blushing! — p.wb
one shot ⭑.ᐟ
synopsis⭑.ᐟ you get high with your friends at wonbin's house, not knowing you'd get this needy.
content warning ⭑.ᐟ smut! minors dni!, fem!reader, pet names, drug/edible consumption, tit play? for my favorite tits guy ;3, does this fall under dubcon idk
word count⭑.ᐟ 3k+
✩🎧⭑.ᐟ [ blushing! — between friends ]
fuck, you overate.
eunseok gave you exactly two edibles, telling you over and over again to eat it slowly since it’s your first time but you’ve already eaten them all. you looked around for your friends, wondering how they were faring. you can see that they were smoking outside, slumped against the wall as they chatter amongst themselves. you looked to your other side, seeing that wonbin was chewing on a small piece of brownie while laying on the couch.
”wonbin?” you called out, small voice successfully pulling wonbin out of his trance. “so, uh, d’you know how much weed was in the brownies?” wonbin looked at you, corners of your lips embarrassingly coated with chocolate.
he smiled at you, sitting up straight to pull you next to him. “how many did you eat?” you looked at him nervously, “t-two.”
wonbin tilted his head, wondering if he heard correctly. he raised the brownie he had been chewing on for the past minute, “two of this?” you nodded meekly. it wasn’t the normal square sized ones too, it was a huge chunk because the guys kinda fucked up when they were making it so they cut it up in bigger portions. he looked around, everyone was already too fucked to even take care of you.
your heart began to beat quickly and you figured it was just the weed kicking in at an awful time, unwittingly batting your lashes at wonbin. he seemed hesitant, fully aware that the two of you weren’t even that close to begin with. “do you want to go upstairs? i can lend you my bed for now,” you couldn’t help but blush at the thought, your weed-induced brain made you act like a teenager, nodding shyly.
”i-it’s fine, i’m sure,” your words dragged and your brain began to get fuzzier. wonbin looked at you worriedly, “hey, you good?” when you didn’t respond, he decided to help you up to his room, lifting you up easily. you felt like you were floating, intoxicated with the comforting scent that surrounded you.
in a minute, you felt your body hit a bed. “hmm?” you groaned, trying to get up and figure out where you were. “we’re in my room,” wonbin snapped you out of it, your head managing to focus when you heard his voice. “um, wonbin?” your tone was weird, making wonbin laugh a little. “yeah, it’s still me.”
you were sure that your heart wasn’t beating because of how pretty wonbin looked against the sunset, it’s just the weed. you bit your lip, the action drawing wonbin’s eyes to them, a teasing smile on his face. he brought his hand towards your lips, wiping a few crumbs off of the corners of your lips before smiling mischievously, “this makes me glad i didn’t go out to smoke with the others.”
what does that mean? what does he mean? you repeated the question in your head, still not sure what the answer was. your face began to redden, though you were sure it’s just the weed. you’d blame every fuck-up you do today on the weed.
wonbin lingered around for a little longer, knowing how red you’ve gotten despite the dim lighting in his room. he couldn’t help but find you cute, chuckling at how you just stared back at him. “how are you feeling?” his voice sounded so sweet for no reason.
”high?” wonbin laughed at your answer, the adorable sound of his laughter echoing in your ears. he looks so cute when he laughs, you wonder why you haven’t been talking to him all this time. he patted your head gently, “you can lay down for a bit if you want.”
but you weren’t feeling sleepy. wonbin got up and you could tell he was going to leave you by yourself. you desperately grabbed his hand, pulling him back a bit too easily, making him tumble back to his bed as you peered over him. the space between you two somehow felt smaller, your heart beating fast at how you could smell him everywhere.
your cheeks were so red, even you could tell, but you hoped that the darkness of the room would hide some of it. “wonbin?” he stares at you, waiting for what you were going to say. “won’t you stay?”
”stay?” he repeated, voice wispy as his huge eyes stared into yours. you nodded, blushing when he smiled widely at you. the loud beating from your heart began to scare you, biting on your lip as you reached out for wonbin’s hand. he was pretty chill with the contact, letting you hold his hand with no problems. it was what you did after that caught him off-guard.
you held his hand against your chest, “t-this is normal, right? i think my heart’s beating too fast,” you babbled, the consequences of your actions still not dawning on you even when you saw wonbin’s flustered expression. “u-uh, well,” he mumbled, eyes looking at where his hand was. you were so soft that wonbin wanted to sink his hand in even more.
”i-is it bad?” you asked, still concerned over your irregular heartbeat. wonbin shook his head, “i, uh, i can’t feel it. pretty sure it’s on the other side,” wonbin muttered, using his other hand to point at your left chest. you looked down, belatedly realizing that you put his hand on your right chest. still unbothered, you drag his hand over to your left chest.
wonbin almost wanted to laugh at how clueless you were, “well?” you asked once again, voice smaller as you looked at him. he just smiled, “seems pretty normal to me.” before you could even say something, wonbin leaned closer to you, “i can think of a reason why, though,” he flashed a smug smile.
you stared at him, a blush creeping up your cheeks at how close he was, your voice coming out as a mere whisper, “you.” wonbin grinned, nodding at your answer. he didn’t expect you to be this forward though, finding you adorable. maybe he’d try to dissuade you from using weed in the future if it meant you’d do this with your other friends as well.
”you have a crush on me?” he teased, not fully expecting an answer. you could feel his hand on you go up to your shoulder before eventually resting on your neck. “i kinda like your face,” you confessed, making wonbin laugh a little. “same here,” he grinned, “i like you more, though.”
”do you?” you felt your heart beating fast once again when he smiled. you could see the way his eyes looked at your lips, watching as he bit his lip subtly whenever he caught himself staring for too long. “wonbin,” you could see how his brows furrowed slightly as he focused on your glossy lips. he stared into your eyes, the teasing smile on his lips was gone and you could tell there was something he wanted from you.
wonbin pulled you closer with his hand on your neck, “kiss me,” he demanded, it was the only way he could control himself and ask for your permission at the same time. you licked your lips, leaning in without any hesitation. you could tell that wonbin was happy, smiling as you moved your lips against his.
he pulled away to cup your face, chuckling as he placed a small peck on your lips before pulling you in for another kiss. you almost lost your mind at how soft his lips felt, moving tantalizingly against yours. wonbin pulled you even closer, sticking his tongue against your lips. you parted your lips even more so he could push himself in, moaning softly when he swirled his tongue around.
you felt dizzy because you breathed wrong earlier, now you didn’t have enough air. you ran your fingers through his hair, eliciting a soft moan from wonbin. he pulled away, watching as a mix of your spit stringed along, chuckling when he saw the look on your face. “did you hate it?” you frowned at his stupid question, “i might be high but i can still tell when to stop.” wonbin laughs at your answer, placing a small kiss on your cheek.
”want to keep going, but not like this,” he whispered, trailing kisses down to your neck. this was the most self-restraint wonbin had, and you couldn’t help but question that. you wanted him just as much, needily clawing on his shoulder.
”i don’t care, wonbin,” you whispered, hot breath fanning over wonbin’s neck as you whimpered at every kiss he left on your skin. “can i have you?” shivers went down wonbin’s spine, moaning softly as he raised his head to look at you, huge eyes practically begging for him.
wonbin wondered if this was just the weed talking on your behalf, but how could he deny you if you were asking so politely? “lay down for me, baby.” you complied easily, watching as he towered over you, the star necklace he always wore shone against the sunset. wonbin looked too breathtaking that it felt unfair, “i really like your face, wonbin.” he laughs, nodding at the sincere confession.
”can i change your mind?” he hummed, leaning down to place kisses over your clothed chest, “can i make you like me?” you shuddered when wonbin slipped his hands under your shirt, fondling with your tits. you felt impatient, slipping the shirt over your head and leaving it on wonbin’s floor as the cold breeze hit your skin, goosebumps appearing almost immediately.
”so fucking pretty,” he breathed out, completely hypnotized by the sight of your body. maybe wonbin wasn’t lying when he said he liked you more. he noticed the clasp in front of your bra, fiddling with it, your breasts spilling out as he undid it. he let out a soft laugh, in disbelief at how perky you were already, hands sinking into them.
he was convinced you could cum just with your tits, licking his lips as he wanted to prove his little theory. ”let me make you cum, pretty girl,” wonbin bit his lip, watching how you parted your lips at what he was doing to you, pretty moans spilling out of your mouth.
wonbin’s hands were warm and rough against your skin, fingers fiddling with your nipples as he squeezed on your tits. you whimpered, head spinning from the undiscovered pleasure you could have just with having them teased. “w-wonbin,” you whined, wondering why he was only playing with them and nothing else.
”hmm? getting needy, baby?” you nodded, making wonbin chuckle. you were just too honest that it made him want to tease you more. he placed kisses all over your breasts, earning broken moans from you. he licked your skin, tracing his tongue around your nipple before latching his mouth onto it. you cried out, unbelievably sensitive when you felt him suck and bite on the nub.
the sensation was foreign to you, you’ve never felt this good with just having your tits teased like this. “m-more, wonbin,” you pleaded, the aching in between your legs getting worse. wonbin hummed against your chest, your back arching at the vibrations. he chuckled, popping them out of his mouth. “can’t give you any more than this, baby, ‘m sorry.” he mumbled, groping your tits as he rested his face in between them.
you whimpered, “my tits feel good, but i want more,” he smiled, looking up at you properly. “if you cum from them, i’ll give you what you want. how’s that, pretty?” you bit your lip, it felt possible given how turned on you already were with just having him suck on your nipple.
”o-okay, but promise me,” you pouted, making wonbin smile widely, going up to give you a quick peck. “i promise, pretty girl.” you felt reassured, moaning softly when you felt his mouth on your breasts once again. he pressed them against each other, your cries soon turning into needy moans as he sucked on your nipples at the same time.
you felt wonbin smiling against your skin, mischievously flicking his tongue against your nipples as he stared at your face. “f-feels sore, wonbin,” you whimpered, sensitive nubs already feeling too stimulated to take more. he shakes his head, “not until you cum, pretty.” you whimpered when he rolled them with his tongue, your hips jerking forward for some relief.
wonbin bites back a smile, placing his knee in between your leg. you were more than grateful for it, desperately moving your hips against it. “wanted to see if you’ll cum from getting your tits teased but that might not be possible, huh?” wonbin pouted, ghosting kisses all over your cleavage.
you didn’t know why but he was obsessed with them, his hands and mouth never moved an inch away from your tits and you could tell that he’s been leaving marks all over. “why do you— ah!” wonbin chuckles, now keeping his mouth away from your sore nipples to hear you out. you pout at him, “why do you like them?”
”hmm?” he smiles at you as if he didn’t understand, “why not? they’re yours.” wonbin latched his mouth onto your nipples once again, flicking his tongue against them as you cry out from sensitivity. your breath hitched at your throat, body suddenly feeling warm. you moaned loudly, turning your head to the side and biting on your finger at the sudden build up of your climax.
wonbin stares at you, frowning when you hide your face from him. “pretty girl,” he calls out but you don’t look at him, trying to focus on the pleasure as you whimper against your fingers. wonbin was getting sulky, already struggling to see you in the dark and only relying on the minimal light that shone through his windows, “y/n, please look at me,” he pleaded, voice as sweet as ever and yet his hands kept playing with your tits that you couldn’t focus at all.
you glance at him and he smiles at you, “are you close?” you nodded too quickly and he found that adorable, “i’ll make you feel even better so let me hear you, yeah?” you bit your lip, a bit hesitant to fully let go. wonbin sensed your hesitation, smiling softly at you, “those idiots are too high to hear you, trust me.” he spoke so roughly that you couldn’t help but smile, nodding slowly as you look at him properly.
”i think i’m close, wonbin,” you whispered softly. wonbin licked his lip, mesmerized with the way the orange sunlight hit your face perfectly— you were glowing and he found you so beautiful. “you look so pretty, baby,” he sighed out, putting his mouth over your nub once again while his other hand kept playing with the other one. you choked out a moan, somehow feeling more sensitive with the contact.
wonbin kept his eyes on you and you tried to do the same, your eyes slowly getting teary at how sore your breasts began to feel but it still felt good. “hold me more, bbin,” you whimpered, making wonbin chuckle a bit at the nickname. he listened to you, pouring in a bit of his strength on his grip, smiling at the euphoric expression you had on your face.
he popped your nipple out of his mouth, licking the area around your breasts and leaving wet kisses, ”had i known you’d like it rough, i would’ve been doing this from the beginning, baby.” your eyes focused on the way his hands moved now that he made you look at him, finding the veins in his hands a bit too interesting. you can’t help but wonder what they’d feel inside you, moaning at the thought.
”i’m so close, bbin,” your moans began to get breathier, your chest rising up and down as you felt your orgasm closing in on you. everything felt so foreign, the pleasure you felt from getting your tits teased ran throughout your body, moaning prettily as you try to chase your high. wonbin smiled, wanting nothing more than to help you.
”i got you, pretty girl,” he sighed, making sure he’d see you clearly. he pressed his knee against your core a bit more forcefully this time as you rub yourself against him. “f-fuck—” you whimpered, trying not to turn your head away from wonbin as you desperately moved your hips. “so close— more,” you cried out and wonbin complied immediately, leaning down to kiss you.
the kiss affected you more than you thought, your tongue clumsily meeting wonbin’s as he traced his over yours. everything made your head spin and in a second you felt yourself completely letting go. you squeaked out a moan, whole body trembling as you came from your breasts.
wonbin smiled widely, leaving soft kisses all over your shoulder in appreciation. you were just as pretty as he thought, but he couldn’t believe you could get even prettier like this. you smiled lazily at him, chuckling breathlessly as he stared at you in a complete daze.
”you’re so pretty,” he whispered, looking at you with hearts in his eyes. you bit your lip, he really must’ve liked you if he found you pretty like this. “do you think we’ll be weird after i sober up?” he smiles at you, biting on his lip.
”i hope not.” you stared at him, lost in the way his eyes looked at you, as if they drew you in. “i know i won’t be,” wonbin whispered, placing a kiss on your forehead, “i really do like you.”
your cheeks blushed, quickly turning your head away as he just laughed at your reactions, “i’ll see if i feel the same after an hour or whatever,” you mumbled with a pout on your lips. wonbin just nods, kissing your skin all over while you were still looking away.
you turned back to him, meeting his eyes almost immediately once again, the blush on your cheeks coming back on but you stood your ground this time. wonbin looked amused, “fall for me faster,” he demanded playfully. he knew you were hooked, he just had to make sure you fall even deeper. just like he did.
ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ
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holaaa!! (dr rant + just an appreciation post)
(TW SLIGHT HINT TO GROOMING)
soo i’m shifting soon and i decided that im going to make my first album when i get there (LIKE START JT, DUDE. START IT. IM SO EXCITED) there’s going to b an ep i’m going to finalize when i get there and it will be released on the 26th of the month i get there (as it is kinda a diss on a MAN who was 26 when we dated… i was a minor still.)
i’m also gonna make a family tree because i’m really bored (and i also kinda js wanna see all my siblings yk? im gonna draw them all soon bc like AUGH AJAJDKDJ I MISS THEM!!!)
omgz i’m so excited dude!!
(appreciation below!!)
also i saw billie eilish in my dream last night. one of the funniest and sweetest people i know 😭 SHARK WAS ALSO IN THAT DREAM HES SO SWEET ‼️‼️ god i wish i could hug them today, just right now. yall don’t understand how much billie and finneas have been through together, and im so proud of how far they made it. i love you both, and although you won’t see this post in this reality, i know you will when we r together :DDD u guys make me so happy, so inspired, and just a better person overall. also huge thank you to billie in helping me with directing my music videos and being featured in one of my favorite songs — ripple effect. thank you finneas for just 😭 for keeping her alive, giving her a passion, and being so protective and supportive of her.
i’m so excited to b friends w both of them n js talk to them daily — it’s so fun.
i’m also super duper excited to meet one of my closest friends — nile — in person finally!!!! it’s been like 3 years of shifting together, and i know she’s excited too. i know she’s reading this, btw so i love u sm nile and thank u for being such a great and perfect friend throughout this whole journey. i truly don’t think i would still be kicking without you. i owe you the world, and i know you’re going to be blessed with many MANY things in the coming months, and the years following will be some of your best, but that’s only a taste of what is truly to come.
i’m so proud of you, and i’m also so round of everyone that has been clinging onto shifting even though it hurts. i’m always here for you. i love you all so so much. i want the best for you, and i know you’re going to get it. i’m always here to help in ANY way i can. ask me anything, i promise you i will answer with the wisdom God and the universe has given me!!
i cannot express my gratitude to my father, loki, enough. i don’t know how to even put it into words. he’s been there at my hardest, he’s been there at my best. i don’t think i would actually even be this far without him either. he’s one of the silliest and sweetest people ive ever met. i can’t believe he’s my FATHER you guys!! ITS SO COOL AUGHH
i also have so many people here i need to thank, there’s more that i can think of right now but just know i love and appreciate every one of you guys.
staring with @smellofemale!! you were such a sign when i met you. i don’t think i’ve met a christian shifter — you’re the only one i still talk to if i have! im just so so sooo blessed to have met you. i don’t know what to say, dude! i love you so much. you’re so sweet, so kind, and so inspiring. i love you!
@eneablack although you’re one of my newest friends, you’re another really really inspirational one. you’re so open about your struggles with shifting, even though you’ve had success time and time again. it shows me and many others how shifting sometimes is a hard thing to get used too, even with successes under your belt!
@daisys-reality! if you don’t know them, FOLLOW IMMEDIATELY PLEASE OMGGJAJSN she gives some of the best and most accurate readings i could ever ask for. also her drs (specifically her mermaid one) have inspired me so much!!
@kanachaka UR AO COOL BRO I JS LOVE SEEING UR POSTS AJSJDKDJD
@kazylynn i love u sm!! u rlly show me i can be an inspiration to others, and that’s something i’ve hoped for all my life. i want to be a good, helpful person — and i love you for showing me i can be.
@babybearthepsychic a few months ago you gave me a free reading that was just so accurate and so real. i don’t know if i would still be on this spiritual journey without it, because i was at one of my hardest points then. i cannot believe how just truly accurate and kind you are. i love you so much, you’re doing amazing. i wish i could give you the biggest hug, and i could donate like a million dollars to u rn but i literally don’t have a job 😭
@zipperrants i don’t think i rlly need to explain this… dude i thought u we’re so cool even when u we’re js interacting with @maddies-chronicles and i rlly wanted to interact w u so bad but i was so so scared bro!! and thank u hale for giving me the opportunity to meet them!!
@accidentalshifter YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW MANY PEOPLE U REPRESENT IN THIS RESLITY — YOURE ONE OF THE FIRSR ADULT SHIFTERS I SAW ON HERR AND IM SO SO SO SO SOOO FUCKING HQPPY YOURE SO OPEN ABOUT IT! you’re just so free and it’s beautiful. i love you so much
and there are so many more but i just.. im gonna cry i love you all tooo much.. please know u all mean so much to me and i can’t wait to tell u so many stories when i get back, and help u guys shift. i am working so hard to post more, and i pray this post can help me become more active.
so so so much love, to everyone in this community, you’re so wonderful. may the gods bless you.
so much love, peace and joy
the abyss
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Ruby took a few deep breaths as she tried to focus on her comic book, a blush crossing her cheeks as she started to lose a bit of focus. She glanced over towards Weiss and Blake, still not sure what about them kept drawing her to look at them. Her heart fluttered for a brief moment as she looked away, no longer able to focus like before.
“Everything okay, Ruby?” Weiss asked as she looked over. “You’ve been a lot quieter than normal.”
“I-I’m fine,” Ruby said, her voice cracking as she spoke. “I think I’m getting a bit sick.”
“Then maybe I can help-”
“I’m fine!” Ruby quickly got up and made her way to the door. “I’ll be back once I’ve gotten checked.”
“Oh, well, dont be out for too long.”
Ruby nodded and started to make her way down the hall, heart still fluttering as she thought about Weiss and Blake with each step. They way they moved anytime they fought in training, the way their eyes almost seemed to glisten in the light mimicking precious stones and colored glass, and then there was the way they felt when her hands brushed up against their soft hands…
She shook her head to try to get the thoughts out of her head. She needed to focus on class, not on her teammates. And yet, no matter how much she tried, she couldnt get Weiss and Blake out of her head. It was enough to make her fall behind on her studies and struggle with her own training, though she was sure that if she had brought it up to Yang, she’d be told she should have boys on her mind instead.
Instead of making her way to the nurse, Ruby made her way to the training hall to clear her head in the only way she knew how. Training until she could forget about Weiss and Blake no matter how long it took.
“Ruby, where are you going?” Coco asked as she saw Ruby in the halls. “Shouldnt you be studying?”
“I couldnt focus,” Ruby answered as she continued to walk. “So I’m going to clear my head.”
Coco nodded and started to follow Ruby. “Then maybe I can come with you and you can tell me what’s going on.”
“Its nothing-”
“Doesnt sound like nothing to me. I’ve watched you since your initiation, so I can tell when something’s up with you.”
“Its Weiss and Blake.” Ruby paused in her step for a moment as a blush ran over her cheeks. Once again, her teammates filled her mind when she’d prefer they didnt. “I… I cant stop thinking about them. I know we’re all teammates and we need to think about each other, but this feels excessive. I cant focus on school work or training, my grades are starting to suffer and when Weiss brings it up, I cant help but feel terrible for letting her down.”
Coco smiled a bit. “Sounds like you love them.”
Ruby froze at the thought. Loving Weiss and Blake? No, that couldnt be it. Love wasnt an emotion she felt, at least not for people the way others did. She loved weapons, Crescent Rose in particular, the taste of strawberries and cookies, fighting grimm to be a hero like her mother. But to love someone, to love an actual person…
“I-I dont think its anything like that,” Ruby said quietly as she forced the words out as her voice cracked and her heart raced in her chest. The mere thought of Blake and Weiss made her legs feel like jelly and gave her a warmth in her chest that nothing else seemed to. “We’re just good friends, nothing more. Teammates, partners… that sort of thing.”
“Then if that’s the case, you should be able to focus long enough to have a competition with me, right?” Coco asked with a smirk. “If you can destroy more targets than I can, I’ll believe you. If not, then you and I are going to have a long talk.”
“Fine. But I dont see why you’re so interested.”
“Because you remind me of how I am with Velvet. And I dont want to see you make the same mistakes that I’ve been making.”
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