#gotta fix my sleep schedule

[socialpermadeath]

Keelah Sel'Lai, my life is in shambles!

[thelightintheattic]

wanting to text all my friends and then realizing it is 12pm and all of them are alseep

[jils-things]

good morning! i woke up early today because i wanted to start working on commissions now :)c kisses for nort.on wmamwmawwa

[iamunabletothinkofablogname]

im supposed to eep i forgor GN

[marblerose-rue]

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two ocs of mine :-) fausto and santana

[c4tto626]

i will go to sleep earlier than yesterday i will go to sleep earlier than yesterday i will go to sleep earlier than yesterday i will go to sleep earlier than yesterday i will go to sleep earlier than yesterday i will go to sleep earlier than yesterday i will go to sleep earlier than yesterday i will go to sleep earlier than yesterday—

[prettyboykatsuki]

im gonna fix my sleep schedule. im gonna fix my sleep schedule. im gonna fix my sleep schedule. im gonna fix my sleep schedule.

[thebitchbehindtheslaughter]

I did an art. It’s just under the cut ‘cuz a man has his 🅱️enis out (artistic nudity)

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My wrist hurts from drawing all those little lines… 😖

[tadbitsketch]

i'm throwing hands with my brain for giving me great ideas as soon as school starts

[glimpsesofeuterpe]

gonna be off till saturday

[dandyshucks]

good lawrd i gotta fix my sleep schedule. and my medication schedule ^^;;

[nitrozem]

I am going to get no sleep due my ridiculously patriotic and/or pyromaniac neighbors popping off alllll night lmao

[look-at-the-stars-tonight]

My heart is soooo full of love guys

[veroraine]

i got stuck in waiting mode for the entire day just because i have an alarm set for 10 pm to take my sleeping pills

[gatheryourships]

So, because @gunslingerorchid asked, here's a post about my self-insert Tav, Rosenna.

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I’ll be honest I don’t have a whole lot about her fleshed out. And even trying to write this up for you, so much got changed and rewritten a number of times, and even this response is a complete start over from the very long and honestly confused lore bit I wrote.

Basically what I wrote for the fake BG3 intro post I reblogged on here is pretty much all I got, lmao. But I’ll try to give some more info, as much as I got nailed down right now. Maybe some more that’s not so concrete yet either.

Um, so. Rosenna is an only child, born and raised by a farmer and his wife (last name undetermined) in a little hamlet (also name undetermined) located along the Chionthar river a little ways down from Baldur’s Gate.

Right around that little nook maybe, where the red dot is. I still haven’t decided which side of the river it’s on. But around that area. So that’s it’s between the Fields of the Dead and the Woods of Sharp Teeth.

Rose (for short) lived a nice, little life with her parents. Helped her mom with house chores and what not as commoner daughters do. Also helped her dad a little with the farm - probably a bit less common for daughter to do, but eh. She likes helping and only doing house chores drove her crazy. And it’s something different so she was fine with it, despite getting a little dirty sometimes because of it. Also it was spending time with dad, so… That’s nice. xD

From a young age, Rose had been immersed with stories about heroes. Not necessarily intentionally mind you. Just parents telling their kid stories, censored versions of course. And from there, as she grew up, just got into reading stories about heroes herself.

And between having a good, kind, caring heart and just being a feisty, determined woman who only wants to do right she naturally felt an inclination towards such a life.

However… her mother had another plans for her. Not out of ill-will, just normal life plans that a commoner daughter would typically live. Help her mother until she (Rose) found someone to marry, which her parents were starting to push that onto her, except Rose didn’t have much interest in that. (Yet, anyways. Hero thing first, romance later possibly, ya know.)

What Rose did have an interest in was going to the docks and rubbing shoulders with people who came from Baldur’s Gate and even elsewhere afar, wanting to hear real stories of adventures and journeys from real people that they’ve had, especially recently.

Now it’s here where I’m unsure whether to spin it off as how she picked up some sense of handling a sword. One way is that because going to the docks and rubbing shoulders with strangers is obviously a terrible, dangerous thing to do and her father (and mother) become worried for her and so her father (who’s also maybe part of the citizen militia for the little hamlet - no standing army) decides to teach her (in secret/aka behind mom’s back) so she stops trying to go to the docks (and possibly end up kidnapped or worse one day). Fun, nice, gets interaction with her dad. But like, I just realized it’s the same as the other self-insert for another character I like/liked. So, since I’m already doing that plotline with another character, I’ll probably go with the second option then lmao.

The other one was an idea I had before but was unsure about it (then not now) where she does meet someone from the docks. Not a romantic interest, but thankfully a friendly and honorably decent person. He obviously realized that she’s young (20s, since I didn’t mention that before) and a bit starry-eyed, but she means well and was looking for more in her life, more than this little hamlet could give her. He befriended her and indulged her in giving her stories of his travels and interesting little adventures and happenings he found himself in every time he came into town (only ever stopping by, as did anyone else whoever found themselves at the docks there). Eventually, he himself buys her a sword and trains her how to use it.

From there to BG3 events however… One day it’s too much. Rose’s reckless immaturity has become too much for her mother. So Rose and her mother got in an argument. Her mother had not been oblivious to Rose and her love of heroes, but had hoped that Rose would grow out of it as she got older (she didn’t, it only grew stronger). And enough was enough. It was time to be a grown woman, look for a partner, and settle down and become not just a wife but mother herself. To say Rose was unhappy about this would be a completely understatement. After a yelling match with her mother, Rose quickly packed some things (including her stashed away secret sword) and left home. She got on the first ship to Baldur’s Gate and that was that.

For a year, Rose tried her best there. She got jobs. But they weren’t great. Didn’t pay great. By the end of it, things were… pretty bleak, mentally speaking for Rose. (In my playlist, as confused as it is with this summarization of character, I literally have The Parting Glass (Walking Dead version) followed by the instrumental version of I Want to Live from BG3. I think that says plenty.)

The next morning as she’s going about town is when the mindflayers come and she gets unfortunately (or technically speaking, quite fortunately) snatched up. (Only way to become a hero is go on a crazy adventure right? 😉)

[blujayonthewing]

'why do I feel so weird about leaving the house to do anything ever, almost as if it's somehow not even possible as an option' <- guy who spent the majority of the last four years becoming mostly nocturnal in a pandemic and without her own car