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(putting up a sign that says beware of dog hes hungry)
#i am going to be so spacey and cranky this week sorry everyone it will be fixed in. 3 days when im paid#i will say one thing im glad abt growing up in what can be nicely called. abject poverty. is that it did make me exceedingly hardy like#i truly believe being so poor you have to eat military rations donated to you for long periods of your life (and literally Have to Ration#The Rations)#just makes you like. effectively immortal tbh. and it means that when i have uh#well. shoestring nutrition lets call it. weeks like this week. i can at least make a ration plan v quickly#sorry for romanticizing poverty its just that i grew up in poverty & am going to be eating oatmeal for 3 days#as well as whatever i can squirrel away at work#GJSNFNSN#its ok. its ok i get paid thursday and im trying to sell my old phone. i can do this. bootstraps or whatever#i know the bootstraps thing is a stupid philosophy that started sarcastically but it Really Is Like That Sometimes To Be Honest With You#anyway tonight i at least can dine like a king (tuna packet with mayo & mustard and ritz crackers)#sorry if you know me please dont worry its all good i am all good. i just need to put this out there Somewhere or it will#explode inside my head#uhhh#ed //#not really but. to be safe#disordered eating
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Something briefly possessed my body to draw this.
#I was sitting there sketching berries and thought “haha what berry would MDZS characters be?”#and a voice in my head screamed “WEN NING- RED CURRANT”#and I blinked and then two seconds later I had this#i have no regrets#in my mind this is what he's doing after canon#HOLY FUCK HE CANT EAT FOOD#I FORGOT NO IM SORRY#I ONLY JUST REMEMBERED#mdzs#mxtx#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#wen ning#wen qionglin#also i forgot what a red currant looks like on the inside this is my best guess#i think they explode
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You let a glitched out echo knight into ur magnificent mansion ONE time...🙄
#oc#dnd#original character#ttrpg#Veryl Laylette#CoffeeBardOcs#Zaman exploded his fucking house casting Sending then got trapped inside the MAGIC of his magic mansion. Literally stuck inside his walls#shakes my head what to do w this fuckin guy
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"Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I've been, I've been praying hard
Said no more counting dollars, we'll be counting stars
Yeah, we'll be counting stars"
#meronia#death note fanart#mello x near#mello#counting stars#a poor attempt on how Bel draws Near's nose - Bel I am sooo sorryyyyyyy xDDDDDD *roll on floor dying*#this song has stuck inside my head for a while if I didn't draw something and let it out my mind would explode
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hnnng… fish
Harlow is hard at work slaying the big fishies lol
#I have a headcanon that bursting a steelhead’s head bomb causes the pressure to instead be released in the mouthbit#Which causes the salmonid’s entire head and gills to explode from the inside hence the lovely imagery above#my art#blood tw#splatoon#salmon run#steelhead#salmonid#salmon run next wave#fish#splatoon art#splatoon 3#art wip#wip
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it's microwave gene mystreet day oh boy oh boy oh boy
#eli rambles on#microwaveing him inside my head until he explodes and i can be normal again#first of course i have to prep him before he goes in#by slamming him against the wall and possibly floor a few times#and then i'll be free#until next time
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I WOKE UP TO KEVIN DAY DUOLOGY!?!??????????? KEVIN DAY DUOLOGY EVERYTHING SHUT THE FUCK UP
#kevin day#OH MY GOD#I FEEL LIKE EXPLODING#oh god I don’t know if I’ll survive this#we’re finally gonna get inside his head I can’t
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I like to think that Colin doesn't have lips. I mean, sure, he has a form of lips, but it can't cover his whole mouth. So, whenever Colin wants a kiss, he either places his forehead against Tony's or awkwardly touches his teeth to his cheek. There is no compromise to this
#apologetically rambling#apologetic au#i think its stupid but thats all i can see in my head#like yeah they kiss but its very akward#sure he can verbally ask for a kiss but he just explodes inside when he tries too despite asking for one multiple times and getting one#embarrassed man cant physically ask for kiss from wife 😔#dhmis digitaltime#dhmis digital time#digitaltime#love you colin puter man <3
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My neurodivergencies and mental illnesses overlap so much that you could diagnose me with about anything at this point
#ocd and autism put together? must tap on things. must tap in specific rythm. or die. my whole life#adhd and autism? oh i cant focus but when i do that's all ill focus on for months or years#i can't pay attention but i have a photographic memory! so that didn't affect me much in school#also w the ocd and autism i constantly have to be picking at my skin in some way#whether it be dandruff my lips scabs or just chewing on the inside of my cheeks#like i can never stop no matter what#oh and another great thing about ocd and autism put together is that you get Echolalia²#this thing is going to repeat in the background of your head for months#and also you must sometimes say/sing it out loud randomly or you will explode#i was diagnosed with bipolar 1 and BPD also#manic and depressive episodes? turned out that was literally just dependent on my pain med prescription#rapid cycling emotions can come from all of those#i also have psychosis episodes and delusions! and hallucinations! wee!#oh and let's put a littlr sprinkle of C-PTSD on top of everything. just for fun#''anxiety disorder'' that was me freaking out about masking and how everyone would judge me#major depressive disorder? yeahhhh there's always that base level of despair#like I'm pretty sure the ocd adhd and autism are like one Whole Thing together#i hear the symptoms of all of those and im like yeah that's me! that's also me! shit! that's also me!#WHY IS THERE SO MUCH WRONGGGG#.bdo
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Same ass person. I keep staring at these and wanting to say things and then nothing. Static silence. You open the tab on your computer and it gets stuck on loading and a pop-up appears saying it can't load and you should close it. That. Do not be surprised if I wave these around again in future occasions.
#I've been staring at that gif for so long now#i have like. so mant several things i want to say here about all of these things that my brain just short circuts.#and then cant say anytging#overwhelmed with all the lovely thoughts. but. in a good way.#sometimes they give his coat six buttons and sometimes they dont.#in the movie he has six buttons but i think in a lot of the game stuff it is just three. i dont know what the change is for..#he's evil and sinister and evil and villianous and a complete ass and has a whole backstory.#but also. however. stares at my screen and blinks.#there is something there deep down inside of him. Movie ending confessed that if nothing else did.#I dont know. it is getting late for me and so I'm having a mix of some dumb thoughts filter into my head.#both good and bad. I mean not BAD bad but obligatory. “oh gosh i hope he likes me” sort of thoughts.#Obligatory new. not calling him an F/O even if I have a tag for him.#“I hope he likes me” I say while being a complete nuance when it comes to admitting my own feelings about him.#Hypocrite say what.#but also. it is late for me and that is slightly why I am spilling a little here. coming out of my shell. a bit more.#waving pictures of him around and saying that i have lovey thoughts about him and.care. about. what his.#viewing of me might be. and not. blasting him with insults or threats or. hatred.#see mayhapd. mayhaps this is a me thing. maybe i should nottttt be hypocritical(mindboggling moment i know).#i say nice things about him and crawl further out my shell and in turn. recirpocatio- *I proceed to bite my phone in half#before I can finish my thought. I am completely unharmed but i bit through the battery of my phone and it exploded.*#Strangeglove💜💙#sometimes they capitalize the G in his name and sometimes not as well..#bwahdg. it's late i dont care im putting this in main tags.#sorry I've been so. i have posts to read and asks to answer which might have to come tomorrow on my free day.#I wont say he's been keeping me sane or straight because thst isn't true but. something. he's been doing something.#Most villianous scheme of his yet or something.#self ship#selfship#selfshipping#self shipping
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first of all, hopping onto the Linkin park train that Numb by Linkin Park is definitely a MK song SECOND OF ALL The fucking. Werewolf narratives wifh MK it’s the REPRESSIONS THE FEAR OUHJ THE HORROR THE HORROR
LOOK. LOOK. LISTEN.
MK WORKS AS A WEREWOLF CHARACTER. HE DOES. HE'S JUST A LITTLE TO THE LEFT
Like you're right, the repression? Not wanting to hurt those close to you? Wondering what you are? Wondering if you're destined to cause pain and suffering? Giving in and fighting back? Like you understand me more than most. You get it. Look me in my eyes and tell me it's not there:
Truly here's where I come in with my hot take: werewolves are fate vs freewill/identity themes the monster. You know. "Of one thing I am certain—fate has plans for you! Great plans, or foul? Time will tell." "I can't be, I'm just MK!" COME ON. COME ON
#look. look. Show me the monster#head in my hands showing my true colors with this post#like it's almost embarrassing#BUT ALSO. WE'RE RIGHT SHHHH IT'S NOT BIAS LOOK. LOOK. HE'S WEREWOLF CODED *EXPLODES*. IN A WAY.#I can not help it if werewolves fuck thematically. And if that aligns with MK as a character.#I have legitimately had conversations about this exact topic with my friends.#also Numb by linkin park. You're right it's true I got a little distracted but you're right#lmk music recs#lmk#lmk MK#lego monkie kid#asks#solarartzz#fate vs freewill#linkin park#the ''I am so cringe'' vs the ''I can do whatever I want forever'' is battling inside me
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The OCD urge to convince everyone that you're not a good person really.
#it feels unreal to me that it's not obvious to people what a five alarm trashfire the inside of my head is#it's a fucking warzone in here. people are dying. blood everywhere. things on fire#this ends up presenting itself in seething passive aggression‚ virulent rants at the drop of a hat and randomly exploding at people#but most of it happens at home or with disparate people and places#so a casual observer who isn't targeted and doesn't disagree merely thinks Im being snippy#instead of acting like bear caught in a trap#people see your highlight reel not the behind the scenes footage#so when they still like you despite how toxic you know yourself to be#it feels like you're being disingenuous somehow#the baseline ocd existence is believing you're the reason for humanity's downfall and a plague on the earth#and desperately hoping that nobody finds out but also that people do find out so that you can stop being terrified of being discovered#actually ocd#ocd#scrupulosity#knee of huss#mental illness#mental health
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lmao put me in the guinness world records for being the first person to draw crab movie gijinkas
#under the boardwalk fanart#under the boardwalk#under the boardwalk 2023#gijinka#human designs#don't worry I have more you can ask me for them please I really want someone to talk to about it my mind cannot NOT think about it#if this keeps staying inside my head for one more day It'll EXPLODE
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your top 15 favourite tv shows can say a lot about your personality
Tagged by @kuhakukage
Let's go besties :
1. Courage the Cowardly Dog
2. Danny Phantom
3. Teen Titans
4. Teen Wolf
5. Inuyasha
7. Tokyo Ghoul
8. Shen He Ling/Word of Honor
9. Australia's next top model
10. Brooklyn 99
11. How to get away with murder
No tags all the besties can come list their favourite shows so i can get some good tv show recs thank yew.
#bear with me it'll take me some more years to reach 15 tv shows probably#cz im a hater i like watching shows just to analyze and criticise the hell out of them until they disintegrate inside my brain#so u can imagine the kind of stress i am under when i try to list shows I like when i cant even remember what i watched#these are the shows that I'd actually rewatch#i don't usually like to rewatch stuff because i feel like my head will explode if im not seeing new things#ok but now that i think about it what DOES it say about my personality#only 2 of the shows on this list are from my adult life lmao#fried braincell things#for HTGAWM i love Annalise Keating. viola Davis is IT she's the icon she IS the moment i love her.#amd also my girl Michaela pratt got me through college i am her she is me (academically)#b99 is beautiful perfect amazing i love it#on that note Andre braugher we miss you thank you for all that you did#i also love Gina and was annoyed asf when she was taken out of the show#currently im watching the vampire diaries and shit is not hitting im gonna be honest#I'm currently watching 3 series and reading 2 books at once so u can imagine why my brain is fried
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I have a soft spot for jealous leads, mcs who aren’t charming or well liked, or even necessarily nice. I bet on losing dogs type characters. Rat girls and losers. More of that in stories, please <3
#this is where ttp is heading I think#Kellan is like……#he has SO many issues#he literally let someone amputate all his limbs so they would like him more#and he obviously NOT well adjusted about his rejection sensitivity#outwardly he is so charming and almost docile; he’ll give anyone anything they ask for as long as they give him affection#but inside he’s a mess#Ada too#she is like full throttle chaos by the time chapter two hits#she USED to be sweet and kind and she still understands how to PRETEND to be that way#and she knows how to use her ditzy appearance to get what she wants#but she threatens to stab the man holding her boat hostage#she thinks about pushing several people overboard#she lets someone else take the fall for her petty thievery#their sense of right and wrong is so warped and it takes them meeting each other to remember how to be human#sorry I have to talk about them or I will explode <3#they are my horrible little rat children I love them so much and they are awful#squawk tag
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i feel so bad
#my head feels like it’s going to explode#it feels like there’s so much pressure building up inside#boycritter et al
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