#but to me. its eveeything.

[privartidahos]

freak show 🎠

[perillaleafs]

the nausea cycle :(

[kaoharu]

are you playing 3h or something pollux what is going on

HWBJSJS no i Need to play that but rn i am playinf royal alchemist :3

[waffles-and-flapjacks]

I'm full of so much joyous whimsy and enthusiasm and unabashed love and appreciation for things in life- when I learn to talk to the inner critic in me that conditions me to be afraid of being passionate.

I think I could probably enjoy life more, if I learn how to talk better with my inner critic and even let them see the beauty life has to offer.

i have more love for life than I realized if I slow down and remind myself that I don't have to be critical of every piece of media and so harsh with myself for simply being happy and enjoying 'embarassing' things or for simply existing.

I've learned, from my inner critic, that everything and ANYTHING, if you put it under a microscope, can be ugly and embarassing and shameful. but maybe it's time to take a step back from that, too.

[strawbebyjam]

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[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

808s & Heartbreak or The Life of Pablo?

i feel most ppl wld assume i prefer 808s due to my oldhead ways but i actually nevr rly got into it.. Life of pablo tho oh man i LOVED that album its probly the only kanye album thats like, special to me personally. idk it just reminds me of 2016, my old roommate and all the hypebeast-type ppl i wld chill w at the time.. their parties...i was still rly into drinking at the time xD idk life of pablo was so fun cus i think it was the last like, Culturally significant music Moment i participated in. idek if moments like that happen anymore due to speed in which ppl consume & instantly get bored, moving on to the next thing. like remember when frank ocean blonde dropped and everyone was SO unified in adoring it....im gonna cry thinking about how we'll potentially never have that attention span for anything like that agai'n. eveeything still felt so innocent when kanye gave us LOP thats what i miss. Anywyas....

Beautiful Morning🌅You're The Sun In My Morning Babe🪷NothingUnwanted

[saexy]

Excuse me, I don’t know when we followed each other but I’m dropping by to introduce myself. Nice to moot you 😄

HALP ITS ME.. LITERALLY EVEEYTHING ON MY BLOG REMAINSS SAME.- 🙄🙄🙄 YOU FOREGT ME SO SOON WOW MIA.. FEELING BETRAYED.

[seven-stars-in-his-palm]

Hey august i hope you have a great day💙 i was wondering, what are your top five favourite moments from good omens? :)

ohhh sonny why would you DO THIS TO ME!!!!! my response got overloaded and DELETED before i could finish this WHY!!!!!! gonna try and replicate best i can </3 also sorry this took so long, ive been agonizing over it for. So Long

okay lets start…. 5) the first one isnt a scene or moment so much as its a line. let me quote here for you:

"Three very crowded hours went past. They involved quite a lot of phone calls, telexes, and faxes. Twenty-seven people were got out of bed in quick succession and they got another fifty-three out of bed, because if there is one thing a man wants to know what he's woken up in a panic at 4:00 A.M, it's that he's not alone." (page 132).

look at the italics stuff. its so funny yet unintentionally heartwarming and romantic. i dont why its affecting me so much bro. ALSO. the second i read that the first time i took out my pen and annotated it to connect to our darling duo 😃 like god okay . sure. a demon who always sleep and is rightfully paranoid having someone to wake up when things go bump in the night.... 😭😭😭 its just so beautiful. hopeful even. this is never gonna leave me ever

4) the drunken bookshop interaction 11 Years Ago, but specifically the book's version because its so much sillier yet heavier. they have their silliness that makes it THEM but also talking about the end of the world in such a vulnerable state…. it also has the bird wearing down its beak on the mountain story, which i will never fucking get over ever. they're so!!!! comfortable!!! unguarded!!! while discussing the nature of their very existence!!!!! UGDHDH I COULD TALJ FOR HOURS but i musnt. im trying to make this quick

3) uhmmm this one waspretty hard but watching wee morag die, somehow. aziraphale's heavy "im going to save her" and he's TOO LATE?!!?! AND CROWLEY'S SOFT"aziraphale-" ITS JUST SO HARD TOWACTCH... and the score behind it too.. utter madness. utter MADNESS

2) the final fifteen, naturally. the feelings. the implications. we've known each other for a long time. we could be together. Gay. staring from across the road aa he makes the decision that will tear the two of them apart. and, ironically, DESPITE all that, you know the thing tbat gets me after ALL THAT?? after he leaves . crowley looks around. to nina, to maggie, to muriel. and he kinda has this expression on his face like "well, that's that then." resigned. kinda like an "oh, well." but. when he gets into that car. all of that masking and bravado just FALLS. and he's there. and he's clutching the wheel. and he is so done. AND HE DRIVES OFF. THATS WHAT GETS ME . NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I MIGHT WATCH THAT FINALE, ITS THAT MOMENT THAT ALWAYS GETS THE TEARS TO DOUBLE.

1) this is a nice tie in honestly, but the cold open of season 2 is MY LOVE!!!!! especially with the context of what's to come for them. their very first goddamned meeting.......creating the stars, spinning the crank, "this is all going to shut down in 6000 years", "what trouble can i get into just for asking a few questions".. EVEEYTHING, DELICATE ANGEL. EVERYTHING

[saenora]

BECAUSE U ASKED ME THIS QUESTION ILL REVERSE IT TELL ME ABOUT WHAT YOU AND SAE DO 😡😡😡🫶🏻🫶🏻

AAAHH!! DOOBYY!! THIS IS GONNA BE LONG...

Sae and me... *CLENCHES FIST...* 🤭🤭

US? POLAR OPPOSITESS!! but yk how opposites attract its lwk the same.. but out ship goes from bffs to fwb to lovers!! .... BAAH HE IS A HEARTBREAKERR YOU KNOW DOOBYY!! BUT BABY WAS FINEASS DRUNK WHEN HE CONFESSED.. KISSEd me and passes out... had to carry him to the room >.< (HE IS HEAVY) our first date was even worse of a disatster...🤭

its a long distance! SO ALOT OF IS JUST US VC AND FINDING TIME BETWEEN TIMZEONES!! but when he is here.. its alot of home cooked meals.. we're both bigass foodies.. we put some good jazz or old alt rock and we're slow dancing in the kicthen lights...cooking soem of his mum's recipes or trying new cuisinejdj!!

he is the first to know eveeything!! and sunrises on the beach.. i am DRIVING HIS ASS BECC HE CANT .... oof my passenger princess <33 we're both early riserss so its alot of fun!! YES ALL THE COOLDUDE PHOTOS ON HIS INSTA ARE BY ME.. he rarely posts but whatever there are i toooK THEM.

we're both anti pda so you ll mever catch us holding hands.. but we sleep half naked in bed! ALSO I RANDOMLY GRAB HIS ASS IN PUBLIC FOR FUN... and shamelessly flirt w him.. calling him daddy/princess bec he that little piuty annoyed look on him is preciouss!! he fite the urge to kill me everyday 😩😩🥹

i annoyyy him alottt!! ALWAYS PULLING SILLY PRANKS ON HIMM!! SOMETIMES I JUST KNOW HE IS GONNA GILE FOR A RESTRAINMENT ORDER AGAISNT ME!! AND SWIMMINGGSHS WE LOVE TO DO FOR SWIMSS LATE NITEE!! AND MIDNITEE SNACKING YESSS (ONLY WHEN HE ON VACATION :((( bec ge gotta take care of that OOF HOT BODY (HAVE YOU SEEEN THOSE PECKS))

*covering his ears* i am his simp... but he doenst need to know... 😩🫶

[thecolorsfucked]

im a lil calmer now a friend called and calmed me down and i said sorry to my othee friend imma talk to then tmrw idk eveeything is so scary and idk if i should panic or if its just my brain on trauma mode uk idk idk everything is so hard and im trying im

glad i have friends i wish i could be better for them instead of always in crisis and always scared

[what-if-nct]

hiiii today's reminder is i am once again in my fitness era but age is catching up because where i used to be sore for a day after a workout I'm now sore for two days also my knees always hurt but that's not new so i guess I'm just old now

Hiii, and no i completely feel you. I was sore for 4 days after pilates and i didn't know your body could get that sore. I've been doing it at home lately and its not as intense but the soreness is still there. i can do 120 sit ups now which happened cause i kept losing count. Oh for me its my back which i have to do certain things on the bed cause i don't need my spine grinding against the floor. But a massage after working out sounds so good. If you have the opportunity get a massage i just know it will make eveeything all better.

[cookies-over-yonder]

anonymous opinion time! you talk a lot and it can get sorta overwhelming, but it always makes me smile anyways because its really easy to see your joy and general zest for life. your art is absolutely adorable and every time i see it, i go "oh, yay, cookies art! i love sparkles work!" and im very excited to see how your demon cass au shakes out

THANK YOU SO MUCH OMG!!!! this makes me reallu really really happy!!!!

i do talk A LOT !!!! and i know that it tends to be overwhelming hahahaha i'm just very hyperverbal!!

i'm happy i make you smile :))) I AM VERY JOYFUL AND I DO HAVE A GENERAL ZEST FOR LIFE I LOVE BEING ALIVE I LOVE BEING ALIVE I LOVE BEING ALIVE I LOVE BEING ALIVE

ALSO YAYAYYA I LOVE MAKING MY ART@!!!!!! i love lovelove making it super sparkly and textured and stuff with stickers and glitter pens ans eveeything it's soooo fun HEHEHEH

i'm also VERY excited for my demon!cass au :)))))) i'm currently working on a different project but i have been writing some demon!cass au recently and i am excities :)))

THANK YOU!!!!♡♡♡♡♡♡☆☆☆☆☆☆

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

do you play any vidy game?

sometimes anon ^^ its kinda hard for me to get 'in the zone' w gaming since i been an adult. as a kid i had gamecube, gba & nintendo ds so those r the type of games im most familiar with. soon i want to start a new file on slimbo's copy of tale of symphonia since i loved that game back in tha day but never finished it cus i didnt own it i wld just rent it. my most favorite game ever is okami, in 2007 when i got a stepdad he had a ps2 so i bought okami cus my friend told me to play it. for the entire summer before 9th grade i did not go out or see friends or do anything at all except play thru okami like 7? times? iirc. eveeything about that game is perfect to me, the story so captivating n taught me a lot abt japanese folklore, the graphics inspired much of my art at the time. oh, i like minecraft too, its my fav horror game and also a fun way to get bullied by my friends. ty for asking #<3!

[justanotherdisappointment92]

How does your OCPD impact you day to day? I have been told recently by some people I might have OCD or OCPD.

Right now its very hard to tell, because I dont work or study. Those are the main areas usually, but of course it also impacts home life. I live alone, so keeping everything nice and tidy is easy. But thats one thing - eveeything has to have its own place and be tidy. As for when i worked, i worked so hard to do everything rxactly correct and i took too much responsibility. For studies.. everything had to be 100%, i literally had no other way to do for example essays. It had to be perfect. For some people it means because you cant write a perfect essay, as a result there is no essay. Thankfully i almost always was able to complete the assignment.

I have been told by professionals that im not as demanding towards others as i am towards myself - this is a misconception of ocpd that is very common: the idea is that someone with ocpd is very demanding and a horrible boss for example, but very often strict rules apply to ourselves, not so much others.

Sometimes i have hypermorality, that i think its because of my ocpd. Sorry, i struggle to give an example.. also, everything has to be organised and in control.

Tough question! I have lived with this so long, i can not fathom another way to be and live! Please do ask more specific questions, if you want to! I will do my best to answer those.

I have both ocd and ocpd, and they arent always easy to tell apart. Some actions might be because of an outer ocd-related source, say, fear, but it could also be because of the personality trait of ocpd.

As for myself, i am constantly worrying, but i think thats my GAD.

Very often in everyday life ocpd people are rigid and not very flexible, but i have so many other contrasting issues it really doesnt apply to me much.

Also rumination and being fixed on small details. When i got the diagnosis, those were my main features.

Edit. I realised i left out relationships. I dont relly have many, but ocpd definitely would make those harder.

[vibrantlifeboringdeath]

its the voice that stings me the most. the voice and the shape of my upper body. eveeything else i can manage or mitigate, and some stuff im even happy with. But these two things just pull it all down

[psycho-mocha]

welcome to this week's episode of: is shreya literally okay what the fuck