#he's goin' thru it fr

[wrilo]

My pen is still dead, fucked up, and in hell right now so simple doodles are my best friend

Werewolf AU of one of my OCs :

[honeyy-star]

Hiiii so like the other night like at 3am I got bored and wrote my idea for jd25 lore and like I wanted to share it cus idk

THIS WAS JUST FOR FUN BTW also I wrote it literally at 3:47am so Ik got some stuff wrong and it’s goofy 🥲

So like how I would put this

PREQUEL SONG FOR TRAVELER AND SIHA THAT IS NOT APART OF THE LORE PLAYLIST it’s introduced in one of the seasons as a surprise song(the song being wanderlust by The Weeknd) it has them going throughout the danceverses looking for their son, calling out to him and trying to find him, whilst they are portaling through each danceverse, there are memories of them with wanderlust flashing throughout the background(specifically during the “precious little diamond” parts) at the end they then portal to Eternyx where they find Jack. The song ends here.

Solo Song(grenade) for Jack as the start off to the lore that talks about him wanting to find his friends and to help them but he knows they wouldn’t like this due to them being corrupted and would very likely attack him so he’s stuck because he doesn’t know how to save them TILL traveler and siha show up via portal and offer to help him

Solo for Sara that shows the just dancers immediately after the events of tainted love being commanded by her & night swan to go and turn the citizens of the danceverses evil at the end they all portal out to do so

Solo song for brezziana that shows her being mean to the people and forcibly turning them to swan servants, jack, now accompanied by siha and traveler find her in sun horizon and try to fight her but she escapes with the people that she’s turned into servants. Afterwards a random coach decided to join traveler, siha and Jack in order to help their friends who were turned.

Next song will be with mihaly causing a huge panic in dancity which causes people to turn into swan servants. Jack & co find them again but they just miss them so they focus on calming everyone and then afterwards another random coach joins them

NEXT SONG is purely just wanderlust. This song would have him not actually turning anyone. He’s inside his discoball realm which now has a throne and kinda looks like a small castle. In this song he sings about how he has plans to completely ditch night swan and take over the danceverses for himself. At the end he opens a portal to see his mother, father, Jack and other coaches leaving dancity, knowing that they are looking for him + the other dancers he then leaves to tell nightswan (but also because he wants to challenge his parents for the throne)

Song with nightswan where Sara is beside her, wanderlust is in it for a bit and it’s him warning them and he kinda just goes off camera while Nightswan and Sara plan a way to fight against traveler, siha + the coaches and to get Jack to join their side but are cut short as Jack & co found the boat so the nightswan immediately calls back the just dancers and the song ends

Second to last song aka battle song (emperors new clothes by jann) the just dancers are commanded by night swan to go and attack them and they go do that BUT they do it 1 by 1 and they all get turned back to the good side by Jack & team TILL they get to wanderlust. Wanderlust specifically tries to go after traveler and siha but Jack blocks him and starts a fight/dance with him(kinda mirrors the beginning of majesty) to try and distract him so that siha and traveler can turn him good again, eventually they manage to do that but because of how much magic they used wanderlust doesn’t really wake up like mihaly, brezz, and the other swan servants the accompanied him did and he kinda just knocks out, traveler and nova stay behind to look after him but lend Jack a helping hand with their magic . Then after that sara now appears last to challenge Jack and his team but she loses and turns good again lmfao, THEN Nightswan appears and she is pissed and starts to fight them herself, another huge fight ensues and eventually now that the dancers are (sorta) together, they all team up against nightswan, before nightswan is defeated however, she sends out a bout of her magic to infect one last person, that person being wanderlust who at this point is barely waking up, the magic that infects him is still too weak to fully take over his mind though. It cuts back to nightswan literally just proofing into black feathers or something.

After this, they all reunite with eachother and celebrate the defeat of nightswan, the song ends.

The final song is a victory part song with the just dancers + the people of the danceverses now celebrating the defeat of night swan. Everything is happy till at the very end when they all go their separate ways, wanderlust, traveler, and siha return to the hotel, they give him a hug and then leave the room. Wanderlust immediately after goes into his discoball realm that is still adorned with the dark royalty stuff + the throne, he walks up to the throne and sits on it and the magic that infected him at the end of the battle song fully takes him over and it now has wanderlust as the new evil threat basically and that him being “chosen to rule the danceverses” wasn’t really a good thing. And the prophecy about him saving the danceverses was like, super duper wrong. The lore ends here.

[undermattsun]

on a scale of 1-10 how toxic is it of me to randomly pop back into this mans dms after months simply cus i’m bored,,,,

[jrueships]

still thinking about jaren on podcast p

[snooziluvr]

[ — as a song ]

boo seungkwan as… satellite by harry styles

patient sighs, loving from afar, a warm embrace, and gentle hands that wipe away your tears. a safety net ready to catch you whenever you fall. also the high notes and adlibs in the bridge? …yeah.

[lynn-tged-posting]

tged webtoon ep 152 spoilers, more thoughts under cut

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THIS WHOLE CHAPTER HAD ME GIGGLING UP A STORM AHAHAHAHAHAAAA I LOVED IT WAHAHAHAHA

TERRITORY OF THE DEMON GOD 😭😭😭 BAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

excited at the thought of this title possibly showing up in cpsm,,, heehee

now from the top!

screaming shouting tyrannus is so pretty hes so cute i love this guy,,,,

tyrannus not only recognizing the power lloyd has but also what lloyd is choosing to do with it and subsequently cheering him on makes me so so happy,,, i want these bozos to get their happy ending so bad

"MY HOMETOWN IS NOW FRONTERA" IM GONNA THROW UP /POS WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK

i cant quite put into words how this makes me feel ohh god ohhhh lord im gonna lose it!!!

bc like home is the place u can return to, where ur family is, where u are always always welcome; and seoul cant really be that anymore, bc he's lost his family in korea and can he really call that boardroom "home"?

he's found a new home in frontera estate. a place where he can return to, a place where he can see his new family and all the wacky friends hes made and they all welcome him w open arms AAAGHHH AAAAAGGGHHH SOMEONE PUNCH ME

lord knows he probably misses his old home, his birthplace, but he has a new one to protect now,,,, im eating my fist

anyway brainrotting aside: THE CAMEOS OF EVERYONE IN THIS CHAPTER ARE SO FUCKING FUNNYYY HAHAHAHAHAHA

like the bandits were fr goin thru it but the elves n orcs were just minding their business 😭 ALSO EVERY BANDIT IN THIS FRAME HAS A SHOT TO THE CROTCH DAMN HAHAHAHAHAAA

especially love that greg is making his own creations and has also developed his own kind of unhinged-ness. we love to see the birth of a new engineer i salute u greg. "TSK. WE MISSED" HELP MEEE AHHAAHAHA

ALSO SOLITAS ONE OF MY FAVORITE SIDE CHARACTERS YIPPEEEEE HAHAHAHA n greg's completely casual reaction to being a dragon LMAOOO

AND LLOYD APPEARING AT THE VERY END AS THE FINAL BOSS OF FRONTERA ESTATE LMAOOO it was over for this guy before he even started tbh 😭 HAHAHAHA

and the fact that the villagers were completely chill upon realizing that it was lloyd like "oh its just the young master okay :) yay :)" HAHAHAHAHA

truly, the territory of the demon god, lloyd frontera,,, heeheehee

and finally verkis!! another fav character i hope hes willing to help,,,, ah who am i kidding lloyds prolly gonna bully him w the thought of working again,,,,,,,, HAHA

the eeper,,,, so silly hehehe,,, also how is he laying like that and still asleep thats like impressive levels of Fucked Up Sleep Posture i just know if i did that my arm would b fucked up for HOURSSS

thats all from me see yall next week!!! seoul arc soon im very excited and curious ,,,

[deztryx]

He fr fr goin thru it

BAILANDO BAILANDO 🔥🔥

I'm sorry☠️☠️☠️

[jaimemes]

what are your thoughts about your friends/acquaintances? you dont have to go in-depth or anything just like skimmin the top of your thoughts

hm... well. u didnt hear none of this from me aight?

Jaime - good, honest guy surrounded by some less than stellar people in his life. glad i met him. wouldnt be the same if i hadnt.

Victoria - she scares me. she knows this. and thats why i am afraid of her.

Esper - hella smart kid. punk solidarity. but god. she's been thru a lot from what i can tell... and good god is she goin thru even more

Maple - fuckin hilarious. but also theres smth up w em fr. i dont mean this in a "haha funny" way. i mean this with complete sincerity.

Aspen - guy who wants to be well-liked and tries to be happy a lot. does a bad job at pretending hes not gay for paperboy. its okay bc paperboy is equally as bad abt it. his "client" is doin alright btw

[strawberrybl0ssom]

oh my GODDDD

i am reading my old journal from when i was a teen. the floodgates to my emotions were open honeyyyy i was goin thru it fr. every page is an emotional rollercoaster i feel like im getting in on the tea lol

no but i’m getting SO frustrated w myself in these entries. i was in an incredibly abusive relationship w an ex at the time so every entry is of me writing about how miserable and depressed he makes me feel and how i want to desperately heal and move forward w my life and start fresh without someone hindering me like he was.

AND THEN THE VERY NEXT ENTRY AFTER THAT I WRITE ABOUT HOW MUCH FUN I HAD W HIM AT A FESTIVITY/DATE LIKE BITCHHHHH LEAVE THIS MAN ALREADY!!!!!!

the frustration i have towards my past self rn is outrages i wish i can go back in time and slap her and tell her to get her shit together and to STOP GOING BACK OMGGGG

anyway reading this is very bitter-sweet i feel so relieved im in a much better place in life rn bc even though my teen self was very angsty and dramatic, my emotions were very real and i was genuinely so wretched. i’m happy to see how much better life has gotten

[ventismacchiato]

okay so i’m lowk fw this guy and ima call him D (or Dinuel) and yes u can post it just in case someone wants to say something in the comments too because i don’t know how to feel right now

anyway D and me were on the phone last night (till basically today) and he was bored as fuck so he decided to bother his ex (with my permission bc im nosy too)

mind u we were matching statuses and profile pictures too soooo his ex wanted to know who i was and what my relationship with D is.

He said I’m just a friend (which I called him one too but we both know better. Let’s be fr we flirted all the time.) and like he told her a fake name too (which was Emmi) because she knew that she can ask my bsf for my name since they’re friends too.

and ngl that bitch brought up my profile into a server she moderates and said “chat is this the other half” like nigga since u wanna know if i’m the other half so bad i might as well be it right?

Ok well after that she was still hesitant because idk for what but she was and she also had a man lowk as well but D pressured her into making a decision of staying with her man or getting back with him, and she said give her a day to decide yes or no.

Boom ok its been a day and I was chillin with Dinuel otp and TELL ME WHY SHE TEXTED HIM YES.

AND THAT THEY’RE IN EACH OTHER BIO’S NOW.

LITERALLY THE MORNING AFTER I TOLD HIM THE MOST HEARTFELT SHIT AND THE MOST TOE-CURLING GRIPPING THE SHEETS EMBARRASSING PIECES OF INFORMATION DURING THE DAYS WE’VE BEEN TALKING.

NOT TO MENTION MY FRIEND WANNA BE LAUGHING ABOUT THAT SHIT TOO TB “thats crazy how Dinuel wants his ex back lmao” girl shut ur dumbass up u cried bc ur bf changed his tone over text.

Not to mention he said he got tired of telling the truth to u over and over again since ur insecure ass can’t handle having a bf that looks like he was sculpted by god himself because u were born looking like that one big white sailor monster from ghost busters.

OH MY GOD MY JAW ELONGATED. 😭 THIS D DUDE SUCKS ASS BRO. always a red flag when they wanna continue talking to their ex…then a little weird he called you a friend in front of his ex when u guys were clearly talking that’s so shitty of him

EVEN SHITTIER THAT HE ASKED IF HIS EX WANTED HIM BACK??? they both suck they deserve each other u can do better dw babe ☹️ sorry that u literally told him sm heartfelt shit and he STILL crawled back to his ex that sucks

also ur friend sucks :( so mean to laugh at ur friend goin thru smth drop her ass !!

[victimized-martyr]

1,11,18 for the Ask game ✨

1. What’s their love languages?

Kyle’s is definitely quality time— looking at Cartman while he’s engrossed in an activity, pondering cartman, seeing through cartman, never noticing the fond smile that graces his lips. Dropping what he’s doing to listen to Cartman ramble about his day, even though Kyle was there the entire time, butting in to correct him when Cartman over-animates the details— which, Kyle doesn’t need Cartman to flair anything up. He’s had his undivided, devoted attention from the moment he opened his stupid mouth. Scheming over grand things, meaningless things, Kyle’s at his happiest when he notices he’s lost track of time. Cartman’s presence is the perfect combination of distraction and stimulation for his unyielding brain.

Cartman’s is physical affection. Burying himself in Kyle’s neck. Gripping Kyle by the shoulders, pride overtaking him as he listens to the cause Kyle fought for and won. Holding Kyle’s back tightly against his chest, steeling himself against Kyle’s short-fused rage as he cursed obscenities at the asshole/s dumb enough to piss him off. Lucid Kyle would thank him later. Jersey Kyle is too busy trying to claw himself from Cartman’s practiced hold. Tugging Kyle’s hair impishly, trailing his hands along Kyle’s cheek fondly. Morbidly tracing the fucking scar on the lower right side of Kyle’s abdomen (that’s still his rightful kidney bitch. how dare he steal it!)

11. What’s a song that describes their relationship? Or, what’s the song that they’ve deemed “their” song?

Sorry i’m a cheat on this one, I can’t pick JUST one

Comedically? Canonically? like something I’d show to Matt and Trey and they’d approve of? The H.I.V Song by Ween. (hehehehe)

The song that best describes Kyman from Kyle’s pov would be Undisclosed Desires by Muse

thru Cartman’s pov would be Knock Me Out by Temposhark

as for “Their Song” I’d be remiss to exclude I Swear. It was handed to us on a silver platter fr. Cartman wasn’t joking; for better or worse, till death do they part, he’ll always be there jfkfhdh

But also the sentimental part of me wants to label their whole weird Thing via The Thing by Sufjan Stevens. It talks of a complicated relationship, born of things like paranoia, miscommunication, bound by a shared loss of innocence, yet despite itself proves to be a point of growth for both subjects. One is shown how to open their mind. the other is taught how to be human. but this song touches on not JUST a relationship—stuff like, human nature, good, evil, black and white yet grey. All that complex yet simple shit that makes Kyman what it is. Even then, I feel this song still isn’t enough to encompass what they are. i’m probably reaching because I love this song and I love Kyman and that somehow makes them able to merge.

18. What does a date night out look like for them?

It’s a night they’ve planned well in advance, created an itinerary for and intend to follow. Cartman takes all afternoon getting ready, and the better part of an evening primping, but he accounts for when Kyle will show up and is ready as soon as he’s at the door. Kyle takes the NORMAL amount of time getting ready for a date. probably less, because he spends some time gelling his hair. Only to cover it up with his hat. but it’s fine if only Cartman will see it later. But even then he won’t really see it, the hair’s simply for him to mess up later ehiehuehehheee

as for the date itself, who knows!! Evening Dinner and a movie? Goin to a rodeo? Star Gazing? Denver Nuggets game? All I know is that South Park won’t let them go unscathed. Something WILL interrupt them, or hijinks will ensue, their itinerary becomes useless. There’s less than ten deaths on a good night.

[battiegutz]

Hello,

About your tethered (did I spell it wright?) au ask game:

😡.

😍.

🐇.

💙.

👶.

🧓.

♾️(Leo/lita)

Love this au😁

oh shiii tethered au tiem !!

>what is your villians motivation?

tethered doesnt rlly change much as far as villians motivations, although big mama's more focused on getting her "champion" back than just her regular scheming, as the nexus guests found leos fights very entertaining nd she earned a lot of money frm his matches

>are there any romances in ur au?

i couldnt resist adding timatello💀 their dynamic in this au is so funny tho its like donnie is like "fear me human !!" nd tims jus like "wow this guy is so sillay. i like him" also might have raphcass lesbians :3

>is there an usagi in ur au?

tbh i havent thought abt it but it might be interesting to incorporate him thru tigerclaw in some way? since tigerclaw nd raph live in japan but go to nyc on business trips, maybe usagi has some personal vendetta against tigerclaw idk!

>is there a venus in ur au?

didnt think abt that either but just gave me an idea owo when draxum looses all 4 of th turts maybe he still has lil baby venus so decides to raise her as a warrior or smthn?? since he lost all th others nd splinter died so he cant just like. steal his dna again

>who is the youngest sibling?

since this is jus an au of rise mikey is still th youngest, unless lita is counted as a sibling but its complicated shes like leos kid but also sister??? clone moment

>who is the eldest sibling?

still raph! tho might b interestin to have venus be older/same age idk hrmm

>is [?] neurodivergent in any way?

literally impossible fr me to write neurotypicals LMAO id say leo def has a lot more goin on in that brain than lita but neither of them are spared frm mental illness lol, they probs have a lot of the same stuff goin on since yknow. clone. considering uhhh recent. revelations🧍‍♂️. id say leo def has ocd, tho maybe not lita idk. hard to say bc shes so young

[1nm806]

"But but Jackie he an orphan and he thinks I his momma and-"

"He think WHAT racer yous no can care for yous own self damnit. Is don't need no other kid specially one that useless till he older and can read and hawk." Jack yells exasperated.

FR cowboy is goin THRU it tryna get them to see sense. Any sense at all.

[manicgoblin]

whole lotta new music courtesy of ru 🥹✨

love my friends so much fr. had a really warm and tender night. got home from work, cleaned my whole apartment cuz I was slacking the last half a week or so. listened to music and shared songs back and forth with ru. kinda half assed planned a trip to chile/stay with their aunt for the summer when their semester is up. Gotta get a passport by March so we can go. talked to my sister for a while, that was nice. He came over and we made dinner. he wanted yellow rice, so I got that goin, and he made us tuna steaks and a whole lotta veggies. we snuggled in bed and watched samurai champloo and she’s the man (i was super anxious from the gummy he offered me, but we made it thru LMAO) woke up this morning to a clean space and Tsuki giving us a good morning snuggle. gotta shower, do a couple dishes, and then head into work. todays going to be good. I got this.

as a side note…

this period has been killer on my mental health. I should really look into something for it at this point. with a solid routine and keeping up with my shit consistently for like 8 months now I can actually tell when it’s getting bad again, and it’s always the week before/during my period. the depression is so much worse. the brain fog. the pain. the hopelessness. the mood swings. the flashbacks and anxiety. my ptsd/bpd symptoms are there otherwise throughout the month but for those 1.5-2 weeks it’s hell, and it’s every. single. month. I’m exhausted. I know treating pmdd is learning what works, diet changes, managing a schedule so there’s less going on that triggers the mental health symptoms, and maybe antidepressants, but something’s gotta give. having to deal with this for the rest of my life is unimaginable. it’s not exactly gender dysphoria, but I am extremely dysphoric about my period now. my gender dysphoria is so much worse during these weeks. I hate my body and the way I present around this time of the month. I really do feel hysterical sometimes. like yes whoever said your uterus was in your throat, go take a day by the seaside and bring this vibrator and cocaine with you, WAS RIGHT lol. gotta go back in to see my docs soon and talk about reworking some med options. maybe a Wellbutrin rerun. and a new adhd test. finding out that my mother has it, and that that was my first diagnosis as a child has me like “yeah hello that was the problem the whole time and then y’all traumatized me and I got personality and trauma disorders” :/ I don’t think they’ll give me adhd meds with my history of drug use, but Wellbutrin might help again…idk. one step at a time. starting a course in Jan for this certificate, working two jobs, taking my permit test real soon now that they mailed me a new test date. everything is going to work itself out because I’m taking steps to get there. some days, some weeks are hard, but I haven’t let up in the face of that. I’m proud of myself. It hurts, I’m angry, I’m sad, I’m grief ridden still, but I’m also finding joy and I’m determined. I’ve gotten better. I have to see that. On the days when it’s dark, I have to remember how far I’ve come. How much I’ve done for myself, by myself. It’s been a long road, and it’s only getting longer, but damn it the scenery is beautiful for once, I can see the scenery for once. and isn’t that the point? picking wildflowers on your way? noticing the trees sway as you move past? pointing out the mushrooms on the side of the road, watching the ants crawl over a branch, sharing bread and fruit with your friends and holding hands while you walk? my body aches, my mind aches, but I’m not alone, and the trees are swaying with me. we’ve always been in synch. I’m being held by the earth everywhere I go. I’m holding myself. I’m holding my friends. I’m holding space for the trees around me. Things are okay, even when they’re not, even when they’re unbearable, things are okay. Life goes on. I keep getting older, so does the soil and the birds and the trees.

[acaiasahi]

cw: ranting abt my job / cursing lolzies

oop... this girl that quit before i started working full time warned me abt my boss n basically was like "she may seem sweet now, but once she gets comfortable w u, she's fuckin hell" n i think i js saw a glimpse of it bc i asked to come in 30 mins later than my original time bc of some family stuff n she was like "that seems ok but any later than that, i will meal violate. this shouldn't be a common thing bc it ruins ppls meals and breaks" n i was like ofc professional n like "def understand! ty for being accommodating. is there any way i can make this process easier/smoother for u?" n she hasn't responded yet but zamn... i totally get that but this is literally my first time EVER asking for u to extend my start time since i started. u literally have asked me on multiple occasions if i can stay a couple hrs longer and i've said yes each time. i fr don't wanna be THAT worker bc 15/30 mins is definitely not enough for a break, esp bc the us work system sucks absolute balls but like i said, it's my first time asking for a simple change like that... kinda mean how she came in kinda crazy w the thunder n shiii. i do appreciate her saying that she hopes everything's okay n she obviously doesn't know that my uncle's in the hospital, nor does she know that he js came back from a surgery but damn... i thought she'd be a lil nicer bc u don't always know what ppl r goin thru yk? :/ i guess beggars can't be choosers, i'll take what i can get ig. idk, i might even been in the wrong/being dramatic but i just wanna make sure my uncle's doing okay, he is my godfather after all 🫡

[re-evolution-of-jakki]

I be forgetting me and my best fran so close fr

I've been feeling overwhelmed this past week but I couldn't figure out why..

whole time he been goin thru shit and not telling me 🙄

nd I'm relieved to know what it is now but I'm also upset cause like..

both your parents in the hospital and you ain't tell me??

rude.

but I love him so ima just be here for him nd shit