#dont mind me Im just rambling

[becauseplot]

qPhilza perching on people because bird

qFit: Mans is built like a brick shithouse—he can totally balance Phil’s additional weight. The first attempt is a bit shaky, sure, but nowadays Phil swoops down or hops up onto Fit’s shoulder and all Fit really has to do is jut out his elbow to give his friend a little more space for his talons to work with. Bam, he’s perched. Works out about 9.9 times out of 10, though Phil delights in trying to catch him off guard.

qEtoiles: He doesn’t have Fit’s bulk on his side, so he’s not as sturdy, but he is strong. The landing is usually a little rough since Etoiles has to work a bit harder to counterbalance the additional weight, but he always finds that center of gravity in no time flat. Phil usually perches with one talon on each of Etoiles’ shoulders since he’s not as w i d e, just so Phil can have a little extra grip. At some point, Etoiles tries fighting a mob while Phil is perched on him, and that goes exactly as well as you would expect.

qForever: Honestly, with all of the hard labor Forever does for his big builds, Phil was expecting him to do better, but the first (several) attempts end up with Forever stumbling over and knocking Phil off of him from his wild arm-pinwheeling. They eventually figure out it’s more doable if Forever himself has something to lean on (a wall, a chair, the butt of his pickaxe) and Phil puts one talon evenly spaced on each shoulder. Phil learns some new swears in Portuguese in the process.

qMissa: Flattened. Full-on face in the floor, mouth full of grass, wind knocked out of his lungs at Mach 5 the first time Phil tries. Phil apologizes profusely, but Missa—once he can breathe again—just rolls over onto his back and asks Phil if they can give it another try. It takes a long, LONG time, but they figure out that if Phil plants his talons on Missa’s shoulder pads and leans forward while Missa leans back, they have a small little window of time where they achieve balance. The best part? Phil gets a perfect view of Missa’s goofy little grin every single time.

[tomfrogisblue]

I'm gonna miss the after talks tho

The discord calls after the server has closed for the day

Tubbo throwing a little tetris rave at like 7am

Spontaneous valo lobbies, theorizing about the next event, try-hard tetris-ing, 2v2s with tubbo, etoiles, roier and cellbit, Tina drawing in the background, asking everyone's fav music, etoiles and roier bickering constantly

Everyone chilling on or off stream with food and music playing, just talking about nothing

Personal fav of tubbo explaining his city skylines builds to cellbit

Yeh I'm gonna miss Purgatory, just for how much it brought everyone together when the server kicked them out for the day

[dinxieyinxie]

why is my comfort character snape i dont understand like How the hell did i manage to find comfort in him when he hasn't had a sliver of it in his life

[ynhart]

Hmm I kind of want to write but I don't know what or how to start

[iloveyugimum]

I kinda want to share some hc I have for amane and tsukasa when they were alive because their past makes me cry a waterfall

(these aren’t ship hc I hate the fact that people even thought of them dating, they are twins stop thinking gross, and don’t say “tsukasa abused amane” no he didn’t) these are also mainly amane because he’s my comfort character

. Amane is autistic and his special interest is space, he rants on about it to tsukasa until he runs out of breath (I do this to my brother about my special interest which is TBHK)

. Tsukasa chases Amane with dead creatures and finds it hilarious

. People who weren’t their parents wouldn’t be able to tell them apart immediately until Tsukasa starts being Tsukasa

. Amane feels embarrassed to cry around tsukasa especially after he started getting bullied so he’d sob to himself at night while tsukasa was sleeping

. Tsukasa was actually quite popular in middle school and tried to get amane to join his group but amane isn’t good at socializing

. After the festival amane wouldn’t stop talking about yashiro to tsukasa, they would even try to find her but gave up

. Amane would try and draw yashiro from memory to help tsukasa with finding her

. Then after amane saw her in the tea party arc, he ran to get tsukasa to prove she was real but obviously she was gone by then and amane sobbed that night

. I feel like their mum was scared of tsukasa for a while, amane didn’t understand so he would just hug tsukasa not knowing what to do (this was like after what we saw in chapter 79)

. Amane banned tsukasa from going to the cinema because he’d just cause chaos (inspired by one of the extra panels in volume 9)

. Amane would fall asleep when doing homework and would get told off for not finishing it

. They would fight for no reason like cuphead and mugman do in the cuphead show

. Amane was like the mugman of the two and tsukasa was like the cuphead

That’s all!!!!

[glamfellens]

the thing for aeres is that her autonomy is so important to her, besides her faith and the people she loves. so the more the emperor pushes for her to accept the tadpole. the more he insists she will be more efficient, deadly and beautiful the more illithid she becomes. later on when he claims he will make her take it by force. shes filled with so much resentment that it makes her feel sick, to have to be allied with a person like the emperor. so i just think its neat that she uses her divine intervention to kill him. her faith made manifest, something that is such a core aspect of her that she would risk losing should she become illithid and lose her soul in the process. well not today motherfucker

[simandy]

I need to go back to play around and find out on blender to regain my artistic essence if that makes any sense. Sometimes it feels so draining to follow a specific reference or to make up rules to what is a good cc piece or a bad cc piece and i forget why i started making content in the first place. It was to let all my weird stuff out of my head and expose them in this blog. I NEED to be weird to feel alive and trying to fit into a specific aesthetic is killing me- I FORGOT TO POST MY MINI PACK

[serfuzzypushover]

cronkri is nice i like to indulge in it... plus im kin wwith cronus and i havve memories of dating my kankri so its like. yeagh obvv i like em.

but ill b real im much more interested in damcro and porkri as dynamics lol but theres like 5 fics on each ship so i make fumvkin do

[icys-junkyard]

One of the P:LA aus where the main character dies during their mission and is, in one way or another, brought back by Arceus to try again. Except it's not time rewinding or resurrection, it's reincarnation. The player dies to an alpha or the wilds or an accident and then, after hundreds of years, gets reincarnated as their original self, lives their life a second time, and then gets sent back to try again.

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Hopefully Arceus is nice enough to not make them remember their previous life until they're back in Hisui. Like obviously they have to have SOME memory of Hisui once they arrive, or else they'll just do the same exact thing and die again. Maybe Arceus is nice enough to only let the MC remember their death like a day before they would have died so they can avoid that death without the mental struggle of remembering their entire previous Hisui run. Maybe MC will think it's some weird precognition to help them avoid death, when actually this is attempt number 7 and a collective 109 years of life that has been lived by MC, just without the memory of it. Maybe some day they’ll realize these misplaced memories actually happened, but also maybe not.

The whole scenario sucks of course, but at least it only feels like one life.

What would be horrendous, however, would be  getting reincarnated and remembering it all. MC is born, finally reaches an age where the human brain can manage complex memories, and realizes "Wait a fuckin minute, I have a past life. I have SEVEN past lives. I have seven fucking past lives and I remember it all." Better hope to hell Arceus beefed up MCs brain to be able to handle extreme trauma management and excessive memory organization. No human would be able to manage that and stay perfectly sane. Poor MC having to relive their entire first 15ish years before being inevitably thrown to the past, but making the most of their time in the present in order to prepare for Hisui and maybe finally live through it.

Imagine being a Pokémon Professor and offering a Pokémon to this 10 yr old about to start their journey, and then the next thing you hear is they're fist-fighting Pokémon themself in the woods outside their house instead of training their starter normally. Imagine visiting them in concern like "Um??? Kid are you ok?? You know how Pokémon battles work, right? You know you don't need to fight them yourself, right???"

And this kid looks you in the eye as they hand-to-hand spar with their Monferno and say "I know, but if I do it this way I'll be better prepared for when god sends me to Hellsui for the eighth time." Like shit man, alright. Sure. This kid is really taking their play-pretend game to an extreme level, but there's weirder adult trainers out there so whatever. The Chimchar evolved and seems happy so you guess they're doing alright. You tell them, “Okay. Have fun. Good luck with your gym challenge when you finish training here,” and you leave.

And then you never hear a word about their gym challenge, even though they grew up the next town over. You always hear about how those kids are doing with the Pokémon you gave them, it’s a small town area and news gets around quickly, not to mention Professors often keep tabs on the Pokémon they give out just to make sure they get proper care.

You wonder if MC is doing contests instead, but you haven't heard about that either. Maybe they're staying in school like some people choose? Though there's no town gossip about it. There usually is if that’s the case, because it's rare for kids to stay in school when they could go on a self-actualizing journey with magic animals instead. But y’know. Whatever. You're just a Professor from the next town over, it's none of your business and there's no missing person's reports. It's probably fine.

Meanwhile MC, who is literally a 10 year old, spends the next 4 or 5 years roughing it in the deep wilds with minimal modern contact like some kind of feral child and is never heard from again... Until their overpowered, grizzled Infernape emerges alone from the woods behind MCs house with a paper from the notebook MC left home with. "brb, going to hell" is all that’s written on the note.

MC reincarnates and starts training even earlier this time.

[spookberry]

everyone who complains about the live action and new gen dolls being ugly or lame are fake fans actually. OG monster high dolls are cool Conceptually but functionally kinda ugly and man do they fall apart easy. The reason I never played with mine is cuz they Were Not durable.

Also the fashion?? The styles are outdated and often clash kinda nonsensically in a way thats silly and camp and i generally appreciate but still!! Not incredibly fashionable irl. And a LOT of the character designs overlap making some character indistinguishable from others. Not to mention the fact that there is only One Body Type available.

So like literally none of the aesthetic updates or changes have been in directions that made them worse. Theyre just different (certainly cheaper in the case of that last reboot, the loss of articulation was sad), but like?? The liveaction is cute! and it seems really on par for the kind of stuff you’d see for a tv movie, and the one cleo doll leak looks Great????? I miss her bangs, but like... its not THAT big of a deal. Im really excited to see this new spin on the characters! also maybe consider they arent for you anymore, youve aged out of the demographic

[becauseplot]

Philza Minecraft is a survivalist. 

Everyone knows this. He's the "Hardcore guy." He's an expert in the inner-workings of the natural world. He's vigilant. He knows how to hold his own in a fight, and he knows when to cut his losses, too. He knows how to keep himself alive. By extension, he knows how to keep his team alive as well. It only makes sense that they elect him as the leader of red team.

Philza Minecraft is a team player.

This is why he's always happy to go grinding for materials when the team needs it. Even if he tends to get a little distracted sometimes, wandering too far, forgetting to check global chat or talk in the team vc, he checks in with his friends and does what he can to keep morale up when everyone is feeling down. He recognizes the ease with which Cellbit operates in this environment, so he lets the man call some of the shots, or give Phil instructions. After all, Cellbit led the Ordo for months. Phil trusts his judgement. Why not play to their strengths? 

Philza Minecraft is an adapter. 

His biome doesn’t matter, nor his circumstances, nor his equipment. He’s started over more times than he can count. Working under stress isn’t something that hinders him, nor changing environments. If the game of the day is complete the tasks, he can complete the tasks. If the game of the day is kill a player, he can kill a player. He might hate it, but he can do it. For the sake of his friends, of his team, of his kids, and of their collective survival, he can do it.

There is something else worth mentioning. 

Philza Minecraft is a liar. 

Oh, but you’ll never catch him in a lie, because it’s never what he does say. It’s what he doesn’t. It’s the details he omits. It’s the parts of the tale that he glosses over so that the bedtime story isn’t quite so scary. He’ll give you everything he wants you to have and hold the rest of it close to his chest. Or, more accurately, he'll slam it in a locked box and shove it under his bed with the rest of his monsters. 

He was an asset to the Empire. 

Back then, he always asked the right questions: not "why," but "how," and "when." Back then, he knew he was valuable, so he kept himself alive. Back then, "the Angel of Death" wasn't so much a nickname as it was a title he earned. A rank.

He never became a general. The promotion was there, and he was more than qualified, he just never took it. He was content to let his friend take the helm, because Phil knew what he was.

"Knew." "Was." Was, was, was. (Come on, now, Phil. Don't be daft.)

Philza Minecraft is a liar; the man he lies to the most is himself. Yes, Purgatory is fucked and twisted, and he hates what it forces him to do, but not because it's hard. No. Because it's far too easy.

At the end of the day, what matters most is that Philza Minecraft is an arrow. Let someone else nock him in a bow. Let someone else draw him back, point him in a direction, let him loose, soar, fly. Resources, gear, tasks, points, kills, blood---it makes no difference. Philza Minecraft won't stop until he hits his target.

[magpie-sherlock]

you are a testimony to your own strength.

look at your body. it's carried you your entire life, quite literally. maybe it's gotten hurt. maybe you've fallen over. maybe you don't like it. but it's still there.

you have your wit. you can think. it shows with every word you say, with every thought you think. maybe it's given you bad thoughts, maybe it completely shuts down when it's least convenient. but it's there, keeping you here. giving you good thoughts.

you have your heart. spreading kindness to others. feeling sad when others are sad. bringing you closer to others in this crazy mess that is humanity. it hurts sometimes. your heart makes you cry 'til you can't breathe some nights. but then, you see something. maybe it's art, maybe a friend, maybe a message, maybe you hear a song. and it lights up.

you've made it so far. simply by living. just by being part of this world, you are so strong. strength isn't just how much you can lift. it's your persistence. how you keep going, like a dandelion. growing wherever it wants. it's how you make someone's day, just by saying "hi" and smiling at them. even just smiling at them. it's how you have ideas, these wonderful little ideas floating everywhere.

strength is living.

[prismsoup]

You know- drawing full comic pages for each ask I've received might've not been a good idea, but here we are anyways

(Drawing them is fun but GOD is it time consuming)

[sun-citadel]

I kinda miss my old acc's traction / overall friendliness, wish i'd get more interraction or even anons again

[serenity-black]

Fight scenes are HAAAAAARD T.T

Ch 22 is getting worked on. I have my coffee, I have my wine, there's snow outside so I don't want to leave lol

And I won't use the next bit but I have this image stuck in my head of Aziraphale pointing the flaming sword at The Metatron and saying (in a vary bad American Western accent) "Heaven isn't big enough for the two of us." While it's LITERALLY choked full with raptured souls xD And again, that's not going in the fic, but I have been CRACKING up over that lol

Anyways...here's Wonderwall...

[lost-my-sanity1]

why the hell is he smiling like that- god this is so.... it makes my blood boil how everything just went okay after his father apologised once and... like can you give back his childhood and teenage years? can you give him back the happiness he lost while trying not to be a "jinx"? can you give him back his confidence he lost? but okay he accepted you again 🙂