mega com spoilers kinda (early game shit), out of context rambling:
man i just loveee how /foreboding/ com's traverse town is. I would talk about foreshadowing but im mainly talking about the /feeling/ of that level. Sora getting angry at everyone talking down to him, then proceeding to just, not care all of a sudden. Aerith being her all-seeing self, knowing just a little too much, and giving sora a cryptic ass warning before it's revealed that the whole time, sora was talking to thin air.
It's. AGahahhsjka beating myself up bc i neeed to finish com so i can just play it all over again FUCK
It's such an UNSETTLING game. I wouldn't say it's constantly creepy, but a lotta the time. And i fuckin LIVEE for it. And traverse, being the first world, really fuckin sets the tone i think for the rest of the game. It's that damn aerith bit istg
basically CoM really fucks with ur head and traverse really pulled its fuckin weight imo lol
17 notes
·
View notes
Nothing worse than your grandparents asking if you’re bringing a boyfriend to the family’s annual deer hunt, and you getting a little ticked off bc you’ve been openly gay for the better part of a decade so you impulsively respond “no I’m bringing my girlfriend” and get a nice apologetic response but UH OH - you haven’t had anything resembling a serious date since before law school and that was like five years ago so now you have to pretend to break up with your alleged girlfriend right before the trip and act all sad about it the whole time which is definitely a much worse fate than just ignoring some vague homophobia, and now your cousins also want details and your parents are like wtf who the hell is this mystery girl, when ALL you really wanted was an excuse to quietly sit in a deer blind for a few hours in November, wrapped in blankets drinking spiked hot chocolate and pretending to look for deer.
31K notes
·
View notes
eddie diaz is such a special kind of tragedy for real... picture this. you're fourteen. if you were gay, it would ruin your life. but you're not gay. you meet a girl you like. you make it thru high school. you're seventeen and the girl you like goes to prom with you. things are going great. you're 19 (20? older?) and she's pregnant. okay, that's fine. you can figure it out. you're getting married. you're leaving the country in a uniform. it's fine. if you'd been gay when you were fourteen, it would've ruined your life. that's still true. if your life isn't going so hot right now either, well, that's fine. it's no big deal. so you go to war. you have a kid. you call your wife, sometimes. you come up with plans to deal with it all. you go back to the army. you get shot; you go home. your wife leaves. the plans are not going how you expected. that's okay too; you can make new plans. your life isn't ruined, not yet. you go to los angeles; you find a family bigger than just you and your kid. you start over, not once but again and again. the old traumas play again: shannon leaves. you get shot. your son is here; your son is gone. when you were fourteen, it would've ruined your life. you like your life. it's come close to being ruined a few times now, but you've made it through. you're happy. right? you have everything you need.
picture this: you're fourteen. your life would be ruined if you were gay. you've never been so sure of anything in your life. how much of your life has been built because of the things you were sure of when you were fourteen? you're not fourteen anymore. the things you were scared of back then, you keep looking for them and you aren't finding them. what are you still scared of? you're not fourteen, eddie. what are you scared of?
1K notes
·
View notes
i don't think i'll ever get over the stinging, bittersweet beauty of this moment; or how pure sunjae's love for sol is.
just before this scene took place; he underwent an earth-shattering revelation: the one girl he loved through multiple timelines; through multiple fates — erased their first meeting. made him lose all his memories — never even have them in the first place.
you can see the devastation in his face; in his eyes: the sheer bewilderment. yet his first act after regaining all his memories is to run to sol. he reaches out to her; for her, blindly. it's atavistic: a bone-deep need.
when he does get to sol, his immediate choice is to reassure HER. to apologize for not remembering sooner, even though it isn't his fault at all. though shattered, sunjae isn't angry: his empathy for sol is so deep, his love so vast, that all he feels is grief for the amount of suffering she's endured, all by herself. (side note: everyone who bashed sol for making an agonizing decision under impossible circumstances, sunjae would quite literally fight you.)
"never again," sunjae's gaze avows as he cradles sol's face. "you'll never be alone again. i'll never let you."
meanwhile, sol is submerged under a massive wave of relief; all her unexpressed love and anguish bleeding through.
"can i finally put down this weight," her tears ask so eloquently. "can i let someone else carry it, for a change?"
"yes, you can," the desperate tenderness in sunjae's embrace answers her immediately. "let me carry it. let me carry it all for you."
this moment is extraordinary: this moment is the first and final time that they are blessed by the blue wings of destiny.
this moment lasts forever.
168 notes
·
View notes
I ship Spideypool but I just came back from cinema after seeing Deadpool & Wolverine and damn, I get Deadpool x Wolverine tag.
I really do.
111 notes
·
View notes
imagine meeting a boy you think is cute when ur 15 and writing some music together and through a series of events multiple MULTIPLEEEE people end up brutally murdered about it including the boy. this happened to my good friend sir james paul mccartney-
190 notes
·
View notes