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shachiruka · 2 years

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you watch ONE movie once and literally spend a whole afternoon thinking about gay kissing....... embarassing

#it's sunday so i went to my grandparents so me baking this morning? did it while thinking about gay kissing #my warmed up soup for lunch? eaten while thinking about gay kissing #me spending the afternoon playing yahtzee and triominos with my grandma? not without not being able to concentrate bc! you guessed it!#i was thinking about gay kissing! and don't get me started on the bike ride to my grandparents' house and back!#what is happening to me. i've never had it this bad from watching an admittedly mediocre movie before #(it wasn't bad or anything it just. was a netflix original which means the writing was so-so and the ending was unsatisfying too)#hhghhghhhgggggghhhhhhh #anyways i think i will spend my dinner rewatching guys and balls for like the 8th time or smth #i need... more kissies.........#(also i looked up its english title and. what the hell 'guys and balls' sounds stupid 😭 i het that its a pun bc it's about a guy and his #gay football team but come on. 'men like us' admittedly sounds like it's been there before but it also sounds a bit more heartfelt)#anyways if that movie only had english subtitles on netflix. then i'd ask if anyone wanna watch it together bc i really like that movie #even if it's already 18 years old #rukarambles

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brittlebutch · 8 months

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Katja Cleaver doesn't get enough attention for being the most 'poor little meow meow' character i've ever seen in my life. literally off the walls 'she was found in a wet cardboard box on the side of the road' energy

#N posts stuff #her dad is so absent he thinks she's still 16 when she is already fully 18 years old #her dad is so absent that Katja considers it the GREATEST kindness she can give him to NEVER show him how sad that makes her #she didn't tell any of her friends about her birthday because she 'didn't wanna say anything' even though they've been friends for 2 years #her only friend for the first like 16 years of her life was her horse #the first time she thought she made a friend that 'friend' immediately turned around and kidnapped her #she made her first actual group of friends right after that and her dad does not know a single one of their names #she loves her horse so much that she eats dry fucking oats for breakfast because she likes it when they can share #her parents Forgot about her at school often enough for it to be a routine occurrence she had to figure out as a child #katja looked her Absent dad in the eyes and MEANT it when she said 'i think you're great because you stayed' bc her mom DIDNT #babygirl i love you <3 #d20: seven maidens #dimension 20 #edit: i cannot BELIEVE i forgot to mention that even though she has friends she still continued to wear the single half of a friendship #heart necklace that no one else had the second half of bc she didn't feel confident enough to ask if any of her friends would wear it

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pointsfortrying · 8 months

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Yeah you like kpop but also are you normal ab asian people and aware of the state of the entertainment industry in korea—

#rye rambles #rye rants #yes you can enjoy listening to it etc. but also haha heyyyy-#you dont babify korean people right?#you dont treat all asian ppl as if they're the same bc you cant tell them apart haha right?#you're at least vaguely aware that the entertainment industry is Incredibly predatory and idols are held to unhealthy standards right-?#<- again can enjoy it n be happy for people but also grits teeth #seeing ppl go one second 'i support unions n strikes' and next 'i dont think these idols should be allowed to quit' is. irritating #unions and strikes would fuck up the economy in korea So bad and i want it to happen now actually #the economy's already fucked up might as well try to make something out of it #i want. to live in a world where singers are allowed to be the humans they are #and i want to live in a world where saying that doesn't make Me the bad person #''cant you be happy for them they worked hard to get here'' my brother in arms that is a literal child #<- could rant even more ab. those battle royal idol shows for 15-18 years olds and how incredibly predatory they are but they wont for now #snifffs.#i feel v distant from my culture n how shit is currently but i have strong opinions and i won't apologize for this

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bo0zey · 1 year

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when gerard way said “when i grow up i want to be nothing at all” i felt those words in my gdamn soul bro

#cried alone in my car parked in my driveway for like 17 minutes #i feel so hopeless and useless and stupid so so so stupid i’ll never be smart enough like the other nurses #i can’t fucking think im too slow i don’t know anything #it’s the emergency room and god for fucking bid i have an emergent patient i don’t know wtf to do ever #i don’t know how to initiate protocols or contact interdisciplinary or put in complex orders i don’t know anything i’m so useless #everyone thinks i’m stupid i’ve been on orientation for like 2 months know and i’m still the same useless stupid novice airhead new grad #i just get so frazzled i feel like everyone expects so much out of me and i have to be perfect to meet their standards #but im stupid im subpar im not good enough like them like #ever if they’ve been nurses for years and i’ve only been working as one for legit 2 months it’s just i still don’t know how to do anything #it’s like i can’t think i don’t do things how they want me to do them and then i look stupid im the attending doctor thinks i’m so dumb but #she wouldn’t even hear me out like i know you want both fluids running i know it’s important but he only has.1 IV and they aren’t compatible #we’re trying to start a second IV and he had difficult veins like why are you trying to tell me i’m stupid i know why you ordered it thatway #it’s like nobody gets my dumbass brain but that’s not their fault bc they can think clearly and convey their thoughts to people without #sounding like a fucking dumbass i have no critical thinking skills im just useless i hate this so much i don’t want to be here it sucks #i never wanted to be a nurse i never wanted to be anything i was 12 years old hoping i’d be dead by 18 #and now i’m 23 and i’m still fucking here but it’s clear i shouldn’t be i don’t fit in im not fit for society #i should be euthanized like an unwanted dog that’s been at the shelter for too long that’s exactly what i am #20min later still crying can’t stop being a fucking crybaby pitypartying myself i’m the worst oh my god grow the fuck up already #why is everything so difficult for me why can’t i just fit in literally everyone knows i don’t belong #i’m the dumbest most useless new grad orientee and EVERYONE knows it even management it’s so embarrassing #i’m so embarrassed to be alive and take up space that could be filled by someone so much better smarter prepared someone meant to be there #i don’t want this i don’t want any of this i never wanted to grow up im just a kid in my head i’m so pathetic #i wish i was smart and good at something i wish people looked at me and thought o wow i respect her bc she’s also a good nurse #nobody likes me i’m such a burden to everyone the doctors my preceptors other nurses who deserve to be there #i’m leaking snot everywhere today wasn’t even that bad but i think it’s all just hitting me now how helpless i am #i’m so tired of myself and waking up and making a fool of myself every shift fucking stupid loser i hate myself i try so hard and it’s not #it’s not enough it’s never enough im not enough im an imposter i’ll never be as good as the other nurses even tho i’m really really trying #i seriously don’t want to do this anymore i don’t want to be here i can’t do it everyone knows i’m not cut out for this they all talk shit #ramblings

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todayisafridaynight · 8 months

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Wanna put your friend in a lil terrarium just to see what wacky things she does stg 😂

i actually Cannot Stress the migraine she gives me every time we hang out. like without fail she'll always say or do something that ranges from mildly questionable or irritating but relatively Whatever to How Have You Survived This Long Without Burning Your House Down Boiling An Egg

#snap chats #and then there's her just forgetting things or being late despite the amount of times ill remind her #and i keep stressing to her i cannot stand it when people are late. and then she shows up to things an hour late anyway #or 'when shes late' by fifteen minutes because she didnt think to text me she's there. and im already stressed and annoyed I. UGH i swear.#LIKE. i have only really had two irl friends and both of them i lowkey had to parent in some way #at least my childhood bestie she's like. she's grown a lot and even if i havent spoken to her in a while im real proud of her right #THIS MOTHERFUCKER THO. OUUUUUGGGH.... youre not supposed to say anythin if you dont got nothin nice to say #which is contradictory to the main body text but point is let me Not be any more mean than how ive been already LMAO #even funnier about her looking at that comic is that LITERALLY masumi says he's talking to jo ☠️☠️☠️☠️#did i already say i have to remind her who jo is every three seconds #like the entirety of chap 2 when ichi's out of jail she was all 'why doesnt he just say who ACTUALLY killed the guy'#and then when we finally run into the fuckass who 'actually killed the guy' she's just 'wait who's that'#then i tell her and shes like 'oh my god he's so old now' IT'S BEEN 18 YEARS DUMBASS #ngl did wanna make a comic based off that LMAO BUT POINT IS she tests my patience every day and i think its good practice #if im going to work with people in the future like ohh.. my god....#she told me once she's never been on a date and its like. yeah i wonder why you can't even be assed to show up on time to hangouts ☠️#like ive never had friends so maybe im just insane.. im not insane for wanting people to be on time tho....#OK IM BEING TOO MEAN LET ME CAP IT THERE

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browniesbagoftricks · 4 months

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🎥: Formula 1

#no one celebrated with max there😂#he was 18 year old #but no one babied him #these fellow drivers all saw him as an equal or even a threat already #silverstone16

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brinnanza · 3 months

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yknow I know I look quite young but I do also have Vulcan calligraphy tattooed on my body and that's not really a Tattoo Of Choice for girls in their teens and early 20s like nevermind all the other tattoos that one in particular is a tattoo you only get if you remember the 1990s so Perhaps men who have seen my thighs because I am a lifeguard could stop being quite so Shocked when I reference being a lifeguard 15 years ago

#absolutely wild to be seen by strangers as the age peer of these 18 to 25 year olds #having to worry about baseline survival costs makes you Different about working #which is not an age locked thing obviously #some of my 22 yo coworkers are definitely adults on the level already even though you shouldn't have to be so grown up so fast #I simply cannot stress enough how weird it is for me that I ended up where I am right now

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arcaneyouth · 7 months

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Joe is 24? Man I thought he was in his 30s

ASDUIGASDIULASGHIDULASGDIULASGHDILUASHDILUAHSDILUAHS

#asks #YEAH. YEAH HE IS #at the ripe age of 15 years old i went '18 is already super mature so how old does a teacher need to be? 24?'#'24 sounds good. he even got hired at 21. yeah this sounds right'#and then i did that like 3 more times

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buysomecheese · 5 months

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Preventing myself from freaking tf out by remembering that even my hormones don’t want to be in my body even my body is trying to prove that it’s Wrong and it’s funny that everything agrees with me except my mom and the government

#boyfriend I’m ok I promise lol #context for my dear friends here on Tumblr I got diagnosed (?) with a complex ovarian cyst today #it hurts and I’m upset about it because it’s Just Another Reminder that this body is female!!!#I used to say ‘yea it may not be the body I’m supposed to have but at least it works just fine’#no I have chronic issues with synthesizing hormones or something #like this body knows the hormones and shit are wrong and keeps rejecting it but that doesn’t Help any #and being on testosterone will actually probably be very helpful to my literal health y’know #because otherwise I’d have to be on bc my whole life to prevent unnecessary pain and shit #and I’ve already lived that it caused Other issues lmao (irregular menstruation even when on the pill blood clot risk No period for >6-#-months sometimes etc.) so testosterone will. be very healthy for me to be on once I get there.#but before I start now I have to figure out so many Things and my hormone levels will have to be So totally tested #which was gonna be needed anyways it’s just gonna be annoying #and I would be so ok with just having a hysterectomy (partial or complete) and taking gahrt being done with it #but NO no of course not. never would it be that easy. my MOM-#it’s fine like of course she doesn’t want her 18 year old unmarried childless daughter to have a hysterectomy that makes sense #doctors would agree with her and they’d be Not Incorrect #but I don’t want or need bio kids I’ll end up getting a hysterectomy anyways #but I had to explain Every Little Bit of the surgeries used for ovarian cysts they’re all so easy (like laproscopies and such)#it’s just tedious that she doesn’t know how to do research so it’s All on me to explain it but she also thinks I’m an idiot #like girl pick a struggle #either listen to me or don’t make me do your research #I’m gonna explode I’m fine. I’m gonna take a shower and then write an essay and apply to beta-reading jobs and go to sleep #speaking of. if anyone knows anyone who’s hiring beta-readers uhh give them my tumblr let them Hime #*hmu #I would love to be paid extra for reading and commenting on books lmao #especially if I’m gonna be paying my own hrt without my insurance (which is paid by my mom) then. well.#my $12.50 an hour for 8-12 hours a week job isn’t gonna cut it

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funnywormz · 1 year

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im turning 23 in a week what in the goddamn

#i remember being a kid and being almost certain i wouldnt even make it to 18. im so lucky to be here #sorry that's oversharing lol but the point it #i am genuinely enjoying being alive now and im having a good time and most days i feel happy #a little stressed out sometimes but happy! like i know everything will be ok #obv recovery has ups and downs along the way but im so happy to be here and to be alive and to be almost a quarter of a century old!#i hope i have many more years on earth to experience as much as i can #but also there's no rush ive seen so much awesome stuff already. im just happy rn honestly. im just chillin

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stinkrascal · 1 year

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why is it so hard making teen sims look like teenagers

#i swear ive tried everything #i looked at guides on tumblr i look at other ppls teen sims i make their cheeks chubby MY SIM STYLE ALREADY INCORPORATES CHUBBY CHEEKS!!!#and nothing works. my sims look like tiny little grown ups UGH 😭#shakes caspian by the shoulders WHY DO YOU LOOK 25 WITH TWO KIDS AND A MORTGAGE!! YOU ARE 18 AYOUR FRONTAL LOBE HASNT EVEN DEVELOPED YET!!!#off topic but i thought about this yesterday and since breanna was turned when she was 20 her frontal lobe has never fully developed #she’s stuck in 20 yr old brain mode forever which is a horrifying thought #WHY ARE ALPHA SKINS SO AFRAID OF CHUBBY CHEEKS AHHHHHHHHH #my sims are like when you watch idk the vampire diaries and every teen character is played by someone comically older than a teen #so you have a 16 year old being played by a 29 year old man. that’s my ocs #i never saw vampire diaries but i have watched the jenny nicholson vpd video many times so that counts

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samsrosary · 5 months

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growls so hard trying not to make a ‘sam becomes the doctor’s companion’ fic

#dictions #i cant TAKE it it would be so good #it would happen as sam is running away to go to stanford and he turns back thinking Maybe this isnt worth it #then vreeeorrmppp vreeeorrmppppp #18 year old sam takes a detour for a while!#and i think jack would probably be gay with him. They’d talk about their brothers together #jack would say something about gray (vague cus hes mysterious ig)#and sam would say ‘i dont know what happened but i know that he forgives you’#Boom! Angst!#Now. do i think sam would meet nine or ten is the real question #and a better wuestion is who would he be more fun with?#i like nine teaching sam to be kinder to that he doesnt understand. He already knows this but its become a kneejerk reaction to kill #doctor takes away his guns etc…. life wluld be so good for them….#Haha i haven’t thought about this um. At all. This has never ever been on my mind not even once (SARCASM)

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heroesriseandfall · 1 year

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if people are gonna age down Tim during the Titans Tower fight with Jason then they should rightfully also age Jason down equivalently. So instead of 16 and 18 like they are originally, if you make Tim be 14 then Jason should be an awkward 16 year old.

#jason already trying so so hard to be a menacing 18 year old not even old enough to legally drink. make it worse so he’s not even an adult.#i don’t actually endorse making them younger here i don’t think it works but I do think this is way funnier than widening their age gap #tim drake #jason todd #batfam #batbros #bonds: no one could forget you #dc continuity #<- but with shenanigans #heroesriseandfall

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charmac · 1 year

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#when people say they hate the later seasons #lol why?#because they’ve grown a narrative for their characters?#cool take man #hashtag no hate #just high talking #idk like #you don’t write and play a character for 18 years and not fall in love with them yk #my cat literally just shit on the floor as i was typing this #my life is hard lol #stopped to carry him to the stupid litter box #if anyone has any advice for that..#i guess this is what i get for naming a cat after a sunny character #i’m already charlie coded why wouldn’t i have a roommate who shits on the floor #okay anyway what i was saying #obviously something shifted later on #these are their guys like these are. ofc the show is gonna get a little softer #it’s the shift from awful guy to pathetic old man #what am i even saying lmfaoooo #but. yk #i think 16 is gonna be so good #tired of pretending i haven’t rewatched 14 more than any other season #12-14 are so sexy to me lmfao #they’re just like gender and quirky and gay losers #still in ireland is also really top tier for me #i don’t like the kelly last name problem #but i love what we got for charlie out of all of that #real fucking emotion and trauma .. the frank breakup kinda all poetic #covid dennis is so peak #and just like gay mac guys he’s a sex obsessed white gay alcoholic with few braincells and even fewer morals it’s peak

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a-hopeless-individual · 5 months

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y’all playing project sekai when you’re about to start your period is a recipe for disaster especially if one of the ingredients is an inclination to bite things when angry because glass screens and human teeth do not mix very well and so I’m sure you can imagine the sudden dread that hit me and snapped me out of my blind rage when I heard a little “pop” upon failing to just bite the case and accidentally straight-up giving the screen the hydraulic press treatment with my pearly whites, leaving a hearty crack at the bottom that branches out across half of the screen like a banyan tree with a little circular portion at the site of the assault where the colors are all distorted

#project sekai #project sekai colorful stage #rythm game #gamer rage #I just cried for like 10 minutes #and I called my mom because she’d just left the house to go run some errands #and she literally didn’t even know how to comfort me in this situation #but I was mostly just calling her to tell her I felt bad #she wasn’t really mad just disappointed that she had to tell her 18-year-old daughter not to bite glass #I was already agitated because of the new arknights event #because the civilians are fucking dumbasses and if they decide to run around panicking and fall in a hole that’s their fault #literally euthanizing themselves to be free of their stupidity like why do I get penalized for that #as if the enemies weren’t stressing me out enough #and then I got a notification about the new project sekai banner being released #which I’ve been eagerly waiting for because I would sell my soul for that mafuyu card #4 ten-pulls and it gave me 2 4-stars that weren’t even any of the featured ones #so I angrily started grinding unplayed songs for more pulls #and I finally just snapped when it wouldn’t register my taps on a literal hard difficulty song #like this bitch is an 18 are you fucking serious rn #and thus the desire to inflict pain on the evil rectangular sabotaging piece of shit in my hands grew too strong #the fact that I wanted the card with a cracked glass effect and ended up cracking the glass of my screen is literally insane #like I’m pissed but astounded by the irony #the world really said ‘‘don’t worry bestie you’ll get your broken glass effect’’#also I woke up thinking today was friday only to find out that it’s not #so the frieren episode I was so ready to watch wasn’t even out #I’ve only been up for like 3 or 4 hours and the day is going horribly #hell hath no fury

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pepprs · 1 year

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STILL wide awake! i did not put down my phone! and now im hungry. so i will not be sleeping tonight ♥️

#purrs #also… im gonna admit it. ive been up for hours cleaning out… my toyhouse accounts. not cleaning them out but cleaning them up. and im so #FUCKING mad at my 18 year old self for giving away characters that meant so much to me to 12 year olds on warriors amino who never finished #their half of the art trade… and now so many of them are like. completely out of my reach and i can never get them back. im trying to ask #for the characters ive been able to find and track them down. which for ppl who actually love and care for them im sure is predatory and #annoying bc it’s like ok you made that choice so live with it. but im so fucking mad at myself and i wish i could undo it. i know it doesn’t #matter bc i don’t do that kind of deviantart stuff anymore but like.. i gave away characters who were so special to me growing up and now so #many of them are like.. on locked / unauthorized toyhouses or deleted or the person already owns them and is never trading them and #imjust so SAD!!!!!! over pixels i know. PULLING AN ALL NIGHTER over pixels. but im so saddddd aughhhhh #delete later #(i also did clean out photos and do practice drivers tests btw. but ive mostly been doing toyhouse stuff)#also im so sad and angry charahub went down and i didn’t even know it and i can’t access my data at allll like so much precious info #on there is gone forever. pain and suffering. also it’s worth naming im not in this to like have the best most expensive whatever designs im #doing this bc i desperately want to salvage every piece of my childhood / adolescence and never let go of anything in my life ever and when #i was 18 i thought i could run away from deeply permanently hurting and betraying a friend by selling all of my characters starting w the #ones they made me and then branching off into baiscally all of them to not make it look like it was just abt them bc i couldn’t bear to be #reminded of what i had done. and now i live with the consequences. in more ways than just the characters obviously. so there’s that #(i had my reasons for doing what i had to do btw. but i will never stop feeling guilty about it or regretting how it must have felt for them #bc we were like best friends and then i turned cold and awful because i didn’t know how to communicate my needs so instead i just shut them #out and didn’t even have the decency to explain why. and it fucking sucked that i did that. lol)#* and still sucks. and i think abt it all the time and try not to talk about it for a lot of reasons but here i am so. lol

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