right ok so if etoiles is the strongest mf in terms of fighting off the codes, and the codes just keep putting him in situations as if to test his strength and get stronger themselves, and they keep giving ominous messages that seem to be threatening Pomme and the other eggs…
could they just be testing to see how much it’ll really take to get etoiles to finally break, so when their next attack on the eggs come, he won’t be an issue?
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“In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms…”
“There's no cure for the pain, no shelter from the rain. All our prayers seem to fail…” (“In joy and sorrow - string version” by HIM)
Trigger warning: Suicidal thoughts (even though they’re only slightly mentioned). If you’d be triggered by these, please feel free to skip the following three paragraphs. I’m sorry.
Sometimes, I’m feeling like a vampire…but not one of those sexy, seductive creatures of the darkness and also especially not like one of those glittering “Twilight” monstrosities. But I’m sleeping all day…feeling as if I’m being locked in a coffin. Lights, noises, yeah even smells have become unbearable for me.
My solitude is burying me alive…suffocating my body and my soul with endless pain and grief. I’m mourning for the loss of myself…the woman, I’ve been before ME/CFS ruined my life. The ambitious pedagogue…the active and dedicated mother…the caring friend…the witty and sarcastic person…they all are held captive by this cruel disease….slowly, but undeniably dying.
I'm fading away! I'm fading away from other people's lives...just as I'm fading away from myself. Oh, I’m sure, for some people, I don’t even exist anymore. Out of sight, out of mind, right? This so called life isn't worth living anymore... and yet, I’m determined to stay as long as I can endure it... only for my three wonderful children. They don’t deserve to find their mother lifeless in her room. And even though they can only see me, when they're visiting me in my pitch dark room for some minutes per day, I’m still trying to show them my love in those pathetically minimalistic ways, I’m allowed to do it.
I’ve commissioned my beloved friend @madfantasy for this mesmerising piece of art. It shows the love of my existence, Severus Snape, clinging to his soulmate and wife Jules (my undoubtedly self-inserted OC) in her last breath. Her cane is eventually discarded, when she’s finally fading away…dissolving into the darkness. He won’t leave her alone. In their tightest embrace, he will stay her companion forever…no matter how dark the path will be.
Mani, my precious friend, I’m beyond grateful for your way of understanding my thoughts and feelings. What would I do without you and all these other talented artists of Snapedom? I often feel like I’m exploding internally and I’m desperately searching for a way to cope with my never ending misery. You and your art have become a mouthpiece for my ideas and imaginations. Without you, my words were only empty shells of meaninglessness…unseen and wasted. Thank you for everything!
🖤Severus & Julia🖤
🖤Sevy & Jules🖤
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No wait hold up! Thinking thoughts!
Mike starting a youtube channel after Revenge and he writes and produces short films and sketches. Of course he'll write specific parts for his friends and it's all very homey and low quality but the quality steadily rising as he get's better!
Maybe he has a patreon, or a kofi?? He probably does fanfic commissions on the side (writing streams?? just lowkey chill vibes that sometimes turns into a completely different stream when one of the others is triggered?)
Manitoba definitely streams. Goes on a big hours long hike or nature walk and just rambles at the camera about the plants and wild life. It's actually really educational and his voice is pretty soothing.
Svetlana on tiktok with her gymnastic stunts, occasionally does a speedpainting one where it's just a sped up edited version of her doing one of her paintings, very low effort but she likes showing off.
Vito doesn't at all, he becomes notorious for party crashing and overall just vibes, sometimes someone will post a low quality video from their phone from one of his comedy shows, he performs at local bars and encourages hecklers cause he'll heckle back.
Mal doesn't do anything very publicly, but I think he'd like to make and sell horror movie masks, and get into writing or producing horror content / doing the makeup for it. He gets into cooking and baking just cause he likes watching food network. If he cooks for you it's a sign of affection and it's not poisoned, he'd see that as too easy.
Chester doesn't have time for any of that. He just likes to read his books and the only time anyone get's him on camera is if he get's triggered by one of the others and suddenly it's story time with peepaw. He'll tell you the plot of his latest book or drama he's watching.
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i for one would just like to appreciate the scene where aziraphale Eats Food for the first time and promptly reverts to animal instincts he technically never had (due to being an angel). that was awesome 👍🏼
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man I need a bug autism friend (irl) in my life so bad. like I know I have friends that like bugs a lot but I need a friend that is REALLY fucking into bugs. I need a friend that owns and holds bugs on the regular so they can help me be less scared of bugs. I have a deep desire to become a bug enjoyer and recapture the whimsy of catching bugs as a child but they still freak me out so bad and I wish they didn’t 😭
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Whoopsies i forgit I had tumblr dw i have a bunch of art that I’ll post….idk when whatever take it 😋
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living in the south is a goddamn nightmare a fucking giant beetle spawned next to my head in the darkness I had to catch it in a cup and wake up my roommate so they could help me get it out of this goddamn house there is no safety only beetles appearing near your head in the fucking dark
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The thing is I knew I was gonna watch tsitp regardless of it being corny or shit lol but my expectations were low bc book adaptations tend to meet the bare minimum and never catch the essence of the books… but yall the summer I turned pretty ate me up and left no crumbs ok. Like my entire brain since Friday has been about this show. I have not listened to anything but the soundtrack of this beautiful series. My soul is getting fed by all the online discussion on why everyone should be team Conrad. I’ve never felt so alive and engrossed by a show adaptation since normal people. This is why an author being hands on with an adaptation of their book is v important!!!!! I don’t even think Jenny Han realized how high she has raised the standards for all the novels that are currently being adapted into shows/ movies at this moment. The cultural impact this woman has my god. It really be the woman’s touch that turns everything to gold
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