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I'm so fucking scared about KOSA please people don't let this pass dont let these things be censored don't block us from our safe spaces please please please stop KOSA if I had links I would give them do everything you can it will save lives
#kosa#fuck kosa#stop kosa#kids online safety act#kosa bill#stop the kids online safety act#please people#this is so incredibly important#i try to stay silly and cool and at least escape from the real world here#but this not just tumblr the communities ive interacted with have become a huge part of myself and learning who i am#dont let them do this#please#i cant breathe when i think about this#kosa 2024#kosa bill 2024#STOP KOSA 2024#PLEASE WE NEED YOU#pinned post
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Joel meeting Ellie: *slams her into a wall & threatens to shoot her*
Joel five minutes later: *kills a man w/ his bare hands for threatening to shoot her*
#the military guy: *points a gun at ellie*#joel: HEY >:/ ONLY I CAN DO THAT#this show's gonna be fun i can tell#cant wait for them to be such a borderline unhealthy co-dependent father-daughter duo <3#theyre already getting there#im sooooo not normal about them already and they only interacted for like. ten minutes so far#the show is so good and everyone's acting is on point#the last of us#my only issue is that THEY TOOK AWAY THE FUCKING SPORES.#THE THING THAT MADE THE LAST OF US UNIQUE FROM OTHER ZOMBIE APOCALYPSES#ohhh noooo they have tendrils in their mouths oh so scaryyyy#WHERE THE FUCK#ARE MY SPORES????#what's gonna be the big threat about the bloaters now huh? i guess there's no inherent threat of existing in heavily infected areas huh???#i guess we dont get a scene of ellie breathing in spores and joel being Not Happy about it hmmm???#'auogh oh nooo we dont want to occasionally obscure our actors facessss noooo'#COWARDS. THE LOT OF THEM.#it would have added to the show actually. it would have been sick as fuck. so unsettling. so immersive.#gonna die mad about it tbh#like sure the visuals are gonna be cool and the cordyceps concept still rips#but the infection spreading just by biting... thats so painfully normal. thats just another zombie show#its still an amazing adaptation and im obsessed but :/ cmon man#if there was One Thing to get right. the spores wouldve been it#PLUS IT WOULDVE LOOKED SO AWESOME. THEY COULDVE DONE SO MUCH W IT
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FINALLY SOMEONE WHO SHARES MY INTEREST IN F1 ARLE😭 I have like this storyline with her and my oc but I’m happy to share it on here🙏🏼 imagine reader being one fontaines research institutes most promising scientist who recently made a groundbreaking invention, which is a gravity field generator that can be used on water, which now is requested by the formula 1 hq to be used in the upcoming grandprix on the cars. So reader gladly accepts the request, and quickly comes up with a plan which they introduce in a conference meeting with all the racing teams and their strategists. The plan includes them having to measure each racer in a private session so they customize the generators based on said measurements, in their underwear ofc🤭 and poor Arle can’t help but think all the time about how their pretty lips would feel around her dick and how good their cunt would swallow her length as she drives in and out of them which each thrust🥰 bonus points if reader notices the bulge slowly forming in her pants! OKAY TY FOR COMING TO MY YAPPING SESSION (this is my first time sharing something on her btw so im new!)
WAIT ANON UR BRAIN ??? HORKNEE ASIDE THIS IS SUCH A COOL CONCEPT WTF F1 ON WATER IS CRAZYYYY I LOVE IT
holy fuck, imagine like tracks that go under all the bridges in fontaine... anti-grav tracks that get the cars near vertical like some REAL redbull shit. dude, the engineering implications are literally so interesting to think about, like does each car have its own gravity generator? what would be added to the cars for movement in zero-grav? probably some form of thruster? what could be taken out of the car now that zero-grav is a thing? good heavens i'm going to be thinking about this for DAYS anon you fucking cooked holy shit
#sev.responses#f1au#sorry i cant focus on the horknee rn anon like i NEED to pick ur brain about this#how do the firesuit designs change? do the helmet designs change as well to incorporate special underwater breathing machinery in case the#cars capsize? holy fuck then maybe only vision holders can become racers because they are not at risk of drowning in fontaine#i'll reblog this later focusing on the horknee but man this is so cool like actually this is so fucking cool
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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i think id like arcane like way more if it was a novelization
#ive been trying to gather my thoughts on this show for weeks i cant pinpoint how it misses the mark for me exactly#maybe its the large cast condensed into such a short amount of time?#but idk i felt like it implied heavily on insisting certain dynamics rather than actually developing them#like i kind of hate the time jump genuinely#i hate vi spending so much time in prison alone and angry and we dont get to like. see it#she just comes out as basically the same cocky cool girl with a soft interior#i kept joking about how she still had eyeliner on while locked away but thats not even really an issue its just like#shes following character beats. rather than BEING a character#the show needs her to bond with cait so they throw in a 'bandaging your wounds' scene and bam theyre in lesbians#it kind of shocked me how little time it felt like they had spent together. was it like two days#not even counting the time they were separated when they met ekko#and to be clear i feel like vis IMMEDIATE and intense attachement to a girl she literally just fucking met could be interesting#but the story doesnt sit with it#anyway uuuh idk i think there was just a lot of stories it needed to tell in a short amount of time#and i didnt become attached to any of them#they werent poorly told it just wasnt Enough i just always wanted More and dont have the energy to like#hyperanalyze a 2 second gif of vi breathing#simply put the show is not for me a book would basically deliver on the same story communicated with more intimacy
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"fnaf is the scariest game ever" "no its silent hill" "well i think its resident evil" everyone shut up!!!!!! youre all wrong. its actually zack & wiki quest for barbaros' treasure (on the nintendo wii) but only the level "keeper of the ice". that level scared me so bad as a kid and you can tell because its the only individual level i remember the name of off the top of my head. like there is nothing scarier than a) being chased and b) being on a time limit. and you know what this level has? BOTH OF THOSE. this level is still scary to me im like AHHHHH!!!! and then i die
#i had to google horror games after i thought really hard for silent hill and fnaf#because like. resident evil is just not a horror game in my mind... its just cool zombie game...#to be fair though. the only one i actually played a portion of was re6 which is probably the least scary one in the whole series#anyway do the kids still find silent hill and fnaf scary. i dont know.#well the former id say yes given how prevalent ps1 horror has been in recent years#fnaf i have no idea. im a massive wuss so its scary when i play it for myself#but watching someone else play them especially when i know them well isnt scary#and ive watched fnaf videos for YEARS#so i dont know. (old man voice) these damn kids... back in my day we watched markiplier scream at freddy fazbear and we LIKED it!#anyway its objectively a horror game and thata literally fine thats all i needed for this post#MY POINT HERE. my point here#IS THAT HIT ZACK AND WIKI LEVEL KEEPER OF THE ICE. IS SOOOOO SCARY#its not that scary but i see tjat level and im like 3 years old making my mom play this level for me again#and for the record yes me and my sister really did make our mom help us with z&w#she remembers helping us with frost breath the most because we like did notttttt get that one at all#and she could never remember how to do the mirrors based on what combination of stands is there (because tjeres like a few variations)#so she always had to look up a guide 😭😭#my poor mother on fucking gamefaqs or something in like 2010... legends only#anyway if you have no idea what level im talking about (any of my oomfs reading this that isnt end) (hi end) PLEASE look up this level#and i need you to think of like a 5(?) year old making her mom play this game.#this aforementioned child is still a massive wuss as an adult btw. some things never change#anyway watch that level and think about how someone like me. whos already a scaredy cat!#imagine how someone like me felt at age 5 possibly younger playing this level#I WISH I COULD LIKE CONVEY EMOTIONS OVER TUMBLR. why cant i attach a .emotion file to this post#anyway ramble over <- hes said that like a million times today#scariest level in a game ever...!!!!! FUCK that keeper of the ice bitch im GLAD he died#muffin mumbles
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OH MY GOD DEKU PTOLEMAEA ERA???
#OF COURSE it's bc someone hurt bakugo OF COURSE IT IS they are humiliating to watch#imagine pushing someone like midoriya to their breaking point. NOT cool shigaraki#sweet kind brave midoriya he's just a child he's the symbol of peace he's had enough stop stop make it stop stop STOP#i cannot accurately convey how stressed i am watching this im basically binging season 6 in a single day bc i cant stop#im sat bolt upright both hands over my mouth barely breathing over MY HERO FUCKING ACADEMIA#mha#mha spoilers#hella watches anime
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ashara is going to have the most embarrassing beef with taash fire breathing reaver dragonage . it will never ever be reflected in any gameplay jnteraction but believe me the beef WILL be there and it WILL be stupid
#oc: ashara#fire coded reaver blooded dragon enjoying elf meets fire coded reaver blooded dragon enjoying qunari. lets fucking go#honestly just from what we know of taash personality-wise i think they SHOULD get along. in theory#in practice tho ashara would be too jealous and affronted that someone else can BREATH FIRE and she cant#like what the fuck. my ancestor drank a shittonne of dragon blood#and all i got was these burn scars and this lousy mental illness :/#ashara by this point is probably going to inspire fear and awe in Most reasonable ppl#but i do think thats offset by how pissy this is going to make her. ''oh so now everybody's doing it huh. well i did it before it was cool'#< person who commands armies who is now cross armed and sulking in the corner like a 15yo#NGNDNFKDKF
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I feel like a sickly Victorian boy with the plague begging my mother to see the sun one last time before I pass
#if you didn’t get it#I’m sick#sick as hell#sick as fuck#and not sick in a cool way#i cant breathe#help
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oh my god i've had such a shitty weekend that in order to cheer me up, my dad fixed my computer and now i've been distracting myself with baldurs gate 3 to feel better
BUT NOW THAT I ACTUALLY CHECK SOCIAL MEDIA YOU'RE TELLING ME THAT OFMD S2 TEASER IS DROPPING TOMORROW?????????? HUH???????????? WHAT NOW?????????????? OH MY GOD???????????????????
#personal shit mixed with the usual metnal ilnes had me cooped up distracting myself with baldurs gate#cant believe i almost missed being able to witness ofmd teaser happening IN THE MOMENT#fuck that will definitely breathe some life into me holy shit#im SO fucking ready#like a part of me hopes it doesn't spoil too much but i also want like. a Substantial amount of footage of season 2 shdjshsh#and also now that my computer is fixed and im FINALLY moving into my apartment tomorrow i can make gifs lol#definitely gotta cool it on the baldurs gate or yall will never hear from me again that game is ADDICTING#anyways it's late im gonna sleep i just checked twitter real quick before going to bed and noticed the teaser announcement lol#emily.txt
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#truly i have too modes. so fucking busy i cant breathe. cant think without a muddled lag. feeling motion sick as i walk#a path ive walked a thousand times over. or not busy enough. without thr pressure i revert to a liquid state and spill across the floor#i cant seem to do anything. at least when im busy i cant feel how miserable i am. at least for a little while bc i have to focus#idk how to find a balance. it always seems to be all or nothing. outside my control but directed by my control#ugh. after the month ive had the misery's caught up with me. also i havent been sleeping enough#i felt horrible all day in the lab ans i was like. i mean maybe its low bloodsugar? but then when i went home i felt 1000 times better#which is. ya kno understandable but not great#idk i can just feel the anger leaking out from under my skin. ive made the system unlivable. now im suffocating on the echo of pain#and i feel bad bc it must b all over my face. bitterness simmering in my words#i met with my boss today for a delayed meeting of a delayed meeting and showed her some preliminary data. she was excited and asked what i#felt abt it. and i dont feel anything abt it. nothing. i dont care i dont care i dont care i dont fucking care#set my datasheets on fire. burn them to ash. i wouldnt feel anything#and im sure some of that sentiment came thru bc she later texted me to reiterate how cool the data is bc no ones done a study this#extensive ans i dont kno how to reply bc again i dont care. theres no breathing enthusiasm back. that dim light has been extinguished. i#look forward to never having to think abt it again.#whatever the more pressing issue is that i cant get my brain to function enough to save me from the other problems i have boiling over#just me sabotaging potential future happiness from where i sit unhappily in the present#annoying. ugh i need to sleep.#unrelated
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#my thing is always gonna be this#how are you upset with me because im trying to have a boundary???#how are you upset with ME that YOURE ALWAYS OVERSTEPPING MY BOUNDARIES#like yes i babysitter im a babysitter but you cant expect me to babysit just cause you need a babysitter!?? like what??!#“oh we needed to go to another church and the kids didnt wanna go” okay?? so you just dropped them off without saying anything to me??!#you didnt even ask if i could you just assumed i would cause im home??? like i dont deserve a moment???#like im not a parent#i dont have any kids and i definitely dont fucking plan on it so why tf do i feel like a single mother in my day to day??#why do i never have any free time to myself why is my free time volunteered to making sure children are supervised??!#“well since you decided this im just gonna come get the kids” yeah im within my fucking right so why are you phrasing it like im wrong#god ive never been this frustrated that im fucking crying like can i have some fuckinf breathing space AWAY from other ppls kids#blymi rants#update:: my sister did in fact come and get them#and told the kids “yall cant stay home cause auntie doesnt feel like watching yall”#definitely feels like shes putting the blame on me cool cool cool#just peachy.#love that for me lets make it MY fault whatever#god i really cannot catch a fucking break#and trust and believe im gonna have to hear some stupid ass better than thou speech about how i need to help out my sister#“because shes a student a mother AND working” as if any of those choices are my fucking concern yep wonderful#especially for a sister. that while i love her. feels entitled to peoples help because shes “going through so much”#and now i cant even fucking relax or draw or write because im so fucking pissed#which is why i wanted the afternoon to myself ANYWAYS so no matter what the fucking days a goddamn bust for me regardless
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Simon: Did you just say you put the toaster in the bath?!
Sebastian: No I accidentally called the toaster a bathbomb.
Simon: .... I mean: you're not wrong.
#incorrect ace attorney quotes#sebastian debeste#simon blackquill#tw: suicide#tw: suicide implication#its not bad but rather safe than sorry#source: kabhaal#listen do me a favorite imagine in your head simon losing his absolute shit over this#reaching new pitches in hysterical laughter that no one imagines could come out of him#to the point where its so contagious that Klavier is half over the bench fucking cry laughing#in a matter that makes it sound like he forgot how to breathe#-a favorite- DID YOU MEAN A FAVOR#for fucks sake#its no wonder I vibe with Sebastian like its cool my dude I cant fucking english either its fINE#I hate that I cant transcript the absolute manical laughter this caused in the short this is from fkekdnfksmskw
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Istg I'm banning opening the window in this apartment. I'm so sick of waking up and having to take antihistamines because I'm allergic to the air and my throat is swollen
#its not bad emough to cause breathing problems but i cant sleep with ouchy throat that not even cough drops and my allergy drugs can help#im so tempted to buy an air purifer for inside too because god this happens every year#my mom is so obsessed with opening windows all day every day oncr the weather gets cool#itd be fine if i wasnt fucking allergic to it
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maw why are these troll accounts linked through my ex best friends STILL following me
#im highly convinced at this stage she was the one that made the fake accounts#the gas thing is is that she was mainly an online friend and had she kept in touch with me at the time she wouldve known i was in the#studio in college preparing for my assignment for the semester so i dont fail like there were specific requirements we had to get done for#that week... and you think i would have that time to make fake accounts if anything itd be you and your online friends#emphasis on online because you could hardly make friends or even get a job here so you got one back home#the saddest thing is that the memes can be funny but its just what they represent in this whole situation that sours it completely#dont get me started on her friend she is honestly so polarising even from an outsider's perspective#ugh it doesnt annoy me anymore as it did because at the end of the day it has nothing to do with me but the fact that theyre STILL going on#about it makes me think that her and her online buddies have nothing else to do apart from being with themselves constantly#i had that life but no way did i want to live that way in my 20s 💀#i fucked up before that incident but isnt it convenient when we hardly spoke for a month just for the ~fake account~ to appear to stop#being friends like as awful as it sounds but itd actually be a lot easier just to say you dont want to be friends#instead of dragging outsiders into it like you do best#the saddest thing is that she was actually quite fake even before she went down a permanent online rabbit hole#and i was aware of it but because i was emotionally vulnerable at the time i never cut her off since i really wanted friends to talk to#play that cool girl alty idgaf attitude all you like but it doesn't change the fact that you're superficial no matter how much you mask it#ugh im hormonal and i cant sleep but at the same time its nice to be able to freely bc not as many people use tumblr anymore#i block those accounts not because im offended or im precious about my image but they do spam and its annoying af so i dont want that tbh#having pictures with a school friend whilst under the same breath making jokes of their dead brother is not a good look 😬#i did fucked up things as a result of coping with trauma and alienation as a teenager but this is actually low?#im sorry but it does it screams fake and im pretty sure that the fake treatment was given to me when we first became friends#fake people rarely ever change#i have to get ready for work in an hour this was unexpected#might vent later because i feel like i can do anything on this godforsaken website#the shocking thing to them is that they nothing on me if anything the 'proof' she showed me almost exposed her and her crowd#i have deleted my fb account but i still have the screenshots somewhere
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Some vocaloid songs shouldn't be covered because too much is lost from a human singing it and sometimes vocaloid songs shouldn't be covered because every single damn person who tries gets the vocals fundamentally wrong
#rat rambles#this is a joke but also non breath oblige Im so sorry sweety I understand you at least (vocally)#ofc I dont actually care how ppl cover it I just find it funny how so many ppl take such an overly soft approach to it#also Im pissy that I cant find any covers that just fucking scream it by the end gmdjdndkd#honestly. I kind of wish that the sekai cover was actually good cause god I would kill for a good ena solo for it#its not actually that bad buts very eh to me. like yep thats sure a cover#tbf at least they didnt whisper the part™ like a lot of ppl do buttt they still hold back too much for my taste#also sorry but miku drags down the cover a Lot in my opinion#but yeah non breath oblige my beloved one of like 3 pino songs I actually like fjgndjfndh#and one of them is the world hasnt even started yet and Only the wxs version the original just sounds so lonely to me dnfkfbshd#but yeah one of my favorite parts of non breath oblige is how the vocals starts out soft and then insensify over the course of the song#so seeing that in so few covers is saddening 😔#I live in a sad world 😔 (has ideas for cool cover stuff and imediately expects someone to have done it by now)#blows a kiss to rabu ka one day someone will make a version with funky instrumentals and then I can actually listen to you more
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