i've been working nonstop on this visual novel as life allows it and lemme tell you-- i'm losing my MIND
Beware Soulbond!!!
A gothic visual novel where you play as a demon in the netherworlds of hell, working your way up the treacherous ranks of demonic nobility ✨
the main characters:
the features:
× You have 4 appearance options for the MC with 4 different color schemes each;
× You can choose your origins as a fallen angel from after or during Lucifer's rebellion in heaven or a cambion already born in Hell;
× You can also choose your pronouns, name and height;
× And all the characters that cross your path remember your choices 😈
also lots of lgbtqia+ rep and dating sim elements (yes you can date the demons)
Thank you for hearing me out --- the game's still under development but I'll be dropping a teaser by the end of the month and a demo(n) coming soon 😈😈😈
Something i realised about the dead line. The fact that ianto says "One day, you’ll go again, just like you did before. And this time you wont be back. Maybe that’s what you’re dreaming about those nights, when I watch you sleeping. Maybe that’s why, even while you sleep, I see you smile?” the “maybe that’s why, even in your sleep, I see you smile” is so painful cause it's like he thinks jack would be happier without him. He thinks that jack is smiling as he sleeps because he's with someone other than him in his dreams.
It’s happening again. The emotions, The rage. That bubbling hot rage howling beneath your skin yearning for retribution. You want to scream. To let out all the words in your chest and scream. To sob and wail as you verbally dissect them the way they’ve done to you for years.
So they can feel what it’s like, so that maybe just maybe they’ll finally understand what they’ve been doing to you all these years. You're sick of gliding on eggshells, always having to be in the wrong. You want, no you need to be free.
But you don’t. You can’t. They’ll never understand, egos placed on a pedestal so high even god squints to look up at them. You won’t even get one word in before they attack you, calling you ungrateful. Saying that they’ve done nothing to deserve this disrespect. Glaring at year with eyes that promise a night of pain, their satisfaction in seeing you suffer.
You can’t go through that, not again.
So you hold back your scream.
So you do nothing cause you’re trapped.
You’re not special. You’re not someone with a destiny. No mysterious relative will come for you. No matter how much your rage screams, no earthquakes or hurricanes will appear. Your world isn’t abnormal. No secret society of hidden gods and even if there were , you wouldn’t be worth a passing glance to them.No matter how hard you wish no one will whisk you away and give you the healthy life you deserve.
There is no escape for you.
No one will believe you.
No one is going to save you
You're just you. Ordinary you who has been holding back for so long and is desperate for release.
Your hands tremble as you squash your rage back into a jar, ignoring its cries once more. You force a smile on your face as you apologise for something that was never your fault to begin with. Rage simmering beneath as you sigh, going up the stairs. Feeling the rage as it gets stronger each time you push it back, no longer able to be contained. The jar is cracking ever so slowly. One day there’ll be no jar left, only a crushed puddle of glass. The thought both scares and relieves you at the same time
You wipe the tears from your eyes as you vow to never forgive themthat you hate them.knowing you’ll forget by the morning. Knowing the pain will never go away. Perpetually stuck in this hell you were enticed into. Always on edge, never truly safe. You'll smile for the picture, letting the world see your picture perfect family. But deep inside you scream for release.
I know I should make my first post more exciting but hey I don’t care right now. I need some help possibly finding a fic I read a while back. It was a voltron legendary defender tickle fic where they are trying to form an alliance with this alien species (don’t remember the name) and these aliens can detect lies. They tell the gang that the only way they’ll become their allies is if they confess all their secrets to eachother. Lance has two, one he has never kissed or been with anyone ever and two he is majorly in love with Keith. He doesn’t wanna confess so there’s a whole chase and then an interrogation from the others (involving a certain word that I mentioned previously😉). If anyone knows the name of the fic or the author please plEASEEE let me know because OH MY GOODNESS I LOVED IT AND I WANNA READ IT AGAINNNN!!! Thank you for reading this, I promise I’ll post something more interesting in the future if I get time x