#finally a nice anon ask

[choccy-milky]

just the wedding pic bc i rly like it🥹💖

[destiel-wings]

Could you tell me what happens to Dean in The Winchesters?I watched SPN up to episode s15ep18 and gave up watching the end because I was so angry with what they did to Cas and what Dean had become, a big idiot.But I watched the end today and it made me curious about the future, even though I hated the end and Jack never saw Sam again and Sam didn't know Cas was alive.

Hi!

*SPOILERS AHEAD*

So, basically the Winchesters is set somewhere during Dean's drive in Heaven, before he gets to the bridge to greet Sam. After meeting Bobby he gets into his car and has a little detour, a trip in the multiverse to take a peek and see if there was one universe where his parents were/could be happy and things might've gone differently for all of them. So he drives there and changes some things when he gives a letter to his young father, who had just been back from the war and was starting to face some of his inner demons (PTSD), and that letter leads him to meet Mary. I don't remember exactly how and how much this changes things from what supposedly happened in "our" universe, but the vibe that it creates in the Winchesters is very much cozy and nice. Like, John meets Mary, but also Carlos and Latika, whom he befriends and they form a scooby-gang kind of group. He also has a close positive relationship with his own mother Millie Winchester, so basically he doesn't resemble much (or at all) the John Winchester that we got to know in Supernatural (not yet at least - although there are hints at how me might become).

But anyway, power of friendship aside, Dean basically only appears in the pilot and in the season finale, and that's where his character shines and the story of how this show entangles in the SPN universe is explained, so I would encourage you to watch that one episode if you're curious. Bobby and Jack appear there too, to help and then urge him to get back where he belongs (if I'm not mistaken) and so he greets his family (without telling them who he is) and gets back to heaven with the two of them.

What i love about all this is it demonstrates clearly that Dean didn't just take one long drive from the Roadhouse to the bridge to meet Sam *and bye bye greetings from the cast* --Stuff has happened during that long drive: he detoured to do a freaking trip into the multiverse to see if there was one version of his family where they could have it all differently, where his father didn't grow up to become a hard revenge-driven homophobe (last part never canonly confirmed but heavily implied), where he could maybe grow up with two happy parents (we can see John trying to meditate here to face his ptsd and latent darkness issues), where they could all have a future. The future that he was denied in our version of the story.

What i love about this Dean is how sad and mature he seems, but not sad as in depressed -mind me-, sad as in finally aware.

And i know that's unconfirmed of course and it's all just up to interpretation based on Jensen's incredible acting, but i feel like he conveys a Dean in heaven that seems to know and possibly accept more about himself. He just has a look on his face, I can't explain it, but that's how i see it (I've made posts about all this).

And also if he did this detour, who's to say he didn't do other ones?? Who's to say he didn't go look for Cas too, before he finally went to that bridge???

So basically what I love about The Winchesters is how it took that tiny bit of story (Dean's drive) and made it breathe, opening the story to a whole wide range of possibilities that are (yes, again) up to imagination, but at least now supported by canonical proof. It couldn't change Supernatural's ending, of course, but it did make it, in my personal opinion, just one tiny bit more tolerable. And that's saying a lot, given how shitty it was.

[somerandomdudelmao]

this is so bad that people are asking you when your comic updates are so they can sleep.

Yall really SHOULDN'T do that, its messed up, im just speaking from my standpoint but hearing stuff like that i wouldn't even Want to update anymore or announce wips or anything with all this "when is it coming out? can i sleep? can i do this? is it coming out soon?" i mean asking for WIPS of the comic seems fine but asking when its coming out bc its affecting you is wild. and not good. imagine what type of stress that is on a person to know that people arent taking care of themselves until the comic comes out.

idk it feels like some of yall dont know how to act. this comic is a passion project if anything. it just seems. so unhealthy and offputting to deal with this from an audience. idk.

:т

[princema-k]

Request for a Dimitri maybe? Love your art <3

thank u lots!!! he liked ur joke :)

[mintedwitcher]

So recently I've been thinking about what my ideal ending for Buck would be. The others in the main cast have stories that have clear endings for the most part (Chim and Maddie with their growing family and the heavily implied Chim becoming Captain thing and continued HenRen domestic life), even Eddie and fixing his relationship with Chris (and then maybe hopefully taking the time to assess himself and go back to therapy again because mental healthy people probably don't have minor religious crises when learning their then-girlfriend was a nun in training and simultaneously have an extended emotional affair with their dead wife's doppelganger), but Buck's story is so up in the air. Like they really don't seem to know what they want to do with his character besides make him suffer and a lot of times its not even by the results of his actions ??? The truck bombing was aimed at Bobby, the tsunami was a natural disaster, the whole blood clot thing, oh you were a 'my sisters keeper' baby and that's why your parents were distant and emotionally abusive, everything with Maddie (none of which was also her fault I am not blaming her for Doug or the PPD), BOBBY DYING and him loosing his actual father figure!!! The big Buck driven plot points have been the lawsuit and him learning he's bi and coming out, and I'm sure other things but those are the big two at least and my brain is not fully on line yet. He's such a good character and I want him to have a story that's good without the bad things happen to Buck for plot reasons guys dont question it we are good writers this is a good show guys, yknow.

I've gone off the rails. I just don't know where they're planning on going with Buck's story and idk I kinda want the series finale to be a parallel to Red with his house full of memories and maybe they play up the whole him reminiscing to some young person and we think "oh no poor Buck is alone and his worst fears came true" but instead we learn its Jee's kid hanging out with their cool great uncle (or his own kid/grandchild) before some kind of party and it pans out and his home is happy and full of love and the people he cares about and a dog because he deserves a dog. I also don't know if I want him to end up with a woman, which feels weird to say because he is bi so he could still end up with a woman but I feel like terrible internet people would use an endgame hetero marriage as some kind of gotcha he was straight all along and the Tommy of it all was just pandering to the woke mob or something stupid like that. Also the main cast is already large enough I don't know if adding a whole new character would be worth it, I'm not sure what they would need to do to make me like another SO of Buck's. I'm sure it could happen but I can't imagine what it would be like. God this got long. Really, I don't think he needs to be in a relationship for his story to be complete, but this is television and shows and movies seem to think a fulfilling life you need to have a romantic partner.

TLDR I want Buck to be happy and that's literally it but this show seems hellbent on making the man miserable.

nonnie I love you, and I agree with you SO MUCH about all the terrible things they've done with Buck over the course of the show.

here's my ideal ending: (wow this got SUPER long im so sorry) (putting this under a cut because WOW)

(for context, I would want this to be the final episode of the show.)

almost the entire episode takes place outside of work, and it's been 5-10 years since the "last" episode.

we see Buck out at a park. he's got a dog, he's on the phone, and we hear that he's talking to Maddie. he's talking about how awful the traffic is and how bad the parking situation is, how it was taking forever to find a parking space so he just got out with the dog to secure a bench. the conversation is entirely one sided, so we don't hear Maddie's responses, but we see Buck light up with joy. the shot pans out, and there's the 118, set up at a bench already with their various kids and extended families, and there's balloons and a banner that says "congrats", and everyone's thrilled to see him. they all yell out "surprise!"

the park party continues, and in the background we see a man approaching with a stroller. the shot clears, and it's Tommy. this is how we learn that Buck and Tommy are married, when we see their matching rings. Buck scoops up the baby from the stroller, and Tommy makes a joke about how he's "just chopped liver to this kid," and "clearly Evan is the favourite." Buck reassures him that Tommy's still his favourite. the 118 groan at their sappiness but it's clear they're all really happy for him.

after the party, we get to follow the others for a while.

Maddie and Chim are considering hiring a contractor to build an addition to their house so they'll have a spare nursery for Buck's baby - this is how we learn that Buck and Tommy had been trying to become parents for a few years by this point - and decide to talk to Athena about it, since she still has all of the contacts who worked on her and Bobby's house way back when.

over with Hen and Karen, they're packing down Denny's bedroom in preparation for him to head to college (or move out, depending on how big the time jump has been). we learn that they're still fostering, but that the emotional toll is starting to wear on them, and they discuss whether it's smart to keep going, and their feelings about stopping. Hen broaches the idea of working with a youth shelter instead, and Karen, always a step ahead because she's brilliant, pulls up the list of shelters on her phone that she's had bookmarked for months, places that are in need of volunteers and resources. we leave their scene on a hopeful note.

over to Eddie and Chris, and they've moved house. we see them in the back garden, sitting by an ofrenda, where we see photographs of Abuela, Pepa, and Shannon set up. Eddie is teaching Chris about their culture, about the importance of remembrance and why their traditions matter. the back door to their house opens, and a woman walks outside to join them. this woman is Eddie's fiance. I have no concrete thoughts on who she should be, only that she's a good match for Eddie and that she loves Chris like her own. maybe she's Latina too, maybe she's not, I don't know. but she comes outside and reminds Eddie that he's going to be late for his therapy appointment if he doesn't move quick, and asks Chris if he needs a ride to his love interest's house for their Big Date (Chris is meeting his LI's parents for the first time that night). there's some light-hearted joking from Eddie about how his "little boy is growing up" at that part. Chris says his partner is picking him up, "but thanks, Mom." there's some very sentimental music as Eddie and his fiance lock eyes, with the picture of Shannon out-of-focus in the background, before Chris's words are acknowledged happily.

we move on, and we're back with Buck and Tommy at their house.

the first thing we notice is that their house is full of photos. friends, family, everyone that matters to the two of them are scattered around the house. there's a framed wedding photo on the mantel, with the baby's sonogram, hand/foot prints, and newborn photoshoot pictures framed around it. Buck and Tommy are on the couch, with the baby in a bassinet nearby, and a plain white box on the coffee table. the box, Buck explains to a perplexed Tommy, will be their child's Baby Box. he's got a craft supply box sitting next to it, and explains that it's a Necessary Part of crafting a baby box, to decorate it together. Tommy knows about the Buckley Baby Box Drama by now, so he doesn't argue, and he doesn't comment on the way Buck tears up when he very carefully paints the baby's name on the lid, taking the whole thing as seriously as he would a rescue mission. once the box is done, they talk for a while, and we learn snippets of their life in the interim: we learn that Tommy chose to take a promotion on the ground, better pay and a safer career path than helicopter rescues. we learn that one of Athena's kids are starting their probie year at the 118 soon. we learn that Buck did take a sabbatical from the 118 after Bobby's death, and that it was "the best choice he ever made." just, lots of little things mentioned in passing, and then Buck tells Tommy about Red, and how he'd been so afraid that he would turn out just like him in the end, and how glad he is that he didn't, and how sorry he still feels that Red did.

then, the last few scenes take place inside the firehouse.

everyone's there, eating at the table. family dinners have been reinstated. the head chair at the table remains empty. Buck cooked, so Eddie and Ravi are on cleanup duty. Hen and Chim slip away, and Buck wanders off. we follow him to the captain's office, but we don't see any name tag on the door or desk. inside, Chim is sitting in the desk chair, leaning back, hands behind his head. he cracks a joke about Buck needing to "get back to work".

Buck laughs. then he says, "okay, smartass, get out of my chair, I've got reports to fill out. unless you want to do those for me?"

and Chim jumps up and says "no thank you, I'd rather chug antiseptic."

Buck shoos him out of the office and moves to sit at the desk, turning around a nameplate as he goes. the nameplate says Captain Evan Buckley, and when the camera pans back out of the office, we see the same thing on the door.

the very last shot of the episode is the new 118 probie walking in through the app bay doors and, when stopped, asking for Captain Buckley.

full circle moment.

[altocat]

Seph, you wanna go stargazing? I got my telescope >:3c

[Sephiroth innocently follows you like a lost, overgrown duckling. He drops literally everything he's doing because lol hey stars are cool]

[arttsuka]

I feel like a lot of Skyrim characters would look cool in your style, specifically the Khajits and Clavicus Vile. You don't have to draw them tho if you're not up to it, I just wanted to pitch the idea. Btw, Johan and Peewit were literally perfect in your style, I love them 🫶

I didn't know Skyrim had furries

Also I couldn't find proper references? I freestyle them (I mean one species was like, furry felines and the other guy was a statue)

Johan and Peewit here

[norrapinto]

How is Franco so pretty 😭 I just wanna run my hands along his face, his eyebrows, through his hair…everywhere…

You're so real Anon 😭😭 I'm shocked every time I see a new picture/video of him and he's the prettiest boy I've ever seen, like where does he come from, howwww have I never heard of him before f1?? That's an insane face card and side profile.... Incredible how he can switch from pretty to handsome so easily as well.

(also love how you mentioned his eyebrows because they're sooo pretty and expressive, I love them as well)

[sunseed-fandump]

what if wizard cackled in front of strawberry and gingerbrave and they thought it was shadow milk again

Anon, I’ve been wanting to write that scenario since I first drew that Post-Devil’s Encore Wizard sheet… And now I’m giving into temptation. So here, have a lil something.

Warning: Slight Spoilers for Devil's Encore and Wizard having a panic attack.

[necrotic-nephilim]

Sorry if this might be a rude question but why don’t you just make a seperate account for your nsfw fics?

not rude, it's a valid question! tbh it's a combination of a couple reasons.

i started posting anonymous dead dove batcest fics long before i had the balls to make a tumblr. at first i was content to just leave them unassociated with each other because i didn't really care about them being tied to me. i made this blog to actually show solidarity to my partner who wanted to make a sideblog for Sandman comic stuff so we could cheerlead each other and be brave together, since i've wanted to make a batcest sideblog but i've been nervous about actually having to get it going. (mal ik you're reading this go be brave and actually make your blog so i can cheerlead you damnit-) only did it dawn on me then that i should probably mention the fics i've written on the blog after like, three of them were posted anonymously. and it would've annoyed me to have half of them anonymous and half of them not, because notifications for them would've gone in different places. i could go back and take my fics off anon if i wanted to, but i can't switch the account they're on without taking them down entirely and that'd fuck over people who have them bookmarked already.

which, ties into my second reason, if i made an entire second ao3 account it'd be harder for me to see notifications, reply to stuff, and post things for both accounts because i'd have to constantly switch. and honestly i'd be terrified of accidentally posting on the wrong one on a brain fog day. posting fics is always the most tedious part of writing them for me lol. it's easier for me to stay logged into one account and have all of my stuff in one place for me and just use the anonymous collection when i feel like it. if ao3 pseuds worked like tumblr blogs, where you can't see all my side blogs but i can, i would've used pseuds, but since you can see all pseuds on an ao3, i felt it was a moot point.

and the last reason is i just feel more comfortable being anonymous on ao3 because of the rise in anti culture. on tumblr it's very easy for me to just filter that out and find the people i want to follow and block the people i don't. i don't mind getting hate, on tumblr or on ao3. but i think, for whatever reason you want to blame it on, there's been a massive boom of antis on ao3 who are very entitled about how they read on ao3. i tag extensively, but i just feel safer from getting targeted attacks if everything i write on ao3 isn't attached to one profile. if people like a fic i wrote, want to find more i always link my tumblr in the notes, but if an anti wants to get huffy with me, they can't easily track down my other things. they definitely could if they wanted to, but being anonymous on ao3 just makes me feel more secluded, in a weird way. it's like saying "if you want you can come find me but on here i'm just a weird faceless guy throwing stuff in the void". i've used ao3's anon feature a lot, actually, i used to be a hydra trash party dumpster kid back when that was in it's prime.

i also used to be vaguely popular on a different tumblr blog and my main ao3 and while i think it'd definitely be cool if i got a decent chunk of followers on this blog too, i don't really miss having fanfiction do so well i got targetted hate on all of my fics from the same people, i had my fics stolen, etc. it was really exhausting for me. i have 120+ works on ao3, not counting what's anonymous, and that level of exposure tires me, even when i use my main ao3 to post things that aren't trashy. it's just a weird feeling knowing so many people are subscribed to you on ao3 and what if you post something they won't like because you jumped fandoms again, or you're posting something niche, or you don't think it fills enough fandom tropes to be well-liked. i used to obsessively think like that, and it made me not write the things i wanted to because i cared about numbers. and i don't want to slide back into that hole. writing on anonymous is mostly to remind myself i wrote this for me, and if other people like it, they can come find me, but i don't have to perform like that anymore. if i get a really weird fucked up idea, i can write the really weird fucked up idea. at the end of the day, just makes me more comfortable! but i get it's a super confusing set up from an outsider perspective so, i really don't mind the question, thank you for asking!!

[shkika]

i've been curious about how iterators in your interpretation ascend exactly, since they seem to be unable to get off the string!

is the process more metaphorical/spiritual in nature? or is it entirely physical?

also!! i really really love your art and interpretations tee hee pleading face emoji

This is a pretty good prompt to talk about how I think ascension works! I'm gonna try to be thorough even if some information may seem basic! To me ascension feels like it's meant to be spiritual.

DETAILED EXPLANATION OF UH...

1. Ancients and ascension throughout time.

2 . Iterators and ascension

3. What Saint is and how he works.

I think some people may not realize the concept of leaving the world behind was a thing before the void fluid revolution, before our ancients discovered the ruins of the race that came before them that led to the void sea. Those were the times of those gravel eating monks.

I think ascension is supposed to be a process experienced by old creatures. It works by abandoning all your earthly desires after having been through the cycles again and again. So as you detach yourself from the world eventually.. leaving it behind and ending the samsara.

It became something worth working towards. If you didn't guide your soul to spiritual relief... you'd get stuck in the cycles. Which was painful and scary.

When the void revolution came and a much easier and faster solution was found, of course they took it. It was an answer to getting stuck, finally they would have a guaranteed method of escaping the cycles.

Turns out you can't cheat yourself out of the cycle.. if you are attached to the world too strongly, you become an echo. Which made rumors spread.

So we need another solution. Another effortless way to escape. And so iterators were made! They were designed with a few things in mind . They would be a constant in any cycle, they can't escape.. they can't ascend.. they can't die. Their taboos would make sure they don't try anything themselves and they tough bodies keep them from completely losing function.

This way they could work basically forever on the great problem.

Alright here we go!! The question! How do iterators ascend then. They shouldn't be able to, they weren't meant to do that on their own, but one allegedly managed.

Well a GOOD hint imo is Moon's dialogue in the Saint campaign.

By this we can guess there is a solution. But it is one right answer among infinite faulty ones. And it's completely indistinguishable or was there a way to safely test it.

Once you discover it and you execute it. You're a goner.

Kind of.. how it happened with Sliver of Straw..

Kind of how Saint's ascension works too.

Sliver basically was the only iterator EVER who accidentally stumbled on it and executed the task. And ascended herself before she could do anything more than send the triple affirmative signal.

And that was it. It probably happened completely out of nowhere in a flash. And she was gone.

This is also a reason why I think she is saint. The way Saint ascends creatures is... by just giving them the solution she discovered. The moment they know it, they end up in the void.

Saint is the only one who can do this. The only one that came back.

OH also quick note.. I love how Pebbles and Moon do not understand what Saint is, unless they discuss him together. Very underrated part of the game's writing. Anyway.

Saint's purpose is to continue their endless cycle to save others. Pebbles says that by definition no one who knows the answer can venture outside.. except Saint. It's why Moon tells him to wake up.

He's the only one that can.

[percabeth4life]

hc: everytime percy almost dies or miraculously recovers right before death or sees the god or survives smth that wouldve killed anyone else, he makes an offering to Thanatos basically going "sorry if i messed up your schedule again, hope you have a great day, am happily awating when you can actually collect me, bye!<3"

Thanatos considers them good friends, says it once in front of Hades, Persephone&Demeter(&through an amazing game of telephone, Poseidon gets told his Son is "making good friends with death" and Poseidon takes that to mean Percy is (1) almost dyinf even ore frequently than usual or (2) they are sarcastic and he is sassing thanatos&he(Than) does nOT appreciate it

Lmao, Poseidon is panicking, Thanatos when rescued in SON is just like "<3 bestie! How nice to see you <3 You doing good? How am I doing? Yeah just trapped here"

Percy does not realize Thanatos considers them good friends and is just confuzzled. He's happy Thanatos seems to think he's chill tho.

[drusies]

I think the point Jules Bongjoonheaux was trying to make was that the person was interested in one kind of taboo, but was afraid of judgement and neutered the story- despite the fact there was already an unhealthy power dynamic in place. so the hypothetical person was so hellbent on avoiding being "problematic" they changed one part of the story in a strangely specific way without getting rid of the actual "problematic" part- the power dynamic. so it's a humorous critique of people neutering their kink work to avoid something that the kink is centered around- in this case, a dangerous power imbalance- by just slapping a weird disclaimer on and not actually changing anything meaningful.

personally I like the idea you had about changing the dynamic and exploring that, it's super compelling and neat! it just wasn't really the point I think was being made in the original post. kink & kink fiction is really interesting to me so I hope this didn't come off as hate but more of an explanation!! because I can see where your interpretation differed from the intended one.

same anon as last, forgot a (very reasonable!) point you made- I think the person in the hypothetical didn't remove the age gap because they were uncomfortable, but to avoid judgement from others. the taboo is fun for some people- a friend of mine is into teacher/student and likes the dynamic at play, while I'm uncomfortable with the setting and specific power dynamics. if he were to remove the age gap (two adults ofc) or change the setting for my preferences, that wouldn't be cool because he's not writing for me! but me choosing a different setting or writing without the age gap is cool because I'm making that choice for my own comfort. sorry for rambling, I just got super hyped about being able to talk about this sort of thing! have an awesome day whoops sorry re: your latest post! same anon still. 😭 I'm a csa & incest survivor, and ended up with a massive CNC kink because of it, but ageplay and incest kinks trigger me. I was also exposed to extreme kink positivity at a young age, and I know how much it fucks someone up. that said, this is more of a hypothetical- in your ideal world, how would this be handled? personally I think that while sex isn't bad or inherently traumatic, the power dynamic we've built around it and how it's abused is incredibly traumatic and embedded into society. it's a balance that isn't easy to fix and I'm always interested in how different people approach the issue! sorry for all the asks, thanks for putting up with this haha

first of all thank you for reaching out and having a conversation about this! this is the kind of discussion i want to foster when i make public posts about contentious subjects. i'm not striking out at anyone, and i know i am not the only one with strong feelings on the subject, so i am doing my best to be respectful. i thought i was laying myself pretty low with my tone but its clear some feelings were hurt anyway 👼

for context i have seen a number of posts straight up bemoaning safety in kink that made me want to speak up about this one as it crossed my dash in the hours before i was ready to be awake. multiple times in the past months have i seen a post that reads like 'oh i wish we could go back to the good ol' days of fandom before we cared about giving comprehensive content warnings, and the pesky acknowledgment that the things in this fiction are in fact not safe in real life'. as well as that post thats like 'people who write bdsm play between fictional characters arent real sadomasochists, you are jerking off to shadows on a cave wall'.

so none of those things are things that bongjoonheaux said, and i would apologize for their post being the target of my ire that i chose to act upon, because it was emotionally fueled by some other stuff.

but i dont think the hypothetical person theyre making fun of is an issue to anybody. and i think this attitude of belittling people who would concern themselves with if their own actions are "problematic" is a symptom of a society that wants people to commodify themselves an any way possible, including sexuality, if it reinforces the correct ideals. maybe that hypothetical person thats ineffectively censoring themself does exist, but i think the more likely situation is what i described in my response, someone who is probably made uncomfortable by that particular aspect and is, albeit clumsily, catering their work to their own tastes. and i dont think erotica is necessarily the place to moralize, but i do think being conscious of the context in which your art is published is important, and fanfiction/fandom spaces are heavily populated with vulnerable teens and young adults figuring out their sexuality. and if you dont remember doing it yourself, i can tell you, lots of minors lie about their age to quietly (or actively!!) engage with adult content!

i would describe myself as kink positive, i want to be kink positive. but kinksters online seem to have this no true scotsman approach to things, like kink is only stuff thats consensual and good and anything that isnt is decidedly not kink, as if no one has ever utilized kink to abuse or exert control. porn is art and should be respected as an art form, but talking about it critically is taking me out of it and that's not fun. i think this kind of attitude feeds into the idealization of being "no limits". it creates this all or nothing dichotomy, like if you're entering a kink oriented space, you should be ready to accept being exposed to anything. i think this is why people feel the need to label themselves sht like pro/anti. like, i want to be able to criticize call of duty without being dismissed and accused of colluding with concerned mothers against video games. i do believe it is possible to invoke contentious themes for the purpose of titillation without rewarding and reinforcing oppressive ideals!

mostly i just wish people would be less vindictive lol. i dont think this is an issue that will be solved be legislation or having people upload their ids to view porn. but having the consciousness to think about who can access what youre publishing and who it may be shared with is something people should take responsibility for. i think human moderation or a small paywall can do a lot to ensure that sensitive content is only being viewed by those who really want to and really should be seeing that content. i think teens who are discovering themselves should have places where they can safely interact with peers, especially slightly older peers who will educate them with kindness and not judgement, where they wont feel pressured to pick a side so to speak.

so again, apologies to Jules Bongjoonheaux for directing my frustration with a general trend at their post. but i dont think its productive to make fun of content warnings, or the guy whos hamfistedly avoiding his discomfort with age gaps, or the guy whos like "and dont forget to wear a condom 🤗". "i cant believe i have to say this but" i can girl the state of sex education is in shambles!!!!

[frnkiebby]

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he’s so goddamn cute i stg~🎃

(the game)

[raplinenthusiasts]

What do you mean giffing retirement???? Are you leaving again? :(

noooo I don’t think im capable of leaving this site permanently after all those years 😂

I cancelled my photoshop subscription and decided to take break from it (but a long one probably). Giffing stopped being enjoyable for me, felt more like a chore and it was making me stressed out if I wasn’t fast enough or when I saw member that was giffed less I felt I needed to do that but rarely actually managed to do it. Also some comments here and there and overall lack of engagment were quite demotivating for me 😔

but now I can focus on my main reason of being here reblogging and putting silly little comments in the tags of the amazing creators that still put such pretty sets in the bts tags 💛

[plutopri]

1 2 and 3 for Proserpina for the OC asks!

1. TLDR AGEAD OMG Honestly, the original thought was more me just playing with a couple different designs one night...I wanted to make a cute flowery pink princess, and I was heavily under the influence of Utena and Rose of Versailles at the time 🥰

This was the original concept I drew up! I thought she was pretty cute, but I didn't have any particular plans for her... but some stuff happened that sort of made me decide to keep her n3n// if it weren't for all that mess, Proserpina may not exist!

To be honest,I changed her design a few times to appease some outside parties. It was a whole mess, but looking back, I kind of want to revert back to some of my concept choices...like her pink hair most of all. I really wanted to keep that! But cus I wanted to make this other person happy, i decided to try and change her design.

She went through a bunch of adjustments before I decided on a final "look" to please this person, but also myself. But to be honest, I still kinda want to follow my original concept a bit closer. I need to quit worrying so much about what others think, and just draw what makes me happy 🩷 so maybe you'll see a different kind of Pina in the future!

2. To be honest I still believe Pina is a work in progress, I suppose that was sort of answered in the previous question somewhat!

3. Definitely her appearance was what was first considered. I really just wanted to draw a rosey shoujo style princess 👸