#coffe and ramen

[they-thespian666]

More Go! Child art :]

This one is the characters on the masquerade album in the poses from coffee and ramen :]

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[mac33cheese]

Saiki and nendo are besties because they both hyper fixate on a food and constantly spend all their money on it.

[cidiper]

[miss-floral-thief]

Dad also

Went inside so

Put the juices I picked out in the cart

[badshitposter]

Girl breakfast

[iceunhie]

— phaethetically in love !

premise. belle thinks her brother is the most oblivious person in sixth street. the reason? one: because his (super obvious) crush on you is practically the worst kept secret in new eridu, and two: because he can't even see that said crush is reciprocated! good thing he has one (1) amazing, wonderful, nosy sister to help him out, yeah?

or, belle thinks the two of you are a prime example of an s tier romance movie; and she really wants to skip to the final arc already.

pairing. wise x gn!reader.

warnings: kinda ooc wise (i just started the game), wise is a loser (lovingly), belle is an instigator (proudly), comedy, facepalm moments.

a/n: for @vxnuslogy and @milksnake-tea bc yes wise kissers yes

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“you're in love with [name], aren't you?”

like all siblings in the world—or what's left of it, belle schemes.

(against wise, of course. obviously.)

her brother bursts into a mess immediately, nearly spilling his cup ramen all over his new shirt, chopsticks sticking out. laughing nervously. general chop would not be proud. “who told you that? i mean— haha, who said that, belle?”

his sister rolls her eyes. “me, myself. i.” she emphasizes, leaning her elbows against the table and putting her palms together; the grin she wears right now is so serene, but not in the angelic, nice way. belle smiles and wise finally thinks, oh. my sister may need to book herself to the closest self-help guru in new eridu.

“i have reason to believe that you, my dearest brother, are in love with [name].”

her voice goes up an octave at the last bit, leading wise to stuff her mouth with potato chips. already, heads have turned. “mff.”

“keep your voice down! and stop broadcasting it to everyone here-”

“what, i am right, aren't i? they clearly like you back, so why haven't you confessed yet?”

“keep. your. voice. down.” wise says, and belle's shit eating grin only widens as she sees her brother's ears tinged with pink. “and... how did you even know that?” he asks, mortified.

“well, one: because it's obvious—like, have you seen how obvious you are?” belle huffs, taking a bite of the potato chip with force (personal grudges are involved). “and two, because they like you back, dummy!”

because when belle sees the two of you together, it's like wise focuses on no one else. you are the center of his world—and he is just being pulled to bask in your light. his eyes soften like they melt only for you, and wise looks like all he is is, all he wants to be, is to belong with you.

(and, wise likes to stare at you for ungodly amounts of time. belle even caught him staring when you were petting a cat by the street and decided to name the stray ‘wise’; courtesy of him, apparently. the cat literally just had grey fur.

“wise.”

“hm?”

“you're practically spawning heart eyes now.”)

it's sickening. (in a oh my god my brother is in love kind of way, mind you.)

“so!” belle says, a devilish sparkle in her eyes. “allow your dearest sister to help you out, 'kay?”

wise nearly coughs up blood.

“what?!”

so at present, belle compiles her (hastily written) list of romantic moments you and wise have shared. she's not surprised—the number can be counted on one hand. diabolical, disappointing, world-ending! she resists the urge to cough up blood.

first, a coff cafe date with tin man's help: a fail. tin man's wingman capabilities were very superb, but she never heard the end of it when wise was lecturing her about how tin man kept sending over heart shaped desserts and little fortune cookies. the fortune cookies in question which said ‘you can do it!’ and a latte with art of caricature tin man making a heart. (you were very confused). belle thought it was motivating. wise thought it was mortifying.

next, even instilling help from fairy to calculate statistics about what event would you two be likely to be together. fairy said, and belle quotes: “probably never. that kind of pining's for the long run, with the other master's current experience. give it a year or six, master.”

so, she's currently face-palming.

did her brother really have zero game? why were the two of you just dancing around each other?! she's tried everything—from letting you two spend more time with each other in commissions, her inviting you over more to leave you to chat with her brother, and even the entirety of sixth street has lent their aid! how were you two not dating yet?!

“didn't they go on an arcade date at random play yesterday?” belle mutters. “that should've increased your progress by a long mile, bro! even general chop said you two were really, really close in the noodle shop....”

just what was she going to do now? at this rate, her brother would be relationshipless in no time! in fairy's words again, it would be phaethetic. and that would be a phaethal blow on her pride.

“...master, i said no such thing.”

“well, now you did.”

“The Ethereal Reckoning,” there's a pep in your step, the boxes full of movie DVDs in your arms as you walk back to the movie store. it was heavy, but at least you got to walk with the grey-haired proxy beside you. “That movie was great! Thanks for recommending it to me.”

Sporting a dopey, lovesick grin in response, wise nods at that, content to listen to your voice. it was actually belle's idea to let you lend movies you like over so the two of you could talk about it back and forth. wise would need to (begrudgingly) treat her to a bowl of ramen later on.... she saved him—he probably wouldn't even be talking to you for this long at this point, let alone hang out with you without her. for someone so nosy, he guesses his sister was a pretty good wingwoman.

“the main character was pretty similar to billy, you know?” you ramble on as wise listens. “i mean, because they were an android too, and...”

he finds that he's content to listen to anything you say, really. (right now he doesn't really know what you're saying, something about a horror ethereal movie, but you could just tell him anything and he would listen).

“i feel like the heroine's death was unnecessary, though.” you sigh, “too much tension just for it to end like that? how anticlimactic.”

your voice was so nice, so warm and easy to listen to, and wise can't even say anything to retort, simply staring with a growing (lovesick) smile on his face. talking to people was hard work, and talking to you? it might just make him combust.

“...ise? wise?”

“ah, huh?” he snaps out of his trance, only to find you mere inches away from his face, the only thing keeping you apart the boxes full of movies he's carrying. “...!”

“are you listening?” you furrow, and someone really might be out to get him right now because in that moment, wise flinches from the proximity, bumping into you.

then, because the universe thinks his life couldn't get more dramatic than it already was—you stagger, about to fall forward.

he moves before he thinks. “watch out!”

and wise.... practically astral-projects to another plane when he feels you fall into his arms, his hands on your waist. he can feel the warmth of your skin on his, the flustered look on your face. (he feels like he's going to die).

the two of you lock eyes for a moment, and wise feels like he's about to so something very stupid and his hands are still on your waist—

“....”

“.....”

someone save him.

“ah...”

“sorry!” you recover first, hurriedly letting yourself pull away from him (much to his disappointment). “i wasn't looking, and i- are you okay, wise?”

“no, no, it's fine.... i-i'm fine....” he hopes his voice isn't as small as it is, he couldn't be smooth to save his life; and wise helps you gather your bearings, his hands brushing against yours, blood rushing to his ears. sheepishly rubbing at his nape. “sorry, i was distracted.”

perhaps in the mood to lift the atmosphere, you sputter out, “no worries! it's fine! besides, you listened to me all this time.... i really enjoyed the movie, really.”

“of course i'll listen.” and before wise can think to stop his traitor of a mouth, the words spill out of his lips like it always wanted to be.

“you're worth paying attention to.”

it's automatic—your face heats up, warming like the sun on a hot day in new eridu, and god, he is such an idiot-

“you think so?” wise gulps. you looked bashful, and were way too adorable right now, and his face felt like it was on fire.... wait, that's not the point! he has to answer you, at least. this is a chance to make progress!

“y-yeah. definitely. i enjoyed... watching the movie with you.” he says. did his voice just crack just now? “we can hang out more often too, even without belle.”

he feels bad for throwing his sister under the bus like that, but—wait, did he just ask you out on a date? (accidentally)

well, it didn't matter because wise feels like he won the lottery right now, because you brighten up immediately. “really?”

then you cough and compose yourself. “i mean, sure! i'm sure it'll be fun, haha...”

awkward silence ensues. uh oh, did he say something wrong? was he too forward? he wants to say something, but something is lodged in his throat, and wise can't bring up a response. (his heart was beating like crazy right now, though).

“uh...”

“....”

then, something soft brushes against the side of his cheek. as fast as it was felt, wise felt the sensation leave just as easily. did you just-?

you just kissed him. on the cheek.

“thanks for hanging out with me, wise.”

“you're welcome- wha- huh?!” he nearly drops the stack of dvd's he was holding. you pull away, an enigmatic smile on your face. face flushed.

before he can even respond, the two of you finally arrive at the movie store. damn it, gods of the world. why did his luck run out now?

“i guess this is your stop.” he blinks, your voice coming back to him. “and, wise?”

“ah, uh, yeah?”

“it's a date, then?” your eyes sparkle and shine a light through his heart. super effective!

is this really happening? is he really going on a date with you—oh, he's so thrilled he could actually burst into song and kick his feet, but belle would tease him ruthlessly after. nosy sisters were so much work....

“yes!” he almost yells it out, but because he didn't want to look uncool in front of you, wise composes himself. play it cool, play it cool. don't mess up this chance! “yes, definitely. it's... it's a date.”

you put down the other stack of dvd's down the table, flashing him a dizzying, lovely smile smile. wise swears he falls even harder for you.

“then it's a date.”

BONUS.

“seriously?! you're going on a date with them?!” belle shouts, so unceremoniously that wise slaps a hand on her mouth.

“not so loud! but, yeah.” he says, face heating up. “your plan worked, sis.”

“yes! yes! finally!” his sister practically cheers, “i can finally be free of your sickening heart eyes... and finally, our street's most anticipated couple is here!”

wise can't help but sigh in fond exasperation. he guesses he'll let her have this one today.

“also, belle?”

“what?”

“you didn't tell anyone about this, did you?”

...

“uhh....”

(on the day of the date, wise receives an abnormal amount of good luck posters. he also gets a disturbing amount of thumbs up from the neighbors.

the last straw? tin man, giving him a baked cake with the words ‘rooting for you!’ covered in pink heart sprinkles.

he facepalms. belle...!)

a/n: d d do you guys get it..... phaethetically...... phaethon..... wise is phaethon and he's awkward in love lol hahahahaha (💀)

@ ICEUNHIE: do not repost translate or plagiarize my works.

[im-yn-suckers]

ponyo

i hate that the pictures dont match color-wise, but fuck it

pairing-bf niki x gf reader

warnings-kissing, cuddling, reader is a little whiny and pouty. eating, kinda sleeping, not proofread, lmk what i missed as usual

"but i wanna watch ponyo!" "so? i wanna watch spirited away!"

you wanted to watch ponyo because you wanted to see how they made the ramen. and also because it was a cute movie. niki wanted to watch spirited away. who knows why, he just wanted to.

truth is, he didnt care what movie you watched, as long as it was Studio Ghibli. he just wanted to see you all whiny and pouty. he thought it was cute. no, he thought you were cute when you were angry.

"fine! how about we do rock paper scissors and whoever wins, chooses?" "fine, but the loser doesn't whine.'' ''ROCK, PAPER, SCISSORS, SHOOT!"

your fist was in rock formation, his was in paper. "WHAT?!" he just stood there laughing as a pout came across your face.

"not fair, i wanted to see how they made the ramen so we could make it" good excuse, y/n. "fine, we can do another round." he said in fake annoyance.

''ROCK, PAPER, SCISSORS, SHOOT!'' tie. "ROCK, PAPER, SCISSORS, SHOOT!" you both pulled paper in the previous round. niki knew you were most likely to pull scissors next. so what did he do? he pulled out paper. (T-T)

''YAYY!" he partially wanted to see you try to replicate the ramen in ponyo. he also didnt like seeing you sad, even if you were being dramatic.

he watched in awe, and when i saw 'in awe' i mean in awe, as you pulled up the movie and ran to get snacks.

he sat down and grabbed a blanket big enough for the both of you. you came back with some chips and a soft drink.

you sat down next to him, opening the bag of chips. niki put his arm around your shoulder, pulled your head near his face, and pecked you scalp. he opened the can of your shared drink and took a sip.

"I-D-I-O-T! B-U-G O-F-F!" "L-I-S-A, I L-O-V-E Y-O-U" " I-D-I-O-T! I-D-I-O-T! I-D-I-O-T! I-D-I-O-T! I-D-I-O-T! I-D-I-O-T! I-D-I-O-T! B-U-G O-F-F! B-U-G O-F-F! B-U-G O-F-F! B-U-G O-F-F" (yes, i did that. Lisa is an ICONIC character in ponyo. fight me)

"why doesnt Lisa understand that Koichi is working and he just cant come home. like yeah, he said he was going to be there but hes your husband. he works at sea! give him a break!" while you complain about Lisa getting mad at Koichi for not being home, niki takes another sip of your drink and licks his lips.

"she's just salty that her husband isn't home all the time" niki smiles and responds to your whines can complaints. "see, baby? be happy that im not salty about you doing whatever." "we're always together!" and it's true. you guys are always together. "i dont care." "whatever. i still think Lisa just wants Koichi to be with her 24/7"

the movie went on and it came to the ramen part. (istg, if yall dont know what im talking about)

"baby!!!! can we make the ramen once the movie's done?? please??" "do we have everything?" "i dont know. i dont think we have green onion" "once the movie's over, we can walk to the store and buy it, if you want" "yesyyesyesyesyes!!!"

the movie ended and you both got up to leave. you walked in, greeted the cashier and headed to get onion. "baby, do we have ham?" "um, i dont know. i'll ask the guys." "no, its okay, we'll just buy some"

you finished shopping and walked home. it wasnt that far of a walk but your legs hurt.

after getting home and making the ramen, you put on spirited away. niki smiled at your action and pressed a kiss to your forehead. you placed the bowls on the coffee table in the living room almost right away and sat next to niki on the floor. he looked at you and hugged you.

the little moments like these made you realize that, niki is your happiness. the coffe table was far away enough for you to climb into his lap, at least until the food was ready.

"are you tired baby?" niki chuckled at you dozing off on his shoulder. "a little, but im really hungry"

"well, the foods ready so we can eat and then we can go to sleep." you got.off of him slowly and ate your food. after, you and niki went to ash up and go to sleep. after all that, you layed down with your back facing niki, only to be pulled into his embrace with his annoyingly strong arms.

he nuzzled his nose into ypur hair and slowly fell asleep.

the end

yalllllll, im back. ive been gone for so long 😭 but i might not be so active tmw bc i need bloodwork done 😓 the doctors didnt ecen tell me why tho. soooooo, whats new?

(i have writers block gimme ideas)

[the-pianist-from-accumula-town]

I'll share with you what I'm doing as my Bachelor's final project, hold on-

This little fella here is called Cebrita and is the mascot of the comic club at my uni. I'm making an animated short ad to play in all TVs in campus.

I'm doing it all, from modeling to rigging to animating, then editing and special effects.

Here's the animatic. Some parts will be 2D, some 3D. I'm doing this project with a friend, she does all 2D scenes and I do all 3D scenes.

I personally love how it's turning out and I hope I can have a project I'm proud of at the end of the year (and I hope it can land me a good job too).

There's still a lot of work to do, of course, but I'm optimistic! It's been quite a while since the last time I posted art here because this is taking all my time rn sooooo hey why not share it with you all? :)

If you would like to help a tired college student get their degree AND get a cool drawing while doing it, you could, I dunno, commission me or smth. Just an idea :3 All benefits will go towards ramen packets and coffe.

[thetranstexasgal]

So apparently I’m “missing out” because I don’t have an air fryer, an iced coffe/frappe maker, an ice machine, Wi-Fi, an instapot, or an Xbox Series X

Trying to explain to my coworker from the PNW who has all of these that she isn’t in the same tax bracket as us, that we’re eating ramen and venison from last season because we can’t afford anything else and she keeps insisting she’s “super poor”

Maybe I’m in the wrong here, and I’m not saying she isn’t poor, but it seems like 2 different worlds between her and the rest of the night crew in our dept

[seamgel]

rating LS members by how i think they'd feel, taste, smell and sound like !!! [i only watch like a few of them so some may be inaccurate, it's all /lh btw]

4C: he feels like jelly ofc, prob tastes sour-sweet, smells of daisies and sounds like soft wind 3/4 [i hate sour things ckdjskdn]

Rek: tastes like syrup, feels like sorta airy and soft, defo smells like fresh air and he sounds like birds chirping 4/4 :3

Terrain: he smells of leaves and mint [is mint leaves ???], he tastes like make-up, sounds like a piano and feels like a mossy rock 2/4 [mmm make-up is blegh and i do not like the smell of purely mint]

Zam: smells like petrichor [the highest of compliments], sounds like soft sheep bahs, he feels like quick sand and tastes like a strawberry lolipop 4/4 !!!

Jaron: he feels smooth and silky, tastes of caramel, def smells like sticky notes and sounds like a creaking swing 4/4 :]

Planet: sounds like the rumbling of inside a car [driving home at night after a long day !!!], tastes like cotton, smells like a lemon and feels like butterfly wings 2/4 [cotton blegh, and the smell of lemons<<<]

Bacon: smells of lavender candles, feels kinda like a rough rock, tastes like hot chocolate [ik i could've said bacon but he does NOT taste like bacon !!! /lh] and sounds like laughing children 3/4 [lavender candles kinda smell not like lavender yk ??]

Red: he tastes of steak, smells like dry wall, feels like magma and sounds kinda like the quiet of night 3/4 [ouch magma]

Vi: sounds like echoed screaming [like with a heavenly voice tho-], defo tastes like whipped cream, he feels like a rough carpet and smells like actual lavender 2/4 [rough carpet bad :[ i fucking hate whipped cream who the fuck likes whipped cream]

Subz: smells of shrubbery, tastes like paper, sounds like angry bass [the instrument not an angry bass cksjdkn] and he feels like fur 4/4 :D<

Mapicc: smells like make-up, he defo tastes like mint [fuck yea slay king], sounds like rubble crashing and feels like metal 4/4 :]

Ro: tastes bitter like paint, sounds high pitched idk how to explain it, feels like a fluffy gown and smells like water 2/4 [mmm paint, high pitch hurts my ears :<]

Parrot: feels like scratchy fabric, smells like salt water, sounds like snow yk ?? and tastes like coffee 2/4 [coffe and scratcht fabric<<<]

Spoke: he sounds like a screaching car [i'm sorry king], tastes like gummies, feels airy and cold and smells like a fresh book 3/4 [i'm so sorry king]

Poafa: smells like air spray [idk what it's called cksnkd], sounds like the chatter of a cafe, tastes vv faint but vv funky and feels like grass 4/4 :>

Mid: she feels like cardboard ?? smells like smoke, sounds like howling wind and tastes like spicy ramen 3/4 [do not like the smell of smoke ty]

Branzy: tastes like rubber, rlly smells like metal, he sounds like Potential Breakup Song by Aly & AJ i'm not joking, feels like tree bark 2/4 [bah rubber and metal :P]

Clutch: he feels like fire, tastes like blood, sounds like soft knife sharpening and smells like a restaurant [look i was listening to And everything around us burns i'm sorry pdiejd] 4/4 !!!

Cube: tastes like plastic [rubix cube head], smells like a city, feels like a sunset and sounds like a loud, low rumbling 3/4 [plastic is super blegh !!]

Minutech: sounds like the sounds of the galaxy, feels warm like soup, tastes like ice and smells like chemicals 3/4 [mmm tasty chemicals]

Jumper: tastes like flowers, smells like dust, sounds french [idk either hon] and feels sorta like playdough 3/4 [dust is unpleasent]

Clown: tastes like cotton candy, sounds like gears creaking, feels like cold tiles and smells like toxins 2/4 [toxins are p self explanatory tbh and cold tiles<<]

Pangi: smells like sand, sounds like a banjo [what a funky dude], feels like thorns ans tastes like tacos 4/4 :3

Vortex: feels warm, sounds like laughter, tastes sour and smells like a forest 3/4 [sourrr]

Leo: tastes like ink, smells like lemons, feels like fur and sounds like bangs 1/4 [shit that's the lowest score, i'm so sorry, the only good thing is fur,,,,,,]

Woogie: sounds like an electric guitar, feels like snow, tastes like milk tea and smells like plastic 3/4 [plastic does not smell good, it barely has a smell but it's bad]

Ash: tastes vv much like soup, smells like daisies, sounds like Dark Beach by Pastel Ghost and feels like rushing water 4/4 :D<

i am so sleepy i spent an hour and half on this (, ,｡)

[sutcliffe-v]

| Character Info; Interests & Trivia

Masterlist

— “I don’t really have anything that I like, or want to do… I have plenty of things that I hate and would love to avoid, but not once have I ever had something that I enjoy or wish for…”

— p. s : while i will list things here that virek “enjoys”, he is actually quite depressing. he doesn’t really have anything that he likes, or gets excited about. well except for one thing, but he loves and hates that thing. he usually just sticks to things he knows and tolerates, and calls those his likes/favourites.

— “𝐅𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐬”

; books. virek had nothing but books until just a few days before canon. this is how he learned about the world, learned to further his vocabulary, and passed the time. thus he’s come to have a dependance on them, and is constantly searching for new ones to read.

; the ocean. he studied up on the oceans whilst planning his means for escape, but virek quickly became captivated by the sea creatures and how free oceanic life seemed to be. he now actively seeks to learn more and more about the ocean, and secretly wonders what humanity could discover if they had the means to do so.

— “𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬”

; cute things. virek is a fan of all things that can be considered ‘cute’. and can be seen complimenting yui as a result.

; vanilla coffe. aside from water, this is the only drink he will drink if he has the choice. back in the white room, he frequently found ways to sneak and get a taste of it, thus it became his go to drink in the outside world.

; ramen. the only food he’s ever eaten. thanks to the white room’s strick diet, virek’s “personalised meal” was ramen (swapping out different meats, vegetables, etc…) thus it became his go to meal, and the only meal he can hold down. this does mean he gets very little variation in terms of meat, vegetables, etc…

— 𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬

; his own intelligence. while it is his greatest weapon, virek hates how smart he is. his own intelligence was also the cause of his intense suffering, tests, and torture— as he was poked and prodded to ‘reach new heights’ for the human mind.

; the government | politicians. he hates the government for how it operates, and the lengths its members will go to for a power trip or to keep a position. he hates how hundreds and hundreds of children have been erased from existence without question, and he hates the government officials who donate to naoya’s causes.

; unsolicited touch. he won’t give a noticeable reaction, but virek hates unsolicited touch, or touch he didn’t expect or predict. he was treated like a zoo animal his entire life, so he hates being poked and prodded at, at random.

; the ocean. this may contradict with the ocean being ‘a favourite’, virek also hates it with his entire being. a place so beautiful, and full of the world’s most interesting creatures, was also used to trap him for the majority of his life. rendering him helpless.

; naoya. he hates him. and has devoted his entire life to destroying his.

; white rooms. self explanatory. he also despises homes with no windows or discernible exits to the outside because of his past in the white room.

— 𝐓𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐚

; he is ambidextrous

; he has an oral fixation that he fixes primarily with smoking, or by chewing on lollipop sticks. if left unoccupied for long periods of time, he'll chew on his cheeks or tongue, or grind his teeth; in the past this has resulted in two broken teeth.

; he consistently scores a 60 on all of his assignments and tests, no matter the exception. teachers find this odd, but he insists that it's a coincidence.

; he had trouble adjusting to time in the outside world at first, since in the white room he had no sense of morning or night. and will occasionally slip up.

; he knows a considerable amount about the ocean, and creatures who live in/around it, but has never been to a beach before.

; he is insanely flexible.

; he is a lot stronger than he looks, being able to create considerable dents in trees, and leave markings on the ground if he launches himself. it’s speculated that his abilities are scientifically enhanced, though it is more likely a cause of the abnormal training he underwent as a child.

[kalymew]

Noviando y conociendo; Dochi Ramen & Coffe ✨🍜👌🏻 (at Dochi Ramen & Coffee) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cjg5rpMg9kp/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[returntosaturn271995]

Saturday, September 23rd: Milestones

This time last year I was getting wasted at CRSSD and ended up spending my spending my Sunday with no ID or voice.

This morning I woke up early, meditated, threw on my baby blue work out gear and "Yes, Chef" hat and went on my farthest and longest run so far. 30 minutes, 3.04 miles. A good 5 K time (according to the internet) for a beginner runner in her 20s is 35.27 minutes. So I'm on track baby! Tomorrow I plan to run the 5 K. I am 0.06 miles away from knowing my current time.

My breathing is great, but my calves are a little sore. Okay a lot sore. Concrete isn't great for my joints. Grass and sand aren't great for my time. BUT I AM DOING IT. I'm 5 K adjacent. That's a win. That's a big deal even if it doesn't feel like one.

I got up and ran to the bay. It was beautiful, full of bikers and volleyball players. A couple of stoners set up a burger shop in the park area, appropriately titled The Fry Guys, the icon had a stoner with red eyes and french fries popping out of the top of his head. I bought a red Gatorade from them and petted some gorgeous golden retrievers on my way out. A day of progress.

I really needed to feel a win today and I'm not sure why. I ate the rest of ramen and ginger bok choy I made last night (lime and ground beef, chives). Coffee was coffe-ed.

I loaned the technicolor dress I was wearing today to Makenna for a dinner party she has tonight. Kelly and Kyla want to go out in North Park tonight so now I happen to be out of anything to wear but fuck it: sharing is caring. Texts from Kiera, Maddy, Nate Bayardo, and Kendall are currently pinging off my phone. Called Mom, and got old photos of me as a kid skating around from Dad. My Hinge is blowing up.

I don't know why I can't fight this intense feeling of malaise. I was high after my run, and now...bored? For the first time since starting sober September, I'm craving a drink. I'm sitting on the couch, tipping my head back and then pulling it forward to write another sentence about why...WHY...I'm not happier right now.

I don't want to give up. Maybe I just want a deeper reward. A sign that things are changing that I can't see even as I hit milestones.

The mantras are coming to mind. Fall in love with the process, worship your current step, look back, and see how far you've come.

Life isn't happening to you, it's happening for you.

Ugh, I'm so awkward sometimes. I just blew out my hair and smoked a joint in the backyard. Let's do this.

Girls night. Yaaaaaay.

[angelthearsonist]

Im so upset. I left my lunchbox on the counter while almost being late to my bus. I packed a Nutella sandwich and i left my lunch at home. I had 4 quizzes today, and my headphones died on the way to school. When i went to lunch, i dropped my French bread pizza on the floor halfway through eating it, and i couldn’t get another one because i had used the last of my money. When i told my friends about my day one of them offered to buy me coffee which is really nice! But when we got to the front of the line-which was just 26 people buying ramen-they said that the coffee machine was broken.

THEIR COFFE MACHINE WAS BROKEN!!

I hated everything and everyone in that exact moment

But then my friend bought me some sour candy after they said it was broken, so i guess it isn’t all bad.

[unfortunate-arrow]

Tadhg Lynch Protection Squad: Incorrect Quotes

Adelia: Tadhg and Teddy are both adult, responsible, highly intelligent–

Tadhg, with food on his shirt: You can throw me in a vat of custard with a chocolate covered snorkel! It’s gonna be me and you this weekend, baby! AND YOU ARE WEARING A FLOPPY HAT!

@that-ravenpuff-witch @cursebreakerfarrier

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