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im a kandreil truther, them being in a queer platonic relationship, but also them having a partnership that doesnt fall into labels necessarily
i think all of them are necessary for each other and balance each other out, also having an understanding and connection with each other that is more than a friendship
idk just thoughts i really like all 3 of them together and feel like each pair have a distinct relationship, andrew and neil are one way, kevin and neil another, kevin and andrew are different but they all work out
#kandreil#headcanon#aftg#the foxhole court#the foxes#qpr#qpr positivity#andrew minyard#neil josten#kevin day#english is not my first language#dont judge just thoughts!
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dad issues
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(I think they were all fundamentally affected by what they saw and just collectively decided not to share the upsetting details)
#dungeon meshi#aj art#chilchuck#chilchuck backstory stuff#sorta#comic#tw alchoholism#tw death#tw parent death#dont generally tag for death stuff but in this he straight up dies on screen so I thought I should#Uhh I think they all had extremely grim visions bc I think that’s sort of the nature of ghost attacks#I mean Laios’ was basically just him being like “I should’ve died no one would care if i died”#I think Marcille’s would be. Horrifying. Given all her baggage around death.#Tho iirc this would be before Falin’s backfired resurrection#But anyway the mentioning of his father got me thinking#Since at least judging by Laios’ vision#They focus on people who’s death you have baggage around#Especially since Falin wasn’t ever like. Dead dead.#And Chilchuck does mention his father multiple times#Specifically he mentions his death and how he died#Like it seems like that specifically is a notable memory for him#Like you never see him like “my dad taught me to do this”#It seems like he remembers his dad *for* his death#So I anyway I made an extremely grim comic about it#beabell
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While Mary's dirt mouth did got me clutching my pearls at first...
...Sammie also did
I was like ok, the nice musician boy in his 20s to contrast with his two older and jaded cousins in their 30s.
He's probally more of the gentle and sweet and naive type of character.
Oh, he has a crush on Pearline, how nice!
'I'm married by the way.'
In a second, with zero hesitation. 'Happily?'
BOY, WHO RAISED YOU?
#no critism#given the time it wasnt a love match#sammie x pearline#pearline sinners#pearline should be free for that night too#sinners 2025#sinners#justa surprise#sammie moore#i dont judge mary or pearline#for cheating on their husbands#because probally they didt picked them#but yeah i thought it be a generational parallel with the twins#both smoke and stack had old failed romances of years while Sammie just started his#my post#mine#my opinion
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Patty. Pleaaseeee tell me more and doodle more about patty please.
thinks about patty and swoons and gets sick in the head… 🫡 i got you mate patty doodles for you + some of my Thoughts in tags

#sorry these doodles are a little shit its been a while…#my patty design always changes i love lacking consistency#but yeah. i love him i love her so much#im shit terrible at articulating my feelings on her… ive seen so mnay great patty analysis#but idm sharing some of my perspective. terribly worded dont judge im shy i dont talk about the characters often#idunno something about the way shes the youngest and pushed around#she joins a cause she thought was worth fighting for and putting her all into. she gives away her name her idenity for it#and all she gets is being taken advantage of by the very people she looked up to…#and then the moment she finally stands up for herself gauh. just gah#theres a lot more there im just. again bad at typing it all out but heres smth take my something shrugs#anyway#thanks for the ask :0) wonderful excuse to think of her and doodle her again#asks#doodles#great god grove#ggg spoilers#< for patty plus what i wrote in tags ig#edit#oh wait additonally#love her relationship with capo and thinking about it#the way capo kinda projects onto her by puhsing her around#parralel to the way inspetka has been treating him sorta just. grrrr
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actually would have loved to see more of elita's introspection after the "sentinel took everyone's cogs" reveal in tfone. like we got some good elita moments (e.g. her speech to orion showing that she too is an optimist despite having built a "tough it out" personality in order to survive the mines; the fact that she immediately turned to helping pax/dee/jazz during the cave-in after evacuation orders didn't work, showing that she's also one to instinctively break protocol if it means saving other bots from harm), but it would have been great to see elita's reasoning and emotions at learning about sentinel's betrayal. like yeah, ig d-16's crashout made sense given that he was physically attacked by darkwing and arguably had a stronger emotional attachment to the status quo/the "heroism" of sentinel prime, but elita is also the one who was insulted/belittled by darkwing for not having a cog and for breaking protocol, and the one who got dumped to waste management despite being so close to her goal (and she probably would have stayed there if she hadn't been on the train with orion and the crew). cave-ins don't seem unusual in the mines (everyone seems familiar with the emergency protocol), and elita as the team lead is probably the one who had to bear the responsibility of reporting dead or missing miners. after finding out that sentinel is the one who created this situation, elita should be seething just like dee: how dare the likes of sentinel prevent her from reaching her full potential as both a leader and citizen? how dare sentinel place the burden of carrying the very lives of other bots in the hands of those who have been rigged to fail? how dare sentinel set her up to chase after false hopes to improve her life and believe that it was ever a "good thing" for her to have wanted to try and "rat out" orion and dee when they first got on the train? who is to say that mechs with existing cogs, like darkwing, won't keep bullying those with newly-given cogs after sentinel is exposed? and elita didn't seem to have anything against dee before they went to the surface--if anything, dee seems to be the more reliable one compared to orion, so it would make sense if elita initially sympathised more with dee's reaction to events.
but she ultimately doesn't side with dee, even though she has a lot more invested in the system than orion. and i think tfone should have shown us more of elita's specific thoughts and reasons for why this didn't happen, to establish her as a major player in the ensuing conflict. the only other series that im familiar with outside of tfone that has elita is g1, so in my mind she's one of the "big three" in that she's established as a leader capable enough of keeping together the only major autobot resistance group against the decepticons after op leaves cybertron. if tfone's story was extended to the civil war, then the foundation for elita's later development should also be well-established.
right now it feels like she was largely relegated in the movie to "punch and get promotion" and while that's cool, i think she should have had more screentime than bee (im sorry but imo elita and bee have become kinda conjoined both in their function within the movie and in fanworks---i get the writers were pressed for time and chose to focus on the orion-dee relationship, which makes complete sense, but elita and bee were just kind of left to stand next to each other and give audience reactions when something happened shocking in the orion-dee dynamic. and elita has become b-127's mom in fan stuff ig. which again is fine and great and i love it, but what about her preexisting relationships with orion and dee? like orion was confident enough to trust elita to have his back when the cave-in happened even though elita tried to keep a hierarchy of sorts between them, dee seems to respect elita's leadership when they're on the surface and doesn't immediately shoot at her when she fights him at the end, elita even seems envious (at least to me) at orion and dee's entry into the iacon 5000---we should have had more of the push and pull among the trio's dynamic, with elita being a sort of "wild card," in that she had valid emotional grievances that would push her to side with dee, but an equally strong set of beliefs that would lead her to side with orion).
anyways more elita character development pls she's such a good character
#transformers#transformers one#tf one#elita 1#elita one#tf one elita#g1 elita#character analysis ig idk#orion pax#d-16#b-127#here's my blah blah for tonight hope yall enjoy#I DONT HAVE ANYTHING AGAINST ANYONE these are just my thoughts and preferences alone#please keep making amazing art and fanfics and whatever yall want about whoever yall want to make fanworks about none of this should stop u#im in no position to judge anyone this is just my opinion and u are free to ignore my ramblings :)
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Just a thought and no offense but I think Logan just wants to be in love and feel loved in return.
(This isnt proofread and came out as rambling so have fun trying to read it and decipher it! 😅)
So WE ALL know that Logan can be flirty, and that he may have had a period where he was a bit of a manwhore (*cough* 70s Logan *cough*)
I feel like that period though, and any other flings, one night stands, etc whatever was less out of lust and more of a desperation to feel SOME kind of human connection bc the mans so lonely and has been treated like a soldier, a weapon for so long that hes desperate for human connection, even if it makes him end up feeling depraved afterwards. Post-nut clarity wakes him up next to some girl he met at a bar, and guilt sinks its teeth into him because he doesnt even know her name, much less actually LIKE her. The man was born in the 1800s, he may have grown with time but you cannot tell me theres not some inkling of being a gentleman- and wanting to find someone you truly love, hidden in there somewhere. I think overtime he may fall into this routine, believing he needed to be a walking sex magnet, gruff, cocky, whatever have you because hes convinced its the only way he can have a connection with someone, even if its for a few passionate moments under bedsheets, and an awkward "that was nice. Bye"
It only fuels his self hatred, convincing him that he really his just an animal, looking to get his sick desires out, eat, fuck, sleep, survive.
When we see him in the X movies, as a cage fighter he is brutal and rough and he doesnt seem to have a caring bone in his body yet he still manages to find himself caring about this young girl who stowawayed in his trailer, and does help her, even if he acts like this version of logan he created. Someone who doesnt care. But he cares. A lot.
Its not until he meets YOU, that he starts to wonder if he got it all wrong. Kind, beautiful, smart YOU.
I fully believe that logan just wants a partner. One night stands, flings, what have you, were just him lying to himself, desperate to feel something other than hate. After he lost his memories, and he began just wandering, the concept of love was lost on him. And lust wasnt there anymore either. He was approached by women, perfectly fine, pretty women, all the time during his time cage fighting, bars, etc. He turned them all away- completely opposite of logan 30-40 years ago (my timing probs not right on xmen lol) who was convinced the only way he was living was if he had ass next to him every night he went to sleep because he was lonely. This version of logan, lost, angry, wanted nothing to do with people. Some of it the repressed feelings coming out from his past that he doesnt even remember. He was convinced then that he had to be alone. Becoming a lone wolf that bared his teeth at anyone who tried to pet it. Secretly though, deep down although he wouldnt admit it, there was that deep desire, that he always felt in his 200 years, that he just wanted to find his mate. He'd call soulmates bullshit if you asked him, but the moment he meets you, hed know that it was real, and that maybe god cursed (gifted) him the ability of healing and practical immortality just so he could find you. And hed do it over and over again, the pain and suffering and loneliness, if it meant you would be the endgoal.
Logan is a pack animal. He needed a family, to protect, and cherish. When he meets and ends up at the x-men, his demeanor and attitude changes quickly to something similar to a dog that snaps at you when you pet it only for it to whine and whimper "im sorry, please dont hate me, i just dont know how to accept love.". Hes still wary, because hed never KNOWN a family before. Put aside his memory loss, the closest things he had to a family was a creep of a brother, and a woman who said she loved him under false pretenses (i still dont like you kayla even if you say it was real). He barely knew his parents, and even then that was a lie because his father wasnt even his biological father. Yeah, Logans life was pretty damn lonely, so its no wonder the man is cautious of anybody and anything.
The moment you come into his life though, that bitterness, anger, and meaningless flirting goes right out the window. Hes serious about you. Hes usually cautious, nervous around people but he meets you and its almost like he threw all those imaginary rules he has for himself out of the window.
Look at how he was with Jean in the movies. He barely knew the woman, they barely shared ANY lines in the movie yet he was almost completely devoted (dont get me started on that storyline). Trust didnt come easy to the wolverine. And Kayla- their relationship just shows how much he wants love and to be loved. I never seen origins but a lot of gifsets and read the synopsis of the plot, but i think he had a feeling with Kayla he couldnt trust (remember how he says hell never go against his gut again?) But he so badly just wanted that connection he ignored all the warning signs and did everything to build a life with this woman who not only tricked him, but put him through unimaginable pain both physically and mentally. (Look I REALLY dont like kayla but i do feel bad for her because stryker did have her sister captive). I know stryker is the evil mastermind here, but god imagine trying to find love with someone, only for it all to be a farce, even if they claimed they did love you the entire time- the intentions from the very beginning was far from love.
Oh but when he is in love with you. From the moment he met you, it wasnt love at first sight exactly, more like a feeling that you were it. Hes all about you. He sticks around, under the pretense that he just needed to make some money first, doing some missions for charles, keep an eye on rogue. He cant admit its because he wants to stay close to you. Hes like a feral cat taking shelter in your shed. Stays away at first, cautious of your spspspsp, but curious nonetheless. Completely ignores the first bowl of food you put down for it- or so you thought because when you came back it was completely devoured. It takes weeks of food and spspsps before it finally warms up to you, but after that first contact with your hand and its head- good luck ever getting rid of it. Not that youd want to 😊
Logan becomes a shadow to you, once you become something akin to friends. (Its really more than that but no ones addressed it). He teases you and flirts with you, and its something you think he does with everyone, until Ororo tells you that he only does it to you. Sometimes he just sits in your company, other times hes curious about what youre working on, not wanting to start the convo, but does things like leering over your shoulder (which he may or may not be doing just to he close to you and get a good whiff of the smell of your hair). He stresses when you go on missions without him. He slowly opens up about his past to you when he begins to get his memories back. Trusting only you (and maybe charles) with the truth ablut the man he used to be, and still is.
When your feelings finally do come out in the open though, however it happens, that first kiss, the first time you make love, etc etc. Logans a different man. I mean, hes still that cocky, grumpy person we all know and love. But he carried himself differently. Hes confident and wiser, hes comfortable, and hes happy. He found a home, his pack. And maybe after countless conversations about his past, the things hes done, and the comforting words and understandings you give him, he starts to learn that he isnt so bad, because if you love him, YOU, the most wonderful person hes ever known in 200 years, love him despite all of his violence and hatred and slight whoreish tendecies back in the 70s...then he must be alright.
He doesnt need to worry about his past anymore, when hes got you, right there with him, promising a loving future together.
#this was not proofread#so dont judge me#im just spilling out my thoughts#i wanna know logans inner psyche#logan howlett#logan howlett x reader#wolverine#logan howlett x you#i just feel like logan just wants love#but is convinced hell never get it#hes convinced hes the worst man on earth so he does things he thinks bad men do#only to make himself feel worse and worse#i also know comic logan is a bit different from movie logan so this is solely based on movie logan#vans daydreams
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My Ace Attorney x Transformers:Animated doodle saga that I created at 2AM 🐝💥
#I dont know what prompted this from me I just really thought it be funny#I dont have the time to draw the ithers but Megatron would he Von Karma. Bulkhead Gumshoe and Ratchet the judge lol#Sentinel would he Redd White because its super funny#art#digital art#transformers#transformers animated#ace attorney#pwaa#fan art#maccadam
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more info and refs for the vivimera au gang!
#sorryyyy for not posting for awhile oooopsie!#i was working on these :3 im super super proud of these though#i really like how they came out#i hope people like them! i put alot of thought into these critters and i just love thinking about them ...#paper mario#paper mario the thousand year door#paper mario ttyd#ttyd#chimera vivian#i should really get a real tag for this au .#hmn. maybe later#vivian#vivian ttyd#pm au#yes that is implied vivibella in bellas tattle. btw#i said her tattle for vivian would be really long and panicked !#shes having a moment okay! dont judge her#pls rb if u want i spent so long on the game-accurate art of chimera vivi and the wozard.lol
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Do you ever just think about his hands….










… Because I definitely don’t 🫣🫠
#god look at him!#I definitely don’t have an album of just his hands#oh no no that would just be silly#why would a girl want to look at such long fingers#such strong hands…#yeah no not me#definitely don’t think about his hands and write about such thoughts…#IM WEAK DONT JUDGE ME#elvis presley#elvis fans#elvis presley fanfiction#elvis photos
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I really am vibing with the actors they chose for the gods so far, however, I do wish the show would put a tad more effort in into making them feel a bit more like primordial, powerful beings here and there, rather than just some random dudes. Like the presence and tone in the book when Percy meets Dionysus and Ares for the first time... there are moments when Percy is overwhelmingly aware of their power.
Sure, I get the show can't necessarily show some of this (especially the Dionysus stuff), but they could definitely attempt to convey this energy in some way or form. Like, have Percy look into Dionysus's eyes and then have his own start to take on this odd, purple hue and the background grows fuzzy and all the sound drowns out except for high pitched ringing and the faint sound of people crying out for help before reality snaps back and Percy's standing there looking unsettled. Have mortals react to Ares presence the way they did in the book. Have Percy look into Ares eyes and have the god's eyes look otherworldly for second, burning with fire, and have Percy suddenly overcome with anger, his voice narrating his inner thoughts of fight him. There's so much the show could have done to convey it, even briefly.
And its just another discrepancy between the show and book that doesn't feel like its a big deal... but I do think matters in helping to establish tone, presence, and tension.
#or maybe thats just me :/#mine#pjo show crit#please dont judge my screenwriting I had to put in examples on how the show could have done it or else I would've gotten comments like#/unfortunately because those are Percy's thoughts there's no way the show could have done that/#and im begging y'all to have higher standards#there are SO MANY WAYS for shows to convey inner thoughts
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Is it weird... ungrateful for me to say that i wished my funeral would have happened in camp half-blood? Or.. i dunno, maybe i wish they could have split my body in two so I could have been in both places at once. ... I don't know. When they gave me my last meal, I could feel it... even then it felt so detached from what a home is supposed to feel like.
#I just begun reading tyrants tomb#Dont judge me i had to reread all of the pjo books to refresh myself and only now did i get to read the last 2 toa books#jason grace#pjo rp#pjo fandom#pjo#pjo hoo toa#pjo roleplay#roleplay#percy jackson fandom#heroes of olympus#pjo hoo#Jason's thoughts#Angst?
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january. january i'm gonna be real. this is the worst pitch for anarchy i've ever heard
#even caeru is standing in the crowd judging this one#girl. Girl. you cant just say you dont know. GIRL.#yin-thoughts#fallen london#at least caeru (fellow liberationist) has a clear mental image#what are you DOINGGG
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So, I know I've introduced my werebnnuy Wei Wuxian au to yall, at least the art, but I'm craving some fluff rn so. Here yall go:
Lan Sizhui found himself drifting, sleepy, but not enough to actually close his eyes fully. They were drooping, begging to succumb to sleep, but they just wouldn't. His hands idly played with the soft toebeans on one large, monstrous paw of the creature currently cleaning him. The beans were not rough, despite the fact that they were walked on almost every day over long distances. They were not solid either, an almost jelly-like thickness making it possible for him to jiggle the masses of pawpad. It was quite the satisfying thing, really, and judging by the way the creature's chest and throat rumbled happily, it was for him, as well.
A tongue began to work at his messy hair, tangled from an impromptu night hunt just an hour or so prior. His father, Wei Wuxian, had seen him, glanced to his other father, Lan Wangji, nervously, than hurried him off to a nearby field to get clean. He'd shifted into his wererabbit form, scooped Lan Sizhui against his chest with his paws resting carefully in front of him to make a sort of nest, and set to work.
Lan Sizhui enjoyed the warmth of his father being close by, the way he could move the giant paws with little effort, pulling them into his lap and making a sort of security blanket. He wasn't so fond of Wei Wuxian's rough tongue working out the tangles in his hair, but at least he tried his best not to cause pain.
His hair was soon sorted out. Wei Wuxian dropped his head to snuffle at his neck playfully, tickling the skin with his fur. Lan Sizhui giggled at his father's antics. His heart warmed at the fact that he was finally getting this experience with his other father. There was so much time to be made up for, and he knew Wei Wuxian was doing his absolute best to do just that. He spent any time he could with Lan Sizhui, stealing him away to play in the fields or help Lan Wangji feed the bunnies (the regular ones, that was) or race through the mountains in his wererabbit form with Lan Sizhui clinging to his back. Occasionally they'd even sneak out of the Cloud Recesses to explore the town below. Even though Lan Sizhui was sure he'd tasted and seen everything there by now, it was always a new adventure when it was with his father.
As Wei Wuxian settled himself and pulled Lan Sizhui closer to curl up around him for a nap, Lan Sizhui couldn't help but sigh contentedly.
The past had caused him a great deal of grief, but the present had gently wiped his tears and cradled him.
He was at peace.
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Please talk to me about werebnnuy au I will love you forever and ever 👉👈
#lan sizhui#wei wuixian#lsz#wwx#lan wangji is mentioned#wangxian#its imprtant to this ficlet and this au k#werebnnuy au#werebunny au#wererabbit au#3 tags in case i forget one of them. cause i will#fluff#tiny dab of angst#but mostly just father son making up for lost time#yes wei wuxian is a giant rabbit but hes a monster rabbit so i gave him some cat aspects ok#dont judge me#also yes jelly pawpads because fuck it this is my au#let lan sizhui poke the pawbs#lan wangji pokes them too oj#*ok#especially when hes overstimulated it helps him#bro it fucjin froze up for a sec and i thought i just lost EVERYTHUBF#*EVERYTHING#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#modaozushi#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#wei wuxian#wei wuxian x lan wangji#i kinda tagged this like i do on ao3 wtf
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Reading the new Skybound Transformers comic series and some of these smaller, in the distance frame shots in there just catch my attention more than it should... I know it's really small inkwork but--- Shockwave and Thundercracker looks a little like parade floats to me, lol.

Kummerspeck: It's German. Literally translates to "grief bacon"... It's the result of stress eating; sorrow/trouble/grief fat.
#transformers#artists on tumblr#digital drawing#transformers maccadam#doodle#transformers memes#transformers skybound#skybound#comics#shockwave#transformers shockwave#kummerspeck#memes#not fat just flud#not fat just fluffy#maccadams#maccadam#stress#stress eating#chubbie girl#chubbiness#decepticons#thornyfluff#thoughts#dont judge me#thoughts that keep me out of the good schools
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maybe its just me but i cant stand when people are like "it just doesn't sit right with me how teruhashi thought about aiura 🥺" like yes... its not supposed to ??? because her thinking badly of other girls and prioritizing male validation over everything is one of her main flaws ??? can we talk about that WITHOUT making it seem like shes not allowed to have a single actual flaw without suddenly becoming an awful person? nobody can handle complex female characters at all and its so fucking annoying
#you guys all missed the point of her development AND her and saiki's relationship development#like did you miss the parts where the only times he genuinely seems to not like something she does is when shes mean to other girls#and he still understands that she isnt a bad person for having bad thoughts in the private comfort of her mind#and besides... in this case she was literally just being a dramatic and insecure teenage girl LMAO#like dont fucking lie to me and tell me when you were her age you didnt have similar thoughts#youre worse than her if you lie about it while judging her for it#sorryyyy#she shouldve been MORE unhinged youre all just cowards#AND ALSO ? how can something even be 'mean' if its just a thought#thats like if u opened ur friends private diary without permission and then unfriended them over something they said in a random upset vent#and in this specific situation if u found out ur friend called someone a bitch because they liked the same person as her ??#LIKE THATS ?? its bad but its not as crazy as you guys make it out to be#shes allowed to be angry and insecure in the privacy of HER OWN MIND#idk if this makes sense but i just feel that her thoughts are more of a concern about her wellbeing than anything else#like she canonically is extremely kind to others even when she doesnt want to be so why are we worried about how she treats others.#theyre fine. im worried about HER.#and WHY her mindset is so negative... but u guys dont give a shit because u cant handle even a spec of complexity#sorry ive said all this before i just like to rant#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#teruhashi kokomi#meows post
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Alphonse finding listener in his room
"oh shit, this is activating my fuck or flight"
#yuurivoice#yuurivoice alphonse#bittersweet yuurivoice#i just thought of thid dont judge me#i think he likes it
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