#heartbroken but hopeful

[bl0omss]

[starshapedkookie]

i am not taking this news well; i almost feel guilty for being as upset as i am if that makes sense... i'm so happy for all of BTS to have reached this decision, they've worked so hard relentlessly for so many years. i can't even imagine how difficult this decision was for them. i'll be honest, my heart is actually breaking right now, unsure how to process this news though. i've been with BTS since i was in early high school and i've just graduated college. they've been a part of my life so much even when i wasn't paying much attention to what they were doing at times. i feel some regret that over the last couple years i feel like i could have been a better fan, bigger supporter, just kept up more. i wish them all the best and i hope that they get to experience all life has to offer from a different lens. i love them so much and will support them no matter what.

[lokimobius]

LOKI S02E01 “Ouroboros”

[imminent-danger-came]

“I felt the red-winged man gaze, I heard him speaking. I know who you are, he said, there are two ways this can go, no, three ways. I don’t want to count the ways, I said, I just want to finish it. I need to get to the end. His wings lifted and sanked. Oh my darling, he said, you’re a long way from the end.”

— Anne Carson, H of H Playbook

[radiocrypt-id]

Always a Sour Victory

so uh... how we doing gang? Just learned about forever myself. pretty devastating, I loved his vibe. I'll hope along with q!Bad here that he'll return one day.

[thyhauntedmansion]

“Why am I the only one who remembers?”

…

[notherpuppet]

I’m so overwhelmed with what we saw,,,, I’m trying to grasp onto one train of thought

[mysterieuxclairdelune]

I don't know if you do asks, and if you don't I'm sorry for bothering you with this but if you do, could you do a web weaving on heartbreak over someone you never dated?

Again I'm sorry if I'm asking and you don't even take asks

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[plagued-by-visions]

Sometimes every year is one of those years where you need to look in the mirror and say “I am gonna make it through this year if it kills me” because one day there will be feasting and dancing. Maybe it’s not next year, but you need to keep making it so you can find out when it is.

[khaopybara]

Sugar, Spice and Everything Nice: A Guide with Sand Pt. 2

Updated!

Leather Jacket: 8 (+4) Brown Jacket: 8 (+3) Black Jacket: 4 (+2) Band Tees: ∞

FIRST KANAPHAN as SAND ( ONLY FRIENDS EPS. 7-12 )

[egophiliac]

i need to know when u watch episode 5 of gotchard, because it is by far the best episode of the season so far for a variety of reasons

toku really is just the absolute best

[tbosasgunsandroses]

snowjanus week: ‘literature’

[nektaarr]

Eid mubarak my beloved mutuals and tumblr friends! May Allah accept all your fasting and your efforts. May all of you come out of this beautiful month with a clean heart, a soul filled with light and love from al-Wadūd (the most Loving).

I love you all for the sake of Allah <3

[an-established-butt-dent]

Var lath vir suledin

Soft, soft lips - they haunt me in my dreams.

[acotar-taylorsversion]

So for some reason I got lost in the Elucien side of tik tok and, of course, they are convinced they are endgame. They are the ones who think Elain avoids Lucien because she’s trying to suppress her attraction to him and what not, but I just think that’s silly. Even though I agree with them about how we don’t know what’s going on in her head, I just find that theory ridiculous, especially when you look at the overall text that surrounds Elain and Lucien.

I am an Elriel supporter and have been since 2017, but I always have that “what if” in the back of my mind because we all know Sarah can just completely forget about what she’s written and do something totally different. My biggest fear is that I won’t ever accept Lucien. Like, I only really support him when I read those tiny moments when he’s talking about or with Vassa, because I can see that. But I’m scared I won’t ever accept Lucien or Elucien because of what we know.

I’ve never truly connected with Lucien. I always saw him as the annoying one. I never could understand why everyone finds him attractive or charming. I moved on quickly when we learned about his history, it didn’t really affect me. He’s just annoying to me. And I know he’s not a bad guy, like I don’t hate him. I just don’t care for him. I literally forgot all about his character in acomaf until he showed up again to kidnap Feyre, and I was totally dumbfounded when he said Elain was his mate. It was the most random thing to me. I remember reading that part 3 times because I thought I was crazy. And I was so so happy when he volunteered to go search for Vassa because that meant he was going to be gone for a while in acowar, and then I forgot about him again unless he was brought up. He’s just a very forgettable character to me and it’s going to take a lot for my opinion to change. Like I honestly hate that someone like Elain got mated to someone like him. It’s the most random thing.

Like 3 brothers x 3 sisters just makes so much sense to me and it’s so perfectly even and symmetrical. 2 brothers x 2 sisters, 1 sister x random guy, 1 brother x random girl just doesn’t make sense at all.

I don’t think I could enjoy the series anymore if Sarah has planned for Elucien and gwynriel all this time because why spend all that time building up Elriel? And I’m sorry, but people who say that they didn’t see Elriel moments as romantic clearly didn’t read them. I know we interpret things differently, but y’all are just delusional if you can’t see that.

I’ll go ahead and say it. The main reason I support vassien is because it gives Lucien a happy ending while elain is free to love who she wants and not who she is told to by the cauldron or whatever. I hate that she is being forced to make a decision that she should never have to make. And it’s not like we don’t have a reason to support vassien, there are some cute little moments between Vassa and Lucien. But even, with a vassien pov, I don’t think I would enjoy Lucien’s part. Another thing, I could totally see him dying. I’ve always thought he would seeing how he was becoming feyre’s friend and what not. That usually happens to that type of character in fantasy stories.

Who knows, though 🤷🏻‍♀️. I’m just over all these things with the fandom here lately. From the doxx threats, forcing artists to quit creating art for us because of the hate they receive, the teasing from Bloomsbury, and this stupid ship war, I’m just mentally exhausted from it.

Sorry for the rant, guys. I’ll be more positive next time, hopefully lol 😆

Hope everyone is doing good after all that’s happened ♥️

[seeleybooth]

Carly and Freddie + Pining

2x02 iStage an Intervention | iLove Your Shoes 3x02