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meanscarletdeceiver · 9 months

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Culling the insanely long list of blogs I'm following until my dash is predominantly train stuff. I look forward to actually seeing y'all's posts again soon <3

#i've been over 2000 following for a couple years now #shockingly that hasn't worked well for actually keeping up with fandom stuff #i've been going to town for the past three days #goodbye people who posted pretty gifs of stuff i have never and probably will never watch #goodbye big funny tumblr-famous blogs i'll check in with you once i miss you #goodbye hundreds of randos i followed because your url was funny #goodbye 85% of my beatle blogs most of you are into weird shit (other bands) now anyway #goodbye political blogs you were always a shit excuse for a decent news source #goodbye mental health and gender blogs thank you for all your help pax vobiscum #goodbye bizarrely high number of superhero comic blogs why was i following you to begin with #goodbye 95% of gimmick blogs #not the color-palette and local-airport guys tho #you can stay

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valewritessss · 2 months

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Should I sneak into the kitchen to get a cookie at midnight yes or no

#midnight snack #poll #pjo #kotlc #sorry that was just for people to see the poll #I love going to sleep late but that means I’ll get hungry and I won’t be able to eat #and since I go to the kitchen my fatass dog will run to follow me in hopes I give her a treat #i’m thirsty #like right now #but I physically cant drink water without ice in the summer and that would wake up the entire household (my mom and my dad)#there’s this bitchass cricket that won’t let me sleep #omg I hear something outside of my window #I hope that’s a rat and not a human being #you know what I’m offended about #my dog doesn’t want to sleep with me ever. she always comes to give me a goodbye lick to my face before strutting off to my parents king bed #and I think that’s unfair considering the fact that I named her and begged for her for years #anyways #Ty for coming to my midnight rant #rant #I love that tag bc it sounds like a weird remix of rat that reminds me of a rat more than a rat does #percy jackson and the olympians

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imminent-danger-came · 6 months

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Like I knew the twitter anti crisis was bad. But the twitter anti crisis is

b a d

#one person's bio says they don't interact with smut and that they're a 'clean' 20 year old #every bio has ''PROSHIPPER DNI''#And I'm like #Y'all are so dangerously close (if not crossing into) terf rhetoric it's insane #you and your thought crimes #like the lmk fandom has some youngin's and early 20 year olds who have the WORST fucking takes #imp's twitter adventures #purity culture is weird #I'm on day 2 of posting there and I'm already close to calling it quits #twitter get's like 3 parallels posts and then goodbye forever (joking) (?)#like every ''proshipper dni'' also likes pjo #And I'm like. GREEK MYTH IS FULL OF INCEST AND FUCKED UP SHIT. WHAT ARE YOU ALL ON

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rebellum · 2 months

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God writing that last post was so, so hard.

Rn I feel the weight of every sadness and every bad thing that's happened to me since I was 9 and had my first important pet death

#my brain:#hey remember when your cat died and for years you thought it was your fault?#hey remember when your dog died and then like a week later your childhood best friends told you they never wanted to speak to you again and #how you still have NO idea why?#remember the depression that sent you into and how scared you felt that you could FEEL the happiness going away?#remember how your first suicide attempt was that year?#remember how when you were 15 you suddenly turned trans and also developed severe mental health issues and also your childhood cat died #while you were away so you felt you never got to say goodbye?#and how that same year you got groomed possibly TWICE?#and how that same year you got sexually assaulted in a way that was so weird you assumed no one would beleive you so you just didnt tell #anyone for years?#remember a couple years ago how you got the news you wouldnt graduate and then a month later granny died #and then a few months later your cat died very very painfully in your arms over a period of several hours while you suffered through choice #paralysis because you couldnt decide whether to take her to the far away emergency hospital since that would cause her MORE pain?#remember how you had to seriously consider asking your hunter neighbour to come inside and snap her neck?#remember how a week later your dog (who you got at age 12 to try to feel better about your other dog who just died and to try to stave off #inactivity from depression) had to be put down?#remember how 2 weeks after that your favourite uncle died unexpectedly?#hey remember how last week you got the call that your grand dad died?#thanks brain! i DID need to remember everything that was very helpful

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heyitslapis · 19 days

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Ok

#kinda vent post cause ive been anxious ever since we got coffee this evening #I promise I'm not trying to be weird or anything. I'm just #I just really don't want to screw this up. I know we spent almost the last year avoiding each other #And I know things between us were rocky for a bit before that #and I hope I'm not overwhelming you. I know things won't be better overnight #I know we've distanced so much and theres so much awkward history there. I know things are different now #And I respect that. I respect your relationship and your new life. I'm not trying to impose or make you uncomfortable #I'm just anxious and tbh scared an nervous too. I don't want to fuck this up. If theres a chance for us to be close friends again I want it #Im so so so scared of fucking it up. I feel like I forgot how to be friends & after the way I left things Im scared that I lost my chance #I'm scared that it's not gonna work and that a permanent goodbye is in our future. I'm scared that you won't want me around after all #I would understand if that became the case.. but I really don't want that #I cant text you this without seeming like an overbearing clingy anxious mess of an ex but ive been on the verge of a panic attack all night #just for the fear that I'm fucking up already somehow. Just the fear that this isn't going to work and I shouldn't even try #I think I spent so long avoiding you that now I don't know what to do with myself. But I'm trying to be normal #I promise I dont have any motives other than missing a really great friendship and being tired of missing friends #And maybe I still have a ways to go in the emotional healing department but I think I'm ok enough to try. I've been ok for a while now #If you see this please know that I mean every word. If you never see it thats ok because I just need to get it off my chest before I burst #I don't want to scare you off or lose you again. if thats what it comes to then know I'll always miss and appreciate you for all my days #Thats all. Ive been a ball of nerves all evening & I just needed to air this out cause having this weight sitting on my chest is too much #emma rambles #personal #vent post

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momentomori24 · 7 months

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We'll miss you, Matpat! I've only been around for 6-7 years, but thank you for being a part of that time in my childhood. Thanks for the theories and the videos. You truly are the greatest theorist <3

#thank you matpat #goodbye matpat #matpat #stephanie patrick #ash #game theory #film theory #style theory #food theory #i already posted this to the subreddit but i just wanted it here too... i like how this turned out #that's one chapter of my life over... i started off as a 10-11 y/o and now I'm one year away from finishing college #as corny as it sounds i'm glad that i had the theorist channels in my life during that time #i don't know what kinda person i'd be without them. i know i wouldn't be doing what i'm doing without them tho #and for that i'm really grateful #enjoy retirement mat you've earned it. and thank you #also if this looks weird i started this as practice and made it the final product off the fly #it's messy and i had no idea what the hell i was drawing.. but i like it. it encapsulates the theorist spirit i guess

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joyridingmp3 · 9 months

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end of an era

#i said goodbye to one of my closest friends yesterday #not in a bad way she's moving state and I'm rly happy for her #but god I've really let go of a lot this year #mostly for the better except her #it's been good though I feel so so so much better #I've been feeling so good lately #but definitely also feel transformed as a person with all the change that's been happening yknow #quit drinking quit caffeine quit those horrible singing lessons. among other things that weren't good for me #walking into the new year a very different person for sure #but also i feel like ive found my way back to my old self in a weird way #im like oh THERE you are!#I've been looking for you!#so. it's nice #sad to see my friend go but that's ok :) im glad. and she will be happier in her new situation too #mine

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bluesofberries · 1 year

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Dangan Text Posts Daily #4: corm

tbh i do the same kind of thing, only it happens at random points in the day and they're not that elaborate. just shit like "anaconduit", "more horn", and "the minister of crumpled shame".

no i don't know what they mean. maybe i'll post more of them sometime

Source: "neutraldankhotel" and "10inchflaccid" on Tumblr.

this is the first one of these old accounts i've actually been able to find. neutraldankhotel isn't active anymore but their blog still exists. other guy is gone though

[Archive]

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deityofhearts · 8 months

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y’all know how you follow really cool ppl and it’s like “wow you’re so cool I hope you never follow me/we don’t become mutuals because you’d find out i am entirely uncool and unhinged”

#deity dialogue #beaming ‘please don’t scroll through my blog I am very mentally ill on main’ at the cool butch person I follow who has been in my notes #because I’m p sure that one of my beloved mutuals who is already aware I’m a pathetic puddle of a person is mutuals with them #but yeah it’s like. if people I find cool follow me or check out my blog I live in utter fear of them going ‘oh they’re like actually sad a #goodbye forever’ ahdjfjtkt #idk how sad and weird it is to admit that every day I sit here and wonder if a beloved mutual is finally gonna go ‘okay I’ve had enough of #fae’ and unfollow me #this is also why I take a while to follow ppl back because I need to see if I’ve scared ppl off yet #I keep saying I plan to be less unwell on main #rn I’m getting back into tagging my sad posts (divine despair if you don’t know is the tag to block)#tbh I’m also just trying to make this year better but god I am so sad all the time the despair is like Bad #but today was good! so no super sad posts!!#hhhhh what am I even talking abouttttt #anyways shout out to my beloved friends and mutual ilyyy hiii if you read this far wow #actually does anyone read my tags because I talk so much like I’m incapable of shutting up (it’s terminal I fear)#<- the words of someone who is aware they talk so much and hates it and has had people try to silence them (my family also hates that I tal #a lot and use to bribe me into shutting up)#I must shut up now goodbye #see this is why cool people can’t follow me like

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love-killed-the-superstar · 6 months

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*peppers my turtletitanshipping playlist with some break up songs because of the inevitability of them having to part ways when the time portal is completed*

#in my mind its like. an amicable split? they both knew mikey wouldn't be there forever. they were content to just have some fun #not realising just how well they'd click. and that it might even turn into -gasp- feelings adjacent to love #they knew there would always be an end and it's no one's fault things have to go down like this. it's just hard to say goodbye #especially knowing that it's goodbye for good.#for some extra spice to this sadness... after mikey returns to 2005 theo tracks down where 2105 mikey is buried and brings him some flowers #sits down by his grave and murmurs 'hello again beautiful.'#or is that too sad :3c #i mean what do u even do when ur summer fling leaves the current time forever and u know you'll never see him again BUT you found his grave #what do you do???? do you visit???? or do you not because you know you were only a tiny little scrap of his very long life?#is it weird to visit? when you only knew each other for about a year?#is it inappropriate to bring him flowers and talk to him as if you're some mourning spouse when you were casual boyfriends at best?

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7-oh-ta1 · 2 years

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I've been playing obey me again and I just have to say, not a fan of the fanbase on tiktok. One person was acting like ppl having incorrect theories means you're not a real fan.... girl it's a fan theory, especially for people who haven't gotten very far it's weird to be judged/mocked for that

#lindsay speaks #obey me #i haven't been in the fandom for almost a year -- are things at least a little normal here now?#i stepped out bec things were getting too uncomfortable. i remember people getting pissy when other ppl didn't like luci #and the ppl who didn't like him getting crazy defensive and being treated like social outcasts bec they were defensive and i was like ok.#goodbye weird hivemind or die ppl (<- most likely twitter users)#personally I'll stand by being vocal abt characters you hate/dislike. in fact I wish people would share their negative feelings more often

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astrifurious · 1 year

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didn’t know therapists could just…leave like that

#the lack of closure is bugging me like that’s a year and a half down the drain…#I wish I could’ve said goodbye or something #I wonder what happened…#it’s especially weird because this is a person who knows so much about you and your problems and was working with you to resolve them #and now they’re just gone #and now you have to start all over and build trust and familiarity with a whole new person #I hope my new therapist can understand if I’m a little clammed up when we meet like wtf…#astricast

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rivianrudolf · 1 year

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I do gotta say. It kinda haunts me that I'll never know if my p. grandmother would have accepted me as her grandson or not.

#luckily my m. grandmother has been nothing short of accepting ans called me her grandson with no hesitation #in response to someone else asking who the fuck i was bc theyd never seen me at a family gathering before #that was back in 2021 and was the first time id seen anyone on either side of my blood family in YEARS #but my p. grandmother was my best and only friend for like 16 years and she died after i got kicked out #so i never really got the chance to come out to her as a gay/bi man instead of her sweet little weird grandaughter #and it haunts me so bad not knowing if she would have loved me for who i actually am #or if she would have cast me out with hatred and scorn just like my paternal sperm donor and pathetic excuse of a parent #i like to believe she would have still loved me even if she would have trouble understanding due to her dementia #bc she was genuinely a saint of a woman and i have trouble believing she would ever have an ounce of hate in her tiny body #but at the same time.... who knows #we never will #i never even got to say goodbye (but i like to think even if she hated me for being trans shed still forgive me for this)#i miss you and your stupid green shooting star every damn day bestie....

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inthedarkofficial · 13 days

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Just found out my childhood best friend is engaged... logically this makes perfect sense considering she's only a few months younger than me, completely normal thing to happen, but considering she is and will always be either 8 or 15 in my head, this is fucking bizarre.

#we haven't talked since we were 19 #since she sad drunk messaged me after we fell out and I replied and never heard back #only found out because I was actually looking up someone else I used to know and clicked onto her facebook by chance #I'm very happy for her I'm just also kinda stunned like #isn't it bizarre that your favourite person in the universe from ages 6 to 19 is going to marry someone they met after you left their life?#and you won't be there? isn't that weird?#yes yes it is #isn't it weird you fell out in part because she stood you up two days before you moved country #after you'd cancelled on your grandmother to make time for her? just to get told you never made time for her?#so you didn't get to say goodbye to either and now it's 9 years later and they're both gone (in different ways)#but you're still here in your kingdom of burned bridges #the passage of time is bizarre. anyway I hope he makes you happy girl #sorry everyone loves that poem I wrote about you #thanks for being my bi awakening

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planet4546b · 2 months

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low ranking ekp member hearing about the weirdo synapse rescue mission the higher ups have signed off on and meeting their roommate in the cafeteria to say 'died 462 IO born 463 IO welcome back evelyn minkowski'

#pers #^id just make this meme but i dont have any images of evelyn on hand and i wanna play rain world #so instead you get an incomprehensible string of words. thank you. goodbye #signal to noise #im actually shocked i remembered my weird year abbreviation. hgdklasjg

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iwasraisedfromperdition · 3 months

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#had the most awful nightmare #where an old friend (who i kinda lost years ago cause we drifted apart) told me that he had an incurable sickness that would likely kill him #before he turned 30 #and there was this whole thing where we talked and i cried and then we had to say goodbye and i was like #this is maybe the last time i see you - cause irl we havent seen each other in years ya know #anyway.#genuinely heartbreaking. i cried for lile 15 minutes after waking up.#and i cant even text him now cause itd be weird since we havent talked in so long #what a shitty start to the day

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