#cami petyn

[a-shooting-jade]

I love people who are obsessed with one colour/print/accessory. like yesss, wear those all blue outfits, step out in that leopard/cheetah print that's also all over your room, I love the 1000s of rings all over you

[esoteric-aesthetic-lyrics]

OVERKILL - Cami Petyn

[worldhappening]

Cami Petyn

[notesofseptember]

Girl, you could be the lover of my life

[ollieinoue]

M O L L I E VOL. III

for @montyrichler listen to [ volume i ] + [ volume ii ]

[ IT'S GONNA BE OKAY, RIGHT? ] Cami Petyn — [ This Side of Paradise ] Coyote Theory — [ On Your Mind ] Noah Floersch — [ Curls In The Wind ] Mark Ambor — [ Freckles ] Kevin Atwater — [ Indigo ] Kississippi — [ How'd You Know That ] Junyang — [ Self Distruct ] BETWEEN FRIENDS — [ Low AF ] Olen — [ could you love me while i hate myself ] Zeph — [ ILYIS pt 2 ] Mel Bryant & the Mercy Makers — [ I Really F**ked It Up ] girli — [ No One Dies From Love ] Tove Lo — [ Call Me Up ] daydreamers — [ u can still come over ] BETWEEN FRIENDS — [ Don't Delete The Kisses ] Wolf Alice — [ Kaleidoscope ] Chappell Roan — [ Astronomy ] Conan Gray — [ Jealous ] Labrinth — [ Before You Go ] Lewis Capaldi

+ lyrics

IT'S GONNA BE OKAY RIGHT? by Cami Petyn

'Cause I wish I saw it coming I wish I didn't numb it But here I am Getting high off of pain that I created But babe, we're all the same in the dark

Want you to know me, hold me, love me Even if love is all fake, if nothing's okay Too far gone already Just tell me it's gonna be okay, it's gonna be okay, right?

This Side of Paradise by Coyote Theory

Are you lonely? (Are you lonely?) Our fingers dancing when they meet You seem so lonely (Are you lonely?) I'll be the only dream you seek So if you're lonely, no need to show me If you're lonely, come be lonely with me

On Your Mind by Noah Floersch

I know for a fact I'm on your mind, like all the time And when you get back to being fine, then I'm your guy

Curls in the Wind by Mark Ambor

A little bit of Heaven on the weekend Ocean full of sequence Curls in the wind like (ooh) A little bit of sun out when it's freezing I don't need a reason Tell me what you want to do

I like the way I feel with you Said I like the way I feel with you I like the way I feel, and I don't know much But I like the way I feel with you

Freckles by Kevin Atwater

So tell me something 'Cause you're becoming the only one I want to see I don't want to force it out or put pressure down About what you really want from me Never given it much thought But now I can't help thinking 'bout the fact that I just wanna be The only one who touches you at night And if you cannot give me that, then baby, give me nothing Give me nothing, give me nothing, babe

Indigo by Kississippi

I can't stop thinking about how nice it would be To be bothered by your breath reclaiming mine To wake up in the morning half dead to you Unable to find a place to rest your arms

How'd You Know That by Junyang

How'd you know that this is real? How'd you know that I am crazy? I'm just gonna wing it still You broke these walls I've built

Self Destruct by BETWEEN FRIENDS

I never thought to tell you anything you did right The way you held my hand when we were too high Hope you know it was good, it was perfect In the back of a cab and I'm thinking that

I can't be better for you Say that I miss you, it's true I can't be better for you But I wanted to

Low AF by Olen

Will you love me when I'm sad, done, overwhelmed low as fuck, or high as hell?

could you love me while i hate myself by Zeph

If you can't answer, "Yes, " just go I'm more trouble than I'm worth Could you love me while I hate myself? Because I don't know how this works I never learned how this works

ILYS pt 2 by Mel Bryant & the Mercy Makers

I love you you're so selfless I'm sorry I'm so selfish I love that you're so gentle And I'm sorry I'm so hellish I love it when you hold me Cause I'm sorry I'm in pieces But you put me back together And you make me feel what peace is

I Really F**ked It Up by GIRLI

I wanna cause a scene just to feel alive Maybe I'm only mean 'cause I know you're mine And I hate myself for making you cry I know that I really fucked it up this time Hurricane blowing through your town I know it's hard for you just to stick around And I hate myself for making you cry I know that I really fucked it up this time

No One Dies From Love by Tove Lo

No one dies from love Guess I'll be the first Will you remember us? Or are the memories too stained with blood now?

Call Me Up by daydreamers

If you still want somethin' else to do Let me meet you on the dark side of your bedroom

If you get low and you're needin' my touch You can call me up, honey, you can call me up If you need a rush, call me up, call me up I'm a little drunk and I don't need that much You can call me up, honey, I can sober up If you call me up, call me up, just call me up

u can still come over by BETWEEN FRIENDS

You should tell me all I need to hear But I don't really want you to Tried to give me all of you, it's clear That I went in and lost my cool

Kaleidoscope by Chappell Roan

And love is a kaleidoscope How it works we'll never know And even all the change Is somehow all the same Turnin' to the left and right Colors shining in your eye And even upside down It's beautiful somehow It's never just a shape alone Love is a kaleidoscope

Astronomy by Conan Gray

We've traveled the seas, we've ridden the stars We've seen everything from Saturn to Mars As much as it seems like you own my heart It's astronomy, we're two worlds apart

Jealous by labrinth

I'm jealous of the rain That falls upon your skin It's closer than my hands have been I'm jealous of the rain I'm jealous of the wind That ripples through your clothes It's closer than your shadow Oh, I'm jealous of the wind

Don't Delete the Kisses by Wolf Alice

When I see you, the whole world reduces To just that room And then I remember and I'm shy That gossip's eye will look too soon And then I'm trapped, overthinking And yeah, probably self-doubt You tell me to get over it And to take you out

But I can't, I'm too scared And here's the night bus, I have to go And the doors are closing, and you were waving And I like you, and I'll never let it show And you won't wait, and maybe I won't mind I work better on my own And now I'm home, a little bit drunk And I ask myself

What if it's not meant for me? Love

[outpost51]

The 51 Post

Figured I'd start some kind of digest!

Contents:

Things You Might Have Missed

This Week's Jams

WIP Breakdowns

From the Skwad

Around the 'Blr

Things You Might Have Missed:

I've got a taglist form now! Because who doesn't love a good form?

BRHP: Chapter 14 posted; Atria learns the meaning of touch starvation and really, really misses her dad.

WIP Intro: Caught in the Crossfire (18+)

WIP Intro: The Arsonist Chronicles (18+)

WIP Whenever (Open Tag): BRHP chapter 15 snippet; pop pop is having a time time

Crossing Over: the 5th entry into the Lighthouse in the Fog shorts; a new player has entered the fray, and a familiar face reappears.

Vampire Council lore and vampire origins lore

Aria/Omega snippety snip

This Week's Jams:

friends like these || Brassie [spotify/youtube]

Little Girl Gone || CHINCHILLA [spotify/youtube]

EVERGREEN || PVRIS [spotify/youtube]

Eyes on Fire || Gold Souls [spotify/youtube]

WHEN THE PARTY'S OVER || Cami Petyn [spotify/youtube]

Lizard Lady || Laura Doggett [spotify/youtube]

WIP Breakdowns:

Between a Rock and a Hard Place

Chapter 15 should be coming out later today, with 16 slated for release sometime late this week or early next week. I'm finally in the chapters that don't require a ton of rewrites; most of what I've been doing is adding content. The whole thing is outlined through chapter 30 though! Since this is my entry for WIP Big Bang, updates will "stop" at chapter 18, since that's what I had published before the rewrites. After that, you'll have to wait for the release date! Which also means I have to wait for the release date for the serotonin, and that's going to be a nightmare.

Unlikely Adventures of Bitchface and Go F*ck Yourself

At this point, it's just a matter of making myself work on it. About a third of chapter 9 is written and the entirety of Act II is outlined.

Blinding Neon, Shades of Grey

nervous laughter

Stellar Parallax

Fuck, I missed this WIP. I missed Jane especially, she's so fun to write -- I'm about a third of the way into chapter 9 and it seems to be flowing pretty well? I just wanna get to the part where she and Saren beat the shit out of each other LMAO

Lighthouse in the Fog

Dunno if y'all saw, but the lighthouse keeper stories have a tag and a tentative title now! It's going to remain as a series of loosely connected shorts, and that may very well be what I end up doing with Xatal as well. Anyway, we have some lore groundwork laid! Look out for the 6th short later today!

In the Works

I still have questions in my inbox that I am absolutely getting to! I've also got a bunch of unanswered tags in my drafts and Notion. Losing a week and a half of planned answer time threw my schedule WAY off. Submission for SSSC #006 is in the planning stage. Hannah and the MILF Squad Get Up To No Good is about 30% written and fully outlined. I have... so many Kryterius prompts left to fill, and so many more spotify wrapped prompts left, send help. Still working on separating out the Daddy Issues smutshots, hoping to finish up the rewrites for the F!Shali one before the end of July. TIPYNTS is most likely going to come out in October, and by then I'm hoping to have a backlog of chapters to make posting more consistent.

From the Skwad:

Door's always open! 18+ writing server for both fanworks and original works! Camp is starting soon! We also have a flash fiction challenge and three bingo cards running until the end of the month!

@teamdilf continues to absolutely baffle me with her productivity here we go: A Cheesy Situation is now complete, ch 16 of Alice's Adventures in Andromeda is live, ch 18 of The In-Laws and the Grandparents is live, A Night in the IKEA dropped which I'm absolutely dying over, and that's not even all of it. holy shit J i don't know how you do it but i'll have whatever you're having thx

@thetrashbagswasteland dropped ch 4 of the Sunseeker rewrite and I'm adsfdafdadsf yes. thank you king

@sparatus is tearing me to fucking pieces with Make Less the Depth of Grief. i hate you (i love you)

@uraniumwriting also obliterated me with their FFF entry.

@wrathbites is back and I'm literally beside myself I missed the Vampire AU so fucking much.

oops @commander-krios got me invested in Star Wars please look at this.

@starknstarwars updated Smuggler's Ruin aaaaaaaaaaaaa

A few of our members participated in Shenko Summer!! @dandenbo wrote Volta and @mrsd-writes wrote both We Got Here the Hard Way and Forever Home!

@regalbois dropped a new original oneshot and has been going bananas over Bioshock lately and gifting us MORE mlm deliciousness, ch 3 of Magnum Opus went live last night.

@inflarescent has a new wippppp aaaaaaa -- intro post for The Roulette Paradox here!

@discoeffect updated Far From Any Road and I am devouring the first book so I can read this one!!

Around the 'Blr:

Have you checked out the Writeblr Directory or Writeblr Cafe yet?

I'm literally still thinking about @captain-kraken's Heitha translator.

@void-botanist dropped some witch lore I'm eating with a spoon.

@tc-doherty ALSO popped off with the conlang.

The dates IRL are lining up with the dates in @elshells's Agent Ace EXCITING also a new chapter is dropping probably by the time I post this lmao

@liv-is dropped this GOLDMINE of relationship writing tips also TIL what Liv does for a living not sorry

@writernopal first of all made me absolutely CRY being sweet in the tags last night and also dropped an aasoaf 3 sneep while i was composing this thank you my friend i needed the energy snack

did y'all see Find the Word XVIII from @artdecosupernova-writing i'm going FERAL

@tabswrites's Silver Sentinels has a second chapter, I am VIBRATING

@oh-no-another-idea just slid in with this little diddy that i LOVE.

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Outpost Updates Taglist: @tabswrites @writernopal @freedominique @asher-orion-writes @liv-is @starknstarwars @captain-kraken

Ask to +/- in the tags, replies, DMs, or HERE!

[metalheadsforblacklivesmatter]

-fae

[kxllerblond]

[smoking-old-toby]

laketown thorin POV

lyrics from SEPULVEDA by FLAVIA, Cami Petyn:

You taste so sweet

Baby, just like honey

I'm in a dream

With you here beside me

Yeah, you're so sweet

Bring me to my knees

Like I'm in a dream

[tiny-green-house]

music i loved this july

debbie downer - LØLØ, Maggie Lindemann

Hungry - Suzi Wu

Yellow Cowboy Hat - Grace Womack

Run MF - Ravenna Golden

Break Stuff - So Tuff So Cute

Forever - Mïrändä

Good Girl - K.Flay

Mommy Issues - Jules Paymer

Tell Me Tell Me - Precious

Kiss Me Girl - Hands Off Gretel

SEPULVEDA - FLAVIA, Cami Petyn

A Big Brown Dog Named Bagel - Nep

[chasing-chimeras]

Send me your name and i'll make a mini playlist with the letters in your name

jaqueline or jaque, i'm good with both. i'm sure ur music taste is great 💕

alright i'm gonna go for the full name lol (q took me forever and going through 12 playlists but i found one! 🙃)

[enzo-the-mf211]

Just silly doodles yk?

[sassygwaine]

tagged by @emi--rose! ty in fact i do wish to procrastinate working……… :)

rules: you can usually tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to. put your playlist on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, and then tag 10 people. no skipping!  

this is all from my fuck off huge ofmd vibes playlist

1. BORN DARK - holy wars

2. changes - david bowie

3. famous last words - my chemical romance

4. better in the morning - birdtalker

5. wheel in the sky - journey

6. wrapped around your finger - etched in blue

7. downward - ripe

8. psycho bitch - cami petyn

9. life was easier when i only cared about me - bad suns

10. silver platters - les gold

(and bonus track bc this came up next and i’m watching pm right now: crystal - stevie nicks)

i think this captures my vibes pretty decently, though i’ve been listening to a lot of comfort playlists & screaming at the world playlists lately…highly compatible with current favorite comfort/screaming at the world show/fandom

zero pressure tagging (which also serves as FRIENDS LOOK 🥰✨): @aspocko @queerspacepunk @mysterybees @menaceanon @jacobime @blackbeardskneebrace @tothechaos @oatmilktruther & anybody reading this who wants to!!!!!