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bl0omss · 6 months
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I disagree with some things Amzet is talking about, but it's interesting hearing his perspective.
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transfemlogan · 10 months
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im thinking So Hard abt how roman & logan were treated in the earlier years of the fandom.
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👁️👁️ do you still play tf2?
👁👁 a little! i don't play much of Live TF2 these days, only because my computer would rather explode than allow me to run it at a good enough framerate, though there's a few settings ive only experimented with recently on other source games.
i deeply love tf2 as what it is still more or less, it's mostly my laptop that's always been a problem is all :(
#ask#anon#and it wasnt always that way! i use to have a REALLY good laptop (granted it was a generic dell laptop of some kind)#but it burned out back in 2017 and i couldnt fix it <- knows nothing about fixing laptops and shouldnt have attempted it himself#i miss that laptop dearly you have no idea.......#i could run so much stuff on that badboy.....#anyway because of my laptop (and internet) i dont play a lot of games as of late#last few games ive played are Runescape. Crash Team Racing. and a sourcemod name of Pre Fortress 2.#ive been playing that last one on and off because i have a lot of fun playing a somewhat beta recreation of TF2#but i have to warn you that if you want to play it. turn off voice chat and text chat. theres only usually one populated server#and most of the people ive had to play with there fucking suck nuts and bolts#if it weren't for that id reccomend it more or less.#i get a lot of enjoyment out of the gameplay changes they make. from the grenades. the armour system. and some changes to weapons#if you play PF2 on players muted and with sprays disabled? id say its a fun experience#all classes are a little more mobile due to all having grenades. heavy less so but yeah#you can definitely tell how much grenades distupts the core of TF2s gameplay. but i like the option of having both games#theres no loadouts in PF2 though. youre restricted to the beta loadouts of each class.#and its not necessarily a ''Pure Beta Recreation'' since they have engineer hauling and upgradable buildings#but i dont mind personally. the grenades are a lot of fun to experiment with#dispensers also deal damage when exploding. and ive used that a lot on 2fort while guarding intel#sometimes an enemy rounds a corner and doesnt see it. and im notified on my HUD and i instantly blow them into gibs#fucked up a medic and heavy's uber push because they werent expecting it#exploded the dispenser in front of the heavy so the heavy lost 80% of his health. shot him with one blast and dead#then chased down the medic before he could even really process what happened to be able to uber#its really fun to experiment with dumb shit and see what you can get away with#just the playerbase sucks really. keep VC and text off and sprays disabled and you might have a fun time#youre also a lot tankier due to the armour system so thats kinda neat in a way#anyway thank you for the ask anon :)#id like to play TF2 more if it werent because my laptop
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came0dust · 2 years
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local guy who only really draws organic humanoids inches shakily toward mecha in the name of blorbo
(more sketches, alternate colors, and just general thoughts under the cut)
the purple of hot rod's boots for his g1 design always kind of felt like it came out of nowhere to me so, as much as i love purple, i tried some different color arrangements for them. the problem (used loosely) of the purple not being referenced anywhere else on his design could probably be better solved by introducing more purple to him in general rather than Just reducing/removing it but i decided to try using other colors that were already on him instead, but not before taking some inspiration from transformers go! go!
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i came across transformers-translations's translations of tfgg and haruka oda's art for it, along with screenshots i took from a recent rewatch of the transformers movie, was my main point of reference for design and style (mainly for the sake of relative simplicity bc as Much as i love cyberverse and prime i dont think im ready for that level of detail ^^')
i then tried using the magenta-ish colors on him instead
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i'm partial to the first option, which uses more of the darker, redder shade and i feel has better contrast with the orange as well as bringing out more usage of that color in general when compared to how hot rod's arms are Just the pink basically, but i tried the inverse just to see how it'd look. i would have tried adding orange but i got sleepy and oogh ouch my spine
i feel i should mention, also, that the headshot i colored was done by chipping away at it throughout the day on my phone, cross referencing with my movie screenshots as well as having taken some notes on oda's work beforehand. here's one of the rougher versions of it, and then the cleaner one i colored
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and then that full body was me trying to apply the things i learned on my own (no references, basically just remembering and guessing, which probably shows 💀 no robot muscle memory)
last and. okay saying that it Is least is a bit mean but this was when i had less knowledge and direction with how i wanted to do things. the things up there are from like the last 24 hours after doing some more coherent studying and assessment of how things might work, but these are from as far back as 5 days ago where i was basically just working off of instinct which does not exactly include an understanding of transformers..... anything visually. i still want to share them but i didnt want them to be my first impression bc i feel like ive already learned a lot since doing them
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ambersky0319 · 25 days
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I hate missing workshops
And maybe I should have let my professor know that I would probably be absent along with my notes being late
But class has already technically started and I do have 1 more no-questions-asked absence so....
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definitely-ellie · 2 months
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ugotcooneycrossed · 8 months
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prompt list 30 with dialogue 7 with Lessi pretty please
Visiting them at work, either with lunch, or just to spend the afternoon with them as they try to get things done. Whether they actually get things done, or thing devolve into flirting/romantic gestures is up to you.
"Couldn't you wait to kiss me at home?"
a/n: screaming crying
when alessia first moves to london- she bids you farewell with a bear hug that lasts forever, and a kiss you can still feel lingering on your lips a week later.
and while any normal person could wait far more than a week to see their girlfriend. you both aren't exactly known as individuals- even with you not playing football, you both somehow manage to be together all the time.
so, when the good morning, afternoon, and good night texts, and calls that last for hours, and facetimes until you both fall asleep aren't enough- you force tooney to give you leahs number to arrange a surprise.
you text leah that same night and before you know it- youre packing and falling asleep with alessia on face time, one last time.
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leah greets you at the train station with a grin- pulling up in her car with the window down, calling out to you.
"hey there sexy lady! you need a lift?"
you get in, turning to punch her in the arm
"you better not tell lessi you said that."
"ahh yes- or big bad guard dog russo will come get me."
you roll your eyes at her- settling in your seat.
"how is she?"
"shouldnt you know? i swear her phone dies twice a day cause you're always texting or calling!"
"you know what i mean."
"she's good- you don't need to worry, i promise we're treating her good."
"okay good."
"now get excited! finally going to see your lady!"
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leah pulls up to the training grounds- and just as she parks, the door swings open and beth all but drags you out the car, pulling you into a hug.
"oh our saviour! save us from the sad mopey blondie!"
you giggle- wrapping your arms around the girl.
"hi beffy."
"gosh- bout time you showed up, if i had to listen to alessia whinge about not getting to kiss you- i might've kissed her just to shut her up!"
you wave at viv- as the dutch slaps beth's arm.
"where is she then?"
youre bouncing on your toes- trying to peak in the windows of the building.
beth swings her arm over your shoulders and guides you inside.
"come on- i'll show you to her."
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alessia is in the gym- standing above lia to spot her. they're chatting away, and you hide in the door for a moment to admire how alessia is getting on with her new teammates.
"go on."
leah nudges you with a smile- and you hug her, whispering your thanks.
alessia doesn't notice you at first- though you arent surprised, she's often in her own world.
"hey baby!"
alessia's head snaps up at the sound of your voice and she abandons lia to lunge at you.
"baby!"
you hear a weight slam down and smile at lia guiltily over alessias shoulder, the older girls eyes bewildered at her near death experience.
"hi lessibaby. i missed you so, so much."
alessia doesn't reply- just buries her face into your neck further, and holds you tighter.
she lets go of you but brings her large hands up to cup your cheeks a second later- smashing your lips together in a heated kiss.
your hands hold hers and you stand in the middle of the gym kissing- well, until katie walk in and starts whistling.
"damn russo! get it!"
alessia pulls away with a laugh- hands still cupping your cheeks softly. she pecks your lips one last time and drops her hands down- though she laces your fingers together and tugs you over to a bench- plopping down and dragging you into her lap.
off in your own world again she rests her face against your back.
"you hanging with me all day? its a chill day today."
you nod turning to kiss her- she presses a kiss to your cheek before you can and you blush again.
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"okay remember what i said baby."
alessia has dragged you out to the training fields for some shooting practice.
she's standing behind you- words of encouragement as you take a shot from the penalty spot.
and when the ball soars into the wide-open net you cheer- turning to her with a grin.
she hugs you- both of you toppling over in the excitement.
you lay there laughing together- before you press a sneaky kiss to her nose, her face scrunches up and she pokes your side.
"couldn't you wait to kiss me at home?"
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yourbpdgf · 1 year
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beel, the munch
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warnings: pussy eating, monster fucking (?), really long tongue, semi public sex, slight voyeurism, overstimulation
lmk if i missed smth
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your boyfriend, beelzebub, is a munch.
and you love it
"fuck, fuck, fuck!" you screamed.
you really shouldnt be as loud as you are considering youre doing your... immoral... acts in the kitchen. and even though none of beels brothers are home it still feels wrong.
but you cant help it, your boyfriends just so good with his mouth.
beel suckles in all the right places. he thrusts his abnormally long tongue into you perfectly, filling you up so nicely, the bulge in your stomach as proof. and the way he holds your legs open, his nails digging into your thighs, feels heavenly on your skin.
beel makes you feel so good you dont care that youre overstimulated, you just want more.
beel though, beel appears as though he couldnt care less that his brothers could come home any time and catch you, he is too pussydrunk to care. beelzebub loves the way you taste, and considering his sin, he will not stop until his gluttony is satisfied.
howd this all start? ill tell you.
beel was hanging out with asmo, who had the brilliant idea to do some car karaoke. asmo shuffled his playlist and the song that came on was ice spices munch.
asmo immediately looked to beel like he just had a genius realization, and in a way he did. asmo spoke, "beel, your definetely a munch!" and with that he laughed the rest of the car ride.
beel, being beel, had no clue what asmo was talking about, so he came to you. beel found you in the kitchen making dinner. when he asked you laughed and explained it to him. he laughed with you and once you were both done you made a little remark that did you in.
"i dont really think youre a munch, beel."
with that you started laughing again, but beel took that personally.
what? you think he cant make you feel good enough with just his mouth?
and thats where we are now, you on the counter thighs clamped down on beels head. beels shifted into his demon form to add extra length to his tongue, relishing in your taste. your hands gripping onto his horns for any shred of stability, meanwhile beel licks and spits on your puffy, overstimulated clit.
but little did the both of you know asmodeus is on the other side of the wall enjoying the scene that he caused <3.
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i was busy last month sry. but heres the munch fic i promised. might be bad bc this is my first fic back. this is wayy shorter than i thot oops. lilia vanrouge fic coming soon 👁️👁️
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emmab3mma · 7 months
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'love notes' izuku midoriya x f!reader
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IZUKU MIDORIYA x FEMALE READER
SFW OCTOBER! - DAY 2 - LOVE NOTES (yes i changed it cause i couldnt write lap pillow shut up) - prompt list
wc: 237
izuku loved you, oh how much he loved you. another thing he loved was giving you little notes.
When you went to U.A., he would leave little notes in your locker; ‘have a good day!’ he’d write, always signing it ‘izu’ with his signature smiley face. he’d always manage to sneak a little note into your notebooks, pencil pouch, backpack, wherever he could. He just wanted to remind you he was there. when he’d leave for missions or internships, or really any time you two were apart, he always texted you. random messages from him pop up on your phone during the day. ‘i love you ! :)’, ‘i miss you :(‘, or random tiktoks. those ones that say ‘send this to the prettiest girl you know’ or something you like. 
he wasnt the only one writing notes, though. writing him notes was one of your favorite things. not during class though, especially when All Might was teaching. he’d give you the biggest glare if you passed him a note during All Might’s class. 
when you two were married in the future, you two had a game. a game of hiding notes. you’d go to the bathroom and find a small note on the door when you shut it, you’d find one in your laptop. sometimes you would go to his agency while he was out and leave small notes in his office, or in his hero gear. 
A/N: okay, i know im late and i'm so sorry! I'm a teacher who has no respect for her time 😭. I shouldnt be late next week, as it’s my district's fall break. Most of my October / kinktober posts will be short drabbles. 
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charliemwrites · 5 months
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how would the keepers react to their pets saying things like "you dont actually love me" (all the things you shouldnt say to an obsessive kidnapper basically) to them?
Hey, bean! I’m just gonna go with that specific line of “you don’t actually love me, you just think you do” since I wrote a bunch of those prompts lol. If people want me to do their reactions with other lines I can do that though!
Feral says it in when Simon first calls her “love” in a fit of frustration and anger. She’s not sure if she’s on the verge of a panic attack or genuinely trying to murder him. And he’s giving her that Look again, like she’s the most fascinating thing he’s ever seen. It’s almost enough to make her believe he means it. But she knows better, she’s seen dateline - he only thinks he’s does because he’s built an idea of her in his mind.
“No, love,” he soothes, chuckling. “I love you. Everything about you. You think I didn’t do my research? I know you better than you think I do, I promise. But it’s okay, little one, I’ll show you eventually.”
He ducks out of the way as she throws something at him. She hates that his soft eyes only support his ridiculous claim.
Shy Thing is trying to reason with him. Trying really hard to just… logic her way out of this. If she just makes him see good sense, surely he’ll let her go right?
“Johnny… you don’t actually love me, you just think you do.”
He chuckles, drops a kiss on her head. “‘Course I do, doll.”
“No…” she sighs, “you can’t.”
He tilts his head, an indulgent little smile on his face. Like she’s being cute and silly and entertaining. “Oh, and why not?”
She huffs. Not for the first time, it feels like talking to a brick wall. “You don’t… you don’t know me. We’d hardly spoken before you - before I came here. How could possibly love me? It doesn’t make any sense, John.”
He shakes his head. “Love doesn’t always make sense, baby. ‘S not supposed to. It just is.”
She can sense she’s starting to tread close to wear his patience starts to wear. Sighing, she drops it and tries not to blush too hard when he cuddles her in closer.
“Is that so?”
John’s arms are crossed, eyebrows arched. He’s leaning back against the kitchen counter, looking just… unimpressed. He always does when she tries to keep her cool, tries to just… talk to him.
“Of course it is John,” she sighs, frustrated. “Just because you watched me for months doesn’t mean you love me or actually know me.”
He scratches at the corner of his jaw with him thumb, seems to ponder that.
“Alright, then,” he says. “What does, huh?”
She frowns. “…what?”
“Well the way I see it, I did the falling in love part right. I got to know you in public, in private, talking to all sorts of people. I know what you watch when you’re sad, I know what upsets your tummy, how you like your steak and that you don’t care for soup.” He shrugs. “Only difference from a traditional relationship is that you didn’t know it. And by your logic, maybe I know you better then. You didn’t have a chance to put on a pretty face and hide the parts you didn’t think I would like.”
She… she doesn’t know what to say to that. Feels like her brain has just taken a roller coaster ride with no harness - doesn’t know up from down anymore, left from right. Like she’s missed a step going downstairs and is tumbling into the unknown.
“Now all that’s left is your turn, isn’t it?”
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ruisutea · 7 months
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Their siblings s/o - M!Various
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"Brother, sister! Meet my boyfriend" :D
"Ah, pleased to meet you-"
Kamisato sibling!M!reader x Various M!characters (separate)
Fluff - Crack - Slight Angst
C/W - Slight angst, possibly ooc for a few, reader is mentioned to be older than Ayaka, and younger than Ayato
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As the door opens, you were greeted with two blue haired people.
"Welcome home" they both say in sync. A smile plastered on each face, as they saw your taken aback expression.
It's been a while,
Maybe a bit more.
And to say you all missed each other was an understatement.
"It's been quite a while since you came back to visit, seems like you prefer to be in [nations name] than here y/n" Ayato says,
"No I just couldn't find the right time to visit! "
"Brother don't tease him, he just got home" Ayaka starts, "besides, theres a guest here. Shouldnt you be welcoming him? " she says, looking at the figure next to you.
"Right, my apologies. Y/n why don't you introduce us to this, person. "
"Brother, sister, meet my boyfriend-";
Albedo
An interesting choice
Hes very polite and honest.
I don't think they were very fond with him eating spiders though ◌
But if that's what you'll live for than they support this relationship!
Even though he might be a bit awkward in conversations.
But he can keep you out of danger soo that's a plus, especially now that you don't live in Inazuma, they don't have to worry about you being hurt.
8.5/10
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Zhongli
A gentleman, how nice!
Very intelligent if they do say so themselves however,
Why does he always forget his wallet?
An interesting field of work, but it's fine for them. At least they can have a good offer on coffins? No?
A bit on the older side but that's alright. :)
9/10
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Neuvillette
Another gentleman !
Hes so sweet and honest with your siblings.
Surprised not only by the melusine law, but also by the fact that hes a chief justice.
Didnt know you could pull such people.
Another older guy, but still it's alright.
Very supportive of you two.
A little worried about how your relationship will last because of how much someone like him works, what if you feel neglected? What if things end because of work?
9.5/10
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Diluc
He looks like he mad, but after talking with him, hes really just a gentleman with some layers of trauma.
A great person to partner up with for work related things, Ayato can keep note of that.
However his past with the fatui,
Just a littlee thing, but maybe it wont affect you both in the future. Maybe.
But let's go back to him being such a gentleman.
And he's really good with pets too?? Like when they were escorting you after a few weeks of staying they got to see a bunch of stray cats and dogs walking towards you and diluc
And he just casually pets them and gives them a treat
Plus how he treats his employees??? You got yourself a personal bodygaurd, a chef, a boyfriend, the whole package.
9/10
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Lyney
He's very romantic with you, which is nice for them to know that your loved.
Overall a great guy!
Just don't tell him abt him having some background with the fatui.
Ayaka enjoys the flowers he gave as a welcoming gift. The various types of flowers she hasn't seen here in Inazuma looks amazing.
His field work is nice, theyre just a little worried his stunts might lead to other endings..
9.5/10
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Kaeya
Very nice
And also intelligent as well.
More on the chill and collected side than nervous to meet his boyfriends siblings.
They're very interested in why he has an eye patch, maybe it's similar to like beidous?
But they won't question incase it's not.
Romantic to you as well
Another person to tease you and ayaka.
9.5/10
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I ran out of ideas for this one TvT
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ivnxrori · 14 days
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When Sun and Moon meet - S2
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Zuko x Fem!WaterBender!Reader Enemies to Lovers
As one of the Princesses of the Northern Water tribe, you were blessed with a gift by the moon. However you were permitted to be allowed to use the gift at all costs. From many hidden waterbending usages, the aftermath of the avatar visiting the Northern Tribe had led to your beginning journey, hiding yourself as a water bender as a princess from the Northern water tribe
Warnings: none
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I grabbed the paper against the wall, a missing poster of Appa with a picture of Appa and Aang in boxes. Where did Appa go? I looked around to see a bunch of the same missing posters flying around and found someone who I didn't want to see. Zuko. He was holding the same paper as me, as well as looking around to see where these papers even come from. I snatched the paper from his hand causing him to turn around. “What do you think you're doing?” Zuko glared at me. “You came to Ba Sing Se just to track the avatar?” I spat. “How is that your business?” “Because your trying to capture someone that benefits your father only”
“I'm the son of the Fire lord-” “Yes I know that! which is why-” “Lee!” The old man said out loud, calling to Zuko. “Lee?” I questioned as Zuko groaned. “Okay, whatever your name is you can't just constantly chase the avatar forever” I whispered so only he could hear. Zuko turned around and reached behind my head, making my eyes widen at the contact till he yanked my hood down. “Ow!” I yelped. “Do you want people to find out about your identity?” Zuko scolded as I glared at his attempt of ‘keeping me hidden’. “You could have been more gentler” I scoffed while he rolled his eyes. “Anyways, I was just saying that your just wasting time finding the avatar” “Wasting time?!” He spat “You wouldnt understand the situation i'm in” “No I wouldn't” I stated more confidently than I should have which made Zuko look at me dumbfounded. “But I feel like you getting the avatar won't actually fulfill you” I attempted to stop him “I got banished from my nation, having a scar to prove my humility and you get everything that you want yet you chose to run away!” My eyes widened at his anger “You’re pathetic, still wanting to go to the fire nation after getting ejected” I hissed but looked to my side and saw a girl, who was quite nervous. She had two braids and was wearing the earth kingdom attire. Zuko looked towards the girl as well, feeling awkward. “Oh…Lee, who is this?” She looked towards me with saddened eyes. My mouth was dry as I couldn't come up with an earth kingdom name. “Limi” Zuko squeaked “Also…part of the uhh circus”. I glared at his stupidity, Limi? Really? And Circus?? “Yep im Lee!” I presented smiling and slightly bowing “Now I have to go do my circus-ie duties” I waved off but not forgetting to glare at Zuko once more and left to get Aku.
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“Alright Aku, let's go see Sakari, '' I said softly, ushering Aku to start moving. My mood was left completely sour from that occurrence. I didn't leave for no reason nor did I get everything I wanted. Sure, my past was probably not bad unlike his but it's not like I get everything. Oh well I shouldnt take his words to heart, it's just Zuko. “What in the world is that?” I turned Aku to get a better look at the lake, though I swore I saw something. “Let's take a closer look” Aku starts moving down to the lake. I hop off finding my surroundings quite suspicious. I take a closer look at the water, using my water bending to split apart the liquid to different sides. Before I saw what was there a whole wall came in front of me. I turned around and saw the Ba Sing Se guards. “You must have figured it out” a man with a deep voice and a black mustache with black hair tied back. “No I haven't” I said “yet”. I immediately take advantage of the lake behind me, using it to block the rocks coming towards my way. Using my waterbending to wrap around the guards ankles, making them fall back. Everything was going well until I felt the rock hands behind my wrists. I yelped in surprise, feeling them lock behind me. “Whatever you're hiding from your people isn't going to last long.” I spat. “It's better for Ba Sing Se” “Oh really?” I mocked. I felt tugs behind my wrist and internally panicked. Oh no where are they even taking me? “Let me go!” I yell, my eyes widened slowly by Aku getting hurt by the soldiers attempting to capture him. That was my last straw, I immediately tried to moisten the rocks behind me with the water in the air softing it for me to either manipulate or melt off. Luckily it was near a lake so the moisture was able to melt the rocks off. I ran to Aku, shoving the people behind me with water. “Even if you go back to Ba Sing Se no one will believe you” I glared at the man. I felt enemies coming towards me with their bending, I closed my eyes and lifted my hands from the impact but I felt none. I opened my eyes and saw them. Their eyes were widened in shock. My arms fall to my side only for their whole being to fall on the ground. This time, it was my turn to be shocked. “Her hair!” One of the guards said. I looked up to see my hood completely off, I immediately pulled it down which made the other soldiers get up in relief. What in the world is happening. “Not only she’s a princess, she is a blood bender” The man glared which made me look up in shock. A bloodbender? The waves of anxiety caused rain clouds from above. This is not the best time right now. From the few seconds of shock, I felt the rock hands fill my whole hand, to my wrist to prevent me from using any form of water bending. “Wait! Stop!” I scream attempting to resist. The rain becomes heavier as the soldiers glare at the clouds in annoyance. How come I'm so slow when it comes to this? My resistance faded when I felt the water consuming my vision.
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“Y/N? I don't think she’s fit to be a princess” “Her personality just doesn't…fit”
Huh? What are these voices? I opened my eyelids with some struggle, groaning as I got up. Where am I? I look at my surroundings, the best way to describe it is me…being on a cloud. Everything felt foggy, just faint silhouettes of my people. “Shame it was Yue who died instead of Y/N”. My eyes widened as I looked down miserably. “She is a betrayer in the end” “Poor Chief Arnook”. I attempted to speak up but the whole environment turned pitch black. I couldn't see anything around me. “You expect the water tribe to respect you” an eyeball outlined in white popped up. I flinched and moved back, glaring at it in confusion. “You’re the one that left us after all” The eyeball blinked. “Wait! I can come back!” I tried to compromise it, sweat dripping behind my neck. “Don't even think about it, you're not welcome here.” I'm not welcomed? To my own nation? A wave of people came back, including my father, Sivoy and Yue. They all looked at me in disappointment, I felt tears coming down my face. “Please…say something” I scream desperately. “I can't believe my own daughter left her family” My father said, taking Sivoy. I trembled, falling down on my knees. “Yue…please” I beg, praying she would say something encouraging. “You left me, Y/N…how could you?” Yue glared at me. I said nothing, just went down looking at the floor. “Things haven't changed Y/N, still the selfish, self centered, princess.” the voices kept repeating against my ears. “You should have died back there Y/N” I gripped my hair, silently praying for them to stop.
I woke up, breathing heavily. Sweat dripped off my face onto the cold rock floor. I got up attempting to run away but I felt a force stopping me. The jangling already gave me the hint. I was chained to the ground around the wrists. “Let me go!” I scream as loud as I can, attempting to break the chain. “I need to prove it to my family! To my nation!” I cried out loud, trying to get someone to hear me. “I'm a princess…im a princess…” I move my forehead against the rock cold floor. I sniffed heavily, trying to keep my breathing stable. I lifted my head up, trying to scan the weak part of the chain. Luckily I was able to navigate it and kicked it with my foot. I was tired, really tired. “Should I even go back home?” I lean back to look at the ceiling. I really have no one…
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I managed to get out of that horrible place with ease. I was able to use one of the teachings Sakari gave me for closed areas. Trying to find gaps with oxygen, since this area was under water it had more water moisture in the air which I was able to find an area to exit from. I pushed back the lid where it was originally there and looked around my surroundings, There was no one…not even Aku. All my motivation to explore was gone, I didn't even want to meet Sakari anymore. I lean my head against the floor of a slope and rethink my dream. Was it just a nightmare? Or was it true? I usually brush off horrible thoughts but that…sounded too real. They were right too…I haven't changed at all. I left my tribe, I'm a traitor. I'm not some regular person, I'm a princess who left her duties for her own selfishness. This is such a stupid adventure, I haven't found what I needed at all. I just found what I already lost. “You should have died back there Y/N” I heard it again. This is a sign. I stood up from the ground looking at the sky, thank god it isnt night. I walk towards the water, stepping in. I felt the coldness around my legs. I continued to walk towards my key to make everything better. This is for my people.
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a/n: Hello!! Sorry fro not uploading im trying to upload once every week but it will be delayed a lot!! Im going to try to upload this on my own feed so uh y eah!!! Hope yall had fun really and take care of yourself! Holy shti im tired
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stainedstardom · 11 months
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BROO IM BEGGING PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS
SAM x FEM!READER
Okay so like the reader and Sam get into a big argument you can choose about what. And then they don’t end up speaking for like a week or so and the reader can’t help but to feel so bad and blame them self because they miss Sam so idk one day everyone’s at Sam’s apartment and they decide to have a movie night. Anika. Mindy Tara and everyone else knew what was going on so after the movie they left the reader and Sam alone to work things out let’s say it got quiet so Sam gets up to leave but the reader tells her to stay and tells Sam how sorry she is and how she felt bad but Sam also says sorry and stuff. So they end up forgiving each other and kiss the end !! 🤭
sorry it’s a lot but PLSSSSSSSS
I’m begging on my knees for u to do this because ur a rlly good writer but PLSSSSSSS I want this so bad. Thank u sm luv u
no need to beg ml of course i’ll do it.
GET OVER IT
sam carpenter x fem! reader
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"i can't believe you" sam yelled at you and you scoffed as you turned to her. chad, mindy and tara stood far behind as they watched the two of you
"me? oh my god sam , you were flirting with your fucking neighbor. you were giving him fuck me eyes and youre mad at me?" you asked and she shook her head
"youre fucking crazy" sam stated and you nodded
"right? yeah ill get over it, im leaving" you said and you stormed off as she stood and watched you walk away
"sam what the fuck? go after her" tara said and she shook her head with a laugh
"no fucking way, she put herself in this position" sam exclaimed and you kept walking. that was a week ago, you had stayed in your apartment, went to your job, to your classes, cleaned your apartment, went along with your life without sam and the others but nothing could feel the void.
sam called you crazy and maybe she was right. you shouldnt have though that she wanted her neighbor because she was nice to him. it was confusing after everything in woodsboro, you thought she would be closed off but this proved otherwise.
and tara as well as the twins were getting mad at you two for not talking. sam was being unruly and they missed the way you looked after them and took care of them so they did something.
chad called you and invited you to a movie night but you hesitated
"does sam want me there?" you remembered asking, you didnt want to invade her space no matter how much the others wanted you to. it was her space and you didn't want her to feel uncomfortable
"of course she does, she even told me to invite you" chad lied to you right through his teeth and thats how you ended up here. in sams apartment, sitting on the other end of the couch away from her because she was clearly uncomfortable with your presence
"chad can i talk to you?" you asked and he nodded as you led him to the kitchen and smacked his arm
"you told me she wanted me here" you stated
"ow! she does" he tried
"really? because it looks like my presence repulses her, i told you i wouldnt come if she would be uncomfortable" you said
"i know, im sorry, i just want you to fix this" he stated and you nodded
"i know and i do too but its not going to get fixed if she doesnt want to see me" you exclaimed and he nodded
"im sorry" he spoke and then someone else did too
"im sorry too" sam exclaimed and chad looked at you with a wide smile
"im going to let you two talk" he said and he walked out as sam walked in and sat down.
"im sor-" you said together and you laughed.
"you go" she spoke
"im sorry, i was mad for no reason. i just didnt know what to say or think so i said the first thing that came to my mind which was not a good idea" you stated and she nodded.
"im sorry too, calling you crazy was wrong, you have every right to be confused and annoyed with me" she said and she grabbed your hands as she looked in your eyes and you looked in hers.
"do you forgive me?" she asked
"of course i do, do you forgive me?" you questioned
"i couldnt stay mad at you forever" she said and you smiled as you leaned in and kissed her making her kiss you back and then you heard it
"YES! FINALLY" chad yelled and you laughed as you shook your head and smiled before you continued to kiss her.
you got over it
A/N: so i know its not entirely like the request but i think scolding chad wouldve been more angsty and cute! so i hope you enjoyed
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julibeeline · 2 years
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I love you, just you ⛄️🌪 [karl jacobs]
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[karl jacobs x reader]
“your boyfriend seems to be too preoccupied with tina to even acknowledge you”
warnings: angst
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​​getting singled out; an expression of being excluded, isolated and neglected. something that had never crossed your mind until this very second.
“that just reminded me of that one time-“ karl’s giggle-laugh droned out in your ear as you heard him and tina making another inside joke for the 5th time in the past half hour. originally you had thought this stream was a fun idea, your boyfriend had wanted you to meet one of his close friends, in real life, in a stream, just the three of you.
it was at first, until it became unbearably pathetic for you to be stuck in a room with this atmosphere that anyone could tell was uncomfortable. just for you, though, not them.
you couldn't figure out where it went all wrong, the supposedly innocent ‘you laugh you lose’ stream really took a 180, as you now sat there awkwardly looking around the room until the next media share popped up. next to you sat karl and tina, poking one another, trying to make each other laugh; “a part of the challenge” he says.
your legs shook underneath the shared desk as you looked through chat, trying to thank the donations that the other two seemed to miss, of course they did, being too stuck up each other’s asses. subtle tears seemed to slightly blur your vision as you read what the viewers sent in chat. it only made you feel worse.
tf is karl doing?
i feel so bad?? what the fuck is going on?
someone tell those two to stfu
i thought karl was y/n’s boyfriend? not tina’s?
lmfaoo why’s tina trying so hard to get karls attention 💀
you got up from your chair, making an excuse to go to the bathroom. karl didnt even seem to notice anyways. when you entered the bathroom, you pulled out your phone and started to text you and karl’s shared best friend, quackity. ha, seems like he beat you to it.
alex
hey you okay? whats going on in karl’s stream?
you
i dont know
i wanna get out of here
alex
why are they such assholes?
they shouldnt be leaving you out like that.
especially karl
he was right, you didn't deserve this. god you wanted to break up with karl right there and then. but you didn't. instead, you returned back to the stream and patiently waited for it to come to an end. damn they were really having the time of their lives.
bro its been going on for the past hour 😐
karl doesnt even deserve y/n tbh
my respect for karl and tina 📉📉
as the stream slowly ended and tina left the house after saying her goodbyes, it became an uncomfortable silence between you and karl. the lively atmosphere stopped too abruptly, it seemed that karl had finally sensed something was wrong.
“hey baby, you okay? im sorry the stream was a bit long-“
“i think im gonna go to bed. im kinda tired” you mutter, going past him to his bed.
“o-oh okay, uhm have a good night-“
you close the door.
karl stood there behind the door that you had just closed, wide eyed. he slowly walked back to his monitor, perhaps you weren’t feeling too well? 
he had planned to edit the stream he had just done, thinking it went pretty well. as he opened up the vod from twitch, he got an uneasy feeling in his stomach. 13 unread messages from quackity on discord?
quackity
karl wtf?
its getting kinda annoying for y/n right now man
KARL
KARL
STOP
this is bullshit
what are you even doing?
karl
youre leaving y/n out
so is tina
dude
hey asshole?
read your texts
karl’s eyes widened as he read through the texts, guilt bubbling up in his stomach. he furrowed his eyebrows as the vod played on his second monitor, shifting his attention to it.
“KARL STOP YOURE GONNA MAKE ME LAUGH STOP POKING ME” tina’s voice played from the video. the back of his throat felt tight, panic starting to rise in him.
he continued watching the vod, occasionally skipping to other parts of it when the shame got too much to handle. the visible dismay on your face only helped it grow.
what was he even doing?
as he replayed the chat, his eyes glossed over.
hesitantly getting up from his seat, and taking off his headphones, karl walked over to his bedroom door.
he thought to himself before he opened the door. what should he say? how does he start? was it too late already?
the sight when he opened the door, somehow managed to crack his heart in the slightest.
you were on one side of the bed, far away towards the wall. where he usually slept with you was now empty, his spot on the bed seemed way too accessible now.
the guilt and regret slowly washed over him as he got in, wrapping one arm around your waist in an attempt to pull you closer. for some kind of reassurance for himself.
“y/n? are you awake?”
“mm..”
“im so sorry” 
“what?” you mumbled half asleep and sat up slowly. you were met with karl’s worried, now red eyes, never daring to make eye contact with you.
“you know i love you, right? and im really sorry, i shouldn't have left you out like that. im sorry for ignoring you and only talking to tina, im just so sorry and i don’t blame you if you want to break up, it’s just I didn’t mean to-”he cries.
“karl, slow down, its fine-”
“i love you, just you”
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damnfandomproblems · 4 days
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Same... Ive gone through so many blogs on here trying to have a fresh start and give fandom another chance hoping if i just "do it right" ill have fun... But the thing is i havent been having fun in like... 8 years. Im only 20 and i remember the 20 year olds i followed back when i was around 12. I know fandom has been on the deline for far longer but atleast i was able to have fun then, bit now i look at the 20 year olds and teens of today and i just feel so... Depressed. Im constantly tired and no one is friendly or fun anymore. I miss the blogs where i could look forward to seeing post everyday and talk to and have fun with... But now everyone is so on edge and even i have trouble interacting with people on my blog or even posting anything cuz its just like "is this going to get me harassed today?" "Is this tame and acceptable enough to not get me harassed?"
Even though i know i shouldnt care its really just me not wanting to deal with unnecessary drama that could be avoided if people werent so stupid
Cant do anything without performative activists threatening to harass you and having the constant fear of what if someone is so deranged that this tiny little insignificant thing will make them decide to doxx me or something...
Ive noticed more and more how empty fandoms feels yknow? Kinda feels like a warzone with a lot of mostly abandoned and broken buildings. A community board here and there, some people loitering about and some hidden places that are really picky about who they let in. And a hell of a lot of soldiers (antis) who will come beat you up if you look suspicious, or they just dont like you for whatever reason... Thats really how it feels and it really sucks.
I want it to be lively like a giant ren faire, packed full of people and art and music and just fun in general. A place where we don't need to have a background check of every person we so much a look at in order to play hopscotch or something with them.
Posting as is.
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