everything’s too much to handle i’ll never be anything in life. i’ll always live in anguish and despair
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I think it's evil that I have to take a shower AGAIN. Like I JUST DID THAT LAST WEEK. What do you MEAN I have to GET CLEAN in order to be clean? Honestly I think I might feel different about it if I actually like. FELT clean afterward. But I don't. I always feel slimy and gross no matter how well I dry off, and then I go to bed and wake up all sweaty and disgusting and it's a fucking nightmare.
I guess taking showers in the morning instead of evening MIGHT help a bit but I don't have the time or energy for that.
Also I potentially have an infection in my chest area and it smells extra bad and I'm so self conscious about it, Idk what it is so Idk how to treat it but it's itchy so I just put calamine lotion on it when I have time and think of it and it seems to help with the itching for a few hours.
Everything is disgusting and it sucks. The world is dark and cruel. Why does it always have to be this way.
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