What’s your top three favorite fics you’ve written for our boys?
I assume you mean my love Draco, and his love Harry? (I'm only posting from AO3 bc I think I am going to stop posting on FF. Weird messages lately. Anyway okay see below.)
The Storm
Something should have told Draco how much of a storm Harry Potter was, someone should have. He should have been prepared for the fight he was in for with the man he was already head over heels in love with. / Late nights brought The Chosen One and The Slytherin Prince together, long nights tore them apart.
Tags: Smoking!Harry, Auror!Harry, Healer!Draco, The One That Got Away, Angst
A/N: This was probably the first fic I wrote that really just... brought me out of my shell for what I wanted from my writing and from myself as an author. This fic, though it needs a refresh, will forever be very dear in my heart.
The Couch In Potter's Office (or CIPO, if you're from the olde days(tm))
Malfoy, the best attorney money can buy, and Potter, the best Auror the Ministry has known, are brought together over a case. They're bound to destroy each other, right?
Tags: Dark!Harry, Slash Fic, Kink Exploration, Death, Angst
A/N: I would say that this fic is probably the fic I get the most messages about, tbh. (Well that and Someone That Can Overlook). I do adore this fic, honestly, I need to freshen it up as well - it's been years, but I do think this fic was such a heartbreaking write for me, that I'll forever give it love.
The Fear In Your Eyes
It seemed unlikely Draco Malfoy and Harry Potter could share the same fears, but it seemed even more unlikely that they would know how to silence the fears for one another.
Tags: Virgin!Draco, Dark!Harry, Consent, Feet Kink, Angst,
A/N: Oh man, this fic was dedicated to those just like you Anon, wasn't it? So, of course it makes the list. (And, this is my most requested fic in messages for a sequel. Like I said, I've never stopped writing, just stopped posting. Heh.)
It's tradition to draw Cipo (or someone related to him) as my first drawing of the year. This year my main drawing-related goal is to draw more Nay-A-Day drawings again, so I decided to redraw his!
Cipo is a very formal and outgoing young man who is always seen with his best friend, Kolo, also known as Cipo's Friend. Cipo is the son of a famous inventor, so has learned some valuable skills from his father and is very knowledgeable in tech. Cipo is tasked with the job of watching over The Nays no matter which World they're in, but he comes from Mr Dude World originally. Although he is directing them, he's very close in age to them, so they often don't take him very seriously.
Procura uma pousada na Serra do Cipó? A Serra do Cipó é conhecida por sua deslumbrante beleza natural e oferece não apenas trilhas e cachoeiras magníficas, mas também uma variedade de pousadas encantadoras que proporcionam aos visitantes uma experiência única de hospedagem.
I’ve stayed with the counsellor I was seeing when I last posted. It’s been a bit of a bumpy road there. The lady we were waiting on who had more experience decided she wasn’t taking any more clients this year. We also couldn’t find anyone else with a lot of experience with DID/parts. So, for that time we were stuck.
A few weeks ago we heard from the lady who had a lot of experience who said she was taking people after all. That was really hard. We had really started to trust our new counsellor. Some part spoke on everyone’s behalf & declined her offer. We were kind of pissed after that. But I’m starting to think it was the right choice.
At the moment we’re working on something called CIPOS. It’s an EMDR technique to help orientate to the therapy room, ground & feel safe by flipping between a thought of something distressing & quickly back to something grounding while doing slow bls. We’re doing this with a distraction kind of like flash, & using tappers for slow bls. My counsellor got these random shape puzzles that fit together in so many different ways, to do for grounding. It seems to help not get too flooded & parts seem to really like the puzzles.
We’ve been able to ask for what we need more. Sometimes more than we can with most people.
It’s hard that we need to work one things that are so incredibly basic. Painful even. The distressing thoughts we’ve used in this CIPOS method have been really mild things but it’s still distressing. It’s hard to not want to push ahead to actual hard things… or thing we feel are hard & significant. But I also know that rushing head just makes everything impossible. The destabilisation is too much, the protectors step in & shut everything down & rebuilding trust after that is almost impossible. So here we are. Kind of starting again. Starting with someone who has less training in EMDR, DID, parts, etc. than our last psych. But has more years of experience doing therapy & who’s managed to find a safe way in to resourcing & beginning again. I feel conflicted, to allow myself any hope is scary. But we’re trying. It’s more than we’ve been able to do in quite a long time.
I hope this can serve as some hope for others out there who just cannot find a way forward, no matter how hard they try. There may be another option in the least likely place. Just survive today. As painful & hopeless as it feels, just survive today. You never know, & that’s probably what has kept you alive this far. Keep the sliver of hope, that 1%, safe.
I’ll try to remember to write again soon & talk some more about what else we’ve been doing.
Here's my first drawing of 2023! It's tradition to draw something relating to Cipo, so I drew a scene from the Project CBF Eventure that I wrote last year.
This is when The Nays let Milada free in the lab and she sees Ciporsius after learning about his time travel plans relating to her.
🎶✨when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positivity is cool)🎶✨
Third time trying to answer this, tumblr please stop bullying me
Honoured to be one of your favorites ♥️ goes the same way
my forever number one will always be The death of peace of mind by Bad omens 💫
here are the five! I made a little video of them, I feel like music is better to be shared this way (& i love talking about it.) I chose live clips because I really appreciate artists’ live vocals
sit with me for some time if you feel like & listen.🫶 (I have no idea who to send this ask to ;; would anyone be up for it)
Titles in order : bad omens – the death of peace of mind // freddie mercury – time waits for no one // azahriah – cipoe // sleep token – take me back to eden // ariana grande – pov //