#comments are fine just don't reblog

[hackedmotionsensors]

So....a lotta things have been going down but in a slow way that make me really stressed out and anxious. I haven't heard from my land lady about whats going on with the other room. I still need to prep it for someone to move in but I have a lot of things to prepare for as well as job hunting to do so I can't devote my whole days to moving shit around.

And I'm still trying to prep for Sakuracon. I still don't have a hotel lined up and I don't exactly know what I'm gonna do about that.

And bc its LNY still I can't get a template from my usual manu (not their fault. They'll be back in a day or so)

AND on top of all that my dad had to go to the hospital. He's a senior. And he had a fall the other day that he should have gone straight to ER for but he waited a day. And he'd been feeling dizzy and tired. So...yknow being a senior this is a massive stressor (for him obviously) and for me bc I live a state away. I can't just hop in the car and see him without 1) driving for most of the day 2) losing the days that I'm gone on the work I need to do (cleaning out the room/prepping for the con). He got cleared on the fall injury but had to go back today because of the dizziness and they're keeping him bc it seems like he had a silent stroke. WHich is super fun and cool because my MOM'S doctor told HER she might have suffered from a silent stroke as well. She's fine bc she's genuinely more robust and at least 10 years younger than him.

So on top of no money, no job, spending money to prep for a con so I can have SOME money, applying to new jobs and taking a bunch of tests for jobs that have nothing to do with animation bc the animation industry is fucking dead, being pretty much forced financially to split my apartment into a shared living space because the rent was raised (probably bc my landlady's spectrum bill was FOUR HUNDRED DOLLARS HOW DID YOU EVEN DO THAT?), AND trying to make new merch for a con that I'm really worried about doing well at (because surprise vtuber drama is gonna be really easy to deal with and will absolutely affect sales thanks to people being absolutely insane and vtuber fanart was currently one of my favorite to draw AND sell) , AND JUST OVERALL STRUGGLING TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD WITH ALL THIS WORLD SHIT GOING ON.......my dad might be dying.

So....Yknow this hasn't been a GREAT February so far.

[franky-y]

another painting

[yooniesim]

Joshseoh kinda just ignored everyone pointing out it was wrong to paywall this during black history month and that whitewashing black ppl is wrong, because... shilling more bad quality hairs was more important ig? so anyway...

Y'all can download it here if ya really want it!

(tho tbh the quality is so bad i can't exactly recommend it...)

[moonyflesh]

he’s my pretty princess 🎀

[iamthecomet]

some people just dont like reblogging. Be happy with what interaction you get or we will stop even liking.

Please know this made me laugh maniacally. You really thought you did something huh?

How about you actually do that, then? Likes mean nothing. I don't give half of a shit if you stop liking. Better yet? Do all of us a favor and get fucked. Truthfully, if you act like this I don't want you reading my shit anyway.

You're on the reblogging website. And offering artists a *crumb* of appreciation is the bare minimum. You don't have to reblog? I don't have to post. Seems fair.

I don't *care* if you don't like to reblog. Just fucking don't. You don't have to come here and be a shithead about it. Imagine if you put the same effort into supporting artists as you did in copying and pasting this dumb shit to a bunch of people? That's a novel concept.

Reblog whatever you want, or don't. But don't come into my house and complain to me about my opinions.

Fuck all the way off with this.

[jack-o-phantom]

Where's the wind up idiot at? I miss him :(

I don't have the drive to draw Belldrop/Chime as much anymore for the public, that's pretty much it

As well as all the weird asks begging to see him, or other things I don't want to mention, It's just discouraging! He's my creation and I'll draw him when I want

[highdreaming]

why do u keep begging for reblogs???

You really have to ask?

Reblogs are very important for a writer (alongside feedback) yet very few people actually take their time to reblog or leave a nice comment. That's very frustrating.

I take my time and effort to write something and share (cause yes, I could just write it for myself and not publish it) yet interaction is very little. I thought Tumblr was supposed to be a community of sharing and creating close relations with the fandom.

I also have other accounts where I write for other fandoms, and I have left one of them permanently because of the lack of interaction cause it got to a point that I saw no hope in it. I hope it's not the same here.

On another note, I do appreciate alot those who take their time to reblog and comment, thank you so much to those readers. They make my day happier :) 💕

[rimouskis]

sigh someone on twitter extolled the virtues of furiosa and said it was better than fury road. I just saw furiosa. they are wrong.

[chaos-in-one]

Genuinely so fucking tired of how rampant racism is in the system community.

[prodogg]

You know Azula is one antagonist of the show, she attacks and hunts the gaang, Zuko&Iroh. She is not Zuko's abuser. She still is a villain and the "she is Zuko's abuser otherwise she wouldn't be bad/ you need to have done wrong things to get a redemption" argument doesn't fly, since her attacking the gaang,Zuko, fighting for the fire nation is what makes her a antagonist in the show and not your random ass she is Zuko's abuser BS. Her not being his abuser doesnt take away from her wrong doings lmao. Also their example of siblings are Iroh&Ozai and Lo&Li

[wanderingandfound]

Second time in about 48 hours that I have gone into the search mines to bring out a specific pride flag for my blog only to be met with either long or thoughtless posts about how x flag is the most inferior or y flag is the most superior while shitting on other flag designs. Like, I am all for making as many flags as you want — the more the merrier no monopolies here. I would just like for people to keep in mind:

Which communities (including geographical and cultural!!!) specific flags come from and why they were created.

You do not need to be represented by every single stripe for the flag to be applicable to you.

If a flag is featuring a specific identity there's probably a reason for that, I don't care if it's ugly.

Please cite sources and inspiration! Flags represent communities and usually come from community involvement and influence.

Seriously unless a flag was made purposefully to demean or alienate others it's probably fine. You don't have to use it or prefer it and you can be annoyed with it but it doesn't mean it's the end of the world.

[system-of-a-feather]

I think our current therapist is a bit caught off guard on how our system - especially out subsystem - is very 100% okay and aware with the acknowledgement that we are absolutely parts of a whole and all of our parts are essentially exaggerated, elaborated and "autonomous" functions that serve the whole first than not. That's my own words as he brought up the function stuff (we are still establishing DID dynamic care so catching on the same page on how we discuss and see things) cause I'm just like "Yeah I know and I fully agree"

It doesn't undermine our individual experiences and identity - for those that care about it more than me included - but we all know we are these isolated exaggerated and developed functions and I'm pretty sure - at least among the regular fronters - we find immense peace and relief in that.

We each have our place and our function and we just have to do our part to the best way we can as we see fit and then shit will work out. XIV has to be a prick, he has to be the loud guy who is socially unacceptable but still loud about it because someone needs to set the precedent that our reality and our needs need to come first before others and social palatability. Riku has to be a passionate himbo for reasons that are redacted. Our trauma holders just have to be a voice for the hurt and experience of what have happened. I just have to be a voice for our needs for personal space.

XIV doesn't have to worry about being positive and optimistic with healing, Riku handles that. Riku doesn't have to worry about dealing with every negative emotion, XIV and I are good with that. We don't have to worry about the complex internal system dynamics Gatekeeper 1-257585 deal with that. We got our list of things we are "responsible for" and thats the only thing each part has to deal with. It makes life easy as fuck. Some parts have more than one job, but some parts like me? Really just one job and half the time, the parts with one job - the job boils down to just communicating with the parts that hold multiple jobs.

-Chunn

[anguigenus]

anyways another mostly personal post but I've been thinking about that one venty-ish post I made about the hexsquad the other day and I think the fact that I wrote it at 3 AM shows lmao.

When it comes down to it, The Owl House is just a fun kids' show. We can't expect it to be perfect, and I can't expect it to go the way I want it to and center on my favorite characters.

I'll always be disappointed that Gus and Willow don't play a bigger role in the overarching story, but I think right now I'm just sad that I don't have the energy to appreciate the story / my favorite characters as much as I used to.

Here's to you guys who still have the energy to create and love these characters! May I one day join you again and leave effusive comments on your works!

On a (tangentially) related note, I don't think I'm really going to keep reblogging those posts about reblogs and likes and shit. They're kinda guilt trippy and don't really do anything.

Instead, I'll leave you this handy tip:

If you're enjoying something a lot and you've got the words to say so, putting them down in a comment or even just the tags can be well worth the effort of getting through your shyness or anxieties. I've had more than a few artists I thought were really cool follow me back because of that!

Elite strats 😎

[riallasheng]

*signs on

*has 42 new followers (who are not bots)

AAAAAAACK

Um. Hi? Hello, hope you all enjoy your time here and I wish all of you a kind year to follow!!!

[bipolarediaz]

not to be a bitch but like... why even reblog it then lmfao

[mysandwichranaway]

Just blocked and reported a bunch of bots. Might have accidentally reported one or two real people sorry!!!!! Please make your blog have some personality i literally can't tell if you're real when you leave everything blank