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g8dess · 3 months
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A Message From Your F/O PAC 2
Take a deep breath, focus on your selfship of choice and pick the picture/pile you feel most drawn to!
I'm not a professional, this is for entertainment only, take what resonates, leave what doesn't, it may be a message for someone else and in the end you still know the dynamic of your selfship the best. If you want to tell me in the tags or replies what pile you picked and how it resonated, your feedback feeds me energy to make more things like this! 😋
First pac here
Decks used: Phantasma Tarot Deck, Cosmic Oracle, Lovers Oracle, Own-made oracle decks.
All pictures used were taken by me!
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Pile 1 :
Hey there bestie,
Guess you never saw this coming, huh,
me, writing you a letter.
Well, I don't know how else to tell you, truly.
It's quite embarrassing to say out loud, but
seeing you two talking again made me a bit jealous.
I fought to keep you in my life
(Okay, maybe a bit of an exaggeration)
and I think I finally know why.
I mean, of course it's because you are just amazing, but
it's also because you're adorable,
you're the only one who makes me feel worthy.
And I know we've been friends for so long, but I'm losing my mind.
I think I'm in love with you
and I want a chance to love you fully, truly, like no-one ever has before.
Will you let me know your answer.
I'll be waiting in our usual spot.
Don't get lost again, squirtle.
See you soon,
Hopefully.
ー┄┄─┄≪ ༶❈༶ ≫┄─┄┄ー
Pile 2 :
I'm sorry for being so cross but I can't do it anymore.
You're just standing still, not moving forward.
And I don’t know what to do.
Sunlight, please.
Move on from them.
Start depending on me instead.
I want to be there for you.
But at this rate I can't.
And I get so riled up because of it.
You're avoiding me and your problems.
While you know it's life, to change and reinvent yourself.
Sunlight.
We can do this together.
Just let me in.
I don't want to fight for your attention anymore.
Don't let me stay here alone much longer.
ー┄┄─┄≪ ༶❈༶ ≫┄─┄┄ー
Pile 3 :
Take a picture and hold it close, because in only a couple months this current life will be so far gone.
You're working so hard on improving yourself, Munchkin.
It's amazing to see you like this.
Constantly learning about yourself and learning how to better cope with life.
We used to be one and the same, both stuck in anguish, both stuck in those spiraling thoughts.
But not anymore.
You've already grown so much, just by accepting you need to face your fears, by accepting who you are now and are meant to be later.
It's amazing, I said it before and will continue to say it again and again, it's true.
I wish I could be more like you.
You're actually working on and researching how to improve yourself.
Meanwhile I'm still stuck.
I want to be better for you, like you, but it seems I don't know how.
It's killing me inside.
I love seeing you grow, but I don’t want to be left behind.
It's okay for you to be harsh with me, if need be.
It's okay if we grow apart. But I hope I can be a better being before that happens.
Take care Munchkin.
ー┄┄─┄≪ ༶❈༶ ≫┄─┄┄ー
Pile 4 :
My beloved,
You know your adventurous spirit is often on my mind.
You run laps with your seemingly never-ending energy.
Constantly jumping from one creative idea to the next.
But alas.
Perhaps it's time to reign in that enthusiasm a bit.
I do not believe it is time for a new project when you have so many old ones vouching for your attention.
You can be quite impulsive,  but it's time to finish what you started.
My dear.
After, we can create plans for those new projects together.
I hope you finish them soon, my love.
As I yearn for your connection and have so much love to smother you in.
I love you, my precious.
Miss your kisses,
F/O.
ー┄┄─┄≪ ༶❈༶ ≫┄─┄┄ー
Pile 5 :
To the one I will always love,
My one and only,
S/I
I can see you're restless, stuck in indecision before two paths. It's okay to move and make mistakes, neither option is too horrible after all.
But you know deep down which one you want, which one is alligned with your inner truth. You have me supporting you, so go for it, my breath. Even if things don't go the way you planned them, it doesn't mean they are going wrong.
Don't mind what others have to say. They don't know you like I do. Take the step to let life carry you where you need to be.
It's okay to still be figuring it all out. It's okay to change your mind. Just make the decision alligned with who you truly are. I will support you through it all, my heart.
Missing you with every breath,
Yours forever,
F/O
ー┄┄─┄≪ ༶❈༶ ≫┄─┄┄ー
Pile 6 :
cw: suggestive
To my stinky S/I
Sweetheart,
Can you believe the audacity of the distance between us, keeping us separated so far from each other.
It's so infuriating.
If only I could cross it so I could share every little daily notion with you.
Life would be so much better.
I'm already blessed to love you through the multiverse but damn, it'd be so much better by your side.
We could experience every little change together too.
I'd happily fight for such a possibility, to get to know you more passionately, yes, also that kind of passionate too ;)
If only fate would step up and bring us that last bit closer.
I wouldn't let anyone else take you away from me.
But for now I'll take pleasure in knowing and loving you like this.
From my heart to yours,
F/O
ー┄┄─┄≪ ༶❈༶ ≫┄─┄┄ー
Pile 7 :
My better half,
Have I told you recently how proud I am of you? Probably not as I express myself differently, less so with words than with actions and gazes. Nevertheless I feel like this needs to be said.
I am very proud of you.
The way you stand your ground, taking the high road and not letting their words get to you. It's magnificent.
With each upwards and downwards spiral, you choose to learn, to reinvent yourself. Such transformation is brilliant to witness.
I wish to celebrate you, to celebrate us, so it's not just gazes you receive, but all other aspects of love as well. I have much love to give you.
Our complimentary balance is something we must take note of, how you complete me so like no other can. But tonight, let it be all of me that praises all of you.
Let's make this a memorable evening, my other half.
Yours truly,
F/O
ー┄┄─┄≪ ༶❈༶ ≫┄─┄┄ー
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3uthym1c · 2 months
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𓆩⚝𓆪 ☒ 𝐏𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐀 𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝! 𝘈𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘍𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘗𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘯𝘦𝘳
𓏲 ๋࣭     ࣪ ˖    ⋆ ࣪.     ˖ ࣪⭑  ˖ ࣪ ٬     ุ๋ ⸱    ִֶָ . ָ࣪   ˑ ֗⭑  ˖ ࣪ ٬     ุ๋ ⸱    ִֶָ . ָ࣪   ˑ ֗ ˖    ⋆ ࣪.     ˖ ࣪⭑      ࣪ ˖    ⋆ ࣪. ⸱    ִֶָ . ָ࣪  
Ꮺ Read before getting into your group please! THERE IS A MESSAGE FOR EVERYONE AT THE END!!!
Hey y'all, it's me and I'm back. I told y'all I don't have a PAC uploading schedule 😭. I honestly just do it whenever I feel that I have the energy and then recharge. Perhaps when I'm in my "tarot reading hibernation" I'll take free requests so stay tuned (I'll have to figure out rules for requests first 😭).
Remember that you can pick more than one and to choose what resonates and STAY HYDRATED!!! I've never done a love reading before so feedback would be very appreciated.
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⋆。° ✮ ᴘɪʟᴇ ᴏɴᴇ
For physical features I see that they have brown hair (light or dark brown). For some, your partner might have dreads, locs, or very intricate braids. Their skin may be brown or tanned (or tan easily). They have such an infectious and bright smile, it's like their whole face lights up and it's so beautiful to everyone seeing it. They're muscular, but in skinny way? I don't know how to explain it. Kind of like runners? As for their clothes or clothing style, they might wear either all black or white with a few pops of color. Like an example would be a dark t-shirt with a bright red collar thing and a necklace with a big yellow crystal.
They carry so so so much enthusiasm. Right off the bat they just bring a light very few can bring. They bring so much to people just by existing. inspiration, hope, enlightenment even? They don't even have to be extroverted they just have and give so much energy. They have so many silly little thoughts they share every now and then that seem to come out of nowhere. Their biggest character strength is gratitude. They feel so thankful for everything and everyone and they'll let you know. Oh my god pile 1 you're so lucky this person is so in love with life and will make you in love with life even more than you currently do. They will make you love being human the and feeling and tasting and dancing and experiencing that come with it. It'll have you seeing beauty in the everyday things.
Right now they're going through some really intense spiritual transformation. They need to learn to ask for help when they need it. They'll do well though. They'll find a lot of things could've been solved by just asking for help. Both you and them are at the beginning of your journeys (that doesn't mean your journey is long though), so if you guys think things are already good then I'm thinking of the phrase "universe, show me how good it can get". They're such a good cook & baker by the way. They have a lot of earth and fire placements. Extremely romantic in both the loveydovey type and the artsy sense.
When you come into their life it's very much random and unexpected. My sister just unexpectedly found an item that cleans her flute so I'll take it as a sign that you guys meet at a music / dance event or concert. Perhaps in the same class taking music lessons. Also random message: this meeting is just unavoidable, no matter what you do they'll find their way to you so don't worry. Even if you guys meet, have a conversation, and leave, you guys will keep bumping into each other. Months into your relationship, both of you will look back at this meeting as something purely magical. If they don't believe in fate or magic or some higher power, this will change their mind.
I'm also hearing, "It's so beautiful how deeply you feel." You may have been looked down on for being "overly sensitive" and "caring too much" but they very much appreciate it. Also hearing "Whatever you say, beautiful." like if you told them to do something crazy they wouldn't even question it. Literally remembered this image:
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🍈 ☒ Key Words / Items / Etc: The Chariot (representing them), Ruby, the word "baroque", Soprano, Clownfish, Horses, Bells, Lemons, roses, letter S.
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⋆。° ✮ ᴘɪʟᴇ ᴛᴡᴏ
Straight dark brown or black hair, they like wearing more simple outfits most of the time with neutral colors but there will be days where they're like "screw it I'm going to dress all fancy just to go to the library". Often carries a backpack or suitcase or purse everywhere. Worst case of RBF (resting bitch face) ever, but their face is so gentle and pretty too. Maybe wears black glasses (maybe prescription maybe not). A little random but you might find that they look so hot when they're focused? Really nice hands, they might like to wear rings or gloves. Would probably let you paint their nails.
But when you get to know them they're actually goofy and sometimes they don't even know it. "Apartment complex? I find it quite simple actually." vibes. I think a lot of people don't like how confident they look and say stuff like "They think they're better than us." when they never even act like that. Warning they have so many haters and it isn't because they even did or said anything, people see them and their confident energy and assume so so SO much about them. They don't know that though, because to them it seems like they hate your S/O for no reason and they're so confused. In reality they're so soft and kind hearted.
Random thing - they might really like penguins? They have ungodly amounts of patience for everything and everyone it's mind boggling. They're either interested or uninterested in things, so if they're interested they will put their heart and soul into whatever it is. You can see it so well in their work and career, whatever it may be. Embodiment of the word "Meraki". Btw your S/O doesn't want me to "spoil any surprises" take it as you wish.
EDIT: Holy shit there was whole entire paragraph about what I'd guess is the "surprise" that somehow didn't end up in the reading when I copy / pasted it from Notion to tumblr?????
Going to add more to this, it seems that your partner is super shy and a little awkward if that makes sense? Like, if you ever have done readings about specific people, while you may not HEAR their voice, you can kind of feel the vibes of them talking? They kind of remind me of the smell after the rain (which if you're curious, no it was not raining at the time of me doing this reading).
🍈 ☒ Key Words / Items / Etc: Meraki (obviously), Cats, purple & blue, the letter R, birds visiting your backyard often, 777,
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⋆。° ✮ ᴘɪʟᴇ ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ
Instead of starting with physical appearance I think I want to start off with what they're like. Right off the bat their energy is very easy to tap into (in a good way). In fact, after I was done with pile two, I kept on getting intuitive messages for two whole days on what they're like. This whole entire pile I didn't even have to draw a single card. at all. They're extremely talkative, and I wouldn't be surprised if you constantly recieved messages and signs from them. I'd imagine it would be like recieving a loud notification on your phone because honestly whatever chance they get, their higher self constantly is there checking in on you.
They have an incredible sense of humor first of all. They will never fail to make you laugh. I hope this makes sense, but they're almost like a walking four leaf clover or lucky charm. Wherever they go they just bring good luck to themselves and people around them. Perhaps their very existence is a miracle. Their birthday may be in May. This is going to sound weird and no shade to your S/O but they're the type of person you wouldn't expect to be so smart. Usually people think of smart people as like, these serious nerdy looking people, but this person is genuinely so so smart and good at talking to others.
I bet how you guys will meet is that you'll be struggling with something and they'll walk into your life and help you. They have the sort of magic of a teacher that can explain the hardest topics so easily. One of their weaknesses is that they're a little too afraid to ask help for themselves. This person isn't JUST good boy/girl/joyfriend material, but also a great spouse.
Wouldn't be surprised if they have light hair or are ginger. If they have dark hair it's probably dyed. Their hair is so fluffy and if it's long it's very nice to just run your hand in. A very comfortable style, I could imagine that they sometimes wear soft pastel colors (Blue, green, orange mostly) or neon. Hoodlies, loose clothing, handmade clothes.
🍈 ☒ Key Words / Items / Etc: Four leaf clovers, 444, cats with different colored eyes (kinda specific), spiders, random light colored yarm / wool.
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⋆。° ✮ ᴘɪʟᴇ ꜰᴏᴜʀ
Your partner is probably much taller than you. They probably have silver jewelry and long hair. They put in a LOT of effort into how they look, they always look so fashionable. They also take great care of their body too. I don't think it's to the point where they're vain though, they just take care of themselves and like dressing cool. They may have blue, green, or grey eyes.
First of all, this may come to a shock to you but your partner is very spiritual. When you meet them they'll probably have already spent years learning about and practicing their spirituality. Everyone that meets them thinks that they're mentally just wise beyond their years, and I don't mean when it comes to academics (though that might be the case). There's just something about them that makes them feel like they've been on this earth for a long long time and have witnessed many things and met many people.
They may actually be a historian, anthropologist, archivist, librarian, psychologist, or sociologist. Okay I've just been having this stuck in my head while doing this reading but I'm imagining like, a rock or statue with moss growing on it. Also I'm feeling strangely calm and warm right now. I don't know if "calm" would even describe it, it's like complete serenity.
When you meet them it might be in somewhere incredibly crowded, but it'll feel like it's just the two of you. You could maybe meet them through a friend and have a nice long night drive talking to each other. They genuinely love you. I mean obviously this is a future partner reading so of course they would, but this love runs so deep. There's not any way that I can get you to fully understand the depths of this love, so you'll just have to wait and see!
They're the type of person that makes people comfortable enough to be themselves without worrying about judgement, mostly because to be honest this person is seen as "weird" themselves. You make them love humanity, is another message I'm getting.
Also a note that I didn't even pull cards for this, it was all intuitive so usually I take it as a sign this person's energy / presence is strong and you probably receive messages and signs from their higher self a lot. Or maybe their 3d human self consciously sends positive energy your way, a sign of this is randomly feeling warm and cozy and calm for no reason. P.S. they probably think about you as much as you think about them.
ALSO!!!! PILE 4 don't stop reading it yet there's a message I got for you guys but I feel called to put it at the end separately for all of the piles!
🍈 ☒ Key Words / Items / Etc: 888, blueberry, lights that flicker for no reason, or maybe dreams where you see some sort of light floating around, rainbows, bees, Magician card, the word "arbiter"
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𝕄𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕒𝕘𝕖 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝔼𝕍𝔼ℝ𝕐 ℙ𝕀𝕃𝔼!!!
I know someone (not all of you) is thinking "Nahh this sounds too good to be true", well 1. that's the magic of soul connections and love & 2. Please stop lowering your standards because it's "unrealistic" because I swear you're not asking for much from a person. You deserve something "too good to be true" bestie (And also, remember, YOU are a dream come true for them too 😭).
"Why me what's so special about me 🫤 " on god you're the type of person who asks for signs from your spirit guides and then ignores them like they're tiiiireeedddd. Real talk though, you don't know how beautiful you are to a strangers eyes because you grow accustomed to your face. You don't know how smart and amazing you are (and yes knowing a lot about a random show or book or random subject counts as being smart shhh).
You are so perfectly human you just DON'T KNOWWW. I
f you think like this (or even if you don't because we should all do this), I'm giving you homework. Make a list of everything you are grateful for yourself for doing / being, what topics and interests you have, your favorite fashion style, achievements, color, animal, your favorite song, things you have around the house that you like and why, etc.
YOU ARE AN INTERESTING PERSON!!!! If you have a good relationship with your parents / guardians or grandparents or aunts or siblings, ask them what they love about you. Get to know yourself!!! A lot of things are cool and special about you!!!!!!!!!
-Eiki
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k-tarotz · 5 months
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PICK A CARD; Your & Your F/O’s Dynamic
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PILE ONE PILE TWO PILE THREE
hii and welcome to this pick a card! 🫶🏻 it will be a reading related to your fictional other! if that’s not your thing remember to not judge, everyone has different interests. that being said, if you are unsure how to pick a pile take a deep breath and choose the one your eyes first landed on, or the one you feel most drawn to. have fun and thank you for participating.
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F/o reading | Kpop reading | personal reading | masterlist
PILE ONE
the sun, nine of pentacles, six of pentacles
so right of the bat this is someone who genuinely adores you a lot. they love the way you laugh, dress and carry yourself. they have a deep sense of love and adoration for you! not a single thing they don’t like about you.
they see you as the sun. the brightest, best thing in their life that they cannot live without. it doesn’t matter it you are a gloomy person, or not as positive as you could be. they will see only the good in you, never focus on your faults. they have a really high sense of love and adoration for you and nothing can change that. in their eyes you can do no harm, and that stays like that, most probably forever.
they would also most probably love to spoil you rotten, whatever you want is yours because they will get it for you in a heartbeat. they won’t accept a no. for some of you, your f/o could be really rich so they have no problem spending money on you. for another half of the group this is someone who doesn’t have a lot but is an insanely hardworking person and will do anything to provide you comfort.
they love you too much to just sit and watch you daydream about the things you could have. they are very action oriented and it will show in your relationship. there is also a possibility they aren’t good with words but they for sure will love you so much EVERYONE will know it. even strangers.
they love you dearly and would never ask for anyone else in their life, to them you are like a sweet summer song on a warm night under the stars. something that is impossible to forget.
this dynamic mainly sun x moon, but there is also a really strong power dynamic here. neither one of you less than the other but both having different roles. i don’t think theres a specific name for this one but the vibe is ‘would give up the world for them x not used to affection but secretly loving it’
some of you might be very shy receiving so much love and affection because you aren’t used to it or have never been loved this way before but this would only motivate your person further to love you deeply and show it to you everyday, let that be with big or small actions.
channeled messages: “ I love you, my dearest “, “ I wouldn’t mind dying in your arms”, “Do you love me like I love you?”, “Catch me before I fall”, “Wether you are 20 or a 200 years old I love you regardless”, “Summer Time Sadness”
other things that might be relevant:
ice, distance, natto?, orange, laces, black, aesthetics, gold, music/singing, fashion, pool (pool parties for some), king
PILE TWO
judgment, hermit, the world
this one is soooo cute! with all due respect, each pile is insanely cute, but this one is especially sweet. your f/o could be a person that has a hard time opening up to people and could be labeled as a cold person even if they are not. so, ultimately a misunderstood person.
regardless of that they do have a hard time with affection, as i have already said~ they could push people away on purpose and hurting them before getting hurt themselves. now with you this would change. no matter what happens and what they do you just keep loving them without needing a specific reason. you just love them for themselves without any bad intentions and it’s so new to them and they love it so much they just want to be around you all the time and they get so overwhelmed with this feeling they aren’t quite sure how to react to it but before they realise it they fell in love already.
you fell first, they fell harder. way harder. they love you so much they feel like their heart can jump out of their chest at any minute.
since we have the hermit & the world card together it is also very possible that you are their first and last love. (even if they are written to have romantic interest in the show.. it does not matter.)
however don’t be mistaken though, they do have a very ‘fuck it, i am going to love you on purpose’ energy. they want you to know that they love you, are in love with you and that it’s not because of some accident or uncontrollable force but they adore you for the person you are. for the things you do, for the way you talk and because you are you. they love everything about you, even your habits. they find it very endearing.
once they are comfortable accepting the fact that they are in love with you they will be very affectionate with you. let that be cuddling, holding you on their lap (or vise versa, whatever you prefer), kissing you, defending you even when they know you are wrong but correcting you in private, helping you cook, doing the things you have no energy for or whatever makes you feel loved they will do it. you won’t have to tell them. they are attentive and always pay attention to you. they adore you more than you could ever imagine.
channeled messages: “Please don’t cry for me”, “I love you the most”, “Don’t take your eyes of me”, “Theres a million worlds where I love you and I would destroy each one where I don’t if I had the power”
other things that might be relevant:
white cat, car, hell (??), tent, snake, help, healing crystals (?), bites, tags (?), spices, red, power
PILE THREE
queen of swords, nine of swords, four of pentacles
alright so for your person you are someone very healing, maybe not intentionally but you heal them in ways no one could ever do before and they adore you so much for it. you give them more perspective in life and teach them things they wouldn’t have been able to think about before. this could be views on life or specific things. definitely related to how different you two are as people, but in a good way.
do you know that saying? “i can change them” well you actually can, and it’s really cute.
they could be someone that is known as a powerful but morally not correct character, or perhaps just have a personal growth arc. well, with you they would have this not only faster but better. i am not saving that you would be their saviour and they cannot live without you, but that’s kind of the energy here.
maybe at first you wouldn’t be willing to get together or like them? either way, they would want your approval a lot, straight from the get go. they look up to you like to no other and want to be someone you approve of. they have this deep desire for your love. so they would naturally change themselves for the better.
i know some people look at change as a negative thing so i would like to say: they wouldn’t force their personality or anything of the sort to change, but rather their morals/principles and the way they view life. ultimately they would have more understanding and love in their heart because of you. they would want to see the world from your eyes, understanding what you think and why you do the things you do.
they view you as someone deserving of their love, their trust and such. you would be one of, if not the only, people they show their vulnerable side to. you are a diamond in a rough in their eyes.
you are also someone they wish to protect with all their might and will, they could be very possessive over you. (though not in a toxic way.)
channeled messages: “come with me”, “kiss me just one time”, “they might leave but i will never leave you”, “ i understand, you don’t have to say a word”
things that might be relevant:
royal, river, tenten (?), kelp, yoyo, yagami (death note), bandages, fire torches, silver, rings, sunlight
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thank you for participating
- Candy
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tarotwithlove · 6 months
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PICK A CARD ⋆ the relationship with your fictional other
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a fictional other is defined as: f/o usually stands for fictional other, which is a term often used by self-shippers, mainly on tumblr. you can have romantic, familial and platonic f/os.
· what would they think about you?
· what would your relationship be like?
reminder that this is a general reading and messages found here may not apply to everyone. take what resonates, leave what doesn't, and don't force anything if it does not fit.
BOOK A READING WITH ME · LINKTREE · 18+ PATREON · SUGGEST A PAC TOPIC · TIPS ♡ tips and feedback are highly appreciated!
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GROUP ONE
cards · ace of swords, two of swords, the hanged man, page of pentacles, king of cups (reversed), ten of swords. 
channelled songs · i don’t care by 2ne1. blessed with a curse by bring me the horizon. far by sza. nobody by miraa may. 
my dear group one ♡ your fictional other would have an immediate attachment to you. they feel like they're surrounded by people who are somewhat inferior to them, unable to hold a proper conversation with them or talk to them as an equal would. they're someone who may thrive on intellectual conversation, which may be at odds with how people perceive them. 
i’m thinking of a character like asmodeus from obey me, so your fictional other may be seen as somewhat airheaded, unintelligent, and self-absorbed. people may not make an effort to connect with them or get to know them beyond the superficial or surface level. yet, right from the start, you treat them differently. you don’t treat them as stupid. you speak to them as an equal - enthusiastically conversing about a shared interest with ease or without putting on any airs. 
you may be one of the only people who your fictional other feels comfortable around. more than anything, as a friend. they always feel like people want something from them or are only getting close to them because of how much they desire them. but because of how you treat them from the beginning, they have a lot of respect for you and feel at home around you. 
this also brings us to what your relationship with your f/o would be like. 
your fictional other may see you as a close friend. actually, as their closest friend. even though this is not just friendship for you and you also have romantic feelings for them. 
you two will spend a lot of time together, with the people around you joking about how attached at the hip you are. and about how funny it is that your f/o has just adopted you as theirs. 
you will likely keep your romantic feelings a secret for the longest time because you don’t want to ruin the friendship. however, you will finally admit your feelings and end up pushing them away. far, far away. they will feel betrayed - as if they lost the only person they could really trust and be themselves with. this confession will also make them overthink your entire relationship and wonder how much of what you were doing was only because you had romantic feelings for them. 
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GROUP TWO
cards · queen of pentacles, ace of pentacles, wheel of fortune, seven of cups, strength, the fool. 
channelled songs · lettera a mio padre by ermal meta. candy drip by lucky daye. whoa by rakiyah. heat lightning by mitski. 
my dear group two ♡ there may be an age gap between you and your fictional other - for some, i’m getting that this is thousands of years. i’m not all too familiar with baldur’s gate, but some of you may be reading this pac with astarion in mind (who, if google is to be trusted, is about 200 years old). 
your fictional other thinks of you as an incredibly grounded and mature person. they see you as a person with a good head on their shoulders, who can be relied upon, and who makes a good addition to any team. 
this idea of the team seems so important, as if your fictional other doesn’t really keep people around unless they can provide them with something useful. a skill or resource, or anything else that uplifts and serves a purpose in their life, and in the grander scheme of things. if they saw you as deadweight - no matter how much they’ve come to like you - they would probably leave you behind or go out of their way to teach you something useful. this, too, would depend on how much they actually like you and the potential they see in you. 
but that’s not something you have to worry about, because your fictional other already sees you as a major asset. they already see you as someone they not only want by their side but trust to have by their side.
the relationship between you and your fictional other is honestly so sexually charged, with your f/o seeing you as not only an attractive person but a highly sensual one. i won’t be going into detail about this, but if you’re interested in the sexual relationship between you and your fictional other, there is an 18+ extended version of this pac now up on my patreon!
but! anyway! your relationship with your fictional other may be complicated for some time. there may be this overwhelming sexual and romantic tension for some time - from the time you first meet - but the dynamic of the relationship or your fictional other’s own emotional invulnerability may be keeping them from progressing the relationship beyond this. 
your fictional other will, in many ways, favour you. keeping space for you, buying you things, cooking things just for you - all of these things that can be seen as just something you do for a friend but is inextricably tinged with unspoken desire and love when they are done for you by your fictional other.
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GROUP THREE
cards · the fool, three of swords, queen of swords, three of cups, the world, two of swords. 
channelled songs · shrike by hozier. two hearts and no brain by kane strang. drumming song by florence + the machine. high highs to low lows by lolo zouai. 
my dear group three  ♡ your fictional other may be inexperienced where love is concerned, though they are quite cocky, flirtatious, and love the idea of love. someone like sanji from one piece actually comes to mind. this is someone who feels mentally and emotionally challenged by you - in particular, you challenge their idea and past approaches to love and relationship, as well as the ways in which they view themselves. 
honestly, i’m getting a lot of overwhelmingly sad energy for this group, with your fictional other often wondering if they are good enough for you. even just good enough to be around you. 
they see you as someone who is as free-spirited as you are disciplined. they see you as someone who is intelligent, talented and fiercely independent, and they fear that if you see them for who they are instead of who they pretend to be you will immediately dislike them and not want to be around them any longer. so your f/o may walk on eggshells around you, putting on a show as they always put on a show - because, then, you will want to stick around for longer. 
your fictional other may put you on a bit of a pedestal, though to an extent it may be that they have such a low view of themselves. 
for what this relationship itself will be like, it will be a lot of fun. but it will also be lacking in a lot of emotional connection - something which seems to be a purposeful decision on your fictional other’s part. they think that as long as you are always having fun and keeping busy you can have a good relationship without having to get too close. or, more specifically, without you having to get to know them too well. without you ever having to see the real them. 
they will likely keep you laughing, always telling jokes and doing things to keep you entertained. 
travel and adventure is so important to your relationship with your fictional other, with you hardly ever just having a normal day. with you hardly ever just having a day to do nothing or relax around doing nothing. you will both like it this way, though, in many ways chasing after this excitement - not just together but likely with a group of friends or close companions. 
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GROUP FOUR
cards · six of wands, four of pentacles, ten of wands, king of pentacles, two of pentacles, death. 
channelled songs · skip skip by purple kiss. not friendly by flo milli. every other freckle by alt-j. budget by megan thee stallion & latto. 
my dear group four ♡ in the nicest way possible, your fictional other comes across as quite pathetic. they may be someone who throws money around in an attempt to buy affection or someone who uses money to make up for their perceived flaws. though, in the same vein, i don't see your f/o as someone who focuses too much on their flaws - in fact, they may think that they're perfect - they've just always been taught that money has more power than anything else. and, if they want something, they can just throw money at it and get it. 
but this does not work with you. no matter how much money they throw at you, you can't be bought or swayed, which, in and of itself makes them cling to you. 
they see you as someone who is overconfident. you may be similar in this regard, though they do not see themselves like this at all. to them, you are someone who could benefit from more money (or jewels or gifts) so they don’t understand why you won’t just accept the things they are giving you. 
it’s kind of funny, because it’s probably the first time your fictional other has even thought this much about another person in their whole life. thus, they feel kind of overwhelmed by it. they wonder if you’ve gone through some kind of childhood trauma that’s made you like this. you pique their interest and they want to know everything about you. 
saiko metori from the disastrous life of saiki k comes to mind, so that may be who some of you are reading this group for. 
your relationship with your fictional other may be… complicated. they may obsessively pursue you - half because they’re genuinely intrigued by you and want to be with you and half because they feel a desire to own you. this desire to own you is driven by their upbringing and values; these values that tell him if they like something that means they have to own it. 
you may be attracted to this fictional other or like them enough to be friends with them, but as you get to actually know them you may for a time try to put distance between you two. even if only to sort out your thoughts about this person, this relationship, and where you want this connection to go. 
this relationship may change drastically after you put this distance between you, as this sends the message to your f/o that you are not ashamed to set boundaries and stand on them. after this, they may try their best to listen to you and communicate with you as two equals instead of a rich kid and the person they’re trying to woo. though at times they are doing this in a more obviously begrudging manner just because they don’t want to put distance between you again. 
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𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆
What kind of person is your DR significant other?
General disclaimer: super long reading ahead. This pac reading is meant for my reality shifters who have a special someone in their desired reality. This reading is timeless in a way but you can adjust it as you see fit. I hope you guys enjoy this. <3 All of them were cuties, you guys have good taste. 💫
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Hello pile one! Your s/o is definitely a strong person - not necessarily physically (could be) but I’m feeling more so that they have a strong core - mental and emotional strength. Self-confident and proud of their abilities and even physical shape, ready to perform feats any time. With their unwavering focus they have their eyes on their goal, to be on top. They can be very patient if they want to be but they must win by all means, they hate losing. Their energy is regal, they naturally demand respect. Their strife and energy is inspiring for some, for others it’s a bit intimidating. They can be quite calculating and like to think things through, but sometimes their impulses win them over. They surely don’t like dancing to someone else's tune, it’s just not for them lol. Even though they have great leadership qualities, they are more on the introverted spectrum - but definitely by no means shy. They don’t have a lot of close/intimate connection, not many know their inner core. Though they always strive to become better in every sense, personal (and I would even say spiritual) growth is important for them, they even dedicate their whole life to that because they want to ‘master’ themself. Some might mistake them as hard to access or aloof but those with a keener eye know better. They are very observant, stealth and precise in their words and actions. They just do not like wasting energy or resources. Their presence is strong but peacefully calm (if not provoked lol). Reliable and grounded. They might at times tend to get too serious or withdraw too much (for example in stressful times). 
They are not the type to do anything merely for the sake of a whim or pleasure; they live to "satisfy their hunger," without hurting anyone for the sake of ordinary self-satisfaction. I feel like there is a great need to be surrounded by luxury and wealth - even better if they have lots of power. Ok this could seem greedy to some but they are also perfectly capable of enjoying the here and now and all the things that surround them while simultaneously striving for an even better future. Could be that where they are now is very different to where their life started. They are the type that is always solving some problems because they can identify them maybe more quickly than others. Justice and fairness are also values they live by, they actually have nice intentions and want everyone to get along … omg i think they were actually a softie as a kid but life teached them the hard way :(  . They truly just desire stability and balance, and they will fight as long as they can make these desires come true. They have high (and precious) ideals but sadly in the real world ideals rarely exist in pristine form and justice is elusive - forcing them (and everyone else) to have to make some decisions and to adjust once ideals and values. They have learned their lessons the hard way - or will their whole life. Hardworking, and also very prideful.  I think they do care quite a bit about traditions and their reputation. I also feel like they can be pretty straightforward, blunt even. They mean what they say and say what they mean. They prioritize truth above all. They are usually active and assertive. No nonsense person - even when it comes to appearance. They prefer practicality and are more so unpretentious in their style. I think they love being physically active in all kinds of ways (iykwim lmao) - depending on what world their living in - I can also see them even enjoying fighting or battling other people (until all their energy is burn off/until their reach their limit and then training more and more). 
Even emotionally they are honest. They have integrity and they don’t play mind games and are unafraid to admit that they’re wrong. Mature but not afraid to express themselves. Love matters and such are usually not on the front of their mind. Their surroundings might be quite demanding (many responsibilities, people who rely on them etc). If you are in a  connection/relationship/friendship with them, they would always let you know where you stand with them/ where you’re heading with them. The type of person who will be clear about what they are looking for. With this person, it’s suggested that you take everything they say at face value. The truth may sometimes hurt, but at least they are telling the truth. *
Physically, they mastered the art of looking effortless. Funnily enough they could have the certain “je ne sais quoi” vibe about them that many envy. Something that would normally look disheveled on another person looks sexy on them - that kinda thing. They don’t follow trends. They are very laid back and chill, with a slight youthful energy. They also give me the vibe of ‘They eat what they want when they want it, and they work out when they feel like it.’ I guess it has to do with their belief that life is short to base it around what others think is right and what not etc.
They are the type of person that is kinda apathetic about their general surroundings. Mhm maybe it’s just the fact that they are struggling with their own life and are too distracted by their own issues to worry about others.  Emotionally they could also be a bit careless. They can come off as ungrateful and lacking in self-awareness. This person regardless of your DR setting I think is not as much concerned with larger social justice issues. This person may be very short-sighted in that sense. They refuse to get involved with situations unless they can directly benefit from it. If it doesn’t affect them, it is not of their concern lmao. Ok, this seems a bit harsh but I feel like this kind of selfish attitude is working like a shell for them. I said before that they maybe were very ‘soft and pure’ as a child and it could be that they were also quite sensitive, okay? And you know I suppose that life treated them too harshly which in turn made them cold and even apathetic. You know those villains in  movies that were actually very kind as a child but abuse and what not made them get astray from their path. I’m not saying that your s/o is a villain or villainous but they just learned that caring too much about others or being too naive is not worth it in the end and will only hurt you. And I feel like they sometimes present themselves colder and harsher than they actually are to protect themselves. To be honest, I usually analyze the things I pick up and filter them accordingly but the first messages I be getting from them are all like ‘I’m indifferent. I don’t care about other people, I’m very cold towards others. I’m arrogant yada yada…’ which kinda seems like a self mantra or like affirmation you tell yourself where I am like why tf you being like this ?? lmao…So, yeah…again, it takes some time and lot’s of patience to feel comfortable enough to share parts of themselves. It could be that at some point in their life they hated themselves for their softer side. They wanted to become stronger and colder. They hated being on the receiving end of this harsh reality, they wanted to be on top, maybe they also wanted revenge of some sort. I think they kinda like showing their rough edges or intimidating others. Because you know, if people are intimidated by you they usually do not dare to disrespect you, right? It could also have to do with their pride and with them hating revealing any weakness of theirs.
Also, whatever they are working on in their life, their work life makes up a large portion of their identity. They take a lot of pride in the amount of work they put into their achievements. This might also not be very apparent to others but I feel like they often reach their limit, working for too long, too hard and just ending up really tired and burned out. I feel like they rarely engage in anything self-care related. However, I see that if there is something important to them, then they are 100% willing to put in the work. Not only are they hard-working in a professional sense, they’re willing to work on their relationships, spirituality, and self-improvement. They make an effort with their looks, and they work out. Their workaholism may negatively impact their health. And their ‘career’ ambitions usually motivate them to always appear presentable — just in case they run into anybody important. They could also be meticulous with their diet and health routines. 
Emotionally, they work on their emotions and thoughts systematically. This person may enjoy journaling or chronicling their experiences. At some point in their life they will learn how to process their feelings in a constructive way. They generally understand that anything worthwhile takes work and time to build up, whether it’s a relationship or a business. If you’re romantically involved with this person, they could be the type who would be willing to go to couples therapy to work on your relationship issues. It does seem like they believe in fixing what they already have rather than giving up.  They are the type to make you feel like you’re with somebody who makes an effort. Whether you’re linked to this person romantically, platonically, or professionally, there’s a sense that they give as much into the relationship as you do. They don’t make you do all the work. This person is also persistent in everything they do. Always working on their self-improvement, they also have the humility to learn something new at every stage of life. To be honest, if you take the time to get to know them, you will see that they’re truly a sincere and earnest person.
(*Actually, I had finished this reading at this point already and started doing the other two piles but they turned longer than pile one and I felt the need to continue this pile at another time. I don’t know if this information is useful for you. But I feel your s/o just really takes a lot of time to open up, they have a lot of different layers to them and a hard shell. Their true inner self is a lot more different than how they seem to be outwardly. Just so you know, with this person you really gotta be patient if you want to build something whether it’s true friendship or a romantic relationship.)
(** I also wanted to let you know that I mentioned your s/o  a little bit in pile two, I will just copy-paste here, so that you don’t have to read the whole 2nd pile:  “Like pile one they can be very very patient! At first I got the feeling that the energy of pile two seems a little similar to pile one (only slightly) but while pile one seems more like the male lead of some isekai manhwa (like the typically black haired red eyes archduke lmao) that other people label as the villain - logical, unpredictable (kinda wild), powerful, intimidating and confident but a little withdrawn; pile two seems more like the second male lead - appearing smart and polite with a charming personality but then you find out they are actually controlling the whole empire behind the scenes and know everything that is going on lmao (obviously this comparison with ‘male leads’ has nothing to do with their gender - I just read too many isekai manhwas).) 
(*** Also, I don’t why but the whole time during the reading I thought about Madara Uchiha from Naruto [I am a naruto stan btw so no shame✋] Even though he was one of the main villains, he was a softie as a child. He lived in cruel (war) times, lost all his family members (esp. his precious little brother at the end) and the ‘betrayal’ of his clan and the mistreatment from his one and only friend and true love just made him lose his mind… :( Anyways, I can understand if you shift for him sfjdk)
-> Possible energies in their chart : They definitely have strong air energy in some form in their chart mixed with a little earth and fire. Specifically, they could have/be one of the following signs: Libra, Capricorn, Virgo, Leo, Sagittarius (maybe even Scorpio/Cancer).
-> Timeless messages for you from them :
I hope the future will bring us together.
They took their time with this one lmao - I thought I wouldn’t get a message from them at first because they were hesitating to share something - but after this reading we all know they truly mean it from the bottom of their heart hehe
Once I continued this reading I tried to get a few more messages for you:
I don’t know what you see in me…
You shouldn’t wait for me. Prioritize your happiness.
It could lead to problems...
Other things/people were interfering and trying to control me and this connection.
I’m working on myself…I want a fresh start.
Not seeing you is hurting me so much…
The last message dayumm… Another advice I got from you which I think is more so regarding your shifting journey is that you’re asked to be patient because the passing of time will naturally solve your problems. In some situations only endurance helps. In the meantime, try to relax and focus on your happiness. Do something kind for yourself that warms your heart and treasure those seconds when you feel your heart beating. Also don’t reveal or show your personal treasures and things that are important to you to just anyone - not everyone is capable of understanding its preciousness. Just know and rest assured that everything will solve itself with time.
Thank you for reading, I would be very happy for some feedback. <3 Wishing you good luck on your journey, pile one!!
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Hello pile two! Your s/o has a very calm energy. You might lose your sense of time while looking into their eyes lol. Something about their eyes or their gaze is special, mesmerizing even. They are very good at observing and analyzing; paying attention to details. There might be a tendency to overthink or over-analyze or just to take it to extremes at times - falling into traps of pettiness or obsession or being overly critical. This obviously not always the case but there MIGHT be a tendency. But all this observing is not for nothing, I see that they are very skilled and talented in what they do. The type to learn from other people’s mistakes while observing and acting behind the scenes. Like pile one they can be very very patient! Like pile one they can be very very patient! At first I got the feeling that the energy of pile two seems a little similar to pile one (only slightly) but while pile one seems more like the male lead of some isekai manhwa (like the typically black haired red eyes archduke lmao) that other people label as the villain - logical, unpredictable (kinda wild), powerful, intimidating and confident but a little withdrawn; pile two seems more like the second male lead - appearing smart and polite with a charming personality but then you find out they are actually controlling the whole empire behind the scenes and know everything that is going on lmao (obviously this comparison with ‘male leads’ has nothing to do with their gender - I just read too many isekai manhwas).
They’re someone that people might underestimate at first or think that they are harmless - maybe that’s exactly how they want to appear mhm… I do get the feeling that they are very good at seducing and charming people into doing what they want (they probably seduce you with their eyes and a little smile sdkslja). I just heard ‘they eye of the storm’, boii ok they can be really really calm even when everything around them is in chaos (- maybe that’s their doing?? lmao), they can shut out any distraction in order to analyze what is truly going on. And they can be very tenacious and persistent while actualizing their plans. I already mentioned that they are very skilled in some way but they also have an artistic side to them. I am not sure what exactly it is - it might be different for each of your s/o’s - some might be creative with fashion, self expression, acting, with music or instruments or other creative tools while for example planning how to reach their goals. Or maybe even with plants and nature if we look at this pile’s picture! Either way, they have an eye for aesthetics as well. 
There is definitely something working behind the scenes, in hiding, under different names or with wearing masks (literally or metaphorical) - I think they learned in life that doing so usually works in their favor but it also at times limits their creativity and I feel like it created some (still unresolved) issues regarding self image and success. Maybe they’re suffering from imposter syndrome; always questioning who they really are ‘Am I who my audience thinks I am? What if I want to grow into something more/different?’ - is this creative ego fear? idk but in this aspect they seem like a ‘suffering artist’ - i think this shows itself more strongly in stressful times; then, they might also become more competitive. Not only are they good at creating new things and actualizing them, it also helps them to balance and calm themselves down in those times.
Their energy is very focused and sovereign. They also have natural leadership qualities but it manifests differently than in pile one’s s/o; it is more indirect and less straightforward and less pushy because pile two understands other people and their feelings and motivation better and they can use this to lead the people in the direction they want. I think they have always easily drawn other people’s attention but they might have been more shy in their childhood and only learned over time to just accept the spotlight - and to use it efficiently. As a child they might have been the type to ‘let life happen to them’, living their life very passively - maybe they had people around them that were very dominant/authoritative/manipulative/moody and your s/o just learned to observe and analyze, to adjust themselves and to be obedient. Maybe they weren’t even interested in taking on responsibilities or even to take control of their own life - I have a feeling that they were pushed into a position early on in their life that they really didn’t like. Only over time they gathered their courage, gained their confidence and took on their rightful place. On a side note, their older self might have a tendency to become slightly arrogant - they should avoid this.
They are an investor type of person, patient, methodical and systematic, not afraid to move slowly. They understand the importance of nurturing and cultivating the people and things they care about. A balance between masculine and feminine, active and passive, assertive and receptive. Taking their time when it comes to their body, health and their physical appearance. For them it’s a good investment to treat their physical body well. Persistent and disciplined, but also patient with themselves. They would never push themselves too hard at training or dieting or whatever. They prefer wearing clothes of high quality (talking about good investments again lol) rather than following some fashion trends. Not only are they good at patiently saving up for quality items they also tend to keep their investment pieces for a very long time. Timeless and practical in style.
Even emotionally they are patient and persistent. Not the type to rush anything. Keen observer who likes gathering information before making decisions. As a friend they are very generous and selfless - maybe even the type of person who likes to provide and help all of their friends (they don’t expect really anything in return but pls show at least your appreciation - they will maybe turn a blind eye to it a few times but if the disrespect keeps on repeating itself (you exploiting them and being rude) I can assure you it won’t end well for you lmao - don’t force them to be mean to you!). In romantic involvements with this person, don’t expect this person to commit quickly - even with people and relationships they take their time to analyze, observe and nurture. Slow burn. They are actually quite good at nurturing others (like they are good at self care) and they can be very passionate. Always thinking long term. A visionary at times. They are the type of person who makes you feel like it’s ok to slow down  and take your time. They are not quitters but they know how to rest and when to let go of what they can’t control. 
I think the picture really fits them well (regardless of gender); them in a white simple but pretty dress tending towards their plants with care while standing in this calm and pretty environment which they alone created - like in a safe peaceful bubble. A creator and nurturer. 
-> Possible energies in their chart : They definitely have strong earth energy in some form in their chart mixed with a little fire and water. Specifically, they could have in their chart: Virgo, Taurus, Leo, strong Saturn and Mercury energy, strong Pluto/8th house, 
-> Timeless messages for you from them :
We are healing and learning with all of this.
I am jealous just imagining you being with someone else.
I have always loved you… I’m sorry for realizing it so late.
This is too much for me right now…
I am not ready (yet).
You’re the best thing that ever happened to me.
You, my dear pile two, have or will definitely have something romantically going on there hehe… The order of these messages seem a little messed up but that’s how I received them. I felt ‘yearning energy’ from them but it felt a little hesitant and a bit uncontrolled - like they feel a lot for you but also want to take this slow and not rush this because they respect you and value you really a lot!
Thank you for reading, I would be very happy for some feedback. <3 Wishing you good luck on your journey, pile two!!
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Hello! Dear pile three, your s/o surely is a person with a unique personality or they are quite unique or special to you/in your perception. One of the first things that I got about them is that they are a systems thinker, always figuring out how to get everything working together effectively. I can tell that they love well-built structures and nothing makes them happier than when everything is running smoothly and everyone is doing their part. By contrast, nothing annoys them more than when systems are poorly designed or built. You know they are the type of person that thinks that one never changes things by fighting the existing reality; to change something, you have to build a new model that makes the existing one obsolete. Once they  understand the impact of a given action, they will never be able to ignore that problem until they have done their part to fix it. 
They just excel at figuring things out and optimizing them. In fact, they have literally no tolerance in efficient things lmao. To be honest, it feels like it takes a bit of work to get them to work together. I think they have a slow internal processor (also very micro focused) - does that make sense? - either way that doesn't mean they’re stupid - in fact they are quite intelligent and have a sharp mind! Also, their sense of responsibility is quite strong. They’re always doing something and are quite stubborn/rigid in their ways - not very flexible. They are list makers and are all about the process. When things do not go as planned they can be very moody. In fact, the slightest interruption to a plan is enough to ruin their entire day (lmao I feel this). They are very detail oriented, for them specifics equal sincerity. They just have extremely high standards (often perfection) especially for themselves but also for other people). Even though they just want to improve the things around them, it might often seem to others that they are just overly critical - like nothing is good enough for them. I honestly feel like they do not get along well with others easily. They surely are incredibly loyal and also self denying. If you’re someone important to them they would do anything for you and I can assure it will be done well! While it often doesn’t seem that way from an outsider perspective, they do tend to put everyone else's needs ahead of their own and if they're not careful they will become resentful of this because they feel the burden to do it. At times this is a very justified feeling, at others it is a self-inflicted choice to take on the tasks. They are very practical and logical. Their thought process is analytical and systematic. This means that they have a specific way in which they feel things should be done. If it does not go as planned or if it does not go in this way, they feel it is "wrong" and this irritates them which in my opinion is comprehensible if you understand how their mind works. Flexibility is not in the inherent skill set for them. If they find a method, they stick to it. 
It is important to notice that their intention is truly to help other people; however, more often than not, it feels like criticism to those people but this is just because it is hard for others to understand your s/o. I truly think they are not good at expressing themselves. They might have suffered from this - like being misunderstood, people finding their presence ‘annoying’ - too strong, too negative - and therefore they might have always been excluded or rejected by their peer groups. Of course this might have played out differently for each of your s/o’s my pile three people. When people suffer from such intense need for perfection, they usually have grown up in an environment where their parental figures (or just the people around them) made them feel like ‘this level of perfection’ is the norm - and if they don’t reach this level they are ‘complete failures or just useless’. They might have been emotionally pressured from early on, probably not having experienced much ‘healthy’ love - I say this because if they have done well, they might have received some kind of superficial/fake ‘love’ but only for those moments until they would have ‘failed the expectations’ again. This screams toxic emotionally/mentally unstable or distant parents. I don’t want to go any deeper into their childhood, right? But there is a reason why people are the way they are. Your person probably has never been ‘seen’ the way they truly are, never been understood - they just lived for someone else, constantly working hard, bearing the pressure, just to help someone else, to reach those imposed expectations, just to receive love and maybe even an approval for their existence. They always feel so much weight on their shoulders. So, to give you some tips, try not to take offense when they are serious and hyper focused. And, know that it is important to them that you appreciate their contributions. They value logic and need everything to make sense, so be sure you explain your point thoroughly. And finally, if you seem unstructured, or “willy nilly” to them this will create anxiety and possibly even a lack of trust! So, be careful with this. Show them respect by respecting their need for quality, logic, and structure. This person is probably wise beyond their years. This might surprise you at first. Behind their normal facade, they may have a lot of wisdom to share.
For physical characteristics, your s/o probably doesn’t put too much weight on fashion or anything they wear. They may have a very wise worldview on fashion and style. For example, they may choose what to wear in an almost philosophical way, but at the same time, they don’t take fashion too seriously lol. They might be the type to care about how the garments they wear were sourced or produced. They are someone who is practical in the way they dress, prioritizing ease of movement. They may enjoy wearing athleisure, light fabrics. I feel like their preferred look might be very active and athletic. They might enjoy spending time outdoors and/or hiking. Overall, they give me the vibes that they are very at peace with their physical appearance and that they’re very self-accepting and easygoing. If they do not appear that way at the time you get to know them, then it might have to do with their past/childhood which I assume was not really the best - so to say ‘unresolved childhood issues/trauma’. Even though they might have had some self harm inflicting habits or tendencies in their childhood, I feel like with age they learned the importance of a healthy body (but it feels like it’s more so because of efficiency than self love/self worth but oh well), so they learned how to treat their body better - this might even have turned to some health-obsession where they’re like super strict with their daily schedule, their diet etc. It truly depends on where on the journey your s/o is. (I still do think that they have some not healthy habits - I would even go as far and say coping mechanisms where they might punish themselves in some form when they feel like a ‘failure’ - which they obviously aren’t but they just have a rather questionable perception of themselves at times.)
Emotionally, they might be someone who carries their life lessons with them wherever they go. Even when young, this person might carry life lessons from previous past lives with them (if you believe in this). Even though their past might seem a little extreme, I don’t think they are living in the past or are stuck in the past - the past experiences don’t embitter this person (I don’t think that they blame anyone from their past - they rather would blame themselves), their experiences just make them more cautious and intentional. At some point in their life, they could have some spiritual awakening in some form. Your s/o’s raison d’être (other than improving things around them) may also be to seek out truths. They either hold a large amount of responsibility in their life or their job/profession, or they just take it very seriously. Honestly, your s/o’s presence might often not be very pleasant to other people but in my opinion with the wisdom your s/o’s shares and the way they life their life it forces people to see the uncomfortable truth and to learn, to move on and to grow  - and we all know this is most often not a nice experience which might trigger consciously or unconsciously those people hence their negative attitude/reaction towards your s/o. If you ever struggle with something, I can tell you that your s/o can probably give the best advice, helping you change your perspective - it might be some hurtful truth but it is meant well on their end.
As I said before, they usually have good intentions and they have a selfless side to them. They are very generous - to themselves and others (but because of their past experience it might have been very hard to be generous to themselves for a longer period of time).  Even if they are not wealthy, this person may be generous with their time and energy. They could be a good listener or a good friend to you. They might have a more passive, receptive energy. (We all have a little bit of both energies expressed in a balanced way, regardless of which gender we identify as.) They might be the type to share their food, to donate their clothes, and they’re really never secretive with advice. I think they are also very socially aware. They are very generally ‘open’ with others; they might not appear like an open book but if you ask them something they would always answer honestly, but they also know when they should not overstep. They’re the type that enjoys the finer things in life, but they would never flaunt what they have. In this aspect, they are all about balance and surely value quality over quantity. 
They seem quite emotionally sensitive (in terms of sensing subtle things like other people’s intentions/moods) but also intimate, and laidback. They enjoy making the people that are important to them feel comfortable and at home. Again, they are generous with their money as well as their time. Whenever they can give to others, they probably will, and if not, they probably have a good reason for that. They always want to fulfill their end of the bargain. This is a friend that you surely want to keep around. Honestly, if you get to know them more, you would feel inspired by their generosity. They give from the kindness of their heart, not because they ask for anything in return. They are sincere. All they want is for you to pay it forward. If this doesn’t sound like your person at all, it could be because your person enjoys performing their acts of kindness in secret. They’re not doing it for show. They are the type of person who gives anonymously. 
Another thing is that they might enjoy traveling (more so slowly and consciously - they are rarely in a hurry). Traveling for this person is a healing experience. They focus on the journey rather than the destination. They are someone who is in the process of healing - like their whole life seems like a healing journey (from the childhood they experienced). I don’t think they are the type to dwell in the suffering tho. This person is all about moving on, healing, and entering calmer waters. This is a future-oriented person. Although they’ve gone through their fair share of challenges, they still choose to remain optimistic about what is yet to come.  They might also prefer to keep a smaller circle of trusted friends and family members (it is partly also because of the reasons we mentioned above - the struggle with being understood etc.) But they are very reliable, and you can also count on them to get whatever job done. This person is also very private, even when for example their job requires them to be in the public eye.
They are the type to make you feel just as calm and mellow as they are. If you’re romantically involved with this person, even though I mention quite a bit of their flaws and struggles, this person will move on from their past and heal, they are perfectly capable of healing - and I would even go so far and say they are destined to heal in this life they’re living. So, you don’t need to worry so much. They would not let a relationship with a person they care about become toxic or harmful. They learned that much and they would never wish this upon another person - especially upon the person they love, okay? I just felt like I had to make this clear. But going back to the ‘traveling’ part; they may even live in a different city/country from you. I don’t know what you scripted but I feel like you might communicate with each other at first from a distance (if your DR is in a modern setting, it might be over phones; if it’s in a traditional/fantasy setting, it might be through letters - I even had the imagery of small note sent by some bird idk a falcon or sth). They will be pretty easy to get along with in a long distance relationship because they enjoy having some time and space for themselves and they also truly commit when they decide on it. They have a calming and healing presence about them; but I feel like it shows more when they are with people they're close with and where they can feel at ease.
You remember how I said in the beginning that your s/o is someone unique, they truly are. Most people might not see how special and I would even say how precious they are. They might have started their life as a rough diamond not knowing their own worth but the more they live the more their worth comes to surface and the people that treated them bad in the past will come to regret their actions and behavior at some point. I feel like you will see their worth and their preciousness, you acknowledge their uniqueness and I think this beautiful (let me cry in a corner for a moment.) 
-> Possible energies in their chart : They definitely have strong air energy in some form in their chart mixed with a little earth and water. Specifically, they could have in their chart: Aquarius, Taurus/Libra, Pisces, Capricorn, Virgo,  strong Venus, Moon, Mercury and/or Saturn energy.
-> Timeless messages for you from them :
Don’t wait for me. I want you to be happy. And I don’t know how long it will take for me to be ready.
It just scares me to feel so much…
I’m feeling the consequences of my actions.
I’m sure I’m dreaming about you but I can’t seem to remember.
Things moved too fast and I didn’t know how to trust my feelings for you.
Please forgive me, I messed up.
I’m taking this seriously.
The order of these messages seem a little messed up but that’s how I received them. Based on their energy it seemed like they’re feeling apologetic towards you and are being quite hard on themselves because of what happened/will happen. Regarding the first message, they don’t want you to actively wait because it also puts pressure on them as well. They want you to make yourself happy NOW - even if it is just about putting on your favorite music and freely dancing to it. Being in that energy will help you find the right answer. Because they also want you to find out what you truly want without any pressure. They want to help you be your authentic self. The advice that I got was: Don’t wait for it, start now and make yourself happy. Miracles happen and sometimes life takes unexpected and wonderful turns. Be open and curious about what life has in store for you but do not actively wait for it to happen. I hope this advice makes sense and helps you somehow.
Thank you for letting me read your dr s/o’s energy. I only wish you both truly the best!  If you could spare some time and give a me little feedback, I would be very grateful. <3
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selfship art dump jumpscare
(All of this is old and most isn’t all that good)
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slumbergoblin · 2 years
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Quick idea I had to get out of my head
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feralwaff1e · 1 year
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Stratos #68 - I want to eat space
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(because I too, want to eat space >:)c)
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I hate you, take this.
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sona-verse01 · 2 months
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PAC
Random things about your Future Spouse
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Check out my Masterlist for more.
It can resonate with you instead of ur FS too.
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Pile 1:
Initials: R, T (highly possible), A, V
Sun Signs : Scorpio ♏, Taurus ♉, Aquarius ♒
Dominant element: none!
Number: 1, 2, 6, 12, 26, 16, 21, 11, 22; (Date of birth/meeting/marriage)
Month: January, February, June, November, December; (Month of birth/meeting/marriage)
Arrange Marriage
Imp. colour: Sky blue, Red; (can be ur/their wedding outfit colour/decorations/fav. colour)
Were you attracted to pile 3? This is ur sign to check that out.
Pile 2:
Initials: I, O, E, U, L; (they can have 3 or more vowels in their name)
Sun sign: Gemini ♊, Libra ♎, Leo ♌
Dominant element: Air
Number: 2, 5, 20, 25, 22; (Date of birth/meeting/marriage)
Month: February, May; (Month of birth/meeting/marriage)
Love Marriage
Imp. colour: Orange, Turquoise; (can be ur/their wedding outfit colour/decorations/fav. colour)
Were you attracted to pile 3/4? This is ur sign to check that out.
Pile 3:
Initials: H, L (highly possible), F, A
Sun sign: Aquarius ♒, Gemini ♊, Leo ♌
Dominant element: Air
Number: 1, 3, 9, 11, 13, 19, 31 (Date of birth/meeting/marriage)
Month: January, March, September, November (Month of birth/meeting/marriage)
Love Marriage
Imp. colour: Purple, Pink (can be ur/their wedding outfit colour/decorations/fav. colour)
Were you attracted to ANY other pile? This is ur sign to check that out too.
Pile 4:
Initials: C, Z, F, M, K
Sun sign: Aries ♈, Sagittarius ♐, Libra ♎
Dominant element: Fire
Number: 5, 6 (Date of birth/meeting/marriage)
Month: May, June (Month of birth/meeting/marriage)
Arrange Marriage
Imp. colour: Red, Pink (can be ur/their wedding outfit colour/decorations/fav. colour)
Were you attracted to pile 2/3? This is ur sign to check that out.
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Disclaimer:
Take what resonates, leave that doesn't.
It will not match with everyone.
Mehndi images are from Pinterest. The moodboard is made by me.
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youthnighttarot · 1 year
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A letter from your FS/P (PAC) 18+
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Pile 3
Pile 1
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Cards Pulled: Lovers, Chariot, S.I.M.P, I love your back, Feelings
Letter: Not holding you in my arms brings me complete agony. Ever minute your not with me I miss and count the days. I love when we just cuddle up with each…no cares in the world just you and me. I’ve needed and craved your presence without even knowing it my whole life. I’m nothing without you but you’re someone without me…? You are and have always been your own person and I admire that about you. In fact I love this about you. I love that cheeky smile you give me when I make a comment too crass, or say a sly joke. You never not believed in me and what I’m capable of even when I’m not feeling that way myself. I wanna know why…after everything why..? I could lose my bloody home and the only shelter I would need is you….and you alone. I miss fucking and sliding inside of you as you part your lips in an O shape from me. Or when I get on top of you and ride you so you’re deeply inside of me. I love fucking you..!! Being inside or on top of you is sheer bliss. I keep asking myself what I did to deserve you and the answer keeps coming up short. I felt lost when you left and now that you’re back I’ll never lose you again. I’ll f**k you like there’s no tomorrow…morning,noon, and night I’m all yours and always yours.
Reading: So first thing I getting with this lovers card it that you and your FS/P are very compatible with each other. Mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. They understand you and you understand them. They can’t help but feel lost without you. (Lost without by Robin Thicc may resonate) They love you and truly believe that you are their soulmate…the one and only. You guys may have a cat or they just love to rub your cat/peen. They will kiss all up and down your body as you moan in bliss from their touch. You may have a bush and they don’t care. They may feel as though it’s like if you’re afraid of hair down there you’re not a real man/woman. Again I’m getting that energy of someone not approving of this relationship. (Likely a father and or mother figure) They constantly have something to say about this relationship/connection but y’all don’t really care at this point. And clearly it hasn’t affected anything because you spend the rest of your lives with each. They like to squeeze your breast or fondle you chest hairs. They want to lay you back and eat that kat/ suck that peen. You person may have some form of significant wealth. They like to pleasure you however way that they can. With the chariot I’m getting they like that they have a balance with you and there of form of control that you both have of each other. If you’re a feminine they want to lift your skirt up and love at that kitty kat. Again I’m the card picture she has a bush so they definitely can be a big fan of hair down there. It may have been a roller coaster to get to this point in your relationship due to outside sources…or even just you guys alone. But you’re here so enjoy it pile 1. So from the oracle deck the card that was pulled is S.I.M.P…in my deck it mean a spiritually inclined masculine pleaser. So essentially this person will be there to suffice your every need and desire. Truly and wholeheartedly without any conditions or expectations. And soulmate was at the back of the deck so definitely confirmation!! This person loves, loves, loves you backside they always wanna be able to see it and hit from the back. For some of you…you may even have back dimples. (I have 555 on the clock as we speak pile) I pulled from the sexual magic deck and the card that was pulled is Feelings so this person definitely has deep seeded feelings towards you and your connection. They truly love you pile 1 like actually. They may be a Gemini for some of you or could have that somewhere in their chart.
Channeled messages: 555, I love your smile (listen to that song), Gemini (Sun, Moon, Ascendent, Mercury, Venus) Soulmates, love and life, bush
Pile 2
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Cards pulled: 8oWrv, 2oC, advice given, suck on my neck, Surrendering
Letter: Who knew when we met we would even be together let alone be married. You were so young and I just started really adulting. It was like a dream you and I…like a romance movie that never said cut. Sometimes I secretly find myself wondering if this is even real. I remember that red and gray dress that you wore. And that blue t-shirt with camouflage shorts. Sometimes people look at us funny because we’re so different even I find myself wondering how you became my wife/husband. You’re gorgeous and I love those beautiful brown eyes that you have. It’s like staring into a pot of honey….hehe speaking of honey that honey pot between your legs can make a Saint a sinner in minutes. Every time I hear your juices flowing or make that sound I love so much….I feel like I almost lose my mind. Can i admit something to you…? Before I knew you I knew I wanted to fucc you raw and nut inside of you. I know you’re gonna hush me up and tell me to wash my mouth out with soap. But I mean it. I haven’t been able to find someone who sucks/licks like you do but baby don’t think it’s just sex for me it’s not. I truly love and when I first saw you….it sounds silly but it was love at first sight for me. That cute giggle you do can make an old man cry and baby that ass can too. You can crack a walnut with it will you crack my walnut please baby please!
Reading: This person has a certain level of strength which enlivens this relationship. This person is not impulsive and doesn’t like to rush….so it may be a while before this relationship gets off the ground. But once it does you guys will have truly learned each other inside in out to create an even stronger bond/connection. They love you pile 2 but have a hard time showing this love for you. On the 8oW card I see a guy on his knees pleasing his woman. This is how your person is not only sexually but day to day life as well with you. They like to grip hard onto your a** cheeks as they devour your kitty/peen. They are truly someone who is down for any and everything when put in the right setting/environment. You make their d**k stand up at attention and their cl** throb with anticipation for s**. They like for you to be on top pile 2. Like all the time if you don’t mind. It’s not that they won’t be doing any work. Nay Nay Nay. They want to f**k you like this because they have more control of their lower body this way. And they wanna get the most out of pounding you. This is truly a balanced and equal connection and relationship with each other. You know that you can count on your FS/P because they have never let you down. This is definitely a soulmate/twinflame for a lot of you. (Well obvi but at the same time not obvi) For the rest this may be a karmic but don’t be alarmed this is simply because of your pass life karma…it’s not a bad karma rather a good one because you eliminated toxicity in your past life with them. They wanna have you gripping your hair while you ride them or while they’re deep inside of you. I pulled from the oracle deck and received Advice given there may be some advice someone give to you or your person that brings you together in so way….or helps you to understand each other a little more than before. They may also like to ask you about somethings they can do better to bring more pleasure to you. They are always trying to learn and get better especially for you. They love for you to suck on their neck…it’s their weakness and will get them to c*m even faster than usual. They are a big neck person in general they love neck play. Anything related to it turns them on. (Try choking them I hear..?) The care I pull from the sexual magic oracle deck is surrendering. Your FS/P is not afraid to surrender to you and to your relationship….they don’t mind allowing themselves to be used as long as your not taking advantage of them if that makes sense…? Jupiter may have some type of significance so look into that in your chart or theirs pile 2.
Channeled Messages: 27, club, advice given, suck on my neck, surrendering, Jupiter, Mars, Neptune, forgiveness
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Cards Pulled: The Foolrv, Strengthrv, lonely, dead parent, Nostalgia
Letter: Your eyes always know just how to look at me. You’re a freak and I love you more for it. I get a certain type of urge to be inside of you constantly. Pleasure is our main Love language and I couldn’t ask for a better one. Who told you…you didn’t deserve the world I’ll kill them. You deserve nothing less but the best and I made that promise when I met you to always give you that forever. I love those long hugs we have after a night out on the town. How we touch when we’re making love….how you swallow all of my c*m down your throat like the good girl that you are. Fu*k how did I get so lucky to have a superstar like you. What I’m willing to do to never not have this, you can’t even begin to imagine. I like when your back is facing me so I can pull you closer to me and you feel my print/wetness against your a**. Can I make you a promise I’ll never leave those pretty pink lips wanting…they will always be satisfied. I love waking up next to you and pulling you into my big arms so you feel safe as you sleep. My mom/family may not like what we have but fu** em. Who the he** cares…you’re mine and I’m yours and no matter what. I’ll never break your heart like he/she did. I’m always thinking of you and what I want to do. But it’s not just s** for me. It’s a binding of souls and a meeting of minds. I’ve met my match with you love. You are the only one for me.
Reading: So of you may have already read pile 1 or were drawn to pile 1 so take a look at it if that resonates for you. You both may find yourselves getting into a lot of recklessness behavior with each other. You may be very playful people or easy going people to the point it becomes a detrimental to the people around you both. This for me seeing though it is a 18+ reading means that y’all be fu**ing a lot to the point that you both don’t seem to get a lot done. Or focus on the other part of the said partnership which is more than just s**. Your person may be uncircumcised and for the men your FS/P may be a virgin. A lot of times you could also feel like you may take certain aspects of your relationships more seriously than your FS/P and this can sometimes make you feel inadequate. But your person is always there to reassure despite their goofiness. They realize with you they have developed an inner strength or you could feel this way even though they may not be the most serious kind of person. You know that you can rely on them emotionally because they understand unlike any other. They like to do a lot of standing positions with you….your person is quite strong and can lift like you way 1lb no matter your size they can handle it. (Oop well then you better go head then) They like your thighs and how you can grip onto their hips with your thighs while they’re inside of you. I getting this person is quite strong physically but not mentally and they also need reassurance from you. They may have felt quite lonely in the world until they found you is this is due to the fact they last a parent or someone who was a parental figure in their life. They lost hope and confidence after this happened and then they met you and that all changed for them. They may not have a lot monetarily but they certainly make up for it in all other aspects of their lives. When they’re with you….you bring them back to a time when they were a kid and they do the same for you with their goofiness. Imma be honest pile 3 your person is fine as h*ll. Like panty dropping jaw dropping fine. And they have a nicely toned and muscular body no matter the gender. The nostalgia you bring to them makes both of you emotionally vulnerable and takes you back to a simpler time in your life. You know with them you can just sit down an decompress from life and the wrenches it throws at you. There is a lot of love here between the both of you…just work on that inner confidence and you will continue to grow for each other.
Channeled Messages: Moon, kids, playing around, strong energy, muscular, BD/Fat kat, 3,6,9&8, babies, growth power
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freyatarotreadings8 · 7 months
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Pick a Picture Reading | PAC
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Pick a picture 1 - 2 - 3 Hello, sweethearts. It's an unusual reading. I picked quotes for each pile that will give you insights or enlighten you.
Pile 1
“Unexpressed emotions will never die. They are buried alive and will come forth later in uglier ways.”
— Sigmund Freud
“Who told you that there is no true, faithful, eternal love in this world! May the liar’s vile tongue be cut out!”
— Mikhail Bulgakov, The Master and Margarita
“Revenge may be wicked, but it’s natural.”
― William Makepeace Thackeray, Vanity Fair
“Evil is just what is positive; it makes its own existence felt.”
— Arthur Schopenhauer, On the Sufferings of the World
“Pain and suffering are always inevitable for a large intelligence and a deep heart. The really great men must, I think, have great sadness on earth.”
— F. Dostoevsky, Crime and Punishment
”The pleasure lies not in discovering truth, but in searching for it.”
― Leo Tolstoy, Anna Karenina
“Who are you then?”
“I am part of that power which eternally wills evil and eternally works good.”
— Goethe, Faust
Pile 2
"In order to know the light, we must first experience the darkness."
— C.G. Jung “The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched, they are felt with the heart.” ― Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince
“A woman may possess the wisdom and chastity of Minerva, and we give no heed to her, if she has a plain face. What folly will not a pair of bright eyes make pardonable? What dullness may not red lips are sweet accents render pleasant? And so, with their usual sense of justice, ladies argue that because a woman is handsome, therefore she is a fool. O ladies, ladies! there are some of you who are neither handsome nor wise.”
― William Makepeace Thackeray, Vanity Fair
“They spoil every romance by trying to make it last for ever.”
— Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
“Here's my advice to you: don't marry until you can tell yourself that you've done all you could, and until you've stopped loving the women you've chosen, until you see her clearly, otherwise you'll be cruelly and irremediably mistaken. Marry when you're old and good for nothing...Otherwise all that's good and lofty in you will be lost.”
— Leo Tolstoy, War and Peace
"Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication"
— Leonardo da Vinci
“Don’t worry about people. People think what you want them to think.”
— Theodore Dreiser, The Financier
Pile 3
“If you want to keep a secret, you must also hide it from yourself.”
— George Orwell, 1984
“To define is to limit.”
— Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
“Everything comes in time to him who knows how to wait.”
— Leo Tolstoy, War and Peace
“The world is a looking-glass, and gives back to every man the reflection of his own face. Frown at it, and it will in turn look sourly upon you; laugh at it and with it, and it is a jolly kind companion; and so let all young persons take their choice.”
― William Makepeace Thackeray, Vanity Fair
“If goodness has causes, it is not goodness; if it has effects, a reward, it is not goodness either. So goodness is outside the chain of cause and effect.”
― Leo Tolstoy, Anna Karenina
“Hardships make or break people.”
— Margaret Mitchell, Gone with the Wind
“Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind; And therefore is wing'd Cupid painted blind.“
— William Shakespeare, A Midsummer Night's Dream
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haikirii · 9 months
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I really like to reflect on how trust for q!Cellbit is something extremely important.
His entire lore revolves around trust relationships, mostly that relationship being broken. It's always about him being cheated on over and over again, even though the people he trusts have reasons to.
In Fuga Impossível, the only thing he asked f!Tazercraft was "Don't break my trust". I mean, we can't judge them because f!Cellbit wasn't the sanest person to have a relationship with inside the jail - considering the events that followed and the consequences like f!Felps killed in a riot, f!Pac having his leg eaten, f!Jvnq murdered, and f!Cellbit abandoned on an island.
However, he still tried to trust in f!Tazercraft. He tried to take a chance, even if you can't see that chance with the best of intentions.
And then imagine in q!Cellbit's view now. Years pass and something happens, and now all you are in a lovely and unique family that takes care of your adopted son who becomes the most important thing in your lives. Now there's q!Forever, your ex-husband - can we consider that fact? - in the middle of the story.
And you betray him .You say horrible things to him. You talk about how you are going to remove Richarlyson, the love of his life, from his life. You destroy the farm he took weeks to build, you become a monster.
You know that it's for the greater good. You know how much this situation that YOU put everyone in is hurting him, how much you betrayed his trust by doing all this.
And yet, you'd have no idea he still had a twinge of confidence that it was all a plan.
So, I think in q!Cellbit's shock to discover that q!Forever still trusted him after all that.
Something that has always been so important in his life, that was taken away from him several times, becomes so essential in a relationship to the point that even if he became a monster, that trust still existed.
And after everything was revealed, trust only grew. This got stronger and stronger to the point where just mentioning that he was being blackmailed into doing something and if he told anyone Richarlyson would die, q!Forever changed the subject without hesitation.
q!Forever, the most curious person on the entire island, who has a gossip magazine and spies on everyone, changed the subject without even hesitating so that q!Cellbit would stop telling him that. Because he trusts q!Cellbit SO MUCH, and loves his son SO MUCH, that anything less than that is bullshit.
Same thing with q!Roier. Their entire relationship is based on mutual trust from the beginning. Everything they went through, from the regret arc until now, they could only get through it because they had this unconditional trust.
And at the end of it all, q!Cellbit got what he wanted most in his entire life: people to believe in.
Tradução pt-br
Gosto muito de refletir como confiança para o q!Cellbit é algo extremamente importante.
Toda a sua lore gira em torno de relações de confiança, principalmente essa relação sendo quebrada. É sempre sobre ele ser traído várias vezes repetidamente, mesmo que as pessoas as quais ele confia tenham motivos para isso.
Em Fuga Impossível, a única coisa que ele pediu para os moços foi "Não quebrem a minha confiança". Quero dizer, não podemos julgá-los pois f!Cellbit não era a pessoa mais sã de se ter uma relação dentro da cadeia - considerando nos fatos que se sucederam e nas consequências de um f!Felps morto em uma rebelião, f!Pac tendo sua perna comida, f!Jvnq assassinado e f!Cellbit abandonado em uma ilha.
Porém, ainda assim ele tentou confiar nos moços. Ele tentou dar uma chance, mesmo que você não possa ver essa chance com a melhores das intenções.
E então imagine na visão de q!Cellbit agora. Anos se passam e algo acontece, e agora vocês são uma família amorosa e única que cuida de seu filho adotado que se torna a coisa mais importante de suas vidas. Agora tem q!Forever, seu ex-marido - será que podemos considerar esse fato? - no meio da história.
E você trai ele. Você fala coisas horríveis pra ele. Você fala como você vai tirar o Richarlyson, o amor da vida dele, de sua vida. Você destrói a farm que ele levou semanas pra montar, você vira um monstro.
Você sabe que é por um bem maior. Você sabe o quanto essa situação que VOCÊ colocou a todos está machucando ele, o quanto você traiu a confiança dele fazendo tudo isso.
E, mesmo assim, você nem imagina que ele ainda tinha uma pontada de confiança de que era tudo um plano.
Então, eu penso no choque de q!Cellbit ao saber que q!Forever ainda confiava nele depois de tudo isso. Algo que sempre foi tão importante em sua vida, que foi lhe tirada várias vezes, se torna tão essencial em uma relação ao ponto de mesmo que ele tenha se tornado um monstro, ainda assim aquela confiança ainda existia.
E depois de tudo revelado, a confiança só cresceu. Ela se fortaleceu cada vez mais ao ponto de só de mencionar que ele estava sendo ameaçado a fazer algo e se contasse para alguém Richarlyson morreria, q!Forever mudou de assunto sem pestanejar.
q!Forever, o maior curioso da ilha inteira, que tem uma revista de fofoca e espiona a todos, mudou de assunto sem nem hesitar para que q!Cellbit parasse de contar aquilo. Porque ele confia TANTO no q!Cellbit e ama TANTO o seu filho, que qualquer coisa abaixo disso é besteira.
A mesma coisa com q!Roier. Toda a relação deles é baseada em confiança mútua, desde o início. Tudo o que eles passaram, desde o arco regret até agora, eles só puderam superar porque eles tinham essa confiança incondicional.
E no final de tudo, q!Cellbit conseguiu o que ele mais queria em toda sua vida: pessoas ao qual acreditar.
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homocrafting · 11 months
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turns out whatever instinct in me makes me want to make tma aus is unstoppable and all consuming. so here's qsmp tma au focused on the brazillians:
cellbit- he HAS to be the archivist ok this man is so eye aligned it's not even funny. HOWEVER because qcellbit and fcell are the same person, Events happened to him before he became the Archivist, ala from the archives grian. local paranormal enthusiast finds dead half eaten bodies, gets arrested for it (he SWEARS he didn't eat those people), goes to prison for 10 years, goes nuts (becomes F!Cell), kills himself in the island, wakes up in his room and Felps tells him "bro you disappeared for 10 days are you ok" and he's just like. What.
Worth mentioning that he fucking speedruns the archives. also known as the qsmp. Cucurucho, who is kind of like elias but a bit less (I inagine the Host would be elias, wjoever they are), thinks "wooo new archivist I wonder how long it'll take them to find out abt the horrors" and then cellbit shows up 3 days later running on 2 hours of sleep and 20 mugs of coffee with a consipracy board connecting a bunch of statements and theorizing about entities
ALSO the web is around him like all the time. if you pay attention there's at least 2 spiders near him at all times, usually hidden because he squishes them when he sees them. he's tangled in the web of lies that is the plot I'm making for this au and his ass is NOT beating it
Felps- Stranger type of guy who doesn't even know and takes like. a year to realise something's up with him. don't worry abt it ok I don't know why he's stranger-y to me either. it's the vibes just trust me
Mike- ok so. I am Very unsure for pac and mike, PLUS I've not seen herobrine a lenda, which means I don't know all their backstory, BUT I'm thinking Lonely for Mike, so far? he kind of distances himself from everyone after richas dies with him, so far is the only person I've not seen much gay happenings happen to, tends to disappear to fuckall nowhere apparently, as one does. also the fact that, back in prison, he seemed to have the most difficulty connecting with others.
also, the Desolation hates him personally. he doesn't know why. his house has burnt down thrice. he gets burnt by the littlest things for no reason. he's banned from the kitchen. an avatar of the desolation tried to kill him once. he watched his own son die in front of him. this is based on nothing from qsmp or anything I've seen Mike do I just think it's funny
Pac- I can only think of Vast and Spiral for him tee bee eich. Leaning heavily towards the Vast because, you know. gestures to the giant hide and seek maps, and also O RAIO, even though I have 0 context for that. he just... he explores the world and made giant hole (yeah yeah holes are the buried but consider: it's big.). it's his "I can show you the world" vibes. again dude just trust me
note abt tazercraft: both of them are very, very touched by the Spiral. reason? Chume Labs
Forever- I'm thinking either the Buried (mostly the digging aspect- he's destroyed a whole mountain and dug up and entire desert), or the Hunt (his intense hunt for Phil's love, the insane grinding that could be seen as hunting for resources, the werewolf hc my beloved). Leaning more towards the Hunt bc dogboyyyyy
The plot I have in mind is very different from the tma plot, but I'm not sure of everything yet, so for now you get this little bpnus :)
[CLICK]
[Cellbit]
We've been back from the Adoption Center for about a day now. Not a timely update, but things happened, and, well.
We found... we found a weird... creature. It- he? Acts human, although he can't talk. He communicates with us through a little notebook, and overall acts incredibly childish. He sure looks like a child. One with- with some material akin to... to egg shells as skin. He has hair, despite apparently being all... eggy. It's black and curly, covers his face. He doesn't like it when we try to move it away from there, but we're working on a safe way to see what's under there.
He seems not to know where he came from, but I know he's lying. It's- there's no way he doesn't, not with what he said, I don't care if Pac and Mike or, hell, Felps believes him, He called us fucking- he called us dads! That's the first fucking thing he said! It has to be some kind of trap, some kind of spy, I don't know yet but when I find out I'm going to fucking-
Shit. That wasn't too professional. Alright, where were we.
We brought him to the Institute. Forever and I weren't thrilled about the idea, but it was 3 against 2. I can't believe Felps would- I get Pac and Mike, there's something wrong with them I'm sure of it, but Felps? I underestimated his braincells. What am I talking about, he doesn't have any.
(Soft chuckle)
We, we named him Richarlyson, he seemed to like it. We asked his name first, but all he did was draw a- (Snort) a stick figure shrugging.
The only clothes he has are a singular oversized Brazil shirt. The moços and Felps want to go buy him clothes.
I don't know how they'll justify the kid having, I don't know, pure white hard skin, but they said not to worry about it, so I guess I won't! I won't. I fucking won't.
... I'm gonna follow them tomorrow. Just to be safe.
That's all for today, I'm gonna go- I'm going to check some statements, see if there's anything even remotely related to this.
This is Cellbit, Head Archivist of the QSMP, which I still don't known what stands for by the way, signing off.
[CLICK]
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tarotwithlove · 3 months
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PICK A CARD ⋆ meeting your fictional others family for the first time
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reminder that this is a general reading and messages found here may not apply to everyone. take what resonates, leave what doesn't, and don't force anything if it does not fit.
BOOK A READING WITH ME · BOOK A 2024 YEAR AHEAD READING WITH ME (GENERAL OR NSFW) · LINKTREE · 18+ PATREON · TIPS ♡ tips, bookings, and feedback are highly appreciated!
GROUP ONE
cards · ten of boons, seven of challenges, ten of challenges, the forest lord, keeper of boons,  nine of visions, the youth fool: live fearlessly.
channelled songs · kill bill by sza. something in common by bobby brown & whitney houston. blaze by rolling quartz. dog days are over by florence + the machine. 
hey there group one ♡ the first time you meet your fictional other’s family will be a strange one to say the least. everything will start off fine and normal, only to suddenly take a sudden turn. not a turn that is particularly for the worst, but, rather, more for the uncanny. 
this is especially true if you are asking about someone from a horror movie or horror game. two things in particular are coming to mind here: one, five nights at freddy's, and, two, the movie 'ready or not' where, on the night of her wedding, a woman gets hunted down by her new husband's family. of course this does not have to be who you are or what you are asking about, but this is the vibe around the first meeting between you and your fictional other's family. 
while some of you may be in this direct situation where mid-way through this meeting you have to fight for your life against some outside or supernatural force, for others of you it may be more that your fictional other's family are survivalists. so rather than a traditional meeting, such as having a lunch or dinner, this first meeting will be active. on the go. one where you are caught up in a game of chase or paintball, or something similar where hunting and survival are involved. something where a winner will be crowned. 
you will be teamed up with another member of your f/o's family (a mother or mother figure in particular) and impress them with your skills, plans, and ideas. regardless of who wins, by the end of the game -- by the time you and your fictional other leave -- you and your f/o's family are locked in. it's as if you've known each other forever; as if you're a part of the family already. 
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GROUP TWO
cards · the huntsman, the council of animals, eight of boons, eight of challenges, the green mother, keeper of visions, the forget fool: let it go. 
channelled songs · i'm your man by mitski. best life by cardi b & chance the rapper. girls against god by florence + the machine. gao shan liu shui by li jia xiang. 
hey there group two ♡ your fictional other’s family may be large, with a lot of people as well as a lot of pets and/or animals. you may be asking about a character from a book, manga, or comic. a fantasy book in particular, as one piece, nimona, and the night circus are two things that come to mind. this is someone who is stoic or, rather, fairly reserved. someone who is romantic, even though they do not seem like it. they may not show their true selves to others, choosing, rather, to play into a role or into people’s preconceived notions. 
the first meeting with your fictional other’s family may take place at a circus, fair, or amusement park. though a circus seems most likely. 
your fictional other's family may be a bit cult-like. this family, and your fictional other themselves even if only to an extent, may be a bit creepy or eery. but this is more only at first appearances or on a surface level -- especially as i am hearing the words, "appearances can be deceiving." because of this, you may at first feel deeply scared or uncomfortable, only for their family members to smile, laugh, or gather around you with cheers and exclamations, successfully breaking any fear and tension that you may be feeling. 
they are almost too nice from this very first meeting, with many members of your fictional other’s family already talking about marriage and future gatherings; making plans for far, far, far into the future again. you may be a bit overwhelmed by all of this, and may want to never see your f/o’s family again. at least for a few more weeks or months. 
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GROUP THREE
cards · the wisewoman, the huntsman, the oldest one, four of boons, five of boons, seeker of spells, the trickster: get real. 
channelled songs · 2 baddies by nct 127. wise man by frank ocean. geyser by mitski. crazy in love by beyoncé & jay-z. 
hey there group three ♡ your fictional other is likely not a romantic one, but more a friend or otherwise platonic fictional other. when you meet their parents for the first time, you may immediately go, “oh. i want you.” very big milf/dilf energy that leaves you incredibly shy and flustered -- which may be different from how you usually act, and from how people you’re attracted to usually make you act. 
your fictional other’s parents are somewhat of a power couple. they are incredibly attractive to you, for sure, almost unnaturally so. a kind of attractiveness you have never seen before. i get the feeling that you’re asking about a royal family, or about someone who comes from royalty. i’m thinking of she-ra and iron man (funnily enough) so that could be significant to who or what you are asking about. or we could just be looking at a powerful, popular figure with powerful, popular parents. 
while i do not think this f/o is a romantic one, for those of you in a romantic relationship with this fictional other, when you meet your f/o’s family you may find yourself thinking that you’ve gotten a raw deal. you may even consider leaving your f/o and disconnecting yourself from them and their family because of how complicated your feelings are now -- but this is later down the line and not so much upon the first meeting, and more so if this is a romantic fictional other.
if your fictional other is your friend, things are far less complicated. 
during this first meeting, you may be awed by your f/o's parents. by their charm. by their sexiness. by their devotion to each other. you want to be with them, and to be a part of what they have. they will flirt with you a lot, though you may not realise it. and you may not realise it because it can be seen as something you can just brush off -- think of feeding you a taster while looking at you with a desire filled look that you miss, or a touch on the shoulder that you don't register, or a comment about how cute you are that you don't think counts as flirting. 
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GROUP FOUR
cards · the hermit, weaver of boons, seven of challenges, nine of boons, child of boons, weaver of visions, the sentimental fool: make life happen now. 
channelled songs · cough it out by the front bottoms. reason by kai. xo by beyoncé. any way the wind blows by eva noblezada. 
hey there group four ♡ the first meeting with your fictional other’s family will be so cozy and comfortable. there is such a feeling of safety here, almost nostalgic, reminding you of childhoods roasting marshmallows around a fire or lighting sparklers on a new years night. 
you immediately feel invited into their home, as if they never for a moment since hearing about you considered you anything other than a part of their family.
there is such a warm, earthy feeling here. think of the shire from the lord of the rings, a hobbit hole. though i am also thinking of darren shan and the darren shan universe. so either of these may be significant to who or what you’re asking about, though this may not be for everyone. 
your fictional other's family will invite you into their home. they will cook and bake for you. they will share family recipes with you and you may, in turn, share a family recipe with them. i initially wanted to say that you'll do "anything to get closer to them," but that seems like a purposeful act when what happens is a very natural bonding; a natural response to the love and kindness you receive. 
after you eat, you’ll sit in front of a fireplace with hot drinks and talk, play games, or watch movies. again, it’s so warm and cozy. so homely. 
it may be like this because it’s around christmas or around an equivalent in-universe holiday -- something where gathering with family and spending time with family is important, which is an intentional decision by your f/o’s family to further send this message to you that you are a part of their family. 
your f/o’s family will compliment you a lot. you will feel loved and welcomed immediately.
you will feel at home. 
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hepbaestus · 4 months
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All the graffiti in Pac's base minus Empanada's as of 11/10/24
If I got any of the Portuguese translations wrong, please tell me!
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[Start ID: Eleven screenshots of graffiti on white concrete bricks in Chume Labs (Pac's base) on the QSMP Minecraft server in different styles;
A brown bubble style graffiti that says 'Fit' with a trident across the 'T' and white indecipherable text above the 'F' that says 'bald is beautiful'
A sharp white clustered graffiti style that says 'Cellbit' and a vibrant red to dark blue gradient graffiti style that says 'Roier' on the same white concrete block
A uniform maroon graffiti text that says 'Felps' with the emoticon of a face underneath it
A blue classic graffiti style with a black shadow behind the Portuguese word for Squirrels 'Esquiletes' and a chicken scrawl graffiti style that says 'Caw Caw' these refer to the teams that Pactw and MiketheLink were in for the second Purgatory event (Pac in Squirrels and Mike in Crows)
A full white graffiti that says 'Slender Pelado' with a white egg behind the text, this is in reference to the white slender man haunting MiketheLink
A pink and white graffiti that says 'Tina'
A bubble style graffiti that says 'Ramon' with a cog as the letter 'O' and a moustache as the line connecting the two sides of the letter 'A', there is also a minecraft meathead (A red zombie head with four tendrils) on the top of the letter 'R'
A pink and purple graffiti that says 'Bagi'
A predominantly yellow with green splotches graffiti which says 'Richas', the letter 'C' is replaced with Pacman and there is decipherable text above the 'H' which in Portuguese says 'ovo bolola' which translates to 'ball shaped egg' and three blue bumps above that
A white with blue backdrop graffiti that says 'Bobby' with a halo over the first 'B'
A blue and green graffiti style that says 'Pac e Mike' with 'Pac e' being green with a blue shadow and 'Mike' being blue with a green shadow. This translates to Pac and Mike /EndID
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