#dealing with panic attacks alone

[poems-of-the-anentomologist]

suffocating 

I’m doing the dishes again

Staring into the water

At that boy

How can I call myself a girl when the face that stares back

Is just another random boy

You’d see playing on a subrban corner

My name isn’t my name

People don’t call me by my name

I’ve been cut off

From everyone

If I died tonight

Nobody would notice

Just another kid

Just another teen suicide

It’s better than the alternative

To suffocate in this form

Would be preferable

To living in a world where nobody sees me

It’s better than the alternative

[phoenix-art-official]

dont ask me why i made this, its all my hand felt like producing

[stewykablooey]

just threw up. he wouldn't even have time for kendall he would have a TODDLER and a TEENAGE GIRL to deal with.... god i feel sick. i love you arian moayed

litcherally like he already has a toddler and a bratty teenage girl to deal with. their names are kendall

[crabussy]

I want to take a bite out of someone's arm but I'm too shy

[ryn-city]

why why why why why why why why why why why why why

[kizuna-also-known-as-kizo]

🩶❤️

[very-uncorrect]

I'm gonna die one day oh my god holy shit fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck there's no afterlife oh holy shit fuck help oh my god no no no no no

[chaosnojutsu]

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[albatris]

maybe i should post nat's first murder <3

[rosalinesurvived]

Thinking about this again. There is. So much to unpack. Kevin clearly going into a panic attack over this in May, but having the guts to keep it a secret from Andrew?? For a month?

Andrew’s first words asking how long he’s been held out, (“How long?”) clearly expecting Kevin to come to him with this and being legit baffled by being excluded? (“When we’re you going to tell me?”) For a month??

[seungkwan-s]

hi guys <3 i'm sorry i haven't been here for a few days, i had a horrible panic attack on wednesday :( a friend of mine shared some information that triggered me and ultimately, led me to having a breakdown. i'm on the mend and i'm okay.

[to-be-frank-i-dont-care]

When you make sure to always pay attention when people are talking to you, and you listen very carefully and react to what they’re saying, and then when you are talking to them you cut yourself off to see if they’re paying attention and they don’t even notice because they weren’t listening to you in the first place, is that an infp thing or

[chaosgenasi]

honestly the realization that ashton didn’t even Know what was put into their head and they thought that it was hexum who fucked up their mind makes so much sense and also makes me so sad

[autisticbutterfly]

just had a good time hanging out with friends why is my brain trying to get me to have a panic attack

[overthinkingtaleblr]

i headcanon that in the headcanon that billy has bird wings (sometimes specifically pigeon wings), johnny ghost is slightly afraid of him.

because. birds scare him

This is a PHENOMENAL Headcanon and it really helps with consistency and drawing the world a little closer together, especially explaining why PIE usually only goes to the Acachalla house when Billy is somewhere else (a coincidence occurring bc HG played most the ghosts). On one hand I absolutely agree and think that makes perfect sense and when I was younger I would’ve implemented it immediately to my own hcs

But now that I know I have phobias and have to deal with how inconsistent they are I’m projecting that onto ghost now. It would make sense if he was scared of Billy because he had wings but from what I’ve experienced, nothing makes sense. I want him to be so inconsistently scared of things that it’s driving him and everyone around him crazy. (I was going to go into detail about it but the long and short is: for me, sometimes the funny things are worse, and sometimes the things trying to be scary are the WORST.)

Anyways I think Ghost would HATE the horror movie ‘the Birds’…

[be-good-to-bugs]

today has been horrible BUT buttercup finally ate something after like a month of refusing to eat so thats a relief