#but yeah. tumblr and youtube ftw

[snixx]

wait pls elaborate on ur insta hate bc i so agree 😭

eughhehdhffhh where do I even start

okay no I know. let’s start with how everyone and their fatherfucking walrus is on there it’s like a goddamn cult. you are forced to feel the fomo when you don’t have an account because EVERYTHING happens on there but if you haven’t made one yet trust me do NOT do it. run while you still can. because the fomo of not being on shitstagram is only a sliver of the actual fomo you feel once you join the cult. it’s a neverending social hellscape that concentrates the worst most painful parts of the social experience unless you’re one of those super chill people with three super tight friends you’ve had for years and an even tighter rule of not letting anyone else on there it gets stressful as shit. and if you are I mean that’s great I’m glad that works for you but 1) im not sure how long that can last because you’re all not going to stay in one place your whole life and 2) as someone who’s been the new kid and not fit in anywhere my whole life I personally have always felt weird about hard defined groupism. and god instagram thrives on groupism.

people are fucking obsessed with taking pictures and posting them on instagram. whatever you do. and it’s the easiest way to get sucked into social pressure because however firm you are about your boundaries constantly seeing everyone else having fun without you does get to you. it’s like there’s almost no point doing things together unless you post about it at this point and I fucking hate it. the serotonin you get when someone tags you in a story or adds you on their close friends or whatever feels good yeah but it’s a TRAP. it’s like an MLM. you’re always going to exclude someone and be excluded and it becomes impossible not to start comparing and it honestly ruins normal fun experiences. one thing I’ve realized in college is parties are literally just for the taking pictures. I didn’t think I could hate parties more than I already did but I swear to god it’s a fucking curse. instagram fuels jealousy and insecurity like nothing else especially when you’re in a not very stable stage of life. I didn’t mind instagram as much in certain stages of high school because all my friends were losers (affectionate) like me and no one really posted about things like hangouts and we basically used it just to shitpost and like a sort of digital journal. in an environment like a new college where everything is slippery and undeveloped though it’s a breeding pool of insecurity and comparison.

and there’s the whole tagging culture and people will have these super exclusive private accounts and okay that's only the social aspect of instagram. it's very mentally exhausting when you don't have a clearly defined social circle - which like i said is pretty much impossible as a young adult unless you stay in one place for a long time and/or have a clique or something. instagram is inherently about social perception and projection and in my experience that's rarely a good thing because it isn't usually authentic. and it's coloured by what other people think in the worst way. especially when you're developing as a person and aren't 100% sure of who you are. you lose track of when you stop doing it for yourself. this is not even a third of my issues with it we need to get a speed on lol

I'm not going to get started on the reels and kind of content they have on there and shit because that is just going to become another uncontrollable rant lol. suffice to say it's an echo chamber of the same algo driven shit that literally warps your sense of reality and what is normal and it's not an easy perform to curate. it's essentially just the worst parts of whatsapp and tiktok lol. it literally rots your brain and it sucks that people predominantly use it to stay connected because whatsapp is better for that imo. the content is exponentially better and more diverse on youtube it's just. not worth it in any sense tbh

[shimmer-wolf-arts]

So uh... I kind of did my own form of Inktober this year. Basically, I drew a BUNCH of doodles of these 3. (There are some more, tumblr just limits the number of images to 10 lol) You can also tell I really don't like drawing Varian's goggles, most of the time xD

For those who may not know me from Instagram, I do ship Varian with an OC of mine!! But! I also ship Varigo... and Hugo was supposed to be pansexual anyway, so why not just combine the two and have it be a polycule? I've seen other polycule ships with Varigo and OCs, so why not me too?

Besides, I give Hugo his appropriate character arc in my story. He becomes way less of an asshole by the end, LOL

So yeah... this is Frozen Alchemy, as I've dubbed the ship name of these three. Because Grace, my OC, is an Ice Sorcerer. Hence the frozen aspect of the ship name!

No, she is NOT from the Tangled universe. She existed in my own universe and book series before I started shipping her with Varian, so she does follow the rules of that universe first. So, crossover ftw I suppose!

(And yes, the quote in the last drawing IS, in fact, a quote from Jeremy Jordan from a comic con panel for Supergirl, if you wanna hear the actual voice line! 🤣 It's on YouTube)

[tragicclownwrites]

im curious, when did you first get interested in squidbob?

Ooh, my first ask 🤗 and what a great question to start with!

It's honestly such a weird story lmao but the short version is that I didn't find SquidBob. SquidBob found me. 🧽🐙

As for the long version, answering/rambling below the cut!

I think it happened just under a year ago or so? It was definitely sometime in late 2022/early 2023. Before then, I wasn't even remotely in the fandom and was more or less part of the group who had seen SBSP but wasn't involved beyond that.

When we were younger, my sister and I played Battle for Bikini Bottom on the PS2. So when the "Rehydrated" version came out, she hit me up and was like "omg they made a remake! we have to play it!" and I was all "hell yeah! nostalgia ftw!" (def worth it - it's a good time and everyone looks so damn adorable 🥹).

If you've played that game and you're in the fandom, you're probably pretty familiar with this moment (clip actually starts at :12). 😉😂 HOWEVER, this wasn't even the moment that initially caught my attention. In fact, it was actually THIS one between Robot Plankton and Robot Spongebob (who is terrifying btw). My sister and I got to this part in the game and were just...👀👀. Like, why was Robot Plankton (who is essentially a clone of real Plankton) thinking of Robot Spongebob like that? Kinda gay if you ask me. Long story short, I shipped PlankBob (ironically) for a hot minute lmao.

I started looking online to see if anyone else was crack-shipping it up like I was and I think that's when I came across SquidBob in earnest. I had remembered seeing some rather interesting moments between them in the past, but strangely never thought anything of it until I started looking below the surface. A few YouTube clips later, my memory was beginning to refresh - and those clips weren't even close to exhaustive! I just couldn't believe how unsubtle these two were! Like, HOW COULD I BE SO BLIND!?

For shits and giggles, I then decided to check AO3 to see if there were any fics about them. One of the fics I came across was none other than NBYF - the very fic that inspired my first work in this fandom! After reading it like four times, I was HOOKED. I needed more. So, I ended up on Tumblr and have been here ever since. 🥰

For added backstory, I've been in and out of fandoms over the years, but never felt the need to be active in any of them. Whether it was fandom discourse, fleeting interest, etc., I didn't want to get involved in any of that and, oftentimes, the canon just didn't inspire me to create my own works.

Needless to say, I'm so thankful to have found this small corner of the internet. Everyone has been so cool thus far and it's been really fun to write fics for SquidBob. I've always been a bit of a sucker for the grump x sunshine ship dynamic, so this pair is just perfection. 🌧️❤️☀️✨ One of these days I'll do an entire post about why I ship them. Someday lol. And given how episodic the SBSP show is, that actually helps a ton for writing - it's great to be able to stay true to the canon while not committing to any solid timelines or anything like that. I mean, even the actual show has continuity issues, so no one can fault me if I decide to switch things up a bit. 😜 I tend to prefer canon divergence vs. AUs when it comes to fanfiction as well because I really enjoy the challenge of working with an existing world/characters and creating a unique story for it all.

So, that's my fandom origin story. Not the most cut-and-dry (and probably not what you were asking) lmao but that's essentially where it all started! I'd be interested in hearing when/how you got into SquidBob hell, if you haven't already posted about it. 😊

[mellowmoonballoon]

P6 of the Primer - Felix

Felix!

He is just... ethereal.

Deep voice. But also sometimes high voice and mosquito sounds and pretty awesome beat-boxing. No idea if he’s still working on it tho, all the videos are  older.

Another Australian! Came to Korea because he wanted to be a dancer (despite his parents wishes, to the point that I wonder how the hell it happened). Changbin’s theory is that they are just worried about him and like... I’m with him. And with good reason. He moved to Korea on his own when he was 17 and didn’t speak the language* to ... uh... be a dancer? Because, and I quote, “why not.”

He got eliminated from the Stray Kids survival show because “his Korean wasn’t good enough” which sounded like a shitty excuse to break Bang Chan’s heart but I promised I wouldn’t go there so FINE. He came back in the last episode. He has since learned a lot more Korean - still not perfect - but the others often say he uses much nicer and better words than they do. (Second language learning ftw.)

His deep voice got him noticed but because he can manipulate it his singing teachers had him sing pretty high and it messed him up a bit. He raps in the deep voice but sings in the higher and he is now trying to work out the system. Fingers crossed he doesn’t do any damage. (He talks about this a bit with Chris in that 2 kids room thing when they were put in that abandoned building.) He works HARD on his singing. I mean, he works hard on everything, they all do, but he’s really embarrassed and worries a lot about his singing and sometimes you can hear the nervousness in his voice, but when he relaxes it’s amazing. I loved his part in Hero’s Soup (and their other recorded songs but that was the first time I heard him sing so it’s special :D ), but I also loved it when he sang Finneas’ Break My Heart.

Oh yeah his Korean name is Yongbok, which is apparently not a very modern sounding name - he got it from his grandfather - so he didn’t use it often, but he’s getting used to it because the other members call him that all the time :D I remembered when I mentioned “Chris” and then I also realized that I never mentioned in Bang Chan’s profile that his name is Chris lol I’m ROCKING these primers.

So, he’s a very good rapper, and he’s working on his singing and I think he has a beautiful singing voice, and of course, he came to Korea to dance so, he’s a dancer. Unlike Minho and Hyunjin he’s never done a solo project, but he was on a program where he taught the viewers to dance famous Kpop dances (because he knows all of them because he’s a zoomer who lives on tiktok) and he is REALLY GOOD AND I WISH HE’D DO A SOLO “SKZ PRACTICE ROOM” IS RIGHT.THERE. Anyway I’m fine.

I think he struggles with confidence a lot and I hope he starts to realize how good he is soon because confident Felix just hits different.

Felix is part of “danceracha” along with Minho and Hyunjin and together they do have a song they alone perform and dance to so that’s something. :) Here’s danceracha being softly chaotic and still killing it.

What I love is when people are so good at something that even when they’re joking it pops out. Agh!

His biggest support when it comes to his confidence seems to be Bang Chan. Every time they talk, or every time Bang Chan talks to anyone, he makes sure to explain to us and Felix how amazing Felix is. 

Felix’s real life hobbies include playing video games and not going to sleep until 6am, and putting on so many face products that I couldn’t even finish the video of him explaining it. He is, however, proud of his freckles and since fans have been demanding to see them the company lets him keep his face bare or with minimum makeup often, which is great. He loves ASMR and has started his own series on youtube where he talks about ... stuff and touches things. Idk I’m not a fan of ASMR, it gives me the opposite feeling, but he is always so soft in those i watch them anyway.

Just... shut up with that sweater pls.

Apparently he is a great listener and very comforting for everyone around him. He loves to hug and be hugged, he talked a few times about how much being hugged means to him.

Their reactions :D

This was when they were picking their “soulmate” and Bang Chan was going strong until it was between him and Han, Felix’s twin. Han came in for the kill.

Yeah... but... Han isn’t the only one who gets Felix’s hugs.

He is also the only person Minho is regularly soft for. (I want to marry this video.)

Now, is Changbin in this photoset twice? Yes. Literally EVERYONE talked about how Felix was in love with him. Everyone in the band I mean. Changbin talked about it. Felix said he was. Love letters were exchanged. Hyunjin was involved...

Well, like all things Hyunjin, it’s more that he started it than “was involved” but ok. His opening line:

Changbin is fucking brutal from the start but sometimes you need that in your life:

Felix is like... yeah...

But Changbin is fair:

In conclusion:

Dreams do come true tho.

Of course, what SKZ actually are is a ... love train? but not in that way, because while Chanbin obsesses over Hyunjin and Felix over Changbin, Bang Chan is the one obsessing over Felix.

But because, as I mentioned in Bang Chan’s part, they have a slightly complicated relationship, where Bang Chan loves Felix a lot and compliments him a lot but also “corrects” him the most - things get difficult sometimes. (A good example of this are the cookies, I think. Chris brought up how much he loves Felix’s cookies on a live and Felix was like “yeah but you always have something to say about them” and Chris tried to explain that he only does it so Felix would get better but mm, sometimes things like that backfire. But, as I said, Chris is starting to relax a bit so hopefully this too will get better.

Ok so apparently I have to make a part 2 because Tumblr won’t let me talk about the hugging incident in this post.

Bang Chan - Minho - Changbin - Hyunjin - Han - Felix and Felix2 - Seungmin - Jeongin

[askshivanulegacy]

Get to know me tag thing!

1. Dogs or Cats? Dogs FTW! Though I could maybe have a cat one day, depending.

2. YouTube celebrities or normal celebrities? I’m not sure YouTube celebrities count as celebrities, haha. And I certainly couldn’t name a single one, so normal celebrities it is. I have a hard enough time naming those. :P

3. If you could live anywhere where would that be? UGH it depends on the day and how I’m feeling, honestly. I live for the wide-open countryside, but I love the mountains and the forest, and I would love some small, historic old town where I could walk everywhere on cobblestone streets. It’s easier for me to say where I don’t want to live than where I do!

4. Disney or DreamWorks?  Disney (especially now that it has Marvel and Star Wars), but honestly DreamWorks has some real gems.

5. Favourite childhood TV show? MY LITTLE PONY. Especially those old movies and that original 80s character style??? A+++ the new My Little Pony honestly failed hard in the style department (didn’t stop me from getting a stupid amount of the toys tho because they were so cute). :’D Then there was X-men and Spiderman, and later on Pokemon, Digimon, and Yugioh. ♥

6. The movie you’re looking forward to most in 2020?

I’m a sap for movies, I love them. so RAYA AND THE LAST DRAGON, probably on the top of my list next to whatever Star Wars is coming out then. Mulan, Artemis Fowl, Dolittle!! (omg that takes me back so hard) And probably some others I can’t remember.

7. Favorite book you read in 2019? I did not read a book this year. :sob: But there was some excellent fanfiction, some very excellent webcomics, and some very very excellent RPing <_<. Oh, there was a kids book, The Tea Dragon Society, which is super cute, highly recommend. Maybe next year I’ll get through my stash of backlogs. >_>

8. Marvel or DC? Marvel for movies, ANYTHING ELSE for comics.  Tho the Wonder Woman and Superman movies have been super epic too, hmm.  Anyway, I cannot stand these superhero comics, they’re convoluted and incoherent (and generic) as heck.  You can find so much better stories and artwork elsewhere.

9. If you choose Marvel favorite member of the X-Men? If you choose DC favourite Justice League member? G A M B I T

10. Night or Day? Day, except for the part where I work during it, and so most of my worthwhile activities get done at night. XD

11. Favourite Pokemon?  MEWTWO

12. Top 5 bands/artists:

Uhhh, there are a few country bands I actually like enough of their songs to recognize, except none of the names are coming to me OH WELL.  Celtic Woman, that’s one artist for you.  And Rockapella!  That’s it, all I got.  I just don’t pay attention to names.  XD

13. Top 10 books.

OK HERE WE GO have I got the books 4U:

The entire Star Wars X-Wing series.

The entire Star Wars Mandalorian series.

The Wolfwalker series by Tara K. Harper ( @dingoat <_< )

Dragon of the Lost Sea series by Laurence Yep

Jeremy Thatcher, Dragon Hatcher by Bruce Coville

Song of the Lioness series by Tamora Pierce

The Pit Dragon Chronicles by Jane Yolen

All the Pern books by Anne McCaffrey

The Dinotopia books by James Gurney

The Belgariad series by David Eddings (loved all his stuff honestly)

A lot of those I read long, loooong ago so maybe I would have different opinions now if I re-read them.  But boy did they influence me A LOT growing up.

14. Top 4 movies

STAR WARS especially Rogue One :sob:, How to Train Your Dragon, Sherlock Holmes (the recent movies), The Man from UNCLE (also the recent movie).  This list will change by the hour. 8)

15. America or Europe?  Europe.  I live in America and it’s comfy and all, but really Europe has all the cool places going for it, AND ALSO public transportation, get your act together America.

16. Tumblr or Twitter?  Tumblr FTW.  I will never understand the point of Twitter, tho Blakk does have a Twitter account that he rarely uses. 8)

17. Pro-choice or Pro-life?  What a great polarizing question for such an innocent Q&A meme; gotta wonder what the author was thinking. 8)  I’m pro-you-can-have-whatever-opinion-you-want-as-long-as-you-don’t-inflict-it-on-other-people because it’s not your f*ing business to run their lives, pro-this-isn’t-worthy-of-becoming-law, pro-act-responsibly-in-the-first-place-and-use-birth-control, and, failing that because people sure as hell like to manufacture fake issues, pro-choice.  Because just imagine thinking you get to determine what someone else gets to suffer (and literally pay for, $$$) for 9 months and then force them through the horrific physical ordeal of birthing a baby when they just. don’t. want. to.  I mean, you might as well decide someone should just take an axe and cut off their own arm just because you want them to; it really amounts to the same thing.  :/  (Please note, wanting to have a baby and being forced are two entirely different things. It’s an ordeal, regardless, and not something to approach unwillingly.)

18. Favorite YouTuber? No one, don’t care enough to remember usernames. XD

19. Favorite author ? I’m so bad with remembering names, but here are some I do, so they must be worth something: Timothy Zahn, Mike Stackpole, Kevin J. Anderson, and also the above listed authors, half of which I had to Google. 8)

Also ME, because I know I write well and I love the stuff I write!

Honestly also everyone I RP with (past and present) because yeah there’s a reason I’m addicted to this hobby. ♥

20. Tea or Coffee?  I mean.  Coffee, ok??  But like, also.  TARO MILK TEA and a hundred other teas especially with cream and sugar, and the concept of High Tea is amazing.  ... That’s mostly the snacks, BUT STILL.

21. OTP ?  Blakk/Saare (old ship, many of you probably haven’t seen it, but it’s also my canon ship).  Blakk also ships stupidly well with several other OCs ... you know who you are ... and also how much I wish they could also be canon ...

22. Do you play an instrument/sing ?  Piano!  At least I could, before we moved around 6th grade and I gave it up.  But it was the one extracurricular activity I stuck with for a number of years.  I’m sure I’m ridiculously rusty.  Probably I can still read the music. 8)  I can sing (mainly in the car), but it doesn’t mean I should.  XDD

Tagged By: @dingoat, thank you!!! ♥♥♥

Tagging:  @kaosstar, @princess-triton, @theanaideialegacy, @starrealis, @lhunuial, @empire-at-war, @ you!  (I’ve been pretty awol lately in terms of interacting a ton online so I’m not sure who’s still around, haha!)

[gecko-sims]

Simself Tag

Hey! So I’m almost finished with the semester, so to celevrate, I’m doing this thing! :D I’m just gonna say @berrysweetboutique tagged me because I’m a doof and nobody actually tagged me lol

i tag: You if you haven’t done it! Yes you, I’m talking to you.

traits: Creative, Clumsy, Hotheaded

You have to make a simself and put whatever you wish there, traits, anything about you.  After the keep reading thingy are +100 questions I found that you can answer if you want, but you don’t have to.

𝙌𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨:

What is your full name? Kristyn Jo is my legal name

What is your nickname? Jojo, Krispen, Loony. I prefer to be called Nova :)

Birthday? june 28th

What is your favorite book series? I’m a huge Harry Potter fan. I also have a book of short stories about ghosts I take literally everywhere.

Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? Both actually. Thought I don’t know if aliens have been here.

Who is your favorite author? I really like Brandon Mull!

What is your favorite radio station? Does the Welcome to Nightvale podcast count?

What is your favorite flavor of anything? Either apple of pumpkin. fall ftw

What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? Ballin

What is your current favorite song? my all time favorite is Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen, but lately I’m really into Venom by Eminem 

What is your favorite word? preposterous 

What was the last song you listened to? Dirty Car by Studio Killers

What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? Lucifer

What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? The Princess Bride

Do you play video games? I do a lot, but a limited selection

What is your biggest fear? ceasing to exist

What is your best quality, in your opinion? my ability to be enthusiastic about anything

What is your worst quality, in your opinion? My crippling insecurity

Do you like cats or dogs better? Both. Just both. Also. Lizards

What is your favorite season? FALL BBY

Are you in a relationship? HAHAHAHAHA. no. Unless you count @ponderingpigeonsims (she’s ma wife)

What is something you miss from your childhood? The ability to make a fool of yourself without getting weird all looks.

Who is your best friend? Sarah, my tall blonde friendship soulmate who basically just adopted me into her family.

What is your eye color? goldish brown

What is your hair color? brown (or any color that strikes my fancy)

Who is someone you love?  I love like 20000 family, but my grandmother might be the best person to ever person.

Who is someone you trust? my roommate

Who is someone you think about a lot? My brother

Are you currently excited about/for something? I’m always excited for Christmas

What is your biggest obsession? Top 10 creepiest countdowns

What was your favorite TV show as a child? lots and lots of things, but I adored Teen Titans

Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? I’m non-binary so...?

Are you superstitious? yes tbh

Do you have any unusual phobias? The thing under my bed grabbin my ankles

Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? I like both

What is your favorite hobby? looking for cryptids

What was the last book you read? Frankenstein by Mary Shelley 

What was the last movie you watched? To all the boys I’ve loved before

What musical instruments do you play, if any? i’m untalented

What is your favorite animal? Geckos :3

What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow? - There’s a lot! but I check @ratboysims @ridgeport @gunthermunch @tainoodles and @berrysweetboutique like daily

What superpower do you wish you had? telekinesis 

When and where do you feel most at peace?  Sarah’s house

What makes you smile? cats

What sports do you play, if any?  hahahahahahaha

What is your favorite drink? MONSTERSSSSSS

When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? I wrote one for my grandmother last week. 

Are you afraid of heights? a little

What is your biggest pet peeve? When people talk as if I can’t hear them

Have you ever been to a concert? No :(

Are you vegan/vegetarian? nope

When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? an actress rofl

What fictional world would you like to live in? put me in that My Hero Academia world plz

What is something you worry about? Losing people

Are you scared of the dark? yes :(

Do you like to sing? I do!

Have you ever skipped school? yes. Sometimes I just ca’t get up you know?

What is your favorite place on the planet? My Grandma’s backyard

Where would you like to live? Ireland

Do you have any pets? I have a old dog named Frisky, and a leopard Gecko named Wilson

Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? night owl like really bad lol

Do you like Sunrises or sunsets? sunsets

Do you know how to drive? no

Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? headphones 2000%

Have you ever had braces? nope

What is your favorite genre of music? I like pretty much freaking everything. Really like rock and heavy metal though.

Who is your hero? uhm

Do you read comic books? does manga count at all?

What makes you the most angry? needlessly hateful people

Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? real book

What is your favorite subject in school? besides studio classes, Reading 

Do you have any siblings? I have an older brother

What was the last thing you bought? paint for my roommate

How tall are you? 5′2

Can you cook? yuppers

What are three things that you love? scary movies, fluffy dogs, telling bad puns

What are three things that you hate? ignorance, people with no consideration, vegetables

Do you have more female friends or more male friends? i have a good mix

What is your sexual orientation? am a bi buddy

Where do you currently live? USA. send help

Who was the last person you texted? my friend

When was the last time you cried? two days ago watching a Shane Dawson video <_< I cry a lot

Who is your favorite YouTuber? Phillip Defranco

Do you like to take selfies? yes

What is your favorite app? i still play pokemon go

What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? no comment

What is your favorite foreign accent? Irish

What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? Japan

What is your favorite number? 13

Can you juggle? no

Are you religious? nope

Do you find outer space or the deep ocean to be more interesting? hecc yes

Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? very mildly

Are you allergic to anything? nope

Can you curl your tongue? no

Can you wiggle your ears? no

How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? every ten minutes

Do you prefer the forest or the beach? forest

What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? Be proud enough not to ask for help when you don’t need it. Humble enough to ask for it when you do.

Are you a good liar? yes

What is your Hogwarts House? Gryffindor!!!!

Do you talk to yourself? i do, it’s good conversation

Are you an introvert or an extrovert? extrovert, until im not

Do you keep a journal/diary? tried to, but im not consistent enough

Do you believe in second chances? depends

If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? try to find who dropped it

Do you believe that people are capable of change? occasionally

Are you ticklish? no <_< I swear

Have you ever been on a plane? yes

Do you have any piercings? just me ears

What fictional character do you wish was real? all of them. like all of them

Do you have any tattoos? not yet, but i really want one

What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? to stop caring about what people think of me so much

Do you believe in karma? hell yeah

Do you wear glasses or contacts? glasses

Do you want children? Kind of? Maybe? Possibly in like ten years

Who is the smartest person you know? I know of lot of smart asses

What is your most embarrassing memory? I have a lot and I think about them constantly. Weird things happen to me in bathrooms.

Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? yes. all the damn time

What color are most of you clothes? black bby

Do you like adventures? yessir

Have you ever been on TV? yeah

How old are you? 22

What is your favorite quote? shit happens

Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? sweet

[findafriend]

Hi! :D

My name's Rowan (nickname), I'm 15 and I'm from Sri Lanka. 

Youtube - Im into dan and phil, bfu, exurb1a AND MY BAE CONTRAPOINTS

Books - my fav book is The Secret History by Donna Tartt, I also loved Perks of Being a Wallflower. Im currently reading the Lonely City by Olivia Laing. I love eng lit smh, it's my fav subject so yeah, if ur a book worm hit me up.

Music- I adore the arctic monkeys (brianstorm is the best change my mind), rex orange county and im starting to get into joji. tbh i just listen to songs from 2012 on repeat (FUN ftw smh). 

Movies/TV - Im reaaally into horror movies -(and horror manga, junji ito is bae) and tbh my fav show is sherlock. 

Other interests - languages (rn im doing french and german for my O levels),  Im into art too, im shit at it but i t r y smh. 

OH AND IM A PUN MASTER. THATS LIKE LITERALLY 75% OF MY PERSONALITY!! (why is pavlovs hair so soft BECAUSE HE CONDITIONS IT). 

I say all this but honestly im just an edgy lesbian

my tumblr is - @Lovingiseasy-434

[sabriel]

85 questions tag game

Wasn’t tagged by anyone but @cassandrapentayaaaaas did this and i wanted to as well

rules: answer these 85 questions about yourself and then tag 20 people

(not gonna tag anyone either but if you want to, tag me in it)

last?

drink: Water phone call:  Home when I was at work  text message: “Y”  it was to confirm an appointment  song you listened to: “Gold Dust Woman” by Fleetwood Mac time you cried: Ages ago

ever?

dated someone twice: I haven’t dated anyone at all kissed someone and regretted it: Haven’t kissed anyone either (or been kissed at all) been cheated on: Lol how can I be cheated on if I haven’t dated anyone :) lost someone special: Yes  gotten drunk and thrown up: No

in the last year have you?

made new friends: idk fallen out of love: No laughed until you cried: Yes. found out someone was talking about you: No. met someone who changed you: No   found out who your friends are: No kissed someone on your facebook friends list: No.

general

fave colours? Blues are my fave, also purples, black, grey how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: All of them to some extent do you have any pets: An absolute weird cat, his name is Rocket  do you want to change your name: Not really I like my name but It’s really popular, if I ever was to change it I’d choose the name Keira what did you do for your last birthday: Went out of town and had a nice dinner with my family and family friend what time did you wake up today: Between 8-9 am what were you doing last night at midnight: Scrolling through Tumblr and watching youtube what is something you can’t wait for: December cause it will be holidays, Summer and Christmas what are you listening to right now: Fleetwood mac have you ever talked to a person named tom: Yes. something that gets on your nerves: People with abrasive personalities  most visited website: Tumblr hair colour: Brown. long or short hair: SHORT FTW!!! what do you like about yourself: That I have good manners and always try to get along with others, varied taste in music, sense of humor, my hair ever since I got it cut short 4 years ago  want any piercings: Yep, an extra one on my left ear lobe blood type: idk nicknames: Catie, Cait, Cat relationship status: Single zodiac sign: Scorpio pronouns: She/her fave tv show: Voltron  tattoos: None right or left handed: Right. ever had surgery: Yep piercings: Ears sports: Did netball for one season at school vacation: I love vacations trainers: Sketchers  eating: Sandwich drinking: Water I’m about to watch: Maybe some youtube? waiting for: The day that I’m finally finished with education  want: To learn how to art get married: Yes career: Nurse hugs or kisses: Both are good lips or eyes: Eyes shorter or taller: Taller older or younger: Older nice arms or stomach: Again both are good hookup or relationship: Relationship  troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant 

have you ever?

kissed a stranger: No drank hard liquor: Nope. lost glasses: No turned someone down: Yes sex on the first date: No broken someone’s heart: Idk had your heart broken: Not really been arrested: No. cried when someone died: Yes. fallen for a friend: No

do you believe in?

yourself: ........:( miracles: Not really love at first sight: I kinda hope it does exist kiss on the first date: If it’s appropriate angels: Yeah

other?

best friend’s name: Don’t have a best friend (I don’t really have actual friends) eye colour: Blue fave movie: Wall.e and Atlantis the lost empire  favourite actor: eh I have fave characters but not really actors favourite food: I’m going to cheat with this, fave savory is pizza, fave sweet is chocolate cake extrovert or introvert: Introvert. favourite flower: Dark pink roses favourite hello kitty characters: I don’t really know hello kitty

[presumenothing]

Anemone, gardenia, and lily? :D

(writerly flower flowery writer asks!)

anemone: how old were you when you first started writing?

apparently i’ve always liked writing since i was a kid (i say “apparently” bc i’ve seen at least one of the short stories – complete with questionable drawings – dating from way back when, though i don’t actually remember any of it, given that my autobiographical memory is nigh-on nonexistent)

but far as i’m concerned i started out around 14-ish, both for school essays and fic. so yes, it’s been… a while…

gardenia: what is the setting in which you write best?

depends, really! i have this terrible habit of writing in like three different places software-wise, including my tumblr drafts (aka where most of my nif fics were written or at least started out, iirc) – it’s horrifically annoying when i end up having to re-organise things afterwards, but sometimes i just feel the need to write in this specific platform for this particular fic?? yeah it makes no sense to me either.

i’m actually much more flexible in terms of physical settings – usually i write at home but tbh any reasonably comfortable spot where i know no one’s gonna look over my shoulder works just fine. at least a few fics were written entirely on my phone (simplenote ftw) while taking the train, though with a once-over edit on laptop before posting ofc

lily: do you listen to music when you write? if so, do you have a specific playlist for it?

yep, 1000/10, definitely – i possibly literally can’t write unless the headphones are on and playing something. so usually i just cue up youtube and pick the first long video that catches my eye? what precisely it is doesn’t matter so much; as long as it’s not a song with english lyrics or something with a completely clashing mood compared to what i’m writing, it’s just basically so much white noise that keeps me (mostly) concentrated on whatever i’m writing.

[a-random-army]

Random Tag o(*^▽^*)o

I got tagged by my child @amk-fairy

What was your last…

• Drink: Caramel iced coffee 

• Phone call: My mom, I think?

• Text message: Tumblr - my wifey @charrytommoto and my child @amk-fairy; phone - best friend

• Song you listen to: 不仅仅是喜欢 by  孙语赛,  萧全

• Time you cried: Um.....I don’t remember

Have you ever…

• Dated someone twice: Nope. Once it’s over, it’s over.

• Kissed someone and regret it: Yep

• Been cheated on: Nope

• Lost someone special: More than one person

• Been depressed: Yep and still am

• Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope

Fave colors

• Black

• Purple

• Rose gold

• Red

In the last year have you…

• Made new friends: Yeah

• Fallen out of love: Oh yeah

• Laughed until you cried: Too many times

• Found out someone was talking about you: Yep

• Met someone who changed you: Yep, my wifey and baby

• Found out who your friends are: Yep.

• Kissed someone on your Facebook friend list: Nope

General

• How many of your Facebook friends do you know irl: Maybe 95%?

• Do you have any pets: No, but I wish I did

•Do you want to change your name: Yes and no

•What did you do for your last birthday: My family threw me and my brother a party at the very last minute

• What time did you wake up today: Because my body is still in school mode, I woke up at 6AM

• What were you doing at midnight last night: Watching a Chinese BL drama

• What is something you can’t wait for: BTS Comeback and the new album

• What are you listening to right now: NCT

• Have you ever talked with someone named Tom: I’m not talking to Voldemort

• Somethings that are getting on your nerves: Stupid people, ignorant people, homophobic people, arrogant people.

• Most visited websites: Tumblr, ArchiveOfOurOwn, YouTube, KissAsian, KissAnime

• Hair color: Black with blonde tips

• Long or short hair: Long, very long

• Do you have a crush on someone: My wifey @charrytommoto

• What do you like about yourself: ....nothing comes to mind

• Want any piercings: Hell yeah, and tattoos too

• Blood type: ....did a vampire ask this????

• Nicknames: Kells Bells, Kels, wifey, Devil, Demon, All-Powerful-Ruler of Hell, and too many more to count  from @charrytommoto and my other friends

• Relationship status: I’m happily married to @charrytommoto

• Sign: Pisces and a Rabbit in the Chinese Zodiac

• Pronouns: She/ her

• Fave tv show: NCIS (entire franchise), Criminal Minds, Instinct, Bob’s Burgers, Agents of SHIELD, and too many more

• Tattoos: I want a lot of tattoos, but I don’t have the money for that yet

• Right or left handed: Right handed

• Ever had surgery: Nope

• Piercings: Two in each ear

• Sport: HAHAHAHAHA, THAT’S A FUNNY JOKE

• Vacation: I wanna travel the world 

• Eating: How dare you ask this question. Food is not to be questioned. 

• Drinking: Soda, Coffee, water

• I’m about to watch: I’m trying to hunt down another Asian BL drama I can watch

• Waiting for: my paychecks and everything

• Want: Hugs, cuddles, a hand to hold mine (@charrytommoto), and some other stuff

• Get married: Maybe in real life, but I’m happy with @charrytommoto

• Career: Currently majoring in business, but I want to open up a book cafe

What is better…

• Hugs or kisses: HUGS/CUDDLES

• Lips or eyes: Eyes

• Shorter or taller: I’m only 5′ so TALLER

• Older or younger: Either is fine with me as long as the age gap isn’t too big

• Nice arms or stomach: I don’t really care

• Hookups or relationships: RELATIONSHIPS FTW

• Troublemaker or hesitant: A mixture of both

Have you ever…

• Kissed a stranger: Nope

• Drank hard liquor: Nope

• Turned someone down: Yup

• Sex first date: Nope, and they know better than to force me

• Broken someone’s heart: Yup

• Had your heart broken: Nope

• Been arrested: Nope

• Cried when someone died: Yes

• Fallen for a friend: Nope

Do you believe in…

• Yourself: Sometimes

• Miracles: Sometimes

• Love at first sight: Could be possible, but I prefer to get to know them first

• Santa Claus: Who doesn’t?

• Angels: Yep, I got my own angels @charrytommoto and @amk-fairy

Misc

• Eye color: Brown

• Best friends name: Ling

• Favorite movie: .....no comment

• Favorite actor: no comment

• Favorite cartoon: Tom and Jerry, Looney Tunes

•Favorite teachers name: Lori/Pamela

I tag: @jaxonah, @taegerous

[sleepykalena]

85 Statements

@grexigone decided to be the Queen of Extra™ and tagged me to answer all this crap. So here you go, cuz i love you :P

Rules: Answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people

last

drink - covfefe

phone call – my sweetie (i offered him mcdonald’s)

text message - group text w/ two of my friends

song you listened to – Hold Me Tight or Don’t by Fall Out Boy

time you cried – last night. alcohol was involved! i was stressed. but funny stuff came out of it, so!

ever

dated someone twice? – Nope

kissed someone and regretted it – Plenty

been cheated on – Not that I know of

lost someone special - Plenty

been depressed – Yes

gotten drunk and thrown up – last night in a nutshell

fave colours

Mint

Neutral darks

Maroon

in the last year have you…

made new friends – Yes

fallen out of love - Nope

laughed until you cried – Yes

found out someone was talking about you – Yes, but not in a bad way? I get referred to for some juicy chisme, so

met someone who changed you – Plenty!

found out who your friends are - Yes

kissed someone on your facebook friends list - My bf counts, right? LOL

general

how many of your facebook friends do you know irl – All but like...5?

do you have any pets -  Nope

do you want to change your name - Considered it, out of fear of implicit discrimination in job hunting

what did you do for your last birthday – Turned in my final, stuffed my face full of pancakes with friends at Denny’s to celebrate

what time did you wake up today – 7 am ish?

what were you doing at midnight last night – Swapping stories with @moonprincess92nz and eating pizza that drunk!Me ordered

what is something you can’t wait for – Rey nendoroid!

what are you listening to right now – Hello Neighbor let’s play from jacksepticeye

have you ever talked to a person named tom – Every week, actually; he’s a nice guy and tips well on occasion. super humble in his post-MySpace years!

something that’s getting on your nerves – lately? people using odd and uncomfortable ways to put a spotlight on themselves

most visited website - Tumblr and Youtube

hair colour – Dark brown

long or short hair – Short~

do you have a crush on someone – Diego Luna (duh)

what do you like about yourself – my wit and my “outside voice” that also exists inside

want any piercings? – Not any extras

blood type – O

nicknames – Char, charmander, sleepy

relationship status - we’re kinda there for each other but kinda not because our schedules suck? aka: “It’s Complicated (but it’ll pass)”

zodiac - Sag

pronouns - She/her

fave tv shows – Bake-Off, Cutthroat Kitchen, Chopped, Friends.

tattoos – none, ever; i’m scared shitless of needles

right or left handed - Southpaws ftw!

ever had surgery - No

piercings – Ears

sport – Cycling, tennis

drinking – Yup. Hit me up with a moscato, or a midori sour, horoyoi chu-hi, sprite + hypnotiq, coke + malibu, or bailey’s + kahlua + a splash of milk on the rocks and i’ll sit with you at the bar for the rest of the night (provided that you’re good company, of course)

i’m about to watch – The next Hello Neighbor let’s play that jack has on the playlist

waiting for – my skin care stuff to dry so i can do the next step

want - a yob

get married – eh, i’d need a good reason to be lawfully considered married first.

career – animator, hopefully. one day!

which is better

hugs or kisses - Hugs

lips or eyes - Eyes

shorter or taller - Taller

older or younger - Older

nice arms or stomach - Arms

hookup or relationship - Relationship

troublemaker or hesitant - hesitant

have you ever

kissed a stranger - nope

drank hard liquor - yup

lost glasses - thank god no, omfg

turned someone down - yeah :(

sex on first date - nope, but sex before the first date was definitely a thing LOL

broken someones heart - I believe so

had your heart broken - lots of times

been arrested - no, but i got to ride in the back of a cop car (omfg what is my life guys, that’s another story for another time)

cried when someone died - quoting @grexigone here: Ya (ROGUE ONE COUNTS TOO, RIGHT??)

fallen for a friend - *side-eyes her bf* Yeah :)

do you believe in

yourself – Not lately :(

miracles - yeah

love at first sight – nah

santa claus - nah

kiss on a first date - if it feels right

angels - not sure tbh

other

best friend’s name - Leo. my bestie <3

eye colour – Dark brown.

fave movie - I did a Favorite Movies Name Game thing, so have at it

fave actor – Diego Luna, David Tennant

There is absolutely no way I’m going to tag people and subject them to this cuz it’s so many questions, except for maybe @cats-and-metersticks and @literatiruinedme cuz i feel like they love this sort of stuff.

HOWEVER. I feel particularly evil and would like to tag @skitzofreak to see what sort of fic she could come up with using this prompt. *evil snicker*

This list is huge so i don’t want to pressure anyone into doing it, but if you DO decide you want to step up to the plate, consider yourselves tagged and tag me so i can read ‘em! <3

[bi-dracula]

allllllll the numbahs

1) What images do you have set for your desktop/cell phone wallpapers?Melanie Martinez2) Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?Hella3) What was your last text message?Received? “It never came through earlier”. Sent? A video of Yebee4) What do you see yourself doing in 10 years?Napping 6 feet under the ground 5) If you could be anywhere else right now, where would you be?New York 6) What was your coolest Halloween costume?Batman 🦇7) What was your favorite 90s show?Uhhhhhhh idk, friends I guess8) Who was your last kiss?...muffins 9) Have you ever been stood up?Yeeep10) Favorite ice cream flavor?Uh, blackberry 11) Have you been to Las Vegas?Once12) Your favorite pair of shoes?Bootsie wootsies 13) Honestly, have you ever cheated on your significant other?Nada14) What is your favorite fruit?Banewnew banaynay bananarama 15) Have you talked to anyone on tumblr that you could see yourself dating/having sex with? If possible?Indeedly doodly 16) Are you into hookups? Short or long term relationships?Meh, not really. And Both? Both17) Do you smoke? If so, what?We’d18) What do you do to get over your anger?Lol I don’t 19) Do you believe in God?Ye20) Does the person you’re in love with know it?Yessiree 21) Favorite position?On my right side nestled between all 4 of my pillows and blanket, it’s a very snug sleeping position22) What’s your horoscope sign?♓️23) Your fears?Everything 24) How many pets do you have? What kind?One lovely kitty 25) What never fails to turn you on?Hmm, Melanie Martinez (jk, there is nothing)26) Your idea of a perfect first date?Literally anything I’m just happy to get a date27) What is something most people don’t know about you?What my actual personality is like28) What makes you feel the happiest?Melanie Martinez 29) What store do you shop at most often?Books a million 30) How do you feel about oral? Giving and/or receiving?Mehh 31) Do you believe in karma?Kinda, ye32) Are you single?Nope33) Do you think flowers or candy are a better way to apologize?Depends who you are apologizing to and what you did wrong, personally I would be more likely to forgive you if you gave me candy34) Are you a good swimmer?Ye35) Coffee or Tea?Neither. But if I had to choose it’d be tea36) Online shopping or shopping in person?Irl shopping is more fun37) Would you rather be older or younger than your current age?I’d like to be a child again so I can actually have a childhood thanks38) Cats or Dogs?Cats ftw. not really a huge fan of dogs ngl39) Are you a competitive person?Ohhh yeah40) Do you believe in aliens?Meh41) Do you like dancing?If I’m drunk hell yeah42) What kind of music to you listen to?Melanie Martinez 43) What is your favorite cartoon character?Hhhhnnnmmmgg...... Daggett the beaver 44) Where are you from?Maine45) Eat at home or eat out?Outoutoutout46) How much more social are you when you’re drunk?So much47) What was the last thing you bought for yourself?Melanie Martinez CD48) Why do you think your followers follow you?I have no fucking clue, my dude49) How many hours do you sleep at night?Somewhere between 14 and 250) What worries you most about the future?Literally everything 51) If you had a friend that spoke to you the same way you speak to yourself, how long would you be friends?We wouldn’t 52) Are you happy with yourself?Ehhhh no53) What do you wish you didn’t know?I wish I didn’t know what rosebudding was54) What big lesson could people learn from your life?Don’t do drugs, kids55) If you could live in any home on a television series, what would it be?The house from the Golden Girls56) What’s your favorite Website?YouTube 57) What’s the habit you’re proudest of breaking?Fighting 58) What was your most recent trip of more than 50 miles?I have no idea 59) What’s the best bargain you’ve ever found at a garage sale or thrift store?Never bought anything from places like that60) What do you order when you eat Chinese food?Chicken teriyaki, beef teriyaki, beef fried rice61) If you had to be named after one of the 50 states, which would it be?...Wyoming 62) If you had to teach a subject to a class, what would it be?History 63) Favorite kind of chips?Barbecue 64) Favorite kind of sandwich?...meat65) Which do you use more often, the dictionary or the thesaurus?Neither 66) Have you ever been stung by a bee?Once, it sucked 67) What’s your favorite form of exercise?Running 68) Are you afraid of heights?I mean, I’m afraid of falling so yes69) What’s the most memorable class you’ve ever taken?Science 70) What’s your favorite breakfast?Anything edible 71) Do you like guacamole?Ech no72) Have you ever been in a physical fight?Lol yeah73) What/who are you thinking about right now?Melanie Martinez 74) Do you like cuddling?Helllll to the yes75) Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?Probably a lot of things 76) Have you ever experienced one of your biggest fears?Kinda?77) Favorite city you’ve been to?NYC78) Would you break the law to save a family member?Depends on the law and the family member79) Talk about an embarrassing moment?No80) Are there any causes you strongly believe in?So many (like, 3)81) What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?Ohhh that’s a tough one I’m not sure, honestly 82) Favorite day of the week?Any of them83) Do you consider yourself sexually open minded?Meh, not really 84) How do you feel about porn?Hate hate hate hate hate hate 85) Which living celebrity would you like to know?Melanie Martinez 86) Who was your hottest ex?All of them 87) Do you want/have kids?I have 2 babs88) Has anyone ever told you that they wanted to marry you?Yes 89) Do you get easily distracted?...maaaaaybe90) Ass or titties?Why not both?91) What is your favorite word?...FUCK92) How do you feel about tattoos?LOVE EM 10/1093) Do you have any pets?Kittykittykitty94) How tall are you?72 inches95) How old are you?312 months96) 3 physical features you get complimented on a lot?EyesHairHands97) Is there anything you’re really passionate about?Melanie Martinez 98) Do you have trust issues?Yes 99) Do you believe in love at first sight?Love? No, infatuation? Yes100) What are some words that you live by? Why?"Now where were we? Ah, yes - abject humiliation!" Because I always need to remember to humiliate myself at least once a month

[snowyrosepetals]

1. What is your full name? Crow Raven Cross

2. What is your nickname? Bird? xD

3. What is your zodiac sign? Aquarius

4. What is your favorite book series? idek, i havent read a book in a while

5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? hELL YE 

6. Who is your favorite author?J.K. Rowling? 

7. What is your favorite radio station? Dont listen to radio

8. What is your favorite flavor of anything? ooo, mint?

9. What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? I say neat a lot so probs that

10. What is your current favorite song? The Moon Rises MLP bc Im a nerd

11. What is your favorite word? uh, fantabulous

12. What was the last song you listened to? Everything Black by Unlike Pluto

13. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? supernatural

14. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? Beauty and the Beast

15. Do you play video games? yES

16. What is your biggest fear? Being alone

17. What is your best quality, in your opinion? My eyes

18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? everything else

19. Do you like cats or dogs better? kittiess

20. What is your favorite season? Winter

21. Are you in a relationship? nOPE

22. What is something you miss from your childhood? never had one xD

23. Who is your best friend? whats that

24. What is your eye color? Blue/green/gray

25. What is your hair color? Magenta/Pink

26. Who is someone you love? 

27. Who is someone you trust? A smol loaf

28. Who is someone you think about often? oof

29. Are you currently excited about/for something? yeah excited for sleep

30. What is your biggest obsession? youtube lmao

31. What was your favorite TV show as a child? Icarly ftw

32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? probs a smol loaf I know

33. Are you superstitious? Ive seen some shit so ye

34. Do you have any unusual phobias? somtimes when looking at fire i picture what its like seeing everything burning, so, nah 

35. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? behind 

36. What is your favorite hobby? eating butterscotch candy and hating myself 10/10

37. What was the last book you read? Alice in wonderland 

38. What was the last movie you watched? Black Butler Book of the Antlantic

39. What musical instruments do you play, if any? none but wanna play piano

40. What is your favorite animal? wolf or fox

41. What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow? no idea, love you all the same~ <3

42. What superpower do you wish you had? shapeshift 

43. When and where do you feel most at peace? alone in the woods by a lake

44. What makes you smile? cute drawing/animals/being talked to ffs

45. What sports do you play, if any? Professional sleeper

46. What is your favorite drink? Shirley Temple or Cherry coke

47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? a few months ago? 

48. Are you afraid of heights? depends ig, but not really

49. What is your biggest pet peeve? someone constantly tapping

50. Have you ever been to a concert? yup

51. Are you vegan/vegetarian? nu

52. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? dead, so I succeeded 

53. What fictional world would you like to live in? The world in Rwby

54. What is something you worry about? everything

55. Are you scared of the dark? nope

56. Do you like to sing? sometimes

57. Have you ever skipped school? all the time

58. What is your favorite place on the planet? my bed

59. Where would you like to live? anywhere in a forest

60. Do you have any pets? 1 doggo

61. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? i mean, its 1:45AM so, totally early bird

62. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? sunset

63. Do you know how to drive?  yup

64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? split between the two

65. Have you ever had braces? nope

66. What is your favorite genre of music? honestly any

67. Who is your hero? whoever invented hot pockets 

68. Do you read comic books? used to

69. What makes you the most angry? people blaming you for their problems :D

70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? real book

71. What is your favorite subject in school? English or art

72. Do you have any siblings? wish i didnt

73. What was the last thing you bought? a scooby doo shirt

74. How tall are you? 6′0

75. Can you cook? yuppers

76. What are three things that you love? roses, my pc, my bed

77. What are three things that you hate? shit only 3? people, flies, and uh, idek hot weather 

78. Do you have more female friends or more male friends? honestly ive always had female friends, idk why i just get along with them better

79. What is your sexual orientation? pansexual

80. Where do you currently live? Arizona in the middle of nowhere, in a cabin in the woods

81. Who was the last person you texted? a bread loaf

82. When was the last time you cried? legit 5 minutes ago

83. Who is your favorite YouTuber? Achievement Hunter

84. Do you like to take selfies? no bc i look ugly, yes bc filters make me cute

85. What is your favorite app? instagram

86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? hope i never see them again :D

87. What is your favorite foreign accent? british

88. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? disney world

89. What is your favorite number? 24

90. Can you juggle? nope

91. Are you religious? hail satan

92. Do you find outer space of the deep ocean to be more interesting? i guess??

93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? depends?

94. Are you allergic to anything? grass and coconut 

95. Can you curl your tongue? yas

96. Can you wiggle your ears? yup

97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? fairly often? 

98. Do you prefer the forest or the beach? forest 

99. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? die

100. Are you a good liar? depends ;p

101. What is your Hogwarts House? Ravenclaw 

102. Do you talk to yourself? yea

103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? hARD INTROVERT

104. Do you keep a journal/diary? used to

105. Do you believe in second chances? depends really, i give too many bc im stupid but, no longer

106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? go buy starbucks 

107. Do you believe that people are capable of change? lately, nope

108. Are you ticklish? yup

109. Have you ever been on a plane? yep

110. Do you have any piercings? nu but i want some

111. What fictional character do you wish was real? Ruby Rose

112. Do you have any tattoos? no but wantt

113. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? going back to a store 20 minutes before they close to buy a hat

114. Do you believe in karma? yep

115. Do you wear glasses or contacts? glasses

116. Do you want children? kinda

117. Who is the smartest person you know? the mouse that keeps avoiding the traps in my house

118. What is your most embarrassing memory? friend walked in on me playing with my butt and just squishing it, laughed at me for 3 days straight 

119. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? 3 days ago, when i slept finally last night

120. What color are most of you clothes? black

121. Do you like adventures? yES

122. Have you ever been on TV? nu

123. How old are you? 17

124. What is your favorite quote? “You are the cause of your own future”

125. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? sweet

[narika-a]

11 Questions Tag

I was tagged by @kttendrama and @9byul. Thanks so much!! It’s so fun doing these 😃 I decided to answer both of your questions in one post~

RULES: Answer 11 questions from the person who tagged you and then make 11 more for the next people that you tag. 

I’m going to put the answers and questions under the cut because this turned out way too long 😂⬇️

1) Queen of a kingdom or general of an army?

How about both world domination, am I right *winks with both eyes* 😂

2) Revenge or forgiveness?

I’m the type to forgive but if it’s something really bad then heck yeah I would want some payback

3) Sparkling unicorn or glorious lion?

Lion!! Cats FTW!!

4) Lots of money or lots of love?

Lots of money 😂

5) If your bias idol group we’re animals what would they be?

I choose MyName for this:

I feel that Seyong would be a peacock because he’s handsome and likes to show off  😂 Chaejin would definitely be a bunny, that sweet boo boo. Gunwoo hmm maybe a dog? Insoo would be a lion because he can be a real softie and then bam kills you with fanservice or something. I see JunQ as a fox perhaps because they can act all cute but have hidden ambitions ‘sly as fox’ 😂

6) Rule heaven or raise hell?

Heyyy how about both again? Not only world but heaven and hell domination, am I right? *winks two times with both eyes*

7) If you had a super power what would it be and how would you abuse it to become a villain :D

I would want to have teleportation and it’s easy to abuse it, just teleport somewhere steal a bunch of shit and bam richest villain that can always escape  😂

8) You’re given 10 million dollars - what do you do?

Give idk half of it to my family and then travel the world~

9) If you were sorted into a house at hog warts - where would you be?

Probably Gryffindor or Ravenclaw 

10) If you were a Greek god or goddess who would you be?

Zeus because world domination *triple wink*

11) Travel into the future or travel into the past? Where would you want to go?

The future? And a nearby one to see if the world has been destroyed yet

12) who is your favorite k-actor?

I actually don’t watch dramas, should probably start tho 😂

13) how did you find bts?

It was one of the reaction videos on youtube and it all went downhill from there  😂

14) a place you really want to go to?

Japan!!

15) what’s something you hate to do?

I hate cleaning the house. Like I love when it’s all clean and neat but I hate the whole process

16) favorite videogame !

Assassin’s Creed and then Resident Evil!

17) what’s something everybody likes that you don’t like?

I don’t know if everyone but a lot of people do but I absolutely haaaaaaaaate beans. Honestly, fuck the beans

18) who is your favorite artist/writer?

One of my favourite artists would be M.K.Ciurlionis and Kestutis Kasparavicius. And for the writer, I adore a lot of manga artists/writers but a novel one would be Ursula Poznanski?

19) tell us a joke you made on innocent’s day

Omg what even is this day? It sounds scary? Why would you celebrate a massacre of children what 😂

20) craziest dream you ever had?

I actually dreamed up a lot of my mafia aus tbh, that’s something 😂

21) which is your favorite album?

Ooooh I have a lot of these! The first one that came to mind was GOT7 “Flight Log: Arrival”

22) what are some languages you want to learn?

I want to finish learning Russian and then move on to Japanese, maybe Korean as well~

And now my questions:

1. If you could date/marry one idol who would it be and why? (This question doesn’t apply for @heebiejbies because she’s already married 😂)

2. Warm weather or cold weather? Why?

3. Why did you decide to join tumblr?

4. What’s the most dangerous thing you have ever done?

5. What is/was your favourite subject in school? Why?

6. What’s the most memorable thing that happened to you during vacations?

7. Do you like board games? Any recommendations?

8. Have you ever cheated while playing games?

9. What thing would you associate with your favourite colour? (For example, purple always reminds me of syringa)

10. Is it easy for you to concentrate on tasks at hand?

11. What country you would not like to visit? Why?

I’m tagging whoever reads this and also @heebiejbies; @ohnosheshere; @daegushoneyboy; @rangrids; @imaddict; @miahbtsarmy; @frostii-dragons; @everythingkpopuniverse aaand it will be enough 😂

[tennyo-elf]

Mass Effect Trilogy Thoughts

I’m ten years late to the party (or 5 years depending on if you start at ME1 or ME3) but I finally finished the Mass Effect Trilogy, thanks to Dragon Age.

Here are my thoughts on the games, the ending, random bits, the romance, etc, etc...

After I played the trilogy I looked around tumblr and found that a lot of people thought the first game was clunky. I, for one, while I know there were kinks (especially regarding dialogue/romance options), loved the first game so much that it’s my favorite of the three games. I played Vanguard and once I got barrier I had so much fun just standing in the middle of fire blasting everything in sight. I hate shooter games because I suck at them, but ME1 allowed me to have fun. The unlimited ammo really was what got me, ‘cause I’m a terrible shot. Of course there was the whole heating thing for your weapon, but I rather have that than, “Oops, out of ammo!”

I didn’t like the battle system for ME2 and the whole working for Cerberus. The characters were pretty awesome, but it took me a bit to learn not to flirt since I wanted to be faithful to Kaidan (I play paragon, so I had to learn to stick to the middle options on the dialogue wheel). ME2 was pretty much my least favorite. I only wish I could have played with Legion more. 

ME3 took the best of ME1 and ME2 and made a great game...up until the ending of course. But seriously, ME3 is great and really fun and I loved just going around doing my Biotic Charge/Nova combo. Yeah, let me just charge a Brute or a Banshee that could literally one shot me and then nova/shotgun/charge them to death before they can kill me. That, to me, is seriously fun! Biotic power ftw!

The ending though. That ending...back before I had even heard of Bioware and was vaguely familiar with the name Dragon Age (I had thought to purchase it back in 2009 but went “Nope, I probably won’t like it” - fuck, how wrong I was...) I heard about the notoriously bad ME3 ending. It was all over the place in my geek sphere. So before I played the trilogy I looked up the ending on the wiki and read about it in articles, and I knew I’d hate it. So, since I’m on PC, I looked up some mods. I never met the star child (or whatever) or had to make a choice and I’m grateful for that. (My Shep always survives because I’m a completionist and I always get all war assets thus my end score is well above what’s needed for everyone to survive.)

First I got the regular MEHEM, played the trilogy, and the ending, with this mod, didn’t feel right. It didn’t satisfy me at all. I needed to redo some things to get the ending I wanted (I accidentally killed Steve Cortez in my first pt, fuck that noise) so I played ME3 a second time and used a new ending mod called JAM. That pt went perfectly. The ending seriously made me happy, and if felt so right! The Extended Ending, plus JAM, plus the Leviathan DLC, allowed me to enjoy the trilogy with no tears (besides for Anderson, Thane, Mordin, and Legion). There was only ONE plot hole with this combo.

The catalyst obviously targeted Reaper technology (in this mod/DLC combo), but the Geth and EDI were integrated with Reaper code. So how did they survive? (You know they survived by the ending slides with the Geth and EDI calling for Shepard when the gang went looking for her.) So I have to head canon an extra side quest after Priority: Rannoch, where the Geth and EDI discuss looking for a firewall against the catalyst energies for their built in Reaper code. Maybe they get it from the Keepers on the Citadel or maybe they create one together. Of course there is worry about the Reapers getting hold of this firewall, blah blah blah, but they keep it on the hush and hush and it works out in the end. I had no issues with the destroy ending where the Citadel and the relays go boom, because it made sense to me, I only worried about EDI and the Geth. (I united the Geth with their Creators, I’m not letting them die!) So I head canon the side quest and they’re safe. 

There is also the nightmares Shepard has about the boy. I also head canon that when she passes out after Anderson dies, she dreams again, and this time, instead of just standing and watching the boy catch fire, she saves him, she takes action, she stands up for herself and doesn’t let her guilt or fears or worries control her. She wakes with a start (and renewed energy/life) and then activates the Crucible/Catalyst. Perfect ending to me, yes, yes. (Watch here!)

As for the continuation of the series, after playing the trilogy I was disappointed that they didn’t continue the story post war with the reapers. I haven’t played Andromeda yet but I understand it’s in a different Galaxy with different problems and I think that was a missed opportunity on Bioware’s part to explore the other themes/consequences of the first trilogy. There is the dark matter/biotics/eezo/mass effect fields topic to explore as well as the fall out of Shepard’s decisions, such as the Krogan population surge, Geth/Qurian alliance, and the Leviathans. Leviathans indoctrination abilities are very concerning. And granted, Mass Effect 3 did hint that the Krogan and Geth Alliance weren’t a threat, it still wasn’t made certain. Personally I like to be able to have a game where you make sure the Krogans and rachni aren’t a threat based on in-game decisions from both the old and new trilogy. Also, I like the new hero to be able to formalize that the Geth/EDI/new AIs aren’t the threat they were made out to be and we can work together (for Destroy or even control ending, synthesis ending would have to focus on how it didn’t solve the real problems/took away freedom from people). Draw parallels from humans who are evil to AIs who go evil too. And everything leading up to the true threat of Leviathan’s trying to take over again and how the team work of species can over come their old oppressors. Just a trilogy about overcoming old thoughts/beliefs/etc. And it doesn’t have to take place immediately after the reaper war either. It could take place after Shepard’s death or when Shepard is very old and retired. I mean, you could make a game like that, it’d just take finesse because of the way they made ME3′s ending. It’d be tricky with the synthesis ending. but it could happen. A can of worms, yet I truly believe with the five years of development they had they could have written something that may piss off some, but ultimately be a continuation of the interesting galaxy/world the first trilogy created.

Okay, random thought here, but regarding the Asari, wouldn’t be it hard to keep their heads/back of their neck clean? So many places for junk to pile up, cleaning their heads must be a bitch. 

Also, this game was annoying with the male gaze, eye candy thing going on. It was everywhere and it never, ever, didn’t annoy the hell out of me. Pulled me out of the story every time I saw it, that’s for sure. I Like Miranda, but with her catsuit you can even see her lips! And I’m not talking about her face lips either!)

Alright, so romances...I went in knowing I was going to romance either Garrus or Kaidan. I didn’t know these characters yet and I saw these two were romanced the most by female Shepards on tumblr, so I figured I couldn’t go wrong with either of them. Playing a paragon Shep, and getting to know Kaidan, the romance for them made sense to me (My Shep is a spacer/war hero). I was highly attracted to his character, morals, and principals. With Garrus, I can see how a renegade Shep would be all over the “fuck rules” bit but with my paragon, if felt more like a mentor/mentee relationship turn best friends type of deal than a romance. Garrus didn’t fit with my Shepard, Liabelle. I did watch a youtube vid of his romance though and he is cute af.

Of course, later, I find out everyone hates Kaidan for Horizon (or being too emotional/whiny...which felt silly to me tbh). I didn’t. Kaidan’s reaction on Horizon made sense for his character and it felt real. My Shep knew Kaidan would react like he did and while it hurt, she didn’t love him less for it. She fell for him for his principals, why would she be upset at Kaidan being Kaidan when it’s Kaidan she fell for? Hurts yes, frustrating yes, but in the end they found their way back to one another and if felt really good. Now I’m a shenko shipper through and through. 

Also loyalty to a fault can be a bad thing, sometimes you need a friend who will call you out on your shit. That’s what Kaidan did/does (though he went a bit overboard with the betrayal line, but that’s him reeling and he apologized for it). So nah, I wasn’t mad or disinterested in Kaidan after Horizon or for the beginning of ME3. I liked his character development and him coming to realize he made a mistake. You can see throughout ME3, once he comes back, how he regrets it. Ugh, the well made angst mixed with the happiness of them being back together does things to me.

In the end, Garrus and kaidan were my squad, they were my boys. I think not having Kaidan in ME2 made my dislike for the game more intense because I didn’t have my boys together. I literally shouted “MY BOYS!!” at my screen while playing ME3 when I could pick Kaidan and Garrus for my team again. It probably helped that they balanced out my Vanguard really well.

As for romanced Kaidan head canons, I will say that while they were biotic rabbits between the sheets, they were still touch and go relationship wise for most of ME3. I don’t think they were at a place in their relationship for a real marriage proposal after they find her post destroy. They definitely need time to just be and I can see that happening during leave or working on the Normandy during non war times. My husband is in the military and I asked about what would happen if they were found out and the military does give people options, either break it off or marry. I figure by the time anyone finds out they’re already engaged. That just means postings, they wouldn’t be able to work together on the Normandy. I can’t figure this one out. A part of me sees Shep retiring, another can’t see her as anything but Captain of the Normandy. Kaidan could go back to teaching, and they could meet up on Earth every shore leave Shep has...but, gah, I still haven’t figured it out yet. I do like the idea of them retiring out by Kaidan’s family’s orchard, going camping, or traveling, having kids, etc.   

Lastly, the only character I dislike is Kai Leng (too one dimensional and an ass, easy to hate). The rest I will hug if I could. And I was sad I couldn’t have a third squad mate. I’d probably pick Tali mostly with the occasionally Liara or Wrex thrown in with Kaidan and Garrus. Also I have a big soft spot for Samara. I also am weird in shipping Javik and Liara (I want them to have Asari babies!!!!...after writing their book ofc), but I think Joker and EDI are cute af and you can pry that ship from dead, cold hands. Ack, and Thane dying hurt but felt inevitable since he had a terminal illness. Mordin’s death felt a bit unnecessary, he needs to be studying seashells gdi!! ALSO WHY BIOWARE, WHY KILL LEGION, WHY!!! Oh, and Kasumi needs to be able to keep the gray box and move on...humph. 

Alright, I may write a small fic for shenko but I might not, IDK yet. All I know is I miss Dragon Age like I’m missing my other heart, so I’m going back to it soon-ish. Will replay this wonderful sci-fi trilogy again though, sometime in the future just not right away. I’ll always prefer my Dragon Age games, but this ride was definitely worth it.

[pxnsq]

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THE LAST

1. drink: water 2. phone call: my best friend 3. text message: a guy i’m not into trying to get a date with me 4. song you listened to: location by khalid 5. time you cried: a few hours ago lol 6. dated someone twice: yes 7. kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yes and no

3 FAVOURITE COLOURS 12. blue 13. grey 14. green

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. made new friends: yes 16. fallen out of love: yes 17. laughed until you cried: yes 18. found out someone was talking about you: yes 19. met someone who changed you: yes 20. found out who your friends are: yes 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: yeaaah

GENERAL 22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: almost all 23. do you have any pets: atm a dog and a cat 24. do you want to change your name: kinda but i don’t think i will 25. what did you do for your last birthday: i had my closest friends of the time over for lunch

26. what time did you wake up: 12:32

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: showering lol 28. name something you can’t wait for: going out with my crush some time next week 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: 20 minutes ago  31. what are you listening to right now: nothing cause everyone is sleeping 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: no 33. something that is getting on your nerves: mom rn 34. most visited website: either tumblr or youtube 35. hair colour: blonde 36. long or short hair: short 37. do you have a crush on someone: yeaaa hs gr8 38. what do you like about yourself: that i defend what i believe in 39. want any piercings: yasss but my parents don’t let me 40. blood type: no idea 41. nickname: vassi, vaska, lena, kuna (i hate it don’t ask) 42. relationship status: single but hopefully not for long 43. zodiac: pisces  44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show: how to get away with murder, big little lies, how i met your mother, white collar 46. tattoos: none 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: none 49. piercing: just my ears 50. sport: nothing bruh i don’t even get out of my roo,

51. vacation: going to the sea for a week next morning ayee

52. pair of trainers: black converse

MORE GENERAL 53. eating: nothing 54. drinking: nothing 55. i’m about to: get ready for bed and red my book 56. waiting for: my first real real kiss 57. want: my crush to like me back  58. get married: mmmmmmmmm idk maybe we’ll see 59. career: psychologist

WHICH IS BETTER 60. hugs or kisses: K.I.S.S.E.S. 61. lips or eyes: both 62. shorter or taller: taller 63. older or younger: don’t care 64. nice arms or nice stomach: stomach ftw 65. hook up or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker lol i’m such a loser i always fall for the same typa guys

HAVE YOU EVER 67. kissed a stranger: no 68. drank hard liquor: yes 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: yes 70. turned someone down: yes 71. sex on the first date: no 72. broken someone’s heart: yes 73. had your heart broken: yeah 74. been arrested: no 75. cried when someone died: yes 76. fallen for a friend: yeaaaah 

DO YOU BELIEVE IN 77. yourself: yes 78. miracles: kinda 79. love at first sight: yeah  kinda 80. santa claus: no 81. kiss on the first date: yes ofc 82. angels: no

OTHER 83. current best friend’s name: yoana and zlatina 84. eye colour: brown 85. favorite movie: oh so many, probs will always be parent trap