#he allowed himself to be held like that

[nonhumen]

how do you best like to be loved?

touch me with tender truth

you crave being known and held. you just want the warmth and pressure of another body against your own. sometimes, late at night when you're alone in your bed, your skin aches with the lack of touch. you've tried touching yourself, and it isn't the same. one time someone gripped your shoulder and squeezed it in passing, and you thought about it for weeks after - the ghost pressure of their hand lingering. don't you deserve it? consistent physical love and caring? i think so, i think you do. but i also have to ask - do you fear it even as you want? after all, if you get it then it might also be taken away. i hope that if you fear it, you push through past that fear. that you ask for the touch you desire and deserve. i hope that you get touched with love and kindness, wrapped up in warm arms and rocked from side to side until the tension and pain falls away layer by layer and only you are left.

tagged: @daysterre (ty!)

tagging: steal it!!

[wu-does-art]

thinking about Nico adjusting to letting himself miss and long for the people he loves. based on these bits from the sun and the star:

" As Nico and Will followed the trogs, he thought about how much he missed Hazel. He was learning to make peace with that feeling. It was okay for him to miss people because that meant he wanted them around in his life. That idea was *very* new for him- he was used to either pushing people away or watching them recoil from his presence." *

" That was the most surreal thing of all... Was he happy? Nico wasn't very familiar with the sensation, but he couldn't deny that he felt wonderful in Will's presence. He even longed for the son of Apollo when they were apart. A funny thing had happened as the two grew closer: Nico suddenly understood all those cheesy, sappy love songs he'd always hated."

[feroluce]

Love how Hoyo is just as much on Boothill's dick as the rest of us. The Wardance crowd really is just the fandom fjkdlsajlksl

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

No Sharing.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

[flying-cat]

People don't want character redemption they want a revenge plot from a story that was never supposed to be about revenge

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

solas approving of june's constant questioning is so funny bc he Will be regretting all his life choices about it later

[ruvviks]

everyone agreeing with me that ulysses is cute gather round right now. let's hold hands. let's dance in a circle

[wellcollapse]

Headcanon that when Eddie watches telenovelas, Buck joins him mostly so he can put his head on Eddie's chest so that he can run his fingers through his curls. It makes Buck feel warm and tingly inside.

if the 911 hair department doesn’t get it together and allow oliver to wear his natural curls onscreen by the time buck and eddie get together i’m going to have to do something drastic

[malaierba]

Thinking about Karamatsu/Nozomi whole looking through some web weavings, and if I ever write something for them (currently in the phase of trying to come up with key events and organise them chronologically so it makes sense, thematically) I think I'd like this to be one of the take aways

In the event of a bad ending (dunno if I'm strong enough for that though 🫠 SHE CAN CHANGE HIM WITHOUT DYING im better than that), I hope that Karamatsu still finds it in himself to stop being so passive about his life. Like,

To stop waiting for the perfect moment or the perfect answer to dawn on him, and instead take life by reins and... Just start being an active participant in his own life. To embrace self-determination and the risk of committing to something that may not pan out but still forces you to take conscious and mindful action every day.

[imaginarianisms]

no bc i'm thinking about what rhaena would've thought about maegor's death & his burial place. wishing she would've slit his throat with blackfyre (which she perceived to be Her sword) while he was sleeping. she believed maegor's life was hers to claim (& not to mention she actually Did try to kill him on their wedding night) for him murdering aegon (although she believed aegon. technically brought that on himself) & then for torturing viserys to death & then him forcing her to marry him against her will & then assaulting her. multiple times. when she finally finds his burial place after commanding elinor costayne to tell her where he was buried, she completely desecrated his burial place, sobbing and weeping uncontrollably & finally letting the emotions that she'd hide deep within herself for so long for so many years. & like. given her horrific traumas suffered at the hands of maegor, her many flaws & problems & issues aren't. that surprising. her worst behavior only occurred After maegor died & the years of trauma & abuse turned her into a cold & bitter woman. like. jfc i wonder why lmao. it's definitely giving "hide me there under the leaves, nine going on eighteen, lay it on me / tell me a story about how it ends where you're still the good guy / i'll make pretend / 'cause i hate this story where happiness ends and dies with you / i thought good guys get to be happy / i'm not happy / i am poison in the water and unhappy / a little girl who needs her daddy real bad / in the corner of my birthday / you watched me dancing right there in the grass / i was too young to notice that some types of love could be bad / praying i'd be like you doing all of the things that you do and that scares me / i'm tired of you still tied to me (bleeding whenever you want) / too tired to move, too tired to leave [...] (it's just the way that you are) / i'm too tired of you, too tired to leave (i just wanna sleep) [...] (please, can i sleep, can i sleep?". & maegor's impact on rhaena & her trauma surrounding him abusing her lasted long after he died. its just. literally so heartbreaking honestly. rhaena would genuinely find it difficult to open up to Anyone about what she's experienced so when she finally meets elissa, she feels like she finally found someone who could be a companion that wouldn't leave her. then it. didn't turn out that way. opening up was extremely difficult for her to do so when elissa left her to sail the sunset sea she uh. quite literally never recovered from that. that was her last straw.

[notmoreflippingelves]

Unpopular opinion: Elena of Avalor fandom edition! Mateo isn't the sweet dorky magician the wiki (and some fans) tends to present, he is just as competitive as (of not more than) Gabe and can be really selfish and arrogant. And he never really gets called out on his flaws or misdeeds as much as the other characters.

strongly agree | agree | neutral | disagree | strongly disagree

Yes, I'm not sure if it's my contrarian hipster brain seeing he's popular within the fandom and just doing it's natural "hype backlash" as result, or what. But my overall reaction to him is "meh" at best and low-key annoyance at worst. Maybe it's just me, but I definitely feel that whenever Elena, Naomi, Gabe, Isa, or especially Esteban are in the wrong, the narrative will have an explicit, impossible to ignore "what the hell hero" moment where they learn their lesson. But when Mateo is the one at fault, he's more likely to be met with nothing more than a brief slap on the wrist--and that's assuming he's called out for his selfishness/impulsiveness/shortsightedness at all. Which he often is not.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

You don't understand how unhinged I feel trying to construct an ending for Bleach that I personally would enjoy while knowing Bleach does not deserve my time and also not remembering enough to actually make anything coherent. And yet here I am.

[slugandthorn]

Annoyed in a very normal way that his portrait from school is the same length as his hair during the game. Don't worry about what's in the tags I'm sure it's a normal amount of text.

[terrorskies]

sometimes megatron can be so personal

[roobylavender]

this isnt really an ask but im surprised tim is your favourite omg maybe its in my head but i feel you talk about dick and jason a lot more

oh it’s definitely not in your head lmaooo 😭 i talk about tim less bc i think up until the point i read his canon i was pretty much satisfied with it. obv i have issues with chuck dixon’s textual conservatism and bigotry but i don’t have issues with how tim generally existed as a character at least through the very early 00s, which is conveniently where i stopped following bat canon at large. dick and jason on the other hand present so many problems for me in terms of ill maintained characterization with respect to what i’ve read so they’re way more on my mind jdbdjdkd

[angorwhosebabyisthis]

so i was infodumping about vatborn, as one does, and laying it all out i have come to the conclusion that mogadorians as a whole--vatborn and trueborn both--lean heavily toward varying flavors of autistic. and BOY does it explain a lot