Hair Trigger
Fandom: DC Comics, Batfam, Superfam, YJ98
Summary: A junior at Gotham University, Jason finds it difficult to conceal his worsening mental health from his family and his friend, Jon Lane Kent. Family secrets are revealed and boundaries are pushed as Jason and Laney struggle to navigate through school, their romantic feelings, and their trauma. Could the reintroduction of Laney Kent be more trouble than it's worth, or is it just what Jason needed to confront the demons of his past?
I will also do trigger warnings for chapters and if there is smut I have the chapter(s) tagged so you don't have to worry about nsfw in the fic if you're just here for the story itself.
Chapters: 6/?
Characters: Jason Todd, Jonathan Lane Kent, Bruce Wayne, Clark Kent, Lois Lane, Cassandra Cain, Tim Drake, Conner Kent, Natalia Knight, Jonathan Samuel Kent, Cassie Sandsmark, Chris Kent, Bart Allen, Original Character(s)
Relationships: JayLaney, Clois, TimKon
Additional Tags: University AU, No Powers AU, Sharing A Bed, Romance, Angst
Chapter Six: Ring
"Dad, what are you doing?" Laney asked. Clark sat on the fire escape typing something on his laptop. "Dad?"
"It's such a nice day. We should go do something," Clark whispered, "Do you still like to eat at Taco Whiz?"
Laney smiled. "Mhm, but what are you working on? Is it the article?" Laney asked. Clark shook his head.
"I'm looking at the cost of a CPAP machine—."
"Dad, we talked about that over breakfast—."
"I know, but I would just feel better if I knew why you didn't want one," Clark asked, "I think our insurance would cover it. I could make a call and—."
"I kind of didn't want to make a big deal out of it—."
"Can I bargain with you on this? Is there anything that I can say or do to get you to discuss this with me like an adult?" Clark asked.
"Would it help you sleep at night if I made an appointment to talk to my doctor about getting a CPAP?" Laney asked. Clark nodded. "Fine, but only because I don't want to argue about it." Laney went into his room and changed out of his pajamas.
"You promise?" Clark asked.
"Dad, I promise," Laney replied, "Now what are we doing today?"
"Do you wanna take a walk there?" Clark asked. Laney nodded and waited for Clark to come in from the fire escape. Clark stumbled on the way to get his shoes, and Laney steadied him.
"I wanted to ask you something," Laney mentioned.
"Okay," Clark replied as they stepped out of the apartment. Laney locked up, and they started on their way to the elevator.
"How's Conner doing?" Laney asked.
"He's doing fine. You haven't spoken to him?" Clark asked as he held the elevator for an older woman.
"He gets on my nerves," Laney replied, "So, no, I haven't talked to him this month." Clark chuckled.
"He's doing fine. Did he tell you he's playing at your school in two weeks?" Clark asked.
"I'll text him later and ask if he wants me to come," Laney replied. The elevator opened on the fourth floor, and the woman got off.
"Thank you, young man," she waved at Clark. Clark smiled at her, and they got off on the first floor and started their walk.
"Young man?" Laney chuckled.
"I was young once," Clark joked, and Laney laughed as his phone started to ring.
"Speak of the devil... Hey," Laney answered, and he put the phone on speaker.
"Hi, I've got two questions. Can I borrow your ID, and can I stay the night at your place?" Conner asked.
"One, Dad heard that first question. Two, yeah, you can stay at my place," Laney answered.
"Dad's with you?" Conner asked.
"Hi, Conner," Clark greeted him as he grabbed the back of Laney's shirt. "Laney, watch the cars. Why do you need Laney's ID?"
"Disclaimer: It's not for alcohol... But I am gonna need Laney to take me off speaker before I give him a reason," Conner replied. Laney sighed and turned off the speaker.
"I took you off the speaker," Laney replied.
"I lost my ID, and I kind of scheduled a tattoo appointment in your name," Conner replied.
"That's so stupid. Mom would kill both of us if she found out I helped you do that," Laney replied.
"For real?" Conner whined.
"No," Laney replied.
"Sick, thanks," Conner whispered. Clark led Laney across the street by his forearm as Laney took Conner off the speaker.
"Well, he was telling the truth, Dad. Conner, you're back on speakerphone. Also, you're gonna have to sleep on the floor," Laney replied.
"See you tonight then. Love you, Dad. Later Laney," Conner hung up before they could say anything further. Laney and Clark reached the restaurant soon afterward and stood in line together.
They walked to the park after they got their order, and they sat together. "Don't eat so fast," Clark warned him. Laney took a sip of his soda.
"Hey, Dad. Do you remember when Conner and I were little, and you used to take us on walks in the double stroller?" Laney asked.
"I didn't think you remembered that. You were so little then. Do you remember you used to get upset because you didn't want to sit on the sunny side?" Clark laughed. Laney smiled. "Remember when you were five and insisted that I carry you everywhere because you weren't ready to be a big boy?"
Laney tried to conceal his smile. "And I flipped out when I was nine because I didn't want another little brother... I never was much of a team player—."
"You were a team player. You just never liked us to know it. Think I don't remember when Sammy was a baby, and you used to fall asleep holding him on the couch? Or how you asked to share a room with Christopher because you said you'd wake up if he had a nightmare?" Clark whispered. "You've always been a team player, but I think you're hard on yourself. You and Jason have that in common."
"How do you know?" Laney asked. Clark took a sip of his soda.
"He used to talk to me sometimes. He wouldn't say a lot, but I heard enough to know that you boys are... Perfectly matched," Clark whispered, and Laney tensed up.
"What do you mean?" Laney asked.
"I was only making an observation," Clark replied.
Laney went back to eating, and he fought the urge to address what Clark said, but he knew he had to. "So, I think he's attractive. Is that what you wanted me to say?" Laney asked.
"Actually, I had no idea that you liked him. I just meant that in the context of you both being what the other needed in a friend... How long have you liked him?" Clark asked. Laney shrugged.
"I don't know, since that one Christmas... But I wouldn't do that to him," Laney mumbled and reached to run a hand through his hair.
Clark grabbed his wrist. "Your hands are dirty... And what do you mean?" Clark asked.
"I don't wanna impose my feelings on him while he's going through stuff..." Laney finished his soda off and went back to eating. They sat in the park and ate and talked for nearly an hour, and they started on their way back to Laney's apartment.
Laney turned on the tv while Clark got ready to take his shower. Laney broke into a sweat, and he felt a pain in his chest. He plopped down on the couch and leaned his head back as he tried to catch his breath. Clark stepped out of the bathroom in his pajamas. "Laney, I was thinking we could—."
"Dad," Laney interrupted him.
"What's wrong?" Clark asked.
"My chest hurts," Laney replied. Clark watched as Laney took a few unsteady breaths and clutched his chest.
"Laney, I'm gonna get you an aspirin. Okay, just sit up, and I'll be right back," Clark replied calmly. He grabbed the aspirin from the medicine cabinet and grabbed Laney's soda from the kitchen before going back to the room. "Here you go," Clark whispered and sat next to his son. He waited for a while until Laney relaxed enough to speak. "I think I should stay a few more days with you..." Laney nodded and took a few more deep breaths.
On the other side of Gotham, Jason got a ride up to the manor to surprise Bruce. He found himself caught in the middle of an argument between the driver and someone on the phone. "Listen! I've got this fucking kid in my car right now, and I can't—."
"Shut up! Shut up! I'm gonna take all your shit, and I'm gonna sell it! A-and whatever I can't sell, I'm gonna burn," the woman on the phone yelled, and the call dropped.
Jason didn't say anything. He just watched as the driver pulled up to the gate and he got out of the car. "Thank you," Jason whispered, and Jason waited until the driver was almost out of sight to punch in the code to the gate and let himself in. He walked up the paved driveway all the way to the front door, and he just stood there. Jason swallowed hard and lay his knuckles against the door, careful not to make a sound. After standing there frozen, he knocked. No one answered, so he waited a few seconds and tried again, and the door swung open.
"I'm sorry, but I've got to—. Jason?" Bruce asked. He seemed surprised, but he was obviously dressed to go out. "I was just about to call you."
"Where are you going?" Jason asked.
"Clark's taking Laney to the emergency room," Bruce replied, "Do you want to ride with me?"
"Uh-huh. Did Mr. Kent tell you what happened?" Jason asked, raising his voice without thinking as he followed Bruce to the garage. "Dad?" Jason grabbed Bruce's arm.
"I don't know yet. Jason, what are you doing here?" Bruce asked.
"I wanted to see you guys. See, if you wanted to do something... Why wouldn't he tell you what was wrong with Laney?" Jason asked. Bruce pulled up to the gate and punched in the code so that they could leave, and he shrugged at Jason. "Well, can you tell me why you're just as worried as I am? You never liked Lane—."
"Clark would do the same thing if you were in the emergency room," Bruce answered, "I'm sorry if I seem agitated this morning, but I just got this call a few minutes ago." Jason bit his nails as he looked out the window. "Jason, I'm sorry. I'm not snapping at you... I'm actually happy to see you—."
"It's alright. I'm not even thinking about that," Jason snapped as he dug in his pocket for his phone and made a call.
"Who are you calling?" Bruce asked.
"I'm calling Laney. Maybe he has his phone with him," Jason replied.
Clark answered the phone. "Hello?" Clark answered. "Jason?"
"How is Laney? We're on our way," Jason blurted out without thinking of how concerned he sounded.
"I'm just holding his phone for him while he's getting checked out. I'm more panicked than he is, I think," Clark confessed.
"What happened?" Jason asked. "Is he hurt? Was there an accident?"
"No, it's nothing like that... He—. Laney? Sorry, Jason, hold on... What'd they say?" Clark asked, and Jason could hear Laney's voice in the background, but he couldn't make out what Laney said. "What does that mean?" Clark asked.
"What is Clark saying?" Bruce asked. Jason shrugged.
"I don't know—."
The call dropped, and Jason's jaw tightened. "He hung up..." Bruce looked over at Jason, and he opened his mouth to speak but couldn't find anything comforting to say.
"Laney's a good guy, Dad."
"Are we really going to argue about whether or not I like him?" Bruce asked.
"You didn't address it when I said you didn't like him. Don't you think he knows that?" Jason asked.
"It wasn't that I didn't like him as a person. I didn't like what he did—."
"What did he do?" Jason asked. "Because I'm starting to feel like you didn't split us up over a rated R movie." Bruce wouldn't look at him. "Dad?"
"Now isn't the time—."
"When?" Jason asked. Bruce turned the radio on, and Jason shut it off. "I'm not a child, Bruce. That doesn't work anymore. Why couldn't I see Laney anymore?"
"Jason now is really not the time to discuss why I don't like him. He's in the hospital, for god's sakes," Bruce whispered.
"Now you're just being evasive—."
"You're right. I am being evasive. I don't want to argue with you today. I really don't want to argue with you at all, and there's nothing I can do to change what happened now... I'm sure you already know," Bruce replied.
"I don't know. That's why I'm asking you... And Laney refused to tell me when we hung out, which I guess is your doing somehow, right?" Jason asked. "And for the record, we're arguing right now."
"Do you remember Natalia? Well, he was going to help her meet up with you at the movie theater—."
"And now you're bullshitting me. I haven't seen Natalia since you said she got in trouble for some laundering stuff... Unless she was trying to say-... Pull the fucking car over!" Jason hollered.
"Jason, I'm not gonna pull the car over—."
"You're gonna pull the car over, and we're not gonna argue! We're gonna fight because you know what you did to me," Jason yelled. Bruce sighed.
"What did I do?" Bruce asked.
"You took Laney away! You took my foster mom away! It's like you don't want anyone else in my life—."
"That's not it. Natalia was a criminal and what Laney did was—."
"Kindhearted? Selfless?" Jason asked as Bruce pulled over.
"Reckless. Jason, Laney was reckless. She could've run off and took you away from me," Bruce replied sternly, "And he was going to tell you what happened. I couldn't let him do that—."
"Why the hell not? He was my best friend! Don't you think that I deserved to know the truth? I would've been upset, but I would have gotten over it! I know realistically I wouldn't have run away because I love you, but I would have appreciated you explaining to me that you cared..." Jason took a deep breath and pushed his hair back. "But Laney, as rude and childish and hotheaded as he was back then, he was my very best friend. So, no, I'm not pissed about Natalia. I'm pissed that you held a grudge against my best friend for being my best friend."
"Jason," Bruce whispered.
"You can keep driving now... But you're going to apologize to Laney, and I want you to tell him you appreciate how understanding he's been," Jason commanded. Bruce nodded. "And one more thing, you will never ever come between me and someone I lo-. I care about ever again."
"Wait, Jason. Did you say—?"
"I don't want to talk about that with you," Jason replied. The rest of the drive was silent. Bruce didn't plead with him. He only sat in the silence and thought about what Jason said to him.
When they got to the hospital, Clark pulled Bruce aside and talked to him for a second before taking them to Laney's hospital room, where Laney lay in bed talking to a nurse. "I can't stay here three days? What am I gonna do here for three days?" Laney asked.
"Rest," the nurse replied as he turned to leave the room.
Jason's shoulders relaxed as soon as he locked eyes with Laney. "Mind if I talk to Laney alone?" Jason asked. Clark and Bruce stepped outside, and Jason walked over to Laney's bed. "I'm gonna hug you, and you are never allowed to tell anyone about this." He embraced Laney and Laney held onto him.
"I'm fine," Laney reassured him.
Jason let go and took a deep breath. "I asked my dad... And he told me what you tried to do for me. You're the best friend a guy could ask for," Jason whispered. Laney smiled.
"I'm glad you know now. What are you doing here?" Laney asked.
"If one more person asks me that-. I'm here because I heard you were in the hospital," Jason replied. Laney smiled. "What?"
"You love me," Laney joked.
"Actually, I like you, but we'll see where things go," Jason winked, "Hey... In all seriousness, though, why are you in here? Your head seems okay." Jason grabbed Laney's head, and Laney swatted his hands away playfully.
"If I tell you, you'll freak," Laney replied, "I know my mom freaked out..."
"What is it?" Jason asked. "It's gonna freak me out more to not know."
"I'm at risk for a heart attack... The doctor said something about my sleep apnea putting stress on my heart," Laney whispered. Jason sighed.
"Jesus, Laney... A heart attack?" Jason asked.
"It's not like I'm dying or anything, but I can feel my dad stressing from outside. Can we let our parents in so—? You're pissed at our dads, aren't you?" Laney asked. Jason shrugged and turned to go get Clark and Bruce. Laney grabbed his hand. "Don't be like that. They meant well, but you've gotta admit it does feel good to know that you know the truth about your foster mom... That she still cared."
"It does," Jason replied. He could feel the heat build-up in his face as Laney held onto his hand. "Laney? I'm gonna go get our dads." Laney nodded and let go of Jason's hand, only allowing their fingers to touch for a few seconds longer. Jason didn't address it. Instead, he left to find their parents.
"Dad? Mr. Kent?" Jason whispered.
"Are you okay?" Clark asked. Jason nodded and took a deep breath.
"Mhm, I'm fine," Jason lied as Bruce went in to speak to Laney and Clark stuck behind. He sat with Jason in the hallway, and he let out a sigh.
"So you know now?" Clark asked.
"About my mom? Because I'll be fine... I mean, I'm upset, but now I've got other things on my mind," Jason mumbled.
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I have been bad at mornings for a LONG time, like, since high school (I’m 28 now). I always wake up tired and have to force myself out of bed (if I can) and do something to wake myself up, like eat a food or drink a coffee, maybe shower.
With an adult job and a medium-length commute of about 20 minutes, I had days where I was forcing my eyes open and keeping myself awake on the drive into work. It was exhausting.
With a new job and a slightly longer commute of about 35 minutes, depending on traffic, this exhaustion at the wheel became more serious. At first, when I was still shiny and new and excited about the new job, the joy of going to a job I loved kept me awake, and arriving kept me happy and alert.
I’ve been working this new job for a little over 8 months, and around month 5 or 6, although I still loved my job, the exhaustion at the wheel started getting bad. I started waking up as I was driving on the highway thanks to the rumblers on the side of the road (idk what they’re called). I had always joked about how tired I was to my co-workers, because to me, this was normal. I assumed everybody dealt with this unless they were “morning people”.
When I started mentioning that I was falling asleep for a second or two while driving (again, I thought it was normal), my coworkers started to tell me “hey, maybe work from home if you think you’re going to fall asleep while you drive.”
At first I didn’t. Again, this was so normal to me that I didn’t think anything of it. I saw the memes online about living in a constant state of exhaustion or how tired people were all the time and I literally thought everybody felt like that.
I happened to talk to my doctor about a different issue I was having, where my heart would beat hard and fast to the point of pain, and my resting heartbeat tended to be over 100 bpm. They asked about a few other things, and then asked about my sleep.
“I mean, I wake up a lot, like maybe three or four times a night. My roommate says I’m a loud snorer.”
“Do you feel rested when you wake up in the morning?”
I laughed. “Does anybody?”
They looked at me, half laughing, half serious. “I mean, yeah? When’s the last time you got a good night’s sleep?”
I could hardly believe it. I literally thought that getting a good night’s sleep was a myth, something that pharmaceutical companies took advantage of to sell sleeping medication. My answer: “I dunno, maybe a few years ago?” It had been such a strange feeling to wake up feeling rested that I still remembered.
So my doctor sends me to another doctor and after asking about my sleep with similar questions, like “do you wake up feeling rested?” And “how many times a night do you wake up?” Etc. It takes less than 5 minutes of these questions before he says “you almost definitely have sleep apnea.”
“So... how do we fix that?”
He explained about the CPAP machine, how he used one himself.
“You’re going to love it,” he said. “You’re going to sleep well.”
I know it’s stupid to get emotional about the possibility of having sleep apnea, but I’ve sort of been walking around feeling like if that’s what it is, my life will literally change SO. MUCH. Getting a good night’s sleep all the time? I can’t even imagine. I used to think that people who took melatonin were foolish, buying into the idea of “a good night’s sleep.”
My sleep study is July 30th. It’s a long time to wait (I’m going on vacation), but I’m so excited. I can’t believe I might start having a good night’s sleep. I can’t believe that that concept is even real and not a myth. I can’t believe I might not have to shout along with the lyrics to Hamilton in my car on my way to work just to make sure I stay awake.
Anyways, this was a super long post but the point is that if you’re not sleeping well, talk to your doctor. Also, a good night’s sleep is actually a real thing.
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