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[deluls]

We shall offer ourselves to the holy fire and perform Jauhar! Those who lust for our body, would not even get their hands on our shadows! Our bodies will be reduced to ashes, but our pride and honour will remain immortal.

Padmaavat (2018) dir. Sanjay Leela Bhansali

[one-abuse-survivor]

Oh dang, it really sucks that you have to deal with such an amount of complex and conflicting emotions, and in such a short window of time no less (((( Remember to take it easy and not be hard on yourself during the following days, and know that there is a lot of support and love being sent towards you, even if you don't always see it!

Dissociation anon here, and it would be better if you answered this one quickly because guess who just got like twice more traumatised today? That's right, this bitch:D Essentially today was a boiling point of a lot of toxicity and grievances and now I'm left with the fallout. Some things happened, and my mother and brother got into a gigantic fight during which she kicked him out of the house and disowned him for good,,,, after which I had to sit in a car with her for two hours 🙂✌🏻 Have you ever had to conceal a panic attack from an abuser screaming at you in a i-will-murder-you absolutely off the rails anger issues way, while sitting next to them? Because that was an,,, experience I do not ever want to find myself in ever again, ever. So now I am worried he might kill himself (since he texted me things like 'I want to die" and "I want to kill myself" about half an hour ago) and also have to tiptoe around a pissed off abuser and deal with the rest of the family going what the fuck is going on while my mental health crumbles

The last time I was so affected by a situation was when my brother pointed a gun at me for the first time. Just,,,, I feel so damaged, like something inside me got permanently shattered after today. I can already understand that this will probably get me some new triggers and a lot more therapy to do in the future. So like, any words of support? Please? I'm running out of optimism here

On a better note, I turn 18 in a few days!! Me and my friend are going to celebrate by going to a gay bar for the first time, because you gotta celebrate pride somehow when just showing a rainbow flag in your country can land you in jail!! I do not know how to party or enjoy myself after today but I'm sure it'll be fine, last year I celebrated my birthday a day before having to face off a possible suicide attempt, after all:D

Hi again! Thanks for the kind words ❤️ I have no idea what my mental health is gonna be like the next few days, but I'll try to take things slowly. Luckily, I'm seeing my mother and the house tomorrow (in about 12 hours) and I have therapy two days from now, so I'll be able to talk with my therapist about it. I'll also spend tomorrow afternoon with my girlfriend and another friend, so I won't be alone in the aftermath.

I'm really sorry things escalated so badly with your family and you couldn't get away 😔 if you don't mind me getting a little bit personal, getting abused in the car is something I'm very acquainted with, and I know what you mean. For years, my mother would scream at me in the I-will-murder-you, off the rails way on a daily basis while she was driving me to and from school, and she wouldn't let me sit in the backseat, so I was right by her side while it happened. Riding in the copilot seat is still one of my biggest triggers to this day. And I'm really, really sorry this happened to you too. I really hope you never have to go through that again :(

I can't imagine having to worry about your brother and the rest of your family on top of all the abuse and trauma you endured today. Please, remember your safety should be your first priority. Other people's decisions and actions aren't your responsibility, and your brother texting you that doesn't mean it's your responsibility to stop him from hurting himself.

I know the feeling after an abuse episode where you just know you're going to develop new triggers from what happened and that it traumatised you. It can feel really hopeless, like the damage is permanent, as you said. And I'd be lying if I said you won't be dealing with the aftermath of this abuse for years, because it's been 4 years since I rode a car with my mother and I still can barely sit on the copilot's seat myself.

But it gets so, so much easier to live with. I no longer feel like everything inside me is out of control at all times, or like I'm an emotional ticking bomb always at the verge of falling apart into a million pieces. Everything no longer feels like too much. I don't feel like my own emotional pain will kill me. Most days of my life are normal days, and I don't even think about my trauma. And on the bad days, I know how to cope and make things better, and even when everything is too much and the horrible negative emotions take over me, the emotions aren't nearly as intense as they were when I was going through the abuse. And I know if I can feel this way now even though I used to feel permanently damaged and too far gone, you will feel this way one day too, nonnie. Everything won't always feel the way it does now. It's never too late for you to recover.

Happy (almost) birthday!!!! That's so exciting! I really hope you have fun with your friend and you can take your mind off your family situation for a few hours ❤️

[dailyworldcinema]

Black Sunday (1960) Dir. Mario Brava

[dim20-stims]

could I please get a board for Ankarna and her champion (fig)?

"Why can you not burn?"

"Because my girlfriend is a phoenix, and sexually, it would be a complication."

☀️ x x - x x x - x x ❤️‍🔥

[femaleidols]

le sserafim: unforgiven

[one-time-i-dreamt]

Jesus appeared in front of me with a machine gun, shot me  summoned an American flag and set in on fire.

[butterflyinthewell]

Don’t anybody dare twist this as antisemitism. I’m not gonna be pissed at someone simply for being Jewish or from Israel. There are Israeli Jewish people who are horrified and against this slaughter, too.

It disgusts me how the news will pull individual deaths, like the pregnant woman who was murdered and had her fetus pulled out and stabbed, as an excuse to say Palestinians are animals.

Yeah, that killing was fucked up! Anyone reasonable would say so.

—I’ve been told that the above was done to a Palestinian person and it’s a DARVO situation, but I’m keeping it as is to show the lies and twisting of what’s happening.

Now try this one: ISRAEL BOMBED AND WIPED OUT OVER TWO DOZEN ENTIRE PALESTINIAN FAMILIES.

And we’re supposed to see that as justified, as something to cheer for?

ENTIRE FAMILIES ARE DEAD, EXTINCT, GONE, and we should celebrate that?!

What the fuck?!

We are watching a genocide happen, how can anyone think this is okay?

If a bunch of cops invade your house and tell you to get out because they want the house now, you’re gonna fight back, right? They say it’s their property now and demand you leave or they’ll kill you. Now imagine they set fire to the exits so you can’t get out, shoot you dead through the windows and block your escape attempts if you break down walls or climb onto the roof. Somebody still alive in the house stabs one cop to death while trying to escape and gets killed by a headshot, and the people outside see all the carnage and say “well, they were warned to leave, look at what disgusting animals they are for stabbing that guy, let’s kill them all”, that’s gonna be fucked up, right?

Because that’s what this looks like.

Sometimes I think all the human species is truly capable of is violence.

Where will we all be when the nukes drop and the fallout blankets the land?

We say “never again” and never stick to it.

Fuck the human species. We all suck.

[cutiepieautistic]

Postal dude stimboard

×/×/× ×/× ×/×/×

[asherashedwings]

THE SILLIES. THE BLORBOS

Colors are a bit different in the first image than the rest cuz I didn’t really reference my color palettes for that one ;v;

[thelunarsystemwrites]

Magical girl Lust Heartburner!

inspired by @inka-boi ANNDD @ksopaz!

Here's the first one, (and maybe only) in my super hecked up magical girl AU! ^^ I'll write a backstory for him later, but for let's say he will not tolerate a broken heart. (Additional info past cut!)

Also trigger warning for talk of fire, pyromania and arson/being an arsonist! (Which! Are two different things!)

How stats work: There's six total. The first five score from a scale of one to five, while the last is moral alignment!

Aggression - How aggressive they are in battle!

Defensive - How good their ability to block is!

Endurance - How many hits they can take!

Evade - How good at dodging they are!

Stability - How stable their magic is!

Mortal alignment - Can range from lawful good to chaotic evil!

Lust, AKA Heartburner has three main weapons!

Dagger - Because of the staying 'daggers in my heart', can be lit on fire.

Lovebomb - from the term 'Lovebombing', ignites into a burst of fire once detonated.

Bow - Because well, cupids bow. Did you guess? It shoots fire.

His whole outfit was inspired by the idea of a burning passion, that fire inside you! Oh, and this emoji: ❤️‍🔥 Also, by Niffty from Hazbin hotel!

Personality wise? Unhinged. Over the top Ex-Girlfriend vibes. He falls in love easily, but break his heart and he will burn your house down.

Lust is both an arsonist and a pyromaniac. Those are two different things. One's a choice, the other is an impulse disorder.

I'll write his backstory later, as previously said. But it mainly deals with Lust being mistreated, and finally broke.

And, finally. Honestly I don't know if I'll do any other magical girls, I really kinda just wanted Lust lol. This was my take on the magical girls AU, and I wanted to add something to it! (I might draw others, though!)

Yes, his soul is on fire. Yes, he is immune to fire now, but he wasn't always, which is why he still has some marks on him.

Also. Lust was the one that started the magical girls in this AU!

"Break my heart, I'll burn yours!~"

[rubystims]

🕷️/🕷️/🕷️

🕷️/🕷️/🕷️

🕷️/🕷️/🕷️

Spider Punk stimboard for anon with themes of anarchy, punk culture and spray painting!

[deluls]

You think the Earth is a smooth, blue sphere? My idea of it is that it's a chunk of rock. It's a rugged, ugly pile of rocks!

Cold Fish (2010) dir. Sion Sono

[vaporeonstims]

Sanguinius of the blood angels stimboard

Requested on discord

Sources

[milliumizoomi]

𝗜 𝗡𝗘𝗘𝗗 𝗛𝗘𝗟𝗣!

➣ SUMMARY. ; Asking TR boys to help you when you’re in danger

➣ FEATURED. ; Draken & Mitsuya

➣ FORMAT. ; Smau // Headcanon

➣ GENRE. ; Angst ⇶ Fluff

➣ WARNINGS. ; Slight Cursing, mentions of robbery, mention of gun, mention of fire,

➣ NOTES. ; IM BACKKKK !! Officially off the hiatus 🕺🏽. i just thought about this and decided to see where it goes,,, hope you enjoy !!

REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED.

━━ 𝐃.𝐑.𝐀.𝐊.𝐄.𝐍

𖦹 after you texted draken you made sure to keep texting him little phrases and emojis so he knew you were ok and also did what he told you and sat there as silent as you could

𖦹 you could hear the heavy footsteps of the intruder in the hallways which is what freaked you out more

𖦹 you kept shuffling backwards trying not to make a sound

𖦹 you knew Ken would come so you did your best to not make a sound

𖦹 it was about 6 minutes later you heard the police sirens

𖦹 ‘Well that was fast..”

𖦹 you could tell they were already in your house because of the multiple footsteps

𖦹 soon enough, you heard your room door open then a police officer calling out to you

𖦹 you crawled out from your closet and when the officer saw you he guided you outside as he kept asking if you were doing fine

𖦹 when you got outside, you felt yourself getting picked up

𖦹 You looked up to see Draken

𖦹 “Tell your parents you’re staying with me.. I’m not leaving you alone like this” he said

𖦹 You could see tears threatening to spill from his eyes

𖦹 “Mkay I will.. love you and thank you”

𖦹 “You’re welcome baby and I love you too, won’t let anything hurt you ever.”

━━ 𝐌.𝐈.𝐓.𝐒.𝐔.𝐘.𝐀

𖦹 you told him that you understood and shut your phone off after that

𖦹 once you did not even a minute after that you’re phone dinged again

𖦹 you had already suspected who it was and when you looked out the window you’re eyes grew wide

𖦹 not only was it mitsuya and the boys of Toman outside,, but it was a bunch of other boys who look to be in different gangs too

𖦹 “BABE!” You heard mitsuya yell. You looked at him to let him know you heard him

𖦹 “JUMP! COME ON!” he yelled again.

𖦹 you weren’t sure how he got here so fast or where they got the gigantic sheets they were holding for you all to jump in but there wasn’t time to think about that now

𖦹 without a second thought or listening to the screams of the people behind you, you threw your bag out the window then climb through and jumped

𖦹 you landed on the sheet and felt yourself bounce up on the impact

𖦹 “ARE YOU OKAY?!” “HOW DO YOU FEEL Y/N?!” “Are you in pain?!”

𖦹 these questions came flying at you and you just smiled and nodded

𖦹 Mitsuya dropped his part of the sheet and grabbed you and hugged you tightly

𖦹 you hugged him back just as tightly and you could feel a wetness on your back

𖦹 “babe please don’t cry I’m ok I’m fine ok I’m right here..”

𖦹 he stayed quiet

𖦹 “I’m fine I promise let’s help the other people get out ok”

“ok..”

𖦹 yeah.. you were ok now.. and that’s all that mattered to him

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[femadols]

WEFRESH Kep1er, 2022

[femaleidols]

LE SSERAFIM, 'Unforgiven' MV