Kinda obsessed with the difference between Martin's perspective during the apocalypse and Jon’s.
It's the difference between "I know you might hate me right now" and "I love you, I always will, and I know you love me"
It's the difference between Jon not being able to trust anyone, not even himself, but never for a second doubting that Martin loves him and Martin never being sure Jon’s feelings for him won't change.
It's the difference between Jon not always being loved perfectly and Martin having never been loved before.
It's Jon spending the entire apocalypse telling every monster they come across that Martin is his boyfriend, have you met Martin, this is his boyfriend Martin, his anchor, his last tie to humanity, his reason to still be hoping for a better ending. It's Martin telling his Lonely-self that if it comes down to it he'll ask Jon to destroy him and not being sure whether Jon will say no.
Even the jealousy, which is slightly played for laughs, still comes down to Jon being like "aw my boyfriend's getting all possessive 🥰" whereas deep down Martin has never let go of the idea that under different circumstances Jon could do better.
They're more emotionally open with each other during the apocalypse than they are for the years leading up to it, and they still don't stop misunderstanding each other.
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cross stitched chopper on 14 count aida cloth with dmc threads. this ended up being 8439 stitches + the outlines!
for my first piece of fanart ever i am really really happy with how this turned out :]
screenshot of chopper i was.... re-cross stitching???? is below the cut
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At this point youre an internet personality/celebrity and im a casual fan. Lol
Lololol fortunately the Sunny fandom has, like, 200 people on a good day so I'm not at risk of being well known like that... celebrity status would hit me harder than it hit Rob—Let me start a Podcast real quick—or do you guys wanna sub to my Twitch channel?
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PLAYABLE DAIGO REAL!!!!!!!*
*in that Gaiden Battle Arena DLC
My boy's no longer oppressed I'm so happy 😭😭😭😭😭also Yong Yea was slaying NGL, first time I'm actually (tentatively) excited to check out an RGG dub
MY BROKE ASS WHEN I FOUND OUT PLAYABLE DAIGO REAL AND I GOTTA BUY GAIDEN AND THE DLC
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