#yeah sorry

[its-coda]

Talk it out

[edgymegatronus]

“As you command, Megatron.”

Old habits die hard.

[theotherbuckley]

He’s trying to be strong.

He’s not about to cry in front of him. He’s going for a good reason; moving to prove to his son that he can be a good father, that he loves him more than anything else in the world. When Buck was a kid, there wasn’t much he’d give for his parents to love him that much. Eddie can ensure that Christopher never has to feel that way, show him he’ll always be there, whenever he’s ready.

So he can’t cry, he can’t be mad or sad right now, that would be selfish.

He can cry later.

He bites his lips, clenches his fists together any time a wave of longing, grief, and want hit him square in the chest. He takes a breath and smiles as much as he can.

Christopher deserves the world, even if that means letting Buck’s fly across the country. There’s nothing he wouldn’t do for that boy.

Just keep swimming, he repeats in his mind.

He doesn’t stop to think about why he’s comparing his best friend leaving to a tsunami. It doesn’t matter, it’s not like he’ll be here when he figures it out.

It’s raining by the time the truck is loaded up, less things inside it than Buck expected. It’s fitting, the sky crying when he cannot.

Buck wants to tuck himself between the furniture in the trailer like a Tetris piece. Fit himself between the couch cushions that were always more comfortable than his own. Though Eddie is the one with his home all neatly packed away, Buck feels like his is the one that will be leaving, sitting in the driver’s seat.

The ache in his gut grows bigger as the two stand on the side of the street, running out of things to say. He doesn’t want to stop talking. Once he stops then… then he’s gone.

He stayed up last night, baking 5 different varieties of cookies and cakes, anything to keep his mind off the fact that everyone he loves seems to leave him every damn time. He gives a bag to Eddie, tells him to save some for Christopher, laughs as though it’s a funny joke, like he didn’t spend night agonising on how this would end. Tommy was right when he said he knows how this ends. Everything ends, everyone leaves. And Buck is always left behind.

Eddie says he’ll FaceTime, but Buck’s done long distance before with Ali— not that, no that Eddie is his, but—

Maddie and Chimney are expecting another addition to their family, one he couldn’t be happier about, but as their family expands he knows there will be less time for him. Hen and Karen have their daughter back, two incredible children to care for. Bobby and Athena are still trying to find a home to move into. Eddie’s moving to try and salvage his relationship with his son. And Tommy, he left too.

There’s not really any space for Buck.

Eddie gives Buck a look as though he can see right through to his soul, or maybe Buck just isn’t as good at hiding his feelings as he thinks. He gives Buck a sad smile, lifts his arm and pulls Buck in for the hug he so desperately needs.

He tucks his head into Eddie’s neck like that’s where it belongs. It could be. He lets the rain hide the tears that he can no longer hold back as he squeezes Eddie just a little bit tighter. He’s glad that Eddie’s holding his baking, he thinks that if he’d wrapped him in both arms then Buck would never be able to let go. He’s probably hugging him longer than what’s socially acceptable, but when Eddie pulls away Buck just feels like it’s over far too quickly. He feels cold suddenly, in a way that has nothing to do with the weather.

Eddie walks away, and Buck follows, unable to stop himself. He’s pulled by an invisible string, desperate to stop Eddie from leaving LA, leaving him. But he remembers why he’s going and he forces his feet to remain firmly planted on the ground.

Eddie gets in his truck and leaves.

And Buck just watches him go.

[alwerakoo]

[hypers-omniac]

Ugh something something lovesick hopeless romantic reader who is so scared of romance

She hates herself when she first starts to notice it, bubbles of dread and guilt simmering low in her gut and crawling through her esophagus until it feels like she’s choking on it. The playful banter over comms suddenly feels like it might crawl onto her skin, a spider with legs of needles creeping along her goose-pilled flesh.

But it’s not her fault she just wants to kiss him better. To card her fingers through his hair, let her thumbs trace shapes into his face until her palms memorize his skin. It really isn’t her fault, right? So she just sits there, quiet, and thinks about the way the sun would hit the back of his irises. Never gathering the courage or the general want to ask him. Because how could she?

How could she asked to be loved in return?

[foryouwereinmysong]

“Now and then, I miss you / Now and then, I want you to be there for me / Always to return to me,” (...) It’s a passage where Lennon’s yearning for McCartney intertwines with Paul’s mourning for John, a shared grieving for the partnership that defined both their lives. link

"Now and Then" is 81-year-old Paul McCartney finishing a song of John Lennon, who has been gone for almost 43 years.

But it is also 15-year-old Paul finishing a song of the boy who wandered around Liverpool with him, talking about their future and love of music.

It is 18-year-old Paul finishing a song of the guy who picked him as his partner and took him to play nightclubs in Hamburg.

It is 20-year-old Paul finishing a song of the lad who wanted to write song after song with him.

It is 23-year-old Paul finishing a song of the man he made history with.

It is 24-year-old Paul finishing a song of the soulmate who shared his visions.

It is 26-year-old Paul finishing a song of the person who serenaded him eating a cupcake.

It is 31-year-old Paul finishing a song of John, who loved him in his own way.

And it is 39-year-old Paul finishing a song of the friend he just lost.

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[masterisabelle]

Hey we put your boy into the fandom, yeah sorry they took away almost all of his character traits and trauma and reduced him to a baby, yeah sorry his only personality trait is being pathetic, yeah he’s been reduced to a sopping wet cat/blorbo worble, his only job is to be a simp or to be put into the worst situations imaginable, I’m also actively participating in most of this. Sorry we can’t reverse it. Really really really sorry about that

[liketheriverrspam]

i might flip out if gigi and slater end up together

[plutoonwheels]

i feel like there was never a whole lot of meif'wa lore compared to werewolf lore in mystreet (mcd is a different story okay)

like werewolf lore and culture was so extensive there was a whole preparatory class for the werewolf students, a social system implemented for the purpose of helping them adjust to werewolf society outside of school, societal conventions and cues and thats interesting!! but is it the same for meif'wa??? i'm so curious

Is there a meif'wa class?? any group or social activities for meif'wa?? are they more individualistic?? do they stick to smaller groups?? do they face similar social stigma like werewolves?? like objectification or sexualisation or demonisation like cat calling or something, or are they better able to assimilate into human society??? is there ignorance/stigma about how many feline traits they pick up genetically?? do they pick up many at all and would it be rude to assume so?? are they kind of outcasted from human society for being too frank about like "don't touch me" or "don't say that to me" etc?? cats can hear 4-5x more than humans so can meif'wa??? is the world just constantly overstimulating for them??? are they now accidentally an allegory for neurodivergence (kc was masking i think?)???

i can't stop thinking about it!!!!!!

AND WHAT HAPPENED TO TU'LA IN MYSTREET WHERE DID THAT CONTINENT GO

[extrashortshorts]

I love how you draw buggy in a caterpillar form.... So cute... If it's not a bother some can you draw him getting cornered by this Birdy mihawk

Hawkeye just messing around with little guy

He will not eat him or something like that(i think)

"cornered by Mihawk" second variant... kabedon

[palaxy27]

YOU ASKED FOR IT!!! AND HERE IT IS!! 🥳🥳🎉🎉🎉

Nothing bad is going to happen to them, and there won't be many major changes. They'll just be there and that's it (and they'll be the ones who relieve stress, lol 😅). Also, no, my OCs won't have their plushies forms (so much cuteness will hurt me🤣), but if you want to do it, no problem

[broareweabouttoviberightnow]

yknow. actually. when he's not singin jingle bells or beatin the shit out of a middle schoolers twttin curly kinda. everythin to me. what the fuck is wrong with that kid. he wears fuck ass punk jewelry n he's got the worst fade I've ever seen n they took away his curly hair n he steals a juice for his sister when she asks n he mopes around the lunch line n dicks around a bowlin alley n can hit the one cocked eyebrow unreasonably well n he jumps bryon for hurtin his sister. yeah. he sucks so bad. but. yeah no but. he's sucks so bad n I love him. unfortunately.

look at him. he's so god awful. n unfortunately. I adore his stupid punk ass.

[sprainedankle15]

we fuckin on the bone bed

[ghostgirl-22]

I know someone has to have written this before… but I feel like Artrick, while jerking off, would try to see if they could c*m simultaneously.

Like they’re asking each other, “how close are you man?” “I think I’m almost there.” “No hold on.” “Wait for me.”

[melanodis]

hatsune mikulot

[londytellsall]

mouthwashing is keeping up at night

spoilers for the game (obvi) if you haven’t played it or watched a play thru i HIGHLY recommend it, but pls read the warnings and be safe!

i keep thinking abt how everything could have gone if swansea was able to get daisuke in the cryopod. it was how i thought everything was going to play out near the end of the game, which made his death so much more fucking devestating. but the fact it was done by swansea himself? no way! i refuse to believe it which is why i have this theory: jimmy put daisuke out of his misery, not swansea.

OK HEAR ME OUT, cuz this is all going to sound scrambled. swansea’s speech and his reasons for putting a dying daisuke out of his misery are valid and seem like something swansea would say to daisuke, BUT something bothers me.

after all of this we hear swan say that he basically has no other reason to keep going and said that jimmy could take the pod if he wants to, seemingly too sad to move on after the only person he planned to protect is dead. we see jimmy get the gun and then swan run at jimmy with the axe now manic for some reason? doesn’t make sense to me after he seemed so resolved, but maybe he wasn’t?

i think that whole speech came from jimmy’s imagination still trying to pin the blame of this whole mess on someone else. and the crazy axe murdering swansea was also something that jimmy made up in his mind. in my opinion these were excuses he made so he had a reason to kill swansea. he probably just retrieved the gun from the bed, grabbed swansea, tied him to a chair and executed him, all the while repeating in his head that swansea is a bad person.

i could make an entire separate post about how the angry drunk guy was probably the most merciful and safest out of anyone on that ship, but that’s besides the point.

it’s been proven to us (near the end of the game especially) that we can’t trust what jimmy sees. other than the crazy fits of dream sequence we see from jimmys pov, after we are shown how jimmy kills swansea, the pods are foamless. this man is hallucinating.

then can we talk about the position of the wound? i find it hard to believe that swansea would go for somewhere as brutal as the face of the boy he’s been trying to protect.

TLDR; jimmy probably killed daisuke with the axe. then killed swansea after he made a big fuss about it. he also probably hallucinated the axe murdering swansea as an excuse to kill him.

edit: i don’t even know if i agree with this theory anymore lmao