Being respectful to the thinks I want
It has been a long while since I have been writing my blog in English.
I think it’s yet too early to do English writing since I start to feel kind of a anxiety? Or uncomfortness using English writing articles.
Maybe because of the pressure of writing my story with Hank? And it ended up badly? Which hurts my feelings for now?
Yeah… I am going to find out other guys which I think will fit me better.
Then someone in my head asks me again, “Will there be other guy who is better than him?”
Then she/he continues, “Why don’t you make yourself better? Your grade, your appearance, your personality, your friends… You can make yourself look valuable than it is now.”
But… I want to take rest for now…
“Then, it’s your greed to want him. You are just being stupid if you try nothing to make yourself better but wants him to go out with you? You know, you won’t get him if you have nothing better or excellent than what Elizabeth has. You need to know where you are, and what you can do, and figure out the situation given and try your best to get what you want if it’s what you really want to get. You are doing nothing and just hoping to get things for free? Don’t you think that’s stupid? And even if you get those for free, it’s not being respectful to the ones you have received. You won’t appreciate the things you have got, and that’s more terrible than what it was before. If you want him, you gotta choose…
1. Try your best to take him
2. Give up without any hesitation or stickiness but in a cool status
If you don’t want to try, or not apt to try, give up like as you don’t even give a shit about him, and don’t fucking care whether he dies or something. DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!!
Yes sir.
Now I see what it really looks like to have a courage to fail.
It doesn’t mean you randomly fail for multiple times but try your best to gain something with all the posibilities you can make while you take the posibility to fail with all the embarrassment.
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we're gonna freeze in darkness this winter and no one fucking cares
it's only June but our energy infrastructure is already severely fucked by russian attacks and it will only get worse
worse than before
the whole country descending into the stone age worse
and it still won't be an escalation as long as it's Ukrainian lives that are at stake
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Thank you cass, your series has really created such a happy little fandom that I find is not my safe space. You have inspired thousands of artists and if it weren’t for you. A lot of people wouldn’t be where they are now. I’m excited to see what else you make, rise or not. You’re an incredible person and I’m glad I was able to follow along this comic. It truly gave me something to look forward to.
Thank you, cass
‘I’ll be grinding a conclusion animatic…
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i'm leaving
After over two years in the fandom, I think I'm ready to go.
I've watched this fandom grow and rise to heights that I'm sure a lot of us didn't expect it to, and I've watched it fall the same.
The fandom feel is completely different now. I'm different now. I'm scared to post things. Im scared to interact with people. And it has become clear to me that: I'm not that mentally okay anymore.
I've gotten so much more anxious in these past two years, and man, it is taking its toll.
So I'm taking a step back.
With finals ending and the summer right around the corner, I think it's a pretty good time to try and remove myself. I haven't been posting as much lately, and my hyperfixation is on life support of fic and fanart.
I may be back at a later date, but I'm not quite sure at the moment, but for now, I'm gonna be leaving.
Thank you.
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