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namakaless · 7 months

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I can't listen to any song at all anymore. Not without thinking of him, up there, all alone.

#as if the world is not falling apart #and my life is miserable #but nooo I'm grieving for a man who doesn't exist lmao #lokius #loki season 2 #loki series #i hate it

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thatsbelievable · 1 year

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#How to Enjoy Your Cup of Tea While the World Falls Apart Around You #tips #tricks #lifehacks #helpful hints #advice #tea #unreality

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inkskinned · 10 months

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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag #writeblr #it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal #fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy #im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind #and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes #2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh #im sure there are people who have this experience normally #but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists #when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful #once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large #but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes #but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes #people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism #but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY #and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in #i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change #was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL

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superfruitland · 3 months

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donatello "lost my hands because i put them in a particle accelerator for science" hamato

aka future donnie concepts for my au~

#rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt donatello #lee's art #before the world falls apart extras

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yaralulu · 2 months

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I fucking love how everytime lucien is asked about the spring court he says nothing about tamlin and how he’s doing.He gives the most vague polite answers and nothing more.Mostly because he knows “how’s the spring court” is just code for “how’s tamlin and has he died yet” and he will not give anyone the satisfaction of knowing anything or having them gloat over his decline.The basic decency to not talk about his mental health struggles and air out his dirty laundry shows not just what kind of a person lucien is but how he’s still protective of tamlin despite everything .It’s such a small gesture but I really appreciate lucien giving tamlin the respect of not revealing anything about his current state.

#tamlin probably feels like the whole world is watching him fall apart #and so lucien doing this means a lot #acotar #a court of thorns and roses #lucien vanserra #pro lucien vanserra #lucien and tamlin #tamlin acotar

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late-for-the-sky · 1 year

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Holding on gets harder and harder everyday and I don’t really see myself having a future.

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peachsayshi · 3 days

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“I can’t even look at you” reader and “forgive me, please touch me, I swear I’ll never make you cry again” sukuna.

#Sukuna makes you cry ONCE and his entire world literally falls apart #the second you won’t meet his eye he’s completely coming apart #I don’t ever picture him actually saying sorry #but his expression?#his behavior?#the way he only speaks softly around you?#the regret is everywhere #in every touch #in every kiss

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peaceandlove26 · 1 year

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#NO HATE TO OPOSSUM FURRIES but man this is so fluttershy. to me #i guess this does fall apart a bit when u remember dragons are just people in mlp world. but forget that for a moment #mlp #fluttershy

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xenomorphicdna · 1 month

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Sluggy design explosion!!!

All of em,,, god this all took so long what the fuck. So glad they're all done tho because the next thing on the list is making dms skins

Individual images under the cut ↓

Enot,, big

#falls apart like legos #rain world #rw slugcat #drawins #rw survivor #rw monk #rw hunter #rw gourmand #rw artificer #rw rivulet #rw spearmaster #rw saint #rw watcher #rw enot #survivors thing has a colour missing but boi i am not messing around with that 100 layer canvas again to fix it

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reds-skull · 2 months

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Thinking about the inherent tragedy of being Gaz

#call of duty modern warfare 2 #cod mw2 #cod gaz #kyle gaz garrick #cod fanart #call of duty modern warfare #call of duty fanart #thinking about gaz specifically in #BLOOD||HUNGER #his role is small but still #Lieutenant Gaz watching the world fall apart #willing to let his best friend try to find some sort of purpose in life #even if it kills him. Because he'll be dead either way.#in another universe they'll all be happy together. But not in this one #anyway really had fun with the background in this one as you can tell lmao #started working on the requests btw just had this wip and I felt like finishing it

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noname-404s-blog · 11 months

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waterlilyrose · 2 years

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Show of hands: who else is surviving purely because of fanfiction right now? Because if I couldn't read about my favourite idiots getting stuck in different time periods, in ridiculous scenarios and then having maddeningly good sex, I wouldn't get up in the morning.

The world sucks. Thank you Archive Of Our Own writers. I truly love you.

#personal #fanfiction #fanfic #a03 fanfic #archive of our own #writers #amazing #the world is falling apart

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silent-insanities · 1 year

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And as the world around me catches on fire, I hope to see you in the flames.