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writer-komaru · 2 years

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Panic Attack comfort (PREGAME)

characters: Mikan, Chihiro, & Kagehara

Reader: pink

(Warning- Contains mentions of : Chihiro is said using he/him pronouns. Needles, murdering, distressing behairvor, and content that should not be read by people who get easily disturbed by talk of needles, killing, and The dark. The only thing I ever want to do is comfort people when they feel as though they have no one who can. So please, heed my warnings. Though, if you do need this kind of comfort right now, please, read it as many times as you need. And always remember, these characters love you, even if they are not there to physically show you. I can’t stress this enough, they love you so, so much. They will always be your greatest cheerleaders in life. Please remember that.)

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(Happy late birthday, Mikan!~)

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» [the girl I have a crush on ] «

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“W-We’re here, sweetie. Are y-you r-ready to go I-instide?”

Mikan looked at you with her iconic meek expression, her eyes pooling with premature tears, almost expecting you to scold her or something even worse. But instead, you only looked at her with a kind and soft smile. She felt immediately at ease.

“Yeah, I’m ready when you are!”

Little did she know, you were far from at ease.

As you both got out of your car and made your way into Mikan’s clinic. And for a clinic, it was as big as, or even bigger than, a hospital! She worked here alongside countless other nurses and even doctors which she and the ultimate doctor trained themselves, with some help, of course. Ever since the new world program, she made it her responsibility to help heal people instead of hurt them. But, even though there were thousands of well trained health care professionals inside this big building, she honestly would rather herself be the only one to help you with your medical needs. Which brings you to your situation now. You have to get your yearly vaccinations, and your lucky to be blessed with the literal ultimate nurse as your girlfriend. But, you can only be so lucky. There’s a certain secret you haven’t told your girlfriend about that plaques your life every single time you accidentally see something in Mikan’s medicine bag or when you go to the doctors. And it was reeeaallly going to bite you in the ass.

Due to the fact Mikan works at the building (and even created it) you both walked straight into the rooms without needing to wait. As you sat down on the cushiony chair, the paper crinkling as you did, you felt your skin begin to crawl. You tried to faint your best “I’m definitely okay and absolutely not about to have a breakdown” expression to Mikan, who was opening her bag.

“A-All I need to do is a-administer a f-few vaccinations. O-o-only three today, thought! There I-is no reason to b-be scared!! I-I’m always c-careful to s-stay steady enough to c-cause it to b-be pretty much u-u-unnoticeable.”

You nodded, but the tremor on your body at the fact you have to have three whole fucking needles in your couldn’t be very unnoticeable. Mikan realized you were scared and slightly panicked.

“Ah! I-I-I’m sorry! I-I didn’t m-mean to scare you! I p-promise, I’ll d-do my v-very best as a n-nurse to make sure y-you are as comfortable a-as you can be!”

Reluctantly, against everything your body was telling you to do, you agreed.

She gently placed the needles next to you, along with a few packets of alcohol swabs. Your body froze. Just at the slight of those long, pointy, sharp pieces of metal made your body feel like it was being stabbed by millions of small, microscopic, needles. You began to shake again, more violently than before, but Mikan was too busy preparing the first injection. As soon as she reached a hand out to your arm, you let out a loud gasp and jumped back, luckily not falling out of your chair. Your heart was beating faster than a mouses’ as you began to hyperventilate.

“W-W-W-WAHHH!! I-I-I’M SO SO S-SO SORRY!!-“ she quickly retracted her hand, dropping down to her knees with her hands firmly together. “P-PLEASE FORGIVE ME! F-F-FORGIVE ME, READER!! I'M SO SO SO SO SORRY! I WON'T TOUCH YOU EVER AGAIN!!!”

“N-n-no I-it’s not you, it’s just…”

You bit your lip, slowly calming down at the sight of the girl below you, begging for your forgiveness almost pathetically.

“I-I’m really… scared… of needles.”

Her eyes lit up with surprise at your words. You weren’t scared of her, but of needles? But, needles are so small and they hardly ever hurt, especially when she does it. She mentally cussed at herself for saying those kinds of thoughts in her head. Now wasn’t the time to question, it was the time to relax you.

“H-honey… why have you never told m-me before?”

“I… I-I didn’t want you to worry.”

“I h-have to worry about you! It’s my d-duty as your girlfriend. N-now please, let me help you steady your breathing.”

After a few minutes of deep, calming breaths, you felt your body totally relax. Though, tears still stung at the corners of your puffy, red eyes. Mikan was quick to delicately wipe them away with a tissue.

“I-I’m very sorry about everything, honey. Do you want to get y-your v-v… um, things later?”

“….N-No…”

“Okay, I won’t do anything, or even t-touch you, until you are ready.”

You nodded. Normally, it would take a lot of willpower on your part to push yourself to stay calm so a nurse could just you your vaccinations. But this time was different. You didn’t feel like you had to do anything for the sake of others. In fact, it was the apposite way around. Mikan was the one who was making sure not to grab her needles and touch your arm when you weren’t ready and made sure to speak in a low, gentle voice. Maybe this time everything will be better.

“I-im ready. You can touch me now.”

“Y-you are? O-okay, I’m just g-going to clean the area with the alcohol swab. Is that okay?”

“M-mhm…”

“Okay, all clean. Are you okay? W-would it be too soon for me t-to pick up the n-n-needle? Ah! I-im sorry, I didn’t mean to suggest you hurry up! Please, you can slap me if you-“

“No, i-i-it‘s okay. Just please, don’t do it yet.”

Mikan nodded and grabbed the needle with skilled fingers, not moving it close to your arm, just slightly in the air.

“A-are you ready to do it? W-w-would you like me to c-count?”

You closed your eyes tight, tensing your body. At this rate, if she did the injection, it would actually hurt.

“Honey, pumpkin, please, l-look at me. Not the needle. It won't my hurt you. I won’t hurt you, I promise. I-I’ve giving thousands of people vaccinations so I’ve found the best way as to stimulate the nerves around your arm as little as possible. You will barely feel a thing. So please, can you trust me, even if just this once? I promise I will do my very best.”

With a few more deep breaths, you felt your body relax again.

“O-okay, you can c-count. I’m ready.”

“I-o-okay. D-don’t look while I do it. I’ll do it in 5….. 4…… 3…… 2…. 1….”

You and Mikan returned to your car. Your arm barely even felt sore from the injections. Mikan did even better than you had thought. It honestly did feel like… nothing. And you could tell by the look on her face now that she was putting everything she had into making you feel as little as possible. Her breathing was a bit shallow and she seemed to be a bit exhausted.

“Mikan?”

“Y-yes, honey?”

“Why not go home, cuddle, and watch a movie?”

“W-wha? I s-should be the one treating you well! W-when we get home, I-I’ll make sure to show you all the affection I-I have for you in my h-heart.”

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» [Icarus - Instupendo ] «

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On one late and drizzling night, you and your boyfriend, Chihiro, decided to spend your time together by staying up late to watch both of your favorite anime. After a few hours, the digital clock on your night read 1:46, signaling it was getting pretty late. But, you only shrugged it off and nestled closer into Chihiro’s embrace. This was your absolute favorite way to spend your time. Watching anime? Resting? All of these with your boyfriend? There’s nothing you wished for mroe than for more moments like these.

“Hey baby…. Yawn, It’s getting pretty late. Do you wanna go to sleep or watch a few more?”

“Hmmm, maybe just a couple. I love watching anime with you.”

“Hehehe, awww, you're so cute!”

Sooner or later, it had been a few hours after your first check in of the clock, but you were too tired to get up. It's just too comfy. Chihiro had already fallen asleep, while you were getting closer and closer to falling as well. The dim glow of the tv shone on both of your faces, allowing you to barely make out in your sleepy haze the delicate features of your boyfriend’s face. He really was the most adorable thing you have ever seen. Just as you were beginning to summon enough energy to move over and kiss him on the cheek, it went dark.

Really, really fucking dark. Like blackout curtains, solar eclipse dark. You could barely even see the covers of the bed right next to your face. Your body went as stiff as a rock, breathing growing ragged, and sweat coating your skin in wet, uncomfortable slick. Your panicked eyes darted around the room. Noises from the night rang through your head, echoing off of the shadowy walls and striking you through your heart. You let out a scream. You didn’t want to be loud as your sleeping Angel was right next to you and you knew he needed the sleep, but all your thoughts and inhibitions had left you as soon as the TV had powered off. Your frantic body shook, diving under the covers. Chihiro groaned in his sleep, slowly stirring awake.

“Hm….? Wha… yawn, is everything okay- huh? Baby? Where did you-“

Chihiro felt the tight grip of your arms around his legs, burying your face into his knees, moving into the fetal position. He suddenly snapped back to reality when he heard your sobbing from under the covers.

“Huh?! Buttercup, are you alright?! Come here, let me hold you close. Will that make you feel better?”

You nodded against him. You didn’t even have to explain your actions to Chihiro. He may not be as analytical as Byakuya and Kirigiri or as clever as Makoto, but he still was very smart. He had the power to be able to connect the dots. Judging by the fact that you only started to freak out after it was completely dark, and not while you were previously watching anime together, he assumed you were very, very scared of the dark. And this realization made him feel bad. Very, very bad. He wasn’t there for you were you first started to panic. He promised himself he would always be there for you, to help you whenever you need it, to be someone who can push you to be the best you that you can be, but here he was, sleeping peacefully while the love of his life has a panic attack. He pulled you from underneath the covers and immediately wrapped his arms around you tightly, almost a little too hard, but it worked well to ground you back into reality. As the noises in your mind stated to die down, so did your breathing.

“D-do you want me to… say some things to make you feel better?”

You nodded against his neck.

“Well, I’m here for you. There’s no need to worry about what is in the dark when I’m around. I’ll be here to protect you. And besides, there’s nothing in the dark that can hurt you. It’s just my room. I know it like the back of my hand, so when I say nothing can hurt you here, I mean it, buttercup. Why not get some sleep together this time? I’ll hold you as tight as I can so you can know that nothing can hurt you. Is… that okay?”

“Y-yeah. Thank you… thank you so much, Chihiro.”

“It’s no problem! It’s what I’m here for. To make sure to as happy and safe as you can be.”

After that, Chihiro didn’t let you go. He held you close to him the whole night until both of you fell asleep. After that, you felt a lot better sleeping in his room, even when the darkness lurked all around you. You knew that when things got scary, Chihiro would always be there to protect you. He would cradle you in his arms, hug you from behind, or if you wanted, let you sleep on top of him even though he wasn’t the tallest guy out there. As long as you felt safer, that’s all that matters to him.

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» [ sorry, I like you] «

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As the sun slowly started to disappear from sight, leaving an amber glow upon everything it touched, you and your boyfriend Kagehara were cuddling on the couch together while watching the newest season of Danganronpa. You were never a big fan of the show due to its premise of killing, fourth wall breaking, and even one of your friends who tried to sign up for the show was reported as missing just a few days later. But, Kagehara was the opposite of you. He was extremely passionate about all things Danganronpa, a true fanboy, if you will. So, of course, one day as you were visiting his house like you normally do, he popped the question of watching his favorite murder show with you. And against what your Brian was telling you, you agreed.

“Eh? Why is it so dark in here? Where are you?”

As one of the characters mindlessly walked into the pitch black room, you felt a knot form in your chest. Your grip on Kagehara’s arm tightened. His eyes flicked over to you, noting your scared expression but not giving it any thought, as you both were watching something very unnerving, after all. Of course you would be scared. It was the whole point of it, right?

Just as the lights shot back on, temporarily blinding the character, another one with a hatchet jumped out and struck them square on the head, blood splattering and oozing out of the wound. Their lifeless body fell to the ground, a terrified expression permanently stuck on his face. You let out a blood curdling shriek, diving into the space between Kagehara and the couch. He jumped as well, mostly due to your sudden movement. He now knew this was a whole lot more serious than he first thought.

“Ah! My darling! Love, are you alright? There’s no need to be afraid, I’m here to protect you. See?”

He suddenly wrapped his arms tightly against your body, cradling your head in his arms. Slowly, you started to relax into his embrace.

“I-I… sniff.. I just d-don’t… I don’t want to be… killed. It’s.. it’s like, I don’t know when it could happen, and-“

“No. No, no, no, darling, there is no need to even worry about it, or even think about it. Nothing, and I mean nothing is going to hurt you. I’m here to protect you. I always will. No matter if someone were to break in or try to attack you, you can always trust that I will be there to defend you. No matter what. You are my love, the love of my life. I have to protect you, forever and always. Got it?”

Tears began rolling down your cheeks, but not sad tears. It made you feel so relieved to hear him say that, even if it was a tad off putting to hear it from the same man who ended up putting someone in the hospital all because someone put a hand on your shoulder while trying to flirt with you. In Front of him. Yep, you better believe that creep was on the ground, crying like a baby from the overwhelming pain. All in public, mind you. Kagehara was lucky to just get off with a minor slap on the wrist since he was able to tell officers it was out of defense for you. With a couple witnesses to back it up, he didn’t even have to go to court.

But anyways, he let you fall asleep in his arms after that, staying perfectly still so as to not wake you up.

“I’ll stay up to watch over you, just to make you feel extra safe, okay? I’ll be right here holding you when you wake up. Have the sweetest dreams, my darling~”

With one final kiss goodnight, you finally drifted off to sleep.

And what happens when you wake up? He is still there with tired, loving eyes, happy to see you got some needed sleep. Poor guy.

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