#god i love aro aaron..

[bread-squid-uwu]

Aaron is aro/ace

Aphmau is aro/ace

they are platonic life partners

[nottoofondofgaypeople]

make an unnecessarily long post about vylad :3

Ohhhh boy a Vylad rewrite post, huh?

Vylad is honestly the character I have struggled the most with when conceptualizing when coming up with ideas for this rewrite. In my brain the main timeline MCD Vylad is aro/ace, so I never think about him in the kinds of situations characters are going to end up in.

I think for the sake of this rewrite Vylad is definitely demi both romantic, sexual, and gender. What demi gender? Good question!

Vylad needs an emotional connection with someone in order to feel attraction to them, but forming an emotional bond with Vylad is pretty difficult. In the entirety of this rewrite I think three people end up getting this, and those people are Agnes, Laurance, and Zenix but in a bad way. And two of those people end up dating his brother, and the other one goes a little insane. So Vylad is just not doing great in the dating pool.

Luckily Vylad is a lot more open to talking to people in this rewrite. Once the 15 year gap has passed, they've spent so long without anyone to really talk to that Vylad is a lot more open to communication. Agnes especially gets on his case for this, forcing Vylad to interact with people more because she will not have her baby brother that's older than her and not even her brother be so stand offish.

All my musician head canons I talked about in this post and it's follow up on my main are all canon to this story. Vylad doesn't do conversations the best, but he is able to become total besties with Aaron and Travis around the fire and kind of third wheels as Aaron and Travis are having their homosexual tension, but they don't mind that much. Vylad has always loved just observing people as they exist and do their stupid human shit, watching two dumb dorks fall in love while looking longingly at one another's hands on an instrument is Vylad's soap opera.

If popcorn existed in Ru'aun, Vylad would be addicted to it. I don't know why but this is a headcanon I will fight to the death about now, MCD Vylad would absolutely adore popcorn.

Just thought about MCD Vylad in a dress. Not something too showy, a dress that fully covers their body and is like a dark green maybe, definitely a custom order from Cadenza but one that she is happy to fill. Wait do Vylad and Cadenza even talk in the entirety of mcd?? Well they do in this rewrite because Vylad is way too shy to ask someone else to do it for them. But Cadenza is completely chill about the whole ordeal, asks the standard amount of questions, and when she's getting measurements she checks in with Vylad constantly to make sure he isn't uncomfortable.

And when Cadenza finishes it she just drops it off at Vylad's house. Vylad has a dress now :)

I don't want to ask too much but please if there are any artists that have somehow read this far I need this 🙏🏻

I think Vylad and Cadenza would have a great friendship. She's just so fucking chill despite being wound up as a lord. Vylad may not get it in the sense of being a lord, but he grew up with Garroth as an older brother and literally helped guide Agnes on the path to being a lord, so he understands it's trials and tribulations very well. I want to write a scene of these two getting high and just talking about literally whatever, maybe they make fun of Laurance, or Vylad opens up about what it feels like to be a Shadow Knight because Cadenza has a Shadow Knight as a guard and one as a brother, she fuckin gets it.

I-Is this a new rarepair? I mean, if I take it down that route we do have to acknowledge that Vylad is lowkey rebounding from Laurance to Laurance's sister which... I mean, given Vylad's track record with romance, that completely tracks. Gods even when I let him feel romantic and sexual things they're so bad at it!

Uhh, anyways, I think Vylad's favorite color is a pale green. The color of his mothers eyes because Vylad is such a mama's boy oh my Irene I will never shut up about this! I always headcanon that his scarf was made by his mom, and that's part of why Vylad is so attached to it.

Just had the thought of Vylad and Agnes singing a duet together :)

Vylad is still really shy about their singing voice and panics at the thought of singing in front of others, but they feel calm enough around Agnes that he doesn't mind if it's just the two of them. Don't know what they'd sing. Maybe Wolves of the Revolution as a trio with Garroth. Oh that's eating my brain alive right now.

I think as a teenager Vylad was really unsupervised, so they spent a lot of time just figuring out how to sneak around their estate. He made new secret passages just because he wanted to fuck with Garroth and Zane. I think Vylad was a total prankster, but both of his brothers got sick of it pretty quickly, and their reactions weren't funny anymore.

Give Vylad more chaotic energy when the alliance island is built and operational. Nothing malicious, but sometimes Vylad will just climb in through your window, grab an apple off the counter, give you a wave and then dip out. I want Vylad to disappear for like two and a half months, come back with no explanation and then hand Agnes some ancient artifact that he "just found while exploring." Vylad is the king of not elaborating. He loves hearing people's guesses, but never confirms or denies how accurate they are.

Garroth's guesses are always the closest to being accurate, but he still doesn't entirely understand the person his brother has become. I think Vylad being older than Garroth would be really weird for both of them. Like in Garroth's brain Vylad is younger little small baby brother, but Vylad is a smart ass who always has to correct him and remind Garroth that they're technically older than he is. This is thanks to both Nether time dilation, and Irene Dimension time dilation! The divine really just like fucking with time.

I think I want an entire episode of just Vylad and Hyria talking over tea. I always imagined Hyria being akin to a mother to Vylad as both of them sort of leaned on one another and used each other to cope with the losses in their lives. And Vylad still makes visits every now and then to the enchanted forest to visit Hyria and have a chat with her. I think it'd be neat.

Even funnier if Lucinda shows up to ask Hyria about a witchcraft thing and she just stares at Vylad like "When did you become friends with my mom?" "Before I met you."

One time while Vylad and Travis were practicing a song alone Vylad set down his ocarina, looked Travis in the eye and said "I've explored the entirety of Gal'ruk. No one will ever believe you." The only person who does is Laurance, but he still makes fun of Travis.

Vylad is just a chaotic confusing freak!! I love him!!!

[postapocalyptic-cryptic]

OC Personality Sheet!

Rules: Copy and paste these questions and make your own post, please do not add onto this one, it’ll get too long too fast. Mahalo. Then tag some of your friends to let them know you’d like to hear more about their ocs! (via @/queen-breha-organa)

Thank you to the several people who tagged me lol

Name: Hemlock

Pronouns: he/him

Nicknames: CT-3356 if that counts. Otherwise, n/a

One word to sum them up: Stern

Noun to describe them: Reckoning

Temperament: Driven and standoffish

MBTI Type: ENTJ-T (the Commander)

Enneagram Type: nah I know nothing about the Enneagram

Others’ first impression of them: Very closed-off, almost cold and uncaring. Very distracted by work all the time. Aloof. Terrifyingly smart and capable. Dismissive.

General Likes: Calm companionship, libraries, good coffee, Holly (his protege), a job well done, organizing and the end result of having organized things, watching his brothers have fun, little kids, teaching, a good seminar or lecture, reading, free time to just sit and think

General Dislikes: Disorganization, loud rooms, overly familiar people, conversations with more than three people at a time, uncertain schedules or situations, natborns, politics, hot weather, massifs in his medbay

Romantic Interests: Complicated. He’s aro-spec, but he gets crushes and experiences sexual attraction. He doesn’t want relationships (sexual or romantic), but he’s had crushes on Kit Fisto, Padme Amidala (don’t judge him, alright) and random natborns he meets in clubs and bars.

Love Interests: n/a

Good Friends: Holly (beloved kih’vod), Fox (ori’vod (derogatory)), Thorn, Stone, Thire, Hound (derogatory), Twitch (@gaeasun’s oc medic), Zipper (my oc, Deadweight Company medic), Kix (before Fives incident), Jesse (derogatory)

Enemies: Skeevy Sheevy Boy, Anakin, Jesse (affectionate), Grizzer, Mas Amedda, Cody (after Fives incident), Rex (after Fives incident), Tech (never shuts tf up)

Hobbies: Reading, doodling, learning about surgery techniques, skiing and snowshoeing (he escapes during O66 and goes on to lead a somewhat normal life), watching Thorn crochet, painting with Holly, stargazing (when he has the rare chance to get off-plane), listening to music

Songs they relate to: *pulls out Hemlock playlist* Growing Up by Fall Out By, Scar Tissue by Five Finger Death Punch, Hot To The Touch, Cold On The Inside by Fall Out Boy, The Kids Aren’t Alright by Fall Out Boy, Lake Effect Kid by Fall Out Boy (mikey listen to different bands challenge), Class of 2013 by Mitski

Fictional characters similar to their personality: Frank Castle (Daredevil), Aaron Hotchner (Criminal Minds), Sam Wilson (Captain America)

 Fun Fact: Hemlock wears a dog tags style necklace (one tag on the chain, one tag on a loop of chain on the chain), but instead of having anything written on it, the tags are completely blank

Free Space/Ramble: oh god head empty.... Hemlock doesn’t show a lot of emotion, but he’s very dedicated and he cares so much about his brothers. He’s not loyal to anything but the concept of surviving and doing right by his brothers, but as long as you’re not actively trying to kill him, it’s hard to lose his support once you’ve gained it.

I know we just keep passing this around, so I’m going to broaden the gene pool and tag @moonfish55 @gaeasun @picazos-angsty-typist @willowworkswithwords

[91percentpynch]

aftg characters and the sexualities/ gender identites i headcanon them as

i do this only becuause non-binary jean moreau got so much love. please don‘t attack me. hope you enjoy this!!

kevin day: genderfluid, i don‘t really see him as bisexual though??? or at least not the classic „men and women“ but „men and enbys“ thingy??? idk if this is offensive please tell me and know i never meant to offend you!! for me he‘s either only attracted to men (like c‘mon name one girl he was interested in), men and enbys (cuz nb jean and he WAS and probalbly still IS in love with jean) or he‘s ace aro but i‘m in my kevaaron feels so yeah. actually i always headcaonon him as asexual BUT he enjoys occassional hook-ups and he might actually also enjoy sex

aaron minyard: ASEXUAL BABY!!!! okay it‘s quite like with kevin, but he actually only enjoyed sex with kevin. he did hook up with katelyn, but he never told her he was ace, he was too scared he would leave him for something not even he himself understands, but when kevin tells him about his asexuality aaron is like „omg same“ and y e s acsexual demiromantic aaron minyard owns my ass.

alison reynolds: bisexual queen!! she had a thing for kevin and dan, but she would never admit it out loud. she loved seth, she really truly did and the only other time she loved like that was with renee and later her girlfriend!!

renee walker: acearo goddess!!! look first of all i want the representation and secondly i never got the vibes that she actually wants a relationship??? but her and allison cuddle a lot and platonically hold hands. they kissed once, it was when renee had an sexuality crisis and allison helped her figuring out!! allison was a bit hurt that she wouldn‘t never love her like that but eventually saw that the love renee had for her was so much bigger than romantic love and yeah!! i also feel like renee could be non-binary as well???

dan wilds: bisexual goddess!! look she had a thing for allison as well, but she really does love matt with her entire being!! because!! bisexuals!! do!! not!! have!! to!! date!! the!! same!! sex!! to!! be!! valid!!

matt boyd: bisexual disaster. neil walked in the room and he immediatly had a tiny crush on him. who can blame him tho? he also had a thing for kevin and seth!! but the love of his life is dan!!

katelyn (does she have a last name? if so i forgot it and i‘m sorry girl): anygays katelyn is bisexual, with a tendency for girls. she did love aaron, she really did, he was just not the one and when thea walked in her life she was so In Love, she K N E W she was The One.

thea mundani: lesbian non-binary icon. they/them lesbian, they exist, they are valid. she never dated kevin, they were just each others alibi!! anygays you can take that out of my cold, dead hands:))

ichirou moriyama: bisexual, he has a crush on neil. they are besties, he just wants m o r e

riko moriyama: i think he is either gay with super internalized homophobia (he had a thing for kevin and jean) or he‘d be acearo!! god this feels like an insult to both the gay and acearo community, i just i- i don‘t like riko, my brain just makes everyone gay okay

jeremy knox: either non-binary or genderfluid. i feel like jer wouldn‘t care which pronouns you use with him??? but i also love the trans!jer headcanon so much!! so anygays: demisexual and panromantic baby. jean moreau is his human. they are soulamtes.

jean morau: non-binary/ demiboy!! pronouns are he/them and he is sex-repulsed, asexual and demiromantic and his human is jeremy knox. jeremy accepts his sexual preference which is just no!!!!! and they just make me very emotional oops

sarah alvarez: pansexual icon!! i also feel like she could be trans (mtf)!! yes, yes she is trans.

laila dermott: lesbian icon who will end you if you say anything against her girl!!!!

okay that was all!! feel free to add more!! and you can always send me asks/ dms with prompts and ships if you want me to write something specific!!

[thegreenerartist]

Okay okay guys wait

Just I M A G I N E

The Foxhole Court,,, but set in the Philippines (they’ll all still be the same characters but it’ll just take place in the Philippines!)

The Filipino & Filipina Foxes!

Okay so Neil is still on the run, with 5 mil ($) in his pocket, but think about it. There are 7,641 islands. 7,641. His father would have absolute HELL trying to find him and his mother (until she died oop) (probably somewhere where they are trying to sneak into Luzon?) So then Nathan will be stationed, not in Baltimore, but maybe somewhere in Luzon (it being the central island and all)

Neil would know how to speak English (universal language duh), Tagalog (common Filipino language) and maybe Ilongo? Or Ilocano? For Luzon, but then he’ll probably know the common languages too, like Bisaya and Cebuano for Visayas, maybe he’ll know Arabic or Islamic for Mindanao? (I highlighted the ones I think he would most likely know, but most Filipino langauges tbh sound similar. Takes maybe a few months, weeks if you’re good, to learn a language like a native)

So idk how to segúé (how to even spell??) to him meeting the Foxes bUT HE GETS THERE

Soo let’s say the Cousins (yes thats their official tital no I don’t take critisism) know how to speak Arabic while Kevin is the one who speaks Bisaya. Everyone can speak English and Tagalog because Filipinos are taught English and Tagalog early on oop

Okay fine this will still be an Exy universe (but can yall imagine? Street basketball?)

They’ll probably be learning somewhere in Luzon, most likely NCR for plot because it’s probably where Nathan and his men are too

They meet and stuff, cool shenanigans

(Their backstories might be a tad rougher than in canon because,,, yeah. It happens here)

Okay so I just wanna get to the fun stuff, since that’s what I originally planned for this post

Nicky and Allison will deffo be like those ladies who wash clothes and gossip, i.e. spreading chismis

Nicky reminds me of the gays here that go “oH HEY MGA BES!”

Andrew is THAT dude who goes up to an ice cream guy and asks for, “Cornetto. The sweetest one you have”

He wouldnt like dirty ice cream. It’s too bland and milky, not sweet

Neil would fit right in. Everyone here wears shirts and pants/shorts. Some guys dont even bother putting a shirt on

Dan and Neil go bonding to the palengke (wet market) since most of the other foxes have been raised in middle class

Matt buys those birds in the cages so he can set them free like the good boy he is :)

Renee is a BOSS in chinese garter

Allison was the heir to,, idk probably something like SM or something

Aaron is every asian parents’ dream tbh

Also I love the idea of them getting houses since Filipino houses here look basic as heck but look SO authentic, as in yall could go, “wow that looks like a normal house” but then,,, yall would know. That’s a Filipino’s house right there

Everyone get’s THOSE houses where there are literal bars on the windows and the fence is so goddamn tall

Except for Kevin and Allison

Those two would get the classy stuff

Like Allison would probably be living in those houses that were during the Spanish Colonial Period (with Renee because duh)

Kevin will get a private resort or something somewhere in Boracay or Palawan or something (with no one because I fully support aro ace Kevin [ but bi Kevin is awesome too though don’t get me wrong {sorry Thea}])

I would love to propose the idea of Neil calling Andrew ‘mahal’ or ‘love’(THEY ARE MARRIED HERE LET ME LIVE) (ILL JUST SAY THEY GOT MARRIED IN THE US OKAY)

In the morning, when they wake up and Neil goes, “m’hal, pakibukas ung bintana” “love, can you open the blinds?”

(Fun fact, the prefix paki is a polite way of asking someone to do the action, the same way you say ‘may’, ‘can’ and ‘please’)

But then ‘mahal’ ALSO means ‘expensive’ in Tagalog. I find it funny because Andrew is truly, very, absolutely expensive

“My god napakamahal naman yan’ Drew’!”

“Oh my god Drew’, that’s so expensive!”

“mAy stAnDArdS akO excUSE Me!!11!”

“I have standards excuse me!”

“M A H A L ‘W A G”

“L O V E , N O”

I love the idea that they play basketball in their free time with neighbourhood kids, as in street basketball

It starts with Andrew and Neil

They were outside, holding hands (it’s ok Philippines isn’t SUPER homophobic) (and even if someone was stupid enough to talk them down, they have knives :)

And these,,, kids go up and be like, “laro?” “play?”

Because kids right?

And BOOM it becomes a thing (usually on their breaks :)

Renee joins because Peace Corps (actually no. She did it out of the kindness of her own heart)

Then Dan, Matt and Nicky wanted to join

Allison was dragged there by Renee

Katelyn wanted Aaron to come too

Kevin decided to go since it’s the off-season and he has nothing to do, yaba daba da he actually misses his foxes

He keeps mumbling, “buti pa kapag nilaro nila an Exy *grumble grumble*” “it would be better if the played Exy instead *grumble grumble*”

They are happy :D

Okay so yall know how Kevin is a health freak

So one day Andrew will eat one too many goSH DARN AICE AND KEVIN WILL HAVE A F I T

Andrew doesn’t care

Until he does

Kevin can go on and on about how unhealthy some foods are and blah blah blah

But yall cANNOT TELL ME that that boy does NOT eat those streetfoods

Im talking about fishballs, squidballs, siomai, tokneneng, ALL OF THAT JAZZ

(That’s what happens when yall let a person who never played in the neighbourhood try streetfood) (they get OBSESSED) (I can tell from experience lol)

Then Andrew keeps that footage for blackmail

Just imagine. Kevin Day. Eating. The oiliest. The most unhealthy. Goddamn streetfood

I’ll probably make more :P it was fun to write this!

I would love it if this were liked and reblogged 🥺👉👈 I would appreciate that very much because I spent some time on this and I need validation 🥺🥺

[sourwolf-sterek32]

Unforgettable Memories ( Daryl Dixon x Reader )

Summary: Y/N Grimes is Rick’s younger sister. You used to be in the military and have enough PTSD to last a lifetime. With Shane’s help you created the quarry camp and came across the Dixon brother’s in the woods. You bought them back to camp, but after that everything changed and you were still trying to figure out if that was a good thing or not. 

Pairings: Daryl Dixon x Rick’s Sister!Reader

Word Count: 4.8k

Warnings: Blood, guts, language (just usual twd warnings)

Chapter 30-

Lori and Carl were both dead. They were gone and you never got to say goodbye...

Over the past five years you had learnt to accept that they were probably dead and that you'd never see them again, but then Rick told you that everything was fine. That the group was fine, but that was a lie, nothing was fine. Lori was dead, Carl was dead, what about the others?

"Who else?" You asked, although you weren't sure you actually wanted to know.

"Patricia, Jimmy, Hershel, Beth, T-Dog, Andrea, Glenn." Daryl listed off as you stared at the ground in disbelief. Nearly everyone was dead, the whole group was basically dead. 

"Carol's at another community called Kingdom, 'n Maggie's at a community called Hilltop. All the communities trade together 'n help each other, they're both fine." Daryl reassured and you nodded ever so slightly, relieved that they were okay, but you still couldn't stop thinking about the others. About Carl, about Lori, about Glenn, about the kids you had to kill today. God, it was all too much. Wait, Lori was pregnant. Did she have the baby or did she die before?

"Lori was pregnant... did she..." You trailed off, really not wanting to know the answer because you couldn't take any more deaths, but you had to know.

You glanced over your shoulder towards Daryl, who had sat down beside you on the ground sometime while you were completely out of it and crying, his arm wrapped around your shoulder.

"She had the baby, but died during child birth. Judith is her daughter." Michonne answered and your head snapped around towards the two kids still playing on the ground on the other side of the room as you stared at the little blonde girl beside Sophia.

Judith... Carl's favourite school teacher was Judith, it was his third grade teacher, he must have named her.

You smiled softly at your small discovery as you stared at Judith, only just realising how much she actually looked like Lori. But, you couldn't quite tell if she was Rick's or Shane's, although that didn't really matter anymore. Shane was dead. He didn't even get to meet his daughter. But, Rick would have raised her and he would have raised her right, just like he did with Carl. Rick was a good father.

"Wait, I thought you said Judith was your daughter?" You asked, glancing over at Michonne while you still sat on the ground, your face wet with tears, but you didn't have the energy to wipe them away.

"Does she look like my real daughter?" Michonne chuckled lightly as she wiped her teary eyes with a sad smile.

"She's my daughter in every way, but blood. Rick and I are together. I helped him raise her, the whole group helped." She explained and your eyes went wide with shock as relief flooded your body. You were glad that she was there to help Rick, especially having to raise his daughter just as his wife died.

"So, your unborn baby is his?" You asked, with a hint of a smile forming on your lips and Michonne nodded.

You sat there for a few minutes as you watched Sophia and Judith play, before you forced yourself to stand up as you glanced outside taking note of how low the sun was in the sky. There was probably still a few hours of daylight left, you had to get Rick.

"I need to go get, Rick. Can I take that school bus and a jerry can of fuel with me?" You asked, glancing between Daryl and Michonne as Daryl stood up from the ground with a confused expression.

"I need more fuel for the helicopter. Rick won't be able to walk down the fire escape like I did to get out the building, he's fine, but he's still recovering." You explained.

"Yeah, but I'm going with ya." Daryl responded, but you quickly shook your head. You needed Daryl to stay here and look after Sophia. After today you did not want her out there if she doesn't have to be, and you did not trust anyone else to keep her safe in this community.

"Dixon, do you trust me? I know it's been years, I know people change, but do you trust me?" You asked, taking a step towards him and he nodded.

"Yeah."

"Then trust me with this and let me do it. I need you to keep Sophia safe. I'm not letting her back out there after what just happened, promise me you'll keep her safe until I get back?" You asked and Daryl stared at you for a few seconds, clearly contemplating what to do before he glanced over at his daughter on the ground.

"Yeah, I promise." He muttered, clearly not happy about it.

"Mommy, I don't want you to go." Sophia's voice suddenly said and you turned around to find her walking over to you as she wrapped her arms around your legs. She wasn't listening to any of your conversations earlier, but happened to listen to this? Typical.

"I know sweetie. But I gotta go get Uncle Rick and bring him back." You explained and she nodded. "Good, now you stay here with your daddy. He's a good man and mommy loves him very much, do whatever he says okay?" You asked, glancing over at Daryl who was already looking at you with a small smile on his lips.

"Okay." Sophia replied.

-

Daryl honestly had no idea how deal with everything that's happened in the past 12 hours. First he finds out Y/N is alive, then he finds out that he has a 5-year-old daughter that he never knew about. The  he finds out that Rick never actually died and Y/N had been looking after him for the past month.

Daryl was currently sitting in the lounge room of Michonne's house. Aaron, Eugene, Rosita, Gabriel, Siddiq and Tara all sitting and standing around the room while Michonne told them about Y/N and how Rick was still alive.

He sat there silently as he listened, still trying to process everything himself. He leant back into the couch, Sophia sitting on his lap as she fiddled her slingshot that Daryl had noticed was tucked into her belt.

His daughter had a slingshot. Y/N had taught her how to use a slingshot, holy shit.

He used to have a slingshot when he was her age, just some old scrappy thing that Merle made him in the garage, but it worked and he took down his first bird with it. That's how he started off hunting, walking through the woods with his slingshot in his hand and a pocket full of small rocks for ammo, and now his daughter had one too.

"I can't believe he's alive. We have to get word out to Kingdom and Hilltop, they need to know." Tara announced, clearly the first person to process what Michonne had told them as she glanced around the room.

Daryl had no idea how she took everything in so quickly, he was still caught up on the fact that Y/N was alive, that she was alive and had a daughter, had his daughter.

"Y/N said that she should be back some time tomorrow, if the bus doesn't break down or anything. It will probably be better for Rick to go to the communities personally rather than sending a note." Michonne responded and Daryl was astonished to how well Michonne had dealt with all this news.

They had spent every day throughout the past month looking for Rick's body. She found his gun and then found out she was pregnant when her clothes weren't fitting right anymore and now she found out he was still alive.

"What if it breaks down? Y/N was shot in the leg, she couldn't walk to whatever hospital she had Rick in while carrying the two jerry cans of fuel." Siddiq spoke up and Daryl shook his head.

These people did not know Y/N. She helped him climb up a damn cliff face when he was shot by his own bolt. All while she had a broken wrist and was recovering from a dislocated kneecap. She was the strongest and most stubborn girl he knew, but he still wished he went with her.

"Nah, she's strong. If she says she'll be back tomorrow, then she'll be back tomorrow." He responded glancing down at Sophia in his lap who was now trying to braid Gracie's hair as the younger girl sat in Aaron's lap beside him.

"Didn't even know Rick had a sister or you had a girlfriend, no offence." Eugene commented from his seat cross the room, but Daryl shook his head to show that he wasn't offended.

Once the group realised that Y/N was gone he never even looked at another woman like how he did with Y/N. It just felt wrong and he had no idea how Rick did it after Lori died, but he just couldn't. There wasn't any other girls like her and frankly he didn't want anyone else.

"Carl used to always talk about her, but Rick didn't. He never liked talking about her after she died or so he thought." Michonne replied and Daryl smiled softly remembering the times when Carl used to share stories about Y/N whenever Rick wasn't in the room. At first he used to hate it, but over time he began to enjoy hearing the stories and thinking about her.

"She was in the military before all this, apparently. Carl thought the world of her and used to say how badass she was and how she could easily deck Rick if she wanted to and how nothing used to scared her. I didn't believe him until today when Y/N showed up and saved us." Michonne explained and Carl was right with the first two things, but Daryl knew she was scared of some stuff, like those assholes in Afghanistan who he hoped were long dead by now.

"I like this chick already." Rosita commented causing the others to chuckle and Daryl smiled as Sophia began to curl up in his lap. Her head was resting on his chest as he wrapped his arm around her and smiled proudly down at his daughter.

He was shocked that Sophia had warmed up to him so quickly. Judith was always weary of strangers, but Sophia seemed to like him instantly. He wasn't sure if it was because Y/N had talked to her about him a lot or if it's just because she felt comfortable around him for some reason, either way he wasn't going to complain.  

"Do you want to go bed?" He asked quietly, looking down at the little girl curled up on his chest, but she shook her head.

"Don't leave me." Sophia whispered, glancing up at him as he shook his head.

"I ain't leavin' ya, sweetheart. Not ever." He replied, kissing the top of her head before he stood up from the couch, Sophia still in his arms. "M'gonna head to bed, is it alright if we take the spare room?" He asked, looking over at Michonne.

He used to share a house with Rick, Michonne and Carl before the Saviours bombed the place. Now there were new buildings and he hadn't really stayed here long enough to get himself an actual house yet, so he's just been crash in Michonne's spare room.

"Of course, there spare blankets in the cupboard if you need them." She replied and Daryl nodded before saying goodnight to the others as he walked up the stairs towards the spare room.

"Are you going to sleep here with me?" Sophia asked as he gently laid her down on the bed, her blue eyes barely able to stay open as she stared up at him and he smiled.

"Only if ya want me to." He replied, not wanting to push any boundaries with her since he only just met her today, but to his surprise she quickly nodded.

-

The following morning he took Sophia back downstairs where Michonne was cooking breakfast while Judith sat at the table waiting patiently. The second the little girl spotted him and Sophia, she quickly called out to them and Sophia let go of his hand and ran over to Judith as the two of them sat together by the table.

"Good morning." Michonne called, glancing over her shoulder towards Sophia before Daryl walked over to her about to ask if she needed help, but didn't get a chance. "I got this under control, sit down. How's your back?"

"Hurts, how's yours?" He asked, not bothering to lie to her since she had the same injury and knew it hurt too and Michonne chuckled.

"Same. It could have been much worse though, Y/N copped most it for us." Michonne responded and Daryl nodded, remembering back to those days at the quarry and farm.

Y/N was always putting herself in front of other people, taking the fall for them so they didn't have to. He wasn't sure if she just wanted to protect everyone or if she thought she deserved the pain it caused, he hoped it wasn't the latter.

"She always does, the woman would've died for anyone in the group, probably still would." Daryl muttered shaking his head as he thought back to the time she had gotten between Ed and Carol. She copped a bruise along her jaw that lasted for a week. Or the time she took the grenade from Rick back in the CDC, so he didn't risk his life and she ended up hitting her head and getting a concussion when it blew up.

"Are you talking about my mommy?" Sophia asked, joining in on the conversation and Daryl nodded as Michonne began serving up what looked to be scrambled eggs from the chickens Maggie had given the community. "When is she coming back?"

"Is she bringing daddy home?" Judith asked looking over at Michonne who sat down on the seat next to Daryl while the two girls sat opposite them.

"Uncle Rick is your daddy? Does that make us cousins?" Sophia asked, looking at Sophia before glancing over at Daryl and he again nodded, surprised with how smart his daughter was for her age. Michonne seemed to be impressed too as she raised her eyebrow at him, but he just shrugged his shoulders because he sure as hell hasn't be teaching her anything.

Between him and Michonne they managed to keep Sophia and Judith distracted for most the day while they waited for Y/N and Rick to come home. But, as the sun began to get lower in the sky he was starting to get worried and he knew Michonne was too.

He was out showing Sophia the veggie garden when the distant sound of a helicopter began to fill the air and for a split second he had no idea what the noise was since he hadn't seen or heard a helicopter in nearly six years.

Sophia seemed to know what the noise was straight away as she began tugging on his pants leg excitedly. He began leading the little girl out the garden and towards the large clearing section in the community where he told Y/N to land the helicopter.

By the time he reached the clearing, Michonne, Judith, Rosita, Tara, Aaron, Gracie, Eugene, Gabriel and a few others had already gathered there, all staring up the helicopter in the sky as it flew towards the community.

He knew Y/N used to fly helicopters during her time in Afghanistan, but he still couldn't believe his eyes when he spotted her in the piolets seat as she began to lower the chopper down.

Everyone quickly stepped back from the sudden wind the propellers were causing before she parked the helicopter with ease and turned the engine off.

It took a while for the blades to stop spinning, but they finally did and not a second later the back sliding door to the helicopter opened and Rick climbed out.

-

You took of your seat belt off, giving Rick the all clear to climb out as he opened the back door where everyone was standing.

You climbed out the driver door on the opposite side and walked around the helicopter towards everyone.

You couldn't stop the smile spreading on your face as Rick pulled Michonne and Judith into a tight hug. Both of them were crying as Rick pointed towards her small baby bump in shock and you grinned, leaning back against the side of the chopper not wanting to get in the way.

"Mommy!" Sophia's voice shouted and you looked to your left to find her running through the crowd with her arms up.

Immediately you vent down and lifted her up, resting her against your hip, being mindful of the burns on your back. You glanced over to where she came from to find Daryl standing there as Rick pulled away from his girlfriend and daughter and looked over at Daryl.

"Thought ya were dead, man." Your heard Daryl muttered, his voice thick with emotion before Rick walked the reminding few metres towards him and wrapped Daryl up into a tight hug.

"I nearly was, brother." Rick responded, patting Daryl on the back and you smiled softly at Rick calling him brother before he pulled away and greeted everyone else who had come out to either see Rick or the helicopter.

"That was one way to make an entrance." Daryl commented as he began walking over to you, Sophia still in your arms.

"Thank you for staying and watching her." You said, looking over at Daryl and he nodded, smiling lightly at Sophia before you looked back at Rick and the others, everyone crying and hugging each other.

You were glad Rick had found this community, this new group, everyone seemed to be close to each other, but you just wished Rick didn't lie to you about your old group. He should have told you the truth, instead it got your hopes up and destroyed you all over again.

-

Once the reunion was over Michonne told every to give Rick some space since he only woke up from a coma yesterday and still needed to take it easy.

You, Daryl and Sophia joined her, Rick and Judith in their house so Rick could take it easy, despite him insisting that he was fine, but Michonne wouldn't have any of it.

After getting Siddiq to check on Rick to take his stitches out and to make sure he was okay, the six of you all ate tea together and ended up sitting around the lounge room.

Sophia and Judith were already fast asleep together on one of the couches while you sat on the single seater, Daryl on the other single couch to your left while Rick and Michonne sat together on the three seater opposite you.

Rick explained everything that happened with the herd and how he blew the bridge of with dynamite -you knew that explosion was dynamite- before he talked about waking up in a hospital with you and how he thought it was all a dream.

He held Michonne's hand the entire time before she explained everything that happened during the past month and how they had been looking for him ever since.

You sat there silently as you listened to them talk, Daryl adding a few things in as they spoke and you smiled as you listened.

"Y/N, you still haven't told me what happened after the farm." Rick suddenly said, looking over at you curiously. "T-Dog said he saw your truck roll by the barn and that was the last anyone saw. We all thought you were dead." Rick explained and you saw Daryl turn towards you out the corner of your eye, wanting to hear everything you had to say and you sighed, well this was going to be a long story.

"Our truck rolled, but Shane and I managed to get out before the walkers got to us and we made a run for it into the woods. By the time we got back to the highway two days had passed and we saw your note." You began to explain before Rick cut you off.

"You got out with Shane? What happened to him?" He asked realising that something must have happened to his best friend since he wasn't with you anymore and you raised your eyebrows at your brother. "Sorry, continue talking, I'll shut up."

"We tried looking for you and then I found out that I was pregnant, thanks Dixon." You added with a hint of a grin as you looked over at Daryl who's cheeks turned pink as you spoke before you looked back down at the ground and continued talking.

"We made camp in an old library and Shane helped me deliver the baby. He helped me a lot, I'd be dead if it wasn't for him, Sophia too. Anyway, we had to leave the library when a herd came and we eventually came across a prison."

"A prison?" Daryl asked in disbelief.

"Yep, we're all thinking of the same prison because I found Merle's old motorcycle and that lime green car Maggie and Glenn were driving at the farm. Then we began following train tracks and signs to a place called Terminus, but came across a sign that had been crossed out and said 'No Sanctuary' and Shane could recognise your messy handwriting anywhere, bro." You explained glancing over at Rick who began laugh, but nod in agreement.

"After that we didn't know where to go, then we came across some assholes on the road." You continued, your tone turning serious as you moved your injured leg slightly into a more comfortable position and tried to figure out how to tell them.

"The men wanted to take us back to their community and make Shane work for them. They threatened Sophia and the leader tried to touch her, but Shane stopped him and he got killed in the process. I killed half of them and took the guys truck and got the hell out of there, but they killed Shane, I'm sorry." You explained, shaking your head at the memory as you forced your tears not to fall at the memory.

They didn't need to hear how the leader bashed Shane's head in with a baseball bat until there was nothing left of it. They didn't need to picture that image in their heads.

"After that, Sophia and I just kept moving, trying to find you guys and two years later we bumped into a man named, Dwight. He somehow knew you and gave me directions to Alexandria and that's when I came across Rick on the riverbank and well, you guys know the rest." You finished, glancing over at Daryl who was staring at you in disbelief.

"You had been looking for us that whole time?" Rick asked in shock and you nodded.

"I wasn't going to give up, no matter how many years had passed. I'm stubborn, you know that." You replied looking over at him with a sad smile.

"Ain't that the truth." Daryl muttered from beside you causing the group to laugh before quickly quietening down not wanting to wake Sophia and Judith.

The four of you continued to talk for a little bit, Michonne telling Rick about what happened with Jocelyn. Although, you had already told him most of it when you bought him back since he asked how the hell you got shot, but he was just relived that you all made it out of there alive.

"Do we still have that horse cart? We can go to Kingdom tomorrow, stay the night there since it's the furthest and then go via Hilltop on the way home." Rick suggested and you all nodded in agreement and began planning the trip to the other communities.

"Guys, can I talk to Rick privately for a second?" You asked once they finished planning as you looked over at Michonne and Daryl who both instantly nodded and picked up Sophia and Judith before disappearing out the room.

You looked back over at Rick who was still sitting on the couch opposite you, but you didn't say anything for a moment as you tried to figure out how to word it.

"Are you okay?" Your brother asked, his voice gentle as he spoke as he stared at you in worry and you sighed.

"No, Rick, I'm not okay. Yesterday I killed six kids, innocent kids. Some where even Sophia and Judith's age-" You began to say before Rick cut you off.

"Jocelyn brainwashed them, you didn't have a choice, Y/N. You did what you had to do-"

"I know, I know. It doesn't make it any easier, but that's not even the reason why I'm not okay. I'm not okay because my brother told me that everyone from the group was okay. You told me that everyone was fine!" You exclaimed, standing up from the couch, despite the pain in your knee as you began to pace the small area.

"Hey, just come sit down-" Rick tried to say.

"Over the past six years, I had learnt to accept that I'd never see anyone from our group again. I accepted that they were all probably dead, but I never stopped looking.... then you said that everyone was fine and that acceptance just went out the window because everyone was alive and I was so happy. But, then I arrive at Alexandria and Daryl tells me about... he tells me about C-Carl... and Lori... he tells me about everyone, but you said they were alive, but they aren't!" You shouted softly, not wanting the others to hear as silent tears fell down your cheeks.

"I'm sorry." Rick whispered shaking his head at himself as he stared at you through his own teary eyes.

"I couldn't tell you... I couldn't put that on you because in that moment I wasn't entirely sure I was going to survive. I didn't want to drop that on you and say that your family is dead and then for me to die straight after. Hell, I wasn't entirely sure that you were even real and I just couldn't tell you, I couldn't..." Rick trailed off unable to finish his sentence as the tears in his eyes began tricking down his face before he stood up and walked over to you, resting his hands on your shoulders.

"I'm sorry." You whispered, dropping your head as Rick pulled you into a tight hug.

"No, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have lied to you." He quickly replied, hugging you tightly as he kissed the top of your head.

-

*One Hour Later*

You were lying in the king sized bed in the spare room. Sophia curled up on your left and Daryl lying to your right as you stared up at the ceiling.

"I killed six kids yesterday. Six innocent kids are dead because of me." You whispered and for a moment you thought maybe Daryl was asleep before he moved slightly and wrapped his arm around your body, pulling you into him as you rested your head on his chest.

"I know, but they ain't innocent. They were gonna kill Sophia 'n the other kids, ya didn't have a choice, I killed one too. Older kid, probably only 16 though." Daryl replied, keeping his voice quiet as he rubbed his thumb in small circles over your shoulder.

"I've killed people before, killed a lot before the world turned to this, it was part of the job. I never really had a problem with it, the people I killed were always bad guys, murderers and rapists, they deserved it. But this... this was different."

"I know what ya mean." Daryl whispered and neither of you said anything for a few minutes as you laid there together, before Daryl spoke up again. "It's nearly been six years, a lot can change in that time, ya sure ya still wanna be with me?"

You had to stop yourself from laughing at Daryl's question because if it wasn't obvious that you didn't want him still then you didn't know how else to prove it.

"I've spent the past six years trying to find you, Dixon. We have a daughter together and I know you didn't plan it, neither of us did, but it happened and I wouldn't change it for the world. Of course I still want to be with you." You responded and Daryl leant forward and placed a gentle kiss to the top of your head causing you to smile softly. You missed this. You missed him and now for the first time in a long time you actually felt at home.

-

NEXT CHAPTER

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A/N- Link in bio for Masterlist. I will reblog with my Daryl Dixon tag list, if you want to be added just comment below. 

There’s only 2 more chapters left after this! I can’t believe this fic is nearly over, this fic has been my life for the past few months and I really enjoyed writing it. I hope you guys liked this chapter and the next one will be up sometime on the weekend, so stay tuned.

Anyway, until then stay safe everyone and have a great day xx

[gclddvst]

my  need  to  finish  my  assignments  before  picking  up  a  new  muse  wasn’t  strong  enough  ...  r.i.p  my  grades  .  this  is  winslow  jeong  ,  aka  the  owner  of  all  the  braincells  on  this  blog  because  asher  and  i  have  none  .  for  more  information  ,  read  on  ,  and  if  you’d  like  to  plot  with  them  feel  free  to  either  like  this  post  or  just  message  me  here  or  on  discord  .

[  AARON  KWAK  ,  AGENDER  ,  THEY  /  THEM  .  ]    well  ,  if  it  isn’t  winslow  jeong  ,  our  resident  ASSISTANT  GAMEMAKER  !  i’m  so  excited  to  see  what  they’ll  be  bringing  to  the  table  this  year  .  they’re  twenty  -  seven  years  old  ,  &  they’ve  been  in  this  position  for  4  years  .  i  hope  they’re  ready  for  the  publicity  —  the  tabloids  have  already  started  talking  about  them  !  anyways  ,  i  got  to  meet  them  once ,  &  they’re  a  lot  like  screens  overcrowded  with  seemingly  meaningless  code  ,  a  straightforward  approach  to  every  hurdle  ,  the  taste  of  ozone  and  petrichor  ,  quiet  and  unshakeable  belief  .

statistics.

full  name  :  winslow  jeong

nickname  /  s  :  win  /  winnie

age  :  twenty  -  seven

gender  :  none  ✌️

pronouns  :  they  /  them

orientation  :  ace  -  aro

occupation  :  assistant  gamemaker

face  claim  :  aaron  kwak

persona.

winslow  is  ...  enigmatic  .  they  are  a  person  of  very  few  words  ,  opting  to  keep  their  cards  close  to  their  chest  at  all  times  and  simply  listen  in  on  conversations  rather  than  being  an  active  participant  .  they  don’t  share  information  willingly  ,  and  will  often  redirect  the  course  of  a  conversation  if  it  veers  towards  trying  to  learn  more  about  them  .

they  seem  like  a  nicer  than  average  gamemaker  ,  always  looking  for  ways  to  reward  the  tributes  —  prizes  ,  respites  ,  safe  zones  —  and  then  hiding  them  in  clues  and  puzzles  .  but  really  ,  win’s  motives  are  selfish  .  the  longer  the  games  drag  on  ,  the  more  they  get  to  do  ,  the  longer  they  can  put  off  working  on  the  next  arena  (  because  god  ,  they  hate  having  to  think  of  something  new  and  original  every  time  ,  and  goodness  knows  seneca  can’t  be  arsed  to  do  the  work  himself  ,  not  when  there  are  lackeys  to  do  it  for  him  .  no  ,  he  only  handles  the  extra  sadistic  stuff  )  .  and  they  find  watching  the  tributes  use  their  brains  far  more  entertaining  than  gladiatorial  fights  .

outside  of  the  bubble  of  ‘  hunger  games  bullshit  ’  as  winslow  has  so  eloquently  dubbed  it  ,  win  is  a  fairly  normal  capitol  citizen  .  they  mind  their  own  business  ,  are  moderately  extroverted  around  close  friends  who’ve  known  them  since  before  they  became  a  mystery  ,  and  do  their  best  to  resist  the  urge  to  drink  themself  into  a  stupor  at  the  end  of  every  workday  .

with  such  an  average  life  ,  one  might  wonder  why  they  insist  on  being  so  elusive  ,  and  the  answer  is  fairly  simple  :  rebellion  .  in  a  place  where  your  every  word  can  be  used  against  you  the  minute  you  dare  to  disagree  ,  saying  nothing  can  be  the  most  effective  middle  finger  to  the  authorities  possible  .  what  are  you  gonna  do  ,  snow  ,  blackmail  them  ?  oh  wait  ,  you  can’t  .

biography.

winslow  jeong  was  born  as  the  only  child  of  a  deeply  in  love  couple  ,  and  for  the  first  few  years  of  their  life  they  grew  up  in  a  beautiful  household  —  stable  ,  loving  and  everything  a  young  child  could  want  .  alas  ,  that  stability  was  not  to  last  .

their  father  was  a  peacekeeper  ,  working  all  across  panem  to  maintain  order  —  and  he  was  lined  up  for  a  promotion  that  would  make  him  one  of  the  highest  authority  figures  in  the  force  .  the  argument  started  small  —  concern  from  his  wife  that  he  would  be  away  from  home  too  much  ,  away  from  their  young  child  (  win  being  only  five  at  the  time  )  .

but  as  days  went  on  and  the  man  showed  no  intentions  of  reconsidering  his  choice  ,  winslow’s  mother  began  to  raise  other  issues  she  took  with  her  husband’s  job  .  “  do  you  actually  enjoy  hurting  those  people  ?  ”  she  had  said  one  night  ,  in  a  fit  of  rage  .  “  is  that  why  you  want  this  so  badly  ?  because  you  want  people  to  be  scared  of  you  ?  ”  the  next  morning  ,  she  was  gone  —  winslow’s  father  refused  to  tell  them  what  had  happened  ,  although  the  child  was  fully  aware  ,  having  eavesdropped  on  the  pair  .

the  guilt  over  selling  out  his  own  wife  for  the  sake  of  a  promotion  consumed  the  man  ,  who  soon  retired  from  his  job  ,  taking  up  a  new  job  as  a  tattoo  artist  and  focusing  on  raising  his  child  ,  as  a  way  to  make  amends  .

it  was  here  that  winslow  spent  most  of  their  childhood  —  in  their  father’s  shop  ,  watching  the  people  that  came  and  went  ,  and  watching  the  sketches  the  man  drew  .

art  came  naturally  to  win  ,  and  by  the  time  they  were  twelve  they  were  already  capable  of  sketching  people  .  their  sketchbook  ,  a  birthday  gift   from  their  father  ,  was  filled  to  the  brim  with  studies  of  the  people  who  went  in  and  out  of  the  tattoo  parlour  ,  as  well  as  decorative  patterns  and  mazes  .

winslow  was  sixteen  when  their  father  finally  gathered  the  courage  to  tell  them  the  truth  about  what  happened  to  their  mother  .  in  true  winslow  fashion  ,  they  responded  with  a  raised  eyebrow  and  a  simple  ‘  i  know  ’  —  never  the  slightest  hint  of  judgement  .  the  pair  were  never  especially  affectionate  ,  but  that  day  one  could  have  caught  a  rare  glimpse  of  a  hug  through  the  window  of  the  shop  .  not  that  anyone  would  dare  mention  it  to  them  .

as  their  education  drew  to  a  close  and  their   father  grew  older  and  older  ,  win  began  looking  for  potential  career  paths  .  initially  ,  they  considered  taking  up  an  apprenticeship  under  their  father  .  but  soon  enough  ,  they  discovered  a  new  aptitude  —  one  for  coding  ,  of  various  kinds  .  encrypting  information  in  complex  puzzles  and  writing  programs  to  crack  those  puzzles  .  they  honed  this  new  talent  in  their  spare  time  ,  taking  up  a  part  -  time  job  in  a  clothes  shop  to  help  support  themself  and  their  father  .

eventually  ,  their  skills  caught  the  attention  of  a  hunger  games  employee  who  visited  the  tattoo  parlour  while  winslow  was  attempting  to  engineer  a  puzzle  box  .  a  few  days  later  ,  they  were  visited  by  the  head  gamemaker  himself  ,  and  quickly  hired  as  an  intern  ,  from  where  they  quickly  rose  to  assistant  gamemaker  position  .

wanted plots.

a  tribute  or  two  that  they  get  attached  to  and  try  to  subtly  help  gain  an  upper  hand  .

close  friends  /  people  who  they  actually  talk  to  in  more  than  single  sentences  .

enemies  /  people  who  don’t  trust  them  because  of  their  silence  &  mysteriousness

[flippyspoon]

What do you think about Daryl/Jesus ?

Nah that never occurred to me but I thought about Jesus/Aaron for a hot second. I’ve also been binging this like mofo so I haven’t had the ‘sitting around thinking about ships’ thing going in my head so much. 

 I don’t really have any strong ships for TWD other than that I liked Rick/Michonne and actually seeing gifs of them together a while back made me want to return to the show. 

I was actually wondering if Daryl was ace/aro for a while just because they weren’t putting him with anyone and he didn’t seem to be pursuing anyone on any level. Then again they have a flirtation going between him and Connie now- I’m for that if it goes anywhere too but it would have been cool if after all this time he turned out to be something other than het lol. It’s sort of interesting to me that such a huge fan favorite has gone this long without any canonical romance though.

But I just saw Carol asking him why he doesn’t hook up with Connie and he seemed to have that “Carol, I have been pining for you lo these many years” face on so now Idk what’s going on lol.

I do notice they sexed Daryl up a lil bit in 10 - just compared to some past Daryls. His hair looks a little less in his face and greasy all the time and I SEE THEM UNDOING A COUPLE BUTTONS ON HIS MORE FITTED BLACK SHIRT. But for the love of God somebody get him a new pair of pants.

[i-am-grell]

Here’s My Top 100 For 2018 From Spotify

And me trying to justify them! (Look, some are WIP-related, others are jams, some I really can’t explain I just got back into Glee for like a month at one point this year...) Here’s the playlist

1. From a Mountain In The Middle Of The Cabins - Panic! At The Disco

Look, I just love the bouncy piano and the tuba. You can never have a bad tuba.

2. The End. - My Chemical Romance

Goes along with Chapter 8 of my WIP, Interlude, because I’m mean

3. Blank Space - I Prevail

This also goes along with Interlude from Chapter 1 - 5

4. If It Means A Lot To You - A Day To Remember

This one goes with my WIP Blood Bound (This one isn’t posted anywhere) (specifically, book 5)

5. Disloyal Order of Water Buffaloes - Fall Out Boy

Another Blood Bound one (Book 7)

6. This Could Be Anywhere In The World - Alexisonfire

Interlude

7. The Curse of Curves - Cute is What We Aim For

This was going to be Interlude-related but got replaced. Still a banger

8. Disturbia - The Cab

The theme song of Dreavyn from my WIP Aaron Being Normal and if anyone has any tips on how to control a chaotic bisexual OC please let me know

9. Jumpsuit - Twenty One Pilots

Funky bass

10. MakeDamnSure - Taking Back Sunday

A theme for Trace from Aaron Being Normal (Won’t be extremely relevant until book 3 (also this was supposed to be a standalone...))

11. Miss Murder - AFI

Funky bass part 2

12. Fences - Paramore

Interlude again - A Selena Walton Theme Song.

13. The Sharpest Lives - My Chemical Romance

Interlude - A Morgan/Selena/Mostly Selena Theme. (Also, a banger)

14. Camisado - Panic! At The Disco

Interlude - How many hospital scenes can I fit into 1 WIP about depressed teens? (Turns out three; maybe four, technically)

15. My Heart I Surrender - I Prevail

Cole’s character song (Interlude) (Also romantic AF)

16. I Don’t Care - Fall Out Boy

Interlude. Also a Mood

17. Holiday/Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day

Partially Interlude, partially because Holiday fucking slaps and BoBD is a classic

18. Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard

1/2 Interlude, 1/2 a Mood

19. I Don’t Wanna Be In Love (Dance Floor Anthem) - Good Charlotte

Dare I say, an aro-ace mood?

20. Check Yes, Juliet - We The Kings

I feel like half this playlist is just gonna be songs from the Interlude playlist...

21. Problematique - Hot Chelle Rae

Some funky bass, call and response, and fast rhyming - an ultimate jam

22. Postcards - Amber Pacific

Interlude playlist

23. Nico and The Niners - Twenty One Pilots

Look, I just really like Trench; it’s a good album

24. Demolition Lovers - My Chemical Romance

This is on the Interlude playlist but there’s such a Bonnie and Clyde feel to it, man...

25. Do You Know What I’m Seeing? - Panic! At The Disco

No. I don’t. Good song to dissociate to, though. I’m not good at instruments but good guitar/ukulele/whatever it is. Pleasant mood.

26. Rough Hands - Alexisonfire

Look, I’m trying to learn how to properly sing unclean parts (screamo parts) which will be absolutely shocking coming from a 5′2″ blonde girl; I need songs to practice to...

27. The Irony of Choking on a Lifesaver - All Time Low

Theme song to the Netflix adaptation of Interlude that plays in my head on repeat. Now if only I could actually finish writing the goddamn book...

28. Fat Lip - Sum 41

Interlude playlist, also listen to it and tell me you don’t hate everybody and this town

29. Say Anything (Else) - Cartel

I like singing the intro/chorus as sort of a vocal warm up...

30. Oh Well, Oh Well - Mayday Parade

Just a fucking MOOD my dudes

31. Whatever Happened To Saturday Night? - Glee Cast Version

No offense to Meat Loaf....but John Stamos... (Also Interlude (Travis) inspo) (Also I was really into Glee again earlier this year... Still haven’t actually watched past season 3...)

32. The Anthem - Good Charlotte

What I listen to when I consider dropping out and becoming a bog witch, but, like, a punk bog witch

33. Thunder - Boys Like Girls

Aaron Being Normal Inspo. The band’s name is ironic considering how Gay I make it...

34. Don’t You Know Who I Think I Am? - Fall Out Boy

I like singing this one when I’m drunk

35. I Don’t Love You - My Chemical Romance

Blood Bound (Book 2)

36. This Is Gospel - Panic! At The Disco

Blood Bound (Book 3)

37. Silver Bullet - Hawthorne Heights

Interlude Playlist

38. Weightless - All Time Low

MAYBE IT’S NOT MY WEEKEND BUT IT’S GONNA BE MY YEAR I scream to myself on a Tuesday

39. Who Do You Love - Marianas Trench

Have you ever looked up an a capella version of this one? Cuz yeah

40. Let The Flames Begin - Paramore

Anti-Depression, yet still Depressed Mood

41. Red Sam - Flyleaf

Depression Mood - also Interlude playlist

42. Jamie All Over - Mayday Parade

Interlude Playlist, and I think the Dreavyn playlist too... Look, it’s just a jam

43. Savior - Rise Against

Interlude Theme

44. Kiss Me, Kill Me - Mest

Another Interlude thing also a really good Selena x Morgan song

45. Hot To The Touch, Cold On The Inside - Fall Out Boy

Aaron Being Normal song also it’s about a hot pocket

46. Newport Living - Cute is What We Aim For

Interlude song that causes drama

47. Meant To Live - Switchfoot

Selena song - Interlude

48. Kill All Your Friends - My Chemical Romance

This is on the Interlude playlist purely because I’m Evil

49. You’re Gonna Go Far, Kid - The Offspring

On the Interlude playlist, also highly recommend blaring this through the hallways of your Catholic High School during lunch

50. Lights And Sounds - Yellowcard

Interlude Playlist also a banger

51. Angel With A Shotgun - The Cab

If this ain’t romantic as shit... Also it will make you wanna declare war on God Himself what a Mood

52. Somebody Told Me - The Killers

I’m not justifying why The Killer’s is on here I’m just shocked and appalled that Mr. Brightside has yet to make an appearance Spotify

53. Alright - Hot Chelle Rae

The English major inside of me wants to correct it to “all right” also Interlude epilogue Mood.

54. Changing - Saosin

Interlude Playlist

55. Bring Me To Life (Synthesis) - Evanescence

The Synthesis version is far superior and allows me to Properly showcase my Amy Lee impression

56. Headfirst Slide Into Cooperstown On A Bad Bed - Fall Out Boy

Along with J. Michael Tatum, Patrick Stump’s voice is My Religion - the first 23 seconds > The Beatles

57. Pas De Cheval - Panic! At The Disco

Sounds gallop-y

58. Be My Escape - Relient K

Interlude Mood/Theme

59. Science Fiction Double Feature - Glee Cast

Look, all Rocky Horror versions are great, even the Glee one...

60. Dear Maria, Count Me In - All Time Low

I like to sing this one when drunk

61. Stand - Flyleaf

Blood Bound (Final Book. End. Roll credits.)

62. I’d Do Anything - Simple Plan

A jam

63. Sweetness - Jimmy Eat World

The call-response, the spastic drums, damn boi, they’ve got it all

64. Say You Like Me - We The Kings

Catchy song, little fuckboi-ish if you really listen to the lyrics, but it’s not Baby It’s Cold Outside-bad???

65. AMBULANCE - My Chemical Romance

*Choir Ah-ing*, also an Interlude mood considering there are like 2 separate confirmed ambulance parts anyway...

66. crushcrushcrush - Paramore

Look me dead in the eye and tell me Hayley Williams didn’t put everything into her lyrics/singing here

67. Stay - Mayday Parade

Songs for when you’re heartbroken but to the point of dissociating while it rains outside, starting to storm, it starts out with just the grey pattering of a sheet of raindrops and soon the thunder starts to rumble with growing intensity and lightning splits the sky

68. There’s A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven’t Thought Of It Yet - Panic! At The Disco

I am the victim of Dreavyn Hawthorne from my WIP Aaron Being Normal seriously if anyone can help me control a chaotic theatre bisexual...

69. Lyrical Lies - Cute is What We Aim For

This band’s lyrics are so fucking poetic it is Shakespeare to a guitar, y’all

70. Wilson (Expensive Mistakes) - Fall Out Boy

I always get like a falling slowly down one of those psychedelic tubes greenscreened into the background feeling at the intro but just like totally at peace falling, like kinda like listening to Ride by 21P type mood but then the chorus comes and it’s a jam

71. Backseat Serenade - All Time Low

Just a banger

72. My Own Worst Enemy - Lit

Look I don’t party too hard but when I do we go hard I was at a party on a Thursday night that didn’t end until the next morning no shit one guy I know did a kegstand before going to his English class

73. Come As You Are - Nirvana

Damn Kurt we miss you but you turned out some jams that no one can match

74. Traitor - Flyleaf

Blood Bound (Book 3)

75. Sadie Hawkins Dance - Relient K

The lyrics are so stupid but damn I love it

76. Poetically Pathetic - Amber Pacific

Did you mean literally 90% of my male OCs?

77. Saviour - LIGHTS

The first LIGHTS song I ever heard and I will defend my favourite singer until the day I die she’s Canadian like me, her family is ADORABLE, SHE is ADORABLE and I love her the end

78. Jersey - Mayday Parade

This goes with every WIP I’ve ever conceived and literally none of them are set in Jersey

79. The Middle - Jimmy Eat World

I feel like this song is just a universal mood but no one can explain exactly why

80. C’mon - Panic! At The Disco

Wholesome(TM)

81. Sunshine Riptide - Fall Out Boy

Interlude Playlist - I imagine Morgan singing it and that might end up happening in canon but idk yet...

82. Sweet Caroline - Neil Diamond

Easily in the top 3 Neil Diamond songs if not the top, fight me.

83. First Date - blink-182

Literally just such an adorable song, blink-182 is the best

84. Last Hope - Paramore

Mostly a Selena song (Interlude) but idk I’ve destroyed many OCs wills to live so

85. Black Sheep - Metric

@spotify please put the Brie Larson version from Scott Pilgrim vs. The World on your streaming service I’m begging you - a very gay

86. When You Were Young - The Killers

Good song, real jam, where’s Mr. Brightside, spotify, where is it????

87. Broken Hearts Parade - Good Charlotte

A certified bop

88. All I Want - A Day To Remember

A song for my greedier OCs who just want to stop being tortured but yknow what children life aint fair

89. The Kids From Yesterday - My Chemical Romance

Put this in any of my WIPs really...

90. Threshold - Sex Bob-Omb

Try to tell me the Scott Pilgrim vs. The World soundtrack isn’t lit

91. Sorrow - Flyleaf

Blood Bound (Book 3)

92. Stay Frosty Royal Milk Tea - Fall Out Boy

You know when you’re writing intense battles or going to get a tattoo and need a playlist of War Songs? This is like the first one on my War Songs playlist

93. Jesus Of Suburbia - Green Day

A staple in the punk rock genre

94. Neon Gravestones - Twenty One Pilots

Ngl I sobbed when I first heard this one so

95. Pressure - Paramore

Very vocal on the Interlude playlist

96. Starlight - Muse

I first got into Muse because it fueled Twilight but yknow what they’re still a damn good group and Supermassive Black Hole carried the baseball scene which was an astounding piece of cinema so

97. Sleepless in Phoenix - blessthefall

It’s literally just my favourite blessthefall song, fight me

98. Kids In The Dark - All Time Low

My mood for when my dad tells me “you’re 20 you should be able to figure it out” like excuse me for not learning how the entire world works the second I turned 18...

99. Don’t Threaten Me With A Good Time - Panic! At The Disco

Refer to My Own Worst Enemy. Add drugs. I’ve never done drugs but..

100. Feeling This - blink-182

*screams I’m Feeling This at regular intervals* (I have no explanation it’s just a BOP)

[secondsofhappiness]

Question time! (havent done this in so long) if liv was going to have a romantic relationship with anyone who would you want it to be? Favorite cocktail? if seb stays what kind of relationship do you want him to have with aaron? Favourite tv show at the moment?

Ahh are you the anon who used to send these months ago? I remember you ☺️ such good questions.

1) Oh that’s a difficult one. I don’t think I’ve felt any romantic chemistry with Liv (Isabel) and any of the male/female characters. She has GREAT chemistry Gabby and Gerry…! And with Gabby, I did wonder if they were going to do an Aaron/Adam situation but they seem to have moved away from that for now. I haven’t seen enough of Liv and Jacob to know if there’s anything there and I think she has lovely brother/sister chemistry with Noah. That’s about all of the choices we have…! And I think it’s difficult because I don’t know where her feelings lie on romantic relationships at all.

It’s fascinating to me because when I was her age, i wouldn’t have said what she said about guys/girls when she spoke to Belle. She said she feels nothing and, to me, that always felt like a little tilt towards the aro end of things… I’d have probably said I didn’t fancy any boys/girls or want to act on stuff. I definitely had SOME feelings that were limited in the way my friends felt them but I still felt stuff so I’m curious about lovely Liv. Hopefully ED will clarify it for us! So I haven’t got an answer. I think they’d have to establish her position and if she wanted a romantic relationship, treat it really kindly and it’d be interesting to see who she would go for because I’d say Gerry represents, to me, someone who would be killer as Liv’s other half but I want them to remain just friends!! Haha. Catch 22!

2) Favourite cocktail…. god that’s bloody hard. I’d say a really good Bramble is perfection. That said, any gin cocktail with rose or raspberry tends to make me very happy. There’s a restaurant I LOVE in Liverpool that makes a killer gin/lemon/mint cocktail that is pretty much heaven in a glass. I am also a sucker for a fruit daiquiri or a really good cherry martini. If it’s pink and gin containing then I tend to be pretty happy.

3) Ohhh anon, I’m clearly going to say that I’d love Aaron to be Seb’s Sarah if Rebecca buggers off. At this point, I am just still waiting for The Whites to disappear and I have little conscience on the matter hahaha but I always saw Aaron as being more like than Rob to want kids or be better with them and I think he’d make an incredible parent, so loving and fun and I think he has tons to learn but he’s be PERFECT and the kid would be smothered with love and the best hugs in the entire world… so, for me, any relationship with Seb (if he wanted to have one and felt ok with everything) would be something he’d take very seriously and would, I think, find difficulty in keeping it casual. Aaron loves HARD and especially when he feels he’s good at it and loved back and a baby as little and as sweet as Seb couldn’t help but adore Aaron Dingle. Rob turns into an actual child at times around Aaron because he’s so comforting and LOVELY so I have a feeling kids/babies just instantly fall head over heels for him.

4) Oh, it’s a toss up between The Good Place and The Marvellous Mrs Maisel. TGP is probably one of my favourite shows ever made at this point (it’s so perfectly quirky and I love every single character) and Mrs Maisel is just genius. I fell head over heels for Rachel Brosnahan and her stunning comic timing. What a revaluation that show is. Some of the moments in it are wonderful because it never shies away from 1950s sensibilities but is such a feminist show and it’s genuinely hilarious. Everyone should watch it :)

[colorguardian10]

Tumblr User Poichild’s 100 One-Second Comic Blurbs

In this post I mentioned I have a document that I use to keep track of webcomics I don’t actively read, but might want to find again later.

Some background: each comic has a bit that helps me remember it, but sometimes the things that go in are the most nonsensical and unrelated things you can think of. A comic that has nothing but "porcelain girl with little demon” and “giant robot destroying a clock” next to it will eventually have both of those things in it, but rest assured they will somehow make sense in context.

(This is possibly the most boiled-down and convoluted version of a recommendation list that exists lmao)

 Anything I can’t easily google has the host added to its blurb so have at it!

I present to you, completely unedited...

Comics.docx

Comics you probably forgot about:

Shepherd Tales – Greek shepherd dealing with sirens

Bloom – girls traveling underground?? One likes gardens

Total Party Kiss! – D&D comic, pink girl & kinda-goth girl

White Noise – psychic white tail kid

Chirault – demon and little girl with tail

Heracles Knot – magic disease taking over mafia

Stone Clouds – werewolf taken to another world, magic & tech, tunnels, powerful prophet lady

Travelogue – mysterious tiny orange elf

Dia – celtic god turned into child

Gaia – blonde bombshell, quiet girl wizard, there’s ads for it a lot??

Thunderbird – bird god, girl with a gun, fire centaur

Unlife – zombie dude, read to 1/24/2001

House On the Cliff – magic? Witches everywhere and dragon child

The Weave – really white girl in magical murder case

Spindrift – half angel half demon girl

As The Crow Flies – girls at a Christian camp

Mooncakes – witch & werewolf lesbians

NEOKSMOS – space test subjects

EarthSong – first of her kind traveling to another world, each species has unique magic

Exorcist Academy – very nsfw!!

Icarus – wow I have no Idea what to describe this as lol. There’s an alien??

Fey Winds – redheaded fox girl, golem dude, evil warped lady

Stereophonic – gay dudes in 80’s london

Dai – dog turned human, on smackjeeves

Heartless – aro vampire lady

Lovespells – magician and knight lesbians!! – lovespells-comic.tumblr.com

Sidequest – nb kid is given a quest

Routes of Kanto – anthropomorphic pokemon. Pages are tagged #comic

Sorcery 101

Starfall – superhero widow

Society of Vice – therapy group

Dead City – fat boy and white boy in zombie dystopia

The Night Belongs To Us – vampire & werewolf lesbians

Various Everythings – magic poly prostitute

Twin Lights – soul-bonded couple, white-haired prince and an elf

Folded – pokemon comic - http://emilianite.deviantart.com/art/Folded-Page-199-640423939

Tamuran – looked for this FOREVER, shapeshifters helping a prince in hiding

Gyno-Star – feminist propaganda superhero (kinda rich white feminism tho idk :/)

The Hues – superpowers, alien invasion, gay girls

The Kinsey House – idk what to call this. paid harem?? it’s also fantasy there’s angels n shit

Minor Acts of Heroism – Superhero kids, been on hiatus for like half a year?? (page disapproval!)

Moth Girl – trans girl who loves moths

Unluckies – pirates vs. werewolf pirates

Medicine – girl with blue dreads doing graffiti and dreaming of Egypt – medicineofficial.tumblr.com

AJ and Magnus - Calvin and Hobbes inspired, kid has two dads

 Completed/Over:

Ignition Zero – Summer Knight, magic copy thing, blonde guy, ace punk

The Artist is Dead! – exactly what it sounds like, by Noah Farlee – website down for some reason??

Prince of Cats – guy who can talk to cats, boyfriend with a farm

Four Tales – four horror stories

Babble Fish – only four gendery comics but I love them all – on webtoons

Taproot – necromancer gardener

The Sorceress Next Door – little kid being a sorceress

Sam and Aaron – cute story – garydoesthings.com

Under the Aegis – seven wielders of mystical weapons living together and stuff, bird guy and fish guy

Hinges – porcelain girl with little demon, giant robot destroying a clock

Lady of the Shard – god breaking up world, acolyte in love with goddess, makes her pancakes

ShootAround – zombie apocalypse ft. a girls’ basketball team. so gay and beautiful

 Incomplete and not updating:

Noa’s Spire – lesbian? knight named Sparrow helping priestess

House of Orr – competing guilds, blue fighter pig lady and zoologist frog lady

T-Time with Sime – guy named Sime (Simon) talking about his transition

Portside Stories – Valerie Halla comic about trans kiddos

(Now to tag some people who may be interested in this)

@lgbtwebcomics @thewebcomicwanderer @atomicbritt @alister-echoes @theweepingstar @im-a-genius-trust-me

[dyklopces]

tagged by @transjasico !!!!!

1) why did you choose your url?

simple. I am trans and they are trans and they're also in love.

2) any side blogs?

ayup, @frankiesdepwession is my vent blog ! it's very heavy ♡♡

3) how long have you been on tumblr?

UUHHH I think 5 ish years ?? since I was 11 so

4) do you have a queue tag?

god no. using a queue is for nerds and homos

5) why did you start your blog in the first place?

I think I was a b99 fan page?? I don't rly remember tho

6) why did you choose your icon/pfp?

bcuz aaron mitchell is perfect and I love him

7) why did you choose your header?

summer is wonderful and pretty and I like the color green. simple

8) what's your post with the most notes?

one of my umbrella academy posts i think , but other than that. my zukka meme drawing I did 4 shem ♡♡♡♡

9) how many mutuals do you have?

A LOT. there are 2 many and I love then all ♡♡♡

10) how many followers do you have?

UHHH 250 something ?? I think 256

11) how many people do you follow?

like. 80

12) have you ever made a shit post?

imagine if I said no

13) how often do you use tumblr each day?

too many. I am mentally ill ♡♡

14) did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog? who won?

not a serious one and I won like always bc im flawless ♡♡

15) how do you feel about "you need to reblog this posts?"

I hate them!!

16) do you like tag games?

I'm a leo sun . what do you think. (yes I love attention)

17) do you like ask games?

HM. I WONDER ♡♡

18) which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

probably vee , she has a lot of followers

19) do you have a crush on a mutual?

im aro. lol (there are moots I want to be FRIENDS with but )

20) tags?

@boyjuly @littlespoonsokka and also anyone who sees this cause im lazy ♡♡