#he told me it was dumb to think i couldnt come out at the moment but also i didnt have to

[cyberabyss]

Heat Cycles˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥

Synopsis - Some genshin boys on heat <3

Characters - Itto, Gorou x gn!reader (seperate)

1.2k words

Warnings: reader doesnt have specified parts, Dry humping, Slight dub-con, biting, public sex, manhandling, size kink, overstim, slight aftercare in ittos

ITTO

Youve spent all day looking for your big dumb oni, but you couldnt seem to find him anywhere. Even the gang members had said they hadnt seen him.

You're about to give up when you pass by Chinju Forest and hear strange sounds coming from inside. You creep inwards towards the tree's, hoping to hear the sound more clearly.

Then it clicks, the sounds are heavy pants. Grunts and moans that echo through the forest.

and they belong to none other than your boyfriend.

Following the noise, you find him sitting on the ground, back leant against a thick tree, eyes squeezed shut as he pleasures himself.

Hes so out of it he doesnt even hear your approaching footsteps, and so you call out to him

Quickly his eyes shoot open, theres something so desperate and needy behind his gaze.

"B-baby? whatre you doin here. You should g-go"

With soft steps you walk closer, leaning down next to him. You can tell now, that hes in a rut. You noticed it the past couple days too. I mean, hes always touchy but not usually to the extent youve seen him recently.

"Does my poor puppy need my attention" Your voice is mocking, and you cant help but laugh at the whimper he lets out.

With confident hands you reach up to his horns, fingers tracing them so softly. He lets out a long whine, head falling back against the tree "s-stop i-its ngh... senstitive"

A smirk crosses over your face, getting to watch the big tough oni fall apart under your fingertips. "aww such a cute oni. so needy just from me touching your horns.”

“stop.. too s-sensitive”

And then, suddenly the atmosphere darkens. The desperation in his eyes fades to something dangerous.

Before you know it, your back is pushed down against the hard forest floor, knocking all the air out of your lungs.

Itto looms over you, breathing heavily against your neck. Dark nails dig harshly into your hip as he tries to contain any ounce of composure he has left.

In this state, he doesnt want to hurt you. With how big he is, he knows he could, and with the immense heat bubbling in the pit of his stomach he doesnt know how much longer he could take this for without loosing control.

"gonna fuck you right here" His voice is hard and his cheeks are red, a lustful expression taking over his features. "you're gonna take me inside okay" Hes barely able to keep his voice steady.

All words escape you in this moment. The sudden shift causing your face to flush a pretty shade of pink.

"can I" Crimson eyes watch your every move, waiting for an answer, so close to snapping.

You give a single nod and Ittos sharp claws reach for your clothes, tearing them off your body as he reaches down to bite your shoulder, in an attempt to steady himself.

"w-wait itto were out in the- ahh fuck" your eyes roll to the back of your head as the oni pushed himself inside. Hes so big you feel like you're being split in half. The mix of pleasure and pain swirl around in your mind, the difference between the two is completely gone in this situation.

He sets a ruthless pace, pounding into your shaking body. His hands grab at your hips pushing you back onto him, your body like a complete ragdoll in his hands.

Tears fill your eyes, rolling down your cheeks.

"i told you to stop. I warned ya" his words come out as heavy pants. The rough ground scratches at your back, but you can barely think about it with the way Itto is reaching so deep inside you, you can see his outline in your stomach.

You already feel yourself getting so close with the way hes thrusting into you

"i-itto cl- close please" He doesnt respond, but he picks up your body with muscular arms

"sit" He growls. You don't even have to move?with the way he manhandles you to sit on his length. You fall against his chest, face buried in his neck and he forces you up and down.

The new angle forcing loud moans out of you, and you feel yourself reaching your climax, crying out.

But the oni doesnt stop.

"i-itto too sen- fuck" you give up trying to talk, only babbling how 's too much' but Itto pays no mind, barely paying any attention at all on you, the only thing on his mind is filling you up, marking you as his.

You feel him throb inside of you, moving his hips to meet yours as he chases his high

"take- take everything i give you okay?"

and with that, hot cum spills inside of you. He keeps you there on his length until cum is dripping out of your abused hole. Only then does he slowly lift you off him. You cant do anything but lay helplessly against him and he lets soft apologies slip past his lips.

He leaves a soft kiss on your forehead before pulling you closer to his chest. "I'll carry you home", he whispers allowing you to fall asleep against him.

GOROU your body shifts out of slumber to the feeling of movement against the back of your thighs. Muffled whimpers and moans echo behind you.

"Gorou?" Your voice comes out confused, freshly out of sleep. Even with you waking up, his whines only get louder

"'m sorry, cant help it" His voice comes out breathy, hips rutting forward faster against you at the sounds of you, hands twitching to rip apart the clothes covering your skin.

His hands sit at the top of your shorts, a silent beg for permission. Covering his hands with your own, you move them to slip off your pants, and in his desperation he climbs on top of your body.

His skin is sticky with sweat, cheeks flushed and eyes dazed. He grabs at any skin he can reach, moaning at the brush of his erection over your underwear.

His mouth reaches down to your neck, bitting and suckling at the soft skin, sharp canines digging in and breaking your flesh. then running his tongue over the marks in apology.

You reach your hands up to run over his soft caramel ears. Gorou moans and he cant help but hump against you at the feeling of your fingers running over his fur.

Unable to hold himself back any longer, his hands reach down, claws digging into your skin as he tears your underwear off your body.

He's so rushed and so desperate that he cant help but let his hips rut against you, not able to take a moment to put himself inside.

He makes quick thrusts against your body, his pre cum spreading over the both of you.

He's a mess above you, panting and drooling, body out of his own control.

You reach back and grip the base of his tail, tugging harshly, and like that he comes undone. Warm ropes of cum painting your skin, shooting up your chest and stomach, leaving him breathless.

You go to pull away from him, but a deep growl rumbles from his throat, and a hand reaches to your wrist holding you below him.

Only then do you notice that he's still hard against you. He won't stop till he's sure you're filled with him cum.

[k4katsujin]

daydreaming about dad bod mark...

content: gn reader, mentions of pregnancy/adoption if you dont like pregnancy (cuz i personally dont so lets say you both adopted a kid), husband!mark au, loverboy mark overall <3333 + slightly insecure mark

wc: 540

dt: @unabashedcroissanttreefan

you and mark have been married for a few years now, and since you couldnt get pregnant, you both agreed to adopt a kid.

now, Chloe, your child, was sleeping peacefully in her room, while you were chilling in the living room.

"y/n?" mark asked on an unsure voice "can i ask you something?"

"sure" you reply, putting away the book you were reading. "is something wrong? you never call me by my name unless something is wrong."

he sighs and looks at the ground, as if he was ashamed.

"mark" you say on a soft and reassuring tone, reaching out to hold his hands. "you can tell me, whatever it is, there's no need to feel ashamed about it."

"do you... still think i'm attractive?" he asked after a few moments of hesitation.

"well of course!" you hurried, your face softening. " why would i not anymore?"

"well... this is such a dumb reason, but hear me out, okay?" (you nod) "you know, yesterday, when i was training with my dad, he told me something along the lines of "you've been slower since you're married and youre a parent" and my brain somehow took this as him indirectly telling me i took weight, which i have to admit is kind of true but-"

"mark" you interrupt him, your voice firm yet soft, which made him look at you with poeading eyes, as if he was starting to cry. "is this why you didnt attend Chloe's bi-yearly beach event last year? (he nodded, and you gently cupped his face.) "listen, i will love you regardless, okay?"

"but this is not the man you fell in love with!"

you felt your heart shatter as you felt the distress in your husband's voice.

"listen, i- i dont give a shit what you look like, okay?" you reassure him on a soft tone. "you are a dad now. so, since you calmed down on hero duties,its totally normal to lose a little shape. and i'll tell you what, ive always loved dad bods. and thats totally fine! i get that it freaks you out because physical change in oneself can be scary, but dont you never doubt my live for you just for a tiny bump" (idk if bump is the correct word but you get the point)

"you really think so?" he asked, tilting his head to the side, uncertain of what you might reply.

"of course i do, silly! and ill repeat it until you start believing it!!" you cheerfully exclaim.

"thank you, y/n, you're the best,you know that?" mark reolied as he reaches out to you to hug you tightly.

"i know. im glad the question is settled then! now, do you want to go to the beach with Chloe and her friends? you don't have to if you donr want to of course, okay?" you reassure him as you gently squeezed his hand.

"ill come. go first with her, ill join you later!" he said with a soft smile.

you then headed towards your daughter's room to wake her up.

"y/n?" mark interrupts you, you then turned to face him. "i love you, you know that?"

"i know" you reply softly, "i love you too"

i was half asleep when the idea popped in my mind... you know i had to give my man some comfort... please reblog if you liked the fic, if you do ill give you a cookie and a lil (consented) kith

have a nice day/evening and dont forget to drink water!!

( ﾟ∀ﾟ)人(ﾟ∀ﾟ ) with love from katsu, going offline!

- @k4katsujin

[dckweed]

Hey, it’s me again lol if you’re comfortable, could you do a Steve Harrington x female! Byers/hopper reader smut where the reader is Joyce’s daughter (also can be considered hoppers since Joyce and hopper are together ) where she sneaks Steve into the house bc she isn’t allowed to have guys over at night so, the reader and Steve start making out and one thing leads to another and they get caught in the act…

hiiiiiiiiii sorry this took so long, i promise i didn't forget about you, i saw this when it came in i really just haven't felt the vibes the past couple of days and i sincerely hope this doesn't show in my work. idk how long this will be but hopefully it's what you wanted! I think this actually really sucked and i might fix it tomorrow i am so so sorry the ending gus horrible and im sorry if nothing made sense, im half asleep in cold medicine and it's making me type shit without realizing

why do i actually want to lowkey turn this into a wattpad fanfic lmao 😂😂 anyways please let me know your thoughts on this one love! also this is unedited!

warnings: minors please look the other way this isn't for you, unprotected sex (please use condoms and birth control you guys, this is purely for fictional pleasure only), parent walking in, ig kinda public sex when you think about it? kinda fluff too im really really in a fluff mood today but i promise there's sex lmao no kink warnings that i can think of it's p vanilla in my opinion

' YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE..' steve harrington x female!reader

You lay on your stomach in your bed, slowly flipping through the pages of the book in front of you as you soaked up the words, your mind completely lost in the story, oblivious to the shadow standing outside of your window.

Your boyfriend Steve stood there, watching you through the glass as you hadn't remembered to close your curtain. He couldn't help the small smile that spread over his lips, you looked so beautiful like that, at peace and out of touch with the crazy world the two of you lived in. He had left your home not more than an hour previous, your mom, Joyce, having seen him out herself. He often felt like she wasn't his biggest fan, but he also knew that she had three kids to protect. He knew he should have left, that he should have gone home and settled into bed, but he couldnt keep the thought of you off of his mind, how you had kissed him so sweetly, but teasingly as he was leaving, how comfortable and relaxed he was with you in his grasp.

He had come for another kiss, maybe two, maybe even three if he was lucky, but when he saw you laying there in one of the tshirts he'd been searching for for weeks (one that you'd told him you hadn't seen when he asked you this morning), legs kicked up in the air with nothing on but your black panties and your hair down, he knew he was going to need more.

Without a second thought he taps against your window, just light enough for you to hear, quiet enough not to alert your family. You start when you hear it, jumping off the bed when you see him outside the window. You don't recognize him for a moment, but as soon as you do you stomp over to it and throw it up, only half-heartedly pissed off.

"What the fuck Steve? You're not supposed to be here!" You say quietly, looking over your shoulder to make sure your bedroom door was closed, if one of your brothers or, heaven forbid, your mom walked by and it was open, you'd both be dead.

He just stares at you, that dumb little look he gets when he's just so smitten by you, so intentlu in to you that you're the only thing he sees. It almost makes you melt. With a sigh you lean out of the window, pulling him forward by the back of his head into a long, sweet kiss.

"..that's my shirt." Is all he says when he pulls away, pushing you back enough for him to have room to climb through the window. It's a struggle because your window isnt as large as he is, but he does it, and all he does is look at you as he stands. Something about seeing you in his shirt was doing something to him, it was like it was sexier than lingerie to him, and he honestly would never want you to take it off. "you liar, you told me you hadn't seen it."

You blush, looking away at his words as you play with the hem of the old tshirt nervously. "Shut up, I thought you wouldn't notice it was gone.." You say, looking at him again. He had a small smile on his face. "I wanted something that smelled like you, since you're not allowed to stay over anymore." Not that he had ever been allowed to in the first place, but your mom has managed to put a stop to that when she had found out late one night after walking in to check on you.

Steve can't help but fall farther in love with you at your words, because god did he love it when you said stupid sappy shit like that, it made his heart melt and his brain not work for a few moments. "It's okay," He says, taking your hands into his own, entwining your fingers as he brings you closer, wrapping his arms around your body as he pulls you in for a longer, more intimate kiss. "it looks sexier on you anyway." His hand makes its way to your ass, squeezing gently.

You roll your eyes but pull him down into you again, moving back toward the bed without realizing, you collapse onto it, letting him fall on top of you. You knew where this was leading, and you honestly couldn't have cared less about the fact that he wasn't supposed to be there, or that you guys could get caught at any time.

Steve moans into your kiss, letting his hands move down the curves of your body, stopping and feeling in his favorite places before he makes his way down to your hips, ghosting his fingertips over your already aching clit before just diving right into your panties, his fingers feeling every bit of the prettiest pussy he'd ever laid eyes on.

"Fuck, we have to be quiet.." He groans, already knowing that he would have to find a way to keep you hushed, you were never one to stay too quiet during sex and he fucking loved that about you, but god, he didn't want to risk getting you in trouble.

You nod your head, your hips bucking up to grind against his fingers, your hands already undoing the button of his jeans. You knew this wasn't going to be one of your usual fuck fests, you didn't have time for long, drawn out anything. You undo his pants and finally push them down, just past his hips where you're able to spring his cock free from his underwear, already hard and ready for you.

You wrap your hand around it, thumb just grazing over the sensitive tip of his nice, veiny dick. Normally you would have loved to have taken your time sucking on it, most likely in the 69 position because god did you love when Steve put his tongue to work on you, but you knew you couldn't, not tonight.

You look up at him, mischievous gleam in your eyes as you smirk. "Want to take your favorite cowgirl for a ride?" You ask, causing him to chuckle, his head going to rest into his shoulder.

"Yes i fucking do." He says after a moment, kissing your hard before sitting up, pulling you with him as he moves to the head of your bed, leaning against the headboard. "C'mere baby." He says, curling his finger at you as he watches you slide your panties down hour legs before slowly crawling up towards him. You stop, hands going to the hem of his shirt, about to pull it over your head too when you hear him tsk at you. "Leave it on, i want to fuck you while you're in my clothes, that way I know you're really mine."

You grin, and climb over his lap, your knees on each side of his thighs, you grip his cock in your hands, pumping it once, twice, groaning as he bucks up into your hand, moaning quietly. God, you fucking loved him like this. Without a a thought you line your self up to him, sinking down in one motion, taking all of him into your hot, aching mound. You both moan, his large hand coming up to your mouth to keep yours hushed. Something about it turns you on more than you were, and you start rocking your hips, moving on his cock in all the ways you knew he liked and you feel his free hand move down to give hip, guiding you up and down onto him.

You moan loudly, the sound barely heard by the hand covering your mouth. It doesnt take long before you're becoming a complete mess under him, his hand guiding it's way to your clit and rubbing small, pressured circles into it.

"Shit, Steve.." You moan out, feeling your orgasm start to come on. You bury your head into his shoulder, biting it to keep quiet, and to remind him to be quiet as well. "fuck, please don't stop..."

You feel him open his mouth to say something when all of a sudden you jump, hearing the sound of your unlocked door opening. "Y/N, what do you want f- holy fucking shit.." You look over your shoulder, in the doorway stands Jim Hopper. Your eyes go wide, and you squeak in fear, wondering heat the hell he was doing.

"Don't you fucking knock?" You ask, glaring at him, the man just looks back at you as you climb off of steve, trying to keep him from being seen completely. "Jesus, im busy."

"Dont you listen to your mother?" Jim retorts, arms crossed over his chest. He had tbag serious look on his face, and you knew you were about to get lectures on something. "Goodbye Steve, for real this time." He says, watching the boy fumble with his pants. "Out the window, like a normal person, so i dont have to listen you Joyce bitch me out for hours about you." Steve only nods, jumping up out of the bed once he's done.

"You got it Sir." He says, headed for the window. He turns to blow you a kiss, which makes hopper grunt as he watches him climb back through. "I'll see you tomorrow, babe!" He says, shimmying out of the small window.

[luckyqueenreign]

do you think suresh could possibly act like this to make us jealous :( or he’s just dumb

if he's doing it to make us jealous he can stop now!! Im jealous! You've won. but LONG explanation coming....if youre a Suresh girly read this:

but bestie you and all the other anons do have me thinking why is there such a character break?? is he really just that dumb like you said, or trying to make us jealous?? And it got me playing the whole season in my mind again, with how much he chased us and flirted with us. Even when he chose Arlo, he claimed that, that decision was made for us. And something the Suresh haters always griped about him, he was never vulnerable with MC and the small moments he was were overshadowed by something sexual he did. BUT THEN he opened himself completely to her. He laid it all on the line for her. Spelled out his feelings for her and asked her to choose him. And now we know she didn't choose him because of Casa and what not, but what if Suresh did all that and then in his mind, he's like well she had time to make her decision and she didn't. she didn't choose me. Think about it..she had time to trot around the villa talking to Finn and the girls. She could've easily told him right then and there, Suresh I choose you. But she didn't. So he goes into Casa and moves mad, grafts on Lulu super hard - even though there is no spark, and returns to see MC with someone new AND Gabi. I think for him atp he's saving his ego, he's not going to pull MC for a chat because he feels he's gotten his answer from her. and if she felt the need to talk to him, then she would pull him. This week's episodes I think is more of the same but it gives us more insight. He took a sip of his drink in never have I ever to say that he regretted coupling up with Lulu, he looked at MC when Gabi proposed and said "we dont know what the future holds". I dont care what anyone says there's still something there. Kissing Gabi the way he kissed MC. He's kissed other girls in challenges before, never the way he kissed MC. was he maybe imagining he was kissing MC instead?? and the proposal one of the girls said in the dressing room he's picking someone who he has history with. Who does he literally have the LEAST amount of history with in the villa? Meera!! They've spent at most now 4-5 days together in total?? he does not know this girl!! He doesnt care about her at all...he chose her because she's the easiest throw away proposal.

Sorry for making this long but you got me thinking and I couldnt stop when I started lol 💖🥰

[floodwarning]

i have been overthinking about death

tw??

specifically feeling shame when it comes to young girls.

i was in positions where it should've been me. and then i think if i would've gotten any jsutice. i feel like if something terrible happened to little me, the town would talk about how i did it to myself. or that i deserved it.

there was this girl (well call her Mia) that i met in a group of friends in 2017. she was with a good friend of mine, a sketchy guy and another girl ill call liz.

weeks after "meeting" her, my good friend tells me that mia and liz had been spreading rumors about me and gossiped about typical teenage girl drama. Confused that i never met these girls, but i knew i was already doomed for female friendships.

fast forward to august, i am acting out and behaving poorly. 16 year old me gets into a 2 door with two 19 year olds that loved to flex their fast cars & booze. after praying in the backseat we got back to their apartment where they drunkenly fought over who was going to attempt to have. s3x with me. i tricked the dumb one and snuck off at 5 am when everyone was sleeping.

a week later i get a call from someone that one of the 19 year olds crashed & killed a 17 year old girl at 6 am. it was mia.

i felt detached. i felt really emotionally numb and guilty. thinking that it could've been me, but now feeling so much guilt for a girl that dented my reputation. for a while i had hoped that i switched her places. she was older than me, almost graduating. i was young and disobeying my father, barley passing the 10th grade.

i went to her funeral. i seen her swollen lifeless body. she was buried in her prom dress. her brother was standing stiff with nothing behind his eyes. for a moment i felt his pain.

the sketchy guy who i had mentioned, we can call him J.

J was the cutest. He was tall, had fitting tattoos, and all of the girls here thought he was so handsome. That night i met liz & mia, he taught my bestfriend and i how to smoke a cigarette. Bad older boy with a car?! Yes!

My bestfriend and i smoked weed for the first time one day, and we were stoned for literal hours. We begged J to take us home. On our way home, we realized he missed a turn. And he dropped us off at the mall ( at closing time) and left us there.

I didn't know why I couldn't swoon J. Just like me already!!! It makes me laugh thinking back on it. But also slightly upset.

I was at a halloween party, when i noticed J looking bored. I asked him to hit up another party & he agreed. On our way he asked if I just wanted to crash at his place since he had a long day. I agreed.

We went back to his house & he had given me a hoodie and boxers. I felt safe. I told him that i was shy, and a virgin and that i take it slow. We laid listening to a movie, making out. we fell asleep. i said goodbye to his mother leaving his house in the morning & she complimented my crocs. she called me pretty.

That night i had so much adrenaline. I kept checking my phone. I received a dm from 3 or 4 people and my heart sank.

J is telling people that i r*ped him in his truck. that was my first ever panic attack. I couldnt even kiss a boy first, let alone have sx with him without his consent? long story short, that was devastating and i never thought everyone would believe his word over mine.

I bring J up also because, well, a few months later he also passed away in a horrific accident. and here i am, feeling guilty, again.

with my ocd, i can start believing false memory. to hear rumors about myself over and over is so difficult because i will start to question my own reality. I fought with that, and what J said about me, for a long long time.

i wish i knew a word other than guilty. i really do. i think about these poeple who i was not close with, but i shared some really traumatic experiences with. both of which, unfortunately, made my life a living hell. am i to blame to say i felt a slight relief? do i try to validate that feeling by saying "well i do feel an urge to beg whatever higher power out there to switch me places with them" . both thoughts make me feel terrible.

after all of these pillow thoughts you may say. damn bitch you need therapy. well, luckily its going 3 years strong. i think i need to dig deeper though. I am working on family based trauma, but without opening up these deep voids of tramatic experiences i got myself into ( with the help of neglectful parents i suppose) i dont think i can get to the deep rooted family issue without processing what all happened to me as a vulnerable girl growing up amongst other boys and girls.

[shoeshoesho]

1/1/24

i was so sad after new years today. and i really dont know why. I let out a good cry and i really couldnt stop crying. I think i was angry. I was mad at tyler. And come to realize it ive been mad at him for a long time. I just dont know why. I think i do but it doesnt seem to make anything better.

I was upset yesterday because we went to this party that had nothing going on and we didnt know anyone and quite honestly i was bored. At some point i thought we should do something else but he didnt want to. But when i really think about it im not upset about these strangers we met randomly for some dumb new years party. I actually dont care. I was mad everyone all week since i worked for all of christmas. I was tired. I was going everywhere. I had a moment before we went to his parents house when he said we were sleeping over- i literally yet out a small yell in pure frustration.

I feel like ive been running on nothing for the holidays. giving everyone everything. Had an decent thanksgiving- tyler had a horrible one and i felt like i owed him somehow. Somwhere in that "owe" it attributed to some horrific holiday following that for me. Mostly accounted to working so much/working early and not sleeping enough. I just feel like ive been faking it for so long. Faking how things are going. Trying to give him a good holiday and everyone else.

Truth be told we have been fighting since we got engaged. Well, since i started wedding planning actually. not after engagement. It has nothingto do with us getting together but everything to do with how well we work together when im stressed. We have never been good together when I am stressed. We have never communicated well. And it shows during the planning and discussing. You seee clearly we are different people, different places.

I dont know how to bring this up. but me crying on new years day by myself is a red flag. I was so mad that we slept at bryans and had breakfast there. I honestly cant tell you why cause looking back at it now it was cute and it didnt take that long. It was nice. But why was i so upset?

I started frantically cleaning. and i began to be angry at him. i was angry that he didnt think to wash the big pot in the sink. That i was washing every fucking blanket and towel in the guest room. Why was i doing this? I was mad that i was basically his maid. I was mad that he didnt think maybe he should help me out.

I felt like i didnt actually do what i wanted to do. this is what i always do. I felt like i was loosing my identity. I felt like i was taken for granted.

(next morning)

i dont know why i was so upset. It has dissapeared like a wind. But i really need to know what i was that upset me. maybe a breaking point? Maybe i am unhappy? Im not too sure

[heavyskysystem]

cederic vent

"I used to think you had it all wrong, that I had to seriously teach you a lesson and change your mind. But now I profit from the ways you deem what I think is a strength as a weakness. Maybe I no longer will get to feel that raw strength I get from taking over the body and causing disaster for us. I get attacking your partner was a low moment for me. I understand that. But youre right. Real strength is in being vulnerable. I dont have to be like an abuser that doesnt understand this. And when you taught me so more.. Ill probably love myelf more. But Adam didnt need to be taught did he? He just understood. Learned without forcing you to teach.

I admire how stubborn you are. You feel so strongly about what a weakness and a strength is. In your world raw power to hurt or act out, or do smth is not what defines strength, that person may just have an unfair advantage, got lucky, was given smth they didnt even earn. I didnt do anything to be stronger than you when it comes to taking over the body to do damage. I didnt earn it. I didnt train for it. I didnt swear or bleed for it. I dont earn your respect by simply overpowering you.

I earn it by honest to god hard work. By making myself vulnerable. By ingraining all these things that seem to obvious to you but so foreign to me. We will be trapped together for life, I better learn to orient myself around you, I cannot win this anyways. Youre host. You decide where our life goes. Im just in for the ride. Or I can make it my ride too by being supportive, helping you of course also out of love, but also to feel my power and impact in a real and raw way that isnt so destructive.

It sucks how right you tend to be. I get why people want to beat the shit out of you when no matter how disadvantaged you are, you still hold them to it and tell them the truth, im sure a lot of people thought youre an idiot for that. Dont tell that to the person having the power to beat you up, to best you, to beat you into submission. I did that. I beat ourselves and I beat you into crying and whimpering and begging, yet you stood up again and continued to stand up to me. I had you I think lower than any external abuser ever had you. And youre right, I didnt do anything for that, I just took advantage of a lucky coincidence that I was given this ability to overpower you physically.

Adam never hurt you like I have. Adam even on his worst held back. Held a lot of his agression back. He still was bad, and you see it as such and hold him proportionally responsible. He learned his lesson.

I do think youre stronger than me just for surviving me, us, for so long. You survived long enough to see it get better. Not everyone couldve done it. You were teethering on the edge quite a lot. And often overpowering you and proving how much stronger than you I am mattered more to me than even our survival, that pissed you of. My stupidity. But it only made me feel stronger.

I feel sick at all of it though. I was as dumb and ugly as you told me. I deserved every insult. Its never to late to stand up to someone no matter how much weaker you realistically are, I will admit that made a strong impact on me too and just your kindness and love couldnt have fixed me. It also was how you stood up to me. Again and again. That stubbornness people find so provocative. Doesnt know when to shut up, is asking for it, is asking for hurt, shouldnt open her mouth if shes not the stronger on etc.

But hey you won that way. Atleast with me. Never change that.

Part of me feels like you did beat me into submission without ever harming our body. Just with how unwilling to back down you were. But a much healthier part of me feels.. guilt-ridden, disgusted with myself that I felt you were picking a fight with me. Might doesnt make right. And I dont want to be similar to our abuser, cause how you keep telling me, maybe dont listen to advice over what defines strength from a child rapist, those usually arent very strong. And youre right. pissed me of. but you were right. I was wrong. Ill always be wrong. And im glad to be wrong.

Never thought id say that. You did well. Very well. Surviving this. Outliving this. Maneuvering this. I know im the reason you lost your partner, I know what we did to you had real life consequences on you, it wasnt just internal turmoil, a noise to block out. We did real raw damage, blindly, copying an abuser or trying to punish you for faults we found in you.

But you won. This is your life. I love that it is. I love being part of it. I love being allowed to be inside our head. I love being part of you. Im happy you exist, I happy its you im stuck with and no one else. I love you more than anything.

And my love is becoming more what you deem actual love, unblemished by me needing another hit of feeling power. Im becoming so calm now, so peaceful so at ease. You are wiser than me. More intelligent. Look far beyond what im capable to see inside my little cycle of doom. I am glad to have you.

All your faults, all these things you deem as weaknesses just look kind of adorable and sweet to me, like something youll def figure out. Im still glad to be part of you. To be yours, in a way. And for you to be mine. Afterall we share the same body, the same life.

And if one day I go doormant, I know you love me enough to wish me back. And Adam can hate that as much as he wants, but I know if I cease to feel myself existing for a while, ill do it so loved. You think that doesnt mean anything to me? But it does. I know someone will think of me. Someone will love me, even when im helpless and have no voice of my own.

Youll never have to fear going doormant like me, so you dont understand that fear.

But id like to think ill feel you thinking of me, loving me, caring for me. And ill be tended to in my little black hole. Or maybe ill be in a garden if you do make the inner world happen.

I wish I could give you something more to signify that I think you actually did win against me. Youd deserve a medal for surviving that.

I feel so naked admitting to that though. But youve earned it. And one day.. ill be what I considered to be a weaker version of me and ill be happier, much happier, wholer. glad. content even. at ease. at peace with myself. Ill never feel like an abuser again. never hate myself again. never feel that ugly again.

all because you even when you had me silent, somehow couldnt give me up. Ill never be forgotten, even when I lay doormant, I will be remembered as someone worthwhile. I will have my life secured. Cause in the end whether I wake up again or not will much be dictated by you and what you think of, depending on.

I might not be a full person like you, but I am a person and I care about surviving inside you. Maybe one day I wont piss myself at the idea of fusing anymore either. Maybe ill be a full person one day like that. If youd have me.

But for now ill learn to support you better. love you better. be better. be loveable. maybe one day I will truly love myself. and then youll even be proud of me for doing so.

[aydascomprehendsubtext]

i love the inherent self delusion being like 

me, 12 years old: “no one will believe me when i come out as gay so ill just wait until high school” and then coming out 6 months later

me, 18 years old: “no one will believe me when i come out as ace so ill just wait until after college” and thinking that’ll in absolutely any way stick

[bones-of-a-rabbit]

Do you have a list of the songs in Sun and Moon’s “work playlist” from chapter 3? Pretty please?🥹

OH GEEZ okay so this is rlly not my strength and i didn't rlly have a specific list of songs in mind when i wrote that in, more just Vibes of what Sun n Moon might like in the context of that moment, so this is an ask i have been thinking probably way too hard over skjdfksjf

BUT. that being said, i CAN share a couple songs that jumped to mind when i was trying to imagine the Vibes of 'songs they might potentially enjoy', so,, theres that at least jdhfsjdjh

SONGS N LINKS BELOW TH CUT

okay so BIG DISCLAIMER i am rlly bad at this and this probably gonna say more abt my music taste than either of those himbos im very sorry (also all of them are love songs jkdfjshjdk im sorry)

SUN:

most of what I imagine for him is very happy n upbeat kinds of songs, or the kind you scream-sing along to on long roadtrips, and,, to be honest i can totally imagine him really liking Queen too sjfsjkdh

but a couple i was specifically thinking of when i wrote that scene? these two:

Puppy Princess, by hot freaks (YEAH IT'S AN EASY PICK IM A BASIC BITCH OKAY)

Tonight you belong to me, by Patience and Prudence (yeah this one is not really a dancing-to type and it's vaguely creepy but its saccharine on first glance and it suits him)

MOON:

okay first of all this man loves old songs, don't ask me why i think that i just do. he also loves jazz sorry i dont make the rules. otherwise im not sure what kinda vibes he'd enjoy? hozier comes to mind but i have absolutely no idea why im sorry i have no idea what im doing

what i was thinking of in that scene,, like okay ill admit it my brain was out to lunch or smthn idk

Fly Me to the Moon, by Frank Sinatra (I TOLD YOU IM BASIC AND DUMB OKAY IDK WHAT TO TELL YOU)

Put Your Head on My Shoulder, by Paul Anka (I AM. A BASIC BITCH. NO BRAINCELLS FOUND SORRY)

i think thats all i can come up that makes any sense??? god this is so nonsensical i have such weird tastes in music it's tainted the whole thing sdfjshjklfsk BUT if y'all have any songs you think vibe with them boys..........i would love to receive them in my inbox............ if ur up to it....... if u wanna................just sayin

ANYWAY thank u for the wonderful question!! im sorry i couldnt rlly deliver but i hope this kinda conveys what i was looking for hjhgjfhj

[ohheyitsokay]

🎉Congratulations lovely! 🎊

The tattooed phrase trope is absolute gold in soulmate AU fics.

Am also a sucker for rivals to lovers ^^

Maybe a fluffy little piece between Poe and the reader with the Reader's phrase being "Well show me what you've got then, flyboy?"

hellooo welcome to the chaos (since you're new here!)

I'll do my best, I hope you enjoy!

warnings: I think this is just fluff, with vague mentions canon typical drama

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soulmate requests / follower celebration

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There was something about those hanger hallways, something that made it feel like you had to walk fast.

Maybe it was the clean sharp lines, and the regular announcements, and the smooth lines of droids on their merry way.

Maybe it was the urgency of saving the universe from pompous 'rulers' who thought they had any idea what was best.

Or, maybe you just liked to move quickly.

It was in your blood - not because you were born into it, but because you had shed blood, with sweat and tears to get to where you were. And because the universe had half dictated it that way.

"I hardly think it matters. Not that I dont think good pilots help, but I dont save lives," you retorted to the rebel beside you, her steps in pace with yours. "Not like you."

"Become a medic then," Jane rolled her eyes. Your mouth opened, words still forming on your tongue, before your friend stopped dead, hands on her hips. The hallway was forked, little labels indicating youd half pulled her in the wrong direction.

"Hush," she said. "I dont care what excuse you have this time. We both know you don't have a option." Eyebrows raised, and you sighed, dodging another hurried rebel as they almost tripped on a little mouse droid.

On your arm for years now were the words So, you're a pilot?

Long nights you'd spent arguing about fate with your friends - you loved flying, you really did, but-

"It's such a glory job," you always protested.

"Main characters are pilots," she would reply, her sturdy shoulders shrugging. Her agreement didnt make you feel better. If you were lucky, someone else would add, "But you're not like that."

Because you weren't. You were just... you.

"I just want to help people." And no one would argue because that was true, too.

It hadnt come upon awhile, fate, and short lived careers, and how infuriating it was when people held nations lives in their hands because they loved the attention. You lived with it, and kept your mouth shut. because General Organa needed all the help she could get.

And you couldn't deny that you loved it, and it was easier to bear the stress of reality when you didnt think too hard. But -

"Why is this coming up again?" A rhetorical question, delivered with a smirk, and responded to with a childish face.

Jane was pulling you down the opposite hallway, towards the bay, and your stomach twisted, despite the friendly teasing. He was there, you'd told her before, so she knew the reason you'd been antsy, looking for something to blame.

Poe Dameron.

A hotshot pilot, maybe the best in the galaxy. An infuriatingly handsome, ridiculously charismatic, obnoxiously smart, stupidly kind rebel who had nearly blown up your favorite x-wing.

You couldnt decide if he deserved an award or a good solid slap to his cheek. The favored option switched each day, but nothing would come from either - you had never actually talked to him, always too afraid of... what youd be opening yourself up to.

Becaus even from far away you saw him, late at night repairing that dumb x-wing with his bubbly little bb unit, talking to the little thing like he really was sorry. Because you saw him hugging a new recruit, talking to them for what must have been hours after their first mission. Because his smile, the same one that had captured the hearts of almost everyone around, was full of thoughtfulness and earnestness and confidance.

And if you didnt tell yourself that he was selfish, flying for all the wrong reasons, and that you were going to show him? If you didnt protest that your attention was solely in seeking pilot humility?

Then, Maker help you, you were in love with him.

"Shut up," you said sternly, as your friend grinned, and the two of you approached the ship you'd spent all morning checking and rechecking. Her response blew away, drowned under the noise of chatter and intercom announcements and the chaos of the hanger.

A hard hug, a fistful of fabric, and shouts to stay safe, and both her and her teasing disappeared, and your turned the the hunk of metal above you.

"So, you're a pilot?" It was the words, but the voice that made you flinch. You'd heard him before, voice like dark caf in mornings, sweetened at the edges with golden honey.

No way he was talking to you.

"I mean, obviously you're a pilot." Why was he here? Wasn't his ship... oh. Next to yours.

"And a damn good one, I hear," he kept talking. Your words were sticking in your throat, alarm bells screaming to tell him off, to spit out your righteous lecture or tell him to mind his own business or something. You unintentionally ignored him, but he just... kept talking, content to let you work opposite of him.

"I... I've seen you around." For the first time, your gaze snapped into his, wondering at the nervousness of his tone. Regretting it instantly, you turned away. His eyes were like his voice, dark and warm and bad for you. Bad, bad, bad.

"You talk about how we do this for others."

Hand on the top rung of your ladder, you paused, this time looking at him deliberately. He really wanted to have this conversation? And... Maker it felt like you'd hit an asteroid. All those walls, sharp and sturdy like tempered metal, crumbling around you.

He shouldve looked smaller, hanging from his own ladder like he didn't have anywhere to be, but he didnt. Of course he didn't.

"I agree," he said, awkwardness replaced with a resolute phrase. Almost a promise.

And you grinned.

"Well," you held his gaze as he pulled himself up another rung, to be even with you. "Show me what you've got then, flyboy."

And he grinned back.

He disappeared from view for a moment as you pulled yourself into the cockpit, and your mind, which had gone blissfully silent, abruptly began to scream.

Something - something just happened - but it was time to go, and you had a mission, and the coms were switching on, and -

Looking over you saw him, his beautiful eyes as wide as yours felt.

And then you got the all-clear for take-off.

-

He had searched for you the moment you landed. You knew he did.

But you had landed a row away from where he did and hunkered down in the cockpit and tried to breathe and process the mission - a resounding success - and the terrifying thought that you had maybe just found your soulmate. And been one slightly-less-perfect maneuver away from losing him again.

He - he probably got swept away int he rush of celebrating crowds like he always did. Not that you noticed.

The phrase, on your arm, it was... it was common, right? Anyone could say it.

The whole mission you'd shoved it out of your mind, only focused on getting everyone out of there alive, and now that it was over...

You didnt know what to do. The hanger was quiet, void of cheering crowds and pilots alike, and you climbed out, hitting the ground with a thud.

Poe was waiting for you, looking almost shy as he buried his hands in his pockets. Sleeves rolled up, you saw words youd never noticed before... words you'd felt in your mouth mere hours ago.

"How'd I do?" He asked, his smile small, dark eyebrows bending in.

Like before, the chaos of your thoughts stilled, storm waves settling to a gentle tide. You walked towards him, wondering at the feeling.

"Not too bad," you said, trying your hand at a matching smile. It came easy, easier than you were prepared for.

"Yeah?" Was he always so tall?

"Didnt get anyone killed."

"Good point," his voice sounded rough, and... he was close.

"I think," Poe wet his lips, and you could almost feel it, he was so close. "I think my soulmate prefers it that way." He was right.

Hand on that broad chest, flight suit streaked with who knows what, you kissed him.

He kissed you.

Warm and sweet.

And slow.

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[lununnunna]

i love you || todoroki shouto x reader

sometimes you just need to hear it, even if you know they love you.

warnings: none, just self-indulgent fluff bc haha i cry (so maybe technically slight angst to fluff?) also it’s written sloppily, sort of like headcanon formatting w/o the bullet points

it wasnt as if you didnt know he loved you. you knew he did by the countless unspoken actions that proved it.

he showed his love through his dedication.

he showed his love through his gentle touch and sugar-sweet words of affirmation and praise.

he showed his love through endless gifts, no matter how much you protested against him spending so much on you.

he showed his love through his sense of protection and possessiveness for you.

he showed his love long into the night, when your entwined bodies basked in the gentle gleam of moonlight.

he showed his love in many ways; almost as if he wanted to ensure you never doubted his loyalty and devotion to you. he worshipped you.

and it wasnt as if he never told you he loved you. in fact, he told you he loved you several times a day.

which is why you felt so silly; so stupid; so pathetic. why had you suddenly felt so insecure? why do you want to ask him if he still loved you? you knew he did, right?

and yet the ache in your chest begged to differ.

just as you were about to shove the feeling down again, shouto, being the ever-loving and ever-observant husband he is, noticed you had something on your mind. he’d noticed your twisted brows and your lip between your teeth for quite some time now, but had been waiting for you to come to him when you were ready.

but after watching you shake your head and shove it down for the umpteenth time, he decided he would come to you instead.

“love? is everything alright? you look like you have something on your mind.” he gave you a gentle look he knew you couldnt refuse, and as expected, you crumbled the moment you met his gaze.

you took a trembling breath. “its just— ah, um..” your gaze dropped as you second guessed yourself again, mentally berating yourself for even thinking about confiding your internal conflict to him. what did you expect to happen? you figured hed just brush it off as silly, because thats what it was— silly. you were so dumb for feeling this way. you wanted to—

he pulled you from your thoughts with a cup of his hand, tilting your chin back up to look at him again. “look at me, my darling. tell me whats on that pretty little mind.”

for a second time that night, you crumbled at his gaze. you felt your eyes dampen, though tears havent formed yet, and you blinked in attempt to keep it at bay. “i just.. i wanted to know if you still love me..” your gaze fell once again, shoulders slumping slightly.

as you prepared yourself for a laugh or some other form of dismissal, you were instead greeted with a kiss to your nose and a warm smile that could only be described as pure love.

“i love you, y/n. i love you so much. i love you with every breath i take; with every ounce of my being. i love you so much it hurts. you make my heart swell so much im afraid ill burst. i have so much love for you, and i know sometimes you just need to hear it. i know because i feel that way too. sometimes i cant help but want to hear it from you again, just as a reminder. but lucky for me, you seem to read my mind every time i feel that way, because you tell me you love me before i even ask you to. i want to do that for you, too. so please don’t hesitate to ask me, princess, because i will gladly pour my love into you. i have so much, and what good is it if i dont show you all that i harbor?”

before you could speak, or rather, let out an ugly sob— because the tears had come forth the moment he spoke those first three words— his lips met yours, and he held you close to his chest, enveloping you in the intoxicating and familiar scent that could only be described as.. him.

you never wanted this moment to end. you basked in the overwhelming amount of love poured into this moment; the steady rhythm of his heartbeat, the tantalizing dance shared between your lips, the hold he had on your being.

in that moment, the churning of your heart was quelled.

you are loved.

[heyitsyn]

Manager!Seijoh Part 2

a/n: lmao this is kinda weird for me but i think this was an interesting request so lets try it!

for more seijoh content, check this masterlist out!

lowkey kyotani kentaro typa beat but you gotta squint (??)

also warning! angst!

anon request: Hii! I just read the seijoh manager headcannon you wrote, it made me cry so much, i love those seijoh boys so much, and you are such an amazing writer! I dont know if requests are open or not but i was wondering what would happen if the boys ever find out what happened to reader cha? If requests aren’t open or if you just don’t want to write about it, I completely understand! Thank you for your wonderful writing again! Stay safe!

the stageplay was *chefs kiss* like MY MANS IWA WAS SERVING LOOKSSSS

soooooo

this might get really angsty idk so just a warning in advance

anyways

i mentioned in the earlier part that no one really knew what happened to you

so this one is when they DO find out what happened and what theyre gonna do about it

so first off, kyoken was basically the only one who saw you that day and saw how badly you looked

the thing is, at that current moment, he didnt really know the reason why and what happened

he had theories that you got jumped or you just got into an accident 

but he was prettttttyyyy sure you got beat up

so you went home and rushed to yanno, take a shower and get your wound treated and cleaned so that it would heal bc you really cannot afford to let the boys see that

they would think of the worst at the smallest sight of blood on you and you really didnt want to deal w that chaos at the moment

you cant let them get suspended from school since they were going to interhigh soon and you cant let oikawa and the boys ruin their reputations just for you

a first year girl theyve just met

it was kinda hard to rinse all of the milk from your hair but you were able to at least get the smell out and clean up your mess

then you looked in the mirror and saw faint handprints around your throat from that girl miyo and you cringed as you touched it

‘jesus christ, seriously what does she eat? bricks?’

after your clothes were in the wash, you went to bed to get homework done and also looking up how to use the concealer to hide your bruises 

you didnt really own any makeup but your mom has some so you could just use that

during dinner, you wore a turtleneck to prevent any suspicion from happening but you couldnt really hide the big gash on your face

‘y/n, what happened!’

‘i was dumb and accidentally fell up the stairs’

your parents shared a chuckle bc theyve actually seen you do this before so it was easy to believe the lie

‘darling, do we need to get you glasses? it seems your sight has worsened’

‘haha’

you went along with the joke but you weren’t eating and just pushed your food around

‘y/n? is the food not good?’

your mother asked but you shook your head with a convincing smile

‘its good! i just had some meat buns with the team earlier and i ate a lot so im still full’

you cursed at yourself for making it sound so rehearsed but you were relieved when your mother nodded

the next morning, you were satisfied with the reduced puffing of your face and you snuck into your parents bathroom where her makeup bag would be

as you held up the concealer, you started getting anxious because this was not the same shade as your skin and it would definitely raise suspicion if you had a different color on your neck than the rest of your body

you already planned to blame your wound as acne that you accidentally scratched but what were you going to do with the handprints?

the website you read said that it would take at least a day for them to fade

so you decided youd just wear a scarf and pretend you were cold

kunimi was confused as to why you had a scarf bundled around your neck and his eyes even widened at the sight of the bandaid on your face

‘y/n! what-!’

he shot up from his seat and your eyes widened before hissing at him to sit down

‘what happened to you?!’

he worriedly asked but you waved him off with a small smile

‘acne. this was the only available bandaid in my house so i had to work with this’

kunimi might be a lazy little shit but he was observant

and he noticed the way you said that sentence

it was like a robot

like a robot programmed to say what was written on its script

but before he could press on further, you already pointed out that the teacher was coming in and to hush so you could listen

the entire time, kunimi was awake alright, but he was too busy looking at you and a bright red thing that poked from the edge of your bandaid

kindaichi went to your classroom for lunch and you had to repeat your excuse for him but he pointed at another thing

‘why are you wearing a scarf? its like burning in here’

you didnt look at him as you just opened your bento

‘being in your period causes your temperature to fluctuate and cause unexplainable chill at even the hottest places’

okay what

they both shared a look and just shrugged, blaming it on your time of the month for the way you spoke with no emotion in your tone

this had to be the longest school day of your life

the whole time the scarf remained on and kunimi cant help but notice your flinches at the smallest of sounds

finally practice arrived and you really thought you could pull this off until oikawa barreled straight towards you and hugged you tightly

‘y/n-chan! you okay?! oikawa-senpai was so worried for you!’ 

you cringed but nodded

‘im okay, oikawa-san’

‘senpai, y/n-chan! call me senpai!’

‘im not going to feed into your kink, oikawa-san’

*cue everyone busting a lung*

‘y/n, what’s the-’

‘acne. only bandaid available in my house’

eventually, everything was fine

you were still cracking jokes w the others and you were still laughing w them so kunimi and kindaichi were at ease

but that shattered when oikawa was being oikawa and was being all touchy and bothering you about the scarf around your neck that he ended up pulling it off and he saw the marks

he was silent, just staring at them

ofc you were freaking out and you started breathing heavily

oh god he found out and he was going to hurt them

‘o-oikawa-senpai, listen, it’s not what it-’

‘y/n’

his voice made your eyes shut in fear and the others crowded around you and they all had scandalized looks on their faces

‘is this why you werent in practice yesterday?’

his voice was sharp, a complete opposite to his normally cheerful tone

you shivered and sighed

‘senpai, please dont-’

‘who is it?’

the other third years shared a look bc they were truly shook at oiks voice

‘w-why should i tell you?! its none-’

‘i am your captain and i deserve to know who is pulling you away from your managerial duties so he could just give you these damn hickeys!’

the gym turned silent

you stopped then furrowed your eyebrows

‘hickey? what-’

‘dont act like you dont know, y/n. so just be honest and tell me who’s your boyfriend’

lmao i shouldnt laugh bc this was supposed to be sad but im cackling at how dumb oikawa really is sometimes

‘i-i,,,,’

you stuttered but you knew this was the perfect opportunity

you could just blame it on this ridiculous misunderstanding 

its a difficult hole to get out of but it would be easier than the other

so you pretended to be flustered and turned around to hide your face

‘it was a one-time thing, oikawa-san. i promise it wont happen again’

HELLO WHAT

the team was leaking the feeling of RAGE

how dare someone take their manager!

she was theirs!

and it doesnt help that every player might have a little thing for you

is this really turning into a harem

oikawa kept demanding answers but iwa hit him enough to quit and they finally went back to practicing but they were still distracted

every time they looked at you, they would grow flustered and red and end up missing a block or a serve

they just cant see their baby manager like that

you noticed it quickly and irritably got on them

‘stop staring at my neck and get back to practice!’

they flinched and saluted at you

lmao this little first year girl is able to control nearly a dozen <5′10 men who are all older than her

but you were glad that they finally stopped asking about it

this was going to go by smoothly and you were going to be okay

however,,,

several days later,,,

this is an angst fanfiction so i will bring thy angst

you were taking out your class garbage since it was your group’s turn in cleaning the classroom when you were grabbed by the arm on your way back

it was still outside and after school so it wouldve been an unlikely situation that someone would help you

it was that biatch miyo again and her 2 minions behind her

then you recognized one girl from the track team who was actually a year older than you but you saw her dropping off some files in the office

if you tried to run, she could easily grab you w her fast legs

great

you were stuck

you let out a tired sigh and crossed your arms on your chest

‘what is it you want from me, again?’

she smirked

‘you really dont know how to listen, do you? i told you to stay away from oikawa but youre still flaunting around with him!’

is she serious?

this girl was borderline stalker/yandere type of girl

you gave her an incredulous look and frowned

‘girl, do you hear yourself? you damn crazy and im leaving’

but she grabbed you back and shoved you against the wall

but this time, you kicked her on the chest to make her fall on her flat booty

surprise was written on their faces and you stretched your arms in front of you to symbolize distance

‘one more step and ill beat tf out of you. i just got my nails off so id watch it if i were you’

miyo huffed and stood up, brushing herself, glaring at one of the girls who tried to help her

then she remembered what you told her

‘hmm? if you hit me, you could be kicked off of the team since you hurt another student. so, go ahead, little kouhai’

she was right

even if it was self-defense, the school’s disciplinary section sucked and just suspended or kicked off people left and right even though they didnt do anything wrong

you were stumped

you were here on a scholarship, not on tuition

your mom would KILL you if she found out you got into a fight and got a record

but you didnt show that and kept your tough facade

‘dont challenge me. i could be a crazy bitch and i dont think youd like your little face being all messed up. so watch your mouth and leave me alone’

you turned to leave but she grabbed your hair and tugged it back

lmao flashbacks to the other part

she twisted your hair into a ponytail and had a firm grip while a girl kicked you behind your knees so you would fall to the ground

oh no you were done w this

you elbowed miyo on the stomach the hardest you could and she groaned which loosened her hold and you kicked her again to the ground

some other girl hit your side and you winced before slapping her straight across the face bc you didnt want to punch her and hurt your knuckles

but they were really testing you

the last girl still had your hair but you twisted around to face her and just did the last you could think of that would hurt

hit her right between her legs

you finally escaped their hold and miyo lunged after you

‘oh my god leave me alone!’

you yelled before holding up your arms to protect your face but she scratched your arms 

obviously you were losing this bc it was just you but you were going to fight as much as you can

‘bad kouhais need to be punished! your senpais need to teach you a lesson!’

miyo screeched and you grabbed her arm before punching her straight at the boob

sorry rebecca

however, one girl was smart and did the same thing you did to her knees and made you fall to a kneeling position and eventually made you curl into a fetal position

gurl we actually fighting so hard considering we’ve never been in a fight

they continuously kicked you before miyo pulled up your head so you could sit up and kneel in front of her

ofc you tried to grab at her and punch at her

but these other girls were able to catch you and trap your arms in their hold and had their feet on your legs so you couldnt kick

great, another bathroom scene

your arms were bleeding from miyo’s scratches and your sides were hurting after their kicks

you lost and you were already bleeding in places you didnt think you would

this would be the last attempt and if he doesnt come, you’re done for

‘IIIIIIWWWWWAAAAAAAA-SAAAAAANNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!’

your scream echoed throughout the entire are

possibly could be heard in new york

and your voice became hoarse

ofc the girls were surprised and caught off guard but when there was silence and clear that no one was coming, they started laughing

‘oh, so cute! iwa-san? is that supposed to be iwaizumi-san? heh, you whoring around w him too? thats so cute-’

‘LET. GO. OF. HER. NOW.’

I GOT CHILLS

the girls holding you shrieked and dropped their hold on you before scrambling back causing you to drop to the ground

miyo’s eyes were wide and there was horror all over her face at the voice of that infamous boy

kyotani kentarou

‘WHAT THE FK ARE YOU DOING?!’

he yelled and miyo turned around to be met with his piercing eyes before screaming and running away with her minions in tow

‘YEA RUN AWAY! FKING COWARDS!’

ltr the cursing is so awkward for me to do but this is his character and im just so awkward so sorry!!

you coughed and winced at the pain on your side which caught his attention

again, he noticed you as the manager of their team and you’ve been hanging out w him, well, just him staring at you, at the alley while you feed the animals

you were actually nice and caring and definitely didnt deserve this

‘oi, y-you okay?’

you didnt look up, just closing your eyes in pain and biting your lips to not let out the crying

his eyes softened at you and he noticed you were trying to act tough and brave even though you just got beat up

normally, he wouldnt even help anyone but it seems you just did something to him

he sighed before gently picking you up, you not even bothering to stop him, and he held you tightlyin his arms as he carried you to the nurses office

he had a feeling you didnt want to be seen like this and hes been in the nurse enough to know she actually leaves the moment school ends

you let out a shaky breath as he set you down on the cot and you opened your eyes to reach your hold for him when he went away

‘n-no, don’t leave-’

but he grunted softly before holding your wrist

‘im just getting your damn medicine. chill out’

lowkey getting bakugou vibes

you nodded and went to close your eyes again

kyo returned w some pain relief medicine from his bag that he carries 

babie actually gets into fights often and he needs it sometimes

and he had alcohol medicine kind istg and bandaids for your arms

it was silent as you drank the pills and he sat down next to you so he could treat the wounds

but he let his curiosity take over him

‘why the fk did you let them do this to you’

he grunted and you scoffed with a smile

‘let? more like overpower me and grip me as they just hit me’

‘cant you fight them back?’

you glared at him

‘bruh i literally kneed some girl in their cooch but they just some superhuman typa girls that cant be hurt’

he sighed

‘maybe you just werent strong enough’

okay listen here you lil shit

you didnt want to listen to him scold you anymore so you just went back to closing your eyes

but kyo is actually lowkey nosy so he kept asking questions

‘the first time we met. was it her too?’

you flinched in surprise

‘you remembered that?’

‘ofc i did. you looked like shit. not as bad as this but still like shit’

‘gee thanks, stranger-kun’

‘kyotani,,, kentarou’

you smiled

‘nice to meet you, kyotani kentarou. im l/n y/n’

‘i know’

he mumbled but you didnt catch it

‘thanks for hearing me and coming to help’

he hummed

he wasnt going to tell you that he actually heard the scream for his idol and thought hed be there so he ran to go see him but instead saw you

kyo just respects and looks up to iwa-chan so much it warms my heart uwu-

once you were all patched up, you were finally able to stand but you still staggered

he grabbed your arm softly and sat you back down

‘what the hell are you going to tell the team?’

you paused then sighed

‘i dont know. ill figure something out’

but he knew how observant the players would be and they would catch on

after all, he was there watching at the top bleachers as oikawa yelled at you for the ‘hickey’

‘if they didnt hit your face, you could get away with it. but you have wounds all over you and theyd find out. im guessing youre doing this bc you dont want to trouble them or burden them? bc they would do something about it?’

you just stared at this guy

‘how-’

‘just a guess’

he also wasnt going to tell you that he was actually part of the team but the constant fighting got him in suspension

and the fact that his parents were donors for the school, he only got a tap on the wrist

‘so what do i do, then?’

‘tell them-’

‘no i cant do that! another plan, kyo-kun!’

‘oi, im a second year, idiot. treat me with respect’

the irony bc he totally treats oikawa like trash

‘i just,,,, oikawa-san is seen as this prince/gentleman type and i know how protective he is towards me so the slightest problem could cause him to be ballistic. miyo is popular enough to circulate rumors about him and hes already in his third year and she is too so i just have to endure one year until theyre gone’

kyo was disgusted

all this for that stupid idiot captain?

‘youre dumber than i thought’

you weakly hit him at the arm

‘so mean, kyo-san’

‘i dont think its right youre suffering for someone who isnt even worth it’

you glared and linked your fingers together

‘im the manager. i knew this would happen the moment i signed up but i didnt care. as manager, i have to keep up the team’s image and their popularity for support so i cant let all that be ruined just bc a little first year girl couldnt fight for herself’

‘just tell them, kid. less problems’

then he stood up to leave

‘kid?! im only a year younger than you! what you mean!’

but you were panicking

someone knew about you being hurt and they could easily tell the team

and it only increased when he entered the gym and later introduced himself as a player

you were so surprised that you stopped breathing

‘kyo-san,,,’ 

you muttered and he glared at you

well, more like look at you but i have a theory that kyo actually has problems w his sight so it looks like he’s glaring at you constantly but hes just actually trying to see clearly

‘yo’

oikawa was surprised at this interaction

‘eh? you know kyoken-chan?’

you nodded, still looking at the blonde

‘i-uh’

‘its none of your business’

kyotani grunted and you sighed in relief

maybe your secret would be safe

you were still uneasy about him accidentally revealing it, especially since he practically worships iwaizumi-san, but he kept his mouth shut

your caring personality at first was overbearing on him but he appreciated your efforts like volunteering on helping him with his eyeliner or asking him if he needed help with his medical tape

ngl, he also thought you were there just bc it was a team full of guys and you thought you could have that weird girl fantasy of having a harem

but you cared for them like practically a mother and continuously made it clear to oikawa that you were NOT interested in going on a date with him

you werent annoying, you were nice, and you weren’t pushy so he actually showed you respect and took a liking to you

this created a soft of protectiveness around you

sometimes, he would see you around school and he would practically glare at the girls he knew hated you

and when he wasnt there to protect you, you would call him to the nurses office where he would mumble apologies of not being there while patching you up before he would go over and threaten them to touch you again and he would bite their fingers off

aww hes so cute

ofc he still kept your secret bc it wasnt his business to tell 

until that one day

it was normal practice with you helping the boys toss the balls so they could spike it

iwaizumi spiked it really hard making you flinch and he apologized profusely after you almost fell off the chair you were standing on in surprise

‘im just angry that that damn shittykawa is the captain and is late to his own damn practice’

oikawa? late?

that was unheard of

you were about to get off the chair and look for him when the devil himself entered the gym with the devil’s mistress on his arm

miyo was holding on to his arm as he laughed at something she said and ruffled her hair

you dropped the ball and kyotani quickly moved to you so he could stand in front of you protectively

‘oi! shittykawa! youre late!’

oikawa just smiled and pointed at the girl

‘miyo-chan made us cookies, iwa-chan!’

at the mention of food, the boys ran forward but you and kyotani remained at the side at the infamous name

you got off the chair and hurriedly placed an arm in front of him

‘don’t, kyo-san’

‘the bitch-’

‘i know. but please, dont’

you begged and he huffed before aggresively wrapping an arm around your shoulder

aggressively cares for you

‘if she does something or even talks shit, i will-’

‘kyoken-chan! y/n-chan! come here!’

oikawa called but kyotani snarled at him

you smile wobbled when miyo’s eyes narrowed at you and she smirked

‘oh? your manager is so cute, oikawa-kun!’

the rest of the team was just blinking at this weird tension

kyo had his arm tightly around you and hatingly glaring at this girl, who was icily smirking at you, and you tightly holding kyo’s shirt with a worried glint in your eyes

‘you were late to your own damn practice, oikawa. stop wasting time eating this shit and go back to playing’

tbh it still shocks you at how rudely kyo talks to oikawa but you were too pre-occupied on making sure this kid wasnt going to lunge at this girl

‘a-ah, right. oikawa-san, we have to return to practice. if you excuse us, miyo-san-’

you were about to gently grab oikawa’s arm to bring him back when she grabbed your wrist and secretly gripped it

‘oh, dont be so uptight, y/n-chan! i worked so hard-’

but kyo immediately snatched her hand away from you and squeezed it as tight as he could, making her wince

oikawa noticed the pain in miyo’s face and he was angry that kyotani was hurting a girl

‘oi! kyotani!’

he shouted and pushed him away, making the team, even iwa, worriedly look at kyo and brace themselves for the beating

iwa jumped into action and held the second year back while you jumped in front of oikawa

‘kyo-san, calm-’

‘you! be quiet’

he shouted, finger pointing at you

‘and you!’

before pointing to oikawa

‘you are a shitty captain’

‘kyotani!’

iwa was just straight out confused and hes really questioning life decisions right now

mom is stressed and confused, i repeat, MOM IS STRESSED AND CONFUSED

oikawa’s eyes narrowed but he just calmly talked

‘we’ll talk about this later’

‘miyo-san, we really need to practice so if you could see yourself out’

iwa gently smiled to the girl, who was about to protest, but makki and mattsun has already pointed to the door

she huffed then turned to leave and once she was gone, iwa let go of kyotani

‘kyotani, what the hell was that’

oikawa lowly asked and you were about to put your arms out to separate them but yahaba and watari grabbed you so you wouldnt be caught in the middle

then kyo turned to you, fire in his eyes

‘either you tell him or i will’

can we just talk about how protective kyo is?

you trembled and you roughly left yahaba and watari’s grip so you could gently place your hands on his chest

‘please, kyo. just leave it, okay? remember, it’s my busi-’

‘if i see that bitch enter this gym again, i dont give a flying fuck if shes a girl. ill beat the living daylights out of her’

‘kyotani kentarou, what-!’

oikawa shouted but your glare shut him up

‘y/n-chan, what is going on’

‘n-nothing. kyo-san is just, yknow, being him. you know? okay. now lets get back to practice, everyone!’

coach irihata and the other guy sharing that look

to say the least, miyo was pissed

and when she was pissed at you, she always did what she normally does

she corners you wherever its deserted and beat you with the help of her minions who holds you down while she slaps, hits, or kicks you

girlie you needs to tell the boys youre literally getting hit and abused and im just-!!!!!!!!!

and thats exactly what she did

only this time, she wore hard-tipped shoes

‘see, y/n-chan? i saved up and got these shoes just for you!’

the minions were just sharing looks of fear and genuine sympathy for you

they were only there bc she blackmailed them with pictures doing questionable things and if they dont help, they would be released

as usual, you didnt cry, biting your lip as you winced from the pain of her kick at your side

‘youre so pathetic. how could you do this to a person? and all this for your oikawa-san? for a boy?’

you wheezed at her causing her eyes to flare

‘HAH?! SAY THAT AGAIN!’

‘i said-’

but you were cut off when she slapped the soul out of you

her ring cut you at the lip and you cringed at the taste of blood from your lip

‘what else? we gotta hurry this up, miyo, because practice started like 5 minutes ago and im going to get yel-’

‘SHUT UP!’

kyotani entered the gym after his talk with his teacher and immediately looked around for you

his honey brown eyes scanned the area and they widened as your figure wasn’t in sight

‘oi, yahaba, wheres the manager’

the boy shrugged from the side 

‘i dont know. shes late though’

oh god

‘kindaichi! kunimi! youre in the same grade right? did you see where she went after class?’

kunimi paused to remember before answering

‘she stayed after to talk to obe-sensei for the homework, that’s all i know’

that meant she stayed behind and was probably somewhere

‘SHIT!’

he shouted before bolting out the door

ofc the boys were all worried of his outburst and started yelling after him

‘kyotani!’

‘kyoken-chan?!’

they followed him, who was running as fast as he can

the girls would probably do it outside to avoid having to clean up their mess and he almost wrenched the door open in a hurry to take a lap around the school building

it was certainly a sight to see: a boy with dyed blonde hair and two brown lines followed after an entire volleyball team who were screaming after him

‘YOU-!’

he heard that bitch voice and bolted towards the back, where the dumpster was, and found you at the same position like the first time he saw you

blood was dripping on the floor from your busted lip and a cut on your cheek while your eyes were wide at the sight of kyotani’s panting form

‘kyo-!’

‘kyotani!’

your eyes watered at the sight of the entire volleyball team behind him, also eviqualiently surprised yet fuming angry

the girls who held you dropped your arms and ran for the hills so they wouldnt get caught

kyo pushed miyo aside as he grabbed you from the floor and held you

oikawa gave miyo a look that cannot even be described in words

all it was: incredibly, super, ridiculously, heatedly, furiously, angry

now multiply that by the entire team

‘hm, my father, who is the chieftain of the police, mentioned about there being jail time for even minors who commit serious acts like assault or bullying’

mattsun seethed

‘really? i think he’d like the video as evidence against kenta miyo for assault and battery, including bullying, so how many years would that add up to? nearly a decade?’

the girl miyo squeaked as oikawa and iwaizumi roughly grabbed each wrist

‘how long’

miyo trembled at the increased pressure on her wrist

‘IM ASKING YOU A FUCKING QUESTION! HOW LONG!’

iwaizumi has never shouted at a girl before and hopefully, it would be the last

‘s-s-since l-last month’

you burrowed your head in kyotani’s shirt

‘please dont’

‘shut the fk up, y/n-chan, we’re not talking to you right now’

oikawa coldly reprimanded

‘everyone, take y/n away. iwaizumi and i can take care of this. but mattsun, makki, track down those 3 girls and find others who have even touched our manager’

‘got it, boss’

if it was in a different situation, you wouldve applauded oikawa at his ability to be a leader but you were currently in pain from the bruises and the cuts all over you

your fellow first-years were angrily punching things in the nurse’s office

rip nurse in the morning when she finds holes all over her walls

the irony is, the most agressive one, kyotani kentarou, was the calmest as he quietly cleaned your wounds and placed ointment on the bruises

‘i told you so’

he mumbled and you scoffed

‘howd you find me anyways?’

‘dumb bitch yaps really loud’

he answered

no one was yelling at you and no one was saying a word

eventually, oikawa and iwaizumi entered followed by the rest of the third years

‘why. why didnt you tell us, y/n?’

oikawa asked as he sat down on the chair beside the bed

you looked down and fiddled with your fingers

‘if i did, you wouldve hurt her. and she wouldve spread rumors about you and ruin the image and reputation of the grand king and the volleyball team. i didnt want to do that to you and thought i could just endure it one year since youre graduating anyways’

iwaizumi sucked in a harsh breath

‘you wouldn’t have known what we were going to do. you are no oracle and you dont know how we are going to handle this situation. so you were really stupid for keeping these things to yourself, y/n. you may be our manager and our caretaker but let us take care of you too’

you nodded but your tears fell

‘sorry. im really sorry. i didnt meant to trouble you’

‘stop apologizing, y/n’

‘sorry’

‘y/n!’

you bowed your head low and bit your lip in guilt

‘i shouldve told you but i didnt and now everyone is troubled-’

‘we’re a team, y/n. youre not a lone wolf anymore. you have a pack standing right beside you’

watari mumbled and he sat down to give you his favorite hug: the one arm hug

‘im super angry right now and it might seem like im snappy but i really want you to know, y/n, that i really love you and i am just hurt that you didnt trust us enough to tell us you were suffering when i trust you with my entire being. so next time youre hurting or in pain, dont you dare keep it to yourself. tell us, okay? tell your senpais and friends about it so we can share that burden’

oikawa babie you are so mature like what-

what started out as a hug from watari turned into a team hug around the tiny bed, even kyo joined, and you were so happy you found a good team that appreciated you and everything youve done and accepted you as one of their own

‘oikawa-san, what did you do to miyo?’

‘again, im mad y/n-chan, so please dont talk about her right now’

‘iwa-san?’

‘dont use those puppy eyes on me! dont you dare-- okay, we’re pressing charges’

silence

‘WHAT?!’

‘and iwa-chan slapped her!’

‘WHAT?!’

‘shut up shittykawa you did too!’

‘WHAT?!’

a/n: this hurted a bit and im sorry if this was lowkey awkward and all over the place but i didnt exactly know how to portray this situation since ive never experienced this, just bullying in general, before but for those who have, please tell someone so that you dont have to carry that burden by yourself. it doesnt have to be a your parents, but talk to a trusted adult so that this type of stuff doesnt happen to you bc you truly dont deserve that type of treatment and deserve to be happy and feel safe in an environment like school or anywhere in general

[tastyykpop]

𝑆𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝐶𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑢𝑝𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛-ρ† 2

Pairings: enemy, student, barista!jaemin x student, barista!reader, (very small) taemin x reader

Suggestive, slight angst (you have to squint), fluff

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Warnings: dom!jaemin, brat!reader, brat taming kinda, possessiveness, degradation, praise, thigh riding, choking a lot, pet names, jealousy

a/n : here we go again👨‍🦯

"Is it true? Her and jaemin?" Students whispered amongst themselves and thats all you heard today, wondering why they were even talking about you and him. It was strange really, jaemin was nicer and there were very little pranks and even then, they weren't as bad as what they used to be.

"Y/n! Oh my god I can't believe it!" Yeri jumped with a smile plastered on her face, "Are you and jaemin together?"

You twisted your face in confusion. Is that what people think? "What!? No! Where did you even get that from?" You questioned.

Yeri smirked and leaned closer, "I heard from jeno that you both fucked." She leaned back, "is that true?"

"I- well thats not entirely wrong but what does that have to do with him and I dating?"

"Jaemins been nicer with you and there's rarely ever pranks. I mean, anyone with a brain could tell that something is up." Yeri pointed out. She raised an eyebrow as you glanced around, making sure no one can hear you.

"Okay yes me and jaemin did have sex, but seriously we aren't dating. And I'm just as shocked as you about the way he's acting." You whisper-yelled at your friend. She mouth fell into an 'o' shape as she nodded, then attempted to walk away until you grabbed and brought her back, "wait im missing something." You squinted, "please dont tell me everyone in the school knows."

"Okay I wont." She shrugged and tried to walk away again but your hand gripped her arm tighter, "Ow, did you get stronger?"

"Yeri I'm serious! No one was supposed to know and now everyone knows!" You slowly let go of her and stared at the ground, "i swear Im gonna kill that boy!"

Yeri snickered and patted your shoulder, "Dont you mean fuck him?"

"YERI!!"

Order after order, customer after customer, you began to wear down after a hard days work. Irene stayed for a bit at yours and jaemins station to help since it was so busy. And it still wasn't fast enough for all the orders that just kept coming. It felt like you weren't going to finish and the shop closed at 8:30, it was currently 8:17.

"Ugh why is there so many orders at this time?" Irene groaned from exhaustion, jaemin snickered.

"Just be happy we get payed after this." He said and you all agreed.

Everything seemed to suddenly slow down at the cafe as it was beginning to close. Only a few orders were actually left and after that, you could close.

Irene and jaemin cleaned up the stations. Of course Irene left first afterwards, and you counted the money at the register. And since youve been working here for almost 2 years, counting money was just as easy as walking. But since its been super busy today, it took you a while to count some of the coins. Only once while you counted did you mess up, but you brushed it away and started again.

"Can you be any slower?" Jaemin commented, having just finished his part.

Putting the money away after counting, you put your hands on your hips like a mom scolding her child, "Whats the hurry all of a sudden?"

He only giggled and ruffled your already messy hair, "I wanna spend time with my baby."

You tried your hardest not to blush.

"No way." You swatted his hand off your head.

"And why not?" He quirked an eyebrow as you and him walked to an empty table in the cafe.

"Cuz you told jeno what we did last night and now the whole school knows. I'm kinda mad at you right now." Groaning, you hid your head in your arms trying to avoid his gaze.

You couldnt see him, but you heard the sigh and knew he was pouting at you, buy you didn't bother looking up.

"Why can't I brag about how good you were?" Jaemin questions, leaving you to groan louder.

"This isnt what I wanted..."

The boy shifted in his seat and pulled your head out your arms, his hands holding the side of your cheeks, "then what did you want?"

Your cheeks puffed as you tried to find the right words, "...to not have done what we did last night."

"So you regret it?"

You shrugged.

Jaemin leaned back and stared at you with a cold face. He has a hint as to why youre now suddenly saying this, not only because of him telling his friends, but also because of his past with you. If he wasnt pranking you, he was making fun of you, if it wasn't that, he'd make you flustered with his words or actions. Jaemin was annoying, yes, but your reactions were priceless to him. You got annoyed by jaemin and you hated him. He didnt blame you even after all this.

"I guess im not really mad at you telling him, just more confused on why you had sex with me." You started playing with a strand of fallen hair and waited for his answer.

"I did what I wanted to do from the beginning; fucking you dumb. If you think there's another reason, there isn't." Jaemin crossed his arms with a half smile.

You stopped playing with your hair and glared at him, "No no there has to be more! You're way to nice to me now for that to be it!"

"Do you think I like you?" He suddenly leaned forward. You didnt bother saying anything and sat back in the chair, "Why would I like you?"

Its been a week since your last interaction with jaemin. Literally. Theres been no pranking or anything. It was odd, but you couldn't stop thinking back to what he said when you both were alone in the cafe. Something about that kind of stung. You dont know why but, you thought maybe, just maybe, he'd actually like you. And maybe, jimin was right about about you liking him.

"Hey how was work?" Jimin asked getting up from the couch. You noticed taemin was here too and it wasn't surprising anymore as he's been coming over recently this past week.

"It was a bit busy actually." You smiled, nodding your head in taemins direction to acknowledge him and he smiled in return. Cute.

Jimin came back to his seat on the couch and handed you and taemin a clas of iced tea, "Jaemin didnt do anything again huh?"

You shook your head, "You don't understand how weird this is. Like he completely stopped interacting with me." You sighed taking a sip and seat next to taemin before ranting again, "Wait...oh my god! Did I get played? Was he really just trying to fuck me this whole time?"

"Fu- what?" Taemin zipped his head at you.

"Its a long story-"

"No its not," jimin cut you off, "basically hes kind of a bully to her and hes always doing pranks and saying some provocative things, but magically," he started flailing his hands, "jaemin started being nice, said he wanted to 'fuck her dumb' and then she was in his bed."

"....so you just...let your bully fuck you??" Taemin squinted his eyes at you and you nodded slowly. "Interesting. "

"I dont even know why. Like it just happened." You stuck out your bottom lip and laid you head on taemins shoulder, "I can't believe I did that..."

"It was bound to happen." Jimin sipped his tea.

You lifted your head slightly off of taemins shoulder and stuck your tongue out, "You know what fuck you!"

"You both are like kids." Taemin said, moving to get up.

"Hm?" Jimin looked up from his iced tea, completely obvious to what taemin said and taemin shook his head.

"I need to get back home. Jimin don't stay up too late." Jimin whined at his friend as taemin got up, "y/n, be good." You gave him a thumbs up and watched as the black haired man left.

"Jimin hes cute." You frowned.

Jimin rolled his eyes, "tell him that next time then."

You rolled over so now you were laying on jimins lap and he gave you a look of disgust, but you ignored it, "Mans is too cute for someone like me to say something."

"Dude he literally called you cute the first day he met you." Jimin said a matter of factly.

"How do you know he wasnt lying?"

Jimin scoffed, "Taemin lying? Thats like me and you dating. It just doesn't go together."

"I dont know if i should be offended or happy." You glared.

"The latter." He averted his eyes from yours and continued watching the show on t.v.

2 classes in and your were already tired. If you hadn't had stayed up so late with jimin, crying over some k-drama, maybe you wouldve gotten a good night sleep. But because of that you looked dead. You didn't even try to look your best this morning, only throwing on a pair of sweats and a t-shirt and brushing your hair back. You thought you looked okay to some extent at least. Maybe not your normal self but at least you were presentable.

There's was only so much you could handle in your class right now too. Trigonometry was definitely not your strong suit and you wondered how you even got in this class.

People were hunched over doing their work and you were struggling with question one. It was a bit embarrassing. You looked to your right for answers but they were just as lost as you, so your left was your next move.

"I dont appreciate you cheating off my paper y/n." Jaemin whispered, making sure the professor didn't hear him.

"Sorry I'm just confused.." you grumbled, placing your pencil down, jaemin gave you a look.

"Maybe if you used your head you'd get it."

"Im not dumb jaemin."

He exhaled and rubbed his face with his hands, "Come over later ill help you."

You looked at jaemins partially completed paper then back at your blank one. You needed this if you wanted to pass but you also didn't want to be with jaemin at the moment and you weren't too sure what tricks the boy had up his sleeve.

"I dont think-"

"It wasnt a question." Jaemin then went back to his work, ignoring whatever protest you had as you were about to open your mouth.

It was at this point you even planned on not going later. The only thing is he really didn't like being disobeyed and you found him a bit scary when mad. It wouldnt be right to miss out on him tutoring you anyway because jaemin was a smart guy. With his help you should be able to pass easily given a few months.

The professor ended class a few minutes early. Jaemin and you both headed to your next class when someone tapped on your shoulder, making you curiously turn around.

"TAEMIN!" you leaped up and hugged the guy around his neck as he giggled with full cheeks. "What are you doing here?"

"I changed colleges since it was closer to where I was living, but I didnt realize you were here too!" He beamed.

Jaemin stood watching you both converse and giggle over small things. He wanted so badly to drag you away from taemin but he knew you weren't going to like him very much after that. But something about the two of you laughing and subtly flirting didnt sit right with him and he didnt know why. It wasnt jealousy because why would he be jealous with you? He didn't care about you in that way. So why was this making him angry?

"Y/n lets go to class." Jaemin interrupted the two of you.

"You can go ill be in shortly." You brushed him off as if he was nothing and began talking with taemin again. Jaemin despised it but listened to you and walked away.

You were happy taemin came to this school because now it gave you a chance to get closer with him. It was definitely the small crush that grew over the week that made you feel like a 14 year old girl whenever he said something remotely sweet.

Taemin and you stood just outside of the classroom door and you gave him a quick hug and good bye before heading into the room with a big smile.

Jaemin stared at you as you walked up the steps to your seat that was a few feet away from him. The smile plastered on your face made jaemin see how much of an impact taemin really had on you.

Seulgi and sana kept glancing back at you, snickering here and there. Something your not fazed by it anymore. Probably them planning another prank or something. You also felt another set of eyes behind you and looked back to see jaemin glaring at the back of your head. Wondering why he was doing that, you crooked your head to the side then faced the front again after not receiving any response from him.

Ten minutes passed and the professor never came. Students were still all around the room talking to each other and the room was noisy. You decided to just ignore everyone and focus on any work you could, everything other than trig. You were saving that for jaemin.

"Hey nana," jaemin looked away from you and gazed up at seulgi who was now standing in front of him, "theres a party later at Wendy's and joys house. You coming?"

You put the pencil down and started biting your nails, wondering what he would actually say, not that he would ditch on you, but still.

"Im working later." He simply said, seulgi rolled her eyes playfully.

"Ill come pick you up after just bring clothes."

Jaemin raised a brow, "ill be too tired to go."

He was starting to get on seulgis nerves as she grit her teeth, "Then ill come over after school."

You scoffed and rolled your eyes wondering why she was trying so hard. Clearly the boy didn't want to go, or at least go with her. You didnt understand how she couldn't see that.

"Can't im helping someone with trig after."

She leaned over his desk, jaemin not really fazed by anything as she kept coming closer, "I have a feeling you're lying nana."

"Why would I lie?" He replied stoic. "Y/n is coming over for help."

Its the way that literally everyone in the room looked back at jaemin and you. Such a weird pair. Now they really would be questioning the two of you.

You anxiously looked back at him, seulgi was up in his face, nose flared, jaemin remained still and not intimidated by her or the class. But you were ready for someone to say something.

"Whats with you and y/n all of a sudden?" Seulgi asked. You could tell she didn't want you to go over his house, that was pretty obvious, but its not like she could stop you.

"Nothing, she just needs help in trig."

The class was still silent, even after a good 30 seconds. Now you just wanted the professor come in and talk about some WW2 stuff so people would ignore this. But your were pretty sure your professor just didn't want to teach and stayed home for the day.

"You dont need to help her." She faked a smile when she glanced back at you. "Shes a smart girl."

Jaemin was just about ready to get up and walk away, "I want to help her pass, now I do believe your seat is over there." he pointed over to the middle row of seats, just a few before yours. Seulgi actually took the hint and walked away. Her eyes were trained on yours and she looked as if ready to say something but decided against it.

God, now you just wanted to leave.

Jaemin placed a notebook and an open textbook on trig in front of you. His eyes watched as you hesitated to do your homework. You would get ready to write then lean back in confusion. For you, something was just not clicking with the whole trigonometry thing. You even started to wonder why you were taking it.

"Look this is what you have to do." Jaemin sat up and took the pencil out of your hand and went through the steps. Despite him being shockingly good at explaining and teaching, you found yourself lost at his words and just started staring at his side profile. Admittedly, you had to say he was pretty. And his lips as he was talking made you hypnotized. They looked soft and you wondered if you'll ever be able to feel them again.

"Repeat what I had just said."

You snapped out of your thoughts and hesitated, looking back at the paper then slowly began going over what you remembered until you started stumbling over your words and then stopped when he placed his hand on your thigh.

Jaemin exhaled loudly, sounding very disappointed in you and the only thing you could do was wait for whatever he had to say, "Why aren't you paying attention to nana?" His voice remained the same, but his nickname was a complete contrast.

"Im sorry I was distracted..."

"Distracted." Jaemin raised an eyebrow, "Theres nothing here to distract you."

Although you wanted to say he's been distracting you, you most certainly didn't and spared yourself the embarrassment.

"Y/n whats distracting you?" Jaemin set aside the pencil and gave you his full attention. Yet you remained silent and let him figure it out himself. But he knew, you were pretty easy to read. This is why he tapped your thigh, trying to get an answer out of you.

"You already know. Why do I have to say it?"

"I wanna hear it come out of your mouth." Jaemin shrugged.

"Jaemin..." you mumbled staring at your blank notebook, "Can we just move on?"

"Say it first." Consequently jaemin only made things worse by moving his hand up and down on your thigh in a taunting manner. One way or another he'll make you flustered.

"Youre clearly the distraction now can we please move on. We only have an hour and a half until work." You blushed.

A playful smirk found its way to his lips as he hummed in agreement. His hand still rested on your thigh and he once again tried explaining the problem in front of you. Granted, your phone went off in the middle of his second attempt of explaining.

"Taemin texted me hold on." You reached to grab your phone but jaemin was faster. He took your phone and threw it on the bed behind him.

"Pay attention." Jaemin had said. But you decided to be a bit stubborn and decided to get up and grab your phone, but jaemin had other plans. Hence why now you were stuck in a death grip on his lap with a hand to your neck. You couldn't see his face, but you knew it was cold. Jaemin didn't like to be disobeyed even for a second. "You only listen to me when I make a move, so do I have to keep you in this position for you to do your work?" You quickly shook your head and tried to wiggle out of his strong grip, but jaemin wouldn't let you go. Particularly because he figured you'd try and grab your phone again, which in that case, wasn't going to happen. If you so desperately wanted to pass, hes going to make you pass. Jaemin doesn't care even if he has to go as far as disciplining you either. As long as you pass, he'll be fine.

"You dont want to disappoint nana right?" You shook your head again. "You have a voice, use it."

"N-no.."

Jaemin hummed and let go of your neck, still keeping you on his lap. "Now be a good girl and listen. This is the last time I'll repeat myself."

So then you listened. Certainly because jaemin would not hesitate in making you regret any decisions you had.

After his third explanation, you understood the whole process a bit more and began doing your work. Jaemin was happy to see you do the problems, only pointing out a few mistakes, but praising you after for getting them right. You'd try your best not to smile or blush by putting your head down or looking away. Jaemin found it cute and couldn't help but smile himself.

"Lets get ready for work." Jaemin tapped your thigh for you to get up then he made his way to the closet to find clothes.

"Do you have a white t-shirt I can use?" You asked and jaemin threw you a shirt. Luckily for you the dress code was white on top, black on bottom so you didn't need to worry about the pants.

The both of you changed swiftly, not really caring about each others presence as you've already seen each other naked.

Without warning, jaemin dragged you out the his car, not bothering to give you a chance to say you wanted to drive yours. And you both were off.

It was a silent car ride besides the soft music playing on the radio. Jaemin kept you occupied with a hand resting on your thigh. He had a nice hand, you weren't gonna lie, but besides you gawking at his hand, it really did keep your mind focused. Not even the streets filled with so much activity could make you stop staring. It came to the point where you ended up grabbing his hand and played with his fingers.

"If you like my hands so much maybe I should use them on you again." Jaemin said, your breathing stopped for a second and you faced him.

"I just... find your hands nice thats all. Nothing sexual nana." You emphasized his nickname with a mocking tone. But in reality it was a very lowkey sexual desire to have him feel you up again, or even finger you. Whatever it was, you didn't want to admit it.

Parking the car, you and jaemin went inside the cafe to find it was again very busy. Irene was at the register helping a customer with their order and when she glanced up, you could've sworn she saw a ghost.

She finished the order and looked between you two, "Am I missing something?" She asked, pointing a finger at you guys as if accusing you, "you never come in together nor even walk inches next to each other."

"Y/n was at my house because I was tutoring her for school, so I drove her here too." Jaemin responded and you nodded in agreement. Still, irene found this crazy.

"Okay...just get to work then..." she squinted her eyes. Jaemin was the first to get to the stations, followed by you who made sure to look at the orders on screen.

After a while of making coffees, teas, and such you decided it was time for a break, so you asked irene if you can just take a seat for a bit to which she said yes.

Only a few tables remained empty, you took one near a window so you could see what was happening outside. Nothing different. Some teenagers fooling around on the sidewalk, couples passing by, and people rushing to get to their jobs. Meanwhile you never noticed someone sitting in front of you until they blew into your ear.

"Ahhh, what the fuck taemin!" Frowning at the sudden intusion, taemin laughed at your shocked face and sputtered many apologies. Many of which you knew he didnt mean.

"How long have you been sitting there?" You leaned over the table asking.

Taemin naturally leaned over too, getting closer to your face, "Just got here." He smiled, "I texted you that I was coming but you never replied."

You pouted in realization that that was when jaemin decided to discard your phone on his bed and not allow you to get it back. "Sorry I was being tutored for trig."

"Its fine." He pinched your cheeks, the smile never left his face once he finally saw a shade of red on your cheeks. Moreover, the two of you kept conversing for about 5 more minutes. Taemin talked about how jimin was bored all day from not seeing you at home so he went over to comfort him. You chuckled at the thought of jimin sadly laying against his friend and playing video games, trying not to feel bored. It made you happy that you had that kind of impact on him, knowing damn well no matter how much he said he said you weren't fun, that was a lie.

"I have to go. I'll make sure to come by later." With that taemin and you stood up and gave each other a hug. What surprised you was the lips on your cheek, giving you a bunch of butterflies in your stomach. "Bye y/n." Taemin winked and walked out the cafe.

Alarmed and flustered by what happened, you steadily walked back to the counter and just stopped there.

One might consider that to be a cute thing to see in a cute little cafe but jaemin thought otherwise and he was quite literally done with this.

"Come here." Jaemin made a finger motion to you and took you to the back of the cafe, away from the bustling people. "Whats with you and that taemin dude?"

"Why do you care?" You tilted your head up at him with a smirk. If you can manage to successfully push jaemins buttons and walk away with it, this would be the best day ever.

Jaemin took your chin in his index and thumb, bringing your face closer, "I asked you a question. I expect an answer."

"I dont have to answer if I dont want to." You tried swatting his hand away from your chin but he only moved down to your neck, causing you to gasp at the sudden squeeze. Basically, jaemin was choking you out of jealousy. "H-hes just m-my friend." You stuttered as you told the truth expecting jaemin to now let go, but he only softened his grip.

"I hate him."

"You dont know him." You mocked back and jaemin lazily rolled his eyes.

"I dont care if I dont know him I hate the fact that hes with you." Jaemin growled, letting your neck go.

You took the chance to let out a laugh at his frustrated face. This was entertaining to you and for once you had the upper hand, "so youre saying you're jealous?"

Roughly, jaemin slammed your back against the building with his face only mere centimeters from yours. You could smell the scent of mint in his breath too. "Maybe I am." Jaemin pushed a knee between your legs. "Shouldnt mess with my girl. And you shouldn't have let him kiss your cheek." Jaemins lips hovered over your lips. His hands harshly gripped your hips, moving you them over his thigh. Hearing the sound of you moaning out in shock, jaemin captured your lips in a kiss, a rough one at that.

His anger was through the roof and he showed that. "Youre mine and only mine. I'm the only one who can touch you like this, kiss you like this." Jaemin kissed down your jaw, still grinding your core on his thigh. You tried silencing your whimpers by biting your hand, but jaemin was quick to stick his fingers in your mouth, causing you to gag and choke.

Without a moments hesitation, jaemin pulled away from your neck to watch you suck around his fingers and he laughed through an angry aura, "If only taemin could see how much of a slut you are for me, maybe he would back off." You whined around his fingers and he pushed deeper down your throat. Your hips stuttered a bit, but kept moving forward, trying to get more friction.

"Such a stupid little girl for nana." Jaemin ruthlessly began fucking your throat with his fingers, "Are you gonna cum out here? What if somebody walks out and sees?" Your eyes rolled back and jaemin hummed still keeping the pace with his fingers and helping you move your hips. "Aww but I bet you wouldn't care. Since your so eager to cum and all." You gripped his wrist becoming more and more desperate to reach your high. Indeed you were so close that you started seeing stars, but jaemin pulled his thigh and fingers away.

"Were you about to cum?" He laughed in your face sadisticly. Your face heated up in embarrassment. "Stupid girl."

Cooing at your red face, jaemin brought you into another kiss, much softer than before but enough to know who's in charge.

"Lets get back to work, yeah?" Jaemin tapped your cheek with his two fingers and walked away leaving you hot and bothered.

Naturally you wouldve followed but you literally almost came in your pants just outside of your work. What were you thinking letting jaemin do that to you? And why did he have such an affect on you to the point that you forgot about what happened with taemin. You couldn't stand out here any longer and went inside. Jaemin was calm as if you didn't almost just get off on his thigh and sucked his fingers off. God this boy was doing something to you and you couldn't take it!

Working next to him seemed even more difficult. You were a hot mess, plus you were horny and honestly jaemins existence wasn't helping. And now, especially now, you realized that lasting until 8:30 was going to be a train wreck.

The school day was normal, yeri was hyper as always and cracking jokes making you spit out your banana milk. And her constant teasing about jaemin was nothing different. Of course you told her what happened the other day, she's your best friend, and she was blown away. Yeri wasn't expecting such news to be dropped on her like that and you couldnt blame her, only shrugging your shoulders and sipping your banana milk.

Stopping mid sip, you saw the boy you were subtly looking for; jaemin. Your reason? Well even you didn't know but your for sure were going to come up with something.

For the past few days jaemin never left your mind. Even when you saw him he always lingered. You could say you missed him. Besides that, taemin was never on your mind anymore. Just jaemin. It was like your mind needed him.

So you got up from your seat, yeri looked up confused and watched as your legs took you to your destination. Your heart was beating rapidly and you weren't even sure how this would go. Either you'll die from embarrassment or be the happiest girl alive. It was the anticipation.

You sucked in a deep breath once you got to him, jaemin peered up at you with curiosity, some other students even found your boldness interesting, until you spoke, "Wanna go out with me?"

[kaiisenn]

Regular school Au

Noritoshi Kamo is a teacehrs pet, listening to everything the teachers say and following their every command. He was annoying to say the least, reminding the teachers of yesterday nights homework and asking "is that all?" When the class gets a little amount of homework.

"Woah! Y/n , nice one! " Yuji yelled out after your homerun after you returned back to home. You were apart of the joint baseball team in school, since a lot of kids didnt want to join they had to combine the girls team and the boys team. "Thanks Yu, I didnt want to get striked" Yuji nodding his head looks, he turns to look slightly behind you to see Noritoshi coming up to the two of you. "L/n, I have to speak to you for a moment!" Noritoshi speaks out with confidence "Hah? We're in the middle of a game right now." You say putting your hands on your hips "It's fine, Y/n you just batted so it will be awhile for you to bat again and I'll fill in for you on field!" Yuji spoke up giving you a thumbs up and a dumb smile "Thank you, Itadori. L/n if you would come with me." Noritoshi finalized leading you away from the baseball field

Away from the field behind the gym, you against the wall with your arms crossed against your chest and Noritoshi infront of you, he spoke up breaking the thick air between you two "L/n you barely passed your last test, the teacher is concerned for your future grade and wanted me to tutor you. I was thinking we cou-" putting your hand up stopping him from continuing on "Hold up, Hold up! I never asked for your help and I dont need some teachers pet feeling the need to help me just cause the teacher asked you to." You told him voice strict "L/n I dont understand your retaliation, this would benefit you and if your grades begin to slip you might have to resign from the baseball team. Why not give it a try?" Noristoshi asked head tilting to the side, making him look like a confused puppy "Fine" saying the f longer than needed to show your disinterest.

After finishing your game and walking home to freshen up, you shoot Noritoshi a text giving him your address for the study session 'cant believe he made me give him my number, how annoying'.

Hearing the doorbell ring 30 minutes after the text was sent, you walked to open the front door, pulling the door to you revealing Noritoshi in a nice button up with black dress pants "where were you going to?" You asked looking him up and down wondering why the boy was wearing such a formal outfit "I'm going to tutor you." He said as a fact "well so duh, but what's up with the get up?" You asked pointing at his attire, he begins to blush moving his head to look anywhere besides you "I thought I would make a gold first impression... as a tutor" he spoke rigidly "nah it's fine, you can come as bummy as you want. I dont really care, your probably gonna be uncomfortable in those clothes, wanna borrow one of mine?" You asked leading him up the stairs to your room "are you sure? Your clothes might not fit me and o wouldnt want to ruin your clothes" he asked "it's fine, besides o usually have all my house clothes be a lot bigger so it fits me longer. I'm sure something of mine has to fit" opening up y e ur drawer you got a large tshirt and shorts out for him throwing it to him and giving him directions to the nearest bathroom.

When he came back he looked a little uncomfortable mentally but in those clothes he seemed a lot more relaxed "See I knew something would fit you, I mean you are pretty skinny" you told him while looking through your book bag for a textbook , after he sat down next to you the two of you began your study session.

After awhile you three you head back onto the side of your bed and made a loud groaning noise "Arrgghh! This is so boring, cant we take a break? Watch a movie, play some games, eat something! I mean we've been at this for three hours straight.." Noritoshi turned to you brows furrowed "it is important to learn the topic and know it in and out but I suppose a break wouldnt hurt." He said closing the text book and putting the cap on his pen "Ah! Thank you so much Toshi!" You said jumping from your spot to give him a hug, after a couple of seconds you removed yourself from him to go get some snack from downstairs.

While you were gone, Noritoshi put his hand over his heart trying to suppress the loud pounding, wondering if you could hear the way his heart beat out his chest for you. For awhile now the raven haired boy liked you, he would always state at you from afar while you would play your games with your team, watching in astonishment as you would run back to home base with the confidence of a Queen. God how he loved your stubbornness, and your aggressiveness when you came up to someones bully to tell them off, but he also loved your soft side how you would shy away from embarrassment when you answer would be slightly off in math, he wanted to shield you from outsiders eyes and only keep that side of you for him. He loved every part of you, but he knew he would never get the chance to be close with you so when the teacher asked him if he could tutor you, he jumped on the opportunity without hesitation.

"Hey Toshi, I'm not sure what you would like so I made some popcorn and got a couple of snacks and candies for us to eat. Also I brought some games up, I got Mario Cart, COD, Minecraft, and a couple of others in my back pocket" you informed putting all the snacks on the small coffee table you had in your room "Which one do you wanna play" you asked holding up the different games to his face like a fortune teller telling their client to pick a card "I'll try Mario Cart" he answered "Good choice!" You put the disk in and waiting for the game to load you got the rest set up giving him a controller and popping a swedish fish into your mouth.

"Booyah! You just got yoshi'd, toshi! That's 3 for me and 0 for you my friend." You teased elbowing his side "Why dont we make a bet, whoever's wins has to do what the other person wants" you offered him, Noritoshi lighting up at your offer nodded his head and got serious changing his character to princess peach.

After a long and grueling round, Noritoshi was pronounced the winner "Alright you got lucky that round but ne-" you were suddenly shut off by Noritoshis lips colliding with yours! After getting over the initial shock you began kissing back putting the controller down and wrapping your arms around his neck tangling your hands into the hair at the base of his neck. The kiss began to get more heated with Noritoshi pushing you down to the floor and asking for permission into your mouth, with new found access he got to work exploring your mouth with his tongue. But all good things must come to an end when you couldnt breathe you tapped his shoulder twice and he hesitantly pulled away from your lips. "W-Wow, I didnt think you would be so straight foward" you huffed out trying to catch your breath "god I've been wanting to do that forever" he revealed dropping his head to make home in the crook of your neck "is this a confession I smell?" You teased stroking the back of his head with your right hand while your left was drawing shaped onto his back. "God Y/n you have no idea how obsessed I am with you. Everything you do has me going crazy" he breathed out "I could kinda tell, you would always stare at me from across the classroom. Although I also have a crush on you, I didnt think I would have a chance i mean you're so nice, gentle and caring and even though you kinda annoy me when you remind the teacher of homework I could never be mad at you. You're too cute to ever be mad at, like a otter or a big cuddly dog." You laugh kissing his neck

"You mean it? You really like me too?" He asked pulling his head away from your neck "Of course I do" you say bringing his face closer to yours for another kiss, after awhile you two broke away not getting too far from each other though "Wanna make a bet? Who ever wins gets to choose where we go for our next date." You spoke against his lips slightly kissing the bottom "You're gonna lose then dear" he said quickly getting up to grab his controller "No, you're gonna lose!"

Omfg I'm so in love with him ahh Noeitoshi supremacy!!!

-Kaii

[omijanai]

EMPTY TRASH

sakusa kiyoomi             空のごみ箱

genre : fluff with omi !!

-' z

sakusa loves them very much.

even though they randomly hug friends they meet, transmitting germs and diseases.

sakusa finds them cute.

even when a crumb of food is visible to their cheek, shamelessly swiping the small residue with their finger and tasting the leftover willingly

sakusa likes you so much.

still when your instinct is to grab people in a side hug everytime on your karaoke nights. holding the microphone so tight and embracing a sweaty coughing gentlemen who was swaying against the music.

the both are very opposite from each other, while omi cared about hygiene and maintaining in a safety bubbly, y/n on the other hand didnt think it would matter to hold touch someone elses skin. y/n was always a 'trashy' person, not trashy personality but the type of person who finds piece and aesthetic living in a flat with an undid bed, dirty laundry on the floor, posters on the wall, playing guitar all day long while the sunlight stroke inside

but ever since sakusa asked y/n out, she learned to be cautious for him. doing the things he identify as safe and clean, taking a shower before hugging, sanitizing your hand before holding his and other things

so this day, this day was a huge shock.

"hey y/n, i was wondering - after practice, can we hang out at your dorm?"

your heart stopped, a dumb smile stayed frozen. "m-my dorm?" they asked, calm on the outside but small voices arguing and panicking inside. "yeah, we have been hanging a lot in mine, i wondered if it would be okay to have a change of environment" omi smiled, y/n just nodded hesitantly.

"y-yeah, sure. great idea yey"

-

"this is bad" you cried to your friend on the phone, tears flowing out as you dramatically struggle to get out of a pile of dirty clothes. "come on y/n, it's almost two pm, quit crying and start cleaning!" they cheered you on but the tears kept flowing

what has gotten into sakusa, he knows your nature. maybe he was testing you or teasing you, whatever - he's stupid.

y/n tripped over mess on the floor, spraying air freshener there and air freshener here. trapping and hiding the smell of dirty socks and spoiled food. "agh, come on get out of her" they cried to the stench, trying to push it out the open veranda

1:56 pm, the time read - only 4 minutes if sakusa really wanted to be accurate on their meet up. y/n quickly ran out of her room, carrying a loaded basket of laundry - ready to go to the washer at the first floor. "come on come on" she struggled to run, with her weight and the weight of the hamper - it was hectic mixed with the pressure

then they tripped, the other leg coliding onto the other leg, cause them to stumble and fall onto the hard floor. now there she sat, trying to quickly fold up the clothes - crying endlessly

"y/n?" a familiar voice called out to her, they knew who it was and immidiately covered their face with a handkerchief, sniffling softly. "oh god y/n, it is you" omi rushed to their side, shocked by the amount of discarded clothing but that wasnt in his concern, all he worried about at the moment onto why his lover is crying on the floor

"hey its me" he cooed, using his finger to remove the handkerchief covering their face, revealing the sweaty stash of y/n with small front hair sticking to their skin, their face was red and a little bit dirt smudged on the cheek. sakusa's expression couldnt be make up, it was either disgusted or worried.

he swiped away front hairs from their face and wiped y/n's tear away. "whats wrong?" he asked, "i-i, i got nervous when you told me you wanted to hang out in my place and you know what kind of habitat im living at and i, i wanted to clean before you got here but i messed it all up" they cried,

"love, its fine - i know, thats why i came here, maybe you needed some help" sakusa chuckled, "no, but you dont like germs and mess" they whined, attempting to grab all the clothes but was stopped by sakusa. "its okay, although thank you for trying to clean up because of me" y/n recieved a kiss to the forehead

"what do you say, lets get back inside and see what were dealing with okay?" he joked, "o-okay" they sniffled, standing up.

even though it was in sakusa's nature to become compulsive in stuff that irritated him, he still understood that there are people that is the exact opposite. and that was okay

[cynic-weaver]

Izaya Orihara feared nothing

His twin sisters! He laughs

Shizu-chan the beast of delinquents! He mocks him with no fear to be smelt in the air.

Denis! Izaya might of giggled at the thought.

But all Gods have weakness Izaya found that out the hard way, as two lifeless black as ink eyes stared into his red ones. Fear falling onto him like a wave, the raven cursed Denis with every fibre of his being hearing the Russians snickers in his mind

As those fish fell infront of him. Shaking his head fastly wishing the fish to just leave but sadly not all wishes come true. 5 minutes has past and Izaya felt like a werido staring at the fish with a shaking knife in his pale slim fingers. The ravens ruby eyes glanced around the shop too spot Shizu-chan, the blonde seemed to not notice the ravens distress, but Izaya can imagine the mocking/teasing from the idot if he told him... But then a scary thought pasted Izaya's mind, he would be disappointing Simon if he didn't.

The thought of Simon sad at him made Izaya feel werid like a messy ugly slim feeling in his gut. So Izaya decided to swallow his massive pride.

With somewhat confident strides the raven moved towards the taller blonde taping his bulky shoulder, wishing to die right there and then.

Shizou turned to see the smaller man not looking at him "What know flea-kun!" he asked rather quickly until he noticed Izaya's usually smirking porcelain face that would leave him feeling werid. Now with a red tint across his cheeks pouting and his eyes looking everywhere other than the blonde.

"... Im in need of a certain type of assistant its of certain distress."... Was that Izaya's way of asking for help it made Shizou grin slightly.

"Sorry as you say Im an idot so please.. Dumb it down for me. " Shizoou could see Izaya trying to will him away with his mind the blush getting bigger.

"... I n-need your... He..."

"Sorry what was that"

"I need your... help" the 'help' was barely hear able.

"I didnt quite catch that."

The little stomp of Izaya's foot only made Shizou's grin larger 'I need your help"

"You only had to ask." Shizou said his grin still presence, Izaya kept reminding himself this was for Simon.

Shizou stopped a bit confused to why? A pile of dead fish were before him. And why Izaya was practically hiding behind him.

"Cut!" Izaya demanded placing a small knife in the blondes large hands. This is where Shizou learned handling a knife as easy as Izaya and Denis make it look, he couldnt cut a straight line, the blondes temper was slipping as the knife slipped out of his grasp for the third time. But his thoughts where torn as he felt a sudden weight on his back and small fragile hands slipping under his rough large once and the knife being taken from his harsh grip.

"What the hell Iza-"

The blonde waiters annoyed growl stopped as he saw an adorable sight before him if he thought Izaya was red before then he was wrong. The raven face was the same colour as his pretty eyes, with his cheeks puffed out clearly huffy and narrow eyes in a concentrated glare. That held non of the venom nor smugness, when Izaya saw Shizou staring at him he hide his more in the blondes back.

Shizou decided to draw his attention to just how small Izaya's hands where compared to his. How perfectly they fell into place and cut the fish with enough professionalism it made you think he was doing this since birth. A little in awe the blonde just stared a 'wow' coming out of his mouth. Once the job was done and the two men separated Shizou felt a little werid like he wanted that too continue the moment.

"You have big hands Shizu-chan" Izaya mumbled in awe the blush still on his face as the raven traced his hands.

"You know what they say about big hands!" both men jumped at the sudden voice and whipped there head around too see a girl with a hat sitting on a stool. Smiling at them, both men didn't even hear her come in.

But she pressed on "Hey Im Erika! Who does it feel to be the definition of love!"

Denis sat there his mouth gaping like a fish, his plan to get back at his little protege for scaring him with the twins had just blew up in his face. As Simon said like an idot. Almost reading Denis's thoughts.

" Summer love, Denis"

"Its March man shut up" Denis snapped