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jill has already made a new youtube intro to include The Timothy Rodrigues Family of course, and she used pics from the wedding for everyone except Phil so we get a good look at ask the outfits (side note, I think it's pretty telling about Phil's situation that he didn't come to the wedding. If he were doing as well as Jill says idk why they couldn't find a way to get him there, esp since he's supposed to be in Ohio):
She started with ANOTHER pic of Heidi with closed eyes 😭
And then everyone honestly looks normal until you get to some of the girls:
I hate that I know this, but Hannah's dress was a dress Kaylee wore as a bridesmaid at some point I think? Or just one Kaylee's worn a few times that I remember. I've definitely seen Renee's before too I think, which I say with no judgement, just say as a "wow I really pay too much attention to these people" kinda thing.
(I didn't include phillip since he wasn't there obv)
Edit: somehow I forgot Tessie which is wild bc hers was arguably the weirdest outfit of all
#why does she only use pics with Heidi's eyes closed 😭#fundie instagram#fundie youtube#the rodrigues family#the coverett family#heidi rodrigues#Timothy Rodrigues
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2nd video in 2 weeks after a 3 year hiatus?!
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pov i revive an old project from 2021 because i watched one sorry boys video
this is the 'rustout au', its a combination of TWD, fallout 4, and rust but i shoved silly block men (and ted nivison) in it. essentially its a zombie apocalypse au that takes place at some time in the 80s or 90s following a nuclear fallout that occurred due to undisclosed government activities with foreign global superpowers. none of the normal civilians really know why the nukes went off and only a few of the most wealthy in the community really were able to get down to the bunkers in time
there are a ton of characters i want to include in this au, but considering i made this in the peak of the dsmp fandom i have to be kinda careful to not pick out any ccs who are still a part of dream's posse.. :pensive:
so far, the other characters in this au who aren't displayed here are fundy, techno, philza, bizly, grizly, condi, connor, jack, eret, and a few others i cant think of rn >_<
some character information below ^-^
WILBUR G. SOOT - the widowed father to fundy. wilbur lived in a house in a suburban neighborhood with his teen aged son before the nukes went off. once the initial fallout occurred, will and fundy had an argument about where they should shelter. the day after the argument, wilbur awoke to find fundy had completely disappeared. grief stricken at the loss of another family member (under the impression that he was the reason fundy had 'ran off'), wilbur risked his safety to search for his son, traveling from settlement to settlement. he hated himself and blamed himself for his son's disappearance. by this point, he wanted to lie in the dirt and rot with the corpse of the land below him
TOMMY ZA - the adoptive son of phil, a single child. tommy was at school during the blasts, thus he was separated from his father. he and the rest of his school were ushered to the basement following the explosions to protect them from fallout. when given the all clear, tommy ran down barren streets to find his way home, and never did. too frantic and unable to navigate his way properly, he became stranded and lost. the crushing anxiety of being alone seemed to summon a taller man with a guitar case from a local town. he had found himself wandering into tommy's neighborhood. and therein, an alliance was formed.
"RANBOO" - ranboo is a mysterious creature who doesn't really appreciate questions about his history. tommy and wilbur found him a month or two into constructing their own settlement. ranboo was found uncomfortably asleep in a cramped car not far off from Dome. he was rudely awakened with a violent mugging from tommy. wilbur caught up to the shorter brit and apologized for his actions, suggesting that ranboo could stay at their camp as compensation for the troubles that tommy had brought to ranboo. ranboo reluctantly agreed and now is a part of the dome's settlement. tommy speculates ranboo is secretly a mentally mutated creature-freak-thing and must be put down immediately, ranboo just wants to eat dinner in peace.
CHARLIE SICKLE - charlie is the latest member to join the settlement. the former front man for the hit pop group Roll With You. during an england tour, the nukes went off and front man charlie had been stranded during his burger lunch break. separated from the rest of his band mates. charlie has faced deterioration in his mental state due to the stress of surviving during such a gruesome time period. by the time wilbur finds himself at the receiving end of charlie's gun, he is already unhinged. wilbur manages to talk charlie into submission carefully, and decides to see if he can form a fragile alliance with charlie for some sort of twisted protection. charlie agrees, as he is so *sick* of being alone. charlie simply insists he is just a silly billy, everybody else thinks hes clinically insane
DOME- dome is a passive settlement founded by wilbur soot to bring in local survivors and give them a small and safe community to rebuild humanity. although this is a large goal in such a hostile and dangerous situation, tommy gives wilbur hope to keep going. who knows, maybe while scouting for survivors, they could stumble across phil or fundy
TED - ted is a serial killer, plain and simple. hired by schlatt to be a bodyguard after the fallout, ted had escaped his cinder block hell to essentially be a guard dog thanks to the nukes. it turns out prisons arent explosion-proof. ted is silent, he doesnt speak much, but he has a clear cut focus on what he wants. when he does speak, he talks clearly and normally. mostly, about his travels with his good buddy 'eddie nine pins', whom he apparently did everything with before getting caught
J. SCHLATT - schlatt is a larger than life business mogul, the ceo of a handful of companies that produce clothes, products, music, etc. hes an incredibly creative and intuitive man who knows how to get what he wants. he is the forefront leader of his settlement in the bunker. schlatt is falsely married to quackity, both of them agreeing to commit marriage fraud when they initially entered the world of entrepreneurship as it looks better and improves both of their charisma in social situations. their 'marriage' is entirely superficial and loveless, purely for aesthetics
A. QUACKITY - you might say quackity is a strange last name, he'd tell you to mind your own business and call you poor in two different languages. quackity runs a small 'medicine' dealing business on the surface. in exchange for fancy goods and food, quackity will give out medicine to needy survivors with no real idea of what any of it does. indirectly, quackity has killed 15+ people with his medication and harmed countless others. he doesnt feel bad, as long as he gets something out of it. he's been spoiled by his previously lavish life and just can't stand to let it all go
TOBY "TUBBO" SCHLATT - tubbo is the adoptive son of schlatt. while schlatt opted to adopt tubbo purely for aesthetics, just as he did with his marriage, he ended up getting somewhat attached to the little guy (and so did quackity). adopted at the age of 13, tubbo was quickly exposed to the inside mechanisms of business, the lying and cheating that goes on behind the retina and he has no interest in becoming a mogul like his father. rather, he opts for weapon studies and collecting a massive arsenal of different types of guns and bombs. tubbo sees the fallout as more of a playground than anything, being able to collect and test as many 'toys' as he wants. tubbo and tommy have crossed paths on several occasions, wherein they both will have a bit of a scuffle until theyre tired, then sit and talk. they consider each other friends, and neither of them know of the conflict between schlatt and wilbur
THE BUNKER - the bunker was once a safe haven for the one percent in england, but only a week into shelter, everybody was slaughtered. quackity and schlatt performed a hostile takeover of the bunker for no greater reason than the fact they wanted more space and more liberties. theyve now claimed the entire bunker as their home, and they want to see how far they can expand their power and control.
if youve made it this far, thx so much for reading it means the WORLD to me.. ill be posting abt this au alongside my other projects like claymore hills and the sanatorium au (which also was a 2021 thing!!)
heres a playlist i made for the rustout au if anybody is as interested in music as i am
thanks sm again, likes and reblogs are both appreciated ^-^ asks are open and heavily encouraged if you wanna know more :DD i know dsmpblr is a little dead but maybe mcytblr might like this, u never know if u dont try so ill take shot in the dark ^-^
note: NONE of these characters should be confused with the CCs. they are loosely based off of real interactions and projects but are entirely FICTIONAL in this universe. i do not support the actions of content creators such as dream, george, sapnap, punz, and many others associated with dream thus they will NOT be in this project. thank you.
#mcyt#mcyt au#minecraft youtube#dsmpblr#i guess this is kinda dsmp based?#wilbur soot#tommyinnit#fundy#ranboo#slimecicle#charlie slimecicle#ted nivison#jschlatt#schlatt#quackity#alex quackity#tubbo#tommyinnit au#dsmp#dsmp au#dream smp#dream smp au#bbhsmp#because that should be the correct name >:[#chucklenut10#steelspeak10#rustout au
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fundy is so interesting to me. he started off as a regular minecraft youtuber with the schtick of adding funny mods to minecraft. then he became friends with dteam, joined the dsmp, got heavily involved in intense minecraft roleplay, joined MCC, got banned from MCC, and gained millions of followers on twitch and twitter. then a year ago he just?? goes completely silent on twitch and twitter and goes right back to his ONLY content being the occasional but consistent youtube video upload. like. he had all the success of any of the early dsmp members and then just. poofs. goes right back to where he was at the start content-wise (with an extra few million subscribers).
#fundy#every year or so i go 'huh i wonder what happened to fundy'#look him up. and realize he's gone from every single social meida platform except youtube
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anyway go watch before the 16th its great its an underrated masterpiece it has homestuck and mcr instrumental music it has funky character design it has fundy and quackity focus of the manburg era that lacked a lot at the time its amazing 10/10
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jack mani byeeeee
reminder my commissions are open :D
#my post#my art#my animation#mcyt#dsmp#dream smp#fanart#fundy#itsfundy#jack manifold#animatic#animation#JACK MANIFALL!!!#forgor to post this earlier when the animatic uploaded lol#Youtube
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i dont miss the dream smp in the sense that i wish it kept going, but i miss it in the sense that i wish i could love something as dearly as i loved it. i know there’s the qsmp if i wanted or plenty of other content on youtube but its not going to be the same. i was obsessed with it. i wasn’t into it in it’s prime, but when i got into it i got into it and it was impossible to even fathom getting out of it. i know we have the sorry boys but i miss the tom simons vlogs. i know we have generation loss but i miss origins smp. i know technoblade never dies but i miss him.
no matter what happens now it will never be the same, and while change is important and necessary - god knows what wouldve happened if they did decide to draw out a season two - i still miss it. i can’t tell if it’s because i miss being 14 instead of 17, or if i miss the stories and streams themselves, but i miss it.
#i went back and watched the sad-ist animations#it was nice.#watched a ‘dsmp clips that cure my depression’ too#that one was less so.#but i still enjoyed it#and its insane how much of thise quotes and images i have burned into my memory#i cant even remember anything that happened yesterday but i can remember speeches from this minecraft server#i was in deep#and i dont regret a single moment#dream smp#dsmp#mcyt#minecraft youtubers#wilbur soot#tommyinnit#tubbo#ranboo#jack manifold#fundy#nihachu#eret#quackity#slimecicle#dreamwastaken#karl jacobs#sapnap#technoblade#philza#idk what else to tag this
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So much of Christian teaching around thought crime is dependent on the idea that we are fully in control of every thought we have. And when it interfaces with mental health it becomes extremely dangerous. Like the below:
"Anxiety is a sign you're not trusting God's plan for your life."
"If you're depressed that means you're not relying on God to be your joy."
Neither of these things are true and they don't reflect how either anxiety or depression actually work. Illnesses have been used for hundreds of years by religion to demonize people. If you would scoff at someone saying a person's cancer is because of specific sin in their life, you should hold the above statements in similar contempt.
There are real treatments for depression and anxiety that help people. It's not a matter of a person's faith and claiming so IS HARMFUL TO PEOPLE WHO SUFFER FROM THOSE ILLNESSES! Judging people as sinful or of little faith for their illnesses makes it harder for them to receive real life bringing care from professionals trained to provide it.
#idk why youtube thinks i want to see shorts from Christians#i watch so much ex christian atheist content#and always flag the Christian viddos for not recommended#but somehow it keeps sending me christian bs#and today i was briefly brought back into the world where people think anxiety is the result of weak faith#screaming at the top of my lungs#mental health#exvangelical#ex christian#ex fundamentalist#ex fundie#ex religious#deconstruction#mental health in christianity#mental illness#anxiety#depression
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I fast forwarded through Lawson and Tiffany's baby name reveal so you don't have to
They chose William bc it's the Bates male family name and Daniel after Tiffany's dad. Kinda whatever but I guess with Lawson choosing it could've been worse.
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I'm so happy I could cry. Jana is giving us more YouTube content. Guess she is back from her Honeymoon!
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A few months ago, a little fox from the interwebs put a $1000 bounty on the fastest person to beat his "Annoying Difficulty".
Here's how I beat it.
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This man is the villain, everyone…
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yeah…… makes sense.
(When they wonder why you’re a Dream apologist… - Oh, my apologies, that’s right, I’m supposed to root for the scammer, who’s the hero of the story…)
#🥀.#he’s so wholesome!!!!#remember that plot twist where it was about George the whole time… oh yeah no me neither ;D#dishing up lore#c!dream#dsmp lore#this is fine#don’t mind me just doing research for upcoming fanfiction chapter and falling in love with him all over again.#(mmmm crow’s nest ch 11 anyone? Coming Soon to a browser near you. XD lol)#dreblr#dsmp#dream smp#dsmp dream#dsmpblr#c!niki#c!nihachu#c!puffy#c!fundy#c!ranboo#cdream#Youtube
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And as final recommendation, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD GO WATCH THE FOX PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE ITS MY FAVORITE DSMP ANIMATIC PLEASEEEE ITS SO GOOD ITS LITERALLY AME'S (@appleflavoredkitkats) ESSAY IN VIDEO FORM
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The thing about praise and worship music at church is that
It’s catchy
Repetitive simple lyrics
It’s played on repeat every Sunday
So even though I’ve been deconstructing for years from evangelicalism, most days praise and worship music from my youth plays in my head.
So every once in a while I’ll sing to myself something joyful like “I got peace like a river I got peace like a river I got peace like a river in my soul!” 🎶
Or maybe “ Better is one day in your courts than thousands elsewhere!” 🎶
Or maybe something peaceful like “As the deer panteth for the water so my soul longeth after Thee…”🎶
Mostly it doesn’t bother me.
But then 90s/Y2K Christian pop music gets stuck in my head.
Like sometimes Rebecca St. James lyrics go through my head like this one glorifying purity culture:
“I am waiting for, praying for you darling! Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you! Darling Wait!”
Or you know just songs from DC Talk..
“What if I stumble, what if I fall? What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?”
Or
“There’s no time to change your mind, the Son has come and you’ve been left behind.”
I think about the awful Rapture Anxiety I had for years and years…
And then i think about being in youth group and yes the fun times but also the moments when we had alter calls.
And the crying and sobbing. The speaking in tongues. The teenagers falling on their faces.
The sensationalized, sometimes violent “Human Videos” (just look up human videos on YouTube there are many).
Teens vowing to die for Christ.
When the Columbine shooting happened all we heard about were the apocryphal stories of students being martyred for Jesus.
I wondered “will a shooter come into our church today and ask us to deny Christ or be shot? What will I do if that happens??”
And what if I lose my salvation just because I had doubts? And what if I get possessed by a demon?
Not to mention purity culture and what it does to a young girl. (All kids suffered but we girls had to be modest and never cause any man to stumble by looking at our shoulder or something)
Abstinence class and signing a pledge to remain a pure virgin until my wedding night.
All the teenagers in every youth group were running around with raging hormones and couldn’t do anything about it. So a lot of us got married quickly. (I was engaged at 19, married at 21).
I mean I’m not even getting into young earth creationism or anti-gay rhetoric or pro life marches, etc..
But you can see that so much of my life (as good as it was for the most part, I was fortunate)was fear based?
And the thing is most of the people (congregation, I can’t speak for all the pastors and church leaders) at church didn’t mean for it to happen that way.
See, I was taught that there is freedom in Christianity. But why didn’t I feel free? That must mean my faith is weak, right?
It’s just so exhausting.
And I went to church regularly for my first 33 years of life. I volunteered, I taught Sunday school classes. I was trying to do it the right way.
Then Covid 19 happened.
I was forced to stop going to church for the first time in my life.
And honestly for years before this I was deconstructing. What really sped this process along was a certain Orange president and his very un-Christianlike followers.
And like Paul in the book of Acts, the scales fell off my eyes. I was blind but now could see. Really see.
The way my Christian peers were acting. The way they refused vaccines and even wearing masks. The cult-like behavior toward Donald Trump. The Christian nationalists.
And after a few months of no church…I realized I didn’t miss it.
After 2020, my deconstruction days really took off. I still don’t go to church (outside of a few weeks trying a gay-affirming congregation).
I used to compulsively pray.
And for hours i would pore over the scriptures trying to glean special meaning. Taking copious notes deep into the night.
(have OCD and I now realize that this brand of religion made my OCD symptoms so much worse.)
But it’s weird…
I have religious trauma. I’m learning about how I was literally in a cult. I’m still trying to unlearn stuff. I still get fearful sometimes about “what if I’m wrong?”.
But I still have good memories of growing up in church. Just like how I still sing old church songs in my head.
I’ve been to many churches, but I grew up in a small country church. I knew it like the back of my hand. It’s how I met some of my best friends and in turn, it’s how I met my husband of 17 years.
I can’t say I regret it. Like anything in life it’s complicated and complex.
I miss the social aspect of church too. I’ve never found another social space like it. I’ve tried! I can’t figure out any other “3rd place” that resembles it.
I’m not sure why i wrote so much down except to say i know a lot of people understand where I’m coming from.
In the meantime, I like to go on r/fundiesnarkuncensored, also i watch Fundie Fridays on YouTube…and I do quite a bit of reading on the subject of others who left the church. Recently I just read Tia Levings’ new book “the Well Trained Wife.”
I’m more at peace about it.
But I think my complex feelings and even some doubts will follow me forever.
#deconstructing christianity#deconstructing religion#deconstruction#exvangelical#feelings#ex christian#fundie snark#fundie fridays#the well trained wife#Tia levings#doubt#fundie#duggar family#YouTube#dc talk#rebecca st. james#human Videos#asl#columbine 1999#columbine#fear#church#pews#ex assemblies of god#religious ocd#religious trauma#hymns#praise and worship#god
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My L’manburg
#lmanberg#L’manburg#lmanburg#l’manberg#wilbur soot#wilbur#tommyinnit#tommy innit#mcyt#technoblade#dsmp#dream smp#tubbo#Ranboo#Quackity#eret#the dream smp minecraft server#the dream smp#minecraft#philza minecraft#philza#dsmp fundy#fundy#jschlatt#dsmp jschlatt#technoblade dsmp#Minecraft server#mc#Minecraft YouTube#dawn of 16th
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