#cuz why doesnt she have them normally

[truly-graphite]

Theyre all so cuteee 😭

[oceanwithouthermoon]

long as fuck nails always painted with at least a clear coat club:

saiki kusuo

teruhashi kokomi

kaido shun

saiko metori

imu rifuta

nail biters club:

kuboyasu aren

yumehara chiyo

arisu makino

suzumiya hii

nendo riki

aiura mikoto (with fake nails over top)

(formerly) kaido shun

(formerly) toritsuka reita

(formerly) akechi touma

normal short nails 🙄:

hairo kineshi

mera chisato

satou hiroshi

toritsuka reita

akechi touma

[listofwhyyouloveher]

greaser gang wit a girl who literally only wears lashes n then ha greaser bf sees ha fo once w/out lashes n hes like all surprised seeing ha natural eyelashes ,

Summary: The Outsiders seeing you without your lashes Warnings: none Author's Note: none PONYBOY CURTIS Pony actually doesn't realize that you wear lashes, or at least it doesn't really register. He doesn't know that you can actually put lashes on and thats how he thinks they grow So when he sees you without your lashes he's actually so shocked, like "where did your eyelashes go!!", you have to explain and show him your lashes. He's mind blown when he sees, he's like "ooohhh," he tells you that he likes your natural lashes, but he also likes your normal lashes and asks you a bunch of question about them, like what they're made of, why you wear them etc. JOHNNY CADE Johnny's no stranger to makeup and such, his mother dolls herself up when she can. However, his mother doesn't use lashes, so its a new thing for him. He's always been curious to what you looked like without your lashes but he doesn't want to pry so he never asks until he walks in on you doing your makeup without your lashes on. He tries not to act like its a big deal but to him he's freaking out because he's never seen this before. He's happy that he gets to see you without them and tries to nonchalantly tell you that you looked good without them. SODAPOP CURTIS Sodapop has seen a lot of girls but most people prefer the all natural so hes never seen a girl with lashes like yours. And, at first he thought they were real. Only after a long day at work and you taking off your lashes cuz they irritated you did he learn they werent. He was so damn shocked too because he thought you ripped them off. He was like "woah woah what the hell?" and you have have to explain to him what eyelashes are and eyelash glue etc. eventually one thing leads to the other and you end up putting lashes on him lol. STEVE RANDLE Steve actually has a suprising amount of knowledge of makeup, no one really knows why but he blames it on the fact that he has a lot of free time. He's always really liked your lashes and compliments them a lot, he thinks they make your eyes pop and stand out. Of course that doesn't stop him from wondering what your real lashes look like. He's pleasently suprised by your natural lashes, he thinks they're nice and long like your falsies. He's genuinely curious about why you wear them because to him they both look good. TWO BIT MATHEWS Two Bit's only ever seen and interacted with the kid makeup that his sister wears sometimes, so he's also under the impression that your lashes are real because he's never seen a lash kit in his sisters bedazzeled makeup box. He actually stays oblivious for quite sometime and only notices when his sister asks you to do her lashes like yours and so you pull out your spare lashes. He's shocked and does a double take, he asks you what they are and you explain to him and he laughs it off, asking you to do his lashes next DARRY CURTIS Darry also knows a lot about makeup because he used to watch his mom do her makeup for church on Sundays. I'd like to imagine that Mrs.Curtis only used mascara but would use those tricks to make them really long and voluminous. One day you two decided to have a 'sleepover' and he helped you take off your makeup, (handing you stuff when you couldn't see because you had water or cleanser on your face) and that's the first time he saw you without your lashes. He doesn't make a big deal out of it at all but he does make sure to look at your face extra long to remember all the details about it because he thinks it makes you look cute. DALLAS WINSTON

Dallas doesn't really notice stuff like that, his mindset is he won't pay attention if you look good because then he won't have to worry about ruining his reputation and stuff like that. Genuinely he doesnt notice the difference between you with lashes and you with them off, he'll take a few moments to look at you because something feels 'different' but he wont know what it is. If you tell him he'll say "oh that's why you took less time to get ready today,". Don't take anything he says to heart though, if he's not jaw dropped at your appearance its because theres nothing odd about it, you're pretty and have been pretty since day 1, nothing's changed to him.

[dizziful-clown]

warning this is gonna be a ramble fest (tldr i love the woodwards a normal amount and every time i think about them i cry a little)

i love the woodwards so much. im gnawing at the cages for more content of them. they care for each other deeply but have trouble showing it. bill wants whats best for alice but it causes him to be overprotective and infantilizing. alice wants to mend her relationship with bill after the divorce but she cant open up without feeling misunderstood leading to her lashing out at her father.

starting with not your seed its the best hatchetverse song imo. not just cuz it sounds good but cuz it makes me depressed everytime. from alice saying she wanted to live with bill to bills adlibs during the song to the entire "why does it hurt to love you" section. after the song ends bill almost kills himself because he feels like her getting infected was all his fault and he cannot live in a world without her daughter. he doesnt go through with the decision but alice takes the gun he drops and shoots him instead (which is even more depressing after the events of watcher world)

speaking of watcher world they really get into detail how strained the relationship is between bill and alice. alice refusal to open up about anything and bills refusal to hear alice out ultimately leads to their strained relationship. AND THE ROLLERCOASTER SCENE URGH ITS BEAUTIFUL. bill trying to calm down alice from a panic attack and understand her interests is very sweet :((( and how they both break out of blinkys spell out of love. people mention bill breaks the spell after seeing alice having a panic attack but alice breaks out of the spell during her panic attack. who was once her kind father who would do anything to protect her was now chasing her and threatening to break her legs. she was probably thinking how her last words to bill were "i hate you." she was filled with guilt and regret cuz no matter how much she argued with bill she never hated him. AND ALICE FOLLOWING BILL ON INSTA AT THE END FUCK THEYRE SO SWEET. when alice looks at her phone he says he wont pry on her anymore just for alice to follow him ourrgh :((((((

[xanadufoyerwaterwheeljr]

⭐LAST OF US RANTING ⭐

Mostly about people being mad about Pedro Pascal dying and being superficial and annoying and weird

I feel like the people (that didn't play the games) seemed to only watch Last of Us because they're attracted to Pedro Pascal. They only cared about him during the whole first season. Which makes sense the story kind of does that to you? But I have seen so many people say now that Pedro Pascal is gone they won't watch. Joel would never have been that interesting to play as if he never had Ellie! If he just lost his daughter and then he was every other person whos lost someone in the apocalypse. So in turn the show is the same. Joel becomes an interesting character AFTER he has Ellie as a parallel to his other shit. And to ONLY watch something because you're attracted to someone and not even care AT ALL ABOUT THE REST OF THE STORY is crazy. I admit I've watched shows because I'm attracted to the stars, or if I see even a HINT of gay, but I don't stick around to things if im not actually interested? Last of Us has an insane story with crazy points and very real characters and relationships. Yet people are only watching because of PEDRO??

People simultaneously are NOT attracted to Bella Ramsey and don't like them and have preconceived ideas about them. (The amount of fucking potato emojis are crazy. It does have a lot to do with Bella talking about their autism diagnosis, but Bella looks so normal i don't understand it. Like they look TOO normal. Just a normal guy.) People aren't even hating on Abby now cuz Katilyn Dever is also conveniently hot. Abby was never HOT to the vast majority. (Dont get me started im a loverthey and Abby is my GIRLRRRRRLLL) she was too strong and "manly" to the gamer gooners. But I've barely seen any hate except that she DOESNT look like that. Make up your minds fr. She has a different strong vibe to her that's easy to read on her groups faces. No one is calling her ugly now or making fun of her manliness or being unrealistic, no one is as mad about her killing Joel they're all mad about her killing PEDRO. I love Pedro too PROTECT THE DOLLS !! YES MA'AM

But I'm not watching for him. I never played the game for Joel. I played because Ellie was a likable and interesting character. And the way she made Joel more of an interesting character. Their relationship and the exploration of trauma and being faced with that with head on. Joel has to face the loss of his daughter and move on by being forced to protect Ellie. And then being traumatized by losing his FIRST daughter made him think he needed to do everything he could to not lose his second daughter. Including killing other people and not giving his daughter free will or autonomy. (I do understand the perspective of him saving ellie it does make sense to save someone you love I would probably do the same thing) I loved the show making Joel just shut up and listen.

He seemed to be once again forced to face his trauma head on. Abby telling him what he did, how many people he killed, WHO he killed, the real lives that he took. You could tell he knew he deserved it. The show is such a great way to expand these characters flesh them out and make them REAL ASF.

I feel like if I was watching this story without ever having played the games I would be ON THE EDGE OF MY SEAT. WHATS GONNA HAPPEN. JOEL DIES!!! The last episode of season one really shows that Joel had no care, he didn't reason with anyone, he didn't give anyone a chance. He just killed them all and left with Ellie. Him killing Marlene was so insane to me. He was ruthless. Overtaken by his own grief and trauma. I think if I had watched that without the game I still would've understood Abby and WHY Joel dies and what that will do to the story. Knowing Joel lies to Ellie and you know Eillie knows he's not telling her everything. That really puts it into perspective. Ellie is the main character, the circle or trauma. The domino effect your trauma can have on other people.

This STORY MAN !!!!

[optics-anddesign2]

okay I had the strangest experience because I watched the first 3 episodes and went "this is great! a little silly but thats to be expected, no where near as bad as season 3" and then the last 3 episodes happened !! anyways

thoughts/take aways :

ty for letting them say fuck

aidan gallagher get out of the writers room and get a girlfriend

baby shark, seriously, that was at least 4 years ago

lila character assasination is CRAZY omg. she would never?? do anything with five 😭 her and five have hated eachother this entire time no matter how many years they were in a train station she would not get w his dusty ass

I dont understand how this happened except somehow aidan got leverage with the plot bc the GREENHOUSE?? SHOTS??? ARE LIKE IDENTICAL?? TO HIS WEIRD INSTAGRAM SELF INSERT FIC?? i hate this boy, get ur hands off my tua

also generally the way they have Lila act abt her family??? idk it feels like such a bland plotline to make her and diego hate being parents

the chubby jokes about diego are also crazy

the fives scene was so cringey 😭 i see what u were going for but it literally just gave citadel of ricks it was not good, and the rain man joke.

the plotline of klaus getting kidnapped was genuinely crazy to toss in there and play for jokes, they only acted like it was serious when the guy threatened allison like no he has been sex trafficking the hargreeves on screen for an entire episode

also while klaus being really paranoid of dying without his powers COULD have been a good plot line I feel like they did not do it well and it just ended up feeling like promoting his addiction

that goop ending was really weird, why'd they get gooped, what if they all died normally no goop involved, they window breaking shot was cool just have that massive monster kick their asses why goop

why did they imply Viktor is like treating all the women in town badly in the first episode 😭 viktor has NEVER acted like this. like please let trans men be GOOD men it doesnt men them girly to not treat women like shit

they act like sloan died and then never elaborated on it???

please explore why raymond left allison and fire aidan gallagher

klaus immediately going for the dog tags was actually rlly sweet almost cried

the two seconds of young apocalypse five were the best moments of the whole season

plot holes bc i was gonna be nice but you did this to yourself :

why is everyone calling it marigold like its not just random thing harlan came up with

"power up" THIS IS NOT WHAT ANY OF UR POWERS LOOKED LIKE UNTIL RN WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING

and fives jumps are purple??? for the reason of ??? ??? why??

and WHY THE HELL DOES LILA HAVE LaZER EYES. ALL THEIR POWERS ARE LIKE THEIRS BUT SLIGHTLY DIF/MORE POWERFUL AND SHES JUST GOT LAZER EYES 😭

why were lila and five living like they were in the apocalypse in that train station when they clearly could pop up and time travel around??? like go up take a shower, time travel to sometime with stores, buy some meat, why are you hunting rats, theres literally a deli in there

also they were in there for SEVEN YEARS and never saw another five until the last episode????

I also really heavily doubt it would take five 7+ years to figure out the train system

also the way allison pours the marigold directly into klaus' wound and it just works 😭 how does it work both by drinking it AND ALSO BY POURING IT DIRECTLY IN A MANS GUNSOHT WOULD

what? was going on w Sy Grossman ?? did we ever figure that out?? did they just kill him off and leave us wondering?? why did he say he was Jennifers dad? was he actually with the Keepers? was he just working for Abigail?? no fucking clue

one of the hargreeves (i think luther) called bens death the jennifer incident in s3,,,, but they did not know the girls name and also allegedly had their memories wiped???? okay,,,

also i thought sparrow ben KNEW jennifer already cuz he had her name in his journal or whatever?? but now he doesn't???

why was she in the squid 😭 ?

honestly im sure theres more ive forgotton but omg, that was not good 😭

[pepsiboyy]

idk if you take fic requests! but maybe a fic based off of Greek God by Conan Gray. like Matt or Chris pretend they don’t like yn where they’re around their sport (whatever sport, you choose!) friends. they all have a really high ego and are cocky. but there’s a tension between M/C and yn bc they used to be friends until M/C got popular but yn didn’t so now they’re not friends cuz M/C let his popularity status get to him. but they sometimes speak on the down low (M/C doesn’t wanna be seen talking to yn) they’re families are family friends which is why they’re technically forced to still talk every once in a while. but eventually the tension gets too intense, and well, M/C can’t handle it anymore and it ends up turning into a childhood friends to enemies to lovers type story 🤭 ALSO, YN STANDS HER GROUND AND DOESNT LET M/C GET HER THAT EASILY, SHES NOT JUST GONNA FALL FOR HIM INSTANTLY CUZ HE FINALLY STARTS PAYING ATTENTION TO HER!! thanks!!

GREEK GOD.

pairing: chris sturniolo x fem!reader summary: just read the request :p warnings: cursing, mentioned of alcohol, being drunk, use of y/n lol, angst (resolved sorta) a/n: THANK U SO MUCH FOR THIS REQUEST!!! i hope it's what you were looking for, i spent a lot of time trying to make this work :") thank you so much for the request!!

i stood at the edge of the ice rink, my hands clasping together with high hopes.

i came to cheer on matt and chris, with nick seated beside me as he scrolled through instagram and snacked on some chips that he brought.

nick was my best friend, without a doubt. i told him everything. matt was one of my comfort friends. someone i didn't talk to as often as nick, but enough to where i feel fully comfortable talking to him about whatever may happen. chris, on the other hand...

chris was chris.

it was hard to describe the dynamic the two of us shared.

chris and i actually used to be closer than me and nick, or anyone, honestly.

he would pick me up when i fell, give me some of his snacks and even a sip of his pepsi if i wanted. he would reassure me when i felt low, and even put me in my place if he knew i was out of line.

before we knew it, high school rolled around. freshman year was relatively normal, sophomore year too.

junior year he started making newer friends, but he also had a different lunch period from the rest of us. i'd only really see him when matt gave me rides home.

senior year rolled around, and chris was a changed person. ever since he made it to the varsity hockey team with his new friends, he changed. he claims it's because we "grew apart" but we didn't. he goes out of his way to make me look bad in front of his friends, or even act like he has no idea who i am. it kind of made me feel stupid.

matt being on varsity with him didn't help his case at all, either.

so, when i came to watch them play, nick would sit with me and i would cheer on them both, even if chris pretended to hate me.

so, here i am. standing at the edge of the rink with nick, who was now standing beside me as we watched the two we knew and loved. matt effortlessly weaving past a defender, sending the puck flying towards chris, who sent it into the goal and made it.

the sound of skates cutting through ice was sharp in my ears, and the bright arena lights cast a glow over everyone while each and every cheer echoed in the cold air.

i remember when we all used to skate together freshman year here, the arena empty and our arms all linked together because i couldn't skate for the life of me, on matter how bad i tried.

those days felt like a lifetime ago now.

you had all grown a lot since then.

apart, apparently.

"hey, y/n, what are you doin' here?" a boy from the team questioned, skating to the glass with a cocky grin. "came to see the champ?" he asked, referring to chris.

i rolled my eyes and crossed my arms, allowing my eyes to trail elsewhere. "just here to support my friends." i mumbled.

chris glanced over, his expression neutral, but there was a flicker of something in his eyes - guilt, maybe, or recognition of the unspoken tension between them. before i could look away, he turned back to his friends, laughing at some joke i couldn't hear.

i sighed and took a seat beside nick again, letting out a soft hum as i did. the familiar sting of hurt and anger was beginning to get to me.

the memory of chris and i being inseparable, chris changing, chris making fun of me to his friends, all of it. it hurt. popularity inflated his ego, and i always refused to be an admirer in his little fan club.

after the game, i found myself lingering near the exit of the rink. i typically waited for the crowd to die and the traffic to slow down before leaving. it was too busy for me.

the locker room door swung open, and out poured the hockey team that was riding out the high of their win. chris was among them, laughing loudly and tossing his hockey stick over his shoulder. we met eyes for a moment, and his smile seemed to falter. until he leaned to a friend of his and nudged them, mumbling something to make them both laugh.

"hey, y/n!" chris called out. "didn't think you'd stick around here. still obsessed with me or what?"

i stared at chris with a deadpanned expression. "stop getting me to stroke your ego, christopher." i bit back, trying to keep my voice steady.

this shit was annoying, really.

chris's friends snickered, and he shrugged it off, turning away as if i were nothing more than an afterthought to him. "whatever. let's get out of here."

the group moved past me, their laughter seeming to echo in the hallway. i felt a lump form in my throat, but i refused to let anyone see me get upset over something to miniscule.

i knew this version of chris was a facade, but that didn't really make it hurt any less. the boy i once loved and cared for deeply was now buried under layers of arrogance and bravado, and i wasn't about to let him off the hook so easily.

the crowd began to die down, so i gathered myself and pushed out of the door, making my way towards my car.

as i walked towards the car, i saw chris again, this time with his brothers as they leaned against their minivan and talked about the game together.

for a moment, chris looked up, and our eyes met. there was a flicker of something in his gaze - regret, maybe, or a silent apology - but it vanished as quickly as it appeared.

he mumbled something to his brothers before he kicked off and made his way towards me.

"need a ride home? matt can take you." his tone was casual, but strained.

i stared at chris for a moment in disbelief, before quickly shaking my head and sighing. "no thanks. i can manage."

chris opened his mouth as if to say something, but then closed it, looking away. the silence between us stretched, and it filled with all the things left unsaid.

and with that, i turned on my heel and began walking home.

saturday. the days where the sturniolo household invited me for dinner were so much fun, genuinely. they were an amazing family. and chris typically acted normal around her when she was invited over.

i pulled into the driveway of their home, smiling softly to myself as i turned the music down. i pulled down the mirror and fixed my hand, humming to myself before taking my keys.

i was wearing something pretty cozy, just a crewneck and some bleached jeans and converse. they were like my second family, no need to get fancy.

i knocked on the door, where matt answered and pulled me into a hug of greeting. "hi, y/n," he breathed and smiled softly before leading me further into their home, where i was met with nick, marylou, their mother, and jimmy, their father.

"where's chris?" i questioned, the words falling from my lips faster than i could stop them.

nick exchanged a look with matt before he shrugged. "not sure, he just said he was going to some hockey party for their win last night."

i scoffed and nodded, taking a seat in my usual spot between nick and marylou.

the empty chair across from me was honestly quite intimidating. more than it would have been if chris were there.

chris was always the one with crazy stories and conversation topics.

we sat in a comfortable silence, though, which i'm sure nick and matt enjoyed as they listen to chris every day of their lives.

"you're still goin' to their hockey games and cheerin' em on?"

marylou questioned, and i turned to her and smiled. "yeah, they're really great, actually." i smiled softly, and marylou nodded.

"i know chris has been on a bit of an ego train, i hope he's still been kind to you guys." jimmy mumbled softly.

i swallowed and rubbed the back of my head. "yeah, he's been great, actually." i lied.

nick and matt stared at me, but decided not to question it before continuing their meal.

but then my phone began to ring, and everyone's attention shifted to me.

"i'm so sorry," i quickly mumbled as i removed it from my pocket and immediately felt every bit of air in my lungs leave.

why is chris calling me?

i rose to my feet and held up a finger, chuckling nervously. "i'm gonna take this," i mumbled quickly.

i made my way down the hall and to the front room. "hello?" i questioned softly.

"y/n/n," chris slurred on the other end. "i- i'm at a party, and.." he trailed off before giggling to himself, "i might.. need a ride home," he mumbled.

i sighed, rubbing my temple in annoyance. "where are you?"

chris mumbled an address, hardly coherent. "can you... can you come get me? please?"

i sighed to myself. "why can't you get matt or nick or something?"

"they'll get pissed," he stated, a little clearer than the rest of his sentences. "i don't want them to worry about me." chris struggled to get the word worry out of his system, making me crack a slight smile.

"fine," i stated as i fixed myself, "stay put. i'll be there soon."

i hung up the phone and made my way back to the dining room, where everyone collectively turned to me.

"everything alright?" nick asked, and i quickly nodded.

"everything's good, i do have to go, though. i'm so sorry you guys. i'll make it up to you?" i smiled. "i just, um.. have to run."

they all exchanged looks before nodding and bidding me farewell, nick walking me out.

i sat in my car and typed the address into my phone, rubbing my forehead.

i didn't enjoy parties. they were loud, sweaty, gross and full of annoying ass kids. usually.

and as i pulled up, it was just that. a typical high school party scene - loud music, teenagers spilling out onto the lawn, and the faint smell of alcohol and weed in the air. i found chris on the footsteps, his head buried in his hands. i quickly made my way towards him after parking and kneeled down in front of him.

"come on, let's get you home." i said, helping him to his feet.

chris leaned on my heavily as we made our way to my car. i buckled him in and got into the driver's sear, the tension between us palpable in the confined space. as i drove, chris mumbled some incoherent words, his head lolling against the window.

"y/n," he suddenly said, his voice clearer but thick with emotion. "i'm sorry."

i glanced at him, eyebrows raised. "for what?"

"for everything," he continued, his eyes half-closed. "for being an ass. for ignoring you. for... for all of it."

i took a deep breath as i felt a mixture of sadness and anger bubbling within me. i gripped the steering wheel tighter, unsure of how to respond. "you're drunk, chris. you don't know what you're saying."

"no," chris insisted, reaching out and touching my arm. "i do, i've been a jerk. i miss you. i miss us."

i pulled into my own driveway, knowing chris wouldn't want to see his family like this. i would just take his phone and send them a text saying he was with a friend tonight or something.

i turned off the engine and took a deep breath. "let's get you inside."

chris stumbled out of the car, leaning on me for support the whole way to the door. i fished for my keys and unlocked the door, quickly guiding him to my living room couch.

as i laid a blanket over him, he grabbed my hand as his eyes locked with mine.

"i still care about you, y/n. i always have."

my heart pounded, but i forced a laugh, trying to deflect the intensity of the moment. "sleep it off, chris. we'll talk in the morning, okay?"

i brushed a few loose strands from his forehead and stood up, turning off the light and going to my room. my mind raced with conflicting emotions.

part of me wanted to believe his drunken confession, but another part of me was still so angry. still hurt by the way he had treated me. as i laid in bed and stared at my ceiling, i couldn't shake the feeling that things between us were far from over. and that this was just the beginning of a much more complicated story.

the sizzling of the bacon on the oven was comforting, in a way. i had an airpod in, playing some softer, but upbeat music to get me up and going for the long, long day ahead.

i turned my head upon hearing some shuffling in the kitchen, meeting eyes with chris. "morning," he mumbled, rubbing his eyes.

"morning," i replied, placing a plate of food with bacon, eggs and sausage onto the counter in front of him. "eat up. you'll feel better."

he sat down and started eating, occasionally glancing at me as i cleaned up the kitchen. after a few minutes of awkward silence, he looked at me. "look, about last night.."

i crossed my arms and leaned against the counter. "what about it?"

chris looked down at his plate, poking at his eggs. "i meant what i said, you know. but i was drunk, and.. and maybe it didn't come out right-"

"maybe?" i questioned, my voice sharp. "you've been treating me like i don't exist for months, chris. one drunken apology doesn't fix that."

he winced at my words, but nodded. "i know, i've been an idiot. i got caught up in... everything. the team, the popularity. but that's no excuse."

"no, it's not." i stated, my anger beginning to bubble to the surface. "you think you can just waltz back into my life with a half-assed apology and everything will be fine? it doesn't work that way." i spat.

chris stood up, stepping closer. "i'm not asking for everything to be fine overnight. i'm asking for a chance to make things right."

i shook my hear, my eyes flashing with frustration. "do you even realize how much you hurt me? how it felt to be ignored, to be treated like i was nothing?"

"i do now," he said quietly. "and i'm sorry. truly. i want to make it up to you, if you'd let me."

i looked up at him, searching his eyes for any sign of insincerity. he seemed genuine, his usual bravado stripped away, leaving only the boy she used to know.

"i don't know if i can trust you," i admitted, my voice softer now.

chris reached out and took my hand in his. "i get that. and i will do whatever it takes to earn your trust back."

he pulled me into a tight hug, where i gently hugged his waist and took in his scent.

i missed this.

"just one date. give me a chance?" chris mumbled, the smile audible in his tone.

i hesitated, my mind racing. part of me wanted to say no, to protect myself from his bullshit. but another part of me remembered all of the good times.

"one date," i finally stated, my voice firm. "but this doesn't mean i'm just forgiving you, chris. you have a lot to prove."

he nodded quickly, his lips curving into a smile. "i promise i won't let you down."

i pulled away from his embrace and smiled at him before turning to the sink and doing the dishes. "you better now."

as i did the dishes, i felt a glimmer of hope mixed with lingering doubt. chris had a long way to go to earn the trust i had for him back, but for the first time in months, she felt like maybe, just maybe, things could change.

[dhianawaini]

My opinion on why I ship

Silent Salt Cookie x Mystic Flour Cookie

》 I'm not the type to like shipping my own hear me outs with another character, only if I found it weird if they were shipped with my sona..《

》 》 Plus this is some bullshit I like to spill with you guys cuz hehgeha yes..... 《 《

[ Off topic: I mispelled " Mystic " with " Mythical " ]

To be honest, its just a simple silent salt cookie obsession I got when I first play Crk. I found it stupid that I already liked him after I found out like damnit 3 weeks ago..💔💔

In my own sake, he's going to be a man. I don't care of y'all pointing out that Silent salt if a woman or sum, gender doesn't matter first buddy.

I never meant to ship Silent salt with anyone else but I generally don't get it how peoppe shipped him with Shadow milk or Eternal Sugar. So I started my own canon x canon ship to ATLEAST cool me off.

The very first thing I noticed about them that they mostly prefer silence, seems like listeners to me. Especially how Mystic Flour is formerly have those soothing tone that I love the most, about Silent salt.. Imma assume he's mostly gonna say "..." in every conversation he got with another cookie.

The ship reminded me of Chess, a popular board game that is in my favourite list of myself. Mystic flour cookie being white and very innocent like hides a darkish secret behind her; meanwhile Silent salt cookie being black and seems dangerous but maybe, (just maybe) he have his own softer side of him.

Their relationship might just be a normal "Aroace" love or smth, I don't want to make them to like being possessive towards the other one or just more worse. I would LOVE if Silent salt being the protective from the outside but Mystic flour is SECRETLY the protective one from the inside. (She'll give you death glare, I swear)

Of course, Silent salt is the tall, muscular man and Mystic flour are the slightly shorter, chubby woman. (I LOVVE drawing women chubby, theyre cute for me. Silent salt getting free love-handles😍😍😍)

But I want to make a small plot twist, how about Mystic flour being the top woman and Silent salt is the bottom man here. I never really see much the dream guy getting protected by the chubby woman.. (To be honest, I'm not gonna draw Mystic flour being too chubby or smth, js gonna make her slightly thicker idk)

Silent salt seems like the person who only just giving warnings and threats, but he won't kill you. Mystic flour will ABSOLUTELY kill ANYONE who dare to do something weird to Silent salt. Hehahahh... protective wife over husband...

They basically started this "love" when they became close companions, though they doesn't show this emotionally nor verbally. Commonly either physically (light romantic) or mentally (for atleast to explain this idk)

I imagine Silent salt have scars on his face so that's why he wears a helmet to hide his true identity, (soldiers fhogjjns....). And since Mystic flour is a healer, she's there to cure any injuries that Silent salt received more.

Now, comes to the reason why I despise the other ship that were made with him.. Sorry to sound rude, it's basically who I am. I'll absolutely despises any ship that targetted towards my own favourite hear me outs, its stupid I know. And even if its canon x canon, I don't like it. It doesnt fit the taste of mine. Even this current topic I'm talking about, I don't fully support them being together; I made it just for fun.

Though I have to admit, Shadow Milk Cookie shipped with Silent Salt Cookie? No thanks. If he got shipped with others like Eternal Sugar Cookie or White Lily Cookie, I don't mind it. Kinda understandable but mostly to a no for me.

I'm a simper for Silent Salt Cookie yes. Have a thought to make a Crk oc but I have like 2 oc x canon on different fandoms so i decided to try and fit in with Canon x canon.

I like rarepair and SilentShadow is NOT rarepair, they're too overated and nonsense. Also can we normalized straight ships instead of dick x dick or boobs x boobs? I know I'm those yaoi and yuri biggest fan but now it doesn't seem like it.

Them getting married is.. uh. I didn't think about that happening between them, I guess. Its weird if Mystic Flour married to Silent salt, and everyone gonna be like "WHATT???", jaw dropped, eye plunged, brain exploded. ( I will not like it if they have a child, THAT'S NOT MY AU..)

A soldier x A grant wisher, oh awesome! I'll lick them. Heh.,..

Fact that Silent salt taste like salt and Mystic flour taste like flour, cookie is a cookie

A thing I made for them to be canon🏌‍♂️

[hijackalx]

KARLACH SFW HEADCANONS: 

 shes literally the least toxic out of everybody 😹😹 SHES JUST SO SWEET !!!! she loves to take care of tav, like after battles she'll have them sit on her lap while she dresses their wounds HELP !!! and the whole time she'll tease them with sneaky touches. she also likes to pick up tav, like spinning them around or throwing them over her shoulder is funny to her.

shes got a really innocent and childlike quality to her especially when shes in love like her and tav banter so often but its always lighthearted and sweet. and theyll play games with each other while traveling like who can throw the rock the farthest or some shit 😹😭 karlach would win normally but she likes to hold back so tav can win.

i also think shes pretty sensitive lowkey and its easy to upset her. she doesnt get mad though she just gets in her feelings and gets sad and distant. might need reassurance from tav sometimes when it comes to how much they love her.

love language:

giving = psychical touch and gift giving.

after not being able to touch people for soooo long of course her love language is touch. she literally cant get enough of tav, she almost always has a part of her touching them. i feel like she likes to wrap her tail around their leg when theyre talking lol like a cat. i can also see her being really excited to give tav items shes found or bought. all because they reminded her of them 🥰 her and tav should start a rock collection she'd love finding pretty rocks for them im crying can u imagine the party walking through the mountain pass and karlach keeps stopping to excitedly point out a rock to tav 😭😭

receiving = obv psychical touch but also acts of service? i feel like she doesnt ever EXPECT anything from anyone so when tav does go out of their way to do things for her it almost makes her cry lol.

shes also def as big and buff as she looks. like 6'4 pure muscle baby. she is a sight to behold. also feel like shes got bangin thighs and some booty too 🤭 she loves to sit tav on her thighs and do some nsfw things with them too lol

KARLACH NSFW HEADCANONS:

 okay so karlach i feel is very switchy. like she really enjoys being dominant and on top but she'll also be submissive and bottom too. she really just likes to do what tav wants. that being said i feel like shes rlly a giver like she just wants to see tav get off and it turns her on so much.

ok this might be kind of obvious but she will want tav to call her mommy LMAO like she loves it and she also loves when tav calls her that outside of sex its just so saucy eugh 😜

sooo into thigh riding like will sit tav on her thigh and bounce them or press her thigh/knee betwen tav's legs so they can grind against her like its her favorite OK

cannot get off if tav hasnt yet so how long she lasts usually depends on them. its that serious

okay. listen. i feel like karlach is more on the vanilla side AND I KNOW RHATS NOT WHAT YALL WANNA HEAR BUT YOU WILL HEAR IT ANYWAY !!!!!! like besides the mommy thing she just doesnt have that many kinks BUT she will participate in whatever kinks tav has so 🤷🏼

likes to wear a strap. a big ass gargantuan one too #prayfortavshole i also think shes prolly a lil dry normally cuz of her condition and all that...... but thats ok baby thats why we have lube 😘 (also LOVES when tav uses their spit as lube)

aftercare is very important to karlach cuz she likes to take care of tav already like i said before. like she'll clean them up and maybe suggest giving them a bath after 🥺 and she'll tell them how much she enjoyed it and all that

[crushedsweets]

Would any of the Creepypastas date anyone that is not connected to them (aka not another creepypasta or someone that does not know about slendy/ are unaffected), and if so, how would they manage their relationship and their usual life

yeah, i think a lot of them Would, but it would be very difficult to date when theyre in such severe situations all the time. so its a matter of if they Can or not.

tim, brian, clocky, liu, jane, nina are people who would(and do) date outside of the creepypasta group. tim, brian, clocky seek normalcy. liu and jane ARE normal. nina just has a lot of love to give.

toby, jack, jeff, kate WOULD be cool with dating someone totally not connected to any of it(jack would prefer it), but like....

jack, jeff, and kate literally CANNOT (or would really struggle) to maintain a normal, safe, non-slendy-influenced relationship because of the way they look or how severe their lifestyle is. toby would have an easier time because he looks/acts the most normal of them, but his life still revolves around slendy so it'd be a huge secret between him and his partner

ann would only want someone who knows whats going on but she's not looking for anything, and lulu isn't interested in dating bc. um. ouch

sally ben lazari dina are all less than 16 and dont date (besides dina falling in love with helen at 15) soooo

i think tim and brian would have to lie a lot to maintain it, risk a lot. clocky would just have to Omit Some Truths. liu and jane would be fine. nina could easily hide it, but she just loves to share everything. toby would have to lie and lie and lie to the point of anyone wanting to dump him cuz it's so bad. jack would HAVE to tell someone he's with cuz look at him. jeff might be able to hide the slendy stuff, but he's so...the way he is... kate just. has no shot if someone doesn't know why she's like that. ann and lulu also have no shot if someone doesnt know why theyre basically zombies LOL

[wpmz]

a lil concept/design sheet of the gangs' costumes for my deltarune halloween comic! :]

multiple paragraphs of yapping about it under the cut bc i actually put way too much thought into who got which costume lol

i kept a few things in mind while trying to decide each character's costume, the biggest of which were probably A) it should still look good when combined with their dark world outfit B) i wanted them all to be classic halloween monsters (so no other characters like mario or minecraft steve or w/e) C) none of them could dress as a monster who is another major character in ut/dr just cuz i thought it'd be a little weird lol (so no skeletons or ghosts for example) and D) i tried to keep in mind each character's family life/accessibility to a costume in the first place (so kris + noelle have the more elaborate costumes vs berdly and susie having theirs be more low effort/over their normal clothes)

originally i had sketched susie as a zombie/frankenstein sorta creature, but then i remembered susie calling kris the 'school zombie' (plus kris's general zombie-like neutrality) so i ofc switched that over to kris. had the idea that the dark world would make their halloween costumes more 'real' so thats why their brain is out in that one lol

didn't have too many other ideas for susie, as a lot of the ones i was having broke some of the rules i listed above. at first i was thinking maybe werewolf but i felt that the ears/tail might lean a little too cutesy for her, and then i was thinking maybe like godzilla-esque but didn't know how to do that when susie is already vaguley godzilla-esque by herself. i also wanted to keep her costume looking more low-effort due to her parents (if they even exist) probably not caring enough to get a nice costume. which is how we ended up at toilet paper mummy susie

noelle is a witch because i thought it'd be cute + i wanted her to be matching with catti (who i think would also obviously be a witch for halloween). her costume is the most elaborate (complete with matching candy pail), both because i think she'd like dressing up for halloween and well. the mayor's daughter certainly has appearances to keep up doesnt she? (also quite proud of her little shawl changing to look sort of like angel wings in the dark world :] )

berdly i also struggled with. my first impulse was to make him some kinda video game character, but like i said i kind of wanted them all to be more classic halloween monsters, plus i didn't really think any of those ideas would mesh well with his dark world outfit. ended up going with vampire bc i feel like its one of the more nerd-coded halloween monsters out there. i liked drawing his little fake fangs it makes him look silly

[cavejebus]

my adam playlist is about 20 songs now, so im gonna post it even though it is still a WORK IN PROGRESS!!!! ill add onto it when i wanna ofc, but i just wanna share a lil bit of my visionnn <3 expect a lot of linkin park lmao

some songs might not show up on the tumblr preview so i highly recommend going to the actual playlist if you have spotify!!

and batuta din moldova is there too cuz why not

below is a few categories and explanations for most songs!!!

ANGSTY SHIT

songs I thought either the lyrics or vibe had something to do with his angst... usually has to do with his background, during the trap, after the trap (whether he survived or not), or just headcanons :P

1. paper cuts - nirvana

"my whole existence is for your amusement", "why do they not try to escape?"

i THINK this song is about this dude who is like, in a really shitty kidnapping situation.... or something idk don't quote me on that :P it gives off the vibe of how it must've felt being in the bathroom all alone :( waiting for his boyfriend to save him :(

2. pictures of me - elliot smith

"you'll be the victim of your own dirty tricks", "i'm not surprised at all and really, why should i be?", "so sick and tired of all these pictures of me")

i like the whole pictures tie in.. the song isn't rlly about this, but some lyrics seem like how he would feel about being in a trap. like "I'm not surprised jigsaw chose me for this, my life is shit!!" ofc that would be if he knew who jigsaw was beforehand....... self deprecating shit yknow

3. given up - linkin park

"stuck in my head again//feels like i'll never leave this place//there's no escape", "thought i was focused, but I'm scared//i'm not prepared", "i hyperventilate//looking for help somehow, somewhere//and no one cares"

OK so first quote from this that I chose is like, how he sees his life as some useless "live to die" type thing, then the next quotes are how he realizes that he REALLY doesn't wanna die at the end of the trap. despite his whole "my life is shit I hate my job yadda yadda" talk, he still begs for his life once it's really in danger!!!

4. black heart - stone temple pilots w/ chester benningtion

"rescue me//(If you don't mind)"

lawrence......rescue this bitch....... ok but this song is mostly vibes, it can have angsty vibes :P

5. go with the flow - queens of the stone age

"she said, "i'll throw myself away//they're just photos after all", "i can't make you hang around//i can't wash you off my skin"

MORE PHOTO STUFF!!!!!! love it when it all ties in......... for the second quote its kind of a chainshipping thing... i cant make you hang around, adam goin "don't leave me!!!!" and i cant wash you off my skin, lawrence left his frickin bloody handprint on adams face.... oughh

6. and one - linkin park

"left all alone//far from my home//no one to hear me, to heal my ill heart", "it's too late to love me now//you don't even know me"

this song just generally gives angsty adam vibes, but the second quote is TOTALLY CHAINSHIPPING..... like they literally just met but already have such a connection since they went thru all that SHIT. but uh its too late for them to live a happy normal life together cuz lawrence never came back womp womp!! i can see adam sitting there waiting like "he don't even know me why tf would he come backk"

VIBES/STUFF HE'D LIKE

whether its based off of whatever tf he was listening to in his headphones that one time, or just based off of the time... i think his music taste would generally be pretty vast, while still staying around nu metal and alternative rock

1. one step closer, papercut, don't stay - linkin park

its 2001, hybrid theory has been release and is already fairly popular, i'd assume :P plus I think he'd favor linkin park since they've got a lot of complexity, as opposed to some mindless nu metal around that time

2. guns (are for pussies), down - 311

AGAIN with the rap x rock wtf!!!! he also like, cares about politics and probably trash talks all those gun loving dummies

3. brain stew - green day

who tf doesnt like this song... but it is about rotting in your room and he probably does that often <3

4. break stuff - limp bizkit

DO I HAVE TO SAY WHY I PUT THIS ONE???? ITS BREAK STUFF LIMP BIZKIT COME ON!!!!

5. the fear (flipped) - the shins

honestly have no idea why, but its giving adam!!! dunno what the song is about, but i glanced at the lyrics mentioned a bong and i was like "haha adam smokes weed"

6. tired of sex - weezer

he would like pinkerton, but i kinda only like this song off of it :P i don't listen to much weezer

7. blister in the sun, kiss off - violent femmes

i kinda just wanted to add in the acoustic sounding shit, but i do think adam would listen to violent femmes!! and you should too!!!

8. break it to me - muse

have y'all noticed that he kinda lied a lot during the trap? sure he isn't a good liar, but he seems like he's cool with lying for whatever reason... i just kinda picked this one cuz i needed to add some muse and the song kinda says shit about lying and stuff idk!!

CHAINSHIPPING SHIT

other than the angsty chainshipping in the "angsty shit" category, these just have cutesy lil lawrence x adam stuff <3 sorry to SHOVE chainshipping down your throat but whatever love is love

1. add it up - violent femmes

not specifying which lyric even though there IS one, i'm just embarrassed to say <3 but uh the only thing stopping them from making out sloppy style on top of john kramer was their chains :P

again, i WILL be adding more to this :3 but here's just my thoughts for now. im TOTES not just projecting my music taste onto adam hahahahhhhahahhahahhhaaa he's just so ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry if none of this makes sense!!!

[jennrypan]

The Rooster has more of a personality than Bee— also them annoying Gabriel is funny as hell.

..I find her parents annoying- but thats me with every adult in this show fr..so take that with a grain of salt—

Alya is such a queen. I adore her sm— “hey thats censorship!” I adore her sm. And the monkey is so annoying lmao. Gabriel is such a loser..Ima keep saying it— no wonder Lilas better than him, hes sooo- also..the ice skater guy is stupid. I really wish the show would..treat Hawkmoth like an actual villain so it would make sense why Chat and Ladybug are struggling so much. But maybe I’m asking for too much with a kids show. Idk.

Also great plan- slay, but they should’ve saved the reunion until after they got the kwami back but it’s fine— dont explain shit to him!!! And he—-took the lucky charm? It’s fine— ig. Anyways exposition- anyways just..redrawing his original shitty suit. Ugh—

Oh right. I forgot this season introduced an irrelevant character that people used to replace Alya..AGAIN. And yet despite having such an “effect” on Marinette we never see her outside of this episode. (Thank god for that her character design is just..marinette with weirdly designed glasses and longer hair. )

She seems to randomly snap at people a lot actually. Also..we just have..dinosaurs?? I forgot about that..this show has too much nonsense. Like..focus on being a magical girl series and not “What kinda stupid shit can we include in one episode.” Be fuckin fr— ..they can fly. Ok

Gabriel using his dead wives appearance for his digital AI isnt..weird or creepy at all..anyways— Also lmao I love Tikkis “Marinette..” lmao also So..I’m not spelling her name I’m lazy. Is literally just..Alya?? Get her tf off my screen. The season and its need to shove in random characters that resemble other characters is..a choice (..ZOE.)

Justified crash out ?? Lmao. I wish we got more of that when it mattered but anyways- kill the principal ig 💀 Kagami being so ready for Adrien to date Adrien despite her liking him herself is girls girl of her?? I guess is..the take away. Sure. And ew Luka- WEAR EYELINER !! GET EYELINER DAMN. Anyways- Marinette greeting him in Spanish is hilarious. Slay—

Luka and Kagami moved from love rivals to Adrinette shippers real quick. Thats..normal. Also I love Kagami being blunt and simple cuz girl stop making shit hard and deal. Damn. Also her using Luka to see how Adrien feels about her in..shitty. Like girl yall use to date?? Why would he wanna hang around to see how yall hit it off?? Be so fr. I adore Kagami. And Marinette is soo..she stands in her own damn way far too often..shes been like this for 5 seasons at this point (spoiler..it doesnt change.)

The way she would get on my damn nerves if I was Luka or Kagami..but theyre patient as fuck whereas..I am not. Get a GRIP. Fuck. “Feeling jealous 😏?” Lmao.

Also Andre is sooo GOD. DIEEEEEE. Death to you bitch, die. And we’re suppose to be think he actually tried to be a decent father?? He’ll be a good dad to Zoe?? Really. He neglected his daughter, abandoned her with her shitty mom and hes a pos mayor and yet..he can brush Chloe off and take Zoe?? ..okaaay.

“You can tell me everything” ..and she never does lol— anyways- I also forgot this season was full of Chloe bastardization to the max. Like..jfc. What kind of damn lucky charm is that—

[proship-confessional]

hey guys..... who wants a little (copypasted) ramble on why i think other people should ship kel x hero x sunny (omori) told to my friend who doesnt know anythimg about omori....

(everything in parenthesis is said by my partner cuz this is directly copied from our chats....)

ok so. kel and hero are brothers right. (oooh... im listening) and theyre fairly normal as far as siblings go. pretty close. however. heros girlfriend was sunnys older sister. and she. died.

and sunny? looks vaugely like his sister.

anyways so obviously. sunny and hero romance can form from that. like hero using sunny kind of as a stanmdin for mari, his dead girlfriend, and because he made a promise to mari that hed protect sunny. so they can like. morph into a slightly more healthy relationship, even tho its technically darkship already cuz heros like 19 and sunnys 16. mentally like 12 but yknow. (omg sunnt is me)

and kel and sunny. already have the starts of a romance. kels a bit obsessed w sunny... little bit. theyre best friends

and kel is like. sunnys only confidant during the game cuz he doesnt trust his former best friend. but kel and hero are brothers trynna go aftr the same person right

(ooh)

and like. sunny has no idea what a normal relationship is cuz his parents essentially abandoned him and he accidentally killed his sister and his former best friend is essentially a yandere. so like poly with them......

it eats right..... (former friend me fr)

hnnnnnnnnnnnnng toxic semi-incest underage something something comfort character.....

[nishibai]

the characters involved nishis story are mostly syobai and kinjo but i looove thinking about their interactions with character who theyre actually friends with. like Normal friends i mean

in the first game i think during their school life they would fall near the teruya/satsuki/haru/kiyoka group. somewhere around there. those four are especially goofy and i imagine that the socially repressed child that nishi is would probably like to have friends who arent too serious and let them be silly

in the actual kg idk how close theyd be to those four, at least from ch3 onwards. cuz the tension takes away a bit of the silliness. but they still get along with them

tbh im only saying this because i love mikako but imo nishi would also like mikako. even though they like to get silly with the other group, i think being around someone like mikako who can sit with them in comfortable silence is good.

in my nishi relationship charts i put rei as disliking them at first and then liking them later on. which makes sense to me. i think. i also made mitch dislike them lol. i only did that because i think mitch and rei (<initially) wouldnt like kids. other than those two, everyone else generally is friendly with them. though kizuna is neutral because i feel like. she wouldnt Dislike them. but she just doesnt know how to interact with them.

also to note. dra!nishi is 12 years old and fairly smart. theyre not like an illiterate toddler. but theyre definitely young enough for the cast to treat them differently (not in a negative way per se.. just. different. you get it)

in the second game nishi is actually friends with yoruko :) i think they would bond over having fuckass clients/customers to deal with at their jobs. in ch1 nishi would be helping her serve the food and drinks to everyone. also i think she would encourage nishi to have a bit more of a backbone. she may not be successful but she tries..

ive not expanded on this yet but i think nishi would be friends with teruya in the second game.. neither of them would really remember each other or why they gravitated towards each other up until teruya got their memories back. again idk.

generally theyre friendly with most of both of the casts. but these are just specific characters i have things to say about

[ddenji]

this is drawing some really interesting parallels between denji and nayuta (and makima). to me it's fair to assume the "nightmare" denji is talking about nayuta, and also makima by extension cuz he's referencing her past. the most crucial part of this is "you threw that all away when you chose chainsaw man" because makima did sacrifice any chance to be happy or have a family in her pursuit of chainsaw man. she thought chainsaw man was her only true equal and her only chance at having those things. however in recent chapters, denji is going through a similar choice & i think it would be fair to say the “nightmare” denji could be talking to present denji here too! he's realized that he can either have a normal life or be chainsaw man, and he's choosing the latter. especially cuz in the past like 2 chapters denji was pushing nayuta away to distance her from chainsaw man. and the dreamself denji seems to be reinforcing that choice, perhaps reminding him of why he doesnt “deserve” a family so csm is all he has. and of course, the chapter title “the old me” kind of strings this all together. the old denji that is the child who killed his father, the old denji that is the one who dreamed of a normal life, the old nayuta that was makima and the old nayuta that wanted to destroy denji. i just feel like this really tied them together again in terms of like their desires & how they get there & what theyre leaving behind <3