#grieving loki

[p4nishers]

gays when they become widowers without even being in a relationship in the first place

[dylan0bemyboyfriend]

me seeing loki stuck in that chair

[art-ro-vert]

Took me 11 hours, so reblogs are welcomed 😅

Backstory: my favorite head canon is that after Loki is gone Sylvie and Mobius become close. She notices how deeply Mobius grieves and feels responsible for what happened, so she tries to be there for him so he does not feel so alone.

Mobius is having a severe panic attack, he uses the time door to Sylvie, cuz she is the only one who knows how extremely bad he is taking the loss 🥲

❓So, do we feel bad for Mobius or for Sylvie’s wasted dinner? 😅

[seasicksilver]

cringe ass

[lokiusly]

delulu hours: if lokius were to be the steggy of this multiverse saga, what would be THE song that plays at the end?

[namakaless]

I can't listen to any song at all anymore. Not without thinking of him, up there, all alone.

[dreamycloud]

in the process of brainstorming my multi-chapter fix-it Lokius fic. first chapter will be done this week 🔥🔥🔥

there is nothing helping me more to get past the finale than writing and reading fic 🥹

[magnusmodig]

||. "It’s because losing Loki was so traumatic and Loki acts like nothing happened." - a meta that i just read and YEAH yeah yeah !! catch me about to throw hands ... nobody ever talks about this ENOUGH

[worstloki]

AU where Thanos' torture involved killing Loki over and over but also combine this with Thor having vaguely prophetic abilities so that you conclude with the lovely, esteemed combination of Thor getting abstract visions of his brother dying in different ways. While he is trying to get over his death

[randomswedishgirl03]

Sooo is this a bad time to post chapter one of my Drarry fic? I feel like all of us will be hyperfocused on Lokius while bawling our eyes out for atleast the Next two weeks lol. So the timing might be bad

[miwtual]

the immediate need to change my header to that final shot

[friggaslove]

Always.

[kinnoth]

Nothing against Thor, I like him. But, but I always felt like after Thor 1 he didn't have much to do. I mean, his plots/his character arcs always revolved around saving someone else (Loki/Jane). With that, coupled with Marvel's mania for having Chris shirtless, it's not too hard to understand the fandom's approach to objectifying Thor. That all-loving hero trope just isn't as appealing as an antihero with a dark past.

lmao are you lost? Are you talking to the right person? bc on what planet would you think that me, tumblr user kinnoth, king chief of thor apologists, would agree with anything in this statement?

Like, Thor's depth and complexity of character is more or less THE ONLY THING I've talked about for the past 18 months. Like yeah, we like Loki round these parts, we think he's got some stuff going on worth talking about, but Thor? MY BEST BOY THOR?? Whose whole fucking character arc is about perseverance in the face of your entire world getting fucking rocked again and again with disillusionment? Like that is the opposite of having nothing to do buddy, that's the most anyone has to do. Thor is about grief; he's about realising that every foundational aspect of his reality is false; he's about doing the best you can with the information you currently have and realising that the best you can do is still harm because you are inherently an agent of harm due to your position within a system of harm.

Thor is about dismantling injustice. Thor is about the conflict between duty and self. Thor is about reinventing yourself until you no longer know who you are anymore, and then figuring it out anyway.

I mean who the fuck--

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

uh oh! worlds stupidest little guy used the wrong lotion and now everything smells like my childhood bathroom and the year is 2016 and its february which means its almost valentines day which is perhaps the most accursed date on the calendar and the year is 2016 and your least favorite little guy is in full blown survival panic mode!

[vins-oc-hell]

Sometimes self-care is grieving for your narrative foil who you hated more than anything in the world. 😔

[talesofesther]

what once was mine | ch 2

Loki x Reader

Series Summary: When watching what once was supposed to be the rest of his life, in an empty room in the TVA, Loki sees someone he can't recognize; a girl who's all tenderness and loose smiles, and most importantly, she was smiling at him.

A/N: I was kinda putting off writing this chapter because I was forced to write a scene I don't like to relive lol. But anyway, it's here, and I hope you like it. <3

Masterlist | Read ch 1 here

When you lost Loki, you didn't have time to grieve. The whole universe was being threatened, there was no time for tears.

It all had happened so fast. One minute Loki stood between you and Thanos, his hand holding yours and keeping you away from harm; and the next, Thor was dragging you away from the body of the person you loved the most, while you screamed until your throat burned.

And then you lost, again; half of the universe turned to dust. It was only one year later that a strange man came knocking at the compound's door with a solution, a hope. But not for you. After all, Loki wasn't one of the blipped ones, though a part of you wished he had been.

In the end, you won the war, and you brought everyone back; but you lost a piece of yourself.

You felt numb, hollow. Now, looking down at your hands, under the cold running water of the bathroom sink, you could see red even when it wasn't there. It stuck on your skin and under your fingernails. For the tenth time this week, you felt as if there were cotton balls in your throat and you couldn't breathe.

The sight was burned into the back of your mind, returning each night to haunt your nightmares. His bloodshot eyes, bright yet so lifeless; his hand still outstretched on the grounds of New Asgard when he'd last reached for you; dried tear tracks on his cheeks when he realized the inevitable; the crimson red blood dripping from his nose and mouth. That was the last image you had of your Loki, as you screamed—you couldn't even recall what exactly you had been screaming—and thrashed against Thor's strong hold on your body, dragging you away so you wouldn't meet the same fate.

You splashed water onto your face, making it hide your tears even though you could still taste the salt in between your sobs.

It's been over a year, and the pain has yet to subside. You've been living on autopilot since the last battle, helping rebuild and only eating enough to keep you going, barely speaking to anyone. There was a hole in your chest that you couldn't fill, a part of your heart that stopped beating the same day that his did. The year following The Snap had gone by in a blur, with everyone working incessantly trying to find a way to undo what happened, and part of you had a hope that you'd be able to bring Loki back as well; but when the solution was found, and he didn't come back, that last bit of hope was snuffed out like a candle, leaving you in the darkness.

People would look at you funny when you walked the hallways of the Avengers compound, you didn't know if it was because of the evident scar running from your forehead to the beginning of your left eyebrow, or because of the dark circles under your eyes.

You finally reached the kitchen and grabbed a mug with a sigh going past your lips. Steadily, you poured yourself some black coffee. Was it your second, or third mug of the day? You weren't sure.

"You drink a few more of those, it'll soon be running through your veins."

Thor's voice made you close your eyes, your back still turned to him. Despite loving the guy, you really didn't feel like talking right now. You brought the mug to your lips and took a generous sip before facing him.

"Here's hoping." You tried smiling, but it came more like a grimace.

A strong hand found your shoulder and squeezed. "Tony says he's worried about you... everyone is," Thor said quietly, trying to catch a glimpse of your eyes with his own.

You bit onto your lower lip, nearly drawing blood. When you looked up at Thor, you could see a reflection of your own pain in his kind eyes. "I just wish I could see him again. Just one last time." You shrugged weakly, watching as your vision turned blurry yet again.

In the same beat, Thor pulled you to him. His chin came to rest on top of your head as he hugged you tightly. "Yeah, me too," he whispered. "Me too."

It was on this same night that you woke up yet again covered in cold sweat and with a scream lingering on your tongue. Each beating of your heart against your ribs was a punch. The last image you had of him burned behind your eyes.

You got up and walked to your bedroom door, hands shaking when you turned the knob and when you filled a glass with water.

When you lost Loki, there was no time for a goodbye, there was no time for you to lay a last kiss on his forehead and promise to find him again in another lifetime. He was taken from you—abruptly, and without remorse—leaving behind a gash on your heart; an open wound that still bled.

Maybe that's why, on this same night, you made your way to Tony's lab, grabbed one of the few remaining pym particles, and pulled yourself through time.

Just one last time. You had to see him just one last time. You had to say goodbye, and make a promise.

The TVA found you before you found Loki. You never got back to your timeline.

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Read ch 3 here

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