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the-cloudy-dreamer · 5 months
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it was pointed out to me today that ( for various reasons) this could all been seen as a sequence and I honestly didn’t plan for it to be that way but now I cannot unsee it! The mind works in mysterious ways ( specially with blorbo fanart).
The year is wrapping up and I’m feeling happy to all the progress I’ve made as an artist—so I thought hey let’s put this all together so I have a post to go back to and remind myself of happy tidings 🖤
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agenderhyde · 4 months
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night 4 at my brother's!
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i-like-gay-books · 4 months
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i wish “hyperfixating on reading fanfics of the same two losers falling in love a thousand times” was a good reason to call off of work because oh boy
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cloudymistedskies · 3 months
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Mari Kaizumi Moodboard ♡ "I want to be somebody whose useful for once."
Oh god- I PROBABLY DID THIS WRONG AHHAJASDHKJASDSADHDHDHSHADJHSAKJDSA
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I've been reading queer-specific books for a writing project I'm working on lately and yes it did include Fun Home and it was even better than the first time I read it (my fixation on certain panels of that comic really should've tipped me off to my lesbianism sooner) BUT also I read Gender Queer for the first time and OH MY GOD
Some panels I related to SO hard that I had to screenshot:
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LITERALLY!!!!!!
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This is actually always how I have experienced crushes and is why I was never able to identify them as such until very recently (because I just thought they were cool and I emulated everything they did). Also why I have almost never actually known any of my crushes very well if at all.
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I have nothing to add or change here, this is literally my exact experience.
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I watched an episode of Say Yes To The Dress when I was super young where like the main lady or whatever got breast cancer and had to chop hers and I thought this a lot in those years as mine got bigger. I like them for the most part now, especially since I've gotten more comfortable with the sexuality of my body, but there was a while when I wanted to have a flatter chest. I think if they grew any bigger I would be super uncomfy with them but my B cups are perfect for my genderfluid ass.
I got so much out of this book, which I didn't expect, really. Mostly I just included it in my list because my mc who I'm writing about is genderqueer and I wanted a resource on it to draw from (alongside my own experiences, of course). Even though my experience has been a lot different from Maia's, I really related to eir story in so many parts (none of these panels are even including the whole section e included about reading gay fiction and writing fanfic, like, bro, it's ME). Highly recommend, 5 star read for me.
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cloudypinkblink · 1 month
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you know sayuri kinda looks like she has the dead mom hairstyle, kinda
so time to give masaru (and chika) some angst
aka sayuri dying and Masaru drops out of school to get a job and raise his sister, over working himself and having bad habits of caring more about others health than his own
Chika worries about her brother and the changed that happened to him since their mom death
Satsuma didn't know that sayuri died and when he finds that out plus masaru joining DATS he tries to be a parental figuur to him (like a dad or uncle)
I'm so glad someone finally mentioned this bc I've always thought that abt her hair LMAO Anyways I will give u my perspective w/ Sayuri's death, tho it's a LIL different from some of what you suggested, but I like the idea a lot and have thought about it before.
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Firstly, I think Masaru and Chika do get financial support; Sayuri is a stay-at-home mom with two kids in the anime; I'm assuming DATS gave her money in compensation for Suguru's disappearance, especially considering Captain Satsuma and Suguru were friends, as well. So with her death (I'm just chalking it up to illness), the financial support fell to the kids- they get to keep their house and I think they both stubbornly want to so when Dad comes back, he knows where they are (bc mind u canon masaru is only 14; he's still just a kid, and is bound to have some childlike hope/logic) Masaru does drop out and start working- for two reasons. One - His temper and behavior is pretty bad in school- he struggles dealing with his grief, and eventually just can't deal with it anymore; he's getting into more serious fights and hurting other kids, and it has a negative effect on Chika so he just drops out. He was also failing because he almost never studied, just too stressed. Two - Part of him is afraid of what will happen if he doesn't provide or take care of Chika on his own; yes they've got the money, but what if it's limited? Furthermore- he wants her to have nice things. They're given enough to survive, but after losing both their parents, he wants Chika to be happy. Sure, he can't spoil her, but he likes being able to buy her nice things when he can.
He works a few odd jobs- I think the last job he really worked before he ended up meeting Agumon and getting to DATS was at his friends shop- the one there is an episode about? But when it closed he lost it, and was inbetween work. He meets Agumon and Satsuma does recognize Masaru; he is aware of his situation, as Sayuri had asked him to make sure they're taken care of, but I guess he didn't realize how bad things had gotten on Masaru. Instead of Yoshino going to seek Masaru out, the Captain does personally, and tells him a bit about his dad and his relationship with Sayuri. He outright offers a job for Masaru at DATS, and it only gets solidified after Masaru is able to get Agumon to evolve. Satsuma also does this personally to allow Masaru to keep his privacy; it's his choice if he wants the others to know his personal situation. (Masaru doesn't outright talk about it, but he doesn't keep it a secret, either. It is what it is, but he does appreciate being able to tell them on his own)
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(I believe in giving Masaru different hairstyle supremacy)
Masaru ofc takes it because he's able to work, and the pay is ggood enough that he feels a bit better about spending more time at home. Satsuma gives him mornings/early afternoons off, allowing Masaru to do housework, cook, etc., Masaru is also very grateful to Agumon- and instead of being hungry af for Sayuri's fried eggs, he obsesses over Masaru's. The companionship and someone to chat with while he does stuff helps Masaru, and he doesn't get nearly as restless anymore given his fights with Digimon make him feel more fulfilled. (There is a part of him that's terrified of something happening, leading him to leave Chika behind; I think he's very much more hesitant about going to the digital world, and needs her encouragement before he goes. As much as Masaru the son wants to find his dad and have a parent, Masaru the brother doesn't want to abandon Chika. I also don't think he goes to the digital world at the end of the series; sure their dad is back, but Masaru's been Chika's main parent figure. I don't think he has it in him to leave her.) While I didn't draw her, Yoshino is definitely really sympathetic, and often buys Masaru and Chika snacks, and gives him rides to places if she's not busy. It becomes a little routine for her and Masaru to go grocery shopping together, and Lalamon often points out how much better Masaru is at housework than Yoshino- obviously to tease and fluster her. She also tries to be there when Masaru has his off and down days- but they all kinda learn pretty quick to just... let him simmer for a bit, and he comes around on his own. Masaru is probably depressed, and it manifests as quiet, slow days, or in angry bursts where he doesn't understand his sadness. Touma and Masaru of course buttheads at first, though Touma is fairly shocked and surprised when he hears Masaru say he takes care of Chika himself because his parents are gone. Masaru doesn't beat around the bush, saying Mom passed away and Dad went missing. Of course they kinda butt heads still when the ever proud and abrasive Masaru doesn't like pity, but Touma, I think, opens up a bit and explains his "pity" is empathy, because his mom died, and his little sister is sick, so he gets it. While I definitely feel thats information Touma doesn't give lightly, I think it's because Touma is rather caring towards Chika too, and at least he had others to take care of him and take care of Relena in his absence. Satsuma does enlist in Touma's help in tutoring Masaru- it's soemthing they'll do in quiet evenings, though Yoshino often has to butt in to get Touma to tone down his genius speak to something a bit less overwhelming. This will be dubbed orphan AU in tags. I will definitely come back, but please ask/prompt more as well hehehe. I definitely want to explore Masaru's relationships w/ some of the adult figures in his life- Satsuma, Yoshino. And ofc how Ikuto would be different given it was Sayuri's motherly affection that had a big effect on him.
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head-in-the-icloud · 11 months
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Makes your inbox more full
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-lovingly but also violently shakes you-
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Can we talk about that ....???😳🤭🤣
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cloudy-skyes · 8 months
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does anyone else get hotel insomnia or is it just me? i swear i can never sleep when i’m at a hotel
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blakes-cloudy-mind · 10 months
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Ima make a new sona
Look look, Ik I change my sona a lot but anyways the sona I am currently using “Starr” is supposed to be a character for a YouTube channel and I ended up making them basically me. They weren’t supposed to represent me but I draw them so much that tho eventually happened. I will assure you all that Starr will still be up for questions whether or not my sona. Starr will always love y’all and will never leave this blog <3 ima stop typing now so y’all don’t have to suffer lol
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I’m gonna reblog this with my sona after it’s done!
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the-cloudy-dreamer · 8 months
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taking the skrungly entities away from mr gaiman and putting them away on the top shelf until he learns to treat them better and writes them a happy ending (or the bottom of my sock drawer whatever they find comfiest)
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agenderhyde · 4 months
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happy first night 🕎
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i-like-gay-books · 1 month
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someone tell me what the fuck to do now i just finished dark heir and i need to scream and flail around but its 1am and i have a 9am class tomorrow like bruhhhhh
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cloudymistedskies · 20 days
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MARIMUI INFODUMP 💜🩵
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💜 Mari has never smiled back at anyone besides her sister before, but Muichiro changed that as she smiled back at him a few days after meeting him. His kindness was just too much for her not to feel giddy.
🩵 Between who fell first and who fell harder… Both answers go to Muichiro. He fell for Mari after seeing her smile for the first time ever, and everything she did was just… enchanting to him. And then Muichiro fell harder for her after his memories returned. He noticed that she was still the same (or almost the same)… Just happier and more open. That smile of hers was just so contagious to him and his heart throbs every little gesture she does, especially directed to him. He couldn’t help but fall harder.
💜 Mari believed her feelings for him disappeared after he lost his memories and became a whole different person, hence why she was oblivious to her own feelings until his memories returned.
🩵 Muichiro is usually a guy that focuses on logic mainly. He doesn’t see importance in focusing with emotions or such. But with Mari, even unintentionally, he becomes different around her. He sometimes felt like his emotions get in the way everytime her presence is there. He feels his heart rate increasing everytime, and he doesn’t know why. He feels iffy everytime she spends time with another guy or becomes affectionate with her cousins/sister, but he always excused it with her needing to focus on training more. He was also quite oblivious to his own feelings until his memories returned.
🩵 Post-memory Muichiro would also realize Mari returns the same feelings as well, and while it does make him happy and relieved she likes him back, he doesn’t say anything. He knows the risk of being a hashira and especially with the upcoming war, he could likely die so he never directly admitted as well.
🩵 Muichiro was already pretty affectionate prior, but after his memories returned, it was like a total switch as he became more physically affectionate with her the same as when they were younger. Mari was flustered about this, of course.
💜 When Amane told the hashiras about the curse of the mark, Mari was really shocked and upset. She didn’t try to show it, though. It also made her feel less confident in confessing her love to Muichiro. This also caused Mari not to speak to Muichiro for a day or two.
🩵 I also like to believe that even though Muichiro seemed calm, he was also upset as he wouldn’t be able to live a fulfilling life with Mari.
💜 Mari was in the swordsmith village the same time as Muichiro. She arrived a day prior and she also left the day before the uppermoons showed up. During her time there, she and Muichiro spent their time together. Since Mari’s sword was broken, she could only watch him train, to which she’s disappointed. Apart from training, they spent time exploring the village, forest and even went to the hotsprings together to recover their bodies.
💜🩵 While in the hotsprings, Mari was nervous as she thought the water was deep, so Muichiro tested it out and assured her it wasn’t that deep. He didn’t understand why she was nervous about it…
🩵 Despite Muichiro’s not-so-good memory, he remembers Mari’s favorite food is croquettes… Mainly because Mari rambles on about it so much, especially about her sister’s cooking…
💜 Mari has a habit of getting distracted, but while it has gotten better, she still gets distracted so whenever Muichiro and her are in a joint mission together, he makes sure Mari stays focused (Even though her crow does that job…)
🩵 Muichiro keeps every gift Mari gives him. Even the ones he believes won’t have any use. Sometimes, he even holds one of them, looking at every detail and cherishing it.
💜 Mari loves showcasing and infodumping about bugs/insects to him since he’s the only one who doesn’t showcase any fear/disgust towards it.
🩵💜 Their favorite thing to do when they’re bored is to either fold origamis together or cloudgaze.
💜 Mari brings bandages around her at all times, so whenever Muichiro gets hurt, she always patches it up for him. She always kisses the bandage afterwards, which was just a habit she picked up from her sister. She was oblivious to the fact that gesture fluttered his heart.
🩵 Muichiro loves kissing Mari. He loves her lips especially but he loves kissing her in general.
🩵 In an AU where they both lived after the finale battle, Muichiro would kiss her scars since she’s often insecure about it, especially since she can’t cover them up. He assures her that she’s still pretty and the scars don’t ruin it at all.
💜 Mari became a total shut in after her sister’s death, and also quite hysterical. Even though it was tough, Muichiro made sure to be there for her no matter what. Also promising her that he’ll make her smile again one way or another.
🩵💜 After Mari became better (mentally), they both got engaged and married. Even having twin sons and a younger daughter.
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IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS REGARDING MARIMUI (or Mari) PELASE PLEASE ASK THEMM I BEG OF YOUUUUUUU <33
Tagging the MariMui fans ever: @larz-barz @kimetsu-chan @thewinterpillarhashira @bunskero @silliestsakura @ta-ni-ya @your-local-demon-slayer-nerd @tinyperson00
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my-strange-attraction · 8 months
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I have dark body hair and from the moment it started coming in thick, first on my arms, then legs and armpits, then of course pubes, I was always insecure about how thick and dark it came in. Of course in middle/ high school I went through phases of trying to shave my legs and armpits (always wished I could do my arms to, but that’s not the done thing) although I always got the worst shave rash and I have trouble keeping up routines regardless. Luckily in high school I didn’t worry myself over it too much, because I had a school uniform which included pants, so unless there was a dance or spirit week or performance of some sort, I didn’t worry about it too much unless it started getting itchy.
When I got to college, though, I saw all these girls--not just masculine girls, but all types--with so much body hair, flaunting it. (This is the case in most colleges, but especially rampant at mine. I chose my school in part based on the overwhelmingly large queer community there.) I’ve shaven maybe three times since I started three years ago, and not for over two years at this point.
And the reason I’m making this post now is because I just had a moment. I was sitting in the living room, my legs crossed in front of me, and I saw my leg hair in the light, and I realized I didn’t think it was ugly anymore. I actually really like it, aesthetically, and prefer it (FOR MYSELF, PERSONALLY) to having shaved legs. I always just thought the aesthetic of it would be something I put up with for the sake of comfort, but instead I’ve been surprised with the fact that I find it looks good now.
Idk, I just thought it was a really beautiful moment, and I couldn’t have gotten here without the presence and support of the queer community.
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cloudypinkblink · 1 month
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I’m having a poopy night so have my oc, Devin Seahorn :))
He’s one of my most special ocs <3 I made him in 2017, and he has like 700+ pieces on toyhouse bc I adore him so much LMAO
These are just some of my favorite pieces I’ve done recently!
Some fun little notes abt him~
-he loves coffee a lot!
-he is very smart!! Very quiet and meek though so it doesn’t show uwu
-very close with his siblings, but his older sister especially! Furthermore her partner is Devin’s best friend :))
-Has a service dog named coconuts <3
-fought w the devil and won
-enjoys plushies because thsy’re soft and cute so nice n comfy :)) his personal aesthetic otherwise is more plain
-he has some magic in him! His mom is a powerful witch who is bangin’ Mother Earth and you know what? They deserve.
-I love him he is so special to me if I ever were to get rid of him I’d simply disappear from this world.
Ty for listening he is so special to me I love him I love him I looove him
He also had one husband but now we decided he deserves TWO so now he has two husbands.
Sorry I just wasn’t feeling good I should be asleep but it made me feel more comfy to jsut chattsd abt him for a second :))
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