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#dano!riddler fluff
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Can I ask for a Dano Riddler imagine? where him and Yn grew up together (she was in the girls wing of the orphanage and they talked through the walls, like him and the joker on the film) and she goes to see him in Arkham, and she's really sad that he's there, because they promissed each other that they'd never leave one another, and it's tearful and all, but he promisses her that he'll leave soon and never be apart ever again๐Ÿ˜ญโค
A/N: I've just gotten round to reading the fourth issue of Riddler Year One so yessss I've totally got plenty of inspo for this imagine ๐Ÿ˜ enjoy!!
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"She doesn't say much. And when she does, it's hard to make it out. Shy little thing. Still, she'll get used to it. She'll have to."
You were only four or five when you were dumped in Gotham's orphanage, clutching onto your soft toy as an only source of comfort and some kind of stability in a terrifying world, and an even worse city. You were quiet, barely spoke, and when you did, it was in whispers, all wide, innocent eyes and secretive, the hood up on your little hoodie as you tried your best to hide yourself from everything and everyone. Just a toddler, with a sweet life twisted by death and misfortune that you barely understood as a toddler. You had shuffled meekly behind a carer who led you into the orphanage, a cold and cruel building that they expected you to call home.
The other kids there seemed so much bigger, loud and dominating and aggressive, half of them on drops, only around twelve years old. Others were plain bullies with filthy mouths and hateful glares, children's eyes glancing at you, assessing your small, shy form, before they carried on with what they were doing in disinterest.
You had buried your face in your toy and pulled the fabric of your hood up past your hair and head, over your forehead, shadowing your face, trying to disappear in it. You pulled your legs up to your chest and watched everything happen behind your toy, its fur pressed up against your face. A group of kids watched TV and fought over the remote, others played nearby outside, but from your spot hunched in a corner, opposite you, sat a boy almost as quiet as you. You gazed at him in silence for a few long minutes, absorbed in his puzzle book, and only when he looked up to get a fresh pencil did he notice your young, curious eyes fixed on him.
He was a few years older than you, with glasses pushed up his nose, making his murky green eyes twinkle as they looked back at you nervously. He gave you a small smile, the first genuine smile you'd received in maybe your whole life, awkward and hesitant. You blinked back at him timidly, hugging your toy closer with little hands, returning his smile bashfully. The boy seemed taken aback by the action, and beamed at you, a beat of hesitance passing before he offered you a pen. You stared at it, then at him, and wandered over, sitting beside him and accepting his offer. You barely knew how to read or write, and so you watched him instead, the quiet boy with a nice smile and lots of books, day after day.
And as the days went by, both of you becoming closer and more comfortable together, Edward would start talking to you in his small, sweet voice, writing answers to riddles with a hand over yours, pulling your littler form into his lap after a couple of weeks and reading to you, then helping you read, helping you speak up a little. He'd even speak for you with others, managing to push past his own shyness every so often to help you, to repeat your whispered, lispy voice to those who couldn't catch it. You'd trail after him throughout the day when you could, before you were taken back to the girls' dorm, and you'd linger in the separating corridor, afraid of the idea of you two parting and him never coming back out of his long, shared boys' room.
"I'll see you in the morning," He'd always say soothingly, giving you a warm hug, bending down slightly so you could return it properly. "I'll never leave you. You know that."
And you'd nod, because you knew Edward was telling the truth by the way he said it and looked at you with earnest, young eyes, letting you borrow a book to amuse yourself with if the nights got too long,
But then foster families and adoptees started popping up. And you, being a young, sweet-looking child, albeit a little shy, are swept up into the grips of a random 'family,' and the quickness of how your name's signed away to people you don't even know and have no say over makes your head spin. The orphanage was overcrowded anyway, and one less mouth to feed in exchange for money made all the difference.
Edward, on the other hand, was beside himself.
Newspapers and library books on adoption and rules and any ways to prevent what was happening piled up beside his bed, to the dorm he'd been disciplined to stay in for his shocking outbursts of frustration and hatred and upset. Thomas Wayne's renewal plan could help him, he thought. He'd already assured him that he could get to a special school to study and learn and have a brighter future.
So on the last night you could spend together, sneaking out of the corridor of a room you slept in with the other girls, Edward filled out the form in his shaky, uneven writing, stating on one line that he wanted to go to the school he'd talked about, and on the other,ย 'I want to stay with my best friend and stop them from being taken away by bad people.'
REJECTED.
The word stamped in bold, horrid red print was the response he got, the word that bled into his mind as you were made to pack a bag and wave goodbye and go, handing your young life over to strangers, and Edward couldn't do a thing about it. You were carted off out of Gotham to go to school and expected to become a whole new person.
But you couldn't.
The years went by agonisingly slowly, and with every one that passed, you thought about him, your friend, Edward. Did he get adopted too? Did he manage to find some source of happiness and hope afterwards? Would he even remember you if you went back?
Eventually, you save up enough money and have enough time to go back to where it all started, in the unfeeling streets of Gotham City. You had no idea where to look, and after hearing from someone that the orphanage had been burned down ages ago, your last resort was to ask at the GCPD.
"Sorry to bother you," you say with an awkward smile, as a detective greets you and asks if he can be any help;ย 'Lieutenantย James Gordon,'ย his name tag reads, "I'm looking for someone who I think still lives here? We were friends a while ago, and... I'm sorry, you look busy."
"We are quite busy, Miss," Gordon tells you, looking a little overwhelmed. "We've just managed to catch some crazy psycho who's been letting hell loose recently."
Your eyes widen in confusion and interest. "Wow... that's... yeah, I'm sorry, it's okay."
"No, go on," Gordon nods, letting you into his office, "have you got a name, address or anything?"
"I don't know his address," you say in uncertainty. "We were friends as kids. His name's Edward. Edward Nashton?"
Jams Gordon stops abruptly, whirling around to face you with demanding, bewildered eyes.
"Excuse me?"
You frown. "What?"
"Are you trying to be funny?" Gordon says in shock. "Edward Nashton? That's who you're looking for?"
You nod slowly, and Gordon sighs, taking off his glasses and hiding his face in a hand.
"Look, Miss, I don't know how new you are to Gotham, but Edward Nashton has just been arrested and sent to Arkham Asylum for the crimes committed under the name of The Riddler. He was only just apprehended a few hours ago."
Your breath catches in your throat in disbelief, as Gordon's eyes narrow suspiciously, looking you up and down.
"And you really knew nothing about this? You aren't an accessory?"
"I- no," you shake your head, "I only just made it to Gotham this evening."
Gordon nods slowly, though he still doesn't seem convinced. He suddenly grabs his jacket and opens the office door, glancing back at you.
"Come with me."
You follow him meekly, as he leads you out of the building and into a police car. Are you going to be arrested? Could your Eddie really have done this? Why?
Gordon stops outside Arkham, opening the car door for you to step out, and leads you inside, showing his badge to the guards, who let you proceed. The walls are strong and metallic and thick, and the cells are sealed with heavy iron doors with a small, barred rectangular window at their tops. You try not to let your attention wander, sticking close to Gordon, until he reaches an interrogation room. A mad dressed in a jet-black bat suit already stands there with a frustrated look in his dark eyes, and Gordon signals for you to wait as he goes over to the Batman and whispers something you can't quite make out in his ear. The Batman looks over at you quickly, his expression unreadable, and then he approaches you.
"You know Nashton?" his deep, whispery voice states more than asks, and you nod.
Batman stares at you for another moment before marching back into the interrogation room, nodding at you impatiently to come in. You do, blinking at the hard lights and the security cameras glaring at you from the corners of the room. And, behind the strong, glass partition and metal desk, a young man sits staring at you in disbelief.
Clear, dorky glasses. Murky green eyes. Soft, sandy brown hair. It's definitely him.
"Edward?" you say breathlessly, going to step closer, but the Batman gives you a wary look. "Ed, is that really you?"
He nods wordlessly, his eyes wide and stunned. But beneath that familiar, comforting look he's always had, there's a layer you can only just make out, like a hidden spark of insanity, one that's made the whole city go into a frenzy and even The Batman apprehensive. Edward whispers your name like a prayer, his hands pressed up against the protective glass.
"You came back," he says in wonder, as Gordon and Batman glance between the two of you in uncertainty, but you're not focused on them at all, like the whole world is disappearing around you. "I- I knew you would..."
"What happened?" you say, overwhelmed by the whole scenario, staring in wonder at the now grown-up orphan labelled a criminal in front of you. "What did you do?"
"What I had to do," he smiles brightly, adoringly at you, that glimmer of insanity coming to the surface. "What they made me do. And I did it for you, too."
"Me?"
"Who else?" Edward giggles, standing up and moving closer to the glass, his hands cuffed and chained. "They tried to break us apart. But you came back. I've been waiting for so long..."
"What does she know about this?" The Batman slices through the moment, and Edward glances at him distractedly. "Have you been doing this together?"
"Of course not," Edward breathes, turning his attention back to you with a sweet smile. "She's too pure for that. Too shy, and lovely... it was me. But you inspired me," he insists, looking straight at you, "to make a clean slate, and clean it all up, so that it'd be perfect for us. And it will be, angel. You coming back was the last piece of the puzzle." Edward suddenly gives you that all-too familiar soft, loving look you'd seen back in the orphanage, and you have to fight to compose yourself, wanting so badly to run to him like you did so many times before. "You look so beautiful. You haven't changed a bit..."
You feel like crying, stunned by the casualness of what he's saying and admitting to. "I... oh Edward..." you shake your head, giving him a desperate look. "You're in Arkham."
"That's right," Batman interjects again, "you can't be together. You're a psychopath, Nashton. You're not getting out. I'm sending her back home."
"No, wait," you cut in desperately, still feeling just as drawn to the genius madman even after the dark truths, "please, I don't want to leave him, I can help..."
A guard interrupts, bursting into the interrogation room, and you all turn to him.
"There's been explosions," the guard announces, "the city walls have collapsed and the main road's flooded."
As he speaks, Edward giggles to himself, giving the masked vigilante a dark, unhinged look that makes your heart jump in your chest.
"She's not going anywhere," he says excitedly, grinning at you. "You're right where you need to be. We can watch the whole thing together."
The Batman dithers between leaving and staying, eventually rushing out of the room, along with Gordon, to deal with the flooding crisis, and a guard hustles you out of the room as Edward's voice calls out your name from behind you.
"You'll never leave me again! We were meant to be! You know it's true, darling! You know!"
You manage to glance back at him as you leave, studying his crazed, ecstatic look, that same softness in his eyes as the day you had to leave, but tainted with madness. But as you look, you can't help but smile back at him slightly, because you know it's true.
As the waters invade the city and the building erupts into panic along with the rest of Gotham, you know it's true. And maybe that'll make this all worth it.
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the-riddlers-glasses ยท 1 month
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Fluff Headcanons Where Riddler(Or Should i Say Riddly,Kinda Cringe Nickname, Right? Anyways Riddler with Chubby!Afab!Reader? Please?
Riddler/Edward Nashton w Chubby!Afab!Reader Fluff Headcannons
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- Heโ€™s obsessed with your entire body. Anything youโ€™re insecure about, you can guarantee heโ€™s obsessed with
- He loves massaging your thighs, and resting his head on them - super comfy
- He loves rubbing your stomach and peppering kisses all over it
- His favourite cuddling position is resting his head on your stomach/thighs and being engulfed by the warmth
- Heโ€™ll take chance he gets to compliment your curves and chub
- He loves when you wear things that show off your body
- Finding ways to make you feel confident and powerful in your own skin is a priority
- He admires you and your body in a gentle way that no one else could
- He thinks itโ€™s cute when you wear his clothes and theyโ€™re tight/donโ€™t fit due to your chubbiness
- He thinks youโ€™re the most beautiful girl in the whole world
- All in all, he loves every inch of you
- Riddly loves you for you
Let me know if thereโ€™s anything I should add, I think this is a really cute prompt <3
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always-andromeda ยท 1 year
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i just wanna cuddle with edward nashton ๐Ÿฅบ
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โ€“ ๐‚๐ฎ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐„๐๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ ๐๐š๐ฌ๐ก๐ญ๐จ๐ง
๐š๐ฎ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ซ'๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ž: oh, me too, anon. in fact. this sent me on a little brainstorming session! you probably totally didn't expect a headcanons list from this but lmao I always have to go overboard so enjooooy. <3
๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: vague mentions of Edward's trauma, tooth-rotting fluff, nothing else I can think of!
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Physical affection is foreign to Edward. He craves it more than anything else; desires to be known so deeply that when you finally try to give him just that, it freezes him up almost entirely.
It starts innocently enough.
You're watching television with him, only partially paying attention to the game show. It's far more engaging to watch Edward watch the show anyways.
His expression quirks every so slightly with each question. Head tilted, you can tell that he's deep in contemplation. Completely fixated on the screen. Barely blinking.
And you're so lost that you lean into him. You keep telling yourself that it's unintentional as your head rests carefully on his shoulder.ย 
Edward almost doesn't notice you at first. It isn't until your arms curl around his soft midsection that he realizes how close you'd gotten.
He lets out a nearly inaudible, "Oh," as you snuggle into his side. Brain going blank, he stays still for a few seconds.
He's struck by the warmth of your body. How your hands caress him over the fabric of his shirt. He feels each one of your fingers gently pressing into his skin. In that way, you play with the ripped seams of his soul. Your softness has a way of untangling the frayed threads, leaving them open to being weaved into some new design.
There are a few things he does when he finally comes back to his body. He closes his eyes and hopes that the moment etches itself on the back of his eyelids. Then his lean arms offer their own form of kindness as he awkwardly pulls you closer, almost into his lap.
Like a decades old couch in your grandmother's living room, you sink into Edward's body and he groans softly as he lets part of your weight anchor him to the earth.
A chuckle from deep in your throat escapes you. "Mmm, you're comfortable."
You mean I'm not repulsive? Edward wants to ask. But he doesn't.
He tries not to let that worried little voice take form in his head, but his own voice still cracks when he says, "Thank you." To which you laugh one more time.
Edward can be so terribly nervous sometimes over the most normal things. Your amusement quickly turns once you remember that it's probably because of his past; probably because he hadn't really known this simple, sweet sort of solitude. But you flip that thought again and resolve, then I'll make this normal for him.
At nearly the same time, Edward determines that he likes this. He likes the way that even among all of the chaos and darkness, he can have this equilibrium. As he kisses the top of your head tenderly he remembers that this moment belongs to him and him alone.
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abrcmswrld ยท 1 year
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Talk to Strangers
Edward Nashton x Coworker! Reader
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Word Count: 4,951
Warnings: smut (18+ only MDNI), stalking, unprotected sex, angst and fluff and smut, a decent bit of tears, obligatory mentions of murder
Summary: Youโ€™ve warmed up to Edward despite his cold nature, but what happens when the puzzle pieces start to fall together and you can feel someone watching you in the darkness?
Authors Note: I actually tried so hard on this yall, I posted this to my ao3 page first so I am sorry if the formatting is all kinds of messed up on here :( This is my first fic iโ€™ve posted since 2017 so I sincerely apologize if itโ€™s meh, i also donโ€™t have anyone else proofread my fics so i apologize for any errors i missed! enjoy!
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He's arrogant. Oh so arrogant, and you can't fucking stand it. You watch him every morning as he strides in, past your desk at reception, white button up shirt, clear framed glasses, shaggy hair that falls over his forehead . He's certainly not a hit among the office, so maybe you're not wrong in your feelings. Though your other co-workers generally regard him as a pushover- not a self-absorbed asshole. He's good at what he does, sure. He's earned his spot, but he often brings a shadow into the rooms he walks into. A presence that you can only describe as infernal.
You donโ€™t know much about his story. You generally pride yourself on getting to know the people you surround yourself with, but he has never let you get close enough to find out. Maybe thatโ€™s why you find him arrogant. He thinks heโ€™s too good to speak to you for more than two sentences related to files he needs you to fax for him. What you do know about him is that heโ€™s been at KTMJ for longer than you have been- maybe 5 years more. You can still remember the first time you met. You were fresh faced and eager. Seeking validation, in desperate need of some stability.
You extend your arm for a handshake. His hands are slightly clammy as he accepts your handshake. And though you had greeted him with your brightest smile (might as well go all in if you ever wanted to be anything other than a receptionist) he hadn't smiled back. He'd kept a rather straight face as he gave his brief introduction. "Edward."
Now you have a sense of stability. Sure, the quality of life in Gotham is subpar and you still haven't received that promotion, but you make enough to live comfortably in comparison to others in the city. You try to count your blessings.
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You had already been having a shitty day. Your landlord had informed you of an increase in rent rates by slipping an envelope under your door. Sure, it sucked to be asked to pay more for an apartment that could be deemed shitty by any normal person with a pair of eyes, but it was the lack of communication that got you. Not even the decency to call your residence and tell you with their own voice. Just a slip of paper under the door.
But you tried to bring a good attitude to the office. You hate being the one to damper the mood. You would rather leave that to him. Always him. Never smiling back at you as he walks through the door, never meeting your eyes to acknowledge your presence, nothing. And you were used to that. It would be okay, if it weren't for the stack of papers that laid on your desk when you got in. Neatly stacked with a green sticky note reading "Need copies. -Edward" scrawled in messy handwriting. You immediately feel the flames rise into your chest.
It's a quick stride from your desk to his cubicle, stack of papers tightly tucked into your fist. You slam them onto his desk as soon as you reach it, and he raises an eyebrow at you in response. "What the hell is this?" He glances at the papers and back at you. "The copier isn't working. I wrote what I needed." You sigh, annoyed at the fact that he doesn't understand.
"You couldn't have waited for me to get here and brought them to me yourself? I would really appreciate it if you would treat me like a human being every once in a while, ya know, actually acknowledge my existence." You realize how dramatic you must sound, but in all honesty you've been thinking it for years, it was only a matter of time before it came out. "I needed copies. I didn't think my acknowledgement meant that much to you." He holds his hands out in defense, feigning that he actually cared if he had hurt your feelings.
"I think you think you're smarter than everyone else here." You plant a hand on the table in front of him as you crouch to his level.
He sighs and you can see the corners of his mouth twitch. "I do. Is that so bad?"
"It makes you an asshole."
He finally faces you.
"Better to be an asshole than to be an idiot."
His voice doesn't carry any malice, yet the words feel like a slap in the face to you. It leaves you scrambling for a response, opening your mouth only to close it a second later. Until you decide to merely respond with a nervous chuckle. Sure, you thought his response showed his ego, but you had to admit. He got you. He faces you once more at the sound of your light chuckle, green eyes meeting yours completely. "I guess you're right."
You catch the corners of his mouth turning upwards.
"If it means that much to you, I will greet you next time."
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And he does. Greet you that is. You find yourself talking to him more and more. Sitting in the break room with him at lunch, looking over his shoulder at the crossword puzzle he works on at his desk and giving your best shot at an answer, relishing in the furrow of his brows as he turns to look over his shoulder at you. He's an asshole. He's arrogant. But there's something about him that's drawing you in. Sometimes you feel like a fish caught in a net. All those moments he'd brushed you off and yet you find yourself repeating the little quirks of his soft smiles in your head. You hate the term "work husband", but it seems that Edward is slowly becoming the very definition of that.
You don't speak outside of the office, but you find yourself gravitating towards him when you're stressed. You tell him about your landlord and the reason you had gotten so defensive with him. He understood.
"It's a cesspool here. None of these people actually care about people like us, not the landlords, not our coworkers, certainly not the politicians." He had said in that moment.
As October rolls around and the leaves begin to fall, you find yourself beginning to bring two coffees to work, one for you, one for him. He always shows an appreciative nod. But the moment you start to think about asking him to actually go out with you for coffee is like being the fish pulled out of the water and accepting it's inevitable fate. You were gonna let him drive you insane.
You're sure of it as you are caught up in the nerves and find yourself softly grabbing his hand to stop him outside the front doors of the office. You quickly pull your hand from his. no doubt blushed a deep red. But he just stares, waiting for you to speak. You clear your throat. "I- um- Sorry, I was just gonna see if you had plans now." And it pains you the way he doesn't speak, just continues to stare.
"There's a diner on the corner near here. I think they have decent pie."
He loosens the tension in his shoulders and looks down. "Oh. I'm actually sort of drowning in... paperwork right now." He shifts his weight from one foot to the other, clearly uncomfortable. God, you hoped you hadn't made him uncomfortable. "I'm sorry."
You quickly shake your head and let out a breathy laugh. "Oh no! It's totally fine, I probably have paperwork to finish too." You hope it hides the pang you feel in your chest. "I'll see you tomorrow." You swiftly turn and walk away before he can respond.
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But you wouldn't see Edward tomorrow. Matter of fact you wouldn't see him for the next three days after Halloween. You try not to let it bother you.
It's the beginning of a cold November, he's probably just sick or desperately needed a vacation. Or perhaps you'd seriously fucked it all up and he couldn't even stand the sight of you. You can't stop the deep sigh that comes from you as you rest your forehead in the palm of your hand. Embarrassingly, you ask Zach if he's heard from Edward. Not that you expected him to be particularly helpful. "Are you guys, like, fucking?" You are stunned and stammering your words. "Wha- No! No. I just worry about him."
"Look, I wouldn't worry about him too much, I mean the guy's basically a fucking recluse. When do you ever see him outside of here? Maybe it's good that he's somewhere besides here."
Still, there's no chance of you actually focusing on work and you find yourself aimlessly scrolling through news headlines, before one in particular catches your eye.
'Mayoral Incumbent Donald Mitchell, Jr. Murdered in his Home on Halloween Night.'
Holy shit.
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Edward is back at work after three long days, and despite your worry of his annoyance and anger, he is oddly elated.
It's the first time he approaches your desk. Leaning against it, coffee cup in hand, and flashing an awkward smile before asking, "So did I miss anything?" It leaves you a little taken aback, but it's a relief to see him approach you willingly after your last conversation.
"Um yeah, Zach was a total prick as usual- Oh! And our mayor was murdered."
He raises an eyebrow and takes a sip from the coffee cup. You feign annoyance, "No but seriously where were you? I started to wonder if that psychopath got you too."
He smiles. "Just sick. November weather and all."
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The first time you see the green mask you are in a huddle of coworkers around a computer screen.
'Police Commissioner, Pete Savage, Murdered. Killer Leaves Shocking Confession.'
"My God. What a sick freak." Zach interjects.
You can barely stand to watch. The video is hardly graphic aside from the disturbing voice of the masked man, but the implications of what happens when the video cuts off leaves your stomach turning. You walk away. Desperate for some space, but also desperate for a distraction. Edward sits straight in his office chair across the room. You hesitate slightly before striding toward his desk and leaning your weight against it. You can feel the sweat beading at your forehead as you lightly brush hair from your eyes. "Shit."
It's merely a whisper to yourself, but he turns his head to face you. For once his face shows concern towards you. Yet he still says nothing, only looks. Observant as always.
"Sorry. I needed to get out of that." You gesture towards the group of coworkers still huddled and murmuring among each other. He glanced back, before turning back towards his work. "The news?" He inquires quietly.
"Yeah. It's a little too much for me to stomach." There's a little pause as if he is hesitant to say anything before finally replying, "They were pricks. Don't you think they kind of deserved it?"
You straighten up, looking at him with shock. "I think they were still people with families." He frowns at you before you finally walk away from his desk to make your way to the restroom. You needed to get a grip.
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Edward apologizes for his insensitivity after work. You had stayed with him outside of the building long after all of your other coworkers had left. "It's fine." You refuse to look at him as he lights a cigarette and gets in a few quick puffs. You're being mean. But if you're honest the combination of his rejection and his comment earlier in the day had set you off. "And I'm sorry for last week." Only then you look up at him.
"I've had a lot going on, and it feels a little unfair to bring you into all of that."
"This feels like an excuse to let me down easy. It's okay if you just don't want to go on a date-"
The feeling of chapped lips on your own stops you mid sentence. He tastes of coffee and cigarettes and you crave more, but he pulls back quickly. His free hand remains at your cheek, holding your face in a gentle caress. "It's not an excuse. Things are just complicated for me right now." His eyes never leave your face. It's the best look you've gotten of them. Of him. His features are gentle behind shaggy hair and acetate glasses.
Something feels wrong and eerie in the back of your mind. Like seeing him this close gave you a sickening feeling of deja vu. Things were definitely complicated. The bags under his eyes were showing his exhaustion well, he had gone from elated to unwell since his return. He seems like a broken man, but he'd never let you close enough to find out why. You can't help but feel the connection, like he deserved a shot even if he didn't want it. Even if he thought he was smarter. Even if there's a side to him that could hurt you. You push down your feelings of uneasiness.
You press a chaste kiss to the corner of his lips.
"When you're ready."
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You're awake nearly all night the next weekend. Spending the entire time digging through news about the figure known as The Riddler, his possible next targets, possible identities, and most importantly all of the video footage he'd put out in the last few weeks. It's certainly not healthy. You generally steer clear of these sorts of things. Years of therapy had gotten you far and you would rather not ruin it by desensitizing yourself. But you can't help it. You find yourself going deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole until you find yourself tuning into his streams late at night.
He speaks with such a confidence in himself. As if he has all of the answers, and is just waiting to enlighten the world. His followers are even more terrifying. They'd do anything for him. You wonder how low a person must be in life to resort to this sort of behavior. But, you're not a psychiatrist. Who are you to speak on these people. These strangers.
"We are going to cleanse this cesspool of city."
You slam the laptop shut.
Sleeping isn't easy after this sort of activity. You should've known. You turn on a show you don't actually care about to give yourself some sense of security in background noise. And soon you find yourself drifting asleep. It's not great sleep. You can sense yourself tossing and turning, but you can deal with it. Everything is fuzzy until you find yourself on your back.
Paralyzed.
It's not uncommon for you to experience sleep paralysis, but you've experienced it less after your time in therapy. You try to keep your breathing steady, trying to convince yourself that whatever you see is merely a hallucination.
Shh. Shh. Just breathe.
But the figure that appears is familiar. That's what scares you the most. The green coat and mask is horrifying as it inches towards the bed, and you can't scream. you can't move away. You can only watch the blood drip from his gloved fingertips onto your floor as he stares. Tilting his head at you slightly, as he brings a hand up to his head. You can hear your heart pounding and you are practically internally begging yourself to wake up. The latches on his mask pop open and you're horrified to find that the face underneath is so familiar. A slight smirk on lips you have kissed before. Blood dripping from a hand that you've held before. You try to scream. Tears falling down your temples until he is suddenly gone and you shoot up in your bed.
You can't hold back the cry that escapes your throat. It wasn't real, he's gone, and you're safe in your room.
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Until suddenly the safety of your room begins to feel a lot less safe. You hear it. The creaking of the floorboards at night, the slight tapping against the glass of your bedroom window. The slight squeak of leather rubbing and rustling together. You're too scared to open your eyes those first few nights. You'd rather be blind and take your fate than die in paralyzing fear.
But you know it's him.
It was never unclear what was staring at you in the night. Maybe the nightmares of the leather gloves touching your skin hadn't been nightmares at all. You want so badly to be sickened. To run into your bathroom to empty your stomach out of panic and fear. Instead you feel a strange mixture of annoyance and arousal in your gut.
He thinks he's smarter than you.
You find yourself playing into his games.Attempting to one up him. To show him you aren't scared of him. That you can keep up. You begin to deliberately change in front of your window. Letting lacy fabric hit the cold floor and standing just a tad longer, stalling before covering yourself back up.
You hope he's watching when you peel off your work tights. You hope he's imagining himself on his knees tearing the delicate fabric from your form, only to be blocked by a thin pane of glass. You wanted the upper hand.
You hope he's watching as you sink two fingers into yourself, thinking about crisp, white button ups and clear framed glasses.
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The next few weeks are tense at work. You heard the news of what happened to Gil Colson at Don Mitchell's funeral. Edward would walk in everyday, and attempt to greet you, only this time it's you who is short. You have a little hope that he can't see straight through you. But you can see it in the way that he looks at you that you're an open book. Who's to say that he won't just watch, but actually kill you to keep you from talking. But deep down you both know your lips are shut tight.
So you work through the days, just ready to get home. You can hardly stand to look at him. It makes you feel like you're an accomplice. A sitting duck for a man who probably doesn't even care about you, withholding a tip to the police because deep down you really do like him. And you had hoped he liked you too until things got complicated. Now you think it would just be best if he abandoned you right where you were. But he doesn't. In fact, he suddenly has more courage than you'd ever seen from him. It's evident as he catches you by your arm and pulls you into the alleyway beside the office after work is over. It's dark and you'd be lying if you said you weren't scared, but he kisses you like nothing is wrong. Like he has no clue. Like nothing has changed.
You pull away from him, wide eyes staring back at him. "Are you okay?" He asks quietly as he brushes a hand up your arm. You can't help the break in your voice. "I know, Edward."
He just stands and stares. "What?" You take two steps back. "You're killing people." He continues to stare. He drops his hand from your arm. The silence scares you more than anything. But he simply sighs.
"I think you should go home and get some rest."
And before you can argue he walks away with a quickened pace.
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So you do. You return to your shitty apartment and try to compose yourself. What would he do now that you said that? Maybe you were wrong. Maybe you had accused him of something he genuinely didn't do. But it didn't feel wrong. You sigh as the hot water hits your back. You had hoped a shower would help you feel refreshed, but for the first time in a while, it feels like a chore. You can't enjoy it, so you rush through it. As you step into your bedroom you stop in your tracks. The window is slightly ajar, a cool draft flowing in tingles your bare legs. And then you see him. The figure in the darkness of your room. This time you're not dreaming.
He's in your room. You're paralyzed. The position you swore you'd never let yourself be put in. He's got the upper hand.
He just stands there. A part of you wishes he would attack you. Kill you. Anything just to break the still silence. You realize you're shaking. You agreed to play his game and now you're trailing his lead, allowing yourself to be beaten.
"Edward."
It comes out as a shaky whisper, but he visibly takes it in as he steps toward you to close the distance. You can see his eyes crinkle at the corners through the green mask. He's smiling. And he reaches a gloved hand to your face, cupping one cheek. You can feel the warmth radiating from his hand even through the glove. So, he is human. The Riddler has a beating heart and flowing blood. He is not a cold, lifeless monster. His stoic frame you had become so familiar with at work was gone. He catches a tear from your cheek with his thumb.
He is terrifying.
"No more through the window. I'll be gone soon."
Before you can entirely comprehend the statement and it's implications, your brain forms the word that leaves your mouth. "Gone?"
He simply smiles again, this time reaching his hands behind his head to abandon the mask he had come in with, and there he is. Cherubic features glowing under the street lamp light that flows in from your window. "I watched you live for a month. I watched you eat, sleep, undress, touch yourself. But you knew that right? Otherwise you wouldn't have put on such a show."
You attempt to struggle away from his grasp in disgust at his words but he holds you tight in front of him. "But that's alright. I'll tell you the truth because I hate liars. I liked knowing that you were doing it all for me. I wanted nothing more than to cleanse Gotham, to give them true salvation, but you put a dent into that plan. You became a distraction that I foolishly indulged." The soft light is hitting his features just right. He looks like an angel in devils' clothing. And his tight grip is right back to a gentle caress. His hand reaches the small of your back and you're sucking in a shrill breath.
His kiss is soft, inexperienced. Much like the other times you had kissed. But he is treating you like glass that might break. You think it might be the first time you've seen him relax enough to be seen as a particularly gentle being. He's ditched his looming, arrogant behavior you're so used to just to show you his utmost affection. It's the first time you have seen him like this since the first time you had kissed.
But some part of you is burning. He's not your prince charming. You know exactly what he is capable of, you've seen it. You're not glass. You're not a damsel. This is a man who has watched you undress for him through your window for weeks. This is a man who has killed. And it shouldn't bring heat into your core the way it does. Perhaps it's the thrill of the danger.
You kiss him so hard that your teeth clash. It stuns him as his hand lifts from your body momentarily before finding purchase at your hips. He's inexperienced, but the desperation coming from both of you is enough to cover it up.
The warmth and weight of his tongue in your mouth is intoxicating. The little sparks of guilt and shame that flash in your stomach are quickly subdued by his nimble fingers caressing under your nightgown and up your thighs to hook in the waistband of your panties. You can't help the pathetic moan that escaped your mouth as he slowly drags the fabric down your legs.
"I wanted to do it right. Wanted to take you to that diner, buy your food, take you home, and act like I hadn't thought about fucking you into your mattress every single night."
It's almost strange to see him on his knees. He has built himself up to be godlike. You were sure he wouldn't mind you on your knees in front of him. Absolutely worshipping him. The warmth of his tongue swiping over you has your thoughts lurching, and yes, god, he is divine.
"But it would be wrong to pretend to be someone I am not. I'm not a liar."
You can't help but tangle your fingers into his beautifully unkept hair and pull. He is ravishing you. Sinking two fingers into you until you feel the heavenly curl right into the spot that makes you whimper. "Eddie-" He swallows your moans in a desperate openmouthed kiss. His fingers are working you open, you can feel tightness build in your stomach. Like a rubber band ready to snap. But it's ripped away from you as he pulls his fingers out of you and swiftly pushes you to the bed. The sounds of his belt buckle coming undone has your heart racing faster than it already was, your stomach fluttering.
He buries himself inside of you with no hesitation, no time to adjust. It hurts and his inexperience is noticeable, but the look of bliss on his face and his slight whimpers has you ready to cum before you've even started.
You're gripping onto the back of the green leather parka, reminding yourself of who you're with. Who you're letting fuck you right now. But those green eyes bring you back to all those times he'd flash a slight smile your way in the office. He'd try to hide it but you're the only person he showed fondness towards in that hell hole of a workplace. Thinking back to the night he had kissed you has tears welling up in your eyes again. He notices.
He slows his pace momentarily, letting his short thrusts turn into long drags. A gloved hand wipes tears away once again and you meet his concerned gaze.
"Does this not make you happy?"
Your hands move to cradle his face. A move that he's certainly not used to as his thrust halt for a moment in surprise. "I am happy. But what comes after this? Am I supposed to ignore you and pretend I know nothing about you? That I feel nothing for you?" He stops his movements completely now. The room has fallen silent apart from the heavy breathing between you two.
"I have to mean nothing to you. Momentarily."
You knew the answer before you asked the question, but it hurts just as bad anyway. You don't take your eyes off his. The Riddler's facade is cracking before your eyes, you can see his eyes becoming glossy. It's almost like he's turned into a completely different person. He kisses you. Deeply, but not rough. There's so much pent up feeling behind it, you could sob even harder. But you don't and he keeps kissing you as he resumes his movements.
You're not using any protection, but you're too blissed out to care. You crave that feeling of warmth. "Eddie- I-"
His hips start to stutter as he cuts you off and buries his face in your neck. " I love you- please God- just say it back to me. Tell me you love me." You hold his face in your hands guiding his gaze to meet yours again. "Edward, I love you."
That's all it takes for him to fall apart. His whimpers and cries are like music to your ears and the feeling of warmth as he releases everything he has into you is blissful. You both have to take a second to recover, foreheads pressed together. But eventually he rolls off of you carefully and tucks himself back into his pants. The silence is deafening. You said it to push him over the edge, but was it true that you loved him? The idea of falling in love with Edward was easy in your mind, in a perfect world the idea of settling down somewhere else and waking up next to him felt good. But this wasn't a perfect world. Edward killed people, powerful people, and the chance that he'd get away without paying for it was slim.
"I'm gonna turn myself in in a couple of days."
"Okay."
"You should leave Gotham. It's not going to be safe for you here. If the cops ask you're visiting a friend in Bludhaven."
His hand grips yours as he looks at you.
"I promise if I ever get out, I'll find you."
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You do as he asked of you. Got a hotel in Bludhaven and in the next couple of nights you watched the television endlessly, waiting to see his face. The night you finally did, you cried yourself to sleep, gripping the hotel sheets as you buried your face into your pillow.
But you held yourself together and did as Edward asked.
When the man in the bat suit showed up at your hotel door a week after the flood you give your best answers.
"I'm visiting a friend, but the flood has kept me in town."
"No, I didn't know him well, we just worked together."
"I mean he was a little strange, but I never thought he would murder someone."
โ€œI would never have expected it to be him.โ€
"I hope he gets the help he needs."
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โค๏ธ Glad youโ€™re back! โค๏ธ
I canโ€™t remember your request guidelines rn so Iโ€™m gonna play it safe. Coddling and complimenting Eddie? ๐Ÿ‘€
RRRAHHHH THAT WAS QUICK!!!!!!! ALR, YES. Eddie needs to be spoiled and just. so much attention. I am very much willing to give that to him. that being said
cw: Eddie being traumatized (duh), a bit of angst, a dash of relationship issues, dw they fix it, happy ending, fluff
Never Too Much
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okay so bc of Eddie's past, we know he most probably has a lot of trouble getting into relationships, let alone romantic ones.
so when he met you, and obsessed over you, of course, he felt so lucky he could even breathe the same air as you
but nothing good ever lasts for him, everything is ripped away from him by this god forsaken city. he tries not to get too attached (and fails miserably) so he's shy for longer than he should be.
he's just trying to be prepared for when you'll leave him.
he's absolutely surprised when you don't
he doesn't say anything, of course, but he's just utterly confused
how? how didn't you leave him? all this city had taught him was how he wasn't good enough, how he was different, and how different people, people like him, don't get anything nice. don't deserve anything nice.
you notice this. you always do. it's not hard to tell when he's overthinking. he'll stop and take deep breaths or immerse himself in puzzles, but you're working on communication
you decide to start coddling Edward. to spoil him a little bit.
it doesn't even have to be something big, he'll be grateful for whatever you give him, although he doesn't quite know how to tell you or thank you properly
Eddie hadn't been your Eddie for the last two weeks or so, consumed with work and his plans to cleanse the city. He hadn't had the energy to be quite romantic or intimate lately, so things had been a little colder than usual. It hurt. Did he not love you?
One day you realized your mistake. Eddie? Your Eddie worshipped you. Sure, he could have his bad moments and want some time to himself, but after all the neglect and abuse he'd lived, he probably wanted to be coddled. He just was too embarrassed to ask you to do it. No wonder things had been like this. It was your turn to take the lead.
Now you knew, and you decided to take matters into your own hands. For the last couple of weeks you had been thinking of little ways to make him feel better, and today would finally be the day when you unleashed them all onto little unsuspecting Edward.
You hear the creak and slam of the door to your apartment. In comes Edward's tumbling silhouette, shuffling around to plop down on the couch next to you. Your sweet boy, all tired from work, all tired from this city. He always was.
"Eddie! Oh honey I missed you so much...", you coo, and his heart melts, because although he knows you adore him, he's used to having his absence not quite matter.
He's silent as he shuffles a little closer to you, and you immediately receive him with open arms and an inviting hug.
"Tough day?", you ask, and he nods. You do as well, and hold his shoulders.
"I got a little surprise for you, c'mon, follow me", you tell him. He looks at you, eyebrows knitted in confusion. You help him get up and slowly peel off his jacket, take his hand, and lead him to your bathroom.
He doesn't even get to see what it is before a sweet aroma invades his nostrils. Your tiny bathroom, adorned with scented candles, bubbles and rose petals floating on your tiny tub (if you could call it that).
What?
He looks at you, confused. Why would you do this? Why you, such an angelic being, the antithesis of this dirty city, do this for him, a broken man?
"I- you didn't-", he starts.
"I didn't have to, I know. But you've been so stressed lately and I wanted to help you relax...", you explain kindly. You start shredding your clothes, ready to enter the tub with him. You extend your hand to him, and he feels as if he's being dragged to the pearly gates of heaven.
"Besides, I've been missing you so much... I wanted you all to myself a lil' bit...", you say, and ignore the sting in your eyes. You really did miss him so so much...
"You can have me all to yourself whenever you want (Y/n)...", he stutters out, feeling guilty.
"Oh...", you let out. There he was, so kind, so sweet to you, so unapologetically yours.
"Well, in that case...", you say, almost seductively, but cover up a little once again when you remember your appearance. You were so busy planning this whole thing for today, you hadn't even shaved, you hadn't taken care of yourself. It felt overwhelming. What if your appearance ruined this whole things for him?
"Shit- I didn't- I forgot to- Sorry-"
He stares at you, but his eyes sparkle and his round face is flushed as if this was the first time he's ever seen you (which you both know is not the case).
"You know I don't care about those things. I want to see you...", he says, taking your hand. He looks at you, eyes full of adoration. His hands make their way to your waist and caress it gently, bringing you closer. He leaves a chaste kiss on your lips.
A few happy tears escape your eyes. There he was, the Eddie you've been missing. You help him undress, hands sliding lovingly over every inch of skin you know he's not fond of. Eddie. Your Eddie, so soft and round and most of all, so gentle.
You both get in the tub, cuddled up together. You don't even need to say a word. You both occasionally ask each other questions regarding doubts or insecurities, and reassure each other. When you're both satisfied with each other's answers you share the silence, snuggled up.
"You're so pretty, Eddie... my baby..."
He shivers, and you keep going.
"I love you, Eddie. You're kind and so so sweet. You deserve this, Eddie"
You notice by the way he shakes that now it's his turn to cry, happy cry, of course.
"My baby, you're so strong... You're safe here, you're okay. I love you Eddie, I'll never leave you". You coo.
He sobs, feeling free to break down in your presence. You kiss his tears away.
"Th-Thank you... you're too good to me... you do too much...", he hiccups.
"Oh, but don't you get it, Eddie? It's never too much", you reply, and for the first time, he begins to believe it.
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Could you write some fluffy headcanons about Edward Nashton when he was still in the orphanage? I just want little choir boy Eddie to get some affection
โyoung!edward nashton headcanonsโž
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pairing: edward nashton x gn!reader. cw: none! words: 1.2k.
a/n: ngl, this one is a little difficult because almost all of edward's life in the orphanage was awful asfkaskfj but I'll try! this is more edward centric than x reader bc I wasn't sure if that's what you wanted. these headcanons jump around from childhood to when eddie is a teenager.
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I like to think edward always had really severe bedhead which he would not take care of at all
the exception being if it was for mass, but this used to get him in trouble with the wardens a lot
until one year he just buzzed it all off bc he was sick of getting yelled at about it all the time.... except all the wardens were DEVASTATED
"your hair fit you so well :(((" "why would you do that? it looked really nice when you combed it"
the wardens were rarely ever nice to him so he was very taken aback by this
so he eventually let it grow out again and started. kinda taking pride in his hair?
there wasn't a lot he could do with what little the orphanage had to go around, but sometimes with the money he'd get from his delivery job, he'd buy some nice hair gel and do his hair really neat before leaving for the day. eventually he would get compliments about how nice and soft it was and sometimes pretty people at school would ask to touch it which used to send his little heart into OVERDRIVE
tried growing it down to his shoulders ONE time but he eventually had to invest in hair ties and that was just way too much work
I can't remember if his hobbies are ever mentioned in the before the batman novel but since paul dano is a movie buff in real life, I think it would be cute if eddie was too
when he would get some money, he'd cut class to go to matinee showings and have the time of his life
it was nice bc it was somewhere he could be alone for a few hours and he could always afford a little escapism
the nights where his mind was still fresh with a movie he'd seen earlier in the day were some of the easier ones
sometimes he'd lay up in bed replaying them over and over in his head until he conked out for the night
and sometimes, when the really young kids couldn't fall asleep at night, he'd recite the plot of the movies he saw as bedtime stories
the older kids are awful to him but the younger kids? they love his bedtime stories
(he also might've gotten reported to the wardens about cutting class to see movies but his grades are so good that if they call about him skipping out on a class every now and then, some of the teachers will just straight up lie for him)
(and I mean, he gets really good grades. as long as he passes his classes and isn't getting into anything bad, they couldn't care less)
ironically, his time as a choir boy made him want to join a rock band as a kid
edward probably had a cheap little cd player he kept close to his heart and a secret stash of cds hidden in one of the ceiling tiles in the boys' bathroom that he'd pull out when he was alone and just lose himself in the music
I also like to think he's a fan of math rock and midwest emo because why wouldn't he be
once he got too old to be a choir boy, he started taking lessons from the organist just so he could do something with his hands
but you know what he'd really love to play if he could? the bass
if he'd had the money (and the assurance no one would destroy it), he would've loved to get a bass and just shred on it all hours of the night
(I'd like to think older eddie puts some of that accountant money toward one and it's one of his prized possessions. he may not be the best at it, but he can play his favorite songs and that's much better than nearer my god to thee)
(he definitely sings under his breath too while he plays, partly because his neighbors would complain if he sang any louder and partly because he hasn't really gotten used to losing that choir boy voice)
(this is definitely inspired by the fact that paul is in a band btw)
very eloquent writer!! he used to write poems and songs as a kid that he'd run by his english teacher after class to get advice on
he's written a few secret admirer love letters to crushes over the years with that skill. he never had the guts to reveal he was the one behind them, but he preferred the reveals in his head where they at least could never go wrong
truth was, he'd slip in some riddles from time to time and it almost surely gave him away, but none of his crushes ever outed him on it and that was a small victory
used to take naps in church when he could get away with it but his snore would always give him away
(can you imagine that being why no one liked him. no edward, the orphanage kids didn't hate you because you liked riddles, they hated you because you snore too loud)
near insatiable sweet tooth which he carries into adulthood
teachers would sneak him bags of candy on his birthday that he'd guard with his LIFE so the other kids wouldn't steal any
the wardens would also have to save money on birthday cakes so sometimes all the kids born in a month would all share one cake, but sometimes one of the wardens would save him an extra slice without the other kids knowing if he helped her with her crossword puzzles or filing her taxes
if this takes place in the first snow universe, I'd also like to think that tween-age eddie would sneak out at night to come see you at your place
you'd wait for the tell-tale sign he was thereโ€”a small pebble at your window, followed by two more just to be clear, and then you'd rush downstairs to let him slip in through the backdoor
you'd share the leftovers from dinner in your room, laughing under the sheets as you shoot "would you rather"s at each other for as long as you have breath in your giggling little lungs
(you'd almost been caught a few times, and as eddie got older and as he eventually started climbing through your window when his legs got long enough, the rush of hiding under your bed while your father asked what all the noise was about would get him a little lightheaded)
sometimes you two would even lay in bed with the bedroom door locked (when you were old enough to get away with doing that), sharing your fears and worries and ambitions for the future
and you'd always fall asleep first
and he would just lay there, content, facing you, watching your smushed face in the pillow and your hand still half gripping at his wrist over something funny he'd said ten minutes earlier
he'd always tuck you back in tight and sneak out the back door bc he didn't want to leave the window open in the winter, and he surely didn't want to wake you to close it
your mother sometimes saw, but she never said a thing about it to you, and you and edward were both too confidently stupid and young to think you'd been caught
and if you noticed that she always made just a little too much extra at dinner these days... well, nothing really needed to be said about that
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comforting eddie || edward nashton
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warnings: nothing really, eddie is a sad boy,
synopsis: eddie thinks he doesn't deserve you
word count: 828
a/n: just a little something bad random that i found in my drafts !! ALSO the gif is so beautiful
you and eddie were sprawled out on your bed, the sheets and comforter entangling both your legs that were placed between each other. he placed his arms around your torso, his frame being significantly bigger than yours, making the position slightly awkward but still comfortable. eddie had his face buried into the small crook of your neck. letting out a heavy sigh, he placed little lazy kisses around your neck and collarbone before he lowered himself to your chest. you held the back of his head, running your fingers through his soft brown hair. his glasses pressed against your upper chest, resting his face on your cleavage that poked out from your tank top.ย 
โ€œwhatโ€™s the matter, honey?โ€ you question him, looking down to see the top of his head. โ€œit was a long day at work.โ€ is all he could manage to say, voice muffled from being pressed against you. a frown crawled upon your face, not buying his reasoning.ย 
you rub soothing circles on his back, releasing a slight moan from his lips. you placed a kiss on the crown of his head, โ€œhoney, you can tell me if thereโ€™s something wrong. is everything okay?โ€ you felt his breathing come to a halt, unsure if he should tell you about everything on his mind. he let out another sigh, his fingers playing with the fabric of your top.ย 
โ€œI just need comfort right now, please.โ€ he pleaded, you could hear the tears threatening to spill down his cherub face. you continued to stroke his hair, leaving small gentle scratches on his scalp. you felt his breathing become uneven and more sporadic. you quietly shushed him while rubbing his back, trying to settle him down. the tears started to soak your shirt, looking down at him with a frown. youโ€™ve never seen him this upset.ย  you whispered sweet nothings down to him as he wept in your arms.ย 
with growing concern, you asked him once more, โ€œwhatโ€™s going on, sweetpea. please?.โ€ you coaxed as you combed his hair from the side of his face, trying to give him some room to breathe. He placed his cheek on your chest, taking a deep breath as you encouraged him to.
โ€œi-โ€ he hesitated, you gave him a reassuring nod as he felt all sorts of emotions.
โ€œi just donโ€™t understand how you love me.โ€ his sentence was quickly cut short by quiet sobs. you sighed, pulling him up closer to you. you felt your eyes start to form tears and your bottom lip start to quiver. you were unsure where this came from, he seemed fine when he left for work this morning.ย 
eddie was a complex man, and you knew that. heโ€™s had many firsts with you; first kiss, first date, first i love youโ€™s, first time having sex. yet, he never started to question himself and your relationship until very recently. sure, heโ€™s always felt like the luckiest guy in the world, dating someone whoโ€™s far out of his league. but recently, itโ€™s all he thinks about. how you deserve so much more, someone whoโ€™s less awkward, more attractive, and more experienced with everything. a lot of his insecurities seem to stem from his lack of experience with, well, everything. heโ€™s never had a girlfriend before you.ย 
โ€œoh sweetpea.โ€ you said in a soft tone, your voice sounding like sweet honey. he cuddled himself closer to you, resting his head on your shoulder.
โ€œi canโ€™t find the right words to express just how much i love you, youโ€™re the kindest, sweetest, most lovable man iโ€™ve ever met. iโ€™ve never felt safer with anyone before. i love everything about you, honey!โ€ you quietly exclaimed, trying to keep your tone quiet.
he continued to weep in your arms, sniffling occasionally, โ€œcโ€™mere eddie.โ€ you said as you tried sitting up. he lifted himself off of you, sitting crisscross across from you and showing his red eyes and tear-stained face, which fogged up his glasses. you gently took them from his face, placing your hands on the sides of his face and wiping his tears away with your thumbs. quickly, you cleaned his foggy glasses, and placed them back on his face. he smiled as you pulled him up to the top of the bed. you placed a soft kiss on his cheek, then one on his lips.ย 
as you pulled away, you noticed his cheeks tinted pink. one of the many things he loved about you was how you still managed to give him butterflies no matter how long youโ€™ve been together.
โ€œyouโ€™re the love of my life eddie. iโ€™ve never felt so sure of someone in my entire life. please donโ€™t think that you donโ€™t deserve my love. you deserve it, and so much more.โ€
a small smile crawled onto his face, pulling his knees towards his chin, starting to rock himself a little. you pulled him close into a big hug, rubbing his back until he felt calm.ย 
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iโ€™m working on my wips (including requests!) thank u sm for reading and supporting even tho my writing sucks LOL love u ๐Ÿ„๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿงš๐Ÿป
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เญจ first date with Edward Nashton เญง
(gn reader)
- he is DRIPPING in sweat, this man is so nervous. partially because he's never actually went on a date before, dating and meeting someone is very new to him. and of course if it's going on a date with you its even more nerve racking for him, since he wants to make it one of the best dates ever ofc!
- For first times u both settled on the idea of eating at a restaurant, it was just a tiny diner in one of the streets of Gotham. You told Edward you would be done around 6 pm. He usually visited u with the subway and did so this time as well. He was there knocking at ur door precisely at 5:59 pm.
- He stood there awkwardly fiddling with his hands, pacing back and forth a bit on his heels as well. His heart was almost beating out of his chest. You then opened the door, smiling brightly at him n telling him he can come in for a little.
- You finish off by putting on your shoes and getting your belongings. Once again Edward stood there pacing back and forth a little. You could obviously tell he was nervous, but as to not make him uncomfortable u pretended to ignore it. "You all set Ed?" He flinches a bit, lost in thought. "Y-Yea! sorry-" you smile at him and make a walk for the door.
- After taking the subway together talking abt recent Batman sightings, since u both have that interest in common. A bit of walking and more talking, you arrive at the restaurant. Edward quickly opened the door for you making you chuckle at him. "Thank you sir~" you say and he chuckles a little as well.
- A woman got u two seated and u ordered some drinks. She hands u a menu n smiles. "Have u been here before Ed?" You ask looking over at him from above the menu card. "Hmm...no I havent, but I've seen this place while walking over to work, thought it looked good" he smiles. "Well I'm excited to see if it indeed is good" you smile back. After a while u guys ordered and chatted for a bit again. Edward looked at u with admiration in his eyes. It was obvious he had been interested in u for a while, the guy snuck around at work always trying to find a way to be around you. Thinking nothing weird of it u asked if u could eat lunch with him someday and found out how amazing he actually is and how many things u have in common together!
- You both ate ur food, while chatting and laughing. The evening sky quickly settled down into night sky, time had flown by. Edward decides to take u back to ur home to make sure ur safe. At the door you smile at him and thank him for the lovely evening. He smiles and gets a bit of a red tint on his cheeks. You give him a little kiss on the cheek and wish him goodnight, closing the door in front of him.
- He stood there for a little, trying to collect himself. You had kissed him on the cheek??!! He thought to himself how he got so lucky. That cheek is now not being washed lolol.
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riddler and paul dano have been my hyper fixation since last year april n if sadly never wrote something publicly for the riddle man but expect me to do so more often now โ™ก
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Home For Christmas
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Tags: angst, hurt/comfort, fluff, character exploration, christmas
author's note: I was sitting alone, super late on Christmas night, feeling weird about the holidays when I decided to write this. This is an Edward x reader fic but it's also an exploration of his character. I was thinking about what Edward's experience with Christmas might have been throughout different times of his life, and how he would realistically handle it as an adult. If you're someone that finds the holidays difficult and maybe doesn't even like Christmas, then this one goes out to you. <3
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Christmas.ย 
Every year it was excruciating. The holiday had been brutal at the orphanage. Back when the orphanage was still functioning, he had been too young to participate or even remember the festivities. By the time he was old enough, the funding had run out.ย 
The staff would put up some dusty decorations that were falling apart on one designated Christmas wall for a couple days. The children would rehearse their hymns and songs for the public. They would each get one present that was the same as everyone elseโ€™s. It was usually a pair of mittens or a spiral notebook. And then they would go to bed hungry and freezing cold. The single television they had would project images of children spending Christmas at loving homes. Their living room floors hidden under the copious amounts of presents they received. Smiles big and warm on their faces as they lifted the steaming mug of hot cocoa to their lips. They would sit on the floor and watch those displays of what the holidays should be like before a staff member would come in and turn the TV off, sending them all to their cots and threadbare blankets for the night.
One year Thomas Wayne came to the orphanage during Christmas. And he talked to Edward! Imagine that! Told him he mattered. That he would do well in this world.ย 
What a joke.ย 
He had been too young to understand then, but he had just been a political pawn. As an adult he knew that Mr. Wayne had most likely been told to say nice things to the poor orphans so he could look good on TV. But as a child he had taken it very seriously. He had gotten his hopes up just to be beaten down soon after. That had been one of his earliest Christmas memories.ย 
Once he was old enough to go to a public school outside of the orphanage it was almost worse.
โ€œWhat did you get this year?โ€ The inevitable question would come.
โ€œNothing.โ€ Edward would always reply.ย 
Like every year.ย 
But he wanted to say โ€œLies. False promises. Emptiness.โ€ย 
Sleepless cold nights. Forced pageantry so everyone else could enjoy the stupid holiday. Those Christmas songs and hymns were burned into his memory whether he liked it or not.ย 
In college it wasnโ€™t much better. Everyone would talk about how excited they were for winter break. Looking forward to seeing family, friends and pets that they were missing.ย  Hearing everyone in passing idly chatting about the homes they were going back to. Even out of the orphanage he couldnโ€™t escape the fact that he was unwanted. That there was no home for him to go back to and that there never would be.ย 
He would stay on campus of course, the halls barren, and walk around like a ghost. No classes to distract him from the echoes of his past. No swell of bodies in the hall to disappear into and be a part of.ย 
It was just him and the inner knowledge that he wasnโ€™t wanted, that he had no one, and that it was somehow his fault. Those late nights on campus he would find himself walking outside alone a lot. He would spend late nights trudging through the snow, hoping the chill would distract him from the screaming in his mind.ย 
As an adult, holiday parties at work were just another societal ritual that he didnโ€™t understand. Secret Santas were like his own personal hell. No one wanted to get Eddie for theirs. No one knew what to get him because he, โ€œDidnโ€™t talk much!โ€ His reactions to opening the things he got were never acceptable enough. He was either overly cheerful or came off as rude. Itโ€™s like he couldnโ€™t choose the right emotions that people wanted to see.ย 
No one ever liked the gifts he gave either. A gift certificate to a diner that the recipient thought was gross. A plain office spiral notebook that wasnโ€™t enough for Christmas, even though as a child thatโ€™s usually what he had gotten. A small book of riddles that they frowned upon opening and asked, โ€œIsnโ€™t this stuff for kids?โ€ย 
โ€œHappy Holidaysโ€ย ย 
No one wants me.ย 
โ€œMerry Christmas!โ€ย 
There is something deeply wrong with me.ย 
โ€œHave a happy new year!โ€
ย I am never going to fit in in this world.ย 
For Edward, it never got easier. His routine was always to try and avoid the holidays as much as possible. All of these reasons and more were why, when you asked him if he wanted to spend the holiday with you this year, he didnโ€™t know what to say.
He froze and you immediately said, โ€œItโ€™s okay if you donโ€™t want to! I donโ€™t mean to impose!โ€ย 
Because he looked deeply uncomfortable when you asked.ย  He grimaced and looked out the diner window, now cloudy with frost on the glass. Turning his attention back to you, he picked up his coffee cup and swirled the dregs around contemplatively.ย 
โ€œItโ€™s fine... Itโ€™s just that I donโ€™tโ€ฆ. likeโ€ฆ the holidays,โ€ he answered slowly, as if even thinking about it was painful.
You frowned. You knew that Eddie had been an orphan, maybe it had been insensitive of you to ask.ย 
โ€œOh.. Thatโ€™s okay! Um. I was just asking because Iโ€™m not going home this year, so I just thoughtโ€ฆโ€ you trailed off seeing that same pained expression appear on his face again.ย 
โ€œHome..โ€ he answered before taking the last sip of his coffee. He didnโ€™t finish his thought.ย 
You were definitely puzzled. You had been with Eddie for almost a year now, and hadnโ€™t ever seen him be this quiet. You knew he wasnโ€™t the most forthcoming about personal matters, but this was different. He hadnโ€™t even told you a riddle or a pun today.ย 
โ€œMy family is going on a trip this year and I couldnโ€™t take that much time off work, so I have four days to fill by myself,โ€ you explained, not sure if he was listening or not, โ€œand I like spending time with you soโ€ฆโ€
Eddie smiled weakly at your last comment.
โ€œI like spending time with you too,โ€ he answered quietly.
The waitress came to your table and refilled both of your mugs while you sat in silence.ย 
โ€œEddie? Are you okay?โ€ย 
He looked up at you over his coffee apologetically.ย 
โ€œYes, sorry.. Just tired,โ€ he mumbled as he stirred sugar into his coffee.ย 
You reached across the table and held his hand, rubbing your thumb over his.ย 
โ€œI love you, okay? If you donโ€™t want to talk about it, thatโ€™s fine, but just know that I am here for you.โ€
It hurt to see him like this, you wished you knew what was wrong. Edward squeezed your hand, and peered up at you from under his glasses. He chewed on his lower lip for a moment before speaking.ย 
โ€œI knowโ€ฆ Iโ€™m sorry. Itโ€™s just that I never did the wholeโ€ฆ holiday thing. And Iโ€™m not good at it. Iโ€™m not good at giving presents orโ€ฆย  being cheerful or any of the requirements,โ€ he lifted his coffee with his free hand and took a sip before continuing, โ€œI donโ€™t know if you would want to spend the holidays with me.โ€ย 
He didnโ€™t look at you as he spoke, he just kept his eyes trained on the window the whole time, studying patterns in the frost.ย 
โ€œI definitely do want to,โ€ you insisted, โ€œYou donโ€™t have to be any certain way for me.โ€ Edward stopped studying the window, and turned back to you, a blush creeping up his neck. โ€œOh. Um. Then yeah, we should definitelyโ€ฆ spend it together, if thatโ€™s what you want..โ€ He trailed off awkwardly, pushing his glasses back up his nose. That was a good enough answer for you. After the two of you finished your drinks, you flagged down the waitress to bring you the check. You paid the fee at the register and as the two of you were leaving, she called out behind you, โ€œHave a Merry Christmas!โ€ You called back, โ€œThanks, you too!โ€ย 
Edward frowned and shrunk down inside of his coat a little. You decided to go to his place that night because it was closer, and it was cold. As you walked the snowy streets, the Christmas lights in the trees shone down beautifully, reflecting off the icy patches. โ€œI love the lights this time of year.. Arenโ€™t they so pretty?โ€ you asked.
โ€œUm.. Yes.โ€ Edward answered rigidly, glancing up at them for a second before continuing to look forward.
โ€œSo what do you wanna do over Christmas break?โ€ You asked, excited to be spending it with him.
โ€œI donโ€™t know,โ€ he answered tonelessly, his eyes narrowing. โ€œUm. Whatever you want to do I guess,โ€ he added on quickly, offering you a smile that didnโ€™t quite reach his eyes.
โ€œAre you sure it's okay Iโ€™m spending it with you?โ€ You asked, โ€œYou seem a littleโ€ฆโ€
Edward looked at you, waiting for you to finish your sentence.
โ€œUpset.โ€ You finished.ย 
โ€œOh. Sorry.โ€ He answered simply. The two of you trudged on in silence after that, since he didnโ€™t seem to be in the mood to talk. After a while, Edward noticed that you were frowning at the ground while you walked, so he gathered up the courage to try to explain his feelings. He wasnโ€™t trying to upset you, but seemed to be failing miserably at it. โ€œWell, If Iโ€™m being honestโ€ฆ.โ€ he started, his grip tightening on yours, โ€œThe holidays were always a bad time for meโ€ฆ. And this season brings back a lot of memories I would rather not think about. It kind of distracts me I guess.โ€ย  He pulled his key from his coat pocket and unlocked his door, letting you out of the cold and into the apartment building. As you walked up the dingy stairway, your stomach twisted. He was really down, and he clearly really disliked the holidays. You deeply regretted the tin of sugar cookies and hot chocolate mix you had shoved in your purse before going out to meet him at the diner. Once your coats were off and you were both safely enclosed in the warm confines of Edwardโ€™s apartment, you followed him into the living room. โ€œLetโ€™s watch some movies!โ€ You suggested, wanting to hopefully take his mind off of it. Edwardโ€™s chest tightened as he guessed what was coming, you were going to ask to watch holiday movies, and then he would agree, and it would put him in a terrible mood. โ€œWanna watch the SAW movies?โ€ you asked, inspecting his rack of DVDs. โ€œYou must really like them if you have all of them here.โ€ He brightened at that. โ€œOh! Yeah, definitely!โ€ he agreed, smiling at you for the first time that day. Once the movie was in and started, you snuggled up to Eddie on the couch, laying your head on his chest and shoulder as he wrapped his arm around you. You felt him kiss the top of your head as the movie started. You thought the movie was a little gruesome, but it seemed to relax Eddie a lot, and that was all that mattered. Plus, you could hide your face in his chest and snuggle up to him more whenever you got scared, which both of you liked. At the end of the second movie, you were getting hungry. You got up to go rummage in the kitchen for something to eat.
โ€œWhat do you have for snacks, Eddie?โ€ You asked as you made your way past him on the couch.
โ€œIโ€™m pretty sure I have popcorn andโ€”โ€ He stopped as you tripped over your purse that you had left lying on the floor, catching your arm as you tilted forward. โ€œCareful!โ€ he cautioned, โ€œAre you alright?โ€ He asked, reaching down to pick up your purse, and what had spilled out of it.
โ€œYeah Iโ€™m alright.โ€ You answered bashfully.
โ€œWhat is this?โ€ He asked curiously, holding up the tin decorated with a snowflake pattern.
โ€œOhโ€ฆ. Those areโ€ฆโ€ You sighed, praying that this wouldnโ€™t bring his mood back down, โ€œI made you sugar cookies and brought you some hot chocolate mixโ€ฆ for um.. Christmas..โ€
Edwardโ€™s eyes widened. He looked at you, and then looked at the tin, before looking back at you, โ€œReally?โ€
โ€œYeahโ€ฆโ€ you mumbled, feeling very foolish knowing how he felt about the holidays now, โ€œBut you donโ€™t have to accept them or anything if youโ€ฆโ€ you trailed off as you saw Edward opening the box, pulling one out and smelling it.
โ€œI actually have always wanted to try one of theseโ€ฆ You made these?โ€ He asked again, digging through the box.
โ€œYeah!โ€ you answered, relieved that he actually seemed happy about it.
โ€œFor me?โ€ He asked, incredulously.
โ€œYes.โ€
โ€œSo I can have one?โ€ He asked again, his brows furrowed, as he held a cookie in front of him, inspecting it closely.
You laughed, โ€œYes. They are for you.โ€
You spent the rest of the evening snacking on popcorn and cookies with Edward while watching the rest of the movies. He almost didnโ€™t want to eat them at all, but knew he couldnโ€™t save them forever. It was the first time anyone had given him a gift that they hadnโ€™t been obligated to. The gift hadnโ€™t just been some thoughtless cheap thing either, it was something that you had worked on and made specifically for him to enjoy.
He pulled your face to his and kissed you softly, before pulling the blankets over both of you and settling in to watch the last movie.
Once the SAW marathon was over, you dug in your purse for your phone to see if anyone had contacted you. After not finding it, your stomach sank, and you realized that you left your cellphone at your apartment. If your family couldnโ€™t get a hold of you on Christmas tomorrow, they were going to freak out. You were so apologetic about having to go back over there so late but Edward didnโ€™t care. He was more of a night owl anyway.ย 
Edward packed some overnight clothes so the two of you could just stay at your place after you got there since it was so late and you were tired.
Once at your apartment, you flicked the lights on and quickly shrugged off your coat and purse. You prayed that your phone was actually there, and not buried in the snow outside somewhere. You let out a major sigh of relief when you found your phone, plugged in by your bed.ย 
โ€œI found it!โ€ You called out to Eddie, but didn't get a reply.
You walked back out into your living room to find Edward sitting on the couch, his gaze focused on the small Christmas tree in your apartment corner. You had gotten it a few days earlier at a second hand store. It was a scraggly, cheap plastic mini tree that you had grabbed for 3 bucks. It came with some lights already on it. You had gotten it in a small attempt to bring some life into your dreary apartment, but it hadnโ€™t really worked. Unfortunately, you had completely forgotten about it before bringing him over here. โ€œI found my phone!โ€ you said again. โ€œThankfully it was here.โ€ โ€œOh!โ€ Edward answered, looking at you and smiling, โ€œGood!โ€ โ€œAre you tired yet?โ€ you asked, feeling more awake than you had before. Going back outside into the cold had woken you up a bit. โ€œNot really,โ€ Edward answered, his gaze back on the tree. โ€œI can put another movie on? Pick one out that you like and we can watch it!โ€ You suggested, internally cursing yourself for bringing him here. Edward nodded, seeming to like your idea. You watched as he crouched down in front of your movie shelf, eyes scanning the titles. You left him to it, going into your kitchen to get something to drink. When you came back, he was still in the same spot, but looking at your tree again. He looked very sad, and lost in thought. Damn it. You really wished you hadnโ€™t put that decoration up. โ€œDid you find anything you want to watch?โ€ you asked, and he stiffened, your words bringing him back to the present. โ€œUmmmโ€ฆ. Yeah!โ€ He answered, scanning down the titles again before pulling one out from the row with his index finger. You took it from him. โ€œThe Thing, huh?โ€ you commented, before putting it in the player. โ€œA good choice! Havenโ€™t seen this one in awhile.โ€ The two of you settled onto your couch as you watched the movie. You were fully engrossed in the story, but you noticed that Edward was fidgety. He didnโ€™t put his arms around you and picked at the blanket absent-mindedly. He watched the movie with you but you noticed he kept looking at your tree. After a while, every time you peeked over at him, you would find him staring at it, his eyes glazed over. He stopped picking at the blanket and started picking at his fingers. You reached over and took his hand in yours, rubbing circles into the back of his palm with your fingers.ย  โ€œThis part is really scary,โ€ you murmured as an explanation.
That seemed to soothe him for a while, but soon enough, he was back to looking at it, his hand gripping yours tighter and tighter.ย 
You let go of his hand and got up from the couch, making your way over to the tree. He watched you curiously. โ€œEverything okay?โ€ he asked from his spot on the couch, his curious nature activated at your sudden movements. โ€œYeah.โ€ You said, shoving up on the bottom of the window pane. โ€œIโ€™m fine.โ€ โ€œWhat are you doing?โ€ He asked, getting up off the couch. The window seemed to be frozen shut and you struggled with it. โ€œIโ€™m trying to open this window, itโ€™s really hot in here. Could you help me?โ€ you asked, standing to the side to let him try. โ€œOf course, Angel.โ€ With a hard shove from Eddie, the window broke free of its icy confines and opened. Ice cold Gotham air blew into your apartment, causing you to shiver. โ€œThank you.โ€ You said, matter of factly. Then without any explanation you reached down and unplugged your Christmas tree. โ€œUm, whatโ€“โ€ Edward started. And then you tossed it out the window. Both of you watched it fall to the snowy ground several stories beneath your apartment. โ€œWHAT!โ€ Eddie exclaimed, โ€œWhy did you just???โ€ He looked at you wide eyed, completely bewildered. โ€œI could see it was bothering you. And anyway, it was ugly.โ€ Edward leaned out of the window, looking down at the offending tree before pulling himself back in, shutting the window, and turning to you. โ€œYou didnโ€™t have to do that!โ€ He exclaimed.ย  Edwardโ€™s genuine shock at your actions was hilarious to you. You covered your face with your hands, trying to stifle your giggles but it was of no use. You burst out laughing. Then you heard it. A high pitched giggle. You opened your eyes to find Edward laughing too. The two of you carried on like that for a few minutes, each of you laughing so much that it was hard to breathe at times. By the time the two of you had finally settled down, the movie was almost over.
Edward sighed, wiping a tear away from under his glasses, โ€œThatโ€™s alright, we should probably go to bed anyway since it's so late. We can watch it tomorrow.โ€
You put your hands on either side of Eddieโ€™s face, and kissed him warmly, running your hands through his hair. He kissed you back passionately, his hands pulling your waist towards him. The two of you did not go to sleep until much later.ย 
Edward woke up on Christmas Day with you in his arms. Surprisingly his mind wasnโ€™t filled with dread at the thought of yet another Christmas to get through. He had you there, curled into him, and he felt at peace. He was at home with you. The two of you spent the morning sleepily making coffee, watching movies together and talking. Around noon, you decided to go pick up some Chinese food for lunch and to also get out of the apartment for a little bit. The idea of completely ignoring Christmas had become somewhat of an inside joke between the two of you, after you had thrown your tree out the window. โ€œReally weird that thereโ€™s barely any restaurants open today, canโ€™t imagine why.โ€ You commented, in your best sincere voice. Edward giggled, โ€œYes it is quite strange. And all of these lights everywhere too. Perhaps it's some sort of cult?โ€ You continued to look serious as you thought of what to say next. โ€œWhat is that?โ€ Edward asked, gesturing to something in the snow. You looked and it was your Christmas tree decoration, still lying on the sidewalk, completely ruined. Both of you erupted in laughter. A while later, you were on the way back to your apartment, both of you carrying copious amounts of Chinese food, when Edward stopped to ask you a question. โ€œUm.. Do you wantโ€ฆโ€ he looked to the side, his cheeks tinged pink from the cold, โ€œDo you want to do anythingโ€ฆ. Christmas-sy? Like.. I donโ€™t know.. I could go buy you a present or something and you could open it.โ€ย  Edward squeezed the bags of take outย  to his chest a little tighter when he asked. As uncomfortable as it was, he didnโ€™t want you to miss out on things you might want to do because of his hang-ups. You smiled warmly at him and stood on your tiptoes to kiss him on the cheek. โ€œNope! Spending time with you today is more than enough. I love being with you. Honestly, this is the most fun Iโ€™ve had in years.โ€ You adjusted the weight of the bag on your arm before continuing, โ€œAnyway, let's get home, Iโ€™m hungry!โ€ย 
Edward smiled, the tightness in his chest melting away. He followed after you, the two of you making the only footprints on the sidewalk as you made your way back home.
I am wanted. I am needed. I am at home right here with you.ย 
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The Riddler - (Edward x Reader) ๐Ÿ’š
Ch.3
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Summary: Edward canโ€™t help seeing you struggle with your day to day life. Being a college girl is hard enough.ย ย 
Subject: SOMNOPHILIA/SMUT WARNING, storyline, Fluff, eventually will turn into smuts in between chapters, desperation, submissive kink, savior kink, Being pampered/babied kink, stalking, minor depression, mystery thriller?ย P in V content, slight choking,
Words: 1.7k
Characters: Edward Nashton x Reader (college fem! reader)ย 
MATURE 18+/MISSPELLING GRAMMAR APOLOGIESย 
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ย I want to drown in a sea of all things Edward Nashton and Paul Dano. I might write nonstop headcanons and other fics all week about this beautiful man. Iโ€™ll soon have more time, btw this chapter is consensualย  <3ย 
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โ€œYou sure Eddie? Iโ€™m being serious if thisโ€“โ€
ย ย ย ย โ€œIโ€™m sure weโ€™ll figure it out thoughโ€ you pause for a second and study his expression.
โ€œI-Itโ€™s fine, I think we are going to be ok..just donโ€™t overthink itโ€ he gave you a sly smile.ย 
You stood up from the stool and snaked your arms around his waist resting your chin on his shoulder. โ€œThank youโ€ you whispered before pressing a kiss on his cheek. Eddie flushed with heat having you kiss him. โ€œY-youโ€™re welcomeโ€ He wanted you to stay close to his arm, but that would have to wait a little while longer tonight.ย 
ย ย โ€œI think we should get going. I was supposed to lock up the door like thirty minutes agoโ€ you rushed over to the corner of the store to retrieve your jacket.ย 
โ€œRight, but Iโ€™m sure you have to be back here before you know it right? It seems kind of pointless to him, considering you practically are here pretty early in the morning.ย ย 
ย โ€œYep. One last day, and I will be switching jobs soonโ€ Eddie followed behind you toward the door as you switched off the lights for the night.ย 
ย ย โ€œText me when you make it homeโ€ Eddie curled his fingers in his pockets locking his eyes with yours.ย 
ย ย ย โ€œI will..โ€ you gave a sweet grin realizing this was a beginning of something relieving. Like a new feeling of something you couldnโ€™t quite describe. Was it soon to move in with him? You watch him walk off as you graze the key against your fingers inside your pocket. Maybe itโ€™s just you overthinking once more like he said. Thereโ€™s so much that you couldnโ€™t wait to do, But one thing you knew for certain though, you made the right decision for the roommate that you did want to have.ย 
ย ย ย You walked down toward the first block near the stop sign to wave down the closest taxi driver.
Man were you tired. As soon as you hopped into the car, you slouched your head against the window watching the city pass by. There were just a few more things you needed to get down at home, before heading to bed. But man you couldnโ€™t wait to text Eddie more than anything else. All the plans and future freedoms you can have, and also the relief you have hopefully only going have on the expenses and all that other jazz. Once the taxi driver arrived at your stop, you paid him his money before making your way to your home.ย 
ย ย ย The warmth of the hallway hugged you, rubbing off your worked shoes at the door.ย 
You greeted your mom and spent time with her to ask about her day and everything else going on in her own world. The amount of time left was growing grim as you glanced at the time on the wall at your home.ย 
ย You wished her goodnight before walking up the stairs to finally go into your bedroom.ย 
โ€œShitโ€ you cursed to yourself realizing you forgot to text Eddie that you made it home.ย 
You scramble for your phone and text him.ย 
You: โ€œHey! Sorry for the late response, but I made it homeโ€ย 
you smile at your screen and curl up on your bed.ย 
Eddie: Itโ€™s Ok :) Iโ€™m glad you made it safely. Are you free this weekend to talk about plans?โ€
You: โ€œYea I took off this Saturday, we can talk tomorrow too, we have plenty of timeโ€ย 
Eddie: โ€œI know I just need to let my landlord know in advance about you. But donโ€™t worry Iโ€™ll take care of itโ€
You:ย  โ€œoh yea thatโ€™s right lol โ€ฆ but we should make sure you have enough space in your place too.โ€ย 
Eddie: โ€œDonโ€™t worry, remember? Just get some sleep, and Iโ€™ll see you tomorrow morning :)ย 
Gnโ€
You: Good night :)ย 
You smiled and stared at your phone for a while, looking at his messages. How could someone be so perfect? He could do everything you wanted. But as a roommate and something more?
Canโ€™t be possible. It would just mess everything up in the long run. You never want anything to harm his precious feelings either. Eddie was such a sweetheart to you. Thereโ€™s no other guy who made you feel the way you did. But it was important not to get caught up in the moment and focus on the end goal of this stage. You slowly made your way to your bathroom to take a quick shower.ย 
ย ย ย ย Eddie watched from across the street of your home and noticed the yellow light of your bedroom on. After your late text he had to make sure you went to bed or otherwise he himself wouldnโ€™t be able to sleep for the night. Oh the things he would do to you every minute and day he would see you. Kiss you goodnight and whisper sweet nothings into your ear. That was something he planned on doing as soon as you went to bed. He usually never was this bold with his advances, but this time he felt as though he knew more and felt closer to you. You were his..
He slowly creeped over to your bedroom window and watched you enter your room naked with a towel wrapped around just your hair. โ€œOh babyโ€ he whispered, taking in your beautiful body. His dick hardens, noticing your curves and every inch of your body. His glasses fogged up with his mouth wide open dreaming of touching your skin and being between those thighs.ย 
ย ย Going unnoticed he watch you rub lotion on your skin and carefully slip on some very cute pink underwear that hugged your ass just right. Eddie hand tucked into his pants stroking himself slowly as he seen you crawl into bed and shut off your lamp for the night.
ย ย ย ย Eddie waited patiently for a good while before finding a way to break into your home. He sneakily made his way into your bedroom and quietly closed your bedroom door. You were peacefully asleep with just your hair fallen over your face.ย 
ย ย โ€œMy loveโ€ he whispered into your hair and smelled it. He slowly peeled the covers back and glided his hands up your soft legs. His fingertips brushed over the inside of your thigh making you moan just a bit in your sleep.
ย ย Eddie bent down to kiss your thigh and slowly parted your legs without waking you. He couldnโ€™t help seeing how peaceful and cute you were. All of your body was his and no one else. So pure and soft. All he wanted to do was pleasure you and make you feel good. โ€œMy precious girlโ€ he rubbed his hand against your cheek and softly ran his fingers between your folds in your panties. You softly moan and squirm in your sleep. โ€œShhโ€ Eddie grew harder watching your face squirm. He smiled wondering what you dreamed of as he pleased you. โ€œYouโ€™re so wet baby girlโ€ his hand was leaned against your side to support himself as he slowly swirled your clit with your lubricated up wetness. Eddie pushed up your night gown to expose your sweet breasts.ย 
ย ย He carefully pulled your panties down halfway to expose your flower. His fingers twirled your nipples in circular motions to harden them.ย 
ย ย ย He smirked carefully, giving a soft squeeze. His mouth grazed around your nipple while silently sucking on it. He watch your sleepless expression as your chest rise up and down.ย 
Eddie slips his digits inside you to feel your wetness build up while you rest. Making you squirm a bit between your legs. Eddie slowly retracted his fingers before undoing his pants.ย 
ย ย ย His harden dick dripped off pre cum ready to own your body. His breath heavily tried to slow down pace before aligning himself between your thighs. He felt shameful for doing his but he wanted to make sure you were taken care of. You felt so good to him. All of you were taking him in as he slowly enters inside you. You slowly awaken and startled by seeing him on top of you.ย 
ย Before you could speak Eddie covered your mouth with his hand.ย 
ย ย โ€œPlease donโ€™t screamโ€ he continued to pump into you harder. You wrapped your legs around his waist to signal to him that you liked him inside you. You pull his hand away and quietly breathe out. โ€œEddie go fasterโ€ you pull him in closer to feel his strokes deeper inside you.ย 
ย ย Eddie silently moaned out your name as you begged him not to stop. โ€œLook at me Eddieโ€ you softly took his adorable cheeks into yours. You both were in the dark but you could barely see his face. You werenโ€™t sure if you were dreaming or not but you felt hungry and lustful for him as he made you feel pleasure. โ€œIโ€™m all yoursโ€ you kiss his lips clinging on his shoulders.ย 
ย ย โ€œYou promise? He pounded into you harder feeling you silently scream. His hand lightly gripped your neck. You notice a slight difference in his puppy eyes that makes you go crazy.ย 
โ€œmhmmโ€ you bit your bottom lipย  toes curled feeling him slowly soften his strokes to torture you.ย 
โ€œI just wanted to make sure you were okayโ€ he kissed your cheek. โ€œI promise I am nowโ€ you whispered. โ€œSorry I think I made a messโ€ he pulled himself out of you and noticed a pool of cum on the sheets.ย 
ย ย ย โ€œOh manโ€ you had so many questions in your mind, but you didnโ€™t bother asking yet, the only concern you had was felt in the moment. Your face was flushed red from how sleepish you still were. You pulled his arm back before he could get up. โ€œNo just stay here, sleep next to me until early in the morning, we're going to see each other anyway right?โ€ you grabbed a towel to cover the sheets and cuddle next to him. โ€œHow am I going to be able to leave?โ€ Eddie still was surprised at how you weren't freaking out. โ€œJust sneak out the window sillyโ€ you whispered before falling to sleep cuddled up in his arms.ย 
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Canโ€™t Get Enough
fem!reader x edward nashton
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summary: i missed edward all day and finally heโ€™s homeโ€ฆ
warning : romantic!AU, โš ๏ธ 18+ ONLY โš ๏ธ smut, soft dom reader, fluff!!!, creampie
word count: 2216
(sorry if layout is weird i write on my phone)
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time, 5:23 PM.
Edward should be home soon. it only takes a few minutes to walk from the train to here. sitting at my desk watching tv on my laptop really wasnโ€™t the best thing i could do with my day off but hey, i deserve a nothing day.
a few minutes pass and i hear his keys jingle in the door knob, followed by them being thrown on the little table next to the front door. then the shuffling of his jacket and shoes coming off.
his footsteps are soft as they approach the bedroom, and even though weโ€™ve been together for over a year i still get butterflies when weโ€™ve been apart for so long like today.
โ€œhello love, what are you watching?โ€ he asks in my direction, going to the closest to get out of his work clothes.
โ€œcriminal minds. but iโ€™m barely paying attentionโ€
โ€œand whyโ€™s that?โ€ he's busy looking at pajamas but i know i still have his full attention.
โ€œkept looking at the time waiting for youโ€ i canโ€™t help but smile like a teenager. i swivel my chair to watch him look through his many basic t-shirts.
โ€œaww, youโ€™re cuteโ€ he chooses a black cotton t-shirt and walks over to my desk, he always looked so hot when he wore his boxers as bottoms. he stood behind me and wrapped his arms around my neck and shoulder crouching down to give a little peck on my head.
โ€œno, you areโ€ i giggled and turned my head to kiss him. he wraps one of his hands around my neck and kisses back. he doesnโ€™t apply pressure, just rests his hand, holding me close.
โ€œyou look so beautiful like this, y/nโ€ he stands back up and looks down at me
โ€œlike what..?โ€ i look back up to him and feel my face get hot again. iโ€™m wearing some old tie dye shirt and some sweatpants i got from target. a classic outfit for me. itโ€™s nothing special but i can tell he means it.
โ€œlike this. ya know all comfortable andโ€ฆ.i donโ€™t know i just think you look beautifulโ€
i stand out of my chair and take a step towards him. i grab both his hands and pull them up to my face so heโ€™s cupping my face. i look him in the eyes and smile up to him, even when iโ€™m standing heโ€™s still much taller than me. he leans down and kiss my forehead, he pulls back and rests his forehead on mine.
โ€œhow about we watch something together?โ€ i ask pulling him into the living room and towards the couch.
โ€œoh yeah! you can put on whatever you likeโ€ he sits down in the middle of the couch leaving little space for me to sit down. i stand in front of him and flip through movies on hulu, nothing ever sounds interesting. i lean forward a bit trying to read the description of some cliche horror movie. he takes this opportunity to grab both of my hips and pull me down on his lap.
โ€œi missed you today.โ€
โ€œi was going to say the same thingโ€ he whispered in my ear giving it a small kiss. he then started kissing down my ear to my neck and then to my clothed shoulder. using his right hand to massage my other shoulder, then down to hold my right hand. nails painted his favorite color: forest green. he loves when my nails are done in this color, a small token that iโ€™m his.
โ€œi thought we were gonna watch somethingโ€
โ€œdonโ€™t worry, love, i can multitask,โ€ he says in between the kisses.
โ€œis it ok if we watch this?โ€
โ€œyes, thatโ€™s perfect, whatever you like.โ€ he doesnโ€™t even look at the screen, eyes closed in bliss feeling the warmth of my skin, definitely getting warmer from these actions.
I loved when he did this, worshiping me even in small actions. he took his left hand and pulled it up to my cheek, just barely glancing at the movie then back up at me. he caressed my cheek as my eyes are on the screen trying so hard not to give into the attention he so desperately wants. i hear him whimper quietly and i feel his hips lightly jerk up into me, he knows i canโ€™t resist those noises.
โ€œyes, eddie?โ€ i look right at him with a slight grin trying so hard not to show him how much i love this.
โ€œkiss meโ€ he pushes the hair behind my ear, โ€œplease?โ€
oh come on!! how could i resist when he asks so nicely? i lean in and kiss his cheek first then pepper kisses all over his face, finally landing on his lips. i turn my upper body so i can wrap both my arms around his neck and rest them on his shoulders, relaxing further into the kiss. He moves his hands to my face and tangles them in my hair pulling me as close as he can. moments like these are when i truly am relaxed and happy, content in the arms of the man i love.
but then thereโ€™s moments like thisโ€ฆ when i can feel his hand move to my thigh and give a small squeeze before slowly moving up. grabbing onto my hips and gently nudging them back and forth. just begging for me to give him some much needed friction to his crotch. his boxers are thin and i can already feel heโ€™s half hard. growing more and more when i moan into the kiss.
โ€œcan- um can you take this offโ€ he started fiddling with the hem of my t-shirt
โ€œno,โ€ he looked at me confused, โ€œbut you can.โ€
โ€œyes maโ€™amโ€ he was quick with taking it off. gently placing it on the coffee table in front of the couch. before he even admired what was in front of him, he embraced me. wrapping his arms around me and pulled me close so his head was resting on my chest. he sat like this for a moment just taking everything in, my scent, my warmth, the sound of my heartbeat, he couldnโ€™t get enough of it. โ€œ mmm missed theseโ€ he whispered to himself but i still heard it and smiled, petting his hair lightly.
โ€œyouโ€™re missing the movie,โ€ he opened his eyes and looked up at me then back at the tv screen
โ€œno im watching sheโ€™s getting stabbed or somethingโ€
โ€œmhm sure ok.โ€
โ€œwell how am i supposed to pay attention when i have these in front of meโ€ he started to massage my boobs when he said โ€œtheseโ€™
โ€œhow flattering, edwardโ€ i turned my entire body, and attention, so i was fully facing him. he always blushed when i called him his full name: edward
โ€œcan you kiss me again please?โ€
โ€œplease who?โ€ this is when i start to grind onto him, knowing itโ€™ll make him extra flustered
โ€œplease maโ€™amโ€ he darts his eyes to the movie then back to my boobs, embarrassed by how turned on he is right now. little does he know iโ€™m just as horny for him.
fuck. heโ€™s so hard under me. i keep grinding on him and kiss him. itโ€™s hot and passionate. he keeps his left hand squeezing my boobs and his right arm pulling my waist close.
โ€œtake these off eddie.โ€ it sounded almost like a whine. he lifted his ass up off the couch and pulled them down still trying to kiss me as he did so, holding onto his shoulders for support. when he came back down he whimpered in my mouth of the contact of his aching dick touching my clothed pussy. my grinding started again and his whimpering turned into a quiet moan.
โ€œi could come like this, y/nโ€ he gripped my waist trying to get as much friction as possible
โ€œi know, sweetie, but i donโ€™t want you toโ€
โ€œthen take more of this off pleaseโ€ he hooked his fingers on my sweatpants, tugging on them lightly. โ€œno undies?โ€
โ€œi told you i was waiting for youโ€
he muttered a swear word saying how hot that was to him, then pulled my pants off entirely, putting more pressure on his shoulders so i can lift myself up to help him. when i came back down his dick landed perfectly between my folds.
shit, he always got me so wet. i exhaled a breathy moan when i felt how hard and warm he was beneath me.
โ€œmm- fuck youโ€™re so wet, all from me?โ€
โ€œof course, eddieโ€ i hugged him closer and started to buck my hips more vigorously. the feeling of his dick rubbing against my clit was definitely enough to take me over the edge but i wanted- no, i needed him inside me. i kept rubbing against him, my wetness dripping down to his lap. his head fell back in ecstasy, loving this maybe more than i am.
โ€œplease maโ€™am- ohmygod keep going pleaseโ€ he was so pathetic under me, โ€œjust like that. feels so good.โ€
i loved it.
โ€œcome on sweetie beg more. tell me how badly you want itโ€
โ€œpโ€ฆplease it feels so fucking good pleasedonteverstopโ€ and how could i resist those beautiful words and heavenly moans that left his lips. i went a little faster and messier now. everything was so wet and the way his eyebrows furrowed and his mouth hung open was making me even wetter.
one thrust was particularly hard and he slipped right inside me.
we both gasped at the the sudden new sensation. he always stretched me out so good. so full of him i canโ€™t get enough. i bounced and grinded more onto his thick cock, hitting all the right places in me.
โ€œfuck eddie you feel so good. so fucking goodโ€
โ€œyou feel even better, my loveโ€ he moved his hands from my hips to my face pulling me forward and kissed me hard. our bodies so close together i wouldnโ€™t be surprised if we melted into each other.
โ€œtouch my clit for me sweetieโ€
โ€œyes maโ€™amโ€ he brought hit fingers up to his mouth but i took them in mine before he could and sucked on them for a moment to get them wet. his eyes were so wide, it was adorable how shy he was. he then brought them down and just barely grazed my clit but it made me whimper loud.
โ€œplease eddie, please touch me moreโ€
and i didnโ€™t have to ask him twice, he started rubbing circles with his thumb, not too fast not too slow. absolutely perfect. i put one of my arms back and rested my hand on his knee so he could get the best angle. my eyes barely open i could see him look down at where our bodies met.
โ€œohmygod y/n you feel good. are you close?โ€
โ€œmhmโ€ is all i could muster up. with each bounce he went deeper and deeper inside me, โ€œonly you make me feel this good. youโ€™re so good for me sweetieโ€
โ€œsay that again. pleaseโ€ฆ say youโ€™re all mineโ€
โ€œo-oh fuck-k edward, sweetie, iโ€™m all yours. all yours to use and fill up. and you fill me up so good. youโ€™re the only person who makes me feel so fucking goodโ€ he started rubbing me a little faster and started to buck his hips up to meet mine. moans and swears fell from his puffy lips.
โ€œiโ€™m so close please mommy please donโ€™t stopโ€ he had never called me that before,
but i loved it.
my orgasm came first and wow did it hit me hard. i gripped his shoulders with both my hands now rocking harder feeling the euphoria wash all over my body and right into his. he stopped rubbing me and hugged me close, fucking himsef up into me now. trying so hard to get to his own high.
โ€œoh yes! fuck me eddie please fuck meโ€
โ€œohfuckfuckyesโ€ฆ y-yes shit, iโ€™m gonna come for you mommyโ€ it was barely audible but a second later his whimpers turned into grunts and his thrust slowed down to a stop. i rocked against him, guiding him through his high. i kissed his cheek and all over his face as my grinding stopped.
โ€œyou have no idea how good you make me feel eddieโ€
โ€œand you have no idea how good you make me feel,โ€ he stayed inside me, arms still wrapped around each other. โ€œi think youโ€™re missing your movieโ€
โ€œit was worth itโ€ i mumbled into his neck.
โ€œletโ€™s go shower, ok?โ€ i nodded and slowly got up off of him. he winced as he pulled out of me, standing up and taking my hand to lead me back to our room and into the bathroom. he turned the water on and waited for it to warm up, still holding my hand. โ€œitโ€™s warm enough now.โ€
we both got in and just stood there holding each other, feeling the warm water wash over us. i could feel his come dripping out of me and down my leg. he looked down at me and smiled. i looked up at him and smiled back.
โ€œi could come from this tooโ€
โ€œoh yeah?โ€
โ€œyes y/n i told you. youโ€™re so beautifulโ€
โ€œyou are too eddieโ€
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(A/N: The results for my Riddler fanfic poll was basically 50/50 ๐Ÿ˜‚ so this is based off of the last issue of Riddler Year One, #6, as I copied the intro to the comic, but I'll work up to the movie too ๐Ÿ˜Š enjoy!!)
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A knock at the door. Silence.
You frown slightly, glancing at the clock. It's late, really late, for anyone to be calling for you. You're not expecting anyone, and you're used to the trouble that comes with living in the middle of Gotham City, giving you every reason not to answer the door and stay quiet until whoever it is gets bored and goes away.
Another knock, sounding a little desperate, five soft bangs on the door's study steel, echoing through your small stretch of hallway and to the main room, where you sit on the sofa, laptop on your lap, scrolling boredly. You stare at the door warily, as if you could somehow see through to whatever drophead was trying to get your attention, before hesitantly raising your voice in answer.
"Who is it?"
Silence again.
You roll your eyes and sigh after a beat of nothing, pushing your laptop off you and onto the sofa, quietly approaching the door and taking a sceptical look through the peephole. Nothing. No one. Just the hard bright light of the dirty stairway and landing of the floor in the apartment block you live in, which snaps off after no motion to keep it alive, and the door opposite you, shut and locked, no sound coming from anywhere except muffled music and arguing from somewhere downstairs, as per normal here.
You go to open the door, but then pause, cautious enough to wait it out for a while, five minutes, ten minutes, before letting yourself open it and look outside. You don't want to be the next poor person who gets robbed or jumped or whatever rank thing you could expect from living down in Gotham, but there's still no one to greet you when your door squeaks faintly as you pull it open, black bristles dragging across the floor from beneath it. You wince slightly as the harsh light blinks back on, revealing an empty landing, empty staircase, nothing but your breaths echoing in the space...
And an envelope at your feet.
Your frown deepens when you go to close the door again and notice it, lying there outside the door, a medium white envelope inked with a messy green symbol of some kind. A question mark, with dashes at its sides, top and bottom, scratching into the paper boldly, no name or address or postmark anywhere, nothing to indicate where it came from or who it's for. But it's at your door, and after a few seconds' inspection and another look down the landing and the stairs, you sigh and pick it up, your thumb sliding under the triangular fold as you close the door with your body whilst opening it.
There are two things sealed in this envelope.
A Polaroid picture... and a card.
You sit down with your eyes fixed on the envelope's contents, laptop ignored at your side, as you take out the card first. It's like some kind of vintage cartoon, a little beaming squirrel holding one nut in its paws, a few others at its feet, a heart around its body. Above it, bold calligraphic text says:
I'm NUTS about you!
Your face screws up in bewilderment and amusement, your eyes flitting over the cheesy sentiment and picture, before you open it up to see contrasting, messy handwriting, gone over a few times to make it readable enough. It almost looks childish.
The rich people want it, wise people know it, the poor people need it, and kind people show it. What am I?
You blink, confused at the sudden question. A riddle? You glance at the question symbol on the opened envelope, before returning your attention to the card.
"Rich people want it..." you mutter under your breath in thought, "kind people- what, love?"
You read the last bit of writing under the riddle, then read it again. And again.
I see you work with the rats, but you don't become one. I see you give the homeless something warm when the city is cold, cold, COLD. I see you trying to tell the police the bad things you know, but no one can hear us. You are an angel in a cesspool of a city... And I will make a heaven for you.
You let out a long, shaky breath, finally looking up from the card in a whirl of confusion, fear and curiosity. Your eyes instinctively glance to the windows, the curtains open a little to show the dreary, dark nightlife of Gotham below, dully glowing streetlamps, some lightbulbs dead or smashed, interrupting the neat lines guiding drivers. You almost expect to see a pair of eyes staring at you, watching you from somewhere.
Who the hell is this person? This was the way they showed their 'love'? A sixties-styled valentines card, with a riddle and a baffling message?
"Working with rats?" You question aloud.
If by rats, they meant the jerks and businessmen who came to the Iceberg Lounge to find clients and friends every other evening, then... well, they weren't wrong. You have to work there to earn enough to pay rent and everything else to make some kind of a life for yourself in Gotham. Not that you wanted to, but it was a last resort, and you steered clear of the infamous Penguin, and that horrible Falcone character, whenever you were there. But you can't help overhearing things to the grabby, drunken, smug people you waitress to there, but at this point, you'd learnt that half the GCPD weren't nearly as credible as they acted, a handful of them involved in the scandals they were brewing at the nightclub, and who else was there to tell without them telling the wrong guy and ending with you being silenced at gunpoint?
As for the homeless, believe it or not, they weren't all off their heads with drops. Some of them were just people trying to survive out on the streets of a broken-down town, young and older people cowering on street corners, some beaten by gangs, others jumpy and aware, ready to run at the smallest hint of danger. It was the ones who were simply too tired to do anything that made you stop in your tracks every now and then, as you walked home from work, before you gave in to your impulses, told them to give you a minute, and dashed into the nearest diner, grabbing something small to eat, or a hot drink to-go, the waiter bored and friendly enough to give you a smile and a nod as you went, the young man who often stayed there scribbling in a little book or typing up work-related things too shy to meet your eye, which was kind of cute, sandy-brown hair barely hiding the flush of his round cheeks, murky green eyes forced to focus on his book instead of looking up.
Was that enough to make you an angel? Really?
A few acts of kindness usually earned you a judgemental scoff, or suspicions of intentions, as no one's were really ever pure. But apparently, it's earned you an admirer, and from the looks of things, one who's more than a little unhinged.
You pick up the Polaroid last of all, and then your breath catches in shock as you stare at it, barely blinking.
It's a guy who's been making moves on you for a good few weeks now, more than double your age, packets of drops making his pockets rustle with thin plastic and his eyes unfocused. A frequent visitor to the Iceberg Lounge, who wouldn't leave you alone after you gave him his first drink of the first night, running drunkenly outside to offer you a lift when you put your arm out for a cab, trying to hold onto some part of the uncomfortably tight clothing you were expected to wear working in a place like the Iceberg Lounge.
He's slumped against a wall covered with some kind of fabric spray painted with the same question mark symbol on the envelope, though the green is blemished with crimson spatter, a rat running across his leg, blurred slightly in the shot. A laptop is in the background, where the ordeal is actually being filmed or streamed somewhere, names and comments too small in the picture to make out, though several unfocused red shapes that are most likely hearts streak up the laptop screen from its viewers. Your stomach twists and untwists into a knot, repulsed and shocked.
They killed some stupid guy... for you?
They killed a person, on a livestream... for you.
The Polaroid slips from your loosened grip, fluttering in the air for a split second before it lands beside your laptop. It makes you blink back into awareness, and you eye the card and Polaroid as if they might jump up at you.
Do you call the police? The GCPD won't ignore you, surely, if it's this level of harassment? If a person has died?
The thought of someone watching you, trying to understand you, almost worshipping you in some twisted way, brings so many thoughts and feelings up that it makes you dizzy, not knowing what to pin down as your reaction to it. Scared? Disgusted? Flattered? Curious?
What if they've been in your apartment? If they know where you live... and with Gotham's measly security, someone like this person could have found a way to break in, pick the lock or something. Is anything out of place? Hidden cameras anywhere?
Paranoia makes a shiver snake down your spine, and you sigh heavily, fingers threading through and out of your hair as you run your hands up your face and past your head.
First, check for cameras. Then, call the police. Right?
Right...
You pick up the Polaroid from beside your laptop, and your eyes flick up to the darkened screen, the small black circle of a camera at its top. Should you put some tape over it or something? Do a deep scan to check for viruses or any weird apps?
Suddenly, the screen flashes brighter, back to life, though you never touched the mousepad, and you flinch. Your eyes widen as the screen glitches and goes black, and you press down on several keys, trying to escape from whatever page it's gone on, power it off, restart.
The screen glitches for a few more moments, and then a green, pixelated question mark between some pointers slides across the screen.
Figured it out yet?
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i had a dream where i had a rooftop balcony and i fell asleep stargazing while all cuddled up in blankets with someone ๐Ÿ˜ญ would you be willing to write something about that with eddie? it'd be so cute ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ especially if he's been pining for the reader for a long time
A/N: THIS IS THE CUTEST THING EVER OMFG DSDSCCSCC new dream scenario omg <33 and this fits eddie so well i feel like he'd love to do this with someone. thank you sm for the request anon!
Stargazing (Edward Nashton x gn! reader)
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description: on a hot night in Gotham the city decides a rolling blackout is necessary to conserve energy, mildly frightened by the idea of Gotham under complete darkness, you invite your best friend Edward over to keep you company.
content: lots of fluff! mutual pining, best friends to lovers, like reader and edward are so in love but also so oblivious it kind of hurts, slight fear of the dark?
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A clear night in Gotham was a special rarity- in all your years of living in the city, you could maybe count on one hand all the times you'd seen a sky full of stars hanging over the skyline. The smog and the bright city lights had left you yearning to see what was beyond those dark, foggy skies. Of course, you could always travel a little while outside of Gotham- but you weren't exactly keen on making your way to the New Jersey shore just for some stars.
But tonight- tonight was different. In the thick of the city's summer heat, the City of Gotham had decided a rolling blackout was in order so as to not overwork the city's power grids with everyone's air conditioners at full blast. Though it wasn't exactly an ideal situation per-say, the heat was sweltering and the dense humidity made you feel like you were walking through a sauna rather than your own apartment.
While the city may have decided that a pitch-black night was what was best for the power grids, you on the other hand worried about what a city like Gotham would descend into under the cloak of complete darkness. Thinking forward you'd decided to invite a friend over to keep you company, you figured having an extra person so you weren't alone in the darkness would help ease your anxieties. It wasn't really a question who you'd ask to stay tonight, of course, it would be your best friend, Edward Nashton.
While Edward himself had said on more than one occasion that his physical capabilities were somewhat... lackluster, you could not imagine someone you'd feel safer with than him. And for that reason, he was the obvious choice. (And perhaps for some other reasons you weren't exactly ready to admit)
And now you're here playing board games, in this sweltering apartment, in the dark, with your best friend.
"It was Mrs. Peacock, in the dining room, with the revolver!" You said confidently, on your third game of 'Clue', which had been lit only by a few pumpkin-scented candles that sat on your coffee table.
"Are you sure?" Edward asks, pushing his glasses up on his nose.
"Yes. I am Edward. Don't make me second guess myself." You respond in a jokingly stern manner.
"Okay, shoot, check it." Edward urges.
You pick up the envelope containing the culprit of the crime, the murder weapon, and the crime scene on it. Slowly, your hand slips open the folder paper, building anticipation with each small movement. You reach your hand into the envelope and pull out three cards, making sure to keep them facing yourself so Edward didn't see in case your answer was incorrect.
Mrs. Peacock.... dining room... revolver.
"HAH!" You exclaim, turning around the cards and nearly shoving them in Edward's face. "I won!"
Edward chuckles at your bragging attempts and snatches the cards from your hands to look at them, he can't see too well in the dark.
"Seeee Edward, I woooon." You giggle
"You sure did." He nods as he puts the cards down on the game board. "Good job." He smiles.
A smile tugs at the corners of your mouth at Edward's praise and the two of you sit, just smiling at each other in silence for a split instant.
"Do you want to play again?" Edward asks, looking ready to pick up the cards once more.
"Not really," You shake your head, "I think three rounds of Clue is enough for one night."
"Alright, then what should we do?"
"Hmm..." You hum, trying to think of something to do, suddenly realizing how much of your life relied on having electricity to keep things moving, "God, how did people in like, the middle ages not die of bordem?" You sigh, getting up off the couch.
"They were probably too busy dying of the plague first," Edward says, rather matter of factly. His retort makes you giggle sligtly as you walk over to one of your windows.
Looking out, the skyline is barely visible- the whole city is caped in a deep, dark, black. You find it kind of eerie. You imagine that people who live in the country, or even the suburbs, might be used to this sort of darkness, and it makes you feel a bit silly for being creeped out by the utter lack of light in your line of vision.
But suddenly, your interest peaks upwards, your eyes shift up just a little, and you notice something equally as peculiar as a pitch-black Gotham, a sky dotted with stars. Bright, glowing specks hang everywhere above the darkened city. It's a spectacle that causes you to smile, living in a city often meant you missed out on a lot of beauty that the natural world had to offer.
"Eddie, come here, look!" You turn around and motion for Edward to move towards you. He moves off the couch, moving at a casual pace to come meet you where you're standing not too far away. You turn back around to continue to look out the window, and a few moments later you can feel Edward's presence behind you.
"Look at that, hm" He hums, "A starry night in Gotham."
"Isn't it nice, Eddie?" You say, backing up slightly so your back just barely leaned against his stomach, your head nearly resting on his chest. You could sort of feel Edward tense at the slight contact between the two of you, and in return, you go to move yourself up to give Edward his personal space. But then, you feel Edward's hand just lightly ghost over your arm, which gives you the ok to stay where you are.
"Yeah," He responds quietly, "Nice."
The two of you stand in silence for a moment, Edward's fingertips continue to caress your arm, ever-so-lightly that you can barely notice they're there. You wondered if his soft movements were deliberate or if it was mindless and he hadn't noticed he was doing anything. You settled that you'd really prefer the former, but you wouldn't be surprised if it was only just the latter.
You tilt your head back, so now the crown of your head is resting almost completely on Edward's chest. You can see some of his face from where you're looking. Mostly just the bottom of his chin, but you can see parts of his nose and eyes.
"We should go on the roof and stargaze." You suggested with a smile before turning around so you're looking at him straight forward. "I mean, when are we ever going to get such a clear night again?" Edward peers down at you,
"Yeah-yeah, sure." He nods. "Are you sure its not too hot outside?"
"Eddie, it's too hot in here." Both statements were true, but, at least outside there is wind and better air circulation.
"You're right."
"I'll go get some blankets that we can lay on." You state before your tone changes slightly, "It'll be- Oh Eddie, it'll be so romantic." You giggle.
"R-romantic?" He stutters.
"Of course, Edward, me, you, under the stars, alone, wrapped up in blankets." You say, feigning drama in your voice.
"You're uh- you're just joking, right?" He says a little nervously, his face slightly flushed with pink. You couldn't quite tell if he was flustered from what you said, if he was embarrassed for asking, or if it was from the heat. Either way, despite your remark being somewhat of a joke, his question made your heart sink, he was so oblivious to your affection that it hurt.
"Yeah. Of course, Eddie," You half-smile, nodding your head.
"Of course," Edward nodded back, pursing his lips so they formed a straight line.
"I'll be right back." You say, before scurrying off to get some blankets. You roamed your apartment for a minute, trying not to accidentally bump into anything and injure yourself in the darkness. Eventually, you made your way to your small linens closet, where you grabbed a couple spare blankets, before heading back to Edward.
"Do you need help carrying those?" Asked Edward.
"No," You shook your head. "Can you just get the doors for me on your way out?"
Edward nodded, "Sure," and the two of you headed for the door. To be expected, the rest of the building was equally as dark as your apartment. You stepped out into the pitch black, unable to see virtually anything.
"Here." Said Edward before illuminating the hallway with the flashlight of his phone, "Now we can see." Even with the light from Edward's phone, the hallways were still eerily dark. Never since you had moved in had you ever seen the hallways not lit up. The dim light of Edward's phone against the peeling white paint of the walls made you feel like you were in a horror movie, which was almost more unnerving than no light at all.
"Are you okay?" Edward asked, perhaps noticing your hesitance to step any further into the hallway.
"I'm fine- just a little creeped out that's all. I've never seen the building like this."
"Oh- um- h-here! Let me carry some of the blankets." Edward said, reaching out, you gave two of the three you had grabbed, which was enough to leave you with one free hand. Edward tossed them over his shoulder, and with his empty hand, he grabbed your empty hand. "Is this okay?" He asked, as his fingers intertwined with yours.
"Yeah- yeah. Thanks, Eddie," You can't help it when a large grin creeps up on your face in response to Edward holding your hand. His hand is warm, sort of clammy, but, you don't mind, it's hot everywhere anyways.
With Edward's hand firmly holding onto yours, you found yourself suddenly confident to make to journey up to the roof. You lived on one of the higher floors of the building, so the walk up the staircase wasn't the most treacherous, only a few flights. But, combined with the lack of air conditioning tonight you felt a little more winded than usual on your walk up.
Taking a deep breath in and out, you finally reached the top of the stairs. Edward untangled his hand from yours which, sort of disappointed you, despite him having to free up a hand so he could open the door. As the door to the roof swung open a reliving breeze blew past you, making you sigh contently at the slight reprieve from the unbearable heat from inside.
"After you," Edward said, holding the door for you to head outside.
You stepped onto the gravel roof of the building and noted that it wasn't that much cooler outside than inside, but, anything was better than being stuck in that boiling apartment. Edward soon followed suit, the light from his phone's flashlight still shining in front of you.
You took a few paces forward before deciding on a good place to settle down. You waved out the blanket and placed it down, noting that you would have to bring all the blankets to the laundromat sometime tomorrow after bringing them outside.
"Sit here," You urged Edward, and patted the spot next to where you'd settled on the blanket. Edward placed one of the blankets he had down beside you and sat on top of it.
"Do you want this one?" Edward said, stretching out his arms to present the third blanket in his hands.
"Not right now." You shake your head, "Maybe if it gets cooler later." Edward nods and places the spare blanket bunched up across his lap.
For a moment, in silence, you look off into the expanse, your eyes falling over each of the unlit buildings until-
"God, would you look at that." You rolled your eyes and pointed out into the distance. Amongst all of the darkened buildings was one that stood out, right in the middle of Gotham, a glowing spectacle on this black night- Wayne Tower. "Poor Bruce Wayne can't even go a few hours without his electricity like the rest of us."
"Good to see the Prince of Gotham is following in his father's footsteps of doing absolute jackshit for our city." Edward scoffed, his dry, sarcastic laugh caused you to gaze over towards him as he spoke.
Growing up in Gotham you'd come to loathe its upper class, despite it only being a small few, they held more money than most people living here would even know what to do with, and still, they'd never done anything to help deal with the growing decay of the city. You'd seen firsthand what the neglect of Gotham's higher-ups had done to the city, and it filled a certain rage in you. When you'd met Edward years ago, you quickly realized that same rage had filled him too, only worse.
"The amount of times I went without electricity growing up-and he doesn't even have to forego it for a few hours for the sake of the city's entire power grid. Gotham's officials really know how to play fair- let the average people suffer, the ones who have to wake up early and go to work tomorrow and can't afford to lose a night's sleep because of uncomfortable conditions, the ones who don't have enough money to just buy new groceries because the food in the fridge spoiled while it's power was gone the ones who- sorry-" Edward said, stopping himself midsentence when he clocked you staring over at him.
"No-no-it's okay Edward, you can continue," You nod, implying that he should go on with his rant, "You're cute when you're mad anyway." You admit. 'God can he finally take the hint?' You hope to yourself.
"You think so?" Edward asks as he tilts his head to look down at the ground, a soft grin on his face. No, he can't.
"Oh, come on Eddie," You smirk and push his shoulder lightly, "You know I think so."
"If you say so."
You sigh, a bit disappointed in your efforts to compliment Eddie, "Do you want to finish what you were saying before, Edward?"
"N-no, it's alright. Do you want to lay down and look at the stars now? You know, like we planned." Edward speaks somewhat hesitantly, pushing his glasses up his nose.
"Sure."
You lean back, extending out your legs so you were fully laying down. It wasn't horribly uncomfortable, the softness of the blanket definitely masked some of the harsh bumps of the gravel roof, but not completely. You didn't exactly mind since you weren't really expecting it to be comfortable.
Edward began to lay down himself, "You can... you can lay on me if you want if the ground is too uncomfortable," Edward suggested, though the way he spoke made you assume he was a little nervous to.
"Okay," You smile, a little overcome with joy that he'd made such a suggestion.
You inched yourself a few inches over until your body came into contact with Edward's. Then, slowly, you laid your head on his chest and rolled the rest of your body over so you were about half on top of him, one leg draped over his, and one arm thrown across his chest.
"Comfortable?" He asks, a little shakily.
"Mhm," You hum, completely in bliss.
"Do you mind if I put my arms around you?"
"Go ahead,"
Edward wrapped one arm around your back, and with his other, he met your hand on his chest and intertwined his fingers with yours before bringing your hand to his side so the two of you were now embracing each other.
"Told you this would be romantic Edward,"
"Yeah-yeah you did." You weren't able to see from where you lay, but Edward's face was a bright shade of pink, and he had a huge smile drawn across his lips.
It was warm, Edward was warm, you were warm, it was warm outside- you weren't bothered but you worried that Edward would, you worried that any moment now he'd say he was uncomfortable and that he wanted you off of him. You'd hate for this moment to be disturbed because, despite the heat, it was blissful. You'd always felt so at peace with Edward, so overcome with admiration and joy whenever he was around. Now was no different, maybe even better. Of course, you knew you felt that way because you loved Ed, he was your best friend, obviously, you loved him. But recently you had begun to wonder just what kind of love you had for him.
As the moments passed, the two of you lay quietly drenched in moonlight. You focused on each of Edward's breaths, in and out just waiting for a sudden disturbance that would ruin your peace. But no such disturbance came and you eased into your position with Edward, confident that you'd be there for a little while. You listened in on the commotion of the city below, despite the lack of light- Gotham had not gone to sleep. There was the faint sound of music and passing cars, an argument somewhere in the distance, and the slight wailing of a cop car. To your surprise, Gotham hadn't fallen into complete chaos under the veil of darkness- and you wondered what did you think was really going to happen? The lights go out and the whole city turns into The Purge?
"Can I tell you a riddle?" Edward asked suddenly, breaking the silence.
"Sure Eddie, I can't guarantee I can solve it though." You'd always enjoyed it when Edward tried out his riddles with you, he had a natural knack for puzzles.
"I'm sure you'll get it- okay, some say that it's blind, it can be unrequited or felt on both sides, it's hard to express but even harder to hide."
"Hmmm... some say that it's blind..." You begin to repeat the riddle quietly to yourself in an effort to figure it out. You rack your brain for a few moments, "oh... love?! Is it love?"
"Yeah," Edward nods, rubbing your arm gently with his free hand, a proud smile sits on his face when you tell him the correct answer. "It's love."
"When did you come up with that one?"
"Oh-uhh just now actually."
"Really?" You ask, surprised. "You got love on the brain Edward?" You tease.
Edward gives a simple, unreadable "Mmm" in response and it's nearly impossible to tell whether he is confirming or denying your question. There's a sudden loudness to the rhythmic beating in his chest in response to your question. You swear you can hear every nuance of his pumping blood- it sort of blew your mind to think the force keeping him alive was mere inches from you, thumping loudly in your ear. You probably could have fallen asleep right there to that comforting rhythm if you weren't trying so damn hard to stay awake and savor every moment you had in Edward's arms.
You realize that you'd been so focused on Edward you'd forgotten the reason that you came up here- to look at the stars. You couldn't even really see them from where you lie on your side. This was better though, you had to admit.
You untangle your hand from Edward's, slipping your fingers from his grasp. You trace the tips of your digits along Edward's stomach and up to his chest where your rest your hand next to your head. Edward's now free arm moves from his side and wraps around you in a tight embrace.
"This okay?" He asks.
"It's perfect." You smile, your cheek nuzzling into his chest as your mouth bends upwards.
"I like this- ya know." Edward says, his voice wavering slightly.
"I do too Eddie." You can't help but snuggle closer to Edward at his admission, you were glad he was enjoying this moment because you were ecstatic.
"I just- is this normal? For friends?"
"What do you mean Edward?" You lift your head up slightly and Edward's arms drop from around you as you raise your body to look at him, propping your upper half up with your hands.
"Well, you know, before you I never really had any friends- so I'm sure being close like this is normal for people who've been friends for such a long time but- sometimes I feel like I just really want to kiss you and I- I just don't think that is."
"So then kiss me, Edward." You say nearly instantly, almost cutting him off. Your face looms over him and you're looking him dead in the eyes, too dumbfounded to even form a complete thought in response to him further than that.
"What?" He blinks a few times rapidly.
"Edward, please kiss me." You nearly beg, his own confession only making you realize how needy for him you were. You feel like you've somehow lost consciousness as nearly all awareness of what's going on around you slips from your grasp completely. It's only him, that's the only thing on your mind. You're only narrowly aware of the heaving of your chest as your eyes trail from Edward's own, down the slope of his nose- to his lips which partly hang open. They look soft and sweet- but you need to know for sure, you want to feel your lips on his.
"C-come here."
In that instant you're lowering your head down to his until your lips connect in a chaste kiss. Despite your hunger, there is nothing salacious about the way your lips move against his, it's sweet, loving even- you feel nearly moved to tears. Edward's hand finds it's way to your cheek, his calloused fingertips brush against your soft skin. His palm alone takes up nearly half your face, and his fingers reach around to cradle the back of your head.
Despite Edward's lack of romantic experience, the kiss isn't awkward and he's able to find his footing quickly. Even if Edward was a 'bad' kisser you wouldn't have cared- this is all you could have ever wanted. Both your heart and your brain felt about ready to explode. You felt your chest tighten so hard you worried your ribs could puncture a lung. Your breaths only narrowly escaped your throat, but who needs to breathe anyways?
Edward's fingertips dig into the base of your skull and gently tug at the hair that lies beneath them. The small pull makes you whine softly into Edward's lips, it's not sexual- it's not a lewd sound that escapes from your mouth, but rather something else. It's something far needier, far more desperate and you find yourself pulling away from the kiss before you actually start to cry.
The two of you are breathing heavily as you look deeply into each other's eyes, well, what you can see of each other's eyes. Your mouths both slightly parted in waiting game of who will talk first- a spontaneous exclamation hangs on either of your tongues.
"Why didn't you say anything sooner Eddie?" You choke out.
"Why would I?" His voice is barely a whisper as his lip quivers and his hand begins to fall from your cheek as you sit yourself upright. "I mean- I've tried- it just- I couldn't. Not directly." he stifles out.
"Do you think you'll still want to kiss me? Now that you have..." You ask nervously, worried that perhaps this was just a one-time thing he wanted to get out of his system.
"Yes," He nods ferociously, "I want to kiss you as many times as you let me."
"If you were to kiss me that many times, I think your lips would go raw." You giggle, absolutely verklempt at Edward's admission.
"I wouldn't mind." He shook his head as he smiled wide with bewilderment.
"Then sit up and kiss me."
Edward followed suit, pushing himself up from the ground with his hands, and soon those very hands are on you. Each of your palms holds each other's cheeks as your lips meet for the second time. It's just as euphoric as it was the first time, and he's just as sweet. You smile hard into the kiss which nearly disrupts the steady pace at which your lips moved together. You felt something akin to how Tears for Fears' Head Over Heels sounds.
The two of you pull away almost simultaneously and as your lips leave Edward's and all contact is lost you suddenly become aware of how much the temperature outside has dropped. Goosebumps dot the skin of your bare arms as a cool breeze drifts past you, causing you to shiver.
"Chilly?" Edward asks,
"A little."
"Come here," Edward waved you forward, and in a sudden bout of confidence, placed his hands on your hips to pull you into his lap. Once you were settled between Edward's crossed legs, he reached an arm in front of you to grab the spare blanket, wrapping the plush fabric around both you and him. Both of Edward's arms then find themselves wrapped around your midsection, pulling you close to him. "Better?"
"Definitely." You lean your head backward so it rests on Edward's shoulder, and at the angle at which your head is tilted, you can finally do what you came here to do, look at the stars.
Thousands of heavenly bodies twinkled above you and you admired them from way afar.
"Some of those stars are so far away that the light you're seeing up there might actually be centuries old," Edward informed. He always had a habit of knowing a plethora of fun facts that he'd announce when he felt appropriate. You smiled, enjoying his little factoid.
"Really?" You ask, "It feels like they're so close."
"Mhm," Edward mumbles into the side of your neck before placing a soft kiss against your skin.
You sigh at the contact between Edward's lips and your neck and completely relax into his touch. Your head falls to the side and your heavy eyelids close, you're tired. Edward is humming quietly, creating a comforting vibration against your ear.
Slowly, but surely, the relief of sleep begins to wash over you.
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"Hey, hey," You heard Edward say just above a whisper, slightly rocking your body back and forth. Your eyelids raise very lazily as consciousness begins to seep back into you.
"What?" You mumble, your sleep unwilling to leave your body.
"The power just went back on, let me take you inside to bed."
"Mmmkay," You raise your head off Edward's shoulder, "Can you stay the night?"
"Of course."
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always-andromeda ยท 1 year
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Can I please have Molasses chip with Edward Nashton โ™ฅ๏ธ
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โ€“ ๐ˆ ๐…๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ˆ๐ง ๐‹๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐“๐จ๐จ ๐„๐š๐ฌ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฒ
๐„๐๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ ๐๐š๐ฌ๐ก๐ญ๐จ๐ง ๐ฑ ๐†๐!๐‘๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ
๐š๐ฎ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ซ'๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ž: sometimes I feel like I write Edward as the biggest simp of all time. and this is one of those times.
๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: implied stalking, slight manipulation, Edward is a delusional little creep, very fluffy (if you're also a weirdo lol /lh), nothing else I can think of!
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Truthfully, Edward falls in love too easily. Well, it's not exactly love. More like infatuation. Or...obsession. Edward falls into obsession very quickly.
Because as soon as he gets his eye on you, he can't help but fixate. Every move, every breath, every word, every bit and piece of you that he can get his hands on, he sinks his teeth in like a feral dog, fighting for scraps.
He memorizes your schedule, makes sure you're safe, and takes note of all the little things that are important to you. I just can't help it, he tells himself. See, in Edward's mind, he can never be too careful.
Besides, it's not like you made it difficult for him to keep tabs. You should be grateful that it's him looking after you and not some other weirdo. Yes, you really are so very lucky to have him in your life.
And you'll never get a hint of any of it unless Edward wants you to. The glimpses you get of the man behind the curtain are all highly curated.
You'll run into him at the coffee shop where you get your morning drink. And he'll offer to pay for your drink and watch you smile in delight. Then he snatches the stick you'd used to stir your coffee with from the trash after you leave.
A few weeks later, you'll find yourself holding the elevator door open for him in your apartment complex. You recognize him, of course; how could you not? The kind eyed man who'd paid for your coffee on a whim had lived in the back of your mind for a while now; small acts of kindness like that were rare in Gotham.
And he acts pleasantly surprised to see you again and explains that he's just moved in. As if all of this was some happy little accident.
Edward has to tone down his excitement when you offer him a helping hand whenever he needs it. You say something about how sometimes the ceilings leak and the occasional rat scampers through. But he can handle both of those things. The thing he must prepare for is getting ready to see you almost every day.
Every single day will be a brand new chance to impress you with his stunning database knowledge about you. And he can't wait to watch you fall in love with him too. Because you will love him. He'll make sure of it.
And as the elevator door opens on your floor and you walk out, telling him that you hope he has a wonderful rest of his night, he stares back, waving. Right before the elevator door closes all the way, he whispers, "I love you, my angel. I love you."
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No idea scenario wise how this would play out but Riddler with a reader who has a mommy kink? Wanting to take care of him, calls him pretty, just a bunch of stuff related to him being treated very nicely,
Pretty Boy | Edward Nashton x Reader
Word Count: 481 (Drabble/Headcanons)
Warnings: smut (18+ MDNI), mommy kink drabble basically,, nothing much just edward being taken care of in various sexual and non sexual ways,, this is kinda of unorganized but some of it was scene based and some of it was headcanon based so bear with me
Authorโ€™s Note: I gotta be honest i had no idea what to title this lmao,, thank you for sending a request! Iโ€™m kind of feral over this scenario,, i need to treat him right so badly he deserves it
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He's flushed in your bed and moaning out your name until he makes a sound that doesn't quite match. But you're holding him down and riding him with such passion you can only get out a quick, "What was that, baby?" He throbs inside of you and his cheeks become even more flushed than they already are. "I-I..."
You place a hand under his chin, forcing his eyes to meet yours as you raise your hips up just enough for the swollen tip of his cock to remain inside of you. You're practically whining at the absence but you hold firm. "Be a good boy for me, yeah? You gonna tell me what you said?" He whimpers before the words fall from his lips, so sweet.
"Y-Yes- Please, mommy..."
It brings a flutter into your stomach and you let your hips fall back down on him, swallowing him to the hilt. "That's my good boy." And -dear god- you find yourself enjoying this. You find your self craving to take care of him. The thought alone throws you over the edge.
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โ€ขHe doesnโ€™t seem to mind you bringing that side out of him. Some nights he will come home exhilarated and tense, ready to bend you over the bed and take what's his. But you find yourself loving the nights in which he is tired and small. He works so hard to please you and you always call him your boy.
"My sweet boy."
"My good boy."
"Are you gonna make mommy cum?"
โ€ขAnd he always responds with a choked off moan and a quick nod. And he follows through. Helplessly eating you out, face buried between your thighs. He looks so pretty like this, you think. Heโ€™s bucking his crotch against nothing until you finally, finally give him the pleasure of your gentle and comforting touches.
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โ€ขHe's delicate after sex, but you don't mind. You'd always be there to take care of his spent form. Wiping him off. Leading him into the bathtub. Washing the postcoital sweat and grime out of his hair. It's a love language.
โ€ขHe's never had someone to do these sorts of things for him. He was always meant to fend for himself. To make sure his needs were met on his own. He still feels that ping of responsibility for his own health and needs. But it feels so good to let you take care of him.
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โ€ขAnd it carries into your relationship in ways that aren't inherently sexual as well. Work was hard? Your arms are open to his tired form. You stroke his hair and whisper sweet nothings into his ear.
โ€ขHe lets you peel his work clothes from his body and pull him into bed with you. His legs are almost always tangled with yours. A way of desperately clinging onto that closeness and non sexual intimacy.
โ€ขYou find pleasure in it. The warmth his body radiates as he clings onto you at night is cozy, and you find yourself missing it on the nights he "works" late.
โ€ขBut heโ€™ll always be your sweet boy. He will always come home to your open, waiting, and loving arms.
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mytownhasariddleroad ยท 2 years
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Fluffy Edward Nashton Riddler Things!
Edward definitely has a thing for hugs. Especially when he gets to hug you for a long while. Something about your warm, plush body up against his just makes him so happy and fuzzy inside.
I feel like Edward would love to be able to cuddle up with you on the couch or in bed and binge watch an entire season of Forensic Files with you. Barely paying attention to the tv as he looks at you and plays with your hair.
Edward loves when you hold his face and kiss him all over. He tends to doubt himself so reassuring him with kisses and general affection really makes him feel better.
Wear this manโ€™s clothes! If he sees you in his shirt, his jacket, etc, he will melt! Thatโ€™s just another thing that shows you really do love him. It also gives him a major ego boost.
Sometimes Edward forgets about lunch for work so you have to give him a little help. I bet heโ€™d love those little themed bentos with the notes that people make for their loved ones. Especially if you bring it to him at work. Knowing you care about him and his coworkers seeing that heโ€™s got someone makes him want to cry because heโ€™s so happy.
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This was my first one of these in years so hopefully it was good! Feel free to request things! Please like, comment, and reblog! ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ–ค
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