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gyusimp · 1 year

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°•I can't help falling in love with you•°

I'll post it now cause i want and i can (and probably i'll forget it tomorrow lol) this's my Valentine's day gift from me to you 💌 i don't give a shit about this date lol but enjoy reading! sorry if it's too short but it was made with all my love. I hope you all have a nice day with that special person ❤ Dedicated to: @gyutaro-shabana-upper6

💌 Song inspo: "The fall" - Half alive

There you were, in the middle of the backyard of the school. Your legs were shaking and your hands were starting to sweat, you just hoped that the envelope in your hands wouldn't get wet and ruined. You took your compact powder out of your pocket once more to check that your hair and makeup were in order. Every second seemed eternal, he did remember that you called him here, right?

You heard some footsteps behind you so you quickly turned around to see who it was.

It was Gyutaro.

He was shuffling as usual, with his neutral expression heading towards you. Your heart skipped a beat as you looked at him and you felt your face turn red immediately causing your heartbeat to speed up dangerously.

He wasn't suspicious, you were one of the few people in the whole school who were genuinely nice to him so he didn't suspect anything bad about you. You put your hands behind you playing with the folds of your uniform skirt, trying to speak without him noticing how nervous you were.

"H-Hi Gyutaro...you came."

"What did you bring me here for?"

There was no one else besides you two, that was the purpose, that's why you told him to come with you after school.

"I...I-I want to talk w-with you."

"What the hell is wrong with your tongue? Are you okay?"

This was being embarrassing, but after taking a deep breath you plucked up the courage to start speaking.

"I've wanted to tell you something for a long time...you're an amazing guy even though you can't believe it but you're very important to me. T-thank you for...letting me get close to you and being your friend if you consider me that way, I know that sometimes I can be a little irritating but I would never do it to anger you or something like that...Gyutaro, I love being with you and I think it's time that I open my heart to you because I can't hide it anymore; Gyutaro...I love you. "

Gyutaro was in shock, he knew you were serious and that confused him even more. Why would you see any good in a strange ugly guy like him? A girl as cute and kind as you could be with the boy she wanted and you had chosen him?

You stretched out your hands towards him and handed him the letter you had written for him a few days before. Gyutaro couldn't say anything, he opened the envelope and began to read it. Your face flushed even more, you didn't think he was going to read it in front of you and remembering all the cheesy things you put up for him was a bit embarrassing.

Gyutaro smiled after reading the letter but you didn't know if it was because he liked what you wrote for him or if he was making fun of you. He folded the sheet and put it back in the envelope, putting it in his pants pocket.

He scratched the back of his neck and looked a little nervous. He sighed and then began to speak.

"Well I...I have no idea what to say...let's assume that's true-"

"It is, everything is real" you interrupted him. Your heart was beating at full speed.

"Ok...you flatter me. I never thought you would feel all that for me...why?

A silence was present.

"Why not?" you continued. "Gyutaro...I just don't have words to describe what I feel for you. What you read in that letter is the closest but it's so wonderful that it's incapable of describing...I just like you...I like you a lot."

Your hair and his moved slightly with the air, the sky was painted in a beautiful sunset and the petals of the trees floated through the environment.

"Thanks for your honesty, I guess..." he said, looking away, as you looked into his eyes.

Your heart rate was rocking, your legs were shaking, and your stomach and throat were in a knot.

"Well, it's late...I have to go get my sister. See you later."

After Gyutaro said this he just slung his bag on one shoulder and turned around to start walking.

You stood there, speechless, looking at nothing while you felt how your eyes flooded in a second, shedding several tears on your cheeks.

You wiped your eyes with your hand and started walking in the opposite direction towards Gyutaro to return home. All the people were holding hands through the streets, all that stupid Valentine's Day advertisement was everywhere but you didn't want to know anything about it.

What would he think of you now? Would you two still be friends or would he walk away from you? Would he make fun of you behind your back? You felt so, so stupid. When you got home you just left your things on the floor and threw yourself on the bed to cry. Gyutaro's face you couldn't get out of your mind, he was always so close to you more than anyone in school, you talked to him a lot and you had a nice "friendship", he is very insecure of himself so you thought that seeing everything you felt for him, would make him fall into your arms.

You had seemed obsessive? You tried not to be at any time, you didn't want to pressure him or force him to be with you but stupidly, you thought you had a chance with him.

You didn't have bad intentions with him. You've liked other guys before but this was the first time you really felt in love with someone. When you looked at Gyutaro, an immense need to hug him, cradle him in your arms and gently kiss his face grew inside your heart. You wanted to love him in every possible way, take care of him from all danger and give yourself to him to make him happy. You wanted to be his safe place just as he was yours, when you were with Gyutaro all your worries seemed to disappear and your head was focused only on him. You wanted to make Gyutaro happy, get rid of each of his insecurities and make him see how beautiful and important he was, show him affection every day and let him know that you would always be there for him. In good and bad.

Gyutaro picked Ume up from her classroom and they both walked back home as she showed him an unreal amount of chocolates and cards she had received today as well as several confessions she rejected.

The boy just listened to his little sister and made some comments.

"What about you, brother? Did a cute girl confess her love to you today?" Ume asked, happily anxious.

"Pff, of course not. Do you think anyone would like this?" he said, pointing to himself with contempt.

"Well, they're all idiots, those stupid girls don't know what they're missing." her sister encouraged.

If Gyutaro mentioned what happened with you today he wouldn't be able to get his pushy sister off his back. This was a secret for now and he still hadn't finished processing the information so he had to think about it slowly.

That night, Gyutaro read your letter more than 3 times. He tried to read between the lines looking for some sign, metaphor or word to find a hidden meaning but it all seemed very real. It was your handwriting so the idea that someone else had written it for you to fool him, came out of his head. Your handwriting was prettier than usual, it was hand-decorated with lots of details, which meant that you wrote the letter calmly, with dedication, and many days in advance, and the paper smelled of your sweet perfume. You were so romantic.

Gyutaro had no idea what he should do, he didn't have any friends either so he couldn't ask anyone for advice. The one who advised him in difficult moments was always you. He didn't have an answer for you, he didn't want to reject you but he wouldn't come to school tomorrow with a bouquet of flowers for you either, for now the best thing was to act as if nothing had happened and that destroyed you.

The confession that you made to Gyutaro was so sincere that you thought that because of the closeness that the two of you had, he would accept you and you would have a chance with him later, but it was not like that.

He came in the morning and greeted you as usual, fell asleep in class for a while and never brought it up again and since he didn't, you wouldn't either. It was something very difficult to accept but you had to do it.

He didn't feel the same way about you.

Your eyes clouded over just remembering it and you felt a horrible burning sensation in your chest. He was just your friend and that was what he would always be. No matter how much you wanted to hug him when you looked at him each morning, to hold his hand as he walked with you down the sidewalk after school, to kiss his face tenderly when he was going through something difficult, to take him into your arms and tell him that everything would be ok, ask him out for the weekend and have him kiss you on the lips after dropping you off at your house. No matter how much you longed for all of that, it would never happen.

You cried for many days, no matter how tender you were with him, Gyutaro seemed very nervous when he was with you and that led you to think that maybe you were starting to make him awkward so you tried to be more neutral with him even if you didn't want to but you would do it for him. You didn't want him to think you were intense and obsessive with him and that would drive him away from you.

Gyutaro had never fallen in love with anyone in his life. Ume was the "pretty sibling" of the two of them so he never had to deal with things like this until today. It was so fucking new to him that he didn't know what to do with you! He felt so comfortable next to you, you made him feel that he was worth it and although sometimes you could be a bit insistent, those things made him smile. You were pretty, smart, kind and always attentive to what he needed. Gyutaro liked the way you combed your hair every morning, the way you took your markers to write titles with too perfect lettering and when your voice spoke to him it was almost mesmerizing but...why is he thinking all this about you?

It had been almost 1 month since you confessed to Gyutaro and absolutely nothing had happened with him so you had already resigned yourself to the fact that no matter what you did and felt for him, he was simply too insecure to accept and believe that you truly loved him with all your heart.

He felt very nervous today particularly, he remembered all the things that Ume had said to him the night before between scolding. "Stupid Gyutaro!" he repeated himself in his head when he saw you.

The day passed normally until the bell indicating the end of today's classes rang and all the students began to leave the room. You took your things to put them inside your backpack and then you would start walking.

"See you tomorrow, Gyutaro. Rest well."

"Wait!!" he said, stopping you from leaving he took your wrist.

You looked at him a little surprised but confused at the same time, Gyutaro kept looking at you but didn't say anything. A fleeting idea made your heart race.

"Something happens?" You asked.

"I-I a-ahh..." his voice was more shaky and he slowly let go of your arm. "You almost forgot...your pencil." he said awkwardly, handing you a black pencil, embellished with a cat's paw. An emptiness was felt in your chest and some disappointment too.

"Uhh, thanks…see ya." you said, and left the room.

You were walking down the sidewalk, when your cell phone began to ring. You took it out of your pocket and saw that it was a call from Gyutaro. Would you forget anything else?

"All good?"

"Where are you!?" he asked. His voice was loud and agitated, as if he was running at full speed.

"A block from school, I'm almost home. Why? Do you need anything?"

"Don't you dare move! Just stay where you are!"

He hung up the call and you did as he asked. About 5 minutes passed and you heard footsteps behind you, you turned around and saw Gyutaro almost out of breath. His chest was heaving from top to bottom and his forehead was damp with sweat.

"I have…I have to talk to you about something…" he said and your eyes sparkled as your heart skipped a beat at the sight of your letter between his bony fingers.

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