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hofudlaus · 2 years
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Does anyone have any good resources for dealing with anxiety and perfectionism regarding art(and life in general)??
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firstofficerkittycat · 2 months
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hey. hi hello. what gave u the right to make the most gut wrenching video ive ever seen in my entire life (star trek is about the sixties). how dare you. you changed my life.
Okay !💖yay
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dizzybevvie · 11 months
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HOPES FOR TOMORROWS EPISODE CUS IDK WHEN IM GETTING IT AND I MAY HAVE TO BLOCK THE TAG:
plot will follow Lucius + Pete planning/preparing for their wedding, w lots of parallels (and differences) to Ed and Stede's relationship
More Lucius love advice !!!! PREFERABLY Ed + Stede both go individually to Pete + Lucius and ask about their relationship etc etc (Also maybe parallels to the Mary scene)
follow-up on Olu/Zheng plotline in some way
I thought Buttons would officiate but obviously hes currently...... not available
bonus points if Fang or Izzy is flower girl
Izzy and Stede are officially friends
Izzy has some weirdly homoerotic moment with Ed Lucius or stede, this ones a given
Maybe Lucius will go (reluctantly) thank Izzy for making him move on / giving his love for art and life back eventually leading to him proposing?? and they can be friends?
The Prince guy is there who fucking cares Lupete wedding
Lupete wedding absolutely goes to shit (maybe the real wedding is the friends we made along the way)
CAKE. TOPPER. MOMENT. (bonus points if izzy wittles them)
Buttons the seagull saves the day somehow
ik this is unrealistic but i just want this ep to focus on the stuff going on on the ship rather than the villains
i have no idea where theyd fit this but like. parallel to the "The Chain" sequence with the foot touch. itd just be nice is all
Me, the viewer, dies in violent conflict
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dracolizardlars · 7 months
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Yoooooooo just had my first "I can literally only find one other copy of this for sale in the entire Internet" experience with my dad's books! Let's fucking go! That's so cool! (and ours is in slightly better condition than the singular one available HA)
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catboyfurina · 7 months
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One of the really irritating things about that 'oh QPR is just friendship, clearly you've never had friends, lmao loser' discourse is that (and there are many irritating things this is just one of them) even in QPRs that ARE just friendships with a new fancy label.... like...? There are many kinds of friendship that people just have because it's easier than not. And there are friendships that you think are going to be incredibly lasting, but then they date someone new and suddenly you're no longer a priority. The QPR label lets people attach an intentionality and priority to their friendship that really is not guaranteed..... like also not every QPR is this way etc etc but even when it is Just Friendship T M its still like entirely reasonable to want to use that label to signify that it isn't casual
#beeep#like this isnt to say casual friendships are BAD but for alloros its kinda like. there is a typical way to denote a relationship#is intended to be very lasting and very stable and it has its own special word and its normal to look for it etc etc and#like why are u begrudging aros the same thing. just cus they dont wanna kiss??? ridiculous#<-guy who was having Emotions about how boyfriend is a really nice label cus it lets me know its On Purpose and not just Convenient#but like yeah. idk if im arospec or not im kinda giving up on the having a solid orientation thing cus thats hard but... the knowledge that#your loved ones will move on and find someone they love the most and then in the future youre nobodys priority and u cant blame them but it#hurts. well thats really scary. like constant unrequited love but nobody understands because the unrequited love is friendship and they lov#you like a friend ! except they don't realize how different the intensities are anyway. this was a fear of mine when i was id'ing as aro an#it isnt an unreasonable one i think. also may have been somewhat sponsored by being the Convenient Friend and not ever a Best Friend but#yeah. in conclusion. even if a qpr is just another name for a friendship there is a REASON they want to use that term for it and its not#just lmao shitty losers. its because the world is really hard to navigate alone and people want to signify that commitment ! raaaaaaargh#anyway im probably not fully aro ive decided. like probably the cupio label is not correct like i previously thought. but i think that#people are ridiculously mean to aros and like. kinda treat them like they are stupid????? or childish??? anyway#turns out i may not be aro however i believe in their beliefs (i could elaborate more on that but i suspect im running out of tags)
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nerdie-faerie · 1 year
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I really have the two most useless love languages for long distance friendships. What the fuck am I meant to do with acts of service and physical affection?
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jrueships · 1 year
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pg really had THE wag jarebear on his show and proceeded to dish out all his personal onions on his teammates i 😭😭
#it's like watching someone try to therapize harley quinn off her love of the joker#pg does like. zero research 😭 im so#he just relies on his experience to help connect the interviews all interestin-like#but other than that u think hes gonna look into the PAST??? when it's not INTERESTING?? or CONNECTIONS??? no!!#that takes away from playstation 5 p!!!#if the podcast had a normal interviewer... i dont think 1 a lot of players would wanna come cus no duh no selling point#but 2. those that did would be bored#i mean normal interviewer as in like if pg didnt have the status and was just some dude who liked basketball sorry too late to edit#like he really banks on the fact that Hes Pg with alot of these questions/talking points 😭#that jalen green interview...#NOW I COULD BE ACTIN A LIL RUDE. my attention span isnt great so long videos arent my forte#i have SEEN seen em n certainly not ALL of the podcasts#i dont like listening to podcasts in general they scare me but#i watch a few while working out but thats sometimes bcs mainly i like music#BUT FROM WHAT IVE SEEN..#theres been some frequent disconnects that couldve been avoided with just a Little more depth#a Little more diving#good thing paul always has another podcast friend to help 😭 but pg LOOVES asking questions so#sometimes he just be chitchattin 😭#jarens eyes getting all wide when pg brought up d*llon LMAO#im ngl it's kinda entertaining LMAO only bcs it's for the better jarebear!! if pg thinks hes in the right (which he always does)#he WILL speak his perceived truth! they either hit hard or miss harder (..coughdameconflictcough) HE WILL NOT BUDGE!!#and he is actually correct with this one! someone had to say it jaren!! just sorry it had to be pg 😭#but if he pulled that with anyone else and their friend i would be a lot more uncomfortable lol idk#i love the concept of being messy but i could never commit like. i got other shit to do 😭 yall have fun
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sunnidear · 9 months
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rambling (deeply unserious tw)
ough there is just something so frustrating about how people write jealousy. there is something so frustrating about how an emotion derived from insecurity is played out as another person's fault. there's such just. a lack of anything interesting when people write it. if you're insecure about someone interacting with someone or someThing you claim to love then i'm going to assume you don't want to "love" at all but want to Own. and that in itself is an interesting concept conceptually ngl but that's not what i'm talking abt so who cares 🫶🏾
i see it all the time in fanfics and it's boring and lacks depth there all on its own– but at least it's. yk. a fanfic and no one really gives a fuck because it is never that serious. but then i see how people genuinely react to things like liking the same character or the same media and it's like. oh my god you fr live like this. you actually think love is an act of ownership. you actually are so boring you desperately need something Unique about yourself to cling to and so you decide to fucking gatekeep the act of loving something with everything you have. insaneeee
and!!! because i self ship i see this a lot (NOT calling out people who don't like sharing, if you clearly communicate your boundaries you're doing the right thing) and it's not even a matter of being okay with sharing things it's a matter of being Okay with the existence of someone and YOUR existence at the same time. how is it you cannot manage the idea of experiencing different perspectives?? how do you just fucking deprive yourself of that??? there's such a focus on "mine mine mine" that it just fucking implodes on itself and there's no...depth.
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fruitwanderer · 2 years
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I feel like more people should learn that there can be a LOT of grey areas with what is an isn't canon because just cus one CC says something doesn't mean it is true from another character's POV.
The only two series we know are fully canon for eachother (at least from my memory) are the Life Series and Hermitcraft. It's mentioned on several different occasions.
For Empires s2, the Life Series from what we know is only canon for Jimmy and maybe Joel who are either not heavily in s2's lore or are extremely lore-phobic. Scott might be linking them together like he did 3rd Life to ESMP s1, but I haven't seen any hints for or against it so I don't know.
Basically summary: Life Series is fully canon for Hermitcraft, but is in a weird area for Empires s2. Please don't claim they're all fully canon, not even the CC know wtf they are doing (affectionate)
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glyphcxre · 2 years
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@chaosmultiverse​ asked: 🔥
Unpopular opinion meme
   Okay this is more about my personal experience with the rpc here.
There are a lot of people in this rpc who say they are more open to aus/ocs/divergence than they are. 
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     Like i totally get being apprehensive and wanting to ask questions first, or wanting to plot things you are unsure of. But SO many people refuse to step outside of canon or will simply ignore anything that is outside that box. Its so difficult to get rp partners when you want to do something different nowadays. (This isn’t just in the owl house community but it is one of the few communities ive struggled THIS hard to get traction in.)
      Ive had so many instances where i try to do new ideas/divergent au’s and threads and people will drop it for canon the second they get a chance. I dont mind canon, and i like to try and accommodate canon. But I MISS seeing other people do unique takes and have their own headcannons outside of canon. Its what makes writing fun , seeing everyones different takes of a character. Nowadays it feels like people are TERRIFIED to step outside of canon (or maybe have a stigma AGAINST anything that isnt canon?)
                 Its just disheartening. I mean ive literally been vagued about/ sent anon hate because I DARE write canon divergence for Luz. && these ideas are something i put a lot of love and work into.
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sensitivegoblin · 8 days
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Vent
Tw: SH and su!c!de
#:(#another day of feeling useless#my life is going by and all i do is rot :(#i just want God to posess me with an Angel so i can be done failing my family#im so broken i need to talk to someone but my dad n sister cant help me :(#im just so fucking lonely and i treat therpy like a drug fix like im in hives waiting for thursday#my sister is too cold and my dad just...cant not say the wrong thing#i think im gonna have to SH to avoid a meltdown :(#i dont like doing it chs i get so fuckin itchy#but i have 0 outlet#....well#my therapist told me to use sex as an outlet#but i really dont wanna do that right now#s-x is about loving yourself and rn i hate myself so badly#sh just lets me open up cus im literally physical breaking at the seams cus of how much i keep to myself#its just not right to unload my stuff onto friends or helpless family#especially since my shit has no answers or hopr#i mostly just wanna be held#the only reason im not attempting to end it all is cus i already know what a burden a failed attempt causes#i xant watch anything or do anything without zoning out minutes later.....#all i can do is spiral and sleep#im just so fucking sad i hate this life i wanna start over i keep failing evrryone around me#i wanna be posessed by an agel so my soul can rest but my body can now actually take care of evrryonr#i dunno what to do :(#my dad says the hospital isnt a good idea but im so fucking sad n tired n wanna die#it feels like no one actually takes me seriously cus ive never sucessfully tried or been to the hospital#feels like my family thinks im lazy depressed imstead of very deeply depressed#everytime my dad says “youre looking for an answer thats not you.” or “i guess i gotta fix things without you” I WANNA FUCKIN DIE#i wanna rip my whole skin off n jjst die....thats how he sees me..#..
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dukeofthomas · 10 days
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Loved ur musings on btas (along with other stuff !) btas Tim to me is just some abomination of Jason with some tim ?? Characteristics that they've put that industry implant's name on.
Which was sort of basically confirmed so you'd probably love watching those eps too ! Just ignore when he's called tim ! That is not him LMAO
his design seems so good,,, i'll do my best to mentally replace 'tim' with 'jason' lol
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acidbathpuppy · 1 month
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genuinely i think its young people. not necessarily teens but younger people who do not have life experience outside of school and dont know what middle aged people Are Like
Yeah I think this partly as well, I've only ever seen like elder fandom millennials doing it or like early young adults who like you said don't have the life experience yet
Like I said there nothing wrong with it on a moral or creative level it's just weird to me like teenage characters are boringggg
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marsbotz · 1 month
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14 yr old egg maxime looking at gru who got hit with the transgender beam at age 12: why the fuck would i be jealous of him. im not. btw
#STRONGGGGGGG believer in trans maxime but SPECIFICALLY where he doesnt actually work it out fully until like. after graduation#i feel like maxime wld have gotten very caught up in the social heirarchy of the popular girls. esp w being so close to valentina#but he struggles with like. actually fitting in for a numberrrrr of reasons. being uncracked transmaac being among them#he says to valentina one day like ‘do u ever wonder what it wld be like to be a guy’ and shes like ‘hmm not really.’#and thats the end of the conversation for another year at least#what with maximes obsession w popularity and social standing ESPPPP during high school i think he wld very much try to smother it#for a longggg time.#i struggle to explian this sometimes but w gay transmascs who end up dating girls but. as a girl. but it happend to meeee. it happens i pro#but this is my maxime idea.#like he latches onto val cus shes genuinely kinda nice to him and shes like. the epitome of what he feels he SHOULD be#gru he actually likes but gru also reflects what he is trying to hard to push away#and so theres a lot of complex feelings that end up coming out as jealous vitriol#esp w the influence of the popular girls.#btw this is a personal thing but i dont like to rlly think abt transphobia etc in fiction. exceptttt for like personal arcs#like in my mind in most fiction and mostly like. kids media esp. its just not a thing like ppl dont care#but i do like using it for individuals#um so like. socially not an issue rlly but moreso w specific characters and dynamics#anyways anywaysssss. i fuck heavilyyyyyy w trans maxime it is so canon to me.#TRANSFEM VECTOR TOOOOOO. SHE IS SPECIAL TO ME#this is soft launching the shit ive been drawing just now but im soooo sleepy so not finfishing it rn#im so slowwww at drawing man BUT im getting better i think#also want to maybe draw smth from my dream last night but is maybe too weird. unless u guys fw transgender dream fuckery#btw completelyyyyy unrelated except its maxime but ohhhdiscobug sbae me. save me#so fucking epicccc i love it. they need to fuck NOW#sorry who said that.#no but rlly i heart their backstoriessss sm i feel they r kind of similar in that they wld be able to relate#that stuck in childhood kinda thing#bratttttttt. dude. i cant do this shit anymore#the concept is so simple but sooo painful#like ack he grew up being this one thing that got him attention and praise and love. and then he gets thrown away
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sixfeetumber · 2 months
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dear That One Guy at the Computer Repair Shop in Big City in my state. you don't know how bad you fucked up my computer.
like. your shoddy job 3 years ago is still causing irreparable problems. i thought id be able to take this high quality (and quite pricey) computer with me to college and now it's barely holding itself together.
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a-sleepy-ginger · 3 months
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21/6/24
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Had alot of fun drawing
Yuru camp
#happiness diary#happiness diary: june 2024#was real tired for the past few days cus i ran out of my antihistamines so i had to use the shop bought ones#and they always make me a zombie#still kinda getting over the tired cus the ones i use make me tired when i first start taking them but im more uh aware i guess now#also guess who got bad results from her biopsy and needs to get another one :)#third time my skin has tried to kill me and third time ive caught it before it can do anything#so its not as bad as it could have been#but still not great to hear yeah your skin was trying to kill you and we need to chop your arm again#also never fun to have the doctor say well talk more in the cancer appointment (cant remember what its actually called)#dunno why theyre calling it a cancer appointment thing when its precancer#like we stopped it so its not a cancer appointment#maybe i just dont like it#it was funny though cus the doctor on the phone was like have you had any other moles change#and i just was like its been only a couple weeks since you last saw me i dint think so#oh also they didn't bither trying to phone my mobile tgey went straight to the house phone#i mean i was waiting for the phonecall since the day after my appointment and i was hyper aware of every sound that could have been made#by my phone#but when the house phone rang i was just like oh thats for me#but then my parents didn't call me through or anything so i just sat in my room like ...?#then later it rang again and again i was like its for me and sure enough my mother call d me through#it always sucks whn you just know#last time i saw the postman outside delivering letters to other people and my heart just sank and I knew he had the letter with bad news#it is funny though cus my dad thought the phone call was spam and thats why they didn't tell me#he was like look at the number its probably a mobile its spam and ignored it#which is what i did cus the nhs number looks like a spam number whuch is why i have it saved in my phone now#so yeah#im not happy about it but im glad i caught it early enough again#wonder if it wouldve been in situ if the doctor i saw a year ago decided to take it off then#wonder how close it was to stage one... guess ill find out
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