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crowcryptid · 2 years

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I wish I remembered the address to this house that I toured a few years ago because it was a weird ass house and I think the liminal space enjoyers would get a kick outta it

Basically what we were told was that the house was custom built for this guy (he was either an artist or architect, I don’t remember which) and wanted the pool to be accessible from everywhere in the house??

So there was a pool in the middle.. and everything was built around it. Also the house was very dark. Not painted dark, but the main source of light was windows. I remember there being no lights on at all but i don’t remember if it had no lights or if they just weren’t turned on. Idk if I’m remembering this part correctly but I believe the pool room had a gap between the roof and wall due to damage so it was hot in there too. And everything had that pool water scent. But from the outside it just looked like a regular house.

#saw one of those pool rooms pics and it reminded me #this was definetely in 2016 because once we moved into a different house I had no furniture and was playing the first overwatch summer games #which for some reason is very much engrained in my memory of the time #but we were looking at so many houses #the memory is kinda fuzzy and we looked at a lot of run down houses at that time #so maybe I’m confusing the gap between the roof and the wall with another house #I know the area general area it was located in #maybe I could find it #if I do find it I imagine it would look a lot less cursed now #cause it has probably been repaired and redecorated #we did eventually move into a normal house which I miss very much #the neighbors had chickens who came into our yard everyday #and the yard had lychee and mango trees #didn’t even live there a whole year #long story.

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hinamie · 23 days

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congrats on your recovery n all yuuji but unfortunately for you I thought the scars were cool >:/

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk art #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #these took so long i kept getting distracted cries #but they r done and this is yuuji's post canon scar map to me. argue with a wall we should have had this #looks at canon this sign won't stop me bc i cant read >:(#smh robbed!!!!!! the potential!!!!! the aesthetic!!!!! th angst the symbolism!!!!!!#gege i respect u i do not want beef after u let my boys live #but u rly couldnt have scuffed him up a LITTLE more.....there were so many to choose from didnt u have a favourite.....#all he has to show fr all that r two little scratches. rly.#((not counting the ear n fingers thank god i get That much))#anyway i made a whole post abt why i think yuuji should have kept the scars n what it would have stood for symbolically #its along th same lines as the yuuji Big Face Scar agenda hh i just care a lot abt character design n visual storytelling ok #anyway fine he can keep the eye but in this house it grew back wrong it's lighter and foggy and now his prescription is stronger #as fr the rest #megumi has dibs on the upper right eye apparently so yuuji can have the bottom half #i would have doubled down on the scars on his left but a. the right side is the symbolic one #b. he healed an entire eye so it makes sense tht he'd heal other more minor injuries as well #c. tbh it's mostly based on what looked good i think this arrangement guides the eye across his face nicely #gave him a lil nose nick bc smth smth sukuna idk it's just there to balance things out #also as i said. the jaw and neck scar are there for kissing purposes i make the rules im salty and i do what i want smile #in other news thank u past hina fr doing those hair render studies im very happy with my yuuji hair as of late

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coquelicoq · 1 month

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the best reason to socialize is so that you will have stories to tell other people while you're socializing with them. it's a racket. a pyramid scheme. it's all built on air

#JUST KIDDING i love my friends <3 #no but i did just see my sister and i started so many stories with 'when i was at my friend's house recently'#which is crazy! you can only do that if you go to your friends' houses!#(or interact in some other way obviously it doesn't have to be in person don't get stuck on the details here)#i was talking about like five different people too. like oh shit look whose lame older sister has a social life now kind of!!#if i hadn't done all that socializing i would have only been able to tell her about books i've read lately and then we would have #had all that extra time to fill talking about how our mother messed her up. which we were already doing we would have just been doing #it more #my posts #i did not give her any strands of my hair this time BUT I THOUGHT ABOUT IT #maybe i will give her some tomorrow #we're spending the entire day together for various family events and then we're going to a soccer game lol #lol because neither of us care about the game or the team but we were supposed to go with someone else who backed out #so that should be interesting. anyway i'm all tuckered out with socializing lately so apologies to anyone i have not responded to on here

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sparklingchim · 3 months

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#can i yap for a moment #im extremely sleepy but im feeling very upset and mad and confused #also lowkey questioning whether me feeling all that is justified or if i am overreacting #anyway #made out w a boy tonight #and he wanted to go to his place #and i was like no i wanna stay and dance with my girlies #and he gets upset??#asking why i'd kiss him if i don't wanna hook up and i said i just wanna have fun?#made me feel so stupid #that anger in me led to a little fight with another boy (who was unfortunately very cute) and i just wanted to punch him #i just hate when boys think they're so superior #so i argued with this stupid but hot man #until an ex? friend shows up and he was pretty drunk just yapping about things #anyway he basically told me he'd like to rekindle our friendship #but not in a heyy haven't talked in so long let's meet up again #it was in a heyy let's hang out again got a new big car and moved out of my parent's house 😋#which gave me the ick bc that's why we aren't friends anymore and i told him no multiple times #and got sad bc he was one of my closest friends #anyway and then we left the party #this guy pulls me aside the parking lot #and i was so embarrassed bc there were so many people and they were all looking and i could already see people gossiping about it #and i just wanted to die #and then he just CONFESSES??#gives me flowers and all which is saur saur cute #but i legit have zero feelings for him </3 #and have commitment issues and have never been in a relationship and don't wanna be in one #actually grosses me out thinking about relationships </3 #the confession was so random and i kinda lost another friendship? even tho i wouldn't rlly consider him a friend we just share sum classes #but yeah boys are so stupid and confusing and i dunno how and why i get myself into these situations :') m sorry just needed to rant </3

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beatcroc · 8 days

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what kind of frivolity would you engage in, mecha?

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#mecha sonic #scrapnik mecha sonic #scrapnik island #sonic fanart #sonic fandom #arting #msab #good MORNING. i have given myself many emotions about mecha's big stupid cape. like a fool. such is the way i suppose #god ive been dying to get to this one. do you get it. do you understand #victories; if not on your own terms. achievements; if not the ones you thought you wanted. childhood dreams that never die.#which on that note yeah this is also my favorite one for showing eggman-era mecha as like #''yeah hes hes the most arrogant and murderous jackass on the planet but hes also like 17.''#& therefore kind of a lame little nerd by default. he thinks capes are sooooooo coool #we were all stupid kids once but sometimes u get older and u still wanna paint your house purple. and sometimes u still want a cool cape #it occurs to me that actual 17-year-olds may see this and to that i say: sorry. you guys are fine do ya thang.#its just that im 29 and have grey hair and shit so i have a certain Perspective on being 17 is all. & scrapnik mecha is like mid-30's to me #i knoooowwww he loves his big stupid cape so much. look at the refsheets with his dumbass spines poking holes through the the hood #tell me he has not made a COMMITMENT to wearing that hood despite being built in a way that makes that incredibly inconvenient #u look at nathalie fourdraine's christmas scrapniks post and tell me he isnt having so much fun #being all decorated and swishing around in that Even Bigger And Stupider Cape & shawl w/ his friends #hes so funny for that he's generally such a serious kinda character but on god he does also love some showmanship and flashiness.#i want to make it clear btw i also think capes are awesome i literally cosplay a guy with Two [2] capes.#& mecha is basically the coolest ever. but also hes still funny for that

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puppyeared · 9 months

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i wrote this as a joke because I wanted to strangle a guy watching tiktoks without headphones on the bus, but im genuinely disturbed that we've gotten to a point where convenience comes first. and it depresses me even more that its used to justify and monetize greed

#like we have so many ways of doing things that could help us in the long run but because we're told it requires more work we just cant #its too resource intensive. or maybe its too much to maintain. we have to overlook benefits so money can go into more important things #we teach each other to do things a certain way so it works for everyone but who was it convenient for first? what abt who it might hurt?#i have to wonder if the rules our current system uses is worth listening to or following if it doesnt have our best interests in mind. u an #me and the ppl around us.. would we be better off if i ate my meals knowing the person who grew it wanted to feed others the way they could #feed themselves? and that isnt to say we're going to be happy doing it but i guess satisfied that its helping someone instead of quietly #accepting that itll eventually go in the dumpster behind a grocery store because it stopped looking appetizing or it wasnt on sale anymore #what about building homes so we can shelter each other? what if we were satisfied with what we did because we knew it would be paid back #with kindness? isnt that what we evolved to do?? heal each others bones and tell stories and help each other??#why dont houses come with solar panels or generators unless we find a way to make people pay to use the sun? why is our pooled money used #to fund genocides instead of education and hospitals? whose interests and convenience came first when we started this??#i wont pretend to know the answer because i dont. but we all know we're miserable and im sorry to say that i cant see myself fighting #for a world that wont fight for me too. why do we work if we cant live from it?? why did they stop us from plucking more teeth from our #bosses until they could build more walls around themselves and then go back to underpaying us??#im so tired. i cant even imagine making it to age 70 #yapping #vent

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marxism-transgenderism · 2 months

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#and i feel like im going insane trying ti map out the full extent of the transmisogyny of it all #when i tried to help him with the frustrations he was having with his friend and defended the friend even slightly #he accused me of talking like the friend was my actual boyfriend and told me to go run away with him #when he broke a fuck ton of glass in our bathroom his clean up was even more half assed than usual cause of the state he was in #so even as he apologized to me and called his behaviour abuse and used all the right words #it was still me cleaning up after his abuse literally with a broom and mop #i still freak out at rhe very idea of broken glass and i know that trigger isnt going away anytime soon #and i still didnt leave after that #then him and his friend took so many of my words out of context to essentially accuse me of emotional cheating with people on here #and i cant think about that conversation without thinking about how yall on here have talked about abusers using cheating accusations #and when we finally broke uo he couldnt help but keep giving me permission for things #permission to throw something of his in a lake #permission to let my friends talk shit and be mean #but then when i had something mean to say afterwards and he saw it by checking my blog #he punished me for it by doing everything he could tk scare thr shit out of me #cause even as we were broken uo he hadnt given me permission to talk shit #only to listen to my friends #and even after all that him and his friend still expected that i would share my car and weed for them to use #and i still did with the car cause im either wonderful for dumb as hell #probably both #then after all that his friend cut me off as a friend using the fact that i had asked him why he was refusing to even look at me and if we #were cool to say i was demanding and pushing him and not respecting his boundaries #he used me asking why i was being treated as a pariah to justify treating me as a pariah #after all i had refused to still be a punching bag #i stopped buying him weed #so it was time for me to be disposed of #and even as they disposed of me they still expected me to live in that house for another fucking month with them #i was used and disposed of by two of the people i was closest with #one of whom i would have married eventually if he hadnt pushed it over the edge

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b-blushes · 2 months

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thursday quest - no physical therapy today - make and eat lunch sooooo early but i can do it!!!!! - get ready for wedding - attend wedding! yay! (: - decompress well when i get home <3

#its thursday quest #god i'm so anxious about it autism style. so many uncertainties that i simply cannot account for alone. but i'm being sooo 'brave' about it #(keeping it to myself. except for posting about it)#taxi company hasn't texted me the drivers' details yet and i emailed them to be like ummmm your policy is to pay before the day #would you like to email me the payment details so i can do that? and they were like 'we'll send the driver details soon' ummmm #there isn't much soon left!!!!!!! it's happening tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!#they're probably just not Organised™ in the way i prefer to be. which is objectively fine it's just challenging for me personally.#i do not think it's Bad but!!!!! i've never taken a taxi before <- guy who Is Scared Of Taxis Specifically but has to face #their fears because they're disabled and have no other choice.#worst case i am down the money and no-one arrives to take me home i guess :P but it'll be afternoon AND my family are there so #in theory i could just get a lift home even though that would mess up other people's plans sooooo bad. UNLESS they have already drunk uhhhh #in which case i guess i'd just ask for help calling a taxi to the place. plany of people who can do such things easily (unlike me)#it'll be fine!!! i can ask my siblings if need be bc they are so niceys and will not get mad at me for being autistic o7 #My other worry is being too hot and being in a rush getting ready bc i have to eat a proper meal due to the symptoms syndromes #and we are leaving when my lunch usually is so that's a whole thing. which ALSO doesn't matter and I can do! it's just hard!#where is that post that's like 'managed mental illness can look like absence of mental illness 😅'. NOT saying being autistic is mental #illness i am saying that the specific extreme anxiety i have is for me linked to autistic issues with 'the unknown' and boy. does this #social situation also have a lot of unknown.#BUT I CAN DO IT! and dare i say even have a nice time!!!!! it's just i get so so scared beforehand but i will not express it in a way that #impacts or inconveniences anyone else!!! i can handle it by myself at my house and it'll be fine

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depravedangelbaby · 6 months

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#this post is dumb but i enjoy polls on here lol #a teeny tiny look into why I'm Like This #my favorite potion was “raven's blood” which was just a shit ton of koolaid mix in a tiny bottle that solidified. we kept it for 7 years #the lost in the woods story is also hilarious bc we were lost for like 4 hours & her family was worried but mine was like nah. ur grounded #and the ice skating one omfg the pond was literally cracking when we were in the middle of it #i was spoiled hanging out at her house bc they lived on a small horse farm so we had so many great outdoor adventures #and movie nights were soooo much fun bc her dad would pirate us literally any movie we asked for #okay I'm done rambling i just miss her n it was fun remembering things we did together hahah #angel rambles #angel asks

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ratsalad · 2 years

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me explaining to my brother all the different ways house md compares house and wilson's relationship to other romantic relationships in the show because he had some free time this morning

#i eventually started crying too LMAO what a morning #we were reminscing over all the house episodes we watched as kids. we apparently watched SO much more than i remember #to us thirteen taub foreman and kutner were The Team because we didn't see as many reruns of the earlier seasons #and we both have vivid memories of the games from s4 #and i told him how I'd never forget cuddy telling house she owns his ass at the end of the tritter arc because she used the word 'perjure'#and i didn't know what that meant and i looked it up and used it in a story i was writing #idk it's fascinating how this was just another tv show we'd watch casually 10 years ago and now it's taken over my life and has left such #an impact on it #house md #houseposting #vaaya moodu

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sskk-manifesto · 2 months

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Ep 5!!!

#Episodes that make me go “The author has never talked with a woman ever” 😓😓😓#I don't like how Lucy's character is handled at all. And I feel like I can't talk about it because I'm just going to sound like a bitter–#ss/kk shipper... But I really don't like it. And if it can help my case I'm a multishipper so I really don't take any–#issues with atsu/lucy I like the ship quite a lot actually.#So you're telling me there's this girl... Who meets this boy who pretty much ruined her life by directly causing her to lose her job...#And the next time she sees him she's going to sacrifice her own freedom for him as well as tell him “when you're done doing your things–#come and save me” (longest ewwww ever)... And when she regains freedom (author didn't bother to explain how because they don't care)–#she goes to work... As a waitress at the café beneath his workplace. So he can keep doing his Cool Superpowers Job while she literally–#must serve him every time he visits the place. It's just ?????????????????????????????????#Look‚ I don't dislike Lucy and I feel general affection towards her. It's just that they make her act like no one ever would #Just for the sake of the plot I guess #And like I knoww it's (probably just a little) more nuanced than that. I know Lucy is living her own fairy tale fantasy.#It's just that what I've said about her story is still true‚ you know?#I'm sorry but as sweet as atsu/lucy can be. I really hate the author for making Lucy a waitress. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.#It's so weird. This anime has women writing standards that feel like dating back to the 20s #Same with Katai and the ideal woman tbh. Like why are women to be seen as this abstract impersonal entities? Why can't they just be people?#Ideal for WHO. It's like super screwed up of a concept. What even is an ideal woman? What does it mean to be a woman anyways?#They just want to say “ideal wife”. But women aren't made to be wives their existence isn't functional to another person.#Sorry. I derail. Next episode is going to be even worse on this front ughhhh #Back to the episode: once again it really shows they were running out of budget with this season‚‚‚ the animation looks very suffered #Too many flashback also... I feel bad for the animators tbh #I don't really like the shift in art style :( Not even Atsushi I found particularly pretty this episode my heart cries #The nail pulling thing made me feel like throwing up afhsjyabfsbfwasfvb I feel like I can bear worse gore but there's a couple of little–#specific things I can't stand and this seems to be one of them pffftttt #I like Higuchi I think she's both very funny and cool. I really wish she was explored more (but then again looking at Teruko... )#The relationship between Kunikida and Katai looks so interesting even though we only get glimpses of it. Kunikida regrets Katai leaving–#the ada but is also happy for him but also worries for him. He comes to his house seemingly to check on him and starts cleaning around.#The way he loves him and cherishes their friendship and shared history is really evident and it makes for a compelling dynamic.#Perhaps I should read their short story... In any case. Going to someone's house and compulsively start doing the dishes half out of will–#to help out half because he can't bear the mess sounds a lot like something I'd do lol

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arolesbianism · 2 days

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Thinking abt Sif Odile duo looping au again and I wanna be able to plot everything out more coherently but act 5 eternally looms overhead and boy I do not wanna look up

#rat rambles #stars posting #like I have a vague idea of some of the like themes I imagine being present late game but it doesnt change the fact that act 5 isnt very #duo looper au friendly especially in this case with most of the ideas I have #I rly want it to be both a breaking point for them as individuals and a breaking point for their relationship but idk how to go about that #fully taking the rest of the party into account especially since Im not even sure if I wanna give odile her own friendquests #like I Could but I also think it'd be fun for many reasons to not #and even if I Did itd be hard to justify having both be able to happen and go wrong in one loop #and theres not rly a good solution to that I think so my best bet is probably to just leave odile friendquestless #but Id rly like to still have odile quarrel with the rest of the party in a significant way #idk maybe it can be the scene where sif comes back to the lighthouse or smth?#like he comes back and odile just completely lashes out at him or smth and the others get rly upset with her #but then theres also the whole walk through the house that I have to figure out and Im also not set on how that should go #maybe it can be like reality almost splitting as they both try to use timecraft at the same time?#not sure how Id go about portraying that in story though since the rest of the party cant rly experience that I think #Im sure theres some way you could pull that off tho Im just too tired to have any good ideas atm #and then the biggest bastard comes in. mal moments.#like I cant just put them both there! that's not how that works!#and I dont wanna just leave them mostly vanilla thats boringgggg #but Id probably have to. alas.#afterwards is also a bit fuzzy but I have rhe general idea down #me and the bestie when we both made the same wish but dont know that and have both been falling into a spiral over it #(we dont even realize that the part of the wish that was the exact same was the core of the wish)#(we both just thought that we accidentally trapped the other with us in this hell)#(we also have been actively getting worse at communicating for months now so by the time the wishcraft stuff came up we were both deep in #the no feelings talky talk zone)#(we probably should have known smth was up when everyone started consistently thinking that we had a fight every loop)#(maybe we did but we just didnt want to admit they were right)#god I wish I was more confident with writing odile dialogue I wanna draw scenes from this au so bad #it doesnt help that I got too comfortable being into a media that had like 3 fans and now ppl might actually look at what I create

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thenwethrowitonthefire · 6 months

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Shout-out to everyone who survived a "fun" easter with the family

#fucking hell #it started with finding out my dad smoked in my car when I picked up my sister #who was equally dreading the day #my mum turns into the world's tensest and judgemental presence. worsened by my aunt #then hell for autistic people (of which there are multiple present)#multiple deaf people means one uninspired conversation that isn't interesting in any way.#combinations of passive aggressiveness and people not saying a thing because they can't participate. voice volumes too damn high #weirdass food situations. Very full table. so many smells.#this goes on for over an hour. wishing for literally anything but being there. soul crushing.#then you still have to sit in that room for 2.5 hours. it just goes on and on.#my autistic deaf dad physically looks like how I feel. my mum and aunt keep piling on top of him to demand his mental presence #i leave the room once (to get my phone to show pictures to my uncle) and am immediately followed upstairs by my mum #who demands I don't leave the room (What's next. following me when I need the toilet?)#me and my sister are so bored we start throwing paper planes and fake fighting.#Which amuses the bored and the deaf #but of course my mum and aunt have opinions and this is not allowed. only soul crushing boredom allowed #they complain to each other over it while aggressively doing dishes #finally it ends because my mum and aunt start insisting my dad should go to bed if he's 'that tired'. *sprinkle on some additional ableism*#still sitting through a conversation about allergies one of my sister's friends has. my mum preaching that people should take that seriously #(meanwhile i had to cook for myself for 9 years because when my allergies were really bad no one bothered to check if i could eat something)#me and my sister go sit upstairs to discover our mum has made things we care about vanish in her room #and made things appear that should not be there #I've washed the interior of my car and hope the smell will go #you think it's over after that. but woke up with the realisation that even more things have disappeared from my sister's room.#i can't remember a time when things left outside of my room didn't disappear #I don't know why we do these family gatherings at all. no one has fun on days like that.#the housing crisis isn't making these things easy. my sister is losing her place to live again as well #she'll go hiking for a month and then work on a campsite over the summer #maybe I'll go house sitting again. idk.#can't make commitments a few months in advance like that because I'll cancel everything the second Sparks announces anything important

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ladyofpembroke · 4 months

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Confessions: sometimes when fantasy tv shows’ costuming is too set on matching a theme for a character or group, i actually think it makes the costumes less interesting as a whole, both visually and as a reflection of the character

#like sure this character is this color but now so many of the costumes look the same and unoriginal #or uninteresting #and are we really supposed to believe that 95% of this person’s closet is one color #like in #house of the dragon #the Greens do not have to wear Green every single second and if you really feel the need to give us some different shades #like bright green! pale green! something other than dark or desaturated green please #and I don’t like how in #Wheel of time #they have the Aes Sedai all dress in their Ajah’s color all the time #in the books they were individuals who like wearing whatever color they wanted with a preference for their Ajah color #they only dressed mainly in their Ajah color during a very specific plot point #costuming

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unnonexistence · 4 months

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idk if there's anything in stories i get more petty about than poorly-written "main character shows up to a new place and meets everyone" character introduction scenes

#personal #they make me SO ANGRY ahglkmsfkl #it isnt just the trope of showing up and meeting everyone either #like it works for me in some things!#i think pacific rim does a really good job with characterization for example #and it's got a sequence of scenes where raleigh arrives and the audience is introduced to the shatterdome & important characters basically #my working theory until i do some more analysis is that stories that do it well leave some mystery #like in pacrim you don't find out mako's whole deal immediately upon meeting her #pentecost doesnt go ''this is mako mori. one of our brightest. her whole family was killed by a kaiju and she wants to be a pilot''#he says she's in charge of the mk 3 restoration program #and she doesn't immediately offer up her backstory because why would she. real people dont do that #the russian pilots dont show up and go ''hello we are russian''. pentecost just tells raleigh briefly who they are #etc. newt & hermann's intro scene is one of my favourite bits of characterization Ever and you don't learn that much about hermann during i #all the info you get is from newt being chatty and ridiculous and mocking hermann and putting his foot in his mouth. i.e. newt being newt #and that's what makes it good!#when chuck and herc are introduced you learn absolutely nothing about chuck. hes just there in the background #he and raleigh look at each other for a second and you kinda go ''who's that guy''#AND THATS ENOUGH TO ESTABLISH HIM AS ''PROBABLY IMPORTANT LATER''#idk idk but so many books do this kind of scene so badly that it pisses me off #so many POPULAR books too. like i either am uniquely annoyed about this or other people are way more willing to overlook it lol #as far as examples go. the house in the cerulean sea and every heart a doorway were the books where i got so annoyed i immediately DNFed #i feel like the long way to a small angry planet does it a little bit but not as bad. i cant remember for sure it's been a while #i did finish that one but i had extremely mixed feelings about it #and now im reading a big ship at the edge of the universe and. once again it is happening #aaaargh

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fingertipsmp3 · 4 months

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Yesterday I was musing about how I haven’t really had a bad nightmare since I went on SSRIs and then I proceeded to have a full blown night terror

#it was so so bad on so many levels #in the first part of my dream i had ordered edibles and shroom powder to be sent to my house (not surprising; i would do this)#and they got delivered by a man who looked completely judgemental of me #but i didn’t care because there was a hot woman there who made me shroom tea #it tasted terrible but i drank it all anyway. and had a weed gummie. and she had a ‘weed patch’ as well that she was trying to get me to put #on my stomach. but i was worried it’d be too potent #since my actual body was sober; i didn’t feel any of the effects of this drug within the dream (obviously) but i was operating under the #assumption they were going to kick in so i was really anxious #then this woman was going through my stuff and she found dead bodies?? like dessicated bodies of multiple people #and i was like ‘i don’t know who the hell that is. i guess they belong to whoever lived here before’#we weren’t in my actual house; we were in like a massive old four-storey house with an attic which i think was where the bodies were #in the dream this was MY house #then for whatever reason i went on a trip with this person i used to be friends with to her childhood home #which was suddenly in a really creepy neighbourhood #she suddenly had a sister who was maybe 11 years old and catatonic due to being demonically possessed. and this kid seemed to be the head #of a cult basically. she had something called the ‘angel guard’ under her thrall. and when i asked what the angel guard were #my friend was just casually like ‘oh they bury you alive’ WHAT?????#then someone unpeeled the weed patch and smacked it on me and i woke up just as i was about to be buried alive #i think there was more to it than this. there was also a creepy woman but i can’t remember the significance of her #it was just such an unnecessarily scary dream. i woke up at like 6am TERRIFIED #i haven’t had a nightmare in so long lol i’m unequipped to cope. especially since my dreams have gotten so much more vivid #now that i’m medicated. i feel like i’m fine with the vivid dreams most of the time but when they’re this bad.. no #personal

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