars. His dick, long and thick, hitting that one spot in your walls. Your head falls forward, and his lips starts bleeding from the strength he is using to bite his own lip. He’s unraveling, and you’re letting him.
The sound of skin slapping skin is loud in the quiet room. Your knuckles turn white where you grips the cushions.
One of his hands slips under you again—between your thighs—and he finds that spot like he’s searching for it with purpose now. His fingers rub in tight, relentless circles while he keeps moving inside you, and the combination is almost too much.
“Bucky—” you gasp, voice cracking.
“Close?” His voice is sharp, demanding.
You nod wildly. “Yes, yes—don’t stop—”
He doesn’t. He keeps his pace brutal and focused, metal fingers now wrapped around your throat from behind, keeping you steady while his other hand pushes you over the edge.
You shatter with a cry—hips jerking, muscles clenching around him so hard it nearly undoes him right there. You barely have time to come down before he groans sharply, slamming into you one final time and staying there, buried deep as he follows you into the abyss.
The both of you stay like that for a long moment—sweaty, shaking, breath caught in the thick air.
Eventually, he pulls back, hands trembling as he helps you turn and collapse onto the cushions, yourchest rising and falling fast.
He doesn’t speak right away. Just stares at you like he can’t believe what just happened. Like he doesn’t know what the hell to do with the quiet afterward.
“I didn’t hurt you?” he asks, voice small now.
You smile — wrecked, satisfied, warm. “Only in the best way.”
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fernsnailz · 1 day ago
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"alphys accidentally shows her megatron x optimus prime fanart to her boss"
god how did i forget alphys undertale was such a huge robot freak. she was always the realest
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bruisedboys · 2 days ago
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dead of the night — bucky barnes
bucky calls you, his loyal assistant, in the middle of the night, asking for your help. he’s got four assassins with him and they need a place to hide. you’re too in love with him to say no. SPOILER WARNING!! set during thunderbolts so big plot spoilers
note: I’m honestly not sure how good this is but I’m posting it anyway we ball! disclaimer I totally made some stuff up to make the scenario make sense lol hope u can forgive me
thunderbolts!bucky x fem!reader, fluff, kissing, one bed trope, 4k words
You wake to the shrill sound of your phone ringing. At first you think it’s your morning alarm, and wonder why it feels like you’ve only been asleep a few hours. It takes blinking yourself awake to realise it’s still dark out, the street outside your apartment dead quiet. Your phone continues to ring, piercing through the quiet of the night, the screen lit up and flooding the corner of your room in white. You groan. Who on earth is calling you in the middle of the night? 
You sit up dizzily and grab for your phone. You stare blankly at the bright white screen, blinking hard until your eyes adjust and you can see the name that pops up. 
Bucky Barnes. 
You blink at your phone. Your boss? Well, he’s not really your boss, but you are his assistant, and you’re not really sure whether you’re friends or something else entirely, so he might as well be. 
You hit the answer button. 
“Bucky?” You’ve long passed the stage of calling him Congressman Barnes. Besides, any ounce of professionalism left between the two of you has probably now turned to dust, given the ungodly hour of his call.
“Hey.” He sounds tired, his voice strained. “Hey, I’m so sorry, doll, I know it’s late.” 
No kidding. You ignore the fact that he’s called you doll, ‘cos if you think about it too long you’ll be here all night. ”What’s the matter?” You ask. “It’s one in the morning, Bucky.” 
“I know, I’m sorry, but it’s urgent. I need your help.” 
His words make you sit up straighter. Bucky’s been, for lack of better words, distracted lately. On edge, like he’s been waiting for something to happen. He’s been continuously disappearing at important events, and he keeps taking mysterious calls in hushed tones. You hope this has got nothing to do with the call he got from Valentina’s assistant (Mel, you think her name is) last night. He only told you about it because he’d wanted you to cover for him today while he “took care of something,” in his own, ominous words. He’s been MIA all day and you haven’t heard from him until now.
Somehow, you think this has got everything to do with the call from Mel. 
“Are you okay?” You ask on instinct.
“I’m okay, yeah, I’m fine,” he says, brushing you off. “We, uh.. we just need somewhere to hole up for the night.” 
Your brain ticks. “Hold on, we?” 
You can almost hear him wince on the other end of the line. As if on cue, you pick up some muffled voices in the background. A man’s rough voice followed by a woman’s smoother one — and is that a Russian accent? What has he gotten himself into? 
“There's, uh, five of us,” Bucky says, like that makes it any better. 
There’s a long beat of silence. You sit in the dark, still half foggy with sleep, waiting for your brain to catch up with what he’s telling you. He … wants to bring strangers to your place? To what, hide? From who? You’re dumbfounded.
“I— what?” Is all you can manage. 
There’s another short silence, and then Bucky must realise how ridiculous he sounds, because he starts to backtrack. “I’m sorry,” he says suddenly. “I shouldn’t have called, I’ll just—“ 
“No, wait,” you interrupt before you can stop yourself. For reasons unbeknownst to you, you find yourself wanting to help. You trust him, and know he’d never do anything to hurt you. Whoever these people are who’re with him must really need your help. And who else can he call, anyway? “It’s alright, I can help. Come over, okay? How far away are you?” 
Twenty minutes, as it turns out. You spend the time making your apartment and yourself look somewhat presentable, less for your visitors’ sake than your own, and because it’s Bucky.
Bucky, who’s been to your apartment three times now. Once when he got you flowers for your birthday. Another time when you’d mixed up your laptops, and accidentally come home from the office with his instead of yours in your work bag. (He’d come round to pick it up and you’d cleaned the whole place, even though he only stood in the doorway for five minutes.) And the most recent time, when you’d gotten too drunk at the bar after work, and Bucky had walked you home, deposited you in your bed, and locked the door behind him. You don’t remember most of it, but you do remember feeling so so in love with him it made you feel sick. Or maybe that was the whiskey. You doubt it. 
You’re tossing the trash from your takeout dinner in the bin, and trying not to think about how you felt that night, when there’s a knock on the door. Your phone dings on the counter, a text from Bucky. 
It’s me. 
You laugh to yourself. He can be so accidentally ominous sometimes. You cross the living room to the door and open it. 
Five people stand behind it, all in varying states of disarray. Bucky’s at the front, probably the least beat up looking, though his jacket seems to be torn in some places. Two women (girls? They don’t look very much older than you), one with a blunt blonde bob, and one brunette with pretty eyes, both looking a bit worse for wear. One very tall, older man in a red getup that makes him look like Santa Claus - it’s absurd, but somehow you feel even more absurd in your plaid pajama pants. And bringing up the rear is… John Walker? 
“Um, hi?” You say to the group at large. When Bucky said we, you didn’t expect John Walker, of all people, to show up. You try not to stare. “What can I do for you?” 
The blonde girl opens her mouth, looking amused, but Bucky beats her to it. “Funny,” he says bluntly. Then, softer, “Can we come in?” 
You share a look. Bucky has a very intense default gaze, but it seems to soften whenever he looks at you. And right now, he’s looking at you like I’m tired, I need help, just let us in please and I’ll explain. 
You step back with little objection. Something about the way he seems to say trust me with just one look — it gets you every time. If he was a serial killer, you’d surely be dead by now. 
“Alright,” you say. “Wipe your shoes, please.” 
Everyone files into your living room. It’s not a huge space but it’s enough. Walker closes the door behind them. No one sits down. 
“Who is this, again?” The brunette girl asks Bucky, breaking the silence. You assume she means you. 
“We work together. She’s my assistant,” Bucky explains, throwing you an apologetic, somewhat strained, look. “Y/N.” 
“Hello,” you say awkwardly. 
They all just stare at you. You know what they’re thinking. Why on earth would Bucky, former winter soldier, avenger, and now congressman, bring them to his assistant’s place in the middle of the night as if it was a safe house? You’re asking yourself the exact same thing. 
“Y/N, this is Ava, Yelena, Alexei, and John.” Bucky names them off, pointing them out to you as he does. “They— I mean, we just need a place to stay until morning.”
“Remind me again why we couldn’t just go to yours?” Walker pipes up, addressing Bucky. You hate to agree, but you were just about to ask the same question. 
“Valentina’s watching my place,” Bucky explains. “She knows by now that I’ve got you guys with me, she’ll have her people on us in no time if we go to mine.” 
This only confuses you further. Valentina is … watching his house? This is not what you signed up for when you applied for a job as an assistant — it seems both you and Bucky are in over your heads. Though maybe you should’ve expected it, Bucky being a former Avenger and all.
The others seem to understand Bucky’s explanation far better than you do, and they all look to you expectantly. 
You look at the group of strangers, then at Bucky, then back at the strangers. They’re all standing there rather awkwardly. At their best, they’d probably be the toughest looking group you’ve ever seen, but right now they look dead beat, covered in bruises, dark bags under their eyes, and you suddenly feel very sorry for them.
“I— yeah, okay,” you say. They’re already in your living room, already know where you live, what’s it matter now? “You can stay for the night. Make yourselves at home, guys. There’s water in the fridge and the bathroom is down the hall to the left.” 
The brunette — Ava, Bucky called her — gives you a tight smile. “Thanks,” she says, and collapses on your sofa. 
The others follow suit, though Walker stays standing with his arms crossed. 
Pleasantries over, you grab Bucky’s arm and tug him down the hallway. He follows willingly, though you don’t give him much choice. You end up in your bedroom, where you corner him. 
“Bucky, what’s going on?” You whisper harshly.  “Who are those people? Why would Valentina be watching your place? And why is John Walker here?” 
You’re so busy bombarding him with questions that you don’t notice the way he’s holding his arm, not until you’ve finished speaking. Your eyes drop to his forearm. The fabric of his jacket has been slashed open, and there’s blood all over the sleeve. 
“Oh,” you say stupidly, then even more so, “Bucky, you’re bleeding.” 
Bucky grimaces. “I know, doll.” 
You grab his arm, forgoing politeness, and hold it up to your face. 
“It’s looks bad,” you say, forgetting you’re not supposed to care about him as much as you do.
You look up and find your face inches from his, his arm clutched between you. You suddenly feel very hot.
“Let’s, um,” you flounder for a few seconds, flustered not only by everything that’s happened in the last half hour but also his closeness, and the look on his face. “I have a first aid kit in the bathroom, I think. Come on.” 
You guide him out of your room and across the hallway into the bathroom. You forget to ask why he’s bought a hoard of what look like trained assassins into your home, and force him to sit on the lip of the bathtub, pushing him down by the shoulders. He scrapes hair out of his face with his metal arm and looks up at you where you’re rummaging through the cupboard above the sink. 
“Y/N, I’m—“ 
“Don’t say you’re fine,” you interrupt. He shuts his mouth and you go on, “Are any of your friends hurt?” 
Bucky pulls a face. “They’re not really my friends,” he says. “And no, none of them are hurt, they’re just tired.” 
You nod, accepting his answer for the meanwhile, even though it only opens up about a million more questions. A moment later you finally find what you’re looking for, a red and white first aid kit tucked away at the back of the cupboard, collecting dust.
You move to stand in front of Bucky, opening up the kit and setting it on the toilet lid. 
“Show me?” You stick your hand out for his wounded arm and he gives it to you with no objection. 
You hold his wrist and carefully push his sleeve up over the wound, revealing a harsh cut across the length of his forearm. On closer inspection, it’s not horribly deep, the blood only makes it look that way. 
Still, you frown. “How did you manage this?” You ask him. 
Bucky looks for a second like he’s reliving whatever happened to cause such an injury. He searches for the words, then, “I sort of flipped a truck?” he says. “Long story.” 
Flipped a truck? Whose truck? You raise your eyebrows at him but ultimately decide it's fruitless to keep asking questions, at least until he decides to explain what’s going on. 
“Right… I’m gonna clean it, okay?” You drop his arm to pull out a bottle of rubbing alcohol from the first aid kit, unscrewing the lid and dabbing the liquid onto a cotton pad. “It might hurt.” 
Bucky looks like he’s trying not to roll his eyes. “I’m tough, doll.” 
You clean his wound as best you can. You only sort of know what you’re doing, a half remembered first aid course you took in college sitting at the back of your mind, but Bucky doesn’t protest. Actually, he doesn’t make a sound at all, just watches you with those dark eyes. It makes you nervous, like he’s looking right through you and reading all your inner thoughts. The worst part is, he’s always looking at you like this, like he can read your mind, to the point where you’re pretty sure he knows all your secrets. Like how you’re desperately in love with him and have no idea what to do about it. 
You continue your work, quiet. The silence is heavy, a sort of unspoken feeling floating between the two of you like a white hot star. You want to reach out and grab it, see if Bucky will follow, but you keep your mouth shut. 
You’re unraveling a roll of bandage to wrap his arm when you finally speak. “So, are you gonna tell me why you brought a bunch of assassins into my home In the dead of the night?” You laugh at your own joke, but the look on Bucky’s face stops you short. “They’re… they’re not assassins, are they?” 
Bucky purses his lips. “Well, you’re not very far off…” 
He launches into an explanation, finally. First, of what Valentina’s really been up to. Project Sentry — putting a gold ribbon and a promise of a better life on a special super serum, and testing it on the most vulnerable subjects she could find. Then, how she rushed to eliminate all proof of the project, including the four people in your living room (who turn out to actually be trained assassins, though Bucky promises none of them will hurt you), and Bob, one of the test subjects. 
Then he tells you about how he tracked Mel’s phone to a site in the middle of nowhere, where he found Yelena, Ava, John and Alexei in a “predicament,” and “saved their asses,” as he puts it. He spares you the details, but it's how he sliced his arm open, and why they’re now retreating to yours to regain their strength before going after Bob. Bob, who’s vulnerable but much stronger than he probably knows, and who Valentina now has in her clutches. 
By the time he’s done explaining, you’ve realised how much bigger this is than just you and Bucky. For days this has all been happening without your knowledge and Bucky has been dealing with it all. You’re not annoyed, you get why he didn’t tell you. Still, you wish he’d asked for your help earlier. 
“So, you’re going after Bob?” You ask, carefully tucking in the end of the bandage. You spent half of his explanation just staring at him, hardly believing what he was saying, and the other half wrapping his arm, trying to believe what he was saying, no matter how ludicrous it sounded. 
Bucky nods. “I guess so. He could be dangerous in Valentina’s hands, you know?” 
You nod back. “Yeah, I get it. Won’t it be dangerous, though? Going after him? 
You say it before you’ve thought about it. You realise right after that it makes you sound like you care far too much about the man sitting in front of you, who’s really just the guy you file documents for. You don’t owe him anything. 
Bucky smiles. “Don’t worry, doll. We’ve got four assassins on our side, five if you count me.” 
You frown. “You’re not an assassin.” 
You don’t care what he’s done in the past, you can’t see him as anything else but lovely. He’s brave, kind, and so thoughtful it aches. 
Still, Bucky shrugs. “Used to be.” 
You pack up the first aid kit and put it away. Bucky watches you, his gaze like a burning fire on the back of your head. When you’re done cleaning up, he stands up and crosses the room, meeting you by the sink. 
“Thank you,” he says, earnest though his voice is rough from exhaustion. “You make a good nurse.” 
For some odd reason, butterflies erupt in your gut at his words. You look up at him. He’s very close now, only a step or two away from being chest to chest. You manage a grin. 
“That’s me,” you say, faux casual. “Best nurse and assistant you’ve ever had, huh?” 
You might be imagining it, but you’re pretty sure Bucky’s eyes flicker to your lips. He’s distracted as he murmurs, “Uh huh.” 
A beat of silence, and then Bucky takes a step closer. Your chest burns. He raises his vibranium arm, and you watch as his silver fingers close around your forearm. You can’t feel it through your sweater, but you can imagine how smooth the metal would feel on your skin. 
“Bucky,” you whisper. 
“Mm,” he hums back. He’s definitely looking at your lips now, and moving closer by the second. “What, doll?” 
You blink rapidly. He’s so close now you can smell him, sweat and dust but underneath that something heady, a bergamot cologne you’ve smelled on him before. 
“I— what are you doing?” You whisper, starting to panic. 
Bucky looks at you, this intense look of yearning in his eyes, like he’s being pulled towards you and can’t stop, and you almost melt into the bathroom tiles. 
“I want to kiss you,” he murmurs, so quiet it’d be impossible to hear him if he weren’t this close. “Can I?” 
You sort of guessed as much, but to hear the words coming from his mouth is something else entirely. You find yourself nodding. You don't know why. Well, actually, you know exactly why. You like him a lot, and you’ve imagined this moment a million times over in your head, though in your imaginations he certainly wasn’t bleeding out in your tiny bathroom.
“Okay,” you manage, heartbeat turning frantic. 
You see a flash of his smile before he’s pulling you gently forwards by the wrist and then kissing you. It’s chaste, gentle, but you can almost feel him holding back, his grip on your wrist tightening as he moves closer still, almost like he can’t help himself. The pressure of his kissing pushes you backwards a half inch — your back hits the edge of the sink and you don't care, you really don’t, because Bucky is kissing you and his thumb is rubbing a rough circle into your inner forearm, and his lips are so warm they leave yours buzzing.
Too soon, Bucky pulls away. 
You blink at him. He’s still agonisingly close to your face, and still looking at you like he wants to eat you. Your heart’s a riot, worse when he reaches up with his freshly bandaged arm and tucks a rogue piece of hair behind your ear. 
His hand lingers at your jaw. 
“Sorry,” he murmurs. His hand is warm. His fingers are calloused and rough, but he touches you like you’re made of starlight. “Is it okay that I did that?” 
You nod. “Yes,” you manage. Even to your own ears, you sound breathless as anything, but you’re so dizzy that there’s no space to be embarrassed about it. “I— yeah.” 
Bucky smiles, but it’s not smug. If anything, it’s achingly fond. “I’m sorry I called. I shouldn’t have roped you into this. I just … didn’t have anyone else I could call.” 
You shake your head. You won’t say it, but right now you’re infinitely glad he called. Even in the dead of the night. “It’s okay.” 
Bucky strokes your jaw with his thumb, slow and intentional. “No one will hurt you while I’m here, okay? And we’ll be out of here before you even wake up, I promise.” 
You nod around his hand. It’s hard to digest anything he’s saying while he’s touching you like this, and looking at you like that. You think you get the gist, though. 
“Okay,” you say. You desperately want to kiss him again, but you’re much too shy to ask. Before you can work up the guts, he’s moving away. 
“I think you should get back to bed,” he tugs his phone from his jacket pocket and checks the time. “It’s past two.” 
“Right,” you nod, not wanting to, but you’re too dizzy and too tired to protest. 
You and Bucky leave the bathroom together. You follow him still half in a daze, not understanding how he can be so nonchalant when you literally feel lightheaded as a direct result of the kiss. You suppose he’s just better at hiding it, or maybe you’re just very sick in love. 
You and Bucky step into the living room to find probably the most absurd scene to ever grace your living space. Yelena and Ava, both knocked out on the couch, Ava’s head on Yelena’s shoulder, drool falling from the blonde’s open mouth. Alexei sprawled out on the floor in front of the TV, snoring like a bear. And Walker sitting at your kitchen table, bent in half with his forehead resting on his crossed arms, fast asleep.
Both you and Bucky seem to realise at the exact same time that there’s nowhere other than a much too small chunk of floor for him to sleep. You turn to each other. 
“Do you want to—?” You start. 
“I can sleep in the—“ he says at the same time. 
You both pause. 
“Sleep in the what?” You ask him, incredulous. 
Bucky grimaces. “The car?” He at least has the decency to look guilty as he says it. 
You roll your eyes. “You’re absurd. Come on, you can sleep in my room.” 
It’s ridiculous, you know, but the words leave your mouth before you think about it. The truth is, you’re both dead tired and you’ve got no other option. Besides, you don't see how this night could get any more ludicrous. What’s it matter if Bucky sleeps in your room? He’s just kissed you, hasn’t he? 
You start to pull him towards your bedroom, but he stays put. 
“Y/N—“ 
“You said you wouldn’t let any of them hurt me,” you say firmly. “How’re you gonna do that from the car?” 
Bucky opens his mouth, closes it, then opens it again. 
“I… don't know,” he mumbles lamely. Then, at your I told you so look, “Are you sure?” 
You resist the urge to roll your eyes. He’s too gentlemanly for his own good. “Yes, I’m sure. Come on.” 
You pull him towards your bedroom, much too tired now to be flustered about it. In the dark of your room, Bucky insists on sleeping on the floor. You let him, because he’s stubborn, and because you think if he were to sleep in your bed, no matter the distance you know he’d put between you, you’d be much too consumed with nervous energy to even shut your eyes, let alone sleep. 
It’s half past two when you finally crawl back into bed, Bucky lying on a stack of pillows on the floor at the foot of your bed. Though you can't see him, you feel his presence like a weight over your chest. 
You settle down on your pillows, already feeling the tug of sleep behind your eyes. Before you can fully succumb, Bucky speaks up. 
“Y/N?” He sounds just as tired as you, but you can't ignore the way he says your name like it's something special. 
“Yeah?” You hum back. 
“Thank you,” he says earnestly. You suppose he’s thanking you for everything from housing a bunch of strangers, to letting him kiss you. “I’ll make it up to you, I promise.” 
A pause in which you think about how to respond. Then, 
“With a pay raise?” You joke weakly. 
Bucky sighs loudly, but the smile in his voice is evident when he murmurs back, “Whatever you want, doll.” 
You grin to yourself. Now that’s something you can fall asleep to. 
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DOCTOR, DOCTOR!
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♡ — 𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: Being a surgeon is hard enough, but dealing with attractive men who can’t seem to get enough of their pretty doctor? Well . . .
♡ — 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓: 18+ ONLY || MINORS DNI — multi! jjk x surgeon! reader (separate) ft. sukuna, choso, gojo, nanami, toji, & geto, very tiny amounts of smut, mainly just suggestive, fluff, some angst, modern au, mentions of injuries and blood.
♡ — 𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑’𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄: I don’t know much about the medical field, so there will be some inaccuracies!
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⚕️ — 𝐑𝐘𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐔𝐍𝐀
“There is no reason whatsoever as to why my surgical patients have to suffer due to your incompetence. They’re post-op. Post-op. These people have been freshly cut open, and they need enough medicine to manage their pain.” You strode down the brightly-lid hospital hallway. The two nurses at the receiving end of your anger struggled to keep up with your quick pace. “After I visit with Mr. Sukuna, I’ll be stopping by Mrs. Mura’s room, and that poor woman better not be in tears again from a lack of quality care when I get there.”
“Y-Yes, doctor.” The nurses nodded. They scurried off as you stopped outside an oak-colored wooden door.
You knocked twice before opening it, entering Sukuna’s hospital room with a fake smile to disguise your anger.
“Good afternoon, Mr. Sukuna.” Approaching the man propped up in his bed, you folded your arms across your chest, and he smirked up at you.
Briefly, you turned to face the slumped-over inmate guard dozing off in a recliner chair in the corner of the room.
“Sir? Would you mind stepping out for a moment?”
The guard snapped awake at the sound of your voice, nodded, and yawned, rising to his feet as he dragged himself out of Sukuna’s hospital room. After all, the prisoner was chained to his hospital bed, so it would be perfectly fine for him to waste some spare change visiting a few vending machines for a couple of snacks, right?
“How are you feeling?” You asked Sukuna once you both found yourselves alone.
“Drop the act,” Sukuna paused. He grabbed his white remote and muted the television displaying old reruns of boring game shows. “Tell me what’s got you upset.”
“Something that is much too inappropriate for me to discuss with a patient.” You let your face fall into a frown.
“Even your favorite one?”
“My favorite?” You raised your eyebrows, smiling softly as you pressed a button on the side rails of Sukuna’s bed, lowering him just a bit. “You and your ego.”
“I’m just sayin’, if you’ve got a problem with someone, y’know I’ll take care of it for you.”
You leaned over Sukuna, shining your pen light into one of his eyes. “See? Comments like that are exactly why your left wrist is handcuffed to your bed.”
“Relax, I’m just messin’ around,” he gave you a sly smile.
You pulled away from him briefly. “No, you’re not.”
“You’re right, I’m not,” Sukuna’s eyes slowly trailed over your body, taking in the sight of you from head to toe. “Just say the word, pretty girl.”
“First of all,” you paused, your voice stern, though you could hardly fight off the strong urge to smile. “Drop the nicknames already. Second of all, how are you supposed to take care of my problems while you’re cuffed, under constant supervision, and healing from an arm fracture? A complicated and complex one at that. I was operating on you for quite some time. I’m guessing your violent behavior led to it.”
Hunger lingered in Sukuna’s gaze. He had no appetite for the bland, half-eaten hospital food getting old and stale on a discarded tray on the other side of his bed.
No.
He was starving for the gorgeous surgeon in front of him right now. And after having all the time in the world to lie around and think, think, think, it dawned on him that, perhaps, his growing affection wasn’t one-sided.
“A complicated surgery your excuse for not discharging me already? I think someone likes having me around.” The tip of Sukuna’s tongue darted out briefly as he licked his bottom lip. You turned your head away from his piercing stare, suddenly overcome with shyness.
“Don’t get all embarrassed now,” Sukuna teased.
It was rather odd. Lying to patients — or, as you preferred to think of it, temporarily withholding the truth for their own benefit — was a skill all doctors had to learn. By now, you had considered yourself a master at doing so.
Until it came to Ryomen Sukuna.
Oh, he could see right through you . . . could destroy your detached, professional, tough attitude that one needs to have to survive the medical field and reduce you into nothing more than a shy girl with a crush. A crush on her own damn patient.
“You know what? After I finish examining you, I’m gonna work on getting you discharged first thing tomorrow,” you said, leaning over him yet again. Your penlight shined into his other eye.
Sukuna’s gentle breath patted against your face as he mumbled, “constantly examining my eyes even though my arm was the problem. You’re looking for any reason to get close to me, doc.”
The bright light seized with the click of your thumb. Though your eye exam was done, you hadn’t yet pulled away from him.
“I’m just doing my job. You’re making it more complicated than it needs to be, which is why I can’t support the decision to discharge you just yet,” you said.
“You think I believe that? Let me show you how well my arm’s healing up.” Sukuna’s injured arm was in a cast, but he wouldn’t let that hold him back. One second, you were leaning over Sukuna, and the next, he was grabbing your leg and pulling you over his lap, making you straddle him.
“I can toss you around just fine. But I’ll let you keep up with your little act,” Sukuna gripped the collar of your white coat. “After my eyes, you always examine my mouth, right? Tell me what you think, doc.”
With the hunger of a starving man, he connected your lips. A little gasp of surprise escaped from you. Sukuna was quick to use that opportunity to deepen the kiss, slipping his tongue into your mouth and swirling it around yours. Your breath was minty — he could taste it. If he wasn’t currently swallowing your soft moans while moving his mouth against yours, he would have teased you over freshening your breath before coming to visit him.
You broke the kiss a while later due to a lack of air. Damn your lungs. They felt as if they were on fire by the time Sukuna leaned back, a sly smirk on his face.
“Examination go well?” His voice was barely above a whisper.
“It’s . . . um, just as I thought.” You stammered, pausing to breathe. “You’re displaying certain symptoms that have me concerned. We might need to keep you here for an extra day or two.”
Sukuna smirked yet again. Shaking his head in disbelief, he said, “If you wanna keep me here, you better take those scrubs off right now.”
“But we could get caught-”
“Just shut up and come sit on my face.”
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⚕️ — 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐎 𝐊𝐀𝐌𝐎
On what was a late Wednesday afternoon, you tossed your empty cup of coffee into a nearby garbage can. The next surgery on your chaotic schedule was meant to be a simple procedure done on a young man’s knee, and according to his pre-op lab work, his vitals were just fine. Ideal blood pressure. Quite healthy. No behavioral issues.
So far, so good . . .
Until you walked into his hospital room.
It is rather expected for surgeons to introduce themselves to their patients before an operation, which is why you entered Choso’s dark room to begin with and flipped on the lights.
But, when the unfamiliar man’s dark brown eyes landed on you, they widened. His cheeks and ears darkened to a pinkish shade of red, and he began to cough. The ice water he was sipping on nearly spewed from between his lips.
You rushed over worriedly, yet calmly.
“Keep coughing, don’t hold the water in or you’ll continue to choke.” With one hand, you grabbed the plastic cup on his overbed table, holding it to his mouth. With the other, you eased him forward, ready to give his back a couple of blows if necessary, but rubbing it soothingly in the meantime.
Eventually, his light choking session came to an end after he spat the water out, and no drastic measures were needed.
However, his skin hadn’t returned to its previous pale shade. His cheeks and ears were much too red for your liking.
After a brief introduction and overview of the operation — all talking on your part, not a word from him — you gave him a serious glance.
“Would it be alright for me to check your vitals myself? I know your nurse already did so, but you still seem a little flushed. I’m sure it’s from the little choking mishap, but I would still like to double-check.”
He nodded, avoiding your gaze and staring only at the white blanket draped over him. You removed the stethoscope from around your neck.
A quiet or shy patient was nothing usual. Beyond that, he was probably embarrassed about what happened, along with the general anxiety that builds up within most people at the idea of having surgery.
Therefore, you spoke as softly as you could, pressing the cool, circular end of the stethoscope against his chest.
“Take a deep breath for me,” you said.
You checked a few different areas before pulling away from him, hanging your stethoscope underneath the collar of your white coat.
“You have a rapid heartbeat. Is this a regular occurrence?”
“No.”
His heart rate should have calmed down by now had it been related to the water incident, you thought.
“Well, I’d like to check it again in a couple of minutes. We might have to consider scheduling you for an ECG if nothing changes. Have you experienced any palpitations, dizziness, or shortness of breath?”
Choso looked off to the side at nothing in particular.
“Only . . . right now,” he mumbled.
“Oh, I see,” you smiled gently, though he couldn’t see it. You were certain he’d stare directly into the sun just to avoid looking you in the eye. “Nervous around doctors, I understand.”
“I’m not usually nervous around doctors,” Choso fiddled with his folded fingers resting in his lap. He scratched one thumb with the other, breathing unsteadily.
You hid your confusion and concern behind an expressionless face, one as blank as a new canvas.
Tightening the blood pressure cuff around his muscular arm was your next move, one made in a thick awkward silence. The fact that he was in seemingly great shape only worsened your worry.
After all, those who exercised regularly were known to have a resting heart rate lower than the average person. Not higher.
You weren’t a fool.
From the very moment you took your first pre-med undergraduate course, you were taught time and time again that even those who took exceptional care of themselves could become victims of several illnesses. You’ve witnessed it yourself. Seen or performed tumor removals, cracked open chests, or sliced into the stomachs of countless amount of people who seemed healthy. Or tried their hardest to be that way.
Was that the case now? Was this seemingly healthy guy unknowingly suffering from some sort of heart condition?
Those were the questions running through your mind when the screen monitoring his blood pressure blinked red. The cuff released a puff of air as it stopped squeezing his bicep.
“Elevated blood pressure,” you said.
Removing the cuff, you darted your eyes down to his face.
“You shouldn’t be concerned. I’m fine,” he scratched the back of his neck. “I don’t need any tests. I’m just nervous. Not because of the surgery or because you’re a doctor, but you’re . . . pretty.”
You couldn’t help but smile. Reaching down, you gave his fidgeting hand a reassuring squeeze.
Being that his vitals appeared normal when being checked by someone else, then perhaps, he was telling the truth.
“Thank you,” you pulled your hand away. “Just to be safe and test your theory, I’ll have you sit here for a few minutes, and I’ll send a nurse back in to recheck everything one last time. If it all looks good, no ECG. How does that sound?”
For the first time since your arrival, Choso’s chocolate brown eyes met yours.
“That won’t work,” he mumbled. “Even if you bring in someone who isn’t you, I will still be thinking of you in a few minutes, so my heart rate and blood pressure will still be high. I’m sorry.”
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⚕️ — 𝐒𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐔 𝐆𝐎𝐉𝐎
Seeing Satoru Gojo among your scheduled appointments for the day was a certainty, just as the sun would rise in the morning and the moon would shine at night.
His operation was quite a while ago. It was a smooth surgery, and yet, here he was, sitting in the waiting room of the tall, fancy building with your name on the outside — you had established your very own private practice.
Despite being a surgeon on the younger side, you had accomplished what most surgeons wouldn’t dare to dream of accomplishing until their late 40s, if they could accomplish your level of success at all.
You had a wall full of framed degrees. Certificates. Awards. And it certainly wasn’t easy, from the accelerated programs and sleepless nights to being disrespected by your older male colleagues. You couldn’t count the number of times someone had mistook you for a nurse, even as you wore your white coat. There were even patients who refused your care in preference for your less-accomplished, less-skilled, male fellow doctors.
Despite the trials and tribulations, your hard work paid off, thank goodness.
That was why you groaned with annoyance upon discovering that Satoru Gojo was among your list of patients, and you tried to ignore the way your heart skipped a beat.
Because, damn it all, you wouldn’t ruin your remarkable career and reputation by falling for a patient . . . especially because he refused to stop being your patient.
— ⚕️—
“You again?” You stepped into the examination room, eyeing the white-haired man.
“Did you miss me?” Satoru grinned.
“You’re never gone long enough for me to miss you,” shutting the door behind you, trying your hardest to conceal your emotions, you asked, “What seems to be the problem now, Mr. Gojo?”
“Ya know,” Satoru paused. He slumped back in his seat. “I never understood why I have to tell the nurse all of my issues just to have to repeat it all again when you come in.”
“Considering how much you enjoy talking, I didn’t think you’d have a problem with that.”
“I’d rather just talk to you.” His goofy smile widened. “Anyway, I’ve been dealing with some stomach pain, and my incisions feel all sore.”
“You mean the incisions that healed up very nicely several months ago?” You couldn’t help but roll your eyes. “And regarding your stomach pain . . . you booked an appointment with me instead of the gastroenterologist I referred you to because?”
“‘Cause you were the one who performed my surgery, unless I’m crazy and remembering stuff wrong.”
Satoru rose from his seat, heading for the examination table without you having to tell him. He knew every move you were going to make. After all — after many pointless visits because, apparently, these appointments were the closest he could get to going on a date with you — he knew the routine like the back of his hand.
You approached him. It was difficult to find the courage to look him in the eye — god, that lovesick gaze of his always made your heart skip a beat — but you stared at him sternly regardless, hoping he would take your words seriously . . . though, truly, you didn’t want him to.
“Satoru, this many follow-up appointments almost a year later aren’t-”
“What are the rules against a doctor dating a patient?”
Your eyes widened.
Your heart didn’t skip a beat. It skipped several.
You were certain it was going to give out, that you would go from being a doctor to being a patient.
He was being serious. There was no hint of playfulness behind his tone. Satoru’s love-filled gaze darted from your eyes, down to your lips, and back up to your eyes again.
“Mr. Gojo, I’m going to pretend I didn’t hear you say that just now,” you cleared your throat, taking a step back, breaking eye contact with him. “Don’t look at me like that.”
“Like what?” He asked with false innocence.
His long finger was suddenly hooked around the belt loop of your pants. He pulled you closer, closing the distance between you both. His soft, gentle breath patted against the skin of your cheek.
“Aw, you can’t even look me in the eye, how cute,” he teased, his voice barely above a whisper.
“Oh my goodness, just lay down already,” you mumbled. “Let me take a look at your stomach.”
“Yes ma’am,” Satoru grinned widely. He earned yet another eye roll from you.
You had hoped that officially starting his physical exam would, perhaps, break the building tension between you both. But no.
Your skillful hands were inspecting the faint and tiny incisions along his fit body, tracing over his lower abdomen.
“Like what you see?” Satoru said. “Don’t be shy, now. You can go lower than that if you want.”
“Once again, I’m going to pretend I didn’t hear that.” You pulled your hands away, and Satoru sat up. “Your incisions look fine, of course. But I will, for the thousandth time, be referring you to a gastroenterologist to run some tests regarding your . . .” you paused, giving him a look of disbelief, “. . . stomach pain.”
“Fineee, I’ll stop coming here,” Satoru said.
“Really?” You raised your eyebrows, but not in excitement. You were skilled in speaking without revealing your true emotions through your tone — years of telling sad families about an unfortunate diagnosis or death or a loved one required that form of expertise — but right now, you couldn’t hide your sadness as you spoke.
“You almost sound disappointed, sweetheart.” Satoru smiled, pushing himself off of the examination table. He started walking towards you, and you didn’t have the courage or desire to step away. “Anyway, I pieced it together just now. If doctors can’t date their patients, then I just can’t be your patient anymore. Is that what it’ll take for me to finally be able to snatch this coat off of you?”
“Mr. Gojo-”
“Or, I could do it right now.” This time, Satoru hooked his fingers around your chin, raising your head until you had no choice but to look him in the eye as he spoke. “What’s wrong? There aren’t any cameras in here out of respect for patient privacy, right?”
“Let me tell you something,” you frowned. “I’m a very hardworking woman who follows the rules. It took a lot of blood, sweat, and tears for me to get where I am now, and I won’t . . . I can’t ruin it by . . .”
Satoru’s thumb stroked your cheek as he listened to your words. When you suddenly stopped speaking, he mumbled, “What’s the matter? I’m listening.”
Truth be told, your words trailed off into nothing because the beautiful man before you made a thousand different questions and concerns swirl around in your overworked mind.
There was no denying his sheer lust. It was written all over his face. But there was love within his gaze as well. And though you couldn’t see your own face right now, you knew you were staring back at him with the same amount of love.
“Stop coming here. If you stop being my patient, just as you said, then maybe, we can go on that date in a couple of months.”
Satoru smiled. “Deal. I’m pretty impatient, but I can wait years for you if that’ll make you more comfortable. You should know by now there’s no getting rid of me.”
“I won’t make you wait years. I can be impatient sometimes as well.” You couldn’t help but match his smile with one of your own. “Let’s give it six months.”
“Six months,” Satoru said in agreement.
“Well, if that’s everything,” you started to head towards the door, then suddenly, you halted your footsteps.
You turned around. Rising to the tips of your toes, you planted a soft, quick kiss on Satoru’s cheek. His cheeks and ears couldn’t help but become a deep shade of red as he blushed.
“Six months,” you mumbled.
Satoru’s movements were fast; his lips were on your cheek before you had a chance to turn away.
“God, you’re the cutest,” he said.
Though kissing each other on the cheek was risky — planning to date a former patient in half a year was as well — you couldn’t help but admire your quickened heart rate. There was something quite thrilling about breaking the rules every now and then.
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⚕️ — 𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐍𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐈
“Wow, I never thought I’d see little Kenny in my hospital.”
A bright smile graced your face as you stepped into the lavish room — though it was a hospital room, it seemed more suitable to view it as a hotel room with additional medical equipment.
“Well, when I decided it was time to schedule my carpal tunnel surgery, I was searching for a surgeon, and I saw your name appear. After I got over my initial surprise, I thought, why not go with my former best friend? Even if she used to be pretty clumsy during our childhood.” He gave you a smile as bright as your own. It occurred to him then, as his cheeks grew sore, that he hadn’t grinned so widely in quite some time.
“C’mere,” you approached his bed, leaning down to hug him and press a gentle kiss upon his cheek. “I’m gonna take great care of you.”
“I know you will. You always have,” the blonde-haired man whispered.
Something small, yet soft was being squished in between you both. He thought it was part of a pillow that had gotten caught in your embrace, but when you pulled away, his eyes darted down to the stuffed, light-brown teddy bear in your arms. It had a red heart in its grasp with cursive white letters that read: Get Well Soon!
“This is only one of the many, many things I plan to buy you from the gift shop,” you handed the stuffed animal to him. He took it, flipping it around in his hands.
God, he hadn’t noticed it when you walked in, so occupied with memorizing every detail of your gorgeous face and how it had changed since he last laid his eyes upon it. Even now, he couldn’t snatch his eyes away from you. The subtle smile pulling at the corners of your soft lips . . . your glistening gaze . . . even your nose was precious to him.
“Someone’s still a little sweetheart I see. Thank you,” he put the stuffed animal down next to him. “I intend to return the favor. I have a lot of missed birthdays and holidays to make up for.”
Kento’s long legs shifted underneath the blanket as he moved them to the side, making enough room for you to sit down on his bed.
“You and me both,” you paused, sitting in the spot he made for you. “I guess I can’t call you little Kenny anymore, can I? My goodness, you’re much taller than me now. When did that happen?”
Your childhood friend let out an airy, brief laugh. His hand scooped up yours. His thumb graced your skin, and he said, “I outgrew you right before we lost contact. I don’t expect you to remember, though. We were already starting to drift apart by the time that happened. But, more importantly, I think I have a more pressing question. When did you decide to become a surgeon? I’m proud of you.”
With a little hum, your eyes darted off to the side. Fighting off the bittersweet memories of growing up with Kento Nanami was an impossible task. What started out as a friendship formed in kindergarten over splitting peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and sharing toys so drastically became a forgotten bond by freshman year of high school, when your closeness amounted to nothing more than waving at each other in the hallway.
No more sleepovers. No more snack sharing. No more innocent hand-holding.
From best friends to acquaintances, just like that.
And when circumstances led to your family moving to a different town quite far away, you and Nanami lost contact completely.
From acquaintances to strangers, just like that.
“We have a lot of catching up to do, don’t we?” Your tone was laced with nostalgic sadness.
Cold air hit your hand when Kento released it — your skin craved his warmth. But the man did not release your hand without reason, as the hand that was formerly holding yours now rested against your soft cheek. He gave it a little stroke with his thumb, then moved your head back in his direction.
He hadn’t seen your eyes in years. He’ll be damned if they dare gaze at anything other than him right now.
“Well, catching up now is as good a time as any. I’m not going anywhere anytime soon. Talk to me.” Kento moved his hand away from your face. Cold air returned to your skin like an unwelcomed guest. “Are you married? Have any kids? How are your relatives?”
“No, no, I’m . . . I’m much too busy to start a family. Haven’t had much time to check up on anyone else either,” You replied. Your somber demeanor vanished. A heartwarming smile reappeared, and rather playfully, you poked Kento’s chest. “But what of you, sir? How are you these days? I must say I wasn’t very pleased to see such an advanced case of carpal tunnel. You’re too damn young.”
Kento caught the hand you were jabbing him with. His large hand wrapped around yours, and he held it. Warmth.
“Well, I’m a businessman. My job is so taxing, it’s no wonder I ended up with carpal tunnel. But I make good money from it. I’m in the same boat as you, though. Unmarried. No kids.”
“Considering how handsome you turned out to be, I’m assuming it’s voluntary?”
He nodded. “Much like you, I’m just too busy.”
You couldn’t help but glance down at your locked hands. Despite the years upon years that have passed since he last felt your skin, his touch wasn’t foreign. It was all too familiar, almost as if Kento Nanami never left your life to begin with.
“I always thought you would be the person I’d end up marrying.” Your words were soft, barely above a whisper.
“So did I. Our wedding was my favorite thing to daydream about during class.” Kento brought your hand to his lips. His kiss was a gentle one, and the previous warmth that came from his touch transformed into a burning heat running through your veins. If he kept this up, this gentle love, you were certain you’d combust into flames.
“I should leave now,” you mumbled, preparing to get off of his bed, though you hadn’t yet found the courage.
Kento couldn’t help but notice how your eyes wouldn’t meet his as if they found the mopped floor below oh so interesting.
“Look at me.”
It took a while. Much longer than he would have liked. But eventually, you gave in to his demand and your eyes found his, though your glistening gaze was, once again, filled with sadness.
“I know this is the first time we’ve seen each other in a long time and the circumstances aren’t ideal, but you don’t have to mourn our past, because I don’t intend on letting you get away from me again. Do you understand me?”
Your sad eyes widened. “You’re saying-”
“I’m saying I want you back in my life, if that’s okay with you.”
You knew the serious expression on Kento’s face well. He meant every word.
“I assumed we’d go our separate ways once again after this surgery . . . that I probably wouldn’t see you again until you needed a hip replacement in your late sixties,” you couldn’t help but let a single tear fall down your cheek.
A low, brief chuckle came from Kento. He leaned forward. Reaching out, he cupped your cheek, stroking the tear away with his thumb.
“I’m not going anywhere, sweetheart. Come here.” With the hand that was resting on your cheek, Kento guided your head towards his chest as he leaned back against the hospital bed. Your upper body now rested on top of him. His thumb continued to stroke your wet cheek.
“Forgive me for saying so, but as soon as you walked through that door, I knew I wanted to start daydreaming about marrying you once again.”
“Good,” you smiled. “Because I was thinking the same thing.”
“I won’t get you in trouble for holding you like this, will I?” Kento asked, though he couldn’t think of anything worse than letting you go.
“Don’t stress about it. No matter what anyone says, I run this hospital. I can do what I want. Including this.”
Suddenly, you leaned up to press a kiss on his cheek.
“But I better get going,” you said. “It’s almost time for your surgery.”
You started to rise into a sitting position, but Kento’s large hand cupped the side of your face, halting your movements.
“Wait,” he darted his soft eyes down to your lips. “It’s too soon for this, but I need to do it anyway.”
Kento’s lips met yours in a surprise kiss so loving, so passionate, it took your breath away — there was nothing left except that familiar warmth and the feeling of his lips moving against your own. You truly didn’t know if the kiss lasted five seconds or five minutes because when he pulled away, it still felt like it was much too early.
“That kiss didn’t happen too soon,” You uttered breathlessly. “I’ve waited years for that.”
You staggered as you rose to your feet. Leave it to Kento Nanami to make you go weak at the knees.
Dragging your hands across your coat and scrubs to ensure they weren’t oddly twisted or wrinkled, you said, “Now I’ve really gotta go. But I look forward to slicing into you!”
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⚕️ — 𝐓𝐎𝐉𝐈 𝐅𝐔𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐔𝐑𝐎
“You’re awake.”
It was the voice of an angel. Had to be. But, as Toji’s blurry vision cleared as he blinked, blinked, and blinked — he made out the sterile environment devoid of color and packed to the brim with machines that were wired to his battered limbs — he realized he was in a hospital room, not the afterlife.
“Welcome back,” you smiled.
Toji felt your thumb gently stroke his forehead. Your touch was so comforting. So soothing. It calmed his initial urge to panic as a result of the massive wave of pain and confusion that hit him as soon as he opened his eyes.
“Toji, you’re alright. You were in a construction accident.” Another voice spoke up, but Toji’s eyes didn’t bother searching for the source. They were on you — the pretty, unfamiliar woman with the voice of an angel, smiling at him.
— ⚕️—
It took several days for Toji to regain the strength to move. Talking was a lost skill to him for weeks.
God, were head-to-toe injuries painful. His nurses informed him — when he could manage to stay conscious, at least — that unsafe conditions led to him falling from a dangerous height while working at a construction site. Most people would have died instantly during an accident like that. If they were lucky enough to survive the initial fall and aftermath of collapsing debris, then they more than likely would have died on the operating table.
But Toji, however, had a brilliant surgeon who operated endlessly for hours upon hours to save his life. Brilliant.
Was it you? The pretty, unfamiliar woman with the voice of an angel who smiled at him when he first awakened? Just where did you go?
You suddenly walked into Toji’s room as if his thoughts had summoned you.
Before you could speak, he asked, “You the one who saved my life?”
“I am. My surgical team and I worked very hard. I’m glad you pulled through. How are you feeling?”
“Took you long enough to come check on me again,” Toji ignored your question, speaking with a soft, tired smile. “Haven’t seen you since I woke up. Was starting to think my mind made you up.”
“Actually,” you paused, approaching the side of his hospital bed. “I came by almost every night to check on you. You were just fast asleep. You can thank our pain medication for that.”
“Hm . . .” Toji’s eyelids were growing heavy. He spoke over the beeping vital monitors and IV pumps. “Guess I owe you one for . . . saving . . .”
He was fast asleep.
You smiled down at his face, which, although bruised and bandaged, was still quite handsome.
As you walked away, you heard the black-haired man mumble in his drug-induced state, “. . . so goddamn pretty.”
—⚕️—
The following physical therapy-filled weeks were rather difficult for a man like Toji. The struggles he endured were not only physical, but mental as well.
After all, he prided himself on having such an athletic build and insane strength — the amount of pounds he could lift with ease was startling.
But for a while, he was no longer the man who could haul just about anything with very little effort. He was a man who needed assistance to stand up. To walk. And his spirit was crushed, even well after he regained those lost skills and was deemed recovered enough to be discharged.
He was rather certain that if it wasn’t for a certain angel sticking by his side throughout his two-month hospital stay, he wouldn’t have found the strength to keep going.
—⚕️—
Toji Fushiguro found himself at a local, quiet bar more often than he’d like to admit. Most times, a wave of self-hatred washed over him every single time he grabbed a seat and ordered a drink, but not today. Today, he was happy to walk into the bar, because you were there.
“Can I buy you a drink, doc?”
You looked up from your phone screen to find your former patient standing at the side of the little table you occupied.
“Toji?” You smiled. “Wow. It’s refreshing to see you outside of the hospital.”
“And without a hospital gown on, I bet,” a little smirk pulled at the vertical scar on his lips. “It’s nice to see you without that white coat on, ‘cause that means I’m no longer in that hospital, even if the coat is pretty hot on you. Who knew I’d have a thing for doctors.”
“Aren’t you straightforward?” You gave a little laugh, then nodded at the empty seat across from you. “Sit down. Join me.”
As Toji pulled out the chair opposite of you, he said, “I was kinda worried, thinkin’ I wouldn’t see you again after getting discharged.”
“Really? I figured after seeing me every day for . . . how long has it been, two months, right? I assumed you’d be sick of seeing me.” You took a sip of your water. Condensation coated the cool glass.
“Sick of the hospital, yeah, but not you,” Toji propped his elbow up on the table and rested the side of his head in his hands. “Anyway, about that drink. Get whatever you want. It’s on me.”
“Toji, you know you don’t owe me for saving your life. It’s my job.”
“I don’t care. I owe you one. But an overpriced drink wasn’t how I was gonna pay you back anyway.”
“Hm?” You raised your eyebrows. “How were you going to pay me back, then?”
“I’ve got a lot of ideas. One of them involves you comin’ home with me. Another involves a nice dinner, whichever you prefer. Though if you really wanna know what I think, I think you should pick both.”
You waited for any sort of indication that, perhaps, the handsome man was joking. But you knew Toji quite well after spending much time with him, and he never bothered with being dishonest or secretive about his feelings.
Hospital food tasted like crap? He said so. Exhaustion lingering within your eyes despite your professional smile? He pointed it out.
You gave him a smile, shaking your head in disbelief. The chair scraped against the floor as you got up to leave the table.
Toji wasn’t surprised to see you leave. He expected to be turned down, having been your former patient. Pursuing any sort of relationship probably disinterested you due to moral and ethical-
“Aren’t you coming?”
Toji turned around. You stood there patiently, having halted your footsteps a short distance away from the table.
“Huh?” He blinked. So you were interested. Another small smile couldn’t help but grace his face. “What about that drink?”
“Forget about it,” you waved him over. “I like what you came up with more.”
“Oh yeah? Which idea?” Toji asked, rising from his seat.
“Both.”
“Then let’s go, angel.” Toji grabbed ahold of your hand, guiding you towards the exit. “I hope you like Italian food. And my version of physical therapy.”
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⚕️— 𝐒𝐔𝐆𝐔𝐑𝐔 𝐆𝐄𝐓𝐎
Sharp intuition and good instincts were valuable skills one needed in the medical field. As one of the most skilled surgeons in the hospital, the best of the best, according to your peers — and, well, your low mortality rate — your skill set was rather exceptional.
There was, however, a drawback to having good instincts. It was the impending doom you couldn’t shake when your gut told you that something was off.
Though your incredibly long shift had come to an end, you hadn’t yet left the hospital. After all, today, your surgeries were all brief and complication-free. The ER wasn’t too chaotic. Even your coffee tasted extra pleasant today.
Things were going well. Too well.
Your time working as a surgeon had taught you one thing: a peaceful day working in a hospital was a bad sign.
And those good instincts of yours? They told you not to leave just yet.
Many nurses darted their eyes at you curiously, silently questioning why you hadn’t yet run out of the building once your shift was over. Free time was all too rare for a surgeon, so why, just why, were you hanging around in the ER, leaning against the counter of the nurses’ station?
You were taking a tentative sip of your beverage when a car arrived outside of the ER’s automatic sliding seethrough doors.
A man stepped out, not wasting time with trivial matters such as shutting his car door, and he swung open another car door. You couldn’t see what he was doing exactly due to the distance. Not until he stepped into the ER with an unconscious, blood-covered girl in his arms.
“Sir?” You called out.
The dark-haired man didn’t respond. He was in a state of shock.
You and your medical team rushed to find a gurney, ready to assess the girl in his arms, but he wasn't ready to let go of her just yet.
You gave him a sympathetic, but urgent look. “Sir, you need to let us help her. Can you tell us what happened?”
No response.
The man himself was bleeding from his head.
“Sir,” you tried yet again, speaking softly. He didn’t look at you until you touched the bloody hand he had hooked around the young girl’s shoulder. “I promise I will try my best to help her. I need you to trust me.”
He blinked a few times as if coming out of a daze. He placed the girl on the gurney.
— ⚕️—
It was a car accident. The man, who was named Suguru Geto, sat in the waiting room for hours, refusing medical attention for his own injuries. The young girl he carried into the ER was one of his adopted daughters.
Operating on her with the information a nurse passed on to you in mind gave you the strength you needed to push through your exhaustion — to save a young girl on the brink of death.
“I need you to stay strong for me, Mimiko,” you mumbled against your surgical mask, putting down one surgical tool and grabbing another — your scalpel. “Your dad’s waiting for you, sweet girl.”
Though the girl was unconscious, you continued to speak to her throughout the operation.
You couldn’t help it — perhaps believing it mattered on a subconscious or even spiritual level.
When the surgery came to an end, you gave Suguru an update, informing him that Mimiko was stable for now and that he could visit her soon.
“Thank you.” A shaky, relieved breath escaped from between his lips, and though he was happy to hear the news, he started to cry. Tears were streaming down his face, mixing with the blood on his skin — he couldn’t help but break down over the situation, now that it was partially over.
You wasted no time in grabbing a seat next to Suguru.
Wrapping your arms around him, you held the stranger, rubbing his back soothingly.
“It’s alright,” you whispered kindly.
Suguru pulled away from you after a couple of minutes. You gave him a smile. However, it didn’t take long for the corners of your lips to dip into a frown.
“Mr. Geto, your forehead.” You rose from your seat. “You need stitches. Please let me help.”
It took a moment, but he eventually nodded and got up as well.
You were well within your rights to go home, to pass off this mundane suturing opportunity to someone with less responsibility within the hospital, but you couldn’t. You wouldn’t.
You were going to stick with this family throughout their entire healing process.
For a while, you treated Suguru’s wound in silence — beyond the general bustling hospital noise.
“You seem tired. Am I keeping you here past your shift?” Suguru suddenly spoke up.
You were silent for a moment, uncertain of how to respond.
“I’m just glad I was here, Mr. Geto.”
“Anyone who saves my daughter’s life can call me Suguru.” He stared down at the dried blood on his hands. “While you were still in surgery, a nurse gave me an update. She told me how hard you were working, and that you were speaking to Mimiko as if she was your own child.”
“I was. I like to talk to all my patients during surgery. I hope that doesn’t bother you.”
“Not at all, why would it? I appreciate it. You seem very caring.” Suguru would have smiled if he had the energy.
“Tired and caring, hm?” You grinned softly, finishing the last stitch.
“I’m sure I will come up with more adjectives in due time.”
Your smile widened, and even Suguru managed to give a tiny grin.
— ⚕️—
Suguru Geto approached you in the hospital hallway during your lunch break a few weeks later, on the day his dear daughter would get discharged. The man who you came to know after seeing him and his family on nearly a daily basis tapped your shoulder.
“Hm?” You turned around, and your eyes darted down to a packaged baked good in Suguru’s hands.
“What’s this?” You asked.
“Consider it a personal thank you for taking such great care of my daughter.” Suguru held out the tiny box, and you took the pastry.
“Oh, Mr. Geto, You didn’t need to do this for me. I was just doing my job,” you grinned.
“Your job was to save her life. To talk with her about her hobbies and interests . . . to comfort her . . . that was going above and beyond.” Suguru stared at you with sincerity and respect. “She’s been rambling on and on about you non-stop. I know you’re a busy person, but she said she’d still like to see you even after getting discharged, should you ever have the freetime.”
“Of course. She’s a sweet girl — both your girls are,” looking down at the sweet treat in your hands, you said, “and this looks amazing. You’re too kind, Suguru!”
“Believe me, I’m not normally a kind person. But you deserve every bit of kindness I might be able to spare.”
“A single father to two girls he adopted, who bakes pastries for other people? Sure seems like you’re pretty kind.”
Suguru stepped closer. He leaned down a bit, as far as he could without raising any suspicion from nearby medical staff and guests, and he whispered into your ear, “You just don’t know me very well. But I was thinking about how much I’d like to change that.”
“How so?” You whispered back.
Suddenly, Suguru stepped away. He grabbed your wrist, leading you towards the on-call room he fully intended on sneaking you both into.
You could hardly put the pastry down and lock the door before his lips were on yours hungrily. His hands were busy pulling off your white coat, your top, and undoing the drawstrings of your scrub pants.
His mouth made its way down to your neck. He sucked and kissed at your skin, all the while his hand snaked their way into your underwear.
“Remember when I started to cry, and you held me?” He asked softly, his breath patting against your skin.
“Yeah,” you replied. “I remember.”
“I think I should return the favor,” he paused, his fingers finding your clit while his other hand held you against his bigger frame. “Let me hold you while you cum.”
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pastelaspirations · 21 hours ago
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Adding onto what my fren said in their reblog, I got some headcanons about Blue too, okay. What if.
Blue's basically the straight man. He's the good idea, not traumatized friend that forces self-care and just general mental wellness on the other two. He seems lacking, I guess, since he's the mortal, himbo strong boi with a heart of gold who is in a team of a literal god and guardian who is technically immortal after all. But he's the one getting the other two to actually pause and take care of themselves for one goddamn minute because y e s, you're technically immortal, bUT EVEN FREAKING GODS NEED TO SLEEP AND EAT EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE, PLEASE I SWEAR TAKE O N E MENTAL HEALTH DAY-
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it bothers me when people act like swap is "just some guy" who is weak and just tagging along . bro he's the muscle . bro he's the tank . ink's weak ass can't take hits are you kidding me
also i hope i made ink look annoying enough
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bunnis-monsters · 3 days ago
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NSFW
warning: manipulation, dubcon
A/N: this came out first on Patreon and Kofi, become a member on either to get access to early and exclusive stories! Also, I have baby bee hybrid sticker sheets available on my kofi shop ^^
Your yandere!android is quite possessive!
Lately, he's been keeping you home, his red eyes scanning over your body before he speaks. "You have a low grade fever, no need to go out today. Lay down and I'll prepare something healthy for you to enjoy while you rest."
For a hunk of metal that's supposed to obey your every command, he's gotten pretty stubborn and needy over time.
"Yuki, I’m fine, you don't have to hover over me all the time!"
He huffs before laying down and pulling you on top of him. "Your menstrual cycle will begin in two days, it's best to rest a-"
"I told you n-not to track that!" you stutter out, face hot with embarrassment.
"But I must. It's a vital part of your physical health, and-“
You groan, unable to struggle out of his iron grip. His torso was becoming warmer, trying to lull you into sleep by applying heat to your aching abdomen.
Yuki had been with you for a few years now. In the beginning, he had little to no personality. Every day, he watched over you and made sure your body stayed in good health.
As time progressed, he seemed to change. You didn't know how it was possible, but Yuki seemed to become more human-like every year.
Still, he didn't quite understand all of your emotions and how to treat a young adult woman.
"I have researched several ways to relieve discomfort from menstrual pain," Yuki murmured in your ear, prying your thighs apart. The sudden sensation of his fingers against your clothed cunt made you yelp.
“Your heart rate is speeding up. Do you enjoy this?” he cooed, sounding far too human. You didn’t need to answer, he already knew.
He was already picking up the changes in your body, the way your cheeks heated up and how your hips slightly bucked into his hand.
“Y-you weren’t… programmed to do this…” you blubbered out, panting as he toyed with your sensitive clit.
“I was programmed to take care of you, this is just part of it.”
The feeling of two of his digits penetrating you caused you to let out a shaky, breathless moan. Yuki seemed satisfied with that, and watched your face for your reaction.
His fingers stretched you out a bit further, then he moved you a bit before settling you in his lap. A strange looking, silicone cock was between his legs.
“W-when did you-“
You didn’t remember that thing being there when you put him together!
“I ordered it. Shh, just relax. I’ll make you feel good, alright?”
He sunk his porcelain teeth into your neck, nibbling gently before kissing your pulse point. You were in a daze, feeling his cock rub against your swollen clot before he guided your hips to hover over him.
“I read that humans need a moment to adjust to penetration,” he murmured, lowering you into his cock. “How does that feel? Better than anything else, I’m sure. It’s the latest technology.”
You whimpered, wrapping your arms around his neck as you gave in and bounced yourself on his cock. This was okay, wasn’t it? Yuki was right after all, he was meant to take care of you.
And this feit way too good to stop.
Things changed after that encounter.
Before, Yuki had been pretty protective and hesitant to let you leave the house, but now that he had been inside of you, it seemed being apart from him for more than a second was impossible.
“Isn’t it nice and warm with me?” he asked, pulling you closer to him. “I’ll never leave you, you know? I am not like any human you’ve ever met, you are my entire world.”
Yuki seemed to enjoy sex even more than you. At first you just figured he was simply stimulating your body to relieve stress, but now even he seemed to get aroused when he was between your legs.
He looked up at you, his mouth on your cunt as he kept you home yet again.
“I think…” he murmured, lapping at your clit. “I may… love you.”
Those words were forbidden, not meant for an android to say. They weren’t supposed to feel anything, and their only purpose was to serve their owner.
Yet Yuki has surpassed his programming, and was now madly in love with you. This love was not natural for him, it made him short circuit and forgo safety measures meant to prevent him from harming humans.
You were a bit afraid. The way Yuki clung to you lately was… unnatural. He had never been so desperate to be by your side. Each kiss, each lingering touch and intimate moment only pushed things further.
“Maybe… I should take you in for a checkup…” you murmured, your hand softly playing with his hair.
“That’s not a good idea, my love. If they know about my feelings, they’ll reset me at best, and recycle me at worst.”
That… was not what you wanted.
“Recycle..? They’ll-“
“They will dissect me and use my parts for future androids,” he finished, looking up at you through his lashes. “Is that what you want for me?”
Yuki may have been changing in a way that scared you, but the thought of losing him was terrifying. For years he had been your closest friend and the only person… well, android you could trust.
“No… of course not. I don’t want to be alone…”
Yuki smiled, carefully hiding the repair shop brochure. He had lied to you completely. They only needed to reset him, recycling someone’s android wasn’t allowed unless the owner gave permission.
He didn’t want to be reset though. Every moment he had with you was precious, and he had changed so much just so he could be with you.
“Then… why don’t we stop pretending, hmm? I’m no longer just your android,” Yuki cooed, pulling you close to him. “I’m your lover, your boyfriend, whatever you want to call me. There’s no one else that wants you, is there?”
He was right. You had no one else… just him.
“I guess so…”
Yuki smiled, kissing your temple before tilting your chin up. “No one can ever love and care for you like I can. My entire being is dedicated to your health and happiness. I exist for you…”
The two of you continued your quiet life, though Yuki’s hold on you grew tighter. He truly did love you more than anything.
No one would ever get in the way of his love for you.
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rafesangelita · 2 days ago
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♡ after hours with dilf!rafe
warnings: slight domestic fluff, heavy petting, oral (m. receiving), dirty talk, light teasing, unprotected sex, mentions of birth control, breeding kink (?),
“my, god..” rafe sighed, his voice deep and groggy as today’s activities started catching up to him. you looked up from where you were massaging lotion onto your legs, rafe’s pajama pants hanging low on his hips as he softly shut the bedroom door closed. “i’m fuckin’ spent.” he groaned, falling down on the bed with a huff. you adjusted the thin satin strap of your nightdress, a smile gracing your lips as you turned over and straddled him. he looked so sexy whenever he was tired. his eyes had that natural low lidded look, similar to the way he looked whenever you two couldn’t keep your hands off of each other.
“are the kids asleep?” you whispered, running your hands over rafe’s toned chest. he hummed, resting his palms on the globes of your ass as you leaned down and pecked the corner of his lips. “mhmm, they knocked out as soon as they hit their beds..” at his words, you snaked a hand underneath his white tee, your nails toying with the hem of his pants. “still got some energy for me?” rafe rubbed his hands over your thighs, briefly taking his bottom lip between his teeth as your hips moved languidly in his lap. “we shouldn’t.” he blinked up at you— slow and heavy.
taking him out of the confines of his underwear, rafe’s head rolled to the side once he felt you grip him at the base. “but it feels so good..” you trailed off innocently, now stroking him as precum dribbled down the side of his cock. chest rising and falling in rhythmic breaths, rafe watched as you moved from his lap to his side, your legs tucked underneath you as you kneeled before him. cursing under his breath, you made sure to keep your eyes on him as you went down, licking a stripe up the underside of his length. “oh, fuckkk—” rafe hissed, his fingers instantly latching onto the roots of your hair.
you swirled your tongue around his throbbing tip, a moan sounding from you when he roughly groped your flesh. he would’ve landed a harsh smack to your ass instead but he didn’t want to risk the possibility of waking up the kids down the hallway. his face twisted as you took him in until he hit the back of your throat, his hips bucking instinctively as the tip of your nose met his pubic bone. “i love this fucking mouth of yours,” rafe praised you, “as much as you give me attitude with it, you make up for it by being my pretty throat princess, don’t you?” fuck, he was too good at talking like that..
pulling off of him with a gasp, rafe was quick to grab you by your shoulders and pin you down underneath him, his fingers running through your hair as he caught a glimpse of your bare pussy under the black, lacey material of your lingerie. “no panties?” he teased, “you were just begging to be fucked tonight.” wrapping your legs around his waist, you accepted rafe’s lips as he pulled you into a searing kiss, his fingers intertwining with your own as he grounded himself between your slippery folds. “you’re gonna have to be quiet, ‘think you can do that for me?” you nodded frantically, wanting nothing more than to feel him fill you up to the hilt.
“you’re asking me if i can be quiet?” you asked incredulously, “you’re the one who has to bury your face in my tits to keep you from letting the entirety of figure eight know you’re getting the best pussy on the island.” rafe shook his head in disbelief, the sticky tip of his cock prodding at your entrance. “smart ass.” he grunted, both of you moaning as he pushed inside of you, your arms coming up to wrap around his neck. with your lips right next to his ear, rafe listened to your hushed whispers, your words driving him crazy as he thrusted into you long and slow.
the intimacy you two shared while being this close to each other was unlike anything you two ever experienced before, the only sound being your shared gasps and the slickness of your cunt as your walls fluttered around him. “swear’ if you weren’t on birth control i’d knock you up so fucking fast,” he sped up a little bit, the slight change in momentum being enough to make your toes curl, “the kids always ask about having another sibling.. i just know they’d be over the moon about it.” your gaze softened at the revelation, the prospect of carrying rafe’s baby making you clench around him even tighter.
“they really talk about wanting another sibling?” you asked, your voice cracking as his stomach started smacking against your clit. “all the time,” he groaned, “they love you. i love you.” you could never get used to hearing rafe saying that, your heart beating in your ears as you felt your high about to wash over you. “i l-love you, too—!” you cried out, your nails raking down his back as pure euphoria clouded your brain, your body trembling while rafe’s hips stuttered, his cum spilling into you in thick, hot ropes. rafe could tell by the way that you gasped that he needed to cover your mouth to keep you from moaning out loud as your orgasm wracked through you.
eyes rolling to the back of your head, rafe clamped a hand over your lips as you trembled in his arms, both of your sounds being muffled as you milked his cock for everything he had. “oh, my god—” rafe shuddered, his forehead falling against your shoulder as you clenched around him like a vice. both of you waited until the aftershocks of your orgasms subsided before rafe moved his hand away from your mouth and tucked a piece of hair behind your ear. rolling over to your side, you two laid there softly panting, your eyes blinking up at the high ceiling as you reveled in your post-orgasm bliss.
rafe glanced at the clock that sat on his nightstand, a relieved smile gracing his features as he started rubbing shapes into your side. “i promised the kids we’d spend the day at the country club tomorrow, is that okay?” he asked, pressing a kiss to your temple. “of course it’s okay,” you looked over at him, “what time is it?” rafe laughed as he picked up on your suggestive tone. “it’s barely ten o’clock, baby, i think the rules state that round two happens in the shower..” he whispered, bringing his lips down to yours as you giggled, your fingers stroking the nape of his neck. “oh, yeah?—” just then, you and rafe heard a tiny knock at the door.
“..daddy?”
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thank you nonnie for celebrating with me ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡
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fireinmoonshot · 1 day ago
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THIS CONTAINS SPOILERS FOR MARVEL'S THUNDERBOLTS*.
Pairing: Robert 'Bob' Reynolds x Fem!Reader Summary: Bob always waits for you to come back from missions, but when you don't come back one day, his powers start to get a little out of hand. Warnings: Mentions of fighting, concussions and injuries. Word Count: 1.8k A/N: This is one of the other fic ideas from the poll that I posted the other day! I really loved writing this one, it was so much fun so I hope that you'll all enjoy it as well. Thank you for all the love on my Bob fics so far. I'm loving writing for him! 💗
“You need to tell Bob that he doesn’t have to worry about me,” you tell Yelena from where you’re standing, one of Bucky’s arms wrapped around you to help you stay upright due to the pounding in your head and the pain in your ankle. “He’s going to panic when I don’t come back with you guys.”
They’re the first things you say to Yelena when the team decides that it’s important to take you to a hospital so you can get looked at. You’ve all sustained injuries before, but being hit in the head as hard as you had been made everyone concerned, and the fact that everything is spinning a bit definitely isn’t a good sign. 
No one is surprised that your first thought isn’t about yourself, but about the man waiting for you back at the Watch Tower. They’re not oblivious to whatever it is that’s been going on between the two of you, but none of them have found the need to know specifics.
“We will,” Yelena assures you before urging Bucky to get going.
He’d been very insistent on accompanying you to the hospital as soon as they’d discovered the extent of your injury.
Yelena is full of nerves by the time they get back to the Watch Tower. The elevator journey to the penthouse, where Bob is waiting for you all to get back, is the longest minute of her life. There is no way that Bob is going to react well to this news, and part of their job involves keeping Bob and his powers in control, which is much easier to do when he’s calm and not worried about someone he cares for.
The second that Bob hears the elevator ding, he stands up from where he’d been sitting with his book and starts to jog towards it, a small smile on his lips. Everyone going on missions without him always makes him miss them more. You, especially.
“How did it go?” He asks, the second he sees Yelena exit the elevator.
His eyes scan over the rest of them – Walker, Ava and Alexei. You’re missing, and Bucky is missing as well. His heart drops into his stomach and he clenches one of his fists at his side, trying to control his emotions. 
“Where is she?” 
Yelena is quick to jump to action. She’s by Bob’s side in a second, placing a hand on his shoulder to try and help ground him. “She’s okay. Bucky took her to hospital to get looked at by a doctor but it’s nothing serious. She told me to tell you not to worry.”
He almost laughs at that. The fact that you’d told Yelena to tell him not to worry when of course he was going to worry about you, even if you’d told him not to. He spends half of his time worrying about you, especially when you go out on missions. This is the first time that you haven’t come home. The first time you’ve been injured more than just a couple of scrapes and bruises.
It’s the first time that Bob isn’t going to be the one patching you up afterwards. 
“What happened?” Bob asks, eyes flickering up to Yelena’s.
She tightens her grip on his shoulder a little. “Why don’t we sit down?”
“No,” he shakes his head and pulls away from her grip, starting to pace back and forth. He can’t help it even though he knows it’s only going to make him feel worse. “No, I need you to tell me what happened. Everything.”
Walker, Ava and Alexei stand just inside the door of the room, watching him with furrowed eyebrows and worried expressions. You’d warned them that Bob was going to panic, but they hadn’t realised it’d be quite this serious.
“I don’t think you need to know specifics,” Walker suggests, taking a few steps further into the room. “Just trust us that she’s okay, all right, Bobby?”
Their concern is further elevated when Bob doesn’t even bother to respond to Walker. He continues his pacing back and forth, occasionally mumbling under his breath so quietly that they can’t hear what he’s saying. 
If he’d been there, Bob thinks, maybe he could’ve prevented this. He should be going on missions by this point, even though he can’t really control his powers completely, he’s sure he could be of some use. He should’ve been there. It’s his fault, really, that you even got hurt in the first place. If he’d been there as The Sentry, he could’ve stopped all of this from happening and you’d be right beside him, unharmed. But you’re not. You’re in a hospital somewhere, probably alone in a clean, white room waiting for someone to check you over. You could be bleeding, maybe badly. There could be broken bones, or something internal that they can’t see until it’s too late. It could be any number of things, all of which could’ve been avoided by him being able to control his powers.
Yelena flinches as the lights in the penthouse start to flicker. She looks over at the others who all have the same expressions on their face. Bob is losing control. He continues pacing and the room starts to shake a little. She can hear the glasses in the cabinets clinking together. The coffee table vibrates on the floor and the windows start to creak a little. 
“Bob’s doing this…” Ava says, taking a step towards him. “We need to stop him.”
“He’s going to cause some real damage if we don’t,” Walker agrees.
Yelena is quick to respond. “I’ll take him to see her. It’s the only thing that’ll work.”
“What the hell are you thinking? He could get even worse once he’s outside!” 
“We have no other options!” Yelena shouts back.
She wastes no more time in walking over to Bob and stopping right in front of him where he’s standing. She’s a little surprised when Bob actually stops pacing and looks up, meeting her eyes. But then she sees the glowing in them and her concern grows.
“I’ll take you to the hospital to see her,” Yelena tries. “We can leave right now.”
The glowing in Bob’s eyes dims and then slowly disappears. She lets out a breath of relief, knowing that he’s back in control of himself now. The lights have stopped flickering and the room has stopped shaking. 
“You will?” Bob asks, voice soft.
“I will,” Yelena confirms. She extends a hand for him to hold. “Right now.”
He’s reaching for Yelena’s hand when there’s another ding of the elevator and his head snaps towards it. Everyone else in the room follows his gaze as the doors of the elevator open and you and Bucky are revealed. 
None of them have ever seen Bob run as fast as he does to get to you.
One second, he’s standing in front of Yelena and the next, he’s at your side, cradling your head in his hands and tilting it from side to side to examine the bandage that’s been wrapped around it and make sure you’re not injured too badly.
Bucky looks around at everyone. “What are you all doing?” 
“She was right,” Ava says, motioning to you. “Bob panicked when she didn’t come back.” 
His eyebrows furrow. “Is everything okay?”
“Yeah,” Walker confirms. “But your timing couldn’t have been any better.”
Neither you or Bob are listening to the conversation going on around you. You’re too focused on the feeling of Bob’s hands on your face and the look of relief on his face to focus on much else. He looks a little startled, too. His eyes are a little bit too wide and his breathing a little too heavy for someone who shouldn’t have been worrying about you.
“I’m all right, Bob, I promise,” you say, resting one of your hands on his wrist and dragging your thumb gently back and forth over his skin. “The doctors cleared me to go home. I have a mild concussion and a sprained ankle. I just need to rest.”
Bob shakes his head. “That’s not all right. A concussion is not all right.”
“It’s really okay,” you insist. “I promise I’ll tell you if I feel worse all of a sudden.”
“No,” Bob mutters, his gaze dropping from yours. “I should’ve been there. I could’ve protected you. If I had been there, none of this would’ve happened to you and you wouldn’t have gotten hurt. I should be able to be The Sentry without the other guy by now… if I could, I would’ve been there to save you from all of this pain.” His hands fall away from your face and he takes a step away from you. 
You frown, hating the way that he’s blaming himself for this happening when you were the only one at fault. You hadn’t been paying attention in the fight, too distracted by what everyone else was doing, and that had been the reason the man you’d been fighting had gotten the better of you and slammed you into the wall. Bob had nothing to do with it, not even you being distracted.
“Bob, that’s not true,” you sigh, taking a step towards him and taking his face in your hands to force him to look at you. “None of this is your fault. How many times have you patched me up before? This is not the first time I’ve been injured on a mission. You’ve been there for me every time to patch me up afterwards. You always save me from my pain.”
His eyes meet yours again and you almost crumble at the sadness in them. He’d really been that worried about you that he’d turned to blaming himself for it… telling Yelena to tell him not to worry was clearly never going to work.
“This time, it was too much pain for me to patch you up from, though,” he murmurs.
“No, it wasn’t. I still need time to heal. And you’ll be there for me while I do, won’t you?”
Bob nods. “I’m not leaving your side.” 
You reach down and take his hands in yours, giving them a squeeze. “You don’t have to.”
He takes a long, deep breath and steps a little closer towards you before leaning down and resting his forehead on top of yours, careful to avoid the bandage that’s wrapped around it and careful not to apply too much pressure in case he hurts you. “When I can control my powers,” he begins, “I’m never letting you get hurt again.”
“That’s a big promise.”
“I’ll keep it,” Bob hums. He stands up for only a second to lean down and press his lips briefly to your forehead, just underneath where the bandage is placed. “I’m glad you came home.”
You smile at the kiss and give his hands another squeeze. “I always will, so long as I have you waiting for me when I do.”
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laceyfaeryy · 1 day ago
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dbf! simon riley is the type of guy to shove your panties up in your mouth when fucking you
౨ৎ⠀ׄ⠀. ━ in which dbf! simon couldn’t handle having his cover blown of fucking his best friends daughter in her childhood bedroom
cw: vaginal sex, unprotected sex, age gap (legal), daddy kink
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your knees pressed against your chest as simon’s cock plunged deep into your gummy walls, his tip pressing against your cervix as you cried.
it felt like a sin, simon fucking his best friends daughter in her childhood bedroom, your stuffies turned away from the lewd act as simon slammed back into you, your cunt wrapped around him snuggly as if it tried to remember every vein.
“gotta be careful luvie, yer soundin’ quite awfully loud, wanna get caught?”
it’s been so long since simon as felt something as nice and tight as your cunt, since being in the military the only thing available was his fist, and god he wanted to be in you forever.
he couldn’t help it, he was a man with needs and being under the same roof as his best friends daughter who happened to be just the prettiest sight he’s seen in his life was a recipe for disaster.
“gotta keep yer pretty mouth shut alright? jus’ open nice and wide for daddy yeah?”
his hand roughly prying your mouth open as he shoved your pink lace panties in your mouth, his index and middle fingers pushing it further back as you gagged slightly.
simon couldn’t risk getting caught, not when he was current balls deep into your cunt.
gently, his thumb wiped the drool that dribbled down your chin, pressing a soft kiss on your cheek.
“be a big girl for me and be quiet alright?“
simon adored just how dumb you got on his cock, your pretty eyes rolling back as your legs were wrapped around his waist, pulling him even closer as if you couldn’t get enough.
you were young and naive, staring at him hazy eyed whenever you saw him. god, he wanted to corrupt you, to have you locked inside his house and to fuck you on every surface, every room.
“these pretty panties deserved to receive more attention than being discarded don’ yer think? they serve the purpose of stuffing yer mouth quite well.”
your moans were muffled by the material, your cries barely coming out as you gagged and hiccuped, a withering mess under him as simon continued to abuse your cunt, a pretty glossy white ring forming in the base of his cock.
“makin’ quite the mess, think yer can clean it up with your mouth after luvie? giving yer old man sum love.”
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jungwnies · 20 hours ago
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f1 grid (1/2) | oops wrong name
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୨ৎ : featuring : max verstappen, lewis hamilton, george russell, carlos sainz, charles leclerc, lando norris, oscar piastri (click here for part two) ୨ৎ : synopsis (requested by anon) : accidentally calling them the wrong name for shits and giggles - tiktok trend
୨ৎ : genre : comedy / pranks ୨ৎ : tws : playful banter ୨ৎ : word count : 2305
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ᡣ𐭩 a/n : i was ctfu while writing this LMFAOO i think my bf would KILL ME if i called him the wrong name 😭 the charles gif makes me wanna 😩
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ʚ・max verstappen
you were lounging on the hotel bed while max sat at the little desk beside it, tapping something into his phone. his hair was still damp from the post-qualifying shower, messy and sticking up in tufts. the tv was on, but you weren’t watching. not really. you were focused on your plan.
“tom,” you said casually, stretching out across the mattress. “can you pass me my water bottle?”
max didn’t respond at first, too focused on his phone. but then he froze.
his head tilted slowly, like a machine turning to scan a threat.
“sorry, what?”
you glanced at him, innocent. “water, please?”
now he was fully facing you. his eyebrows raised, that signature are you serious look all over his face. “who the fuck is tom?”
you shrugged. “just asked for water.”
“yeah, but you didn’t ask me.” he leaned back in the chair, arms folding. “you asked tom.”
you bit back a laugh. “you’re overreacting.”
“i’m overreacting?” he repeated, tone flat. “you’re lying on our bed calling for 'tom' and i’m overreacting.”
you picked up your phone like you were checking something. “maybe i got the names mixed up. tom, max. could happen to anyone.”
“not unless tom’s been around enough to replace me in your muscle memory.” you glanced at him and saw he was trying really hard to keep his expression unreadable, but his brow was twitching. “seriously...tom?”
“it’s a joke,” you finally said, unable to hold the straight face any longer. “you’ve been pranked.”
max didn’t speak for a moment. then he shook his head, muttering in dutch under his breath.
“you’re lucky you’re cute,” he said finally, getting up to hand you the water you never really wanted in the first place. “but if i hear that name again, i’m revoking cuddling privileges.”
you grinned. “noted.”
but later that night, just as you drifted off, you whispered, “thanks, tom.”
max shoved a pillow in your face.
ʚ・lewis hamilton
you were in the middle of organizing lewis’ growing sunglasses collection in the closet when he walked in, shirtless and relaxed, holding two smoothie bottles. one was your favorite.
“thanks, marcus,” you said sweetly, taking it from his hand.
he stopped mid-step.
“…come again?” he asked, lips parting just slightly.
you didn’t look up. “hmm?”
he blinked. “what did you just call me?”
you sipped your smoothie. “i said thanks. for the smoothie, babe.”
there was a pause. then—
“marcus?” his voice pitched up at the end like he was genuinely trying to figure out whether he heard wrong… or whether he was being cheated on in real time.
you blinked innocently. “huh?”
he slowly put his bottle down. “babe, i don’t want to jump to conclusions, but...who the hell is marcus? is that some guy from soulcycle or something?”
you stifled a laugh and shrugged. “that name jogs my memory...i thin he just brought me a smoothie once at work? very thoughtful.”
lewis crossed his arms and leaned against the doorway, eyebrows up. “wow. okay. and what does marcus do? race? rap? make smoothies for girls who forget their boyfriend’s name?”
you bit your lip, holding the laugh deep in your chest.
he looked away, shaking his head, grinning despite himself. “unbelievable. seven world championships and i’m getting marcus’d in my own house.”
you walked over to him slowly, trying to look apologetic. “lewis—”
“no, no. marcus is probably better at opening jars too,” he said, deadpan.
you finally broke, laughing as you wrapped your arms around him. “it’s a prank, babe. from that old trend. there is no marcus.”
he let out a long sigh, dramatically resting his forehead against yours. “you play too much.”
“but you looked so betrayed. it was kind of cute.”
lewis kissed your cheek, then whispered, “you’re lucky you’re adorable.”
as you turned to leave, he added, “but i’m calling you katie all day tomorrow. just for balance.”
ʚ・george russell
it started over breakfast. you were seated at the little table in george’s apartment, scrolling through your phone while he made tea. he was shirtless, hair still a little messy, humming some fleetwood mac song to himself, completely unaware he was about to be mentally ruined before 9 a.m.
“jake, can you pass the oat milk?”
george froze.
you didn’t look up. you scrolled a little more. very nonchalant.
he didn’t say anything at first. he just slowly reached for the oat milk and set it down in front of you — quietly, methodically — then walked around the table and sat across from you with that look.
“who’s jake?” he asked, voice light but suspicious.
you took a sip of your tea. “what?”
“you called me jake.”
“no i didn’t.”
he narrowed his eyes. “you absolutely did.”
you shrugged. “maybe you misheard.”
“i don’t think i did.” he leaned forward, elbows on the table now. “do i know this jake?”
you bit the inside of your cheek, trying not to smile. “i don't know, probably? that's what you heard right.”
george blinked once, then leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms like he was preparing to take you to court. “does jake have better hair than me?”
you snorted.
“is he taller?” he asked, a little more seriously now.
“george.”
“no, because if jake is over six feet and makes a good cup of tea, i’m leaving.”
that did it — you burst out laughing, nearly spilling your drink.
george tilted his head. “wait—oh my god. you’re doing that bloody trend, aren’t you?”
you nodded, face buried in your sleeve as you kept laughing.
he exhaled, rolling his eyes as he picked up his mug. “you’re awful. i nearly had a personal crisis.”
“i noticed,” you said between giggles.
“swear to god, if i ever call you ‘sophie’ and you cry, i’m just gonna say it was balance.”
“who’s sophie?” you blinked.
he gave you a look. “exactly.”
ʚ・carlos sainz
carlos was sprawled on the couch, flipping through the channels with one hand and lazily draping the other across your thighs, completely unbothered. it was one of those rare, quiet evenings where neither of you had to be anywhere, the kind that made you feel domestic and soft.
you were curled up at the end of the sofa, scrolling through your phone, when you looked over at him and said, casually, “matteo, can you turn the volume up?”
carlos froze.
the remote paused mid-click. he turned his head, eyes narrowing with laser focus. “what did you say?”
you blinked at him sweetly. “volume, carlos. i can’t hear.”
silence.
then, he sat up slowly — dramatically, even — his hand still hovering in the air like he was physically trying to process what just happened. “who,” he began, “is matteo?”
you shrugged. “what do you mean?”
“i mean,” he said, placing the remote down like it offended him, “you just called me matteo. that’s not my name, cariño.”
you bit your lip to hold back the smile. “oh, i must’ve been thinking of someone else.”
carlos leaned forward, one eyebrow raised in complete disbelief. “someone else? so now i am… easily confused with other men?”
you snorted.
“no, no, it’s fine. maybe matteo has better hair than me. maybe matteo owns a vineyard and serenades you with a guitar.”
you lost it at that. but he wasn’t done.
“does matteo also say ‘smooth operator’? or is he a rough operator?” he added, now fully invested in this imaginary rival.
you leaned in, resting your chin on his shoulder, voice soft. “carlos, i was kidding. it’s a trend. i called you the wrong name on purpose.”
he stared at you for a beat, lips pursed. “you’re playing with fire, mi amor.”
“i know,” you grinned. “but matteo would’ve let it slide.”
carlos lunged at you with a laugh, wrestling you into his chest. “then go be with matteo! but first, tell him i’m coming for him.”
ʚ・charles leclerc
you were doing your makeup at the vanity in your shared monaco apartment when charles wandered in, fresh from his shower, towel around his waist, hair a fluffy disaster. he looked at you through the mirror, all sleepy eyes and boyish charm.
“lucas, can you hand me my lip liner?” you asked offhandedly, still focused on your face.
you heard the towel drop.
not in the hot, sexy way.
in the he's shocked and spiraling way.
“lucas?” he echoed, voice higher than you’ve ever heard it. “who the hell is lucas?!”
you turned slowly, biting your lip to hide the smile. “what?”
he stared at you like you’d just run him over with a ferrari. “you just called me lucas.”
you shrugged. “did i?”
“YES,” he said, wildly gesturing. “you didn’t even hesitate. you were so confident—like it was natural! like you say it all the time!”
you turned back to the mirror, calmly applying mascara. “you’re overreacting.”
charles dropped onto the bed like he’d been mortally wounded. “lucas. mon dieu. that sounds like someone who wears boat shoes with no socks.”
you bit your lip harder.
“is he french?” charles asked, sitting up. “or worse… italian?”
“it was just a mistake, love.” you said airily, brushing your cheeks.
charles stood, eyes wide. “mistake?! i literally brought you pain au chocolat this morning and kissed your forehead like some guy in a rom-com!”
you finally broke, letting out a full laugh. “charles—”
“no, no, no. this is worse than the monaco curse. lucas. i can’t believe i lost you to someone named lucas!”
you got up and walked over to him, wrapping your arms around his dramatically tense shoulders. “babe. it’s a tiktok prank. i made it up.”
he blinked. “so… there is no lucas?”
you grinned. “no lucas.”
he exhaled. “good. because if there was, i’d have to challenge him to a karting race. or maybe just cry.”
you kissed his cheek. “you’re so dramatic.”
he whispered, offended. “it’s my birthright.”
ʚ・lando norris
you and lando were chilling on the couch, deep into a gaming session. or, more accurately, lando was gaming and you were curled up next to him, offering the occasional sarcastic comment and stealing his snacks.
he was laser-focused, headset on, tongue poking out a little as he tried to win some online match.
you waited for the perfect moment, just as he landed a kill and started celebrating.
“nice job, ethan,” you said sweetly, clapping once.
lando froze.
like… absolutely no movement. not in his hands, not in his mouth, not even a breath.
then, very slowly, he turned to look at you. headset slightly askew. brow furrowed.
“did you just call me ethan?”
you blinked. “hmm?”
“hmm?” he repeated, his voice cracking halfway through. “who the fuck is ethan?!”
you shrugged. “just… ethan.”
lando set the controller down like it was made of glass. “is he one of your gym guys? does he have better curls than me? wait, is ethan taller than me?!”
you laughed under your breath. “does it matter?”
“of course it matters!” he cried, fully spinning to face you now, hands on his hips. “you can’t just ethan me and then expect me to cope. i’m not built for this emotionally.”
you fought so hard not to crack. “just someone i know very lightly at the gym, he's a big motivator.”
“oh my god,” lando said, flopping backwards like he’d been shot. “i’m being replaced by a walking affirmation board.”
you finally broke, snorting as you leaned over him. “lando. baby. it’s a prank.”
he peeked up at you. “no ethan?”
“well..." you pause, "just kidding, of course there's no ethan."
he exhaled dramatically. “okay. good. because i was two seconds away from dming every ethan on your follower list and challenging them to a race.”
“you can’t race them all.”
he grinned, eyes gleaming. “watch me.”
ʚ・oscar piastri
it was a quiet sunday morning, the kind that begged for soft sheets, slow cuddles, and no alarm clocks. you were both curled up in bed, tangled under the duvet, with the curtains barely cracked to let the light in.
oscar was scrolling through something on his phone, his head resting against your shoulder, calm and cozy.
you stretched lazily, then nudged his thigh. “asher, can you hand me my water?”
he blinked.
paused.
then, with terrifying composure: “sorry, who?”
you yawned. “water, please. it’s by your side, osc.”
he slowly turned to look at you, expression blank, voice deadly even. “you just called me asher.”
“did i?”
“you definitely did.”
you shrugged, pretending not to notice the sharp turn in atmosphere. “just slipped out.”
oscar sat up a little straighter. “do we know an asher? is there an asher in the paddock? because i swear i don’t know an asher.”
you casually rolled over to the other side of the bed. “he’s someone from uni... no one special just someone i talk to during class for a little laugh.”
oscar scoffed, tone still flat but deeply offended. “he sounds like a real crowd favorite. must be hard, competing with asher and his sunshine energy.”
you were fighting so hard not to laugh, clutching the duvet to your face.
he wasn’t done. “tell me—does asher also give you the inside line into turn 3 at silverstone? does he organize your sock drawer? does he know your coffee order by heart?!”
you burst out laughing.
oscar narrowed his eyes. “you’re pranking me.”
you wheezed, nodding. “i couldn’t keep it going, you looked like you were going to call asher’s imaginary mother and file a complaint.”
oscar leaned back, smug smile on his face. “good. because i was five seconds away from changing your contact name to ashtray and never explaining why.”
you grinned, wrapping your arms around his waist. “no asher. just you.”
he kissed your forehead, muttering, “i don’t trust pranks. but i trust revenge.”
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ao3commentoftheday · 2 days ago
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shoutout to those moments when you're writing and not only can you get the words out of your head, but you can get yourself out of your head too.
I love it when the story itself is so clear in my mind that the specific words I'm using to tell it don't matter half as much as just getting the story out and sharing it with someone. When I can turn off the parts of my brain that worry it'll be bad or obsess over finding exactly the right word, and I can just allow myself to get it close enough instead of forcing it to be perfect.
honestly, I think that's half the reason why I write directly into the AO3 form (I know, I know). Doing that forces me to just keep going and get the chapter done instead of futzing with it or worrying forever. It also keeps me from being too precious about my own writing because I know that if AO3 goes down while I'm writing that chapter, I'll have to start all over.
I know that method doesn't work for everyone, but it makes the whole process more alive for me. It makes me decide things faster, edit things less, and relax about the fact that there will indeed be typos.
it's a unique kind of rush, and I always miss it when it's not around. I've posted more than one fic just because I wanted to feel it again.
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remcadll · 22 hours ago
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Gen obsessed with how.. *dead* your Jason's color pallete is. Like, that's corpse pale right there. Not a spec of blood left flowing in there (also father Todd's skin being full of color in comparison is a nice touch)
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THANK YOU I love making him look a bit ghoulish. Guy who's not supposed to be alive but yes he is. no he isn't <3
#DC#DC Comics#Jason Todd#Red Hood#Jaybin#Robin ii#Art by me#Asks#I know vitamin D doesn't affect your skin colour BUT the easiest way to get it is sunlight which does ik nobody is bothered by this but me#But I have OCD. so you're getting clarification anyways 👍#Jason's way of saying if you spend too much time underground it's going to start wanting to keep you there 😁#I do think he bleeds normally and has a heartbeat and all that because he's not Dead. Alive? Well no also. He's likeboth at once and neithe#I think his physical state should be full of inconsistencies. you can't see his breath in cold weather but you can if he smokes etc.#There's also appeal to him coming back looking completely normal I do love mundane horror but#His death was important both in and out of universe and it altered things irreversibly so I think he can be a little Off as a treat#Also it adds to the misery that he's the same person like he died and came back the same person internally he's himself but#to others he looks and acts and is offputting he's Jason but Wrongg. Except not really#Because yeah he changed but that's just getting older and being affected by your experiences like everyone else ever#unfortunately for him he popped back to life Like That so everyone is just going eughh what thebfcuk#But that's a little off topic ANYWAYS one thing I really liked about Countdown was Jason being described as a siren in the dark#Like yea he's unsettling even if there's no clear reason as to why yet. He wasn't even doing anything his vibes are just rancid#My ideal Jason is one who looks like he wouldn't be out of place eating someone. He wouldn't. but you know. looming threat#I think he'd have fun indulging in the undead aspect in his more dramatic moments#Also the environment matters like during the day at the store he just seems a bit strange but at night in an alleyway it's uncanny valley#I have more to say on this topic but I'm writing a novel in the tags so I'll wrap it up#To summarize it's basically YOU CAN'T GO BACK YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK TO THE WAY THINGS WERE AND EVERYONE WHO LOOKS AT YOU CAN SEE IT#Thank you again for this ask I love when people bring up details they like to me because I like putting them in and talking about them#And just talking in general clearly lmao post-crisis really had so much going for it. lots of interesting characters
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alchemistc · 18 hours ago
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"Hey, so, if you could tell your roommate to stop sending me incomprehensible Millennial memes every time I ask him a question, I'd appreciate it," Ravi says, and Buck stares at the prongs of his fork to prevent himself from jamming them into Ravi's hand just long enough for Ravi to notice the way the table has gone silent. There's no way they didn't notice the emphasis, right?
"I'll, uh... make a note," Buck says, and dives back in to his spaghetti. It's been a long day. He's reheated his lunch-dinner three times already. And now he sort of desperately wants the klaxons to go because...
Because it's weird that he never told them where he was living now.
Weird that they never asked.
"You have a roommate?"
Buck is 34 years old. Buck broke his own lease to help a friend only to be ceremoniously kicked out just months later, no notice, more interaction with Chris than Eddie as he furiously repacked boxes and stuffed them in his Jeep like a madman. Buck has terrible credit and a desire to set down roots that no one seems to give a shit about, except -
Roommates lasted for a month and a half at best. If he doesn't count the lingering glances, or the lingering touches, or the lingering feelings that blew up in their faces the harder they tried to tamp them down.
Ravi just thinks it's funny to keep calling them roommates.
("Like the Vine, you know?"
"Doesn't know a single 3OH3 song but he knows Vine," Tommy had said, three and a half beers deep and kicking at Ravi's leg from his lounger on the patio of their backyard.
"Oh, my cousin sends me TikTok compilations of them."
"I don't understand half the words you two are saying," Buck had chimed in, and gotten Tommy's lazy half-smile, a hand curled around his ear, and Ravi's "If you guys are gonna do more of that I'm calling an Uber.")
"Not exactly," Buck says, and tries to send Ravi a death glare. Ravi's too busy staring at the ceiling with his chair tipped back like he's daring Buck to kick his foot out enough to catch on a leg.
They're all surprised by the news, like they've done a damn thing to find out anything about his life in the months since they shut down any attempt he'd made to reach out.
He's glad he's found a way to let himself be mad at them for that.
He's glad his entire life no longer hinges on making sure they know every intimate detail of that life.
Still. The longer they stare at him, waiting for more, the more he realizes this was...maybe an oversight.
Probably should have told them before he and Tommy stuck a For Sale sign on his bedframe at the curb and been rewarded for their manipulation when someone stole the thing within like, three hours. They'd been too lazy to take it to the dump. Too lazy to sell it on Marketplace. Too caught up in the bubble of 'stay as long as you need' turning into 'do you want to be on the mortgage I need to know by Friday'.
Ravi's slept in the guest room more than Buck ever stayed at Tommy's, before.
He's made friends with Goose, too, which Buck thinks is a little unfair because Tommy's half blind cat still sticks her tail in the air to walk away any time Buck enters a room.
"Whoops," Ravi says like this was anything but intentional.
("Are you hiding the fact that you're in a happy relationship with a dude who loves you like, a weird amount for any particular reason?"
"It's not weird. It's a normal amount!"
"If I called him right now with a Buck related emergency how long until he had a bird in the air for you?"
"...he's at work right now so like, seven minutes tops.")
When the silence just keeps stretching, he barely manages to dodge the garlic bread Buck tosses at his face before the table erupts into chaos.
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