Burnin’ Up - Firefighter!Chris AU (Part 7: The Evans Family BBQ)
Summary: After overhearing a phone conversation, Chris invites you to the Evans family BBQ
Word Count: 9.1k
Warnings: Angst! Fluff! Alcohol Consumption! Language! Talk of active shooter situations! Mention of Character death!
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Part 7: The Evans Family BBQ
Chris was stood on the street observing his crew as they worked to get the garden fire under control. So far they had managed to contain it and prevent it from spreading into other gardens or out into the wooded area at the bottom of the backyard, but they were still working on getting it completely out.
“Jimmy how’s it looking?” Chris called out as he walked closer.
“getting there! We’re really battling the lighter fluid though” Jimmy called back over the noise of the hose.
Chris just nods glancing over at the fire before shaking his head, when will people learn. He turns his attention back over to the triage that had been set up to deal with the burn victims that had tried to play hero. Jamie and Emma were busy working away on the few injured.
“how you guys doing? Need any more assistance? Supplies?” Chris asked walking over to the tent.
“no we’re good, they were all lucky, the burns are quite minimal, just waiting on a couple more ambulances to arrive so we can transport the worst to hospital” Jamie explains as she checks over a burn on a man’s arm.
“Evans! Hawkings!” Captain Jeffords calls out grabbing Chris’ attention.
Chris jogs over to the Captain, Paul joining a few moments later “what’s up cap?” Paul asks brow raised.
“dispatch need a two man crew to help cut a man out of doggy door, I’m sending you two in” Captain Jeffords explains barely looking over at Chris and Paul, his attention still solely on the fire.
“of course Captain we’re on it” Chris nods looking over to Paul who nods his head in agreement.
“good, take the SUV all the equipment you’ll need is in there already” Captain Jeffords explains sparing Chris a quick glance as he chucked the keys over to him.
Chris nods easily catching the keys “c’mon Paulie lets go” Chris says patting him on the shoulder.
The two of the climb into the car, getting the address from dispatch and making their way through the city. The ride was fairly silent, the only noise being the sirens and the occasional beep of the horn to get the traffic to move. However as Chris drove he slowly became aware of the smirk on Paul’s face.
“are you gonna say what you’re thinking or continue to sit there like the Cheshire cat?” Chris huffs glancing over at Paul.
“its nothing, you just seem eager to get to the job that’s all” Paul comments.
Chris arches a brow as he glances over at Paul “it is part of our job to get there as quick as possible” Chris points out.
“yeah but this isn’t a major emergency… we don’t need to be honking at every car in the way” Paul says just as Chris hits the horn again, a low growl of frustration falling from his lips.
“I wouldn’t need to honk if people were paying attention to the siren and actually got out of the way” Chris grumbled honking the horn a couple more times.
“so this eagerness to get there has nothing to do with the potential chance that your girl might be there” Paul smirks.
“she’s not my girl” Chris states quickly making Paul’s smirk grow.
“so you’re not denying your eagerness to see her then” Paul points out.
“I’m not eager to see her, she probably isn’t even the one who called it in, I bet she has much bigger fish to fry now she’s a sergeant” Chris points out shaking his head slightly.
“oh c’mon Chris you know you’re hoping its her, we all see you smiling at your phone whenever you get a text from her, you’re always in a better mood after hanging out with her the evening before” Paul says nudging Chris’ shoulder.
“we’re just friends that’s all” Chris defends shaking his head slightly as he sighed, because he couldn’t really deny it, even if it was a slim chance he was hoping it was you calling it in, he did always seem in a better mood after hanging out.
“so you aren’t thinking of asking her out again?” Paul asks looking over at Chris.
“no” Chris says almost instantly, shaking his head “we’re better as friends, less complicated”
“what’s so complicated about it?” Paul asks with a huff of a laugh.
“well you know with everything that happened, both of us working in the emergency services” Chris says suddenly struggling to think of more reasons, despite his brain telling him there was definitely more.
“doesn’t sound complicated to me” Paul points out making Chris sigh.
“it doesn’t really matter, those feelings are gone” Chris says shaking his head.
“are they? Or have you just buried them because its easier?” Paul asks.
Chris doesn’t answer, keeping his eyes set on the road ahead. He wanted to tell Paul he was wrong, he didn’t have feelings for you anymore. He’d seen the other side of you and didn’t like it, didn’t like being the target for it. But he just couldn’t get the words out. It was complicated, even if life did seem simple when you were around.
Thankfully they turned onto the street where the man was stuck and pulled up outside of the house next to the police car. Climbing out Chris made his way up the drive towards the back gate. As he rounded the corner he couldn’t help but smile when he saw you stood there hands on your hips as you looked down at the guy stuck halfway through the doggy door.
Chris paused for a moment just taking in the scene, you were stood there in a white blouse, black leather jacket and jeans. Hands on your hips, eyebrow arched as you looked down at the perp, a look of exasperation on your face. You then looked up your eyes meeting his, a warm smile appearing on your face as you walked down the stairs of the deck towards him.
“I promise I don’t chase all my perps into situations like this” you state with a smirk.
Chris laughs recalling the time he freed your perp from underneath a fence. The atmosphere this time though was completely different, he was receiving a warm smile from you this time, not an icy glare.
“are you sure? Because if I had a nickel for every time I cut a perp free for you, I’d have two nickels, which isn’t a lot but its strange its happened twice” Chris smirks shrugging his shoulders.
You narrow your eyes as you look up at him “did you just quote Phineas and Ferb?” you question.
Chris chuckles shrugging his shoulders “I have young nieces and nephews” he explains.
“hey if you don’t cut this guy free I’ll do it myself” the detective near the perp calls out over to the two of you.
Chris raises a brow looking down at you in question “that’s Diaz the new transfer from the NYPD, Benny’s off sick, but don’t worry she’s scarier than she looks” you explain shaking your head gently “that being said you better go cut the guy free”
Chris chuckles nodding his head as he looked over at Paul who was stood to the side with a shit eating grin on his face. Chris just rolled his eyes at him “get the gear” he ordered.
“yes sir” Paul smirks giving Chris a quick salute before turning and heading back to the SUV.
“so what happened here then?” Chris asks nodding to the perp as you and Chris walk over to the door.
“guy got pretty wasted, came home, key wouldn’t work so tried to get in through the doggy door, which is a great plan except for the fact that his house is actually that one” You explain pointing to the house next door “and you’ll never guess what” you add with a smirk.
“he doesn’t own a dog?” Chris guesses.
“bingo, the owners of this house got home saw him halfway through their doggy door, passed out, so called the cops” you explain putting your hands on your hips.
“so not a burglar?” Chris confirms.
“nope, if he was a burglar he’s the worst ever, worse than the wet bandits” you comment making Chris bark out a laugh.
“home alone, good movie” he smiles nodding his head.
“er try best movies of all time?” you retorts shaking your head at him.
“nope, nothing beats Legends of the fall” Chris states shaking his head.
You just shrug your shoulders “never seen it”
Chris’ jaw dropped “what! How have you never seen it!” he exclaims hand instinctively reaching out to touch your arm “we need to change this right now, what are you doing tonight?” Chris asks.
“nothing” you chuckle as you looked up at him.
“good because we’re having a movie night, I’ll bring the movie you bring the snacks” Chris states leaving you no room to argue.
You laugh at him but nod your head “okay fine, my place?” you offer.
“sure I’ll text you when I get off shift” Chris smiles nodding his head.
He watches as you smile down at the floor before looking up at him, his own smile growing on his face. a warm sensation filling his chest as he looked at you.
The moment was then interrupted by Paul clearing his throat loudly “if you two have stopped flirting can we cut this guy free now?” he asks.
“we weren’t flirting” you say quickly, shaking your head “just friends”
Despite the fact Chris agreed with you, he felt his smile fall slightly. His throat growing tight forcing him to clear it with a loud cough. You glance up at him with a raised eyebrow and an unreadable expression on your face. Chris just gives you a quick awkward smile before turning to Paul and getting on with the job.
That evening Chris made his way round to your apartment, after briefly stopping at his house to change into a comfy pair of grey sweatpants and navy Henley. He quickly jogged up the stairs pizza boxes in hand before knocking on your apartment door.
A few moments later you opened the door also now in comfy clothes, wearing baggy sweatpants and an oversized Boston PD tee, your hair was pulled out of your face in a messy bun. Despite all that a smile broke out on Chris’ face because you still looked incredible.
“I thought I was dealing with the snacks” you point out nodding to the pizza boxes.
“these aren’t snack, they’re dinner” Chris corrects as he steps into your apartment, toeing off his shoes.
“dinner and a movie, wow am I a lucky girl” you smirk as you close the door behind him.
“what can I say I know how to treat a women” Chris playfully smirks before suddenly realising what he said “you know as a friend”
You nod your head clearing your throat “yeah- yeah of course” you say rubbing your hands together nervously “why don’t you set that up and I’ll grab up some drinks, beer?” you suggest.
“yeah sounds good” Chris nods moving over to your TV.
As he crouched down to put the DVD in he let out a quiet but deep sigh as he rubbed his forehead, his hand running down over his beard as he glanced over his shoulder. He couldn’t see you but he could hear you moving around the kitchen, the occasional sound of beer bottles clinking against each other. He could almost picture you walking around, using your hips to shut the drawer that you got the bottle opener from, nudging the fridge shut with your elbow. He found himself smiling at the scene he was picturing in his head before his brain suddenly shut it off reminding himself that you were only friends.
“got it all set up?” you ask walking back out to the living room.
“yeah, all good” Chris nods clearing his throat slightly as he stood back up, accepting the beer taking a long pull.
“good, now this movie better live up to the hype” you say turning to sit down on the couch crossed legged.
“it will I promise, movies are my thing” Chris promises as he sits down, reclining back on the couch, one arm outstretched across the back.
“is that why you have a superhero complex?” you smirk knowingly.
“I plead the fifth” Chris comments with his own smirk, reaching out to grab a slice of pizza.
You roll your eyes at him grabbing the remote and pressing play on the movie before grabbing a slice of pizza for yourself and happily munching away. For a second Chris completely forgot he was here to watch a movie, his favourite movie, because he couldn’t take his eyes off of you. Watching with a small smile on his face as you happily ate the pizza, small sighs of context escaping your lips.
You must have sensed him watching because you glanced over with a frown on your face “what have I got sauce of my face or something?” you ask your thumb quickly wiping the corners of your lips.
Chris chuckles shaking his head “no you’re good” he smiles.
You give him a slightly confused smile back, but don’t question him further about why he was staring, going back to eating and focussing on the movie. Chris bit his lip slightly as he gave you one last glance before turning his attention to the movie, yet he still couldn’t focus on it, his mind elsewhere, thinking about how much he liked how relaxed you were around him.
Every other girl he’d spent time with, whether it be a one night stand or one of his failed relationships years so, would always make sure they looked their best. They wouldn’t be caught dead wearing baggy and old clothes, they also wouldn’t dive into the pizza they would take tiny mice bites to avoid sauce getting everywhere. Yet you did none of that.
The hopeless romantic part of his brain was telling him that it was because there was some connection, and you were different to all the other girls, that maybe Scott was right all along. But then his realistic part of his brain kicked in, trampling the hopeless romantic side back into its grave. You weren’t putting in the effort because you didn’t see him more than a friend, you didn’t seem him as a romantic option. Whenever he hung out with the crew Jamie would dress similar to you because they were friends, this was the exact same.
You and Chris were friends. End of Story.
About half an hour into the movie your phone started ringing, you quietly cursed as you pulled out your mobile “sorry I have to take this” you apologise quickly.
“its fine don’t worry” Chris smiles grabbing the remote and pausing the movie.
You gave him a thankful smile before standing up and answering your phone “good evening sir, is everything okay?” you say into the phone.
There was silence as you listened to whoever it was, Chris guessing it was your captain, your head gently nodding, teeth nervously biting at your lower lip.
“yes of course let me just grab the file and I’ll get you up to date” you say scratching the back of your neck as you walk out of the living room down the hall to your bedroom.
Chris waited in silence for a moment, only hearing the muffled sound of you talking to your boss down the hall. As he waited his eyes began to wander around the room, taking in all the different knickknacks you had lying around, the books you had and the photos on the side. He saw one with you and Benny at Disneyworld, Chris could practically hear the laughter as the pair of you posed with Officer Judy Hopps. He then spotted one from your graduation from the police academy, he recognised the man stood next to you as your father.
However to anyone who didn’t know who your father was, and what he looked like, they would probably assume you were strangers. Because despite the proud smile on your face, the distance between the two of your spoke volumes, it looked far too formal to be a father and daughter. A fact that made Chris frown, recalling his own photo with his father when he passed his firefighter training. His photo was much more familiar, the smile on his father’s face wide and proud, not small and courteous like your father’s smile.
His train of thought was then interrupted by you walking back in and slumping down on the couch with a heavy sigh “sorry about that” you apologise looking over at him.
“its okay, does your captain normally call your this late off shift?” Chris asks glancing at his watch.
“it wasn’t my captain, it was my father” you explain shaking your head.
“oh” Chris frowns, finding that nugget of information confusing since from the way it sounded it didn’t seem like you were.
“he wanted to know how my current case was going” you explain sitting back, your head resting on Chris’ forearm, something that if you realised you didn’t say anything about.
“oh okay, It all sounded very formal just assumed it was your boss” Chris says clearing his throat trying to ignore the funny sensation in his chest that he started feeling as soon as your head rested against his arm.
“yeah my father has always been pretty strict about that, if its work related I must refer to him by rank” you explain with a casual shrug of your shoulder “I’m sure it must be the same for you with your father”
Chris frowns once more at this, he couldn’t wrap his head around the fact that there was parents and families who had this sort of relationship with their children. It was all too formal and backwards.
“i-I mean I guess” Chris stumbles “but only around others, if its just me and him its more casual”
You just hum at this “anyway lets get back to the movie” you say grabbing the remote and pressing play before Chris had a chance to question it further.
For the rest of the movie Chris couldn’t focus on anything except what he’d just learnt about you and your father. He glanced back over at the photo of you and your father, deciding that the more he found out about Commissioner Y/L/N the less he liked him.
A couple of days later Chris was at his mom’s house out in the garden playing with all the kids.
“Uncle Chris focus!” Ethan shouted getting Chris’ attention “you’re gonna make us lose!”
Chris blinked a couple of times before returning his attention back to the small game of wiffleball he was playing with the kids and Scott.
“don’t worry pal, Scott is terrible at batting” Chris reassures him as he smirked over at Scott who was holding the bat.
“careful you don’t want a repeat of the softball incident” Scott smirks wriggling his eyebrows.
Chris rolls his eyes at his brother, the incident at the softball game had since become a big joke in his family “that’s a lot of talk for someone who rarely hits the ball” Chris retorts.
“bring it on Christopher” Scott goads getting into position to bat.
Chris got ready to throw the ball, deciding not to hold anything back to teach his brother a lesson. However before he even got a chance he got interrupted by his older sister.
“Kids come inside! Lunch is ready!” Carly called out from the back door.
The kids instantly dropped everything and made a beeline for the house, Chris smirk shrugging his shoulders as he looked over at Scott “save by the bell hey?” Chris smirks.
“yeah you got off lucky” Scott retorted, dropping the bat and turning back towards the house.
Chris took this opportunity to throw the ball at Scott hitting him on the back of the head “hey!” Scott complained turning back around to Chris.
“wasn’t me” Chris said pointing over to dodger.
Scott rolled his eyes “you’re a child, an actual child” Scott scoffed walking back towards the house.
“c’mon bubba” Chris chuckled before jogging to catch up with Scott, wrapping his arm around his shoulders and ruffling up his hair.
“urgh Chris!” Scott whined trying to push Chris away but ultimately failing.
“hey pack it in you two!” Lisa scolded lightly from across the room where she was helping the kids plate up their food.
“sorry ma!” Both Chris and Scott called out in unison.
“I hope you two won’t be this much trouble at the BBQ this weekend, I swear you two are worst than the kids” Carly says with a pointed look.
“don’t worry Carly, we’ll be on our best behaviour” Chris says holding his hands up as he walked over to grab himself some food.
Carly hums unconvinced before going back to help Stella cut up her sandwiches into triangles.
Chris smiles as he begins to plate up some food for himself, taking a little bit of everything since he could never decide which of his mom’s cooking was the best.
“you okay sweetie?” Lisa asks as she comes to stand next to him.
“hm? Oh yeah just hungry after all the running around” Chris nods as he scoops up some potato salad.
“you sure? You seemed a little distant earlier, what’s going on up there?” Lisa asks quietly pointing to his head.
Chris sighed glancing around at everyone, thankful that they were now a good distance away, sat down eating their food, not paying attention to this conversation. Since he stepped in the door today all he could think about was you, specifically whether you every experienced this sort of family vibe. Did you father ever take you aside when he saw something was bothering you? did you have cousins to play with on a warm summers day as a kid?
“nothing, I just-“ Chris starts before sighing as he tried to find the right words “at the theatre, are there kids or families there that aren’t as close as ours?” he asked.
Lisa frowns slightly as she put down her plate to give him her full attention “I mean I guess so, with me being a stay at home mom it meant I had more time to do stuff with you guys, not every parent has that luxury but I wouldn’t say they were any less loved” Lisa tells him “why do you ask?”
“well.. I was hanging out with Y/N a couple days ago and she got a call from her father but from the outside it sounded like a call with her boss, not her dad and she said it was normal but I just can’t seem to wrap my head around it” Chris sighed shaking his head.
Lisa hummed nodding her head slightly “well not every family is as lucky as we are, I know her family went through a lot after her mother died” Lisa sighed.
“you knew about that?” Chris asks surprised.
Lisa nods her head with a sad hum “yeah your father told me about it when it happened, he probably knows more about the situation so he could probably answer your questions better” Lisa explained.
“I just feel so bad for her, losing her mom and then her dad being as cold as he appears, what if she never got to experience something like this?” Chris says nodding over to the large table full of his family.
“sometimes life isn’t fair, but just because her childhood wasn’t as happy as yours, doesn’t mean she deserves this kind of life any less, the past doesn’t define our futures” Lisa tells him putting a hand on his back and rubbing it soothingly “why don’t you invite her to the BBQ this weekend?”
“do you think she’ll want to come?” Chris asks sceptically.
“I’m sure, everyone is welcome here” Lisa smiles warmly.
“thanks ma” Chris smiled leaning over to kiss her on the cheek.
You had been a nervous wreck all morning and you had no clue why. Well actually the fact that you had been invited to a big BBQ party by Chris was kinda freaking you out but you had no clue why it was freaking you out. you’d hung out with Chris plenty of times now, you’d even go as far as saying you were good friends. So why is being invited to a party so terrifying.
When Chris gave you the address you were surprised to find the house was actually in the suburbs of Boston, you’d expected him to have a bachelor pad or something. You were even more surprised when you pulled up outside a decently large house, coming to the conclusion that this couldn’t be his house.
Your theory gained more evidence when you knocked on the front door and were greeted by who you recognised as his mother.
“oh I’m so glad you could make it, come inside” Lisa smiled ushering you in.
“yeah I’m glad I had the day off” you chuckled nervously as you glanced around the house.
It was an impressive house, one that definitely felt like it was built for a large family, pictures of Chris and his siblings and the rest of his family hanging on the walls. It all felt very homey, it was the kind of house that you dreamt of.
“I’m sorry I didn’t bring anything, I found out a bit to late” you apologise.
“oh its fine dear there’s plenty of food to go around, can I get you a drink?” Lisa asks as she leads you through the house and towards the kitchen.
“oh um yeah just a beer please, but I can get it” you say rubbing your hands together nervously.
“oh no dear don’t you worry” Lisa smiles waving you off as she opens the fridge to pass you a beer “and please make yourself at home, any friend of Chris’ is a friend of the family”
“thank you, you have a lovely home by the way, it’s beautiful” you compliment gesturing around at the house.
“oh no dear, this isn’t my house, it’s Chris’” Lisa corrects you with a smile making you equally surprised and confused, she must have seen your confusion because she quickly explained “he brought this place a little while after his niece and nephews were born, he loves having them over to stay but wanted there to be plenty of space and a garden to run around in”
Your heart skipped a beat as you listened to Lisa, a smile growing on your face because of how sweet the reasoning was. The more you got to know Chris the further he appeared from the asshole who pushed your buttons for fun. It was almost unbelievable but it also made sense, even on that very first night you could tell how kind and caring he was.
“oh wow that’s really sweet” you smile.
“yeah he really is a big softie, even if he does wind everyone up time to time” Lisa smirks with a wink making you laugh.
“yeah he does have that talent” you chuckle taking a sip of your beer.
“who has what talent?” Chris asks as he walks in heading straight to the fridge to grab himself a beer.
“nothing dear” Lisa smiles innocently as Chris looked over his shoulder with an arched brow “are you not going to greet your guest?” she prompts him.
“well you were the one who beat me to the door” Chris points out with a smirk.
“its in my nature” Lisa defends making Chris chuckle.
“yes you are the neighbourhood mom, I swear my pals always went to her for advice over their own parents” Chris told you, sending a warm lopsided smile to his mom.
“and that offer is still open today, even for you” Lisa agreed nodding over to you.
“thank you Ms Evans” you thanked her.
“please call me Lisa dear, I’ll leave the two of you to it, just don’t burn the place down” she smirks before making her way out of the kitchen.
Chris chuckles watching his mom go before smiling over at you “thank you for coming by the way, I’m glad you could make it” Chris smiled.
“its nothing, thank you for the invite” you smile shaking your head gently.
Chris shrugs gently as he smiles at you “c’mon let me introduce you to everyone, and be warned we’re all a little mad here” he smirked as he walked over towards you and guided you to the back door.
You laugh looking at up him “what is it with you and Disney references recently?” you question.
“I told you, young niece and nephews” Chris chuckles but you narrow your eyes unconvinced.
“I don’t believe you” you hum before gasping excitedly “you’re a Disney adult aren’t you!”
“I plead the fifth” Chris mutters as he hides a grin opening the back door and gently pushing you outside with a hand to your lower back.
You laugh up at him, feeling warm all over from the sun and his proximity “if it makes you feel better, I am too” you tell him quietly.
“yeah the picture of you and Benny with Officer Hopps kinda gave that away” he smirked.
You gasp playfully “stalker” you smirk.
“just being observant” Chris fires back with a playful grin.
The sound of a dog barking grabs your attention and you look out and around Chris’ back yard. It was beautifully spacious with a good sized pool that people were lounging around, dangling their feet in the water. People who you recognised as Chris’ crew were stood around by the BBQ, a fact you found quite funny because of course the firefighters would be in charge of that. On the beautifully kept lawn you could see kids running around with a brown and white dog, running and dodging the large trees, one of the kids jumping on one of the tree swing before being told to be careful by Lisa.
“c’mon let me introduce you” Chris smiled leading you over to the BBQ.
“right you already know Paulie and Jamie” Chris starts “but this is Jimmy, Steve who is now dating my brother Scott, and this is Captain Jeffords and his wife Clara” Chris says introducing them to you one by one.
“hi nice to meet you guys officially” you smile, waving nervously.
“ah so you’re the girl who knocked Evans down a peg or two” Captain Jeffords smirked holding out his hand “can you tell me your secret?”
You laugh glancing up at Chris who was rolling his eyes “I could but then I’d have to kill you” you smirk making everyone laugh.
“whoa I better not be missing out of introductions!” someone exclaimed joining the group.
“and this is my brother Scott” Chris says introducing his brother who had wrapped his arm around Steve’s shoulder.
“I have to say you are one of my favourite people ever since you nailed Chris in the balls at that softball game” Scott grins making you laugh “actually even when you slapped him”
“alright lets introduce you to everyone else” Chris said guiding you away from his brother and friends who complained loudly.
Chris introduced you to the rest of his family, including his two sisters and his niece and nephews. He then called over the final person with a whistle, the brown and white dog you’d seen earlier racing over to the two of you.
“and this is dodger, my firefighter pup” Chris smiled scratching dodger behind the ear.
“I thought fire station dogs were dalmatians” you point out as you bend down to give dodger some fussing.
“yeah but after we found him we couldn’t really let him go” Chris admits with a shrug.
“you rescued him?” you asked surprised.
“kinda he just appeared one day sleeping outside the station, we took him to the vets but he had no owner, or at least none that wanted him which was just insane because from the get go he was always this sweet little boy, always wanting to say hello but trying his hardest to be good” Chris sighed shaking his head slightly.
“well it looks like he found the right owner in the end, but I’m surprised you called him Dodger, not very Bostonian of you” you comment with a raised brow.
“I called him that because he looks like the Artful Dodger from Oliver and Company” Chris admits scratching the back of his neck.
“definitely a Disney adult” you smirk playfully.
Chris laughs nodding his head making you instantly smile as you stand back up to your full height “well either way its very sweet how you adopted him” you tell him.
“you sound surprised” Chris comments with a small smirk.
“past me definitely would have been, but current me isn’t, well maybe a little bit, but it makes sense” you say as you look around at the large crowd of his family and friends.
Chris smiles bashfully looking down at his feet as he shoves his hands in his pockets, he glances back up at you his mouth opening as he went to say something but all that came out was “oofh” as his eldest nephew barrelled into him.
“Chris come play! You said you’d play” Ethan complained pulling on Chris’ arm.
“In a bit buddy, I’m just hanging out with my friend at the moment” Chris told Ethan gently.
“she can play too!” Ethan exclaimed looking over at you with hopeful eyes.
“I don’t think Y/N-” Chris starts before you interrupted him.
“yeah I can play” you smile nodding your head.
Chris looks over at you surprised before his face melted into a warm smile.
“yes! C’mon we’re playing cops and robbers! You can be a cop because you’re a real life one which is so cool!” Ethan exclaims dropping Chris’ hand to grab yours and dragging you towards the rest of the kids.
“I thought you said my job was cool” Chris said with a small pout as he followed after you.
“yeah but cops are cooler!” Ethan explains making Chris’ eyebrows raise slightly.
You laugh looking over your shoulder at Chris poking your tongue out bragging about your most recent victory in your on going playful feud.
It was starting to get late when Chris carried Stella out to Carly’s car, the little girl fast asleep in his arms, face smushed into the crook of his neck, small hand grasping the small medallion around his neck. He knew Stella was probably too old and too big to be carried like this but as long as he was able to pick them up, Chris would always let his niece and nephews climb all over him.
“thanks for carrying her out Chris” Carly smiled as she opened the car door.
“it’s alright I’ll always have time for my little stelly” Chris smiled as he bent down to put Stella in her car seat, detangling his chain from her hand carefully.
“they had fun tonight, they’ll definitely sleep well tonight” Carly chuckled quietly as she looked in at the car full of tired kids.
“I’m glad they enjoyed it” Chris smiled warmly.
He had a lot of fun spending time with all his friends and family today, put if he had to pick an exact moment it would be when you and him played with the kids together. Even when he was exhausted and tired of the kids climbing all over him, he couldn’t help but smile when he saw you interacting with the kids. It all seemed so natural, as if it had always been this way, like you had always been there. It made the hopeless romantic in him resurface despite knowing nothing would ever happen.
“yeah they love Y/N too, you should have her around more often” Carly tells him.
Chris sighs shaking his head as he scratched the back of his neck “I dunno-“ he started.
“Chris stop self-sabotaging” Carly interrupted making Chris’ eyebrows raise in surprise “I know it’s a bit scary for you, and you like to have things planned out, but just go with the flow with this one okay?” she tells him putting a hand on his arm.
Chris for a second didn’t know what to say, part of him wanted to nod his head and agreed with her but that little voice in his head was telling him no. That if he went with the flow it would only end badly, he needed to keep things how they were. So instead he settled for a joke to ease the tension.
“you’re not my mom, you can’t tell me what to do” he chuckles half-heartedly.
Carly rolls her eyes at him, shaking her head at him with a small smile on her face “no but I am your older sister so I have a little sway” she retorts making Chris laugh gently.
“just don’t do anything rash okay?” Carly sighs.
“I won’t I promise” Chris concedes wrapping his arms around his older sister giving her a tight hug, kissing the top of her head “drive safe” he tells her patting her on the shoulder as he steps back.
“will do, and I’ll text when we get home” Carly says stepping back towards the car “now get back in there and go with the flow” she adds pointing to the front door.
Chris laughs nodding head “going with the flow” he agrees.
He watches as she climbs in the car and pulls away down the drive way, waiting until the car was out of sight before looking away. letting out a long sigh as he looks up at the starry sky as if the answer to the question he didn’t know was up there. As he stepped back inside the house he ran straight into you, his hands grabbing your arms to keep you steady.
“whoa hey where are you going?” Chris asked looking down at you.
“um home? Its late” You say with a slightly confused look before glancing down at his hands on your arms, Chris only just realising he was still holding you and quickly letting go.
“you can’t go you’ve been drinking” Chris states shaking his head at you.
“don’t worry I’m not driving I was just going to call an uber or something” you reassure him holding up your phone.
“I’m still not letting you go” Chris says making you sigh in annoyance.
“why not!” you argue “I’m more than capable of getting an uber”
Chris could see you were getting irritated at him so held up his hands to placate you “I know, I’m not saying you’re not, I just don’t like the idea of you getting a uber this late at night on your own” he reasons.
You frown slightly in surprise as if that idea never crossed your mind, something that Chris didn’t like at all. Had no one ever looked out for you like this? He doubted your ex did, and really hoped your father did.
“oh um I’ll be fine I’ve done it plenty of times before” you tell him shaking your head gently.
“that doesn’t mean you will be this time, all it takes is one creep” Chris presses making you sigh deeply.
You rub your forehead tiredly before dropping your arms in defeat “what do you suggest then Chris?” you sigh.
Chris thinks for a moment, he hadn’t really thought this far ahead. All he knew was that he couldn’t let you go home alone. If he was sober he’d drive you himself but that wasn’t an option and you lived too far away for him to walk your back. He glanced around the room hoping there was someone he trusted that could drive you back but there wasn’t anyone. Leaving only one option, the one that the little voice was saying it was a bad idea.
“do you have work tomorrow?” Chris asks you.
“no I have the whole weekend off for once” you say shaking your head.
“great, you can stay here then and I’ll drive you back in the morning” Chris decides, your jaw falling slightly.
“Chris no I can’t” you say shaking your head, Chris ignoring the small feeling of hurt at your rejection.
“you can, c’mon its fine” Chris presses.
“no Chris, I don’t have anything that I need, nothing to sleep in, a toothbrush” you list off shaking your head.
“don’t worry about all that, I’ll sort that just please stay” Chris says a pleading tone to his voice.
He watches as you look up at him, your eyes searching his for a moment. He could see you were doubtful still so he put as much reassurance he could into one look, watching as your resolve broke.
“okay fine… I’ll stay” you concede.
“great! I’ll go get everything sorted go make yourself comfy” Chris says pushing your back towards the living room.
Chris instantly dashes off up the stairs, hearing your laughter as he went. He poked his head into one of the guest rooms he had making sure it all looked okay and was nice and tidy. He then made his way into his room and his ensuite, opening the cupboard under the sink he grabbed the spare unused toothbrush he kept there as well as a new tube of toothpaste. Once he sorted that he made his way into his closet, he quickly found a pair of old sweatpants that didn’t fit him anymore and one of his tops.
On his way back downstairs he grabbed a towel and flannel for you. In the time it had taken for Chris to get everything ready, the last couple of guests had left meaning when he got back downstairs it was just you.
“where’d everyone go?” Chris asks as he walks into the lounge.
“they took the opportunity and ran for the hills” you joked looking up at him from your spot on the couch, dodger curled up besides you.
“from me or you?” Chris smirks making your roll your eyes at him.
“right here you go, let me know if there’s anything else you need” Chris says passing you everything.
Your eyes widen in surprise at the pile of stuff he’d sorted for you “should I be concerned you have a toothbrush on stand by for overnight guests” you smirk arching a brow.
Chris laughs throwing his head back laughing “its new don’t worry” he promises you.
“I’m glad to hear it, thanks Chris for sorting all this out” you smile nodding down to the pile in your hands.
“its nothing anything to make you feel comfortable, your room is first of the left, I’m just gonna finish tidying up the kitchen so I’ll see you in the morning” he says nodding to the kitchen running his hands down his legs.
“do you want some help?” you offer making him smile.
“no I’m good, get some rest” Chris reassures you.
“okay well goodnight Chris” you smile.
“goodnight Y/N” Chris smiles watching as you head up the stairs to bed.
Chris wasn’t sure what time it was but he couldn’t sleep, the warm nice weather of the day had been replaced by a wet and stormy night. Climbing out of bed he quietly made his way down to the kitchen to grab himself a glass of water.
He leaned against the kitchen island sipping at his water as he stared out the window admiring the storm. Chris had always loved nature so it was no surprised he was fascinated by storms, the way the lighting danced across the sky, how the thunder rolled like waves and how the rain tapped against the windows desperate for attention.
Whenever there was a storm Chris would always find himself away watching the sky. If anyone asked he’d say he was just making sure a tree didn’t get struck and catch fire, that he was just on standby for something to go wrong. But really it was just because he loved them so much.
He was just putting his now empty glass back in the sink when a large clap of lightning ripped through the sky, lighting up the entire room as if it was daytime. But that wasn’t what caught his attention, it was the large crashing noise he heard right above him. For a moment he was confused as to why there would be a crashing up there but then his brain caught up and he remember your bedroom was right above the kitchen.
Chris cursed quickly running up the stairs his heart hammering and his head going a million miles an hour, going to all the worst-case scenarios. What if a branch had snapped and the wind had swept it through the window? What if you were seriously hurt? He’d never forgive himself if something happened to you.
He didn’t even knock when he burst into the room, hearing your startled scream at the intrusion. Chris blinked a couple of time his eyes scanning the room confirming that no there wasn’t a tree branch through the window. His eyes finally falling on you crouched down on the floor a smashed lamp on the floor around you.
“I’m so sorry- the- the storm it” you stuttered like you were struggling to breath.
Chris watched as your hands shook as you tried to clean up the mess, wincing slightly when you finger scratched across a broken shard on the floor. Seeing you in pain spurred Chris into action, instantly crouching down and reaching out to grab your shaking hands.
“whoa, whoa stop you’re gonna hurt yourself” he told you feeling your hands shake in his, making him grip onto you tighter to stop it.
“I’m fine Chris I- I- I just need to-“ you stutter, Chris hearing you quietly sniffle as you looked down to avoid his gaze.
“Y/N” Chris said trying to get you to stop “Y/N stop” he pressed squeezing your hand finally getting you to look over at him.
His heart broke when he saw the tears and fear in your eyes, Chris looked at you confused for a moment trying to work out why a broken lamp caused all this. Did you fear him or something? Were you scared of his reaction?
Suddenly another clap of lightning ripped through the sky, illuminating the fear on your face, Chris watched as you flinched so much your hand was ripped out of his. You let out a poorly concealed scream of terror, your hand clasped over your ears to block out the noise. Chris cursed as the pieces fell into place, you were terrified of storms.
“hey, hey its okay” Chris reassured you getting a close to you as he could over the broken shards on the floor, his arm reaching out around you to rub your back.
“I’m sorry- I’m sorry” you stuttered, your entire body shaking in fear.
“its okay, right just put your arms around my shoulders” Chris says guiding your hands to his shoulders.
Your hands shook as you wrapped your arms around his shoulder, once he felt you were secure he reached out and gently scooped your up into his arms. He stood up and carried you out of the room, he paused for a second trying to work out where exactly to take you. at first he thought about taking you downstairs but there were more windows and more open. So instead he opted to take you to his bedroom instead.
As he walked into his bedroom, Dodger raised his head from his bed watching Chris’ every move. Chris gently settled you down on the bed, quickly whistling for dodger to jump up knowing how relaxing it felt to have him around. Once you were settled down Chris quickly examined your hand relieved to see it wasn’t too bad and already stopped bleeding.
“I’m sorry- I didn’t mean to break-” you stutter shaking your head slightly.
“hey its okay stop apologising, accidents happen” Chris tells you gently, but you just shake your head looking down.
“hey c’mon now” Chris sighs gently, hopping into bed besides you, wrapping his arm around you pulling you into his embrace.
Chris continued to comfort you, holding you close so you practically sat in his lap and reassuring you that everything was fine and that the storm would pass. He’d feel you slowly begin to relax but every time there was another clap of thunder it would be straight back to the beginning. Chris felt completely helpless he didn’t know how to calm you down while the storm still raged.
“did I ever tell you about the time I made Scott piss his pants?” Chris said suddenly.
“what?” you sniffled, your head still buried in his chest.
“yeah we were kids, only about 10 or 11, and we were out playing in the backyard and I wanted to play a prank on him, so I said instead of going inside to have a pee why don’t we just pee, like not in a bush, but just pee our pants” Chris said recalling the story struggling to hold back his laughter “he didn’t seem convinced so I told him I was already going, so he went, but just as he was going, I told him it was a prank”
“that’s mean” you sniffle.
“that’s not the worst part” Chris chuckled readjusting his hold on you so you were even closer to him “our babysitter pulled up so I ran over and told her that Scott peed his pants”
Chris could feel you still shaking slightly but when he looked down he could see you were actually laughing, wiping away the tears on your cheeks “so you’ve always been an asshole then” you chuckled weakly.
“yeah I guess so, Scott took the fall for a lot of my shit” Chris smirked as he looked down at you.
“can you tell me more?” you asked him quietly, glancing up at him sheepishly.
“more?” Chris asks surprised.
“yeah like from your childhood” you clarified sniffling slightly.
“oh okay, yeah sure” Chris nods racking his brain “god where to start”
Chris spent the next hour or so recounting stories of him and his siblings, like how he whacked Scott around the head with a book, splitting his head open. The time he pushed Scott over and he hit his head on the coffee table, splitting it open again, Scott taking the fall and saying he fell. The time that Chris pulled a massive strip of wallpaper off the wall, how his mom went mental and Scott took the blame again even though there was no way Scott could have done it.
“Scott must really love you if he took the blame that many times” you commented wiping away the last of your tears.
“yeah he’s my oldest friend really, thick as thieves” Chris chuckled shaking his head slightly.
“that’s really sweet” you smile your head still resting against his chest.
Chris hummed slightly as he looked down at you before glancing out the window, it took him a moment but then he realised the storm had stopped. All that was left was the rain which was now much more calmer than before. Chris went to tell you that it was over but stopped himself because he didn’t want this moment to end. He didn’t want you to go back to your bedroom, so he asked you a question instead.
“have you always been afraid of storms?” Chris asked gently.
You let out a long shaky sigh making Chris worry that he’d overstepped “yeah” you finally said.
“when I was younger my mom would always come into my room and make sure I was okay, but after she was gone I had no one” you told him quietly.
“what about your father?” Chris questioned.
“he didn’t understand it, he would just tell me to go back to bed so I kinda learnt to deal with it” you admitted making Chris’ blood boil with anger.
“for a while I was fine, but then I joined the force and it got worse again” you sighed shaking your head.
“why?” Chris asked you.
“um- I uh” you stutter slightly.
“hey its fine you don’t need to tell me” Chris reassured you sensing your hesitation.
“no- i- I want to” you say shaking your head “it was my first month as an uniformed officer, there was a shooting at a shopping mall and me and my partner were one of the first on the scene, to this day the sound of bullets echoes in my mind, my uh my partner got killed in the line of duty”
“shit Y/N” Chris muttered “I’m so sorry”
“its- its okay, it was a long time ago now” you say shaking your head “ever since my fear of storms has been back and worse than ever”
Chris sighed wrapping his arms around you tighter, his chin resting on the top of your head, resisting the urge to place a kiss to the top of your head “have you ever seen someone about this?” he asks you gently.
“yeah I got sent to the occupational therapist but it didn’t really work so I stopped going” you tell him but Chris got the impression that it wasn’t the full story but decided not to press further.
“did you try to find a therapist that worked for you?” he asked getting a shake of the head in response “I think you should, they really help when you find the right one”
“I dunno… I don’t really want to think about it right now” you sigh shaking your head.
“okay, that’s fair, what do you want to do?” Chris asked.
You looked up at him hopefully “A Disney movie?” you ask hopefully making Chris chuckle.
“yes of course, Beauty and the Beast?” Chris suggests grabbing the TV remote from his bedside table.
“sounds perfect” you smile.
As Chris set the movie up he expected for you to move away from him, sitting down in the space besides him. But you didn’t, you remained in his embrace, even going as far as to snuggle down closer into him. The movie began to play and you stayed put, Chris feeling you relax completely in his embrace.
Barely half an hour into the movie Chris noticed you had fallen asleep in his arms, your head resting against his chest, your features completely relaxed. Chris smiled gently as he brushed some hair out of your face, the warm sensation in his chest returning as he was unable to stop himself from pressing a kiss to the top of your head.
Chris couldn’t deny it any longer, he still had feelings for you and those feelings were pretty damn strong. He was no longer okay with being just friends with you, he wanted that first night again but without all the mess. He wanted you in his arms every single night. He just hoped you felt the same way.
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