This week has been a little weird, which is why I haven't been posting my nonsense to you girls. (sorry)
Things happened at the gathering that created an inexplicable closeness between the two of us. I thought that maybe our relationship reached a level and maybe he will get closer to me after that.
But then this week came. I felt a distance between the two of us, we greeted each other in the corridor, but I missed the special attention that I always received from him.
He was more distant and reserved all week and I was very sad about it.
Did I screw something up?? Why does he always back away when we get closer emotionally?? What should I do?
We've been watching each other from a distance all week, and he's kept eye contact with me several times, but I can't tell what's on his mind. I saw both sadness and frustration in his beautiful eyes.
However, in messages, (as you saw I posted), he sometimes flirted with me a little and there I feel a little closer, but now it's so strange there too, I don't know what's going on between the two of us.
But I miss him a lot and this week was suffering that he didn't care about me so much. I would like to write to him that I miss him.
But I don't know what we are to each other anymore.
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