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i'm into horror for a lot of reasons, but one of them is that it has this capability for externalising a kind of violence that is often only felt, not seen. my favourite works of horror use experiences like mental illness or oppression as springboards - they elevate psychological terror into something you can actually see and fight against. like, yeah, depression DOES sometimes feel like you have a monster living in your cellar that nobody can see except you! puberty DOES sometimes feel like you're transforming into something weird and dangerous! that's why i often find horror movies so cathartic - even comforting, in some cases.
and that's why i originally started to explore splatterpunk - because i read exquisite corpse and loved it, because it was a queer novel by a queer author that took the political violence of the aids crisis and made it literal, blew it up to a monstrous scale that matched the monstrous pain felt by the victims and their families. it felt genuinely subversive. it felt visceral. and then i read a bunch of other splatterpunk fiction, and was disappointed to discover that most of it was just an excuse for men to self-publish their badly-written snuff porn.
#if you've followed me for any amount of time you'll know that i am profoundly anti-censorship and pro-sicknasty fiction#and i usually try to separate the author's identity from their work#but i have no stomach for stories by cishet men that are committed to exploring all the ways in which a woman's body can be brutalised.#it is not interesting to me. i don't enjoy it#unfortunately that seems to make up the vast majority of the current extreme horror market#depressing!#violence cw#rape cw#horror tag
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just watched the truman show for the first time,,, u know what that means
#no tf you dont what am i talking about#good moring#(5 am)#anywayyysss im back from vacation so i can finallyyy draw this au#“au” its just one drawing#truman show x soul !!!#featuring whole as the special guest!!#its exciting!#depressing!#and will totally not give soul an existential crisis!#so fun!
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You know what the worst thing about being ace is?
it's being wanted by someone cherished, and giving it to them.
It's being denied your identity because you've broken some unspoken promise with the world.
It's being told "I know better than you" by family because you loved someone and thought that you'd make them happy, for once.
It's being told you aren't allowed, anymore.
#this isnt an experience#just a fear of mine#but what a fear it is#to be denied by the people you love#because you love someone#I guess that's a common theme within the lgbt community#Wow#depressing!#I just don't want to be told I'm not something anymore#by people who think they know me#and identity is such an intimate thing#isnt it?#asexuality
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Depression comic
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temple at the end of the road
#artists on tumblr#i'm surprisingly okay with saying goodbye to summer this year#never had anything against autumn but i hate winter#but now i'm a little bit even looking forward to it?#maybe my mood is just better#hopefully the seasonal depression doesn't get a hold of me to change that#for now i'm very happy with hot soups and warm blankets
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everytime i hear someone call depression and anxiety ‘destigmatized mental illnesses’ i wonder how they react when they find out someone has spent weeks or months in bed or struggles to shower or eat
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Chappell Roan really was like "I won't endorse Harris because of the continuing genocide and the fact that the Democrats aren't protecting trans people. I am voting for Harris but won't endorse. You should expect more from your politicians and that's what I want before I endorse anyone" and got absolutely insane amounts of hatred and vitriol for that not only normal, but morally righteous take. And then because of aforementioned insane amounts of hate had to cancel shows due to mental health and then got MORE HATE. Like wow! Starting to think you don't want principled and authentic celebrities, don't care about women's feelings, and don't understand how mental illness affects people! It will entirely be entitled fans fault if she steps back forever from releasing music
#chappell roan#she has severe depression and is biopolar and is gettinf isnane amounts of hate but uwu you dont care about mental health#also lesbians really cant do shit without us gettinf hate for it
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#life hacks#gamer#pro tip#drinks#beverage#sweet treats#major depressive disorder#pristiq#twitter#all cops are bastards#ronald reagan is the devil
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northern hemisphere babes we made it to the longest night of the year. we made it. for the next 6 months, every day will give us a little more daylight than the last. let's go. take my hand. climb out of the darkness with me
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What's everyone's favourite flowers that aren't like. The normal ones. Like everyone's a fan of roses and sunflowers what's a more niche one. One you don't get in gift sets. Mine's sweet peas
#other good ones are crocuses and lilacs#one time I was ill and depressed and my mum brought me a lil milk bottle full of fresh cut sweet peas from her garden 💖#i like that theyre colourful and i like climbing plants and they smell amazing#posts brought to you by me going to the park on my lunch break just to see all the crocuses
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#sometimes i try to play high energy music for others and then theyre like wow this is so depressing#like ah…… sorry
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it's so funny to me when i see pearl-clutching articles about how "teenagers are diagnosing themselves with mental disorders via tiktok" because like. this is not happening in a vacuum. teenagers are severely and i mean severely medically neglected. i cannot stress this enough. teenagers do not have free access to medical care. those same news outlets would be clowning on women with housewife psychosis in the 1950's.
i sometimes go pale when listening to some of what my friends have gone through in their childhoods and teenagehoods. they talk about it so nonchalantly, things that would be considered straight up torture if done to an adult, can't fathom the effect this has on children. they are on multiple anti-psychotics and several antidepressants and anxiety meds now that they are adults. medical neglect has legally and effectively disabled them. a timely diagnosis and intervention could have saved them. of course teenagers are self-diagnosing using tiktok. if your knee-jerk reaction is to scoff at the idea and dismiss it as dumb teenager shit instead of being radicalized because the best shot young people have at attaining the mental health support they need is a fucking dancing videos app, you're categorically a political enemy of the youth.
#youthlib#youth liberation#mental health#tw depressing stuff#tw mental health#tw mental illness#mental illness#tw trauma#trauma
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A former stray very happy to be inside
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#cecilia lisbon#the virgin suicides#coquette#dollette#girl interrupted#girlblogging#female manipulator#female hysteria#hell is a teenage girl#girl hysteria#girlrotting#girl interrupted syndrome#this is what makes us girls#manic pixie dream girl#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#sparkle jump rope queen#girlblog#girlblog aesthetic#girlblogger#femcel#female rage#female depression#female experience#female insanity#girl depression#girl insanity#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey
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we are so ableist about memory. people with good memory take for granted the fact that they can recall as much as they can, and use that to taunt, guilt and threaten people with memory issues. many neurotypes and mental illnesses cause memory lapses. traumatic brain injuries can cause memory lapses. brain cancer can cause memory lapses.
even if your memory is good, it's not right to guilt someone because they can't remember something. trust me, people with memory problems are desperately trying to remember: it's just that we literally can't. it is a very literal "i can't remember".
#adhd#psychosis#psychotic disorders#autism#memory problems#memory issues#did#dissociative identity disorder#dpdr#osdd#mental health#neurodivergences#schizophrenia#schizohprenic#actually autistic#actually adhd#actually schizophrenic#depression#our writing
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