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Post-canon Shigaraki Tomura fic recs
Japan v. Shigaraki (2237) SCOJ No. 4401 by anubisisms
Shigaraki's trial, through social media, newspapers, and texting applications.
The More Things Change by LandofWordsandNonsense (Lieutenant_Nonsense)
Second in a series, and not focused on Shigaraki. Check out the first fic first.
Natshig [Natsuo X Shigaraki]
The Todoroki In-Laws by aphrodaisyacs
Natsuo and Shigaraki match on a dating app, 10 years after Jakku and 7 months after Shigaraki was let out of prison on parole.
Househusband Simulator by aphrodaisyacs
A regular day in the life of Shimura Tenko, Natsuo's househusband.
i'm not tryna be with you, now (but i could be your crush) by constellore
Natsuo flirts with barista Shigaraki to piss off his brother, but manages to get himself a real date.
#bnha#mha#bnha fic rec#mha fic rec#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#shigaraki tomura#shimura tenko#natshig#The More Things Change:#chapter 2 LOV hangout :) (halfway)#chapter 3 tenko stalks out a weapons deal that goes awry (end)#chapter 5 tenko gets healed&dabi infiltrates a MLA revival meeting; kurogiri lookalike (beginning)#chapter 7 kurogiri does research n texts w heroes (beginning)#chapter 8 LOV vs time travellers (beginning)#<- mostly for myself for future rereading bc this is my favourite post-canon tenko :3#theres not as much as i'd hoped :')#but i'll cope... somehow
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Man I must suck At picking friends (x)
#would anybody believe with every edit i attempt to make in life that it's with a this is going to be FUNNY mindset#then somehow it always devolves into this isn't very funny anymore.. it's more likely i'll cry any given second#tbh i was thinking of waiting until after s3 [for reasons one can guess] but i couldn't possibly sit still until then#the way gi-hun can rarely trust the people he ends up gravitating to the most speaks to my soul in devastating ways & this is how i cope#(i.e. with humor that barely toes the line)#do i genuinely believe sangwoo and inho were consistently & maliciously acting against gihun the entire time they were in his orbit?#no.. no i do not. but remember. this is just funny.. fun and games.. :')#what's that one song with the lyric 'i hear words in clips and phrases...'#that feels like my head whenever i try to compose videos like this; there's some sense but also a very specific mental chaos#a video#mine#sang-woo#cho sang-woo#in-ho#hwang in-ho#gi-hun#seong gi-hun#sangihun#457#squid game#squid game spoilers#tw: violence#tw: blood
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It's a bit funny too how carefully John avoids thinking or talking about G— in his flashbacks. When he can't avoid it entirely, he obfuscates with a joke.
What are you afraid of seeing, if you looked directly at him, John?
#I'll tell you what I think#he can't look directly at G— because he's living proof of the fallacy in John's paranoid delusion that no one will ever forgive him#that everyone would abandon him if given half a reason#G— wouldn't#even Mercymorn and Augustine in the depths of their grief and scheming knew G— could never be turned from John's side#and John doesn't know how to cope with that#everyone SHOULD condemn him so G— just .... must not count. somehow.#and then he gets so skimmed over by the narrative that way that he ends up not counting to US half the time too#the locked tomb#nona the ninth#ntn spoilers#emperor john gaius#gideon the first#EDIT: PARANOID DELUSION IS MEANT LITERALLY AND NOT WITH DERISION#JOHN STRONG BELIEVES SOMETHING DEMONSTRABLY UNTRUE AS A CORE PART OF HIS PERSONALITY AND MOTIVATIONS#AND I FIND THIS SYMPATHETIC AND SAD#WE DO NOT USE ''DELUSIONAL'' DERISIVELY IN THIS HOUSEHOLD
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*coughs a couple of times to foreshadow that I won't last until the end of the story and I exist to further the narrative and set up motivations for the main cast, a choice that will be very divisive amongst the fanbase*
#okay so it's more likely just post nasal drip#but i have to cope somehow. if it doesn't stop I'll have to take a covid test ugh#paranoid about getting it again from someone#chronic pain#chronic illness#disability#fibromyalgia#cfs#chronic fаtiguе ѕуndrоmе#actually disabled#spoonie#me/cfs#cfs/me#long covid#cripplepunk#cpunk#cripple punk
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the pure joy on my timeline from people getting any type of tickets to the show is making me so so giddy right now, i really feel like my anxiety will be reduced once i actually go there just from being surrounded by so many excited people who share the same braincell as me
#and then i'll probably pass out once i walk up to dan and phil but whatever#we cope somehow#dan and phil#dnp#phan#terrible influence tour#phil lester#amazingphil#daniel howell#danisnotonfire#phandom
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i have officially returned. ask me anything.
#random thoughts#i'll probably answer it tomorrow because i'm tired. i don't know why.#ciel if you see this i've been nicer to myself these past few days following your birthday. taking care of myself in general aspects.#which i sort of hate myself for but it's okay because. uh. i won't be like this forever. i'll be better at what i'm trying to do i promise.#new year's resolution is not fucking with me.........#oh also!! i've been sort of feeling like a dead person at times. and also like a cockroach. i have had to repeatedly tell myself that#i'm not dead i'm not dead!!!!#because i'm not. obviously. and i know i'm not. my brain is just silly. it likes to tell me i am things i am not like book characters.#and recently my mother got me my own rosary and we've been practicing praying together with my brother.#can you imagine how bad it must be for me to turn to christianity as a coping mechanism? not even when i was terrorized with death thoughts#not even in august for fuck's sake.#but it's actually not that bad. though i think i like the idea of organized religion more than i like being a part of it.#also i feel like my being catholic (mostly non-practicing) is betraying the queer community somehow. like. queer people have suffered#so much because of the christian church in general. so it's like. being christian is weird when i'm also queer.#but also then i feel weird when i try to do things in relation to christianity. like. put saint in my artist name.#that feels blasphemous i don't know. is it?????? it's not that serious either way but. augh.#i am going to write a song about this. also fellow christians is it okay to use the lyric 'uselessly clutching her rosary' or is that bad?#because i mean. technically. the she i'm referring to sort of is. because god isn't solving any of our problems.#he's just fucking. watching. if he's even real.#(and no my disappearance isn't related to the catholicism thing it's something else. as in the one thing i haven't told anyone else but cie#and an irl friend. if you are ciel then i am completely open to talking about said thing.#otherwise i will continue to drop cryptic little notes on my blog because I AM SILLY. {: )#going to play roblox now and maybe say hello to you fuckers on discord for a bit of fun. goodbye.
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OBJECTION!
Having fun with me in a classic ace attorney pose, hehe
#dreamverie#bunsona#anthro art#sketches#ace attorney#dream draws#i haven't bought n played the new investigations collection yet n its killing me inside#BUT I'LL GET THE GAMES EVENTUALLY JUST YOU WAIT#i gotta cope somehow xD#artists on tumblr
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Idk if tumblr would let me upload this without banning, but i made a picture of bagpipe arnaits having bobsecks with a guy. I made a lil' puzzle to be able to see the picture by reading a Borges short story, good luck! (You can easily find the short story online by googling) https://poipiku.com/10806109/11050032.html
#i would add the cw nudity tag here but idk if it fits#arknights#arknights fanart#bagpipe arknights#bobis#panchi puzzles#jorge luis borges#i was stressed at the start of my school trimester and i somehow coped by drawing secks pics#so if you like boober and reading short stories you're in luck and i'll prolly make more puzzles like this
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There's been interesting developments at work and i need to do a lot of work for university so i think tonight is the Perfect time to finish beyond evil
#i can't even begin to explain how ridiculous the work stuff is on here because it won't fit in the tags and I'm definitely not making a#whole post about it but let's just say it's crazy how detached that boss is from reality and realistic expectations#also none of this was actually communicated to me by the boss but i got to know about it from my colleagues who were like#'uh it seems like he [boss] wants you to take [BIG journal]' which is enraging actually since this would not be part of my#job description as I'd be a trainee and not an editor#but I'd have to work as an editor for the pay of a trainee (which btw is ridiculously low))#ANYWAY#i also have to write my papers finish my assignments write my internship report find a master's thesis topic and find a supervisor#within the next 2 months#but tonight#tonight is beyond evil night#(probably not gonna finish it. but I'll watch the rain scene and maybe even finish ep. 15 so you can imagine#what will happen tomorrow hehehehehehe#prepare for a flood of BE content as I'll be losing my mind once again just like i did the first 11 times)#and it's probably a good way to distract me from my coworker's absence ㅠㅠ i need to cope Somehow so#why not like this#watching BE is a good and appropriate way of handling any difficult situation (:#void screams#beyond evil#tbd probably#I'm overwhelmed and therefore chatty#not even sorry
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i knew things were going way too smooth lately..
#i truly fucking hate being alive when will this eeenndddddd#things were not that smooth at all but they were going up and that's never a good fucking sign for me#my job contact got extended until the end of the year and i found a nice little place to rent for a reasonable price#even got a fuckin pay raise that was unlikely and impossible as hell to happen and yet somehow it did#and now im bawling my fuckin eyes out because a friend im in love with got engaged#and i should be so fucking happy for her but I can't and i feel like pure shit because what kind of a friend am i#i fucking hate being in love it NEVER ends well i always catch feelings for the most impossible people ever#im so damn tired i want out#this past year and a half has been fuckin hell and i don't even know what's the point#im so damn tired#in barely held together by 3-5 more or less not that unhealthy coping mechanisms but they are starting to wear out and :)))#i genuinely don't know what to do to feel better. to feel fuckin anything other than being a miserable fuck#i want to enjoy my hobbies. want to enjoy anything literally but everything i do is just an obsessive distraction from my life#whatever man#i hate that i only come here to scream about my shitty life and whine about what made me cry in the past 2 weeks#i found some edits in my drafts from August might post them because why the fuck not 🤷🏻♀️ at least theres something skz related#but for now I'll just dip and keep wishing every night that I don't wake up in the next morning:'))#holy shit im such a whiny idiot. why. just why.#just keep ignoring my text posts please im embarrassing 😭#shut up vivien no one cares
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would anyone be interested in fic which explores the brennan ed headcanons i have ?
#struggling heavily with my ed right now and i should probably cope somehow#because i haven't written good poetry in over a month and writing is the only way i process#but . idk . if nobody wants to read it idk if i'll write it
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Gay frog
I'm feeling better.
Sorry I wasn't happy before. I had a nightmare and two really weird dreams...
Those two were nightmares probably but I don't remember them as vividly so eh.
Also everyone who goes through something hard or bad can have a froggy.
They are silly.
Also uhm their name is Losty. Or Poteryashka how I call them in my native language.
<It's because I almost lost this froggie in anime store after buying them.>
#LySr art#dialtown#dialtown sona#gay frog#Frog#Also it's hot as heck were I live#Help#magma art#Dang is drawing my coping mechanism or what..#Cause I don't know-#Ehh#I'll figure it out#.. Somehow.
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I've been trying to get this fucking degree for 7 years, suffering basically nonstop, taking part in all my classes, even taking extra ones, I think at this point I more than deserve them just giving me my bachelor's. I've done ENOUGH.
#lily talks#it has been a day#Have what might be my last exam ever on Friday and ahahahhah#I only got one attempt to pass it or I'll have to do an oral one and I would much rather die than do that#And I've put myself through almost 2 weeks of suffering from being unable to do basically anything other than lie in bed and stare at the#ceiling bc I am so stressed but enemy number 1 aka my brain refuses to let me sit down to properly study but at the same time i'm not#Allowed to do anything else because I'm not studying like I should be and I just am miserable#Anyway I've been a mess this entire time and NOW 2 fucking days before the exam the professor announces there will be another date in late#To take it instead#COULD YOU HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT THIS ANY EARLIER??????????#I am so tempted to switch the date because I barely studied and I feel like shit but i already suffered so much for this and then I would#Just have to do it all again#But I really can't afford to mess it up either bc I don't think I would recover from that. Genuinely.#I am so unbelievably done with all of this. The degree. uni. Constant stupid pressure from everyone about when I will finally be done.#Not even daring to think about the financial aspect because I would just cry#I feel so dumb for having a meltdown before any test situation I ever found myself in because you would expect that AT SOEM POINT my brain#That at some point I would learn to deal with it and cope somehow#Unfortunately I'm starting to doubt that this is going to happen in this lifetime
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Anyways, what is the hill that you're willing to die on in a fandom/piece of fiction?
#I'll go first#grooming mention#ffffreeeaking#okay so no matter what excuses anyone gives-the end of Samurai Jack is about grooming#it's not about a magical romance-Jack isn't 'technically 25' in any standard-he's 75 but just looks 25 and nothing else#Gendy defended it saying that they're perfect for eachother because they're both so innocent and naïve like children#which is correct for Ashi because she's vaguely young and has the mind of a child because she's lived in a volcano or something for all of#er life#But Jack has no excuse because his first arc was about how much of an old traumatized soul he is that has to cope with his terrible life#he has no excuse to act like a child suddenly end-series and somehow romance a young girl who doesn't even know what sex is#but suddenly in one episode she knows-like someone coaxed her into liking and knowing about it#:\#it's a really creepy season sugarcoated in Hotel Transylvania glitter-magic and true love#There's also a couple DL references and influence and I swear if he compared them to Dirk and Daphne at some point I'm losing it
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OK, but can it start out as a horror and then slowly become more and more comedic when the systems coping skills defeat the demon possessing them over and over and the demon is getting pissed but... The demons still not sure what to do about it cuz like???
a horror movie where the main character had DID/OSDD and they’re possessed by a demon but didn’t realize because the system just thinks there’s a new alter
#idk which is better; the system realizing they're possessed or the system just being like#'damn these are some bad symptoms lately. guess I'll do x coping skills' and then whatever they do somehow weakens the demon#and the possessed system just ends up expelling the demon through mental health care#because though some disorders and diseases may be lifelong; possession is temporary
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how to tell whether i'm going through a mental health crisis or having a private tantrum?
#on one hand i feel like my behavior is just overwhelmingly childish and absurd right now#on the other hand i feel like i'm executing a successful coping mechanism and i feel very collected and clearheaded most of the time#i've basically been avoiding everyone in the house and sleeping even worse hours (somehow) to do it#locked myself in my room the past few days and came out at night to cook and eat#i really like having time to myself in the kitchen and i've been cooking for myself a lot#but other than that it seems like a total regression#(not that i had much to regress from anyway)#so idk#maybe i'll start doing one of my artistic hobbies now that i've fucking made myself some time#im gonna make cookies now#good bye#sighh
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