#connor murphy x michael mell

[crash-tube-the-seawing]

If y’all want me to yap about Mellphy (Connor/Michael) I’ll yap about Mellphy

I am completely normal about them

[companionjones]

These Are Battle Scars

Fandoms: Be More Chill, Dear Evan Hansen

Pairing: Connor Murphy x Reader x Michael Mell

Warnings: Self-harm, self-harm scars, a candid discussion about self-harm

(BIG ‘prech to the artists who did these two masterpieces! @nerdy--hobbit​ @vianerds​)

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    “We’re gonna die out here,” you complained. “We definitely shouldn’t have walked.”

    Michael rolled his eyes. “Well, I don’t know what to tell you, Y/n. My cruiser’s in the shop, and walking is our only mode of transport right now.”

    “Whatever,” you grumbled.

    Taking on the role of moderator, an unusual position for him, Connor mumbled, “Come on guys, don’t fight.”

    Simultaneously, you and Michael apologized, “Sorry, Connor.”

    “Babe, aren’t you hot?” Michael wondered aloud. “You wear the same hoodie and pair of jeans almost every day.”

    Connor brushed him off. “I’m fine.”

    “You don’t look fine,” you pointed out, “You’re sweating a lot, Con. Are you sure--”

    “I said I’m fine!” Connor exploded. He picked up his pace.

    You and Michael shared a look.

    Later, the three of you were chilling on your bed. Michael was on his Game Boy, Connor was reading a book, and you were scrolling through Tumblr.

    Or, at least, you were trying to pay attention to what was on your phone. You were finding it very hard to focus on your scree. During one of your many subtle glances at Connor, you caught the eye of Michael. He seemed to be just as concerned as you.

    “Connor, can we ask you something?” You spoke first.

    The boy in question visibly froze.

    Michael continued for you. “You can say no if you want. Me and Y/n, we just, we think we know what’s going on, and we’re...concerned about you.”

    The question didn’t need to be said. Connor swallowed, then lowly answered, “I haven’t done it since the day before I met the two of you. It’s been about two months.”

    Quietly, you inquired, “Can we see them?”

    Connor slowly sat up and on his knees. He didn’t meet either of your eyes when he pulled back his sleeves.

    “Oh, baby,” your heart broke as you gasped.

    Michael’s tone was the same as yours. “Connor...”

    The boy explained, “They’re on my thighs, too. I...didn’t want you guys to know.” He then tried to play down his wounds. “They’re not as bad as they look. They barely hurt anymore.” Seeing you and Michael had no reaction, and that the two of you wouldn’t stop examining his cuts, Connor could only think of one other thing to say. “I’m sorry.”

    “No, don’t apologize,” you pled. “You have nothing to apologize for.”

    Michael nodded, “Baby, we are so glad you told us.”

    “These are not self-harm scars,” you expressed, “These are battle scars. You fought an entire war inside your head. I’m just happy you came out on the other side.”

    Your other boyfriend made eye contact with Connor as he urged, “You gotta tell us if you ever start feeling like this again, okay?”

    “We’re always going to be here for you, no matter what,” you finalized, then went on, “How about you guys sleep over tonight? And Connor, maybe you can change into more comfortable clothes. Maybe shorts and a T-shirt?”

    Connor’s eyes were hesitant as he met yours. But, after thinking about it for a moment, he bit his lip and nodded.

    You kept some of Connor and Michael’s clothes at your house because of how often they slept over. Because all of Connor’s clothes weren’t fit for the summer, Connor ended up in a pair of Michael’s shorts and one of Mell’s T-shirts. The clothes were a little loose on him, but you and Michael both thought he looked adorable. You told Connor that, and Michael told him that you were both happy Connor finally felt comfortable enough to have his scars on full display to you and Michael.

    The night ended in cuddles. Connor was in the middle while you and Michael spooned both sides of him.

    When the three of you had gotten settled in the dark, Michael questioned Connor, “You know we love you, right?”

    You nodded, supporting Michael. You loved Connor. You loved both of them.

    Connor responded. You could hear the smile in his voice. “Yeah, I know. And I love both of you guys, too. So much.” He hugged you and Michael closer.

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Author’s Note: Thank you so much for reading this! Fill up that heart and reblog if you liked it! If you would like to read more, I have more fics on Connor Murphy and Michael Mell over on my page. You should check it out, if you’d like. Have a nice day, night, or whatever time it is for you! <3 <3 <3

[devilswalkingstick]

hi 

i made this in roughly 10 seconds

you’re welcome

[lucas-asecass]

[Me not cleaning sketches, a thread] sorry for the messy shadows, just felt like it I kinda headcanon that Michael and Connor met after "Michael In The Bathroom" while smoking and now they're friends (?) I love drawing Connor, I'm not sorry about it

[makingflowerscreek]

If you’re sad, here’s Mike Faist blowing a kiss

[maybe-i-should-try-harder]

THAT'S RIGHT FOLKS I MADE A PLAYLIST AS A JARED KINNIE ABOUT EVAN FUCKING HANSEN BECAUSE.

It also goes well with my fic.

There's a lottt of pining going on

And I can't fucking move thanks body you're shitty.

[adaricruz]

ok listen this ship SLAPS and i love them sm i have so much. art of them im just gon throw it to y’all

instagram

[mountain-dew-tickledpink]

Two Scary People Arguing

For @bees-taste-good ! Sorry this is super short!

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"Oh whatever, Murphy. We both know Christine is cuter than Michael." Heather Chandler huffed as she held Christine's hand.

Connor, rolling his eyes, put an arm around Michael and glared at the girl in red. "Shut up, Heather, it's not like I said Christine wasnt cute. It just so happens Michael is cuter!"

Michael and Christine were looking at each other, trying not to laugh at the fight going on.

"Chrissy, give me a minute I'm going to fight a bitch." Heather Chandler bent down slightly to kiss Christine's cheek, leaving a lipstick mark.

"Babe noooo-" Christine giggled out and put a hand on her cheek that Chandler kissed, blushing brightly.

"I can kiss too, you buffoon!" Connor huffed at the blonde girl before pulling Michael into a kiss, making the boy in the red hoodie smile and blush.

"Guys guys," Michael laughed and got in the middle of Heather Chandler and Connor. "What if we just agree that both me and Christine are adorable?" he suggested.

Connor and Heather Chandler looked at each other for a second before nodding and both letting out an "Ugh, fine.."

Christine hugged onto Heather Chandler and Michael held hands with Connor, them all now being mostly content. However, Chandler and Connor occassionally letting out a strong suggestion one was better than the other.

[connor-murphy-trash]

It's contest time babies!!

This is very different than what I'm used to doing, but I want to start posting on this blog again so what better way than a contest just in time for the holidays!

All you have to do to enter is reblog/comment on this post or send me an ask off anon. LIKES DONT COUNT! 

On Thursday, December 14th, 2019, at around 12 noon EST (One week from when I'm posting this) I will choose the winners at random by putting everyone's name into a random generator and whichever 2-3 come up first will be the ones who are declared the winners.

Rules and what you will win are under the cut.

Rules:

You are allowed to enter up to five times and can do so in any way you would like. Wanna make five comments? Go for it. Wanna spam your feed with it? Feel free. Wanna do a mix? I’m not stopping you. This will make your name more likely to pop up because I will put your name into the generator up to five different times.

(Also note that if you don’t want to enter with your main blog, but don't want to reblog to a side blog just include the blog name you want to enter with in either a comment or an ask and I will do that name instead.)

Be understanding with how long it takes for the winners to get their prize. I will try my best to get them done before the 25th, but there are no promises. I am going to be busy this month so I will try my hardest to work on them whenever I can. If they aren’t done by the 25th I will almost definitely get them done before the month is over.

I will make a post once the contest is over saying who the winners are and they are required to contact me within 24 hours to claim their prize (After a little while I will most likely dm them if I can so I can start to work request and whatnot out with them) If I don’t get any response from them within that 24 hour time period I will choose someone else as a winner instead.

All winnings will be made public once they are finished.

The main characters that I write for are;

Dear Evan Hansen (Evan, Connor, Zoe, Jared, Alana) 

Newsies (Jack, Davey, Race, Crutchie, Katherine, Sarah)

Be More Chill (Jeremy, Michael, Rich)

I might do more than this, just let me know if you are interested in anyone else as I am also interested in a few other musicals and could write for them if need be. (These are just the people I'm most comfortable with)

General rules of how I write are;

I will not write smut (I will do implied)

I will not write any topics I am not comfortable with (mainly stuff I find triggering)

I will not write any topics I am not qualified to write for due to lack of knowledge/experience (Certain illness, religions, etc) ((For this because it is a holiday contest I can write very basic religious things, but I most likely won’t go into great detail as I don't feel I'm qualified. This goes for all religions including Christian (even though that's what I know most about as that's how I've been raised)))

All readers will be based on a female, but I’ll try to keep all pronouns gender neutral (I will write for any gender just specify it in your request)

All will be x reader. I don’t do ships

The winners will receive the following;

There will be 2-3 winners (depending on how many people enter or are interested)

First place: Custom x reader headcanons. You choose who it will be with. Then I can create a character similar to you or your appearance (ie plus-size reader, artist reader, deaf reader, Nonbinary reader, etc) but no matter what they will have Y/N as their name just so it's inclusive for others to read as well. The headcanons will be at least 500 words long. Even though this is a holiday contest, I won't write anything too religious (due to my lack of knowledge on the subjects) that being say, holiday and winter stuff is still encouraged but not mandatory.

Second place (only if there is also a 3rd, otherwise I won't be doing this one): A personalized ship. Basically, you tell me which fandom you want a ship from, and tell me a bit about yourself. After I get that info I will choose a person from that fandom that I ship you with. I will explain why I chose them, how you two got together and what everyday life is typically like for you two. I explain it a bit more in this post. Because this is a holiday contest I will also be doing how you two celebrate or just some cute winter things you do together if you don't celebrate the holidays.

Third place: A custom lock screen with the character(s)/lyrics/anything else of your choice. An example of something I could do is these ones I've made before, but really I can make it pretty customizable depending on what you want.

[babyspiderling]

Possible Hiatus Soon

So guys, I am in the theatre program at my school, and come the new year I only have Wednesdays off, as well as weekends, I am in an AP and College level course, as well as being active in my church. I will continue to try to create and reply to your requests, so send them in, but it may be a little less frequent than I have been during break. 

[crash-tube-the-seawing]

Chapters: 28/? Fandom: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Michael Mell/Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen), One Sided Jared Kleinman/Evan Hansen, Past Miguel/Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen) (mentioned), implied Jake Dillinger/Rich Goranski, Christine Canigula/Jeremy Heere Characters: Michael Mell, Michael Mell's Mothers, Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen), Cynthia Murphy, Zoe Murphy, Jeremy Heere, Jared Kleinman, Evan Hansen, Rich Goranski, Jake Dillinger, Christine Canigula, Miguel (Dear Evan Hansen), Larry Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - College/University, Alternate Universe - College Roommates, Sorry if anyone’s OOC, Also this doesn’t really have a plot, No I don’t know how to tag, Bisexual Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen), Can you tell I don’t know how to tag properly?, lol, POV Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen), POV Michael Mell, Mentions the ‘SQUIPcident’, Mention of Connor’s past, Connor Murphy is a Tsundere and no one can change my mind Summary:

A story of Michael and Connor being college roommates

So..... I recently updated my Mellphy fanfic if you wanted to read it for whatever reason

[sweetgirl90-mily]

Para aquellas parejas o amigos que quieren compartir íconos de parejas~Sé que será navidad dentro de unos días, pero me estoy adelantando uvu

Calculé el tamaño del lienzo, así que queda bien dividido en dos cuadrados, no se preocupen por calcular cuando recorten la imagen, yo pienso en todo(?

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For those couples or friends who want to share icons of couples ~ I know it will be Christmas in a few days, but I'm getting ahead of myself uvu

I calculated the size of the canvas, so it is well divided into two squares, do not worry about calculating when you cut the image, I think of everything (?

[pixar-slut]

Changing Names (Jared Klienman x Reader)

WC: 906

A/N: I know this is terrible, but I’m still going to post it inspite of my anxiety.

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"C'mon, (Y/N)! You're my best friend!"

Jared was whining about the same topic that he had been for the last few days. Right now, he was sitting at the end of the couch and you were laying at the other end, your bare feet resting on his lap.

You're (h/c) hair was in a ponytail and you were wearing a (f/b) t-shirt with gym shorts. You were trying to watch Supernatural but you couldn't stand Jared repeating the word 'please' over and over again.

"Jared, for the love of god!" You groan, exasperated. "I am not coming with you to do this."

He looks at me with a tilted head and pleading eyes, "(Y/N), I can't do this without you! Please, please, please-"

"No!" You snap. "If your mom gets mad at me for you doing something stupid like this then I'm gonna lose it."

"C'mon, sweet thing," he says. "Do this for me."

'Sweet thing' was a nickname that he gave you a couple years ago. Hearing it made your crush for him grow larger with each second; you instantly humbled when he called you it.

"I don't know," You muter.

Jared leans closer towards me with his eyebrows raised and says, "I'll lend you Apocalypse of the Damned for your PS4."

You sit up quickly, startling the boy in front of you as your face comes in close to his; neither of you move. His glasses glared slightly but his blue eyes were visible, even the light brown part in the corner of his eye. His eyes flicker to your lips but they quickly shoot back to your own (e/c) eyes as he licks his lips.

"Um, I guess I'll go with you. But I'm not changing mine!"

Jared pulls away, scratches the back of his neck, and nods, "Yeah, uh, that's great! I'll go start the car!"

As he jumps up my feet land on my shaggy carpet and I watch him run to the door and awkwardly step out of the living room.

Was I about to kiss Jared Kleinman?

You don't wonder on the thought too long and slip on some flip flops. I can't believe he's about to do this.

~time skip~

As you pull up to the local courthouse you look over to see Jared smirking. "Let's do this!"

You both get out the car and Jared grabs your hand as you two walk in and make your way up to the front desk. You were still blushing as the old woman hand Jared a clip board as he says, "I would like to legally change me name, please."

There were so many forms to fill out and it took at least thirty minutes to get through all the questions and pages.

"You have the money Michael lended you, right?" You ask, worried. Jared's mom will kill us once she learns her son's new name.

"Relax, (Y/N). It's gonna be fine," He insists grabbing my hand once again and drawing circles with his thumb. "If you're really that worried then here; look at some memes."

He hands you his cellphone and you do as you're told, looking up 'dead dank memes'. You sit in the chair and he goes back towards the desk to pay for his new identity.

He walks back towards you and grins, "IT WORKED. I'M NO LONGER JARED KLEINMAN!"

You couldn't help but giggle at his excitement. You stand up and hand him his phone as he feels the adrenaline of doing something so serious in a stupid way. He runs towards the door and I follow.

"WE GOTTA CELEBRATE! We gotta get stoned in my basement!" He yells out.

I skip up next to him and as our arms touch he snaps around and grips my arms, grinning like a goofball. "I can't believe I just did that! Can you believe I just did that? Can you believe we just did that?!"

You shake your head too, a grin had found its way on your face as well. As he comes down from his rush, you two realize how close you are for the second time today. Both of your smiles fall and you're left to slightly parted lips from the both of you. As Jared breathes in and out the atmosphere around you falls calm.

"Screw it," He whispers as he yanks you foreword, rather harshly, as he pins his lips against yours. They were warm and and the pressure that they had against yours made you melt into him.

His grip releases and he sets his hands down on your hips as you tangle your hands in his hair. It wasn't soft but it wasn't hard, it was kind of fuzzy. You pull on his strands slightly which causes him to moan onto your lips quietly. You pull away before you both get too carried away and Jared sets his forehead on yours.

"I like you, (Y/N) (L/N)." He slurs, the kiss had intoxicated both him and you.

You laugh lightly. "I like you too, Jared Klienman."

"Nuh-uh," He says. "That's not my name anymore."

"Sorry," you smile. "I like you..."

He looks at you expectantly and nods in confirmation for you to say the new impractical but very real name.

"...The Insanely Cool Jared Klienman."

[devilswalkingstick]

listen,,, i need some content for my boys,,,,,

i’m writing a story where these two meet in the therapy they clearly need and they’re gonna fall in love and be happy eventually,,,,,,

[meangirlmurphy]

hi! could I get a shippy thing? I'm 5'4, my hair is very very short & the top part is pastel pink. I wear glasses & usually hoodie & black clothes. Im pretty bipolar. I'm a pretty big nerd, I like to play video games when I can. I wear dorky glasses. I'm actually a writer, sadly I have motivation problems and can never finish them. And I love reading. Getting lost in another worlds chaos is much better than focusing on the chaos at home am I right? I've read some of your stuff & ur really good!

Since you didn’t specify, I just did Dear Evan Hansen and Be More Chill!

Dear Evan Hansen!

Romantic Ship: I 100 percent ship you with Connor Murphy! I feel like he would give you a lot of his clothes to wear (he swears it’s just because he wants you to have “more clothes” but it’s actually because you look so tiny and precious in his stuff). He absolutely loves when you read out loud to him, especially when he’s having one of his very rough days, it tends to calm him. Sometimes the arguments you two get into can get pretty explosive, but since you two both deal with mental illnesses you’re able to quickly resolve the issue at hand (after a few hours of the silent treatment from Connors end). You two met in the local library, coincidentally you both finding refuge there after a nasty night at home with your parents. He had commented on how he liked your hair, and the friendship blossomed on from there. He actually asked you out by replacing the book mark in the book you were reading with a sticky note that said “I’m ready for a new chapter, be my girlfriend?” He also takes you out to places you’ve never been to try to give you a new outlook on life to see if it sparks anything for whatever your currently trying to write!

Friendship Ship: I feel like you would be bffs Jared Kleinman. You two would hang out constantly and play video games all the time! Since you two are both “nerds” and wear the dorky glasses, people often mistake you as being in a relationship (which Connor absolutely hates). But when this happens, you both often have the most dramatic reactions (ex: fake gagging, rolling eyes, “what? I hate him, no”).  If you’re having a particularly hard time at home, he makes up some excuse on why you need to come over right at that exact moment, whether it be he needs to study with you or that he just got a new video game in that you just HAVE to try out. He acts as sort of a big brother towards you. Oh, and he totally teases you over the contrast of your hair to the way you dress. “Really? You look like a fairy threw up on the remains of My Chemical Romance”

Enemy Ship: Zoe Murphy would most likely be the person who, for some reason, has a problem with you. You remind her too much of her brother, and she can’t stand to be around anyone that has any relation to him. She’s not mean to you or anything, she just avoids you as much as possible, You’re her brothers girlfriend, and it’s just super odd to her that you see any good in him honestly.

Be More Chill!

Romantic Ship: I ship you with MIchael Mell! If you don’t think that this boy won’t call you at 3 am because they updated Apocalypse of the Damned you’re dead wrong. Be prepared for late night snack hauls as a form of date with him (because lets face it, he’s not the most romantic person). He ADORES your glasses, and his also trying to get you to let them wear them which you then have to explain:

 “MIkey, I can’t see through your prescription, we can’t trade glasses”

“But yours are so much cuter than mine!”

He feels incredibly special when you wear his red hoodie because he knows you don’t wear a lot of colors and it makes him feel like such a proud boyfriend omg. He’s also your biggest fan when it comes to your writing!!! He’s always asking for updates on current books your working on, and BEGS for you to let him read a sneak peak. But he also understands when you lose motivation, and he’s always the first person to reassure you that even the best of authors get writers block, and that it doesn’t make you any less talented (cue the cuddles)

Friendship Ship: You’d totally be best friends with Rich Goranski, I feel like he’s the type of person you’d go to when you wanted to cause a little chaos. You two often dye your hair together (you’re actually the reason he decided to dye his hair red!! He thought you looked so cool he wanted to try it out himself). He’s not much of reader, but he does let you vent about your writing processes when you need someone to talk to. You’re both pretty short which makes you guys even more powerful when you two are together. You’re just both so small and full of fire that it’s honestly quite scary to some of your peers. Oh, and another thing that you and Rich have in common, is that you both have the hots for Michael Mell. 

Enemy Ship: You’d be enemies with Chloe Valentine. You two are just such opposites! She’s never said anything to you before, but she does give you some snarky looks in the hallway or if you share any classes together. One of the main reasons she doesn’t quite get along with you is because of how much attention you get from Rich. She’s afraid that you’ll somehow take over her status of being the most popular girl, so you leave a bad taste in her mouth. (but believe me, Rich and Michael have NEVER let her say an ill world about you)